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wishing so bad that I was a great writer or artist rn
#there's sm things I wish I could paint and draw and write#but I can't#because I don't know how#or I'm js simply so bad#and idk where to start even#but at the same time I'm not creative enough that I could use my imagination for drawing#or come up with unique plots and ideas and everything#and even if I did start working to be one#I have commitment issues#so then I'd js give up easily because I wouldn't be where I want to be right at the start#and not commit to practicing alot so that I can improve or wtv#because to me everything has to be perfect right off the bat#and also idk how to manage time so one thing I often find myself wondering is how would I fit these hobbies into my schedule#with school#because the thing is I do have time#I js don't know how to manage it properly#and I procrastinate on everything schoolwork related and don't let myself do anything (except reading fanfics and scrolling on tumblr/pin)#unless that work is done#but I don't do that work until the last minute so I never end up doing anything else except scrolling and reading fanfiction#not even reading actual books#Arghhhg#i hate this
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#i am DONE with work for 10 days so unless its about eddie diaz i dont wanna hear it!!!!#i am going to be reading fic making gifs and maybe starting a rewatch from the beginning and thats IT#911#911 abc#eddie diaz#buddie#lockdown tweet
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charlies turn for the reference sheet beam
#xmen#xmen comics#xmen tas#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#i feel weird posting a charles ref cause ive done so many 'ref sheets' for headshots.. i need to stop making doodle pages for him apparentl#this started out because i wanted to practice charles' body type and then i figured id just. ref sheet vjaelkjvae#if i were bold id just post him in just briefs and paper doll it if you catch my cold. he got a lot of outfits i like...#i wanted to make refs for the og5 actually so maybe i will just do these ref sheets throughout the week before bed#the funny thing about this ref sheet is this is prob the only time ever actually going to draw charles' whole back... lmao...#i mean never say never so Very Rarely will i draw his whole back. and standing ajerlkvjalkj#idk ref sheets are just fun and easy and relaxing for me to do .... and brother i wanna relax gjERLKJAEL#i have my mandatory sketches lined up to finish this week so i earned a lil doodlin i think !!!!!!#i usually dont work on weekends but.. its a lot so jvLRKVJARLKJV BUT ANYWAY#observe. god its so illegal having him stand i promise ill never do it again unless i like have to for some rare reason vjEALVJAE#i had a savage lands arc idea but who knows if ill go through with it#i debated adding that lil ring from that scrapped tas design but i dont think ima make that a consistent thing#prob use it for like. one or two jokes or whatever other temporary purposes...#was i going to say anything else. OH YEAH i wanted to see what charles looked like wtih brown eyes...#i was stalking my tags and i was reminded he had brown eyes sometimes and as your resident brown eyed bestie i wanted To See..#i fear i do like giving him contacts...... but his blue eyes arent bad either so now im in a predicament !!!!!#we'll see what happens ill probably stick with blue just for popularity sake but who knows#anyway !!! i am very weary and i am very busy this week so good night !!!!!!
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Getting up on my soap box
The reason I make it clear that I am disabled is cause it’s a reminder that my body and mind don’t function normally and I don’t want to get shit on when it shows ‼️‼️‼️
Art taking a long time, chapters taking a long time, replying late, etc
And even if I wasn’t, don’t demand/constantly ask this of folks. People are people, not content machines, I’m just a guy behind a screen
#I’m currently trying to listen to my body more since I have a bad habit of working myself too hard#anyway I’m saying this again cause lately I’ve been getting a lot more comments almost demanding that I post or respond faster#and I just want to make it clear that it’s not going to happen unless I actively decide to sacrifice my health for it#which#fuck no#been there done that don’t wanna do it again#hexcii says stuff#important
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in their primes
#the way either works for both of them jdskjdj#but also they’d never want to belong to a someone#unless 👀#rebelcaptain#rogue one#jyn erso#cassian andor#star wars#i’m sorry if this has been done before#i can’t find anything on this site#i would love if anyone reblogged that
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Okay being cranky again. "Wanting power" is not enough to explain a villainous faction's actions. People and groups rarely want power for power's sake - they feel they need it for some reason, to feel safe, to reach some goal of theirs. So what is their goal? What is their reasoning? What are they trying to do with that power?
#dav critical#datv critical#Dav chatter#Ugh!!! Ugh!#Why are the venatori working with the fucking elven gods they're tevinter supremacists!#Why are the fucking antaam working with the elven gods they believe in the fucking qun! Unless they've abandoned it in which case#They'll have done so for a fucking reason so could we go into that maybe?? Hello??#People do things for reasons!#Agh!
