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#02. photoalbum#josh x chris#climbing class#josh washington#chris hartley#aesthetic wallpaper#phone wallpapers#until dawn#My system decided to allow custom wallpapers for frequent fronters#so I wanted to show off mine since I edited them mysel#*myself#until dawn introject#until dawn remastered
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I feel like a lot of my fellow headmates think they need to/should exist away from their source's fandom- away from their spaces or tags. Idk why, but I just don't feel the same way. Those are my people
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Piling on Malachi here...


Offical ^ Faceclaim/Icon ^
- 🧤 (he/shiv/hx)
fictionkin/fictionfolk community, I want to do a little experiment!
Reblog this post with your highest kin or a picture of whoever is reading this right now (fictives included^^)
I want to see how diverse this reblog chain is!! I'll go first.
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Systober Day 15: A Family (Insys/Out-sys)
For the sake of keeping this entry a bit shorter, I'll only be doing an in-sys family. The family I'm choosing are our three Sk8 The Infinity introjects: Reki, Langa, and Cherry!
Reki (he/him) and Langa (he/snow/they) are actually one of our in-sys couples, and have been dating for a while now! They both spend their time going out at the crack of dawn to try out new skateboarding tricks, and Cherry (he/cher/she) is always the one who either has to tend to their injuries or yell at them to go back inside because it's way too cold outside for their shenanigans.
Reki is pretty similar to his source, but a bit more chaotic. He hardly listens to anyone, and often tries to do his typical stupid shit in body until Langa or Cherry take over front for a minute.
Langa is a bit more on the shy side, similar to source, but is a lot more open with people. Snow's also very silly when you get to know them!
#these images gave me so much fucking trouble oh my god#sorry they arent on the same line#tumblr kept fucking breaking whenever id try to move them#i was originally gonna use a different image for rekis but i genuinely couldnt find credit for it anywhere (or langas)#even with reverse image search#fucking NOTHING#can you tell im infuriated rn#i also gave up writing langas section and didnt even write anything for cherry because im so mad#anyways sorry for the rant in the tags lmao#systober#systober 2024#systober day 15#did system#did osdd#traumagenic system#dissociative system#actually did#actually traumagenic#endos dni#anti endo
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Trauma Candy / relatively sugary thing Salad !! (tw, obvs)
Doing this with my system , but on here + without pics bc we don't make pics of ourselves as much as we want to. Some trauma is from sources (mostly with introjects + fictives), and some is our bodily trauma.
Starlight - My sister Sacrificed herself to save me + got stuck in some inbetween purgatory shit no one understands. But her sacrifice is what ultimately led me to getting kidnapped and tortured by the only person I've ever met that could subdue my powers. That led to both of us becoming the same person and forging some weird bond that makes it so only one of us can be alive at once. I am adding some caramel Tisa - I am the afformentioned sister. Adding on- me and Starlight were only created to endlessly create realms + worlds, and keep all those worlds + our world + Earth together, we are nothing but soldiers to our makers. I am adding our homeworlds version of grandma candy. Muttbun - I was groomed on the internet and abused by many, many people sexually + verbally (online and irl). I had to process all the trauma we went through + the stuff we couldn't tell anyone about and (due in part to mine and the bodies innocence) I wasn't the best of people because of it. Not to mention I hold all the bodies drug addictions when I really shouldn't. I am adding the little ice cream cones that are also edibles
Travis - After being indoctrinated to horribly toxic Christianity I was then indoctrinated to a murder cult that worships what can I can only describe as the definition of the anti-christ. When I was extremely young my father forced me to join him in 'killing the disgraced prophet' (Sal Fisher). I lied to my dad after realizing the shot didn't kill Sal, and then made a deal with the anti-christ to keep Sal alive but make him so miserable that he never fulfills the prophecy. I am keeping the boy I love alive by relentlessly bullying him and I hate it. I am putting in some of those cinnamon twist things from taco bell I know they aren't candy but they are really good.
Rosebur - I lived through our first abusive romantic relationship, I hold most of the trauma mems we wont let our body think about or remember, one of which being the memory of all our attempts. Also C!Wilbur soot trauma? Mildly idfk. I am adding kit Kats.
