#we all know kai could sweet-talk anyone hehe

[m0e-ru]

HAPPY HOLIDAY S !!!! here are the answers to my moel activity book 2022 aka my birthday quiz but theres also a bunch of lore questions in there. part 1 !!!!!!! with the more personal stuff because i hit the image limit so theres part 2 hehe. here <-

YOU CAN ANSWER IT HERE FIRST !!! or read this and see how bullshit my logic is from the get go SORRY

Results

tourist - this was meant to be the lowest scoring result like you dont know much about me or lore like what it says !! you pass by my blog just occasionally like from a tag or a reblog. like a tourist at a gas station. yknow? but the way I scored was like you get bigger penalties when you pick a wrong answer whoopsie (●>ω<)ﾉﾞ

beloved okyakusan - okyakusan means customer I just think you might follow this blog or know enough of it to get some answers right but the way I scored it I dont think. anyone would get this. yikes

loyalty discount - you know more than enough of my shit on any branch I might have been in . YEAH !! you know a lot. I hope. or I scored it bad. BUT ANYWAY !!! loyalty discount realness

oh youre in this hole with me? - this was supposed to be hard to get especially with the more bullshit personal questions sorry. but I think you could get this easily while I’m looking at it whole. welcome to my hole. my friends call it a mineshaft or another said it was a lake from digging up a puddle.

Questions

mega blorboism go - mim, adachi, marie, teddie, souji seta, (bonus) akc [akechi]

OKAY !! first 4 self explanatory. Souji vs Narukami I like Souji more from his depiction in the official manga by Sogabe than the more official Narukami from the animes, spinoffs, etc.

well yeah okay I admit I was a goroboy back in sweet 2017 too bad I only made noise in the fandom in 2020 when Royal came out and GOLDEN had the audacity to show its ass in Steam. my highest note post is this dumb aksh comic btw. I thought nothing of it.

I didn’t include maruki he’s a nice guy but he never hit blorbo category I mean he’s there. hi sensei

What’s their ultra mega favorite p4 adaptation - VISUALIVE STAGEPLAY !!!

the audio drama and manga bags some points too. I’m OBSESSED with visual voiceless media and visualess voiceful media but if you try to wrap my brain with the shitty anime I might throw up

yeah yeah the animes were fine im just more partial to those three yknow. they’re a bit liberal as broadcast media so uhm… the way they handled a few details weren’t for me. BUT WE HAVE AIKA CHAN it’s fine. I dont like anthologies though now that’s just a ball out of the park.

thoughts on tohru adachi - []

these all bag points but the discord screenshot gives the biggest penalty. it’s funnier that way. thank you tekuya. context on the messenger one was that I was partially live-blogging to another friend while I played. IM SORRY !!! I was really interested if he had a social link or not. I did not know of the Horrors. <- only knew he was a bit of an edgy bad guy from the floating fanart and lack of blacklisted spoiler tags but it’s 2022 im built different. I want to put him under a magnifying glass and if he makes me mad I concentrate the light on him till he combusts.

kai moeru is a silly - []

three of these have points except you get bonus points if you choose either of the kpop fan names because it’s fun.

when did they take over the gas station - they dont remember either

september 2022 also gets points because that’s when I think I started roleplaying as a manager.

OKAY strap in here’s some kai moeru lore. I used to subtly role play as just some guy who’s at the gas station too often for their own good. they dont even have a car they just talk to whoever also passes by with their silly conspiracy boards, red string etc etc. then at some point I became the manager of the tumblr branch and that was that! I have discounts and vouchers and promos and etc I think it’s fun that way. im the ceo of moel gas corp on discord btw

when did it all end - “Ohh Mimi”

I mean this is when I started playing the game on my own and had a little too much thoughts about this dumb fucking npc. me and my dad started calling them mimi when we finished the game <- we were playing at the same time he finished first but I blocked out all the spoilers and had my own peaceful endgame. I give you a nickname and it’s ALL OVER !!!!!

or are you really so spineless that youd fold over some bullshit trivial threat on my life sorry for the royal question - small potatoes

like I said. bought royal on launch and finished it in two weeks where “small potatoes” was still there before it got patched out HAHA. i just thought it was silly. people were making essays about the expression then BAM. no more small potatoes.

whos the adachi of p5s (ROYAL + STRIKERS SPOILERS) - ichinose

okay I really liked her when I was playing OKAY? actually I dont think I’ve ever posted my doodle dumps ever but I always thought she had something to do with Sophia and EMMA and the formula making it look like she’d betray you or work with god at some point. SHE FUCKING DID it was so so fucking funny <- cried after the boss fight

i mean i did this. because it's ridiculous

what’s the first nickname they used - mimi

I did mention it before. I just think it’s really cute how it ended up being a household name for me. ive printed them out so many times, framed them and talk about them with that nickname at home that that’s how my siblings know them. it’s a very special name to me honestly. Time went by and I ended up calling them mim. hehe. not that I dont like Nami as a name it’s just that /gestures hands/ yeah

The whole Izumi Izanami thing is just that! Most of my devices’ autocorrects kept turning one word into the other I also ended up calling him zoomy instead and used one (1) “z” for Izy.

rie kugimiya - why are you pitting two bad bitches against each other

she’s the voice actor for both Rise and Haruka and I like them both !!!! You should listen to konnan janai

which emote is not part of the gas station discord server - nodding naoto

Now that one was from the Persona modding discord I think. I do have mim and Nagi rotating and the Adachi True was from a friend who also added Adachi False

[ofallthingsnasty]

You know what's juicy? A yandere forcing you to do the whole 'meet your parents' thing. How would they keep you in line? Or are you broken in already? Any well-known pro hero would just have to work their charm a little to convince them they're the right fit for you - like Hawks. Or Mirko. Any top 10 hero will probably meet little resistance on their part. (Because even if your spouse croaks - you’ll probably be set up for life.)