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Spamton please go to sleep, you look really tired
#No clue why you thought telling /HIM/ of all people what to do would work#even if he /knows/ its something he should#he wont.#:-3#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#this one was slow today cause im siiiccckkkkk and i wish i coulda done more on the animation front but im happy w it.#it gets what i want across#he can be creepy. as a treat.#he is so exhausted but theres a good handful of reasons i have for why he wont unless he HAS to.#..unless hes /forced/ to. which is inevitable.#wuagh
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"You, could you take a look at me? (You could break an angel's fall and ignore the Devil's call) Am I bad, am I bad, am I bad, am I really that bad? (Still forsaken shoulders fall silent now)"
3 days late but here! it! is! Val piece for the eyes theme as by the poll last month!!!
#done between work breaks!!!!#and now i eep bc ill be up before dawn again aaaahhhhhh#enjoy the Val fix everyone#im soooo normal about them#Val Val Val#quaestor valdemar#the arcana#also that song is by Will Wood and I've been obsessed#anyway bye see you next month with more art i guess bleh#unless i get real productive during work breaks again
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i have a theory about shinji, gin, and aizen, but i'm not really sure how to word it.
we never really see shinji and gin interact all that much, which makes sense bc both of them have significantly more important relationships with aizen, but at the same time it's a little odd how much there isn't.
like. gin cut hiyori in half. shinji is understandably pissed about that, but he aims that anger at aizen - and this seems to be one of the very few things in the bleach world that honestly isn't on him bc he never told gin to do that, he never even implied it. hiyori was never a threat to him. hell, we don't even know if she was charging in the right direction; if anything, attacking her implies that she was which is a really stupid thing to do when you're surrounded by a bunch of people who super want you dead and would kill you if they could be sure you weren't tricking them into stabbing each other (ofc it could also be a fakeout but still)
but i don't remember shinji's beef ever really being with gin, even tho he didn't seem to anticipate that gin was working with aizen the whole time during tbtp. so like does he feel responsibility there? cuz gin went straight from academy to 3rd seat and shinji could plausibly feel like that sent him right to aizen bc he doesn't know that gin was always aiming for that. did he blame himself? does he feel like he should've seen it coming? does he still see him as some weird genius kid? does he just view gin as an extension of aizen, which is both dehumanizing to an extent but also entirely fair bc gin did that to himself?
the thing is, since we never really see them interact much, it's kind of only interesting on shinji's side of things, bc gin doesn't really care about much outside of whatever the fuck he thought he was doing and the version of rangiku that he has in his head who needs back something that the real one doesn't ever seem to have realized she lost to begin with. gin's so disconnected with basically everybody that most of the time you can usually assume his thoughts are just "lol. lmao" and there's no reason to think that doesn't extend to shinji as well (gin has deep thoughts on: aizen, ichigo, and matsumoto (massive asterisk on that one ofc) and i think everyone else is kinda set dressing to him lmao the guy is Fucked Up)
anyway i think it's interesting to toy around with that relationship as it was in reality as well as how it might've been perceived, but also in the sense of both of them being sort of opposite ends of the manchild spectrum - shinji leans into his childish side but still has a fairly adult worldview, and gin is able to pull off maturity to an extent but was never able to escape a deeply childish mindset
#bleach#meta#hirako shinji#ichimaru gin#aizen sousuke#sarugaki hiyori#matsumoto rangiku#kurosaki ichigo#this whole post should also come with a huge asterisk that i'm deeply critical of gin's backstory in general and usually try to ignore it#but. since it is canon. it is a part of this post#and yes btw kira is absolutely included in the ''lol. lmao'' part of gin's fucked up little head#i should also note that to shinji it's very possible gin's situation looks like. uh. well grooming kinda#so he might view gin as a victim that he could've saved but can't anymore bc. well. he has jackass-itis now and it's terminal sad to say#but seriously the fifth division was involved with the academy right?#so this super genius kid comes out of nowhere. graduates in a sixth of the usual time. jumps into one of the highest ranks available.#third seat mysteriously went missing juuuuust in time for gin to snatch that seat up too. quite the coincidence#so now he's suddenly aizen's immediate subordinate. and seems to get along with him better than you'd expect for a brand new graduate.#but aizen worked in the academy - he was a hugely popular teacher#so maybe shinji saw gin trotting along behind aizen in the middle of getting hollowfied and thought ''well shit that's on me''#it wasn't ofc. there was no way he could've known or done anything and neither gin nor aizen would've let him know enough to try#but he doesn't know that himself and unless aizen decides to share then he just. never will#and gin will never care bc he fucked himself up so badly idk if he even really knew how to care anymore
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this is the first time ive ever drawn sir pentious <3
#hazbin hotel#sir pentious#hazbin hotel sir pentious#sir pentious hazbin hotel#if you look close enough all of the hotel gang is there#and vox. i had too many cans and yknow... he worked under vox#IDFK I RAN OUT OF CHARACTERS UNLESS I WANTED TO DO FUCKIN KEKE#oh fuck i could have done a sir pentious can... its too late
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guys i got bored and wanted a spongebob tarot deck but apparently that doesnt exist in full so thats my new mission. to hand draw all the major and minor arcana but spongebob lol
#im done with temperance#im picking randomly from my deck to decide what to work on next#im doing the ten of pentacles next#spongebob#tarot#edit to expand on the idea: i have seen most of spongebob at this point. im going for spongebob up until like season uhhh#9#i had to look at the episode list but i’ve seen all episodes up to about halfway through s9#cro talks#so thats what im basing this on unless theres an episode ive seen more recently that i can relate to a card#and im relating each card meaning to an episode or scene or character. lol
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LISTEN. If we get a bisexual!Buck arc, I will ACTUALLY LITERALLY CRY, I’m already emotional just thinking about it, it will literally bring me so much joy
BUT
I don’t want it at the expense of an Eddie coming out arc…
Bc listen, I read a post talking abt how the writers probably won’t give both of them a really flushed out Queer Realization Arc bc it would be redundant, which like, okay sure, yes, I can see why you wouldn’t want to have two main, male characters going through the exact same thing, so sure, whatever, BUT -
I feel like, out of Buddie, Eddie is going to be the one that really struggles with coming to terms with his sexuality.
