#was doing sooooo well with uni stuff

[seventeengoingunder]

the universe is actively against me btw

[valkyrietookmoved]

This is... Without a doubt the year I'm doing the worst at academic wise....

[schizowitchic]

i keep forgetting that theres a work party next week and im actually going for once because its actually at a convenient time for me. why did i think this was a good idea (im sure it has nothing to do with the guy who is occasionally on my mind being there.... which is a stupid reason bc people who he is friends with will be there so it's not like he's even going to speak to me.... although the machines at work are getting in the way of me speaking to him because they made conversation - that he started, might i point out - between us nigh on impossible) . ......................... anyways it's bring ur own drinks and i can't honestly be bothered to pour any more money into this (its already costing me a fiver and what little sanity i have left) .... and also it's on a beach and they have organised activities such as team sports so i might actually kms im not capable of that BUT i have to go bc im not wasting the money & i do have friends (well. sort of.) who are going

[cheswirls]

this yr of studio art classes was so funny bc in the fall it was an entire semester of intensive painting/pixel art for nature landscapes and in the spring i took all of that and did jack shit. didn't improve a damn thing. what do you mean learn to draw buildings and objects and inanimate things no????? if its not alive i don't wanna < said someone who did the most zoomed-in illustrations in the middle of cityscapes as physically possible to avoid drawing roads/windows/towers/streetlights/etc

[goldenkid]

okay ladies and gentlemen of the jury i am going to do job interview prep

[i4oba]

haechan as… 💭 / your study buddy ⊹◞✿

haechan as your study buddy sounds like a complete nightmare

I KNOWWWW

but hear me out… Hear!!!!! me out I swear

when he’s determined, he can focus, it just takes … a bit too much in him to do that

not because he’s stupid, he’s super super smart when he’s actually trying

but you know… there are courses that are pain in the ass and you cannot even deny that

and as complete opposites.. you Do care about it, meanwhile he Does NOT give a shit about those

like he couldn’t care less if he failed introduction to philosophy

he doesn’t even know why he has to complete that course. like what’s the fucking point..

FUCK HEGEL???likeee

but you were hella determined to help him out and kind of motivate him

i mean, he wouldn’t mind a little extra cash as a scolarship either ???The least he can do is just sit down and study

that’s how it always have been anyways, ever since middle school

studying together at the library, solving math problems and talking shit in between two of these sessions

the latter part was hyuck’s favourite honestly, he’s such a shittalker fr (i get it, i am too)

he knows basically every gossip… that’s how it always have been! (he knew about the crush jisung had on one of the seniors back in high school and was sooooo into this little affair he singlehandedly ruined his chances… by accidentally spilling it all to the girlie… Oops was all he said too like LMFAO)

he starts and ends all of your uni study sessions with gossips as well honestly

he says it should be a sandwich (or some bullshit idk)–one nasty rumour, some molecular biology and one lighthearted gossip as a way to finish

letting some steam off

he’s not even sorry about it.. at least he has something to look forward to everytime you meet

he’s such a big gossiper it’s actually crazy

and when he gets soooo into it, his voice gets all squeaky and shit lol

him studying journalism doesn’t even help at all, like why is he so fucking interested in this

he says he wants to work at atlantic but… what are the chances? HE SHOULD STUDY

and that’s why you two were there!!! nose should be buried in books!!!!!!!

but his is… well, behind the screen of his phone, going through his instagram dms and showing off other girl’s messages

some extremely cute ones and some embarrassing love confessions as well

you cannot help but laugh when you see someone replying to his thirst trap stories with heart eyed emojis and shit

especially when you can recall how you literally called him a loser in your reply

i mean, you were right after all Lmfao

he knows you’re joking though.. he knows he’s hot as fuck and the most important: he knows that you know

but let’s get back to our main point ???Duh

you were Sat at one of the lesser crowded corners of the campus library, surrounded by a couple of notebooks, one half cup of coffee that has long gone cold, and your laptop–meanwhile hyuck only had one, pretty small notebook he used for every lecture he had, and it had been…

through a lot (as if a dog chewed on it or something but really it’s just that he didn’t care about it)

but anywaaaaays… in the first like, ten minutes he was actually working??? studying his stuff???? Even telling you some fun facts he could remember

like that’s how he is naturally, his method of learning is teaching at the same time as well