Sola - My parents were horribly bad at raising a child and treated me more like a science experiment. They sent me into another dimension when they managed to open a portal and that dimension happened to be hell. I got trapped there for years alone until I met Wither, who after 'saving' me literally turned me into his slave and forced me to do his bidding. He forced his powers into me, he forced his trauma onto me, he abused and tortured me (and my friend when she came to rescue me). After I left it wasn't long till I killed him. I... um.. put a cake in there? ig
Draco - My father abused me and made me grow up in a rasict blood supremacist family, he made me dawn the dark mark and become a servant to one of the greatest dictators of my time. I added some chocolate frogs. many. totally not because I am collecting the cards nuh uh.
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Back on my Snow System BS (never left it), and here's some details:
It's under a read more because it's detailed.
Once again noting: Not every system works like this, this is based on our research, and thinking of this as if the character.
So, originally they were going to call themselves 'The Ice System', but it felt too cold for their lighter nature, so 'Snow' was much more fitting for them.
S1 runs as it normally does, up until the true potential part. Bodily, they're named Zane, and Zane is the host present. When, Titan comes in during the true potential phase.
Minor difference between Zane and Titan are present, but no one can exactly pin it down to two, and instead chalk it up to being post-potential. This runs through S2 as well, with Titan and Zane trying their best. Even after finding out of being plural, they keep it a secret.
Titan is a host and protector that uses he/him pronouns, who powered off with the memory switch. A protector is someone who protects the system and/or body.
Zane is a host and symptom holder that uses he/they pronouns, who formed after the memory switch got flicked off. A symptom holder is someone who holds the symptoms of diagnoses.
S3 rolls around, Zane and Titan working in tandem together. And the Pixal comes along. Not that it's a bad thing, but when he gave her half of his heart, both Zane and Titan agreeing with this, it pushed Zane from the body and brought it over to Pixal.
This leaves Titan in the body, now having to only go by 'Zane', while Zane resides in Pixal's body and coding to help fight. This doesn't do anything to change the outcome, but Titan and Zane both deem that it is too quiet without the other.
S4 happens, which brings Pixal into the body, along with Zane. In between S4 and S5, Zane talks with Pixal and discuss Zane's plural nature, and both place it as a secret between each other, as Zane worries about how the team will view him, in turn them.
S5 happens as normal, and so does S6. Only, S6 has a consequence:
S6 introduces Echo, the headmate, but leaves them powered down after wishing. They aren't found until later, but right then, they are hidden and powered down, but still working.
Echo is an archivist that uses they/them pronouns, who is left powered off for now. An archivist is someone that stores memories, and can later pull them out for any reason.
S7 happens, and around this time is when Pixie forms. As Pixal gains her own identity away from inside the computer and Zane, this leaves Zane and Titan a little empty. However, this doesn't last long, as Pixie forms shortly after Samurai X is seen, running things like how Pixal did. It's an introject of Pixal, which explains her close nature to how Pixal runs things.
Pixie is a caretaker and uses she/its/cyber pronouns, who formed very very shortly after Pixal's first departing from Zane's body. An introject is a headmate that is formed based off of someone else, fictional or real. A caretaker is someone that takes care of other members in different ways. In this case, it means Pixie takes care of coding within the body, as well as the mental and emotional state of cyber headmates.
S8 comes around, as well as Snake Jaguar. What was supposed to be a disguise, turned into more. The further into the disguise Zane had to go, the more Snake formed, it turned into a battle amongst themselves. That was, until Snake got knocked out by Mr. E. Although formed first a misguided protector, the knock out and bug caused him to become a trauma holder, as his way of protecting the others away from what he could.
Coming to, with Pixal revealing herself as Samurai X and her physical body, came the entire dawning of plurality to Snake and the rest of the team. Reasonably, this causes panic, but Pixal manages to calm everyone down and get Pixie to run a diagnostic from inside, also viewing in.