Lower ranked pros might not hog the front pages every day but they can still work the public - and to a certain extent, your parents. Who could say no to someone as caring and sweet as Fatgum? They just know he’s going to make you so happy. And someone like Nighteye? Good for you, he seems respectable enough and it looks like you’re finally taking your life a little more seriously. Most villains don’t even think of meeting your parents - but Overhaul would. He can’t help himself, he needs to do it the old-fashioned way (not to mention that it’s quite the twisted power play on his part). And that man can be quite the charmer when he wants to be - even if he sits on your parents’ couch, stiff as a board and just a tad pale because it is a little dusty. You won’t recognize him. I think Compress would be quite similar. What if you do try to tell your parents that something is very, very wrong - what if you try to escape - how will they handle it? Are they able to play it off, talk themselves out of it or do your parents simply not buy it? It’s a ridiculous notion, right?

And probably the most important question of them all: Why? What‘s their motivation?

[dialovers-translations]

DIABOLIK LOVERS DAYLIGHT Vol. 4 Sakamaki Subaru [Track 1]

Original title: 不機嫌の理由

Source: Diabolik Lovers Daylight Vol. 4 Sakamaki Subaru

Audio: Here [Original & Adjusted pitch versions available]

Seiyuu: Takashi Kondou

Translator’s note: This CD has been a rollercoaster of emotions. When I first started listening to it, I was so distraught by the drastic change in Subaru’s voice, I had a hard time focusing on the actual content. Thankfully, I found a solution and was able to listen to the altered pitch version while doing my translation, which really helped me enjoy it much more. uwu

Track 1 ll Track 2 ll Track 3 ll Track 4 ll Track 5 + Epilogue

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Track 1: The Reason Behind a Bad Mood

The scene starts with Subaru running around frantically in the forest.

“Haah, haah, haah, haah...Ugh, fuck!! ...Hah...I’ve been runnin’ all over...So why can’t I find this damn thing!? I have to hurry or she’llーー...!! ...I’ll find it no matter what...She’s the one person I won’t let die...!”

He continues running.

*FLASHBACK*

Subaru enters the entrance hall.

[01:05] “...Oi! I thought it was weird you weren’t in your room, but this is where you’ve been? ...Don’t tell me, you’re not ‘bout to head out, are you?”

You nod.

“Ah...? Do you have any idea what time it is? Why can’t you just do groceries tomorrow?”

You insist.

“Ugh...! ...What is it you want?”

You explain.

“Takoyaki and donuts...!? Why do you need those thi...Tsk. Must be Ayato and Kanato, huh? Did they ask you?”

You nod.

[01:45] “So that’s why you’re thinkin’ of makin’ a casual trip to the grocery store in the middle of the night? They’re makin’ you run errands for them ‘cause you always just obediently nod your head in response. Just ignore them!”

You frown.

“...Tsk! Let’s just go then...”

You seem surprised.

[02:07] “I can’t stop you, can I? In that case, I’m taggin’ along. You really think I’m lettin’ you head out by yourself?”

You thank him.

“I...I’m not worried or anythin’...! I’m only comin’ with you ‘cause I’ve got nothin’ better to do! Don’t get the wrong idea! ...Now just follow me!”

*TIMESKIP*

[02:42] “...Oi. You still haven’t made a choice? All donuts are the same, no!? Just how long do you need to make up your damn mind!? ーー She’s not even listenin’. Ah-ah...Look at that serious expression on her face. All for Kanato’s sake, what a fool.”

You continue looking at the donuts. 

“...Ugh, whatever! I’ll be waitin’ for you outside. This sickly sweet smell is makin’ me gag!”

He leaves the store.

*TIMESKIP*

The two of you are walking back home.

[03:33] “...Hah.”

You ask if he’s upset.

“Haah? …I’m not mad, really.”

You seem worried that he’s upset about what you did earlier.

[03:41] "If you feel that way, you already have a clue, don’t you? Then stop pesterin’ me with your questions. …It’s annoyin’. …For one, you should have never listened to those guys in the first place. Next time you better refuse, no matter what they tell you to do. You’re in no way obligated to take orders from them.

You protest.

“…Hah? What do you mean, ‘but’? You’ve got a reason or somethin’? You talk back to me all the time, but when it’s them, you suddenly become obedient, huh?”

Subaru corners you against the wall.

*Rustle*

[04:20] “— Ugh. Seems like…you’ve forgotten who you belong to. …You’re takin’ orders from other dudes left and right…It pisses me off seeing you like that. I’ll make you remember who’s the only guy you should ever listen to.”

You start to panic.

"There’s nobody ‘round, really. ...Even if there was, they wouldn’t be able to see us in the dark. Now if you just keep your voice down, nobody will notice. ...Come on, stop restlessly lookin’ ‘round and face me instead.”

*Rustle*

“Let me suck your blood...”

You grow flustered. 

[05:04] “...Heh.”

Subaru bites you.