which is actually such a useful way imo, that’s how i do as well lmfao

but then you had to avert your attention and do the rest of your research paper to finally finish the project.. it had been ages since you’ve started and you were nowhere near the finish line

so he just.. went on his phone instead. he thrives on attention and when you’re not giving it to him… well YEAAAHHH

he intentionally puts the volume of his phone pretty high so he can annoy you with the sound of him typing and shit

going through tiktok and all

he’s such an asshole for that

but you like the presence of him. it’s soothing kinda that he’s .. there?? clearly not studying but keeping you company

i mean, doing this all alone would be rather depressing, isn’t it? You’re not a big fan of that

so he stays. because he’s aware.

and maybe, with some extra help, he could learn his material.. you just gotta take break more frequent so he can act like as if he was a lecturer ahah

mansplaining and shit ijbol

and at the end??? at the crack of the night??? walking you back to your dorm???? he’s the one offering you two should do this again soon

not tomorrow, he adds–there’s a frat party he’s expected to attend

but after that????He’s excited to do it again :P

[chuuvtw]

Bro was trying to get excused from th3 conversation and well... he didn't.

This sucks but it was a quick drawing because I needed to draw some PISS OMG

I hate the background but I genuinely could thing of anything to do, so here we are.

Also ik it's not a bisexual pin on his tie but everytime I see him I fully think it is.

Also again, do not discuss current manga events with me I am pretending none of it is happening.

Commissions <3

(Sketch Under the cut bbgs)

I promise I can draw better than this, guys.

I actually got my septum pierced today!!! RAHHHHH I've wanted this for ages and I got a voucher at my uni fair sooooo..... it's been done (I wanted to do my lip bit the person who did that won't be back for a while)

It's so fucking painful to use the solution stuff omfg

Cutie little tiger boy

[hanbxnn]

Could u do another sugar daddy au but for lucifer 👉👈

coffee?

paring: lucifer x gn!reader tags: uni student reader, older lucifer, fluff(?), generally pg minus the very last part which is definitely suggestive-, tbh if not even sure if this can be considered a sugar baby au but wtv, he does gift u stuff tho (flowers, jewellery, clothes) notes: ayoo holyshi im sooooo sorry for the late response but im slowly getting back into my requests again <3 tysm for waiting ;;

lucifer wasn't particularly looking to sponsor anyone in mind. the mere thought never even crossed his mind until he had met you by pure chance.

he was invited by the university as a guest speaker for his billion dollar company, lucifer thought this would be a great way to give insight to his work ethics as well as expand the opportunities to build connections with young ambitious minds.

as he made a quick stop to the campus coffee shop, he pretended to glance over the menu as if he didn't get an espresso every single time. though this was a sly attempt to faint ignorance to the piercing gaze he could feel from your eyes. nothing that lucifer wasn't already used to, he was quite well known in the business world so being recognised outside was something he was accustomed to.

just as he was finished taking his order, he couldn't even find the time to pull out his credit card before you had reached out your offer to pay.

lucifer had all the thoughts to decline until he was met with your soft smile and determined eyes that told him 'no' was not an option.

deciding to entertain your antics, he gave you a nod of his head before you tapped your contactless against the machine as if it wasn't already centimetres away from the sensors. the smile you had rewarded him as you handed him his espresso was something so pure that lucifer knew that nothing in the world would be able to traded for.

the two of you conversed as you accompanied him to his guest lecture, exchanging ideas along with innovating questions along the way as well as in the midst of the lecture long after the session had started.

lucifer had found your passionate mindset something to be so rare and treasured, he had no issue with reaching out to you the moment the talk ended so that the two of you could exchange contacts.

at first the relationship started out as a mentor-mentee, where he was give you first hand experience in the working world while he could get your opinion on ways to improve the old-fashioned rules that were implemented before he took over.

somewhere along the way, lucifer found out that you were suffering with massive financial setbacks from trying to afford tuitions as well as just living on a day to day basis. he immediately stopped taking your offers to treat him to coffees the moment he knew that you were going heavy into your overdraft just to pay for a cup of beverage that was no bigger than the size of his palm.

though you thought nothing of it, money was something you could always earn back and this was something minor with your dreams set far far above you.

a little cup of coffee was nothing to you, not when you could spend time with the man you had admired for so long, picking at his brain with his personal stories and experiences.