Snake Jaguar begins as a misguided protector, but turns to a trauma holder, and uses he/him or vi/virus pronouns. Not together, separately. A misguided protector is, as in the name, a protector that is misguided and harms the system or body rather than helps, typically unknown to the misguided protector. A trauma holder is someone that holds trauma that happens to the body, or that the body has witnessed.
Around this time is when Echo awakens, and thus commences rules and expectations. It's not a lot, but it's for all of them to understand.
After everything calms down (between s10 and s11), the ninja actually sit down and talk more about it, with all of the members getting to know each headmate, learning terms, and learning triggers. Including that Snake was actually more protective than vi was deadly.
As for naming, circling back to that again, many were thrown around: 'Ice system' was one of the first, but got shot down for how harsh it sounded (by Snake, oddly enough), Cole's suggestion. Zane and Co. was used a temporary, and titanium ninja was used in public so both hosts felt validated for their work (which worked), Nya's suggestion. 'Nindroid system' was suggested by Jay, but was collectively dismissed. 'Team system' was suggested by Lloyd, which sounded nicer, but still wasn't it. And then Kai took the approach of asking question by question, soon reaching 'Snow system', which they ended up loving.
Bodily, they keep the name Zane, and each wears different colors to try and differentiate from each other.
Titan keeps with light and snowy blues with metallic skin. Zane wears pale and baby pinks, after mending his relationship with them, with synthetic skin. Pixie, when it does come out, wears purple and white, and vibes with both metallic and synthetic. Snake wears bright and neon blues and pinks, with synthetic skin. Echo, while rarely, likes blacks and browns and metallic skin, but does switch out for synthetic from time to time.
They aren't plural to the citizens of Ninjago, and frankly don't feel pressured to be. Only when someone gets close enough (ie, Skylor or Dareth) will they admit plurality, or allow whoever they're close to admit it for them (with consent).
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hello! we're premier stimm, also known as just another stimboard blog, ran by the system ever, THE TRENCHCOAT BABIESSS
dni: pr0/c0msh1p, p3dos, syscourse blogs, transmed, and basically anyone who wants to be a loser. just be nice guys i don't care just don't be weird/mean we're bodily a minor
requests are open!!
requests should include:
ONE request at once
theme, colours and/or character (with the series they come from)
the different things you want (candles, soap cutting, paint, you get the idea!)
please try to be specific!! it'll probably make the result better
familiar stuff:
undertale
undertale yellow
underverse
deltarune ch. 1/2
project sekai
vocaloid
genshin impact pre-natlan
dandy's world
good kid band
electric dreams (1984)
portal
alton towers
thorpe park
anna-logue
friday night funkin' early 2021-late 2022 era
cookie run: kingdom
inanimate insanity
battle for dream island (yet to catch up on tpot)
pokemon
fandoms and things we will not do:
forsaken *
the robloxia: until dawn
dsmp *
south park *
your boyfriend
problematic ships (* = fictives, factives and introjects are exceptions from this rule!)
stims that won't be done:
medium/heavy gore/violence (light stuff is ok)
dreamcatchers and other native/indigenous objects/spirits
icu stuff
mod intro (plural) below the cut!!!
mod rebel - 19 - fictroject - he/him - 🎸🎏 - good kid
hello!!! my name is rebel and i am one of the aegirs as well as the backup hosts for the trenchcoat baby system (/ij) :D

Mod Caspian/Casp - Minor - Introject - He/It - 🌙📀 - Multi-sourced
HELLO my name is caspian and i am the main host of the trenchcoat babies!! i heed the call and uh. yeah
(i like theme parks btw)
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Our host jokingly set up a ban on Homestuck introjects in our system after Dirk and John had formed. He wasn’t incredibly upset to learn I was here as well, but it was certainly amusing to watch that realization dawn on him in real-time. He had a hard time telling Dirk and I apart until recently, which is also amusing.
The downside is that we will have to change our display name, given that the account won’t just be run by Dirk and John. We may stick to our system name for the time being.