Eddie, who had to be The Man Of The House at 10 years old. Eddie, who grew up in the Deep South. Eddie, whose family is Catholic. Eddie, who already had a strained relationship with his judgmental parents. Eddie, who had a WIFE. Eddie, who says that what he had with Shannon was magic & compares every relationship he had to her. Eddie, who was in the military, which is infamous for DADT. Eddie, whose aunt constantly pushes him at random women because he needs to not be alone. Eddie, who canonically suffers from comp-het, saying that dating women feels like putting on a performance, not that he understands why. Eddie, who dated Ana & was planning on staying with her, even though he was unhappy, for his son.
I think Buck would be way chiller with realizing he’s queer - if he doesn’t already know, which is my fav head-cannon - & I feel like he wouldn’t struggle as much bc it’s Eddie, & Eddie is his best friend, and gender wouldn’t play as big a part for him as I think it would for Eddie.
I would love for them both to have an arc where they worked through their expectations when it comes to relationships & realize that they’re queer, but idk man, I feel like Eddie is going to be the one to really struggle & he deserves to really have that flushed out.
Idk, I’ve been thinking about this ever since I saw that post & nobody I know watches 9-1-1 😭
#buddie#911 abc#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911#Queer Buddie Arcs#I want them both to have nice things is that really so unreasonable?#literally all of their other arcs take place at the same time#let them realize they’re queer & in love with each other at the same time too#honestly this only applies if Buddie goes canon which I’m not even convinced is going to happen#i have so many feelings#Buck would just be like “I’m in love with my best friend? fucking dope#bc my darling boy just wants to be loved & chosen & Eddie has already done those things#either way I wish they would stop putting them with random ass women who have been on the show for less than 10 minutes#I don’t need them to go canon in s7 but if we don’t even get a HINT of it this season I’ll probably quit watching#unless s7 is REALLY good bc they put some WEIRD shit in recently that I dfw#I have no idea how Tumblr is supposed to work am I doing this right? idk pls advise
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drawing stuff in efri's style was so fun so now I'm just drawing a bunch of characters how she would draw them... might mock up a few pages of her word-book at some point
#it's simple but it's also challenging bc my instinct is trying to get all the lines just right and all the proportions right#and I need to remember !!! this is art as done by a ten year old with a stolen pen and very little patience! make it messier!!!!#and more expressive. it's fun trying to layer my understanding of who and what I'm drawing with hers#she draws everyone with a smile unless she hates them. including like. whistle who does not smile bc falmer conveying joy that way#would be a tad pointless!#it's fun. I don't often do drawing as character work and it's a cool time
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Dick Winter's resume circa mid 1950s from the Winter's Files at USAHEC.
#richard winters#dick winters#band of brothers#Further proof he was done with Korea in Sept-Oct 1952#and also so important to put your height weight health and hetero?#Also overqualified for Whitmoyer tbh unless he said I need out of NJ please let me sell chicken antibiotics#You know that typo in PLainfield haunts him still#this pic was jarring it looks like High School Dick#guess you can't put half naked pics from Toccoa on your resume#well you could have if you went to work for Nix Ryer Island farm
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Repost of something I tried to do earlier cause tumblr hates me
✨blurry hands✨
#joker out#kris guštin#bojan cvjetićanin#jan peteh#nace jordan#jure maček#i swear to god if this doesnt work i will cry#By the way I'm gonna probably be doing joker out posts less frequently for a while cause I've kind of run out of ideas of what to do#Unless anyone has anything they'd want me to do like photodumps#shitty memes#Maybe a bit of art#Anything I've done before really
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Gandalf big naturals can be real in the Transformers universe if they take this guy into the future and give him the magic of top surgery
#his name is beorht or whatever but thats obviously gandalf#i cant believe they forgot magic is real#shitposting#transformers g1 cartoon#transformers#im gonna be busy today and tomorrow so probably no art crying#unless i get my work done early
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