this was when lucifer had proposed an idea where in exchange for your help, he would pay you a set 'wage' every month that you two met you.

it had took a lot of convincing before lucifer could finally crack down your walls into accepting a faction of his offer.

of course, even though you didn't take his money in full, he had no issue in spending the money on you in other ways.

the more you met up with each other, the more the two of your bonded over intellectual debates, challenging lucifer with your unconventional mindset that opened his eyes to a world of possibilities.

coffee meet ups turns into lunch, lunch to dinner and not long after, you guys started meeting up whenever the both of you had the free time; lucifer would never tell you that he would clear his schedule the moment he knew that you didn't have any plans.

though the relationship you had with lucifer wasn't normal in any sense, you couldn't be more grateful for everything that he had provided you with.

as natural as the leave change color in autumn, conversations drift from serious to lighthearted, echos of your laugh fill the emptiness that lucifer never knew he held in his heart, bringing warmth and color to his dull everyday life.

little rendezvous with each other were the times that you looked forward the most, from the most mundane settings where lucifer would sit down with you on the kitchen floor, sharing a tub of ice cream while he quizzed you on the topics on your upcoming exam.

it was only a matter of time before the two of you became infatuated with one another.

lucifer would gift you the most beautiful bouquet of flowers over and over again. you wondered at his impeccable timing of how he was able to always replace each bundle just before the withered. though you would dry out every single flower since you couldn't handle the thought of throwing any of them out.

little did you know, lucifer would keep a flower that reminded him of you from the bouquet and keep it at home so he would know whenever it was time to gift you a new one.

he clears every debt in your name, replacing every card in your wallet that lets you spend in excessive amounts, giving you the ability to purchase whatever you wanted or needed. though you would always feel guilty using his money, choosing to only use his card to buy little things like books and toothpaste for when lucifer would spend his nights in your cosy dorm room.

one thing about lucifer was that he was a prideful man.

he loved to see you in the accessories and clothing that he picked out specifically for you.

there was no way for you to deny his request for you knew full by the end of the night, he'd drape you in his finest jewels that complimented your complexion the best.

though lucifer thought that no jewellery looks as good on your body compared to his very own love bites that decorate your skin and like how no item of clothing would ever fit on your body compared to the way his hands fit around your waist.

and as he whispers pure confessions of love and endearment in your ears, he would convince you time and time again that you were worth more than he could ever give.

in a heartbeat, he would trade his entire fortune and possessions just for a mere moment that he could spend in your arms.

[jeanmoreaux]

Just turned 23, have any advice for me? 💓

oh wishing you a belated happy birthday 💕 well i turned 23 in summer of 2020 so that was a very very weird time in everyone’s life, and i still feel like the pandemic “stole” a lot of my early/mid twenties. looking back at those years i wish i’d stressed less about uni and spent more time with my friends or honing/learning new skills. i put so much academic pressure on myself which in hindsight wasn’t worth it at all. instead of trying out new stuff and exploring myself beyond an academic context i just stuck to the things i knew and felt comfortable with. so my advice is branch out, hang out with your friends (because scheduling meet ups will become sooooo frustrating once everyone has fully entered the professional world), learn new skills or take up new hobbies, do not place too much value on academic or professional achievements, there is nothing like “reaching your full potential” whatever you do is always good enough as long as it’s right for you, take yourself on a date at least once a month, always carry around some ibuprofen & pads/tampons in your purse/wallet, go out into nature & if you have the chance spend a night stargazing where there is no light pollution, get that second helping or piece of cake, be open to human connection (however fleeting), immerse yourself in art (whatever kind), use the nice things you buy for yourself and don’t wait for the right time/occasion, drink enough water, travel (if you have the means) & send the people in your life postcards, send yourself postcards (!!!), give yourself grace but also confront your shortcomings, take up cooking/baking/making drinks and share it with family/friends…… all things you can do well beyond your early twenties and all quite generic but that’s just because i found there to be a lot of truth in it for me.

[torialefay]

I did not know you do stuff about MBTI as well 😍

Cause I need someone’s opinion on this 😂 see I’m always between INFJ and INTJ (as in it’s usually a 51/49 split) but then again it’s not that simple right? Because of the functions of the types behind all of it - and with everything I’ve read about the differences between the two I still find myself in both.