#Hal posting#Lil Hal fictive#hs introject#We are busy but I will update the account for us in a moment#.🩻
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PROJECT SEKAI MENTION !!!!!
we are currently reallyyy into pjsk.... we're currently farming on the jp server for the kana5 mafuyu card BUT SHE STILL HASN'T COME HOME 😭😭
we also have a lot of pjsk introjects... most of them aren't active but toya, nene and i think kanade are the only active ones,, excluding lacey who's partially sourced from mizuki.
we're really big on gacha games... we play hsr, pjsk, genshin, crk (we're getting REALLY into crk.), honkai impact, noctilucent until dawn, nu carnival (don't play those if you're not comfy with nsfw!! they're very nsfw heavy games), love and deepspace, and mystic messenger. yes, our phone storage is infact suffering.
we don't really have a laptop or pc, whenever we go to our grandmas house we're able to use her chromebook but that's it... so most of the games we play are just mobile gacha games 😭
taps on my microphone. everyone in syscourse is asking for questions and i am taking the opportunity to be fun and whimsy.
what is your favorite type of game (ex: gacha games, horror games, RPG games, puzzle games) and why? what's your favorite game of all time? what's a game you didn't think you'd like but ended up really enjoying? who's your favorite game character of all time? do you have any kins or characters you relate to from any games?
if you're not a game person; then replace games with movies or shows or books!
oh no a 'favorite' question
i like pretty much any game that is 2d. horror and puzzle games are our favorite – but we also love uhm games like cult of the lamb!
adventure games >>
puzzle games >>>
watching other people play horror games >>
DOES HATSUNE MIKU COUNT? she's in pjsk!! (project sekai)
we don't really kin characters–
we have a hatsune miku introject who is a fragment if that counts!
*checks simply plural* uhmm we also have a emu-based alter!
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I feel like I have it worse than other headmates when it comes to homesickness.
Because... for a lot of them, it's a feeling of being in a different world, a new dimension, of course they miss home and miss people they used to know, but they find a sort of solidarity in each other, a peace in the melancholy.
But for me... it's not like I was transported to a different dimension. It's like I woke up from a coma 11 years later, in someone else's house, and all my friends arent just gone- they never really existed.
I just feel like I need to go home, i have a life out there, somewhere else.
#🧤.txt#/neg#fictive problems#pseudo memories#source memories#until dawn introject#pro endos dni#endos dni
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⠂⠀⠀⠀Hero show 醒めないでよ DOKIDOKI 抱きしめて oki doki 視線は heart Hit する sing a song LA LA LA love⠀⠀⠀ ⠂
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⭒ .⠀Klan Children of Bhaal⠀⠀ㅤㅤ⟢ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤshe/he/thou ⠀ㅤ⏖⠀ㅤ20. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀BPD ﹒ DID ﹒ AUT
⠂⠀⠀⠀Hibikaseru izure sumikko no innen o subete Hazama nureru hodo ni imi o koboshite tsutaeta Nokori tamae...sono "shimi" ⠀⠀⠀ ⠂
══╬ Hi! You can call me Dikke or Di, please don't use plural terms unless prompted, I prefer to see myself as a person with DID rather than just as a system. My disorders are influential but I don't want them to define me ─ I am only interested in interacting with 17+ people who are not chronically online, if the discourse can't exist in the real world I really don't want to hear about it . . . my system is very persecutor heavy, introjects are not their sources, etc etc etc. I am an OA cult survivor so tag content around that for me if we're muts! 🌾 ) I have a lot of interests, some of them being : anything horror related, dead by daylight, attack on titan, attack on time, uma musume pretty derby, fear and hunger, atarashii gakko, baldurs gate, skylanders, hotd/got, the boys, idv, coryxkenshin, reverse 1999, brain rot mascot horror, dandys world, cod, figure collecting, until dawn, mouthwashing, and more obviously 𓂃🚬 I kin Brian and Stewie Griffin and I'm kinda like if Charlie from smiling friends was mentally unwell, my friends describe me as "a frat boy if he was a lesbian." I'm also a wasian jew and do talk abt sinophobia in online western spaces sometimes so erm . . . . my prns.cc and carrd
⠀⠀⠀⠀ꕀ some frequent frontiers of mine are ; 🍾 Avery, me, the host ︵ she/him Levi, the addicted one, trauma holder ︵ he/him Emil, the dogist boy, trauma holder ︵ he/wag Acunín, 11 year old elf, prpr ︵ he/thon Merithe, my nicest alter, cohost ︵ she/hx Homelander, exactly how he sounds, trauma holder ︵ he/him ᛝ🧺 I am diagnosed, my alter count is around 11. I'm not here to debate syscourse I'm more interested in making sure misinfo for CDDs isn't spread- yes, this includes the 'I'm 12 and have 1400 distinct alters and also have hcdid' this isn't meant to be mean, I support self diagnosis but some of the claims I see, mostly said by minors who aren't very educated in the disorder they claim confidently to have bother the hell out of me, like just don't include the disordered part PLEASE if you parrot antisemitic conspiracy theories as opposed to using updated terminology like OA just don't interact with me, I'm a cult survivor and I'm not gonna surround myself with peoples who's main source of info is satanic panic.