*Gulp gulp*

“...Hah. You’re being surprisingy meek. Where’s the usual cheekiness, huh?”

You explain.

“Oh? You’re actually enjoyin’ it, aren’t you?”

You protest.

[05:28] “Hah? ...No wonder I thought you were clutchin’ it so protectively...Even in this kind of situation, you’re still worried ‘bout the stuff they asked for, huh!? I seriously don’t like this! Seems like you just never get the message unless I make myself loud and clear.”

You ask if he is mad. 

“Yeah, exactly. I’m mad. How could I not be!? It pisses me off how you keep on showin’ concern towards anyone and everyone but me! On top of that, you hesitate whenever I tell you to just ignore their requests! Stop takin’ orders from others already!”

You tilt your head to the side.

“...Hah? Whatcha lookin’ at? Are you goin’ to beg for mercy?”

You ask if he is perhaps jealous.

[06:22] “...Haah!? W-Who are you callin’ jealous!? ...Bullshit! For one, you’re to blame for being unable to just turn down their requests! All you need to do is say ‘no’ next time, yet you keep on sayin’ ‘but’ or ‘still’...What’s so bad ‘bout just turnin’ them down for once!?”

You try and defend yourself.

“Hah! Again with the ‘but’, huh? Just spit it out already!”

You explain.

“Hah? Well...Knowin’ those guys, it’s obvious they’d lose their shit. Kanato’s a pain in the ass with his angry tantrums and Ayato would probably say something like ‘Then give me your blood insteーー’ ...Wait, is that why you can’t turn down their requests?”

You nod, explaining that you don’t want anyone but Subaru to suck your blood.

[07:15] “...!! ‘Other than me’, you say...? ...Oh. So that’s why...”

You ask if something is wrong.

“...I-It’s nothin’...! Anyway, if that’s your reasoning, you should have told me sooner! How am I supposed to know from just a single ‘but’ or ‘I mean’...!?”

You apologize.

“Well...Seems like you haven’t forgotten who you belong to, at least. That’s why you don’t want anyone but me to suck your blood, right?”

You nod.

“...You need to make yourself a lil’ more obvious, honestly.”

You insist it is partially his fault for misunderstanding as well.

[07:56] “ーー Hah!? There was never any misunderstandings on my part! ...Besides, you sure have some nerve, puttin’ the blame on me. You really are defiant towards me. I was gonna let you off the hook ーー But scratch that. You’re at fault for enticing me. I’ll suck you from the other side next. ...I feel like leavin’ more and more of my marks on you.”

Subaru bites you again.

*Gulp gulp gulp*

“...Hah. You’re lettin’ your voice slip. I thought you didn’t want anyone to see us? Not that I care ‘bout that.”

*Ba-dump・ba-dump*

[08:50] “...? ...O-Oi! What’s wrong...!? I haven’t sucked that much for you to grow weak in your knees already, right!?”

You clutch your chest.

“...Are you feeling under the weather perhaps?”

You shake your head.

“You sure? You’d say that even if you aren’t actually ‘fine’, wouldn’t you?”

You insist that you’re fine.

[09:13] “...Okay then. ...Hah. Don’t give me a scare like that. It doesn’t feel good suckin’ from someone who’s shaky on their legs. Wanna just go home? ...Come on, gimme your hand.”

You grab his hand.

“It’d suck if you were to nearly collapse again, so hold onto it tightly, ‘kay?”

You nod.

“Haah...Ah, speakin’ of whichー Did the takoyaki and donuts you were oh-so worried ‘bout make it out unscathed?”

*Rustle rustle*

You shriek.

“Hehe...Guess they still got crushed in the end. Serves those bastards right!”

You frown and decide to avoid them once you’re home. 

[10:03] “...Hm? Ah, yeah, you do that. If not, who knows what you’ll have to go through when they take out their anger on you. I’ve been worried ‘bout that as well, so sounds great. Just stay within my sight for today.”

You tell him it will be fine.

“I don’t believe your ‘it’ll be fine’. So I’ll make sure to keep an eye on you even after we get home to ensure you don’t run in any trouble. ーー And if the coast is clear, I’ll continue where I left off earlier.”

You get flustered again.

“Hehe...Don’t freak out now. Come on, let’s go home.”

The two of you start walking back to the manor.

ーー TO BE CONTINUED ーー

[heyitsyn]

Keeping Up With Seijoh Ep. 4

a/n: uwuwuwuwu @animesportboys​ and i were just talking about this and my heart was just bursting at this thought 😭

for more seijoh content, check this masterlist out!

also requests are currently closed right now since i have like nearly 30 to finish so please be patient with me and wait for me to finish it all and until then i can open them up again. however, dont stop sending me cute stuff okay?  🥺

summary: its the time of the month for seijoh’s manager 🥺

@ yn when shes extra moody and mean during that time and does this every time she hears anything even come out of the boys’ mouth

oh dear

so basically

it’s,,,,,, a natural thing that most girls go through every month for more than half of their lives and its absolutely D R E A D F U L

the boys ofc knew what the hell a period was bc hello health class so they knew you would become this,,, other version of yourself

youd be moodier, childish, and easy to annoy and snap to everyone

but you would quickly realize how you’re acting then be all regretful and teary and cry easily and then youd forget about it then start the cycle again

you’d stick your tongue out at them and tease them mercilessly, making them run even more laps and pushing them harder

‘I SEE THOSE ARMS SHAKING, IWAIZUMI HAJIME. ADD 15 MORE TO THAT ROUTINE’

‘WHAT?!’