Would you say there are some definitive indicators for one or the other? If it weren’t for the functions behind the types I’d simply say that it varies from time to time but then I’ve been bashed by people who are way more into MBTI saying no you can’t have two types 😂 it’s silly I know but I’m confused myself because I find myself in both types and yet when I compare the two types objectively they don’t seem that similar at all 🫠😂 sorry if this is silly

baby i know like 5 things about it. i promise i am not an expert 😂😂 however, i do know things about the brain that can affect it maybe??? my uni degree is in neuroscience and i have a minor in psychology. the only reasons i feel comfy posting ab it AT ALL lol but pls take this with a grain of salt <3

but tbh, i do think a lot of the test is able to be manipulated. there are definitely people who WANT to embody certain traits, or maybe they do like 30% of the time, and they will answer in that way bc they're biased. so i don't think it's always 100% accurate.

and i'm sure your type can change depending on the situation/ what kind of day you're having! i mean think about it like this: all of us, to a certain extent, have slightly different personalities around different people. it's the way we're wired to be. just to be able to "mesh" well with others. so i think depending on the day you've had/ who you've been around, you can def get slightly different results!

now, i don't think it'll change COMPLETELY. of course we all have our baseline personalities, or the one we display when we feel comfortable being 100% ourselves. i think that's mainly what people think of woth mbti, but again, it CAN be a little off. and that's totally normal ❤️

just saying, my irl bestie is an INTJ, sooooo that probably means i love you idk 🤭

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ariiii ur little picrew is so cute !!!!!!!!! and u have blue eyes . JDJDJJ im going 2 b so for real w u ari im terrified of blue eyes but ONLY on ppl w black hair. idk y but theyre just so scary 2 me, like i had 2 talk 2 a teacher abt something n she had BRIGHT blue eyes and rlly straight bangs it was like a horror movie

ANYWAY . haiii :3 i have a question, does the school year end at a different time in any scandinavian countries or is it the same as the us where everyone leaves for the summer in like . the last week of may. [obv everyone has different times of the month where they end school, but im wondering if its like . yall leave in june or smthn ,,,,] IM SO READY 4 THE END OF SCHOOL . 5 weeks . thats all i need 5 weeks and im FREEE and then i go 2 music camp 4 a week w my friend ^_^ OH MY GOJD I JUST REMEMBERED im getting my nostril pierced n ears [re]pierced in TWO WEEKS !!!!!!!!! im so excited its CRAZY my mom got hers pierced when she was in the 4th grade so clearly im not continuing that tradition of getting pierced super young jdjdsj

ari r YOU 🫵 excited 4 the school year 2 end ? if so WHAT r ur summer plans if u have them set by now ? also have a good day u silly :3

ASHLEY HELLOOOOO :33

YOU’RE SOOOOO REAL FOR THAT BLUE EYES R SO SCARY. i think they’re super duper pretty too but!!!!! they’re scary!!!!!!!! brown eyes r so warm and green eyes r so cool and then there’s just…. blue eyes staring into the depths of your soul 😭 i rlly like them but i 100% don’t blame ppl for finding them scary PFJDJJSDH….

as for your question !!!! in high school and before that my summer breaks always started in the beginning of june, but i thinkkkk that this year it’ll be around may?? i only have abt a month left so!! i’m happy hehe. ANDDD i’m so glad you’ll be free soon too!!! music camp sounds so fun!!!! i hope you and your friend have a blast <33333 AND YOU HAVE PIERCINGS ….. i am Not pierced but i think they’re soso pretty :33 i hope the appointment goes smoothly!!!!

AND . i actually don’t have any summer plans rlly…. i’m probably gonna be travelling around the country for a bit . visiting my older brother n my childhood besties :3 and stuff !!! ANDDDD i’m gonna try to read and write a bunch!!!!!!!! i always say i will and never do but this time i mean it…. i’ll probably have to do an online summer course tho . which . could be exhausting 😭 but also kinda fun … they’re usually a lot less taxing than normal uni courses + i applied for one that’s centered around children’s literature which i think is super fun :3 so if everything goes well i think i’ll just be reading alice in wonderland and writing my sugu series!!!!!

[starznsprinklez]

Hai!!! It's Sprinklez :D

I know I've been gone for FOREVER but I thought I'd update my frenz here!

I'm nearly TWENTY!!! GASP!!!!!!