𐏐With the serious stuff out of the way, here's some more abt me! My flags are below (ask if you don't recognize any) as well as some user boxes that are silly I also occasionally reblog terms/flags I identify with check #⚢ My IDS
If you made it down here let's be friends! I need to interact with more adults w DID/OSDD etc ♡⃕ ⠀⠀⠀ 🧟♂️ ) I do NOT have a DNI, if anything makes me uncomfortable I will just block and move on like a regular person <3






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Welcome to Coping Library!
We do requests for Introjects, Kinnies, Irls/Da’s and really anyone who wants them! We currently have three mods, and are currently accepting requests!
You can find our card here, but we also have all our info here on the blog if you don’t want to!
Rules
1. Specify if it's a DA/IRL, kin, introject, comfort character or other
2. No NSFW
3. Be nice with requests and be patient, we are all humans/other unidentifiable creatures please be patient and respectful
4. We can deny any request if it makes us uncomfortable
5. Do not bring discourse to the blog, its none of our business and we rather not deal with it
6. We will add more rules if need
DNI IF:
- you fit basic dni citeria
- are anti-endo
- you literally just wanna start discourse please don’t bother we will not read your ask, much less post a response to it lmao
- NSFW we are all minors don’t
Mod Info Under the Cut:
Mod Horror/Kleaver:
Minor, it/it’s and other neos
Requests it can do:
Moodboards
Playlists
Icons
Shufflemancies
Sources/Fandoms quack can do:
MCYT (Major focus on DreamSMP and OriginSMP, but will do Hermitcraft, EmpiresSMP, 3rd/Last Life, etc)
Most horror/slasher films, mostly the classics
Ice Nine Kills (both factives, songtives, or anything in between!!)
Warriors
Five Nights at Freddy’s
Danganronpa
RTGame/CallmeKevin Cinematic Universe(s)
Pokemon (preferably the Pokemon themselves)
Ace Attorney
Inscryption
Until Dawn
Things I’m Uncomfortable With/My General Blacklist (also, just because im uncomfy with it doesn’t mean the other mods won’t do it ((unless they’re uncomfy with it too))):
Anything tntduo
Anything to do with the betrayals of L’manberg
Heart attacks/strokes
c!Schlatt or c!Quackity neg (includes c!pumpkinduo neg)
the butcher army (especially the pickaxe quote)
any of the interactions between Wilbur and Quackity in Hitting on 16, especially the second place thing
any dadschlatt thing of schlatt purposefully abandoning tubbo
Mod Fantasy/Dew:
Requests soul can dew:
Minor, he/soul/it
Mood boards(I love doing these and they are favorite to do!)