‘IF I SEE YOU EVEN A STEP BEHIND KINDAICHI, YOU WILL BE RUNNING 8 MORE LAPS KUNIMI’

‘NOO!!!!’

‘CHECK YOURSELF OUT ONE MORE TIME, YAHABA, I WILL GOUGE OUT YOUR EYES’

‘HAVE MERCY!!!!’

dear god they hated it

when it was time, they would protect themselves and work even harder and be more perfect to make sure you couldnt see their faults and point them out and try and kill them

it was like war for everyone

but they didnt know the exact date it started so they didnt really know when to start preparing for war until it came

this time, you didnt either

you didnt even know you were starting as you were extra busy booking the buses for away comps and collecting and emailing teachers for any missed homeworks for the team

so when it did start,,,

oh dear part 2

it wasnt really something you found out when you woke up that morning but you noticed you must be getting close since you were feeling extra cranky and you havent even been awake for more than an hour

nothing really happened throughout the day so you were just thinking that you didnt get enough sleep last night so you were just tired and wanted to sleep

but then it happened

you were standing next to iwa, reviewing his spike percentages when you shifted your weight to the other leg and then your eyes widened

your water broke

i saw this tiktok of this one girl and she was about to start filming with her friend when her eyes widened and her friend knew immediately and her caption was ‘my water broke’

iwa was worried as heck on to what was going on with you and even followed your gaze to see it on the wall and nothing out of the ordinary

‘y/n?’

‘oh god’

you mumbled and you wanted to run but you were too scared that you leaked and probably have an obvious redness on your white track pants

yep it def was your time bc you felt tears welling up in your eyes and you sniffled, embarrassed and upset for this to happen now, of all times

then oikawa tooru bursted through the doors

iwa, taking his eyes off of you and to the captain, started to yell at him until he noticed the brunette’s flushed face and panting form, hunched over as he gripped on the door handle with the plastic bag

you, too busy trying to think of a way to get out of there like deciding to waddle or to just crawl, didnt see oikawa as he approached you

the team paused and watched as he took a black hoodie from the plastic bag and wrapped it around your waist

‘hmm, y/n-chan, better get dressed so we can go now’

he hummed and you snapped out of your panic and looked up at him with watery eyes

‘oikawa-san’

you whispered and he nodded, eyes knowing what was going on

‘coach, theres a planetarium special tonight’

oikawa shouted without tearing his gaze away from you and coach irihata instantly knew, knowing the code that oikawa came up with when you became a part of the family team

the elder coach made a noise of agreement and oikawa didnt wait to up and carry you in his arms and waved to the team while pushing your head in his chest so you can hide

‘work hard everyone!’

‘oi, shittykawa! what the hell-!’

but an intense side-eye from his best friend shut him up and he knew something happened so he didnt say anything since he trusts oikawa to fix it

‘i trust you will take care of them, iwa-chan’

iwaizumi nodded firmly before shouting to resume back to practice and he himself went back to the line for spikes

you were carried to the bathroom so you could change into your emergency undies and pad and after you did your business, oikawa noticed you uncomfortably waddling towards him so he took you back into his arms

oikawa continued to carry you like his bride down the street towards an unknown destination, humming a children’s show tune that takeru loved to watch, while you maintained curled around yourself, partly due to the shame but also from the pain in your abdomen

you wiped the few stray tears that spilled past your eyes and oikawa chuckled when he noticed you aggressively wipe them off

‘hmm, y/n-chan, you shouldnt do that to yourself. it irritates your eyes and the skin around it so gently dab it next time, kay?’

you nodded, burrowing back to his chest and breathing in his scent

french toast

he smelled like french toast as the smell of caramel and vanilla wafted into your nose

‘howd you know’

you mumbled against the fabric of his jacket

oikawa stopped his humming and replaced it with a chuckle

‘oh, y/n-chan. oikawa-san is a reliable senpai, dont you know? i got a tracker! just for you!’

he answered and your eyes moved from his arm to his smile and you gripped his jacket tighter, fingers curled around it as if it was your lifeline

‘thank you, oikawa-san’

your words of appreciation made oikawa’s heart thump and he faltered a little, blush creeping up his neck, but he fought it down, covering it up with a smirk

‘you should be, y/n-chan! girls would kill to be you right now!’

you rolled your eyes at the return of his cocky attitude but you knew better

the real oikawa tooru was under that mask

turns out, he carried you to his home as his house was the closest while yours had to be taken by a bus

thankfully his parents were out and his sister and nephew were in a trip in tokyo that you had the house to yourselves without anyone asking questions that might make you uncomfortable and them misunderstand

he shut the door with his foot and made his way up the stairs with ease, his strength truly impressing you at that moment, before settling you down on his bed

it wasnt even on purpose but you curled yourself on his blanket, head buried in his pillow

his heart combusted and tooru had to look away or else he wouldve jumped on you and coddled you forever

instead, he quickly ran over and knelt down under his desk to reach for the box that he has prepared for you

‘y/n-chan, i never knew your pattern until last month so i was able to prepare for you now’

you looked up from your position on the bed and sat up enough to see him standing there, grinning with a mint green box

‘wh-what is that?’

you asked and he shuffled over, sitting next to you

‘this, is the y/n care love box! this special box was created by yours truly with everything you want and need during this dreadful week. theres your favorite food, warm socks, coupons you can spend like watching movies and eating ten tubs of ice cream while we talk shit about the boys’

he listed, gripping the box nervously 

‘so? do you like it?’