I'm also bigender/genderqueer! My gender is as funky as my kandi >:0 (Also guess who'z a lesbian! took me sooo long to get that figured out teehee) they/any pronounz plz :)

Uni hasn't left me lotz of time 2 make Kandi but if I make any I'll share it! I've been getting super duper better since I last updated here! I've been dxd with tism adhd and a bunch of other stuff, which meanz i can finally get help yippee!! Besides that, Uni has been going fairly well!! Good gradez, good frenz, good food! It took me 5ever 2 get me 2 this place but its SOOOOO worth it! It'z ok to ask for help and accept it my frenz!!

I do want to say as a more serious note, without my type speak, thank you to everyone who's followed this blog. I made this blog to escape my shitty homelife and it obviously served it's purpose. I dreamed of being a scene queen and having all these alt friends and I'm honestly at this point, without the scene queen part! Just gotta work on that. I'm trying out a bunch of different styles and finding myself. I was never allowed to be just me as a teen, so Sprinklez was an escape. Now, Sprinklez is a dream to work towards and I honestly couldn't have done it without this blog and community.

Getting better and reaching out to others for help or just general friendship is so worth it. Don't be afraid to. You're so loved and you don't even know it. Find that love.

Back to da fun stuffz!

I'm not super scene anymore but I finally have the money if I wanna! I'm looking into some stuffz cuz it sounds like fun :D Any ideaz frenz?

Gimme ur ideaz >:) I'll see u guyz soon! :D

[onlyswan]

Hello art! I've been wanting to ask you something. As a fellow writer who's also trying to cope through university work and stuff, I want to ask you how do you balance it all😭 I want to write but most of the time I feel so tired and unmotivated after a hard full day of stuff. It makes me feel tired but then again I feel like I'm making no progress at all in writing, which is making me feel worse 😭😭 I'm sorry if I'm annoying you with this but fr how do you manage??

god i honestly don’t know and i don’t think i’m balancing them well lmaooo i’m doing great at uni and work but it’s been at the expense of my health. like i’ve been sick for the majority of the past months. and as you know it took me more than a month to post again which i’ve been very upset about. my writing schedule is usually at night before sleeping but when i would come home i just straight up pass out when i get into bed sooooo 😭😭😭

parts of the latest drabble i wrote during vacant times and breaks at uni and work. while i was reviewing for my finals, i took breaks to munch on snacks while writing too. after reviewing, i would have a hard time sleeping bcs of anxiety so i turned to writing then too. so yeah. chunks of progress. i think instead of seeing it as something that i need to do, i see it more as a reward after all the hard work, which boosts my motivation if that makes sense. and tbh the credit also goes to the readers who interact with me. they remind me how much i love writing and that i should hold on to it :(

idk if that helped at all i’m sorry for ramblingdjshdjdh but yeah i guess i just wanted to say that i totally understand you and it’s not easy at all for me too! please be gentle on yourself and know that you’re trying your best <3 when the words don’t come to us, the odds are our brains are just really reallyyy tired. when you’re tired, please rest 🥺 your health always comes first!

[ap-sadistics]

jung qvq [erqnpgrq] naq [erqnpgrq] ba yzxgjg qb? bgure guna or naablvat v zrna

ohhhhhh its funny really. "funny".

its technically more than two. i hate their entire friend group. its a bunch of bnfs (big name fans) on twitter. its absolutely certain you know at least one of them if youre in the fandom.

the thing im most irked about how they leverage their popularity for create a biased narrative against me. when i technically did no crime. i never even Spoke to the person. never interacted with them once. what i did. is vague them. for having the most wretchedly ooc characterizations for the sake of shipping a rare pair. and you see. i didnt have a problem with the ship itself. no! my issue. was that their characterization fucking SUCKED. i dont care if they called it "redemption" or "character development". it. was. out. of. character. straight. up. so i tweeted about this kid. i didnt mention their name. i mentioned the ship. and how i was sick of seeing it on twitter. i also i looked at their carrd and saw that this (this is a screencap of a screencap sooooo its old)

and i was you know what. im gonna do that. and that was the end of that

(i also was like was the hell does a kid have like 2000 followers that gives me fucking hives. bc lets be real. having a large social presence on the internet at that age when your a developing person is like. not ideal. im essentially antisocial and the idea of having that many ppl follow me for my stupid thoughts is fucking TERRIBLE. ive softblocked followers before to drive the number down. anyways i was thinking about it from that perspective. being conscious of numbers is Bad.)