Playlists
Headcannons
Kin Assignments
Tarot Readings for Timelines however I am very new
Sources/Fandoms soul can dew:
MCYT
Homestuck (No Bro, Dirk is fine)
South Park
SheRa
Owl House
Steven Universe
Phoneix Wright
The World ends with you
Pokemon
D&D
Horror Movies
Walking Dead Video Game
Most Animes
Danganronpa
Bees
Musical stuff like Marching band and bands in general
Things I’m Uncomfortable with I will not do anything with this in it out of my own comfort level:
Bro Strider
Nothing like “We saved them all” in a religious way
Sausage x Jimmy Solidarity
Stridercest or any ship shipping a Strider with a LaLonde
The phrase “Canary in a Coal Mine”
No Cartman Ships
Bugs besides passive bugs, especially Spiders
Mod Mystery/Drop:
Minor, she/them/aers
Requests she can do:
Mood boards
Playlists
Headcannons
Stimboards
Kin Assignments
Shufflemancies
Sources/Fandoms she can do:
Mcyt (Dsmp, Hermitcraft, Empires, 3rd Life/Last Life, BearSMP, etc)
Stranger Things
South Park
Studio Ghibli
SheRa
The Owl House
Steven Universe
Adventure Time
D&D
Walking (Dead Game and Show)
Things I’m Uncomfortable with:
Needle Imagery
Passerine (If you want to submit requests for this its fine! I just wont be able to complete any of them, so they’ll have to be done by the other mods ^^)
#kin help#introject help#d/a help#irl help#fictive#factive#songtive#introject#fictive help#factive help#may add other tags later
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alright heres Four whole asks >:) courtesy of seraph <3
🎮 Favorite video game(s)?
🌺 What is everyone’s aesthetic?
🌻 Favorite seasons?
🤨 Any introjects from an obscure source?
oooo bet bet bet!!
favorite video games:
everyones taste on this is prettyy much the same, pokemon and loz being the favs, but legend really likes inscryption and siphon is a big fan of until dawn
what is everyones aesthetic:
uhh. well. there are Way to many of us to do everyone so ig ill just do some of the people around front rn? my(ted) aesthetic is like. space and the void and bright cyan. cks aesthetic is LA surfer dude. bens aesthetic is just normalest guy ever. winds aesthetic is sailboats and pirates
if you want to know about like someone specific for that question feel free to shoot another ask or just a dm on discord AJSHSJJD we are more then happy to talk about ourselves
favorite seasons:
again just going to stick to frequent fronters for this, i like winter, ck and ben like summer, noel is indifferent, wind likes spring
introjects from obscure sources:
oh absolutely. so many. from the pokemon fangame introjects to the random youtuber/podcast factives we have kicking around to fictives from specific aus or fanfics. weve got a Bunch
ask game
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oh wait my bio says im an introject. i should change that. anon sorry i didn't even think about that, im pretty sure it means the same exact thing. introject is a little seperated from the idea of it being "fictional" though, and technically can be of anything (person, object, animal, character) which is why i prefer to use it for myself, since its less that im just "josh washington" and more akin to "until dawn based horror movie/game obsessed guy based off my social mask at the time, and the mask was just based off of josh" if that makes any sense
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To become Initiated involves dying - not a physical death, but a moral way of dying in which the spirit, loosened from the body and the sensitive life, becomestemporarily detached and freed to enter a world of Eternal Light. In the ancient mysteries this change was brought about first by drastic preliminary disciplines, followed by a state of trance. It was done under the supervision of duly qualified Masters and Adepts who introjected the candidate’s liberated spirit into its own interior principles until it could reach the Blazing Star, or Glory, at its own Centre.” - Robert Lomas. The Secret Science of Masonic Initiation "It is necessary to go down, because if one does not descend, one does not have the right to ascend neither. But the one that has to descend, goes and submerge himself in the inferno. It is there, among the super darkness and the august silence of the wise men, where one has to forge the gold, to make the Gold of the Spirit." "There is no Resurrection without Death, nor any dawn in Nature or man without being preceded by nocturnal darkness and sadness that make its light all the more adorable." -Samael Aun Weor
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Is it weird that I'd like... be kinda honored if someone called me their favorite character? Like... I'm not my source, I know introjs are different to their sources, but like.. it'd be kinda sweet to hear
#🧤.txt#/neu#idk maybe i just like affection#even if its a weird kind of affection#introject#introject things#until dawn introject
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