he looked away from the box and to you but his smile slipped into a panicked one when he saw you silently crying and biting your lip to keep the sobs in

‘y-y/n-chan! i-its okay if y-you dont like it! o-oikawa-san can-’

‘no!’

you cut him off and lunged to hug him with all your might

hehe all might

E A T   T H I S

‘i love you so much, oikawa-san! so much! thank you!’

you sobbed into his neck and he tightly hugged you back, lifting you so you could comfortably sit on his lap straddle him if you want me to be straight forward

oikawa gently moved so he was leaning against the wall that his bed was pressed against while you were pressed against his warmth

his fingers were drawing small circles on your back and whispering corny jokes or puns that made you giggle and laugh and occassionally, he would kiss your nose and you would whine at the ticklish feeling

eyes fleeting around the room, your eyes settled back on the box and you reached out, wanting to grab it until oikawa beat you to it and snatched it for you then placed it on your hold

‘whats inside, oikawa-san?’

you cutely mumbled, sitting comfortably back on his thighs so you could open the box in front of you

oikawa laughed

‘just open it and figure it out yourself, y/n-chan’

you pouted at his tease but smiled widely when you revealed the contents inside

‘oikawa-san!’

his eyes followed your surprised expression and his hands gripped your waist

‘you like it?’

he whispered and you nodded, looking back up at him and kissing his cheek, his 

‘youre so sweet, oikawa-san! like-like this candy bar! howd you know i like this?’

you held up the treat and he shrugged

‘i keep seeing you get it whenever we go to the store’

you continued to sift through the things, seeing a dvd of your favorite movie, a f/c heating pad, a note that said your favorite ice cream was in the fridge, a bag of your favorite chips, fluffy socks, the goodies

you didnt even notice yourself crying again, only realizing it when there were wet spots beneath you

oikawa saw this and he quickly but gently put the box to the side and cradled your face with both of his hands, softly wiping the tears away with his thumbs

‘aw, dont cry, my little baby. princesses should never cry’

you sniffled and choked a laugh

‘hah, n-not a baby. j-just hor-monal’

you complained and oikawa snickered but shook his head then kissed your nose again

‘youre my baby’

you didnt have it in you to complain so you went back to snuggling into him

oikawa squeezed you and went back to drawing the circles on your back and he felt you relax into his touch and slump against his form, slowly starting to snore

your head rested on his shoulder and he turned slightly to watch your eyes flutter and nose scrunch when a strand of your hair fell on it

his heart continued to beat faster and faster and it showed by the way his fingers shook as he carefully lifted the hair away from you

he slowly bent down to give you a kiss on the forehead before laying you down to sleep more comfortably

‘good night, princess’

he sweetly placed a last kiss on your cheek before getting up to go prepare your heating pad for when you wake up

the next few days were possibly the best period days youve ever had

maybe because it was oikawa telling the team that you were in,,,,, satan’s domain currently and they should be careful with you so they tried their best to lift the weight and burden off of your shoulders

however,,

the next day after the incident,,,

they still didnt know what was wrong with you and oikawa forgot to text the gc about your condition so they were still unknowing

like today

during your classes, you were feeling off, almost nauseous but eating little bits of your chocolate treats were helping you get through until lunch

ofc kunimi noticed bc hellow he sits next to you and he doesnt pay attention during class so hes been watching you sneak little bites so the teacher doesnt see and ducking under your book

he was just amused with the way your eyes would widen if you thought the teacher caught you

kindaichi and kunimi and you usually ate lunch together at your classroom since you three only got to hang out as first years during lunch

so they know you usually have a bento with you and have a general idea of how much you eat

and kunimi thought since you ate all those chocolates earlier, you wouldnt eat as much food but then he saw you scarf down your bento, eat 2 more bags of chips and was finishing last chocolate bar

kindaichi,,,, wasnt even finished with his own bento and was watching you, amazed, at how easily you ate all of it

they didnt say anything since they thought you just didnt eat dinner last night but even during the walk towards the gym for after school practice, you were complaining that you were hungry and was eating another chocolate bar

they thought something was truly wrong bc you were eating so much more than usual

kunimi watched you chew on it as you opened the gym door and still ate even when you were talking to mattsun about his jump height

‘man, you sure are hungry, aren’t you, y/n? thats like your fifth chocolate bar today’

kunimi teased, grabbing a ball to spike but he froze, seeing you with the coldest and angriest look hes ever seen

you blinked at him, grip tightening on the treat, and mattsun slowly backing away from you

you advanced towards the blep boy, treat already forgotten and shoved to be held by mattsun 

despite your shorter height than kunimi, he trembled slightly as you looked up at him

‘are you calling me fat, kunimi? are you? am i fat? do you think im ugly? im a piggie?’

you ranted and slowly started crying, making kunimi frantically scramble to stop you before the other upperclassmen see or worse, oikawa-san

‘y/n-wait-no!-um’

‘y/n-chan?’

kunimi shut his eyes tightly in fear at the deadly sweet voice of his captain and kindaichi and mattsun sent a quick prayer to their fellow teammate before he was going to get killed

‘uh oh, i think we’d have to start looking for a replacement for kunimi’

makki, who just arrived, teased making kindaichi fearfully look at him

‘eh?!’