flashforward a few hours and i noticed it wasnt the end of that. somehow the kid found my tweet and then supremely misinterpreted it and then sicced their followers/their friends onto my account. that tweet had a Large amount of pqrts (the stupid twitter culture thing where you essentially put on masks and stone the apparent criminal. and i was like. well this sure is a thing thats happening. and they def were twisting my words bc they screencapped my tweet and was bashing me about it. with absolutely 0 reading comprehension. well my course of action was to just go on private to cut off the engagement. what am i going to do? acknowledge what was happening with a tweet for them to twist and play the victim again? im not fucking stupid.

its really funny that after i privated i got 5 follow requests. THE STUPIDEST FUCKING IDIOTS I EVER SEEN. blocked immediately. it was really funny.

thats not the funniest thing that happened tho. you might think that *i* might be playing the victim and that what happened wasnt that big of a deal. it wasnt. but also it sucked still. anxiety causing. but anyways it wasnt just a the qrts. after i privated, one of them reported my account for suicide

this was the funniest fucking thing that happened to me. i was livid during this whole incident but this was the funniest fucking part of this ordeal. it was HYSTERICAL. for the record there was none of that kind of content on my account! this is the most mentally healthy ive been bc i wasnt in my old uni anymore. not that i ever even posted about the kind of stuff ever.

this is clearly a petty attempt at harassment right? because they couldnt stand having someone think they are annoying and that their ship sucks (i didnt before but i do think it does now bc this incident made me hate the ship actually. because im petty too! but at least im self aware about it.)

someone also sent a bad faith ask to my fucking art blog because they haaaaaad to chase me down to a different fucking platform to harass me more

and like. what happened to me only proved my point. that teens shouldnt have a large following. this teen definitely abused their power didnt they.

who do you think had the worse experience. me or them? whose the real victim here.

if you think im problematic for fucking saying i dont like a person in public without once mentioning a name? get fucked.

also this happened again. it happened a second time. bc i found out there was a l/m/k zine going on and i said im not joining it bc they were a part of it. once again unnamed. LIKE OBVIOUSLY? IM NOT GONNA JOIN? it wasnt like i was going to fucking make it explode. but people toooooooook issue. i dont get how they find the tweet so fast im convinced one or more of them or their lackeys is stalking me. i could be paranoid tho.

anyways bc this is a friend group, the kid is a friend of a certain somebody. a very well known somebody. and bc they fed all their biased retelling of the incident to this somebody. im blocked by a very funny account.

super inconvenient really

you see theres more to it than this incident tho. i have an issue with how these people engage with their follower base. but honestly its a product of the kind of social media platform that twitter is. they clearly value the number of followers they have and to say it doesnt go to their head would be a lie. theres other specifics tho thats old news. that im not willing to divulge to an anon. who are you and why are you asking about a tweet from 3 days ago anon. you have me fucking paranoid. im gonna trust the fact you used rot13. out of courtesy. but im wary.

you might be able to deduce who the pricks are from the things ive mentioned here. but im not gonna say who they are to an anon. i dont trust like that.

[loudlyunladylike]

Well I submitted my ucas applications, finished my history coursework (first draft + plus our teacher's a legend so it isn't too big a deal, just A Lot) and had to deal with the guy who asked me out being like "things are so uncomfortable between us now" like HUH WONDER WHY

Anyway doing a lot better than last week which was an utter shitshow, how was your week?

-Red Anon

YOOO YOU DID THAT SHIT YES I REMEMBER YOU MENTIONED!!! epic wins well done friend, that's very cool I'm proud of you :))) also ew guy, yeah that sounds awkward but will probably chill out after a bit I imagine. Glad you're doing better overall though that's swag and cool :))

I'm doing ok! I had my first big ol' uni essay of the year due in on thursday so been a real intense last few weeks doing that so really trying to soak in the break rn. But on the day it was due I also met up with a friend for some hot chocolate at a cafe and I did a lil bit of christmas shopping AND me and my housemates went to our fav cafe-esque place to try their christmas menu things which were sooooo good and lovely so feeling very nice and cozy and christmassy <33 🎄⛄🦌❄️🎁