‘oh, you first years have never seen oikawa mad, have ya? well, you’ll get front seat of it!’

mattsun clapped him in the back making him gulp

you werent sobbing but you were definitely crying, tear tracks quickly being wetted by the numerous amount of tears that fell

kunimi scrambled to his knees and folded himself, forehead resting on the floor by his hands

‘I APOLOGIZE! PLEASE DONT KILL ME! I APOLOGIZE! PLEASE FIND MERCY IN YOURSELF AND FORGIVE ME, Y/N-SAMA!’

it was certainly a sight to see

normally calm and collected and chill and relaxed hippie kunimi begging to be forgiven

oikawa stepped forward but you quickly felt the change of your mood, feeling bad for your boy and scrambling to pull him back up

‘oh kunimi-kun! dont kneel like that! the floor is too hard and might give you knee pain!’

it was like whiplash

iwa stepped in the gym and saw the team’s confused and bewildered expressions and saw you, kunimi, and oikawa and he shook his head

this aint even half of bad as he has seen

oikawa gently took you away from kunimi and held you to him instead, giving you a smile, to which you returned, and looked at kunimi, a deadly glint in his eye

‘what happened, y/n-chan?’

the tone of his voice sent a chill to run down everyone’s spines and even iwa, the boy who’s seen this a handful of times, shivered and nervously watched oikawa, ready to jump in

but you just blinked, completely unaware of the change of atmosphere

‘oh, um, i overreacted. i was eating too much food today and mustve annoyed him or something’

you sheepishly mumbled but oikawa was having none of it

‘no, its fine. youre literally bleeding out as we speak! dont feel the need to validate yourself!’

he lightly scolded while you hung your head low and continued to apologize but he gently bonked your head before scolding you again

the team definitely knew now that you were in that,,,, time and they definitely knew now, especially kunimi, that even if youve seen oikawa mad, youd think that the devil was more merciful than him when it relates to the topic of you

a/n: i swear to GGGOOOOODDDDDD im an oikawa whore who cant seem to stop writing for him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[jaeminzie]

lover boy | n.jm

↳ na jaemin x gender neutral!reader

synopsis: jaemin’s best friend, donghyuck, overhears you and your best friend talking about your big phat crush on jaemin. and of course, hyuck just had to tell him.

genre: lowkey fluff and hyuck being annoying hehe

word count: 1,758 

“god did you see him today?” i gushed over the boy, who i’ve been crushing on since middle school, to my best friend as we were walking down the school hallway, trying to find our way through the big crowd of students. “he just looks so good in that beanie.”

“y/n, when will you ever get over your crush on him,” my friend sighed. “plus, he’s too much of a fuckboy to treat you right.” i bit my bottom lip slightly while letting out a deep breath through my nose. “i know.” i replied.

it sucked. the crush started when we were seated next to each other in 6th period world history class in 7th grade. at first, i would dread going to that class because all jaemin did was doodle on my paper, ask me what we’re doing in class every five minutes, and step on my shoes just to annoy me. then gradually, i began to laugh with him and i was actually able to have proper conversations with him without rolling my eyes or scoffing at every other word that would come out of his mouth. my crush for him naturally unfolded but i was such in denial for the first couple months.

it wasn’t until i started to notice that he would sit with lonely kids at lunch even though his friends would tease him about it, he would just call them off and tell them to ‘fuck off,’ which was when i began to accept it. i then noticed that he did try in class even if he didn’t understand something, he wouldn’t feel ashamed to ask for help or stay after class just to fully understand the lesson. 

he even asked me to tutor for him one time, but i thought he was joking so i made fun of him and turned him down. i mentally slap myself still for doing that to him. he must think i’m a bitch now.

well now, we’re juniors in high school and my crush for him has only gotten bigger throughout time. unfortunately, we don’t talk no more. we don’t even greet each other when we see each other in the hallways. i doubt he even remembers me.

“i just can’t help but believe he’s actually a sweet guy,” i tried to reason with my friend but it was no point.

“jaemin?! sweet?? babe, there’s absolutely no way,” my best friend said a little too loudly and laughed at me as if i was being delusional. and maybe i was.

“can you please shut up! i thought we promised to use code names when we’re in public.” i whispered harshly.

“pleeeaaasee, nearly everyone in this damn school has a crush on jaemin. you’ll be fine, y/n, you’re not special.” my friend tried to tease me to lighten the mood but we were interrupted by a loud intentional cough behind us.

i didn’t look back because why would i? my nosy friend did tho. they looked back for a millisecond then faced me with regret and fear written all over their face. mouthing the words, “don’t kill me.”

i didn’t have time to question them on what was going on since a tall boy with honey skin and brown parted hair made room for himself between us and hooked his arms around our shoulders.

“na jaemin huh, y/n?” donghyuck, one of jaemin’s greatest friends since childhood, faced me and his shit eating grin was so clear in broad daylight. “i did not expect that at all.” he chuckled at my red face.

“how much did you hear,” i asked him, now getting really irritated and was ready to deck him. 

“literally all of it, you guys are really shameless talking about crushes so fucking loudly in this crowded hallway.” his arms still on us and he was walking sluggishly, of course his smirk was still there. “i can do you a favor, y/n, by telling your lover boy.”

“you better not!” my friend yelled at him for me. “look, this is my fault ‘kay. don’t do y/n like that.” 

donghyuck fake pouted. “what’s the fun in that? i think jaemin would be fond of the surprising news honestly.”

my stomach churned at the last sentence but the feeling immediately went away when i remembered who was talking. donghyuck was infamous for being a teasing bastard so no one takes him seriously. “dude, seriously just get out of here.” i said.

“if you please, babe.” he snickered and took his arms off of us and walked away.

“oh my god, i am so sorry y/n. oh my god, i’ll treat you lunch after school. please forgive me. i should’ve kept our promise. are you mad? please don’t be mad, but you have every right to be if you are.” my friend rambled on as we finally made it to our class.

“y/f/n, it’s fine. really, it’s fine. you didn’t know and honestly, i don’t care anymore. maybe, this will help me get rid of my crush on him.” i shrugged it off like it was nothing to avoid worrying my friend, but inside, i was losing it.

what if donghyuck actually tells him? will jaemin makes fun of me? is he going to give me dirty looks now? at least now, he’ll notice me. ugh, he’ll be confused as to why the girl who was a bitch to him in middle school likes him. karma.

i took a deep breath in attempt to calm myself down. he wouldn’t act that way. he’s a nice guy, i know he is deep down.

the conversation me and my best friend had with donghyuck earlier in the day still stayed on my mind all day. i avoided all the routes i’d take around the school where i’d usually see jaemin walking around. i kept my head down while walking down the halls. i tried my best to avoid him, even though on regular days, i’d try my best to ‘bump’ into him.

the last class of the day was near. i was walking up the flight of empty stairs peacefully, trying to get to class even though, i’d rather be at home under my bed sheets trying to forget today.

“y/n,” a painfully familiar presence was behind me. jaemin stood a couple stair steps behind, his hands in his pockets of his baggy pants. i turned around slowly and admired him the second i saw his figure. his beanie fitted his head so well, a couple hair strands were sticking out. i could see his silver chain that stayed beneath his orange hoodie slightly. he stood there with confidence radiating. “hey,” he avoided eye contact but he was wearing a smile.

“hi,” i couldn’t keep my eyes off of him. he was just so nice to look at. his cheeks slightly tinted pink and i could see his fingers fiddling in his pockets. i decided to suck up my pride and just be straight forward as i couldn’t handle the painfully awkward silence no more. “if.. you’re here because of donghyuck then just forget about it please. i’m sorry about that.” he finally looked me in the eyes after i finished talking and i was surprised that i was able to maintain the eye contact. my face grew hot immediately.

“why are you apologizing?”

i honestly didn’t know. i just can’t imagine how awkward he feels right now because of me. “i just hope you don’t feel obligated to talk to me because of what happened. it was stupid. i’m just. sorry. i guess.” i was preparing myself for the rejection but jaemin’s puppy eyes made me second guess that.

“god you really are oblivious.” he sighed. “i know hyuck can be an asshole at times but he wouldn’t embarrass anyone like how you think he’s done to you by telling me about- uh.. your crush.”

i was so confused. my mouth was open but nothing came out.

my breathing hitched when he slowly started to walk up the stairs and was now so much closer to me. “tell me, is it true?” his voice was a lot quieter and softer. “you’ve liked me for that long?”

i gulped. not knowing if i should lie or not. but god, he already knows because of donghyuck so might as well just go for it. i nodded.

a big smile creeped onto his face. my eyebrows furrowed. is this entertaining to him? my misery and embarrassment is entertaining to him? i was just about ready to get out of there and flip him off for making me feel like this but he trapped me between his body and the wall behind me.

“y/n, have you not been noticing how i look at you? since 7th fucking grade, i’ve always been putting an effort to just see you for even a second outside of class.” his breath fanned my face. “i like you too if it wasn’t obvious enough.”

clearly it wasn’t.

before i could even process anything, he gently put our lips together. his slightly chapped lips fit so perfectly with my soft lips. he hummed as he tasted the strawberry flavored chapstick on my lips. his hands were placed on the wall, while mine were gripping his purple pullover tightly.

my mind and heart were racing. what the hell is going on? is this real?

he didn’t move his lips at all. it was a simple but meaningful kiss. “i like you too.” i whispered, looking into his brown eyes, slowly releasing my grip on his pullover.

he laughed at me. “you’re cute.” he walked back, allowing me to have room to move. “how about i take you out this friday?” he smiled at me. “only if you want to.”

“of course i want to.” i rolled my eyes playfully and smiled back.

his smile grew bigger, i didn’t know that was possible. “perfect. i’ll see you later.” he went closer to me and cupped my jaw and kissed my heated pink cheeks. his other hand placed something inside my tan cardigan pocket.

he pulled away and right before he left, he had to say, “also, can you change your chapstick flavor? i don’t really like strawberries.” he flashed me a bright smile and left.

i shook my head smiling uncontrollably, not believing what had just happened. i put my hand into my pocket and saw what he had slipped in there.

a note.

call me when you get home. 283-xxx-xxxx <3 we should catch up :)

-your lover boy

[glassartpeasants]

Crying In The Club .5

Overhaul x F!Reader

Warnings: Angst, a bit of happiness for once?, mentions of past abuse, 

*Part 1* *Part 2* *Part 3* *Part 4* *Part 5*

A/N: HE HO everybody. Like i promised, they would both be out today. Am I tired? Yes. Am i rushing through his chapter since my dumbass thought it would be cool to procrastinate? Yes. But none of that shit matters now. Its out and we are all good.