Some other stuff has been happening which is a bit shit and sad but we're having our swings and roundabouts yanno

[moonjxsung]

NOO ITS OKAY ITS OKAY‼️‼️‼️ uni has been beating the shit out of me so trust me ik how it is

I've been pretty good 💞 starting school again hit me like an absolute truck I was NOT prepared for the senior year workload 😭 but I'm starting to get back into it and I'm doing okay with all my classes this semester (so far...) I'm debating waiting a year to start veterinary school but I also feel like I should just get it over with 😭 the sooner I start the sooner I finish. Gap years are always hard but idk yet. I'm just excited to graduate from here man 😭 get me outttt

my birthday was fun 🙌 I usually don't do much but a couple of my friends wanted to take me out for the big 20. We went to a Keane concert down in Berkeley and it was really fun, they sound amazing still. And then we stayed there one night and went to a baseball game in Oakland while we were there. That's what I love about having a summer birthday; I can actually do trips and stuff without worrying about deadlines and things 😭

AND YES OMGGG I saw this one girl posting about ticketing for the Seoul concerts and there was like half a million people in the queue like just before her 😭 I am not going to survive ticketmaster

Also the time thing like hello??? what do you mean case 143 was not one but TWO years ago... that's not real. Honestly sometimes it feels like ATE and Rock Star didn't even happen 💀 like I forget about them and my mind just goes back to five star and oddinary sometimes on accident when I think of the last cb

and thank you so much for the advice I know it'll get better 🙏 now that it's getting closer it feels more real, but I do really think it'll be good in the long run, and that helps. I am also so excited for fall like it's literally my favorite thing ever 🤭 when I'm stuck in bed post op I will ABSOLUTELY be binge watching scary movies and my favorite fall shows and eating my weight in Halloween candy (probably not the best plan of action bc I'm going to be stuck there for a while but ykyk..)

I hope your meeting went well, the procrastinating sleep when I know damn well I'm going to need it is so me 😓 I know I'll regret it in the morning but like... staying up late and watching skz edits and content is so much more fun than sleeping, yk???

ANYWAYS I wish you the world's longest naptime filled with cool pillows and soft blankets and warm kitties like momo and miley and many many hours of good quality sleep ❤️🤞 I love you so so much and I send you a virtual kiss along with your daily kitties and a sungie

💋💋 MWAH MWAH I love you star 💕💕💕

UGHHH that sounds so stressful I am so sorry bby ☹️ sending u allllllll the love and good vibes in the WORLDDDDD u got this I believe in u so hard !!!!!

Also no way you were in OAKLAND????? LIKE OAKLAND CA???????? STOPPPPPP YOU WERE LIKE 40 MINUTES AWAY FROM ME EJFKCKDKDMDFJJDKSJE THATS INSANE ????? I hope you had the best time ahhhh that sounds like so much fun!!!! I haven’t been back to Berkeley in a little while but I was there for a concert a few years back and we stopped at this waffle dessert place that was sooooo fucking good I still think about their Nutella waffles every single day of my life 💔 I’m taking you out for Nutella waffles next time you’re in Oakland

MDJFKSKFKFJFK ISNT IT CRAZYYYY HOW FAST TIME IS GOING like wym case 143 was 2 years ago????? Somehow I feel like I’m still stuck in 5-star era I swear we got the s-class teasers just last week 😭 the tour looks like sooo much fun and I’m so excited to see what else skz have in store for us AAAAAA I can’t wait for them to come back to Cali for tour 🤞☀️🫶

I can’t believe September is just breezing past too like we’re almost a month away from your surgery!! How are you feeling about it? Are you nervous at all? I tend to feel really excited when I have surgeries bc I just get to lie in bed all day and everyone takes care of me LMAOOO I hope it’s the same thing for you bby!!! Pls watch all the fun Halloween movies and eat so much candy for me 🫶 I’ll eat my weight in Halloween candy so we can twin

Anyways I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH MY ANGEL I am sending you sm love I can’t wait to hear all about how the rest of your September goes and I’m rooting for you until surgery 🫶 also I can’t remember if I have you on discord but if you need anything until then or you need to chat while you’re in recovery, feel free to hit me up there !! (Moonjxsung) I LOVE UUUUUUU 💞🫶💓💓💓💓❣️🧚‍��️ here’s momo she loves u so much ‼️‼️