Edit: Did I fall asleep while writing this and never finished it? Yes. Was my laptop almost dead when I woke? Yes. Am I sorry for not keeping the promise? Yes. I is big sorry U^U

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@winchester-wifey @hello-lucky-luka

~~~

You haven’t left the safety of your bathroom in about a week. I mean what was the point of even going out there if all your gonna remember on how horribly you wanted to get out of this shit show. You felt like nothing mattered anymore. Why should it? You were dragged away from all of your friends and family. You had no one except Overhaul. Which practically left yourself friendless except for the voice in your head.

When was the last time you even ate? You remember eating the afternoon you escaped. Soo about a week then? You hold your tummy as painful growls rumble from it. Causing you to groan in pain. Your eyes were squeezed shut as you sighed.

When was the last time you moved from your little spot behind the door? To long...

Kai-Overhaul hasn’t even tried to talk to you. Not even once. Good. You didn’t want to see his disgusting face anyways. It was the same face that gave you nightmares when you slept at night. God even thinking about that prick has your stomach turning as you resist the urge to vomit. Insignificant selfish bastard-

“Miss (Y/N)?” You sigh. It was Hari, Kai’s right hand man. You wanted to hate him but you realized that would be childish. The man never did anything to harm you, he was only trying to follow orders.

“Yes?” You reply softly, Your voice was dry from not talking in awhile. You lick your lips in order to just have some mostiure.

“You can leave the base.” Your eyes shot open so wide you thought they would pop out of your skull. Scrambling to get on your feet you pull open the door. Eyes wide open hoping he wasn’t lying to get you to open the door.

“What?! Are you serious?!”

“Yes Overhaul told me to tell you that. saying how he found someone better for the job.”

A smile etched it’s way into your face. Tears of joy fell down your face as you hug Hari. You pulled him in a bone crushing hug as you thanked him over and over again. You let him go before you ran out the door faster then you have ever ran before. You wanted to leave before Kai changed his mind.

Your feet hit the cement as the tears of joy slowly slid down your cheeks. You ran so fast that your legs felt as if they could fall off your own body. But that pain was welcomed. You would take this pain over staying with Overhaul any day.

Your feet stopped when you had bumped into someone. Your momentum of running knocked down the man and you stumbling back, trying not to fall on your ass.

“Oh my god i’m so sorry!” You profusely as you lend a hand to the fallen man so he could get up. The man took your hand and you couldn’t help but smile and nervously laugh as you enjoyed how soft the mans hands were.

“No it’s okay, I should have looked at where I was going.” You both laugh a little before you rub the back of your neck.

“Hey since you knocked me over how about you let me take you to the cafe nearby. Me falling on my ass has made me thirsty.” You laugh as you let your hand fall to your side.

Looking at the man there was no lying that he was some good ass eye candy. But you were still a little shaken up and weary about what happened not to long ago. But then again you haven’t eaten in about a week...

“You know what? I’d love too.”

~~~

Kai walked down the hallways of the Shie Hassakai on his way to Pops to tell him about his ‘break up’ with you. Finally he got rid of you. No more fighting, no more complaining, no more escape attempts,

and no more of the feeling of your soft lips against his own.

Kai shook his head at the last thought. Why do you plague his mind? How dare you distract him from his work? His goal is on the line here! He can’t have some annoying pest bothering him.

“Finally I’m free of that pest.”

“Kai just the man I’m looking for. Hows your girlfriend?”

“We broke up.”

“Oh, i’m sorry to here that my boy. Don’t worry stuff like that happens!” Pops patted Kai’s back.

“Yeah.” Kai laughed. Trying not to give the secret away.

‘I just met someone new, that’s all.” Kai lied, well kinda. He had met someone new who would do the work for money.

‘You know (y/n) didn’t do it for the money.’

“Oh well that’s too bad. I hope you let her down easy.”

“I did.”

“Well I must be off, see you later my boy.” With that Pops walked off. Leaving Kai to take a long sigh. Stopping in his tracks as he rubbed his temples.

Now thinking about it, you never even asked for anything in return, not money, not jewelry. Nothing. You just...did it. Even after everything he put you through you never asked for anything. Why? Why didn’t you ask for something? What was your plan?

‘Maybe she was afraid?’ Thoughts ran wild in his mind before his phone rang, making his pants pocket vibrate.

Opening the phone he noticed it was the new girl. Picking it up before moving it away from his ear. immediately regretting his decision.

Ugh he couldn’t stand her voice. So insufferable. Sounded like a drying dog. At least your voice was smooth like honey. Yours so calming and sweet-

“No stop it!” Kai yelled at himself. You need to get out of his mind. You were plaguing it like the disease you were. How dare you? How could you make him so confused on what he feels about you. He should hate you! 

Kai swore if he thought about you one more time, he would go insane.

~~~

You couldn’t help but giggle. The man was just a charmer! Not to mention he has a great sense of humor! You just couldn’t get enough of him and his jokes. Man it felt amazing to be laughing again, this time knowing you weren’t going to get killed for it.

“So why were you running earlier?” His question caught you off guard but it was fair. You were running like your life depended on it. To you it felt like you were. But to him and looking through his eyes it was only reasonable.

“Ex-boyfriend troubles.” You laugh nervously before taking a sip of your tea. Might as well drink something cold before fall and winter roll around. The taste of the tea hitting your tongue gave you s little smile. You look at the tea before turning your attention back to the man in front of you.

“Well don’t worry, I’m here.” You both laugh as you put a strand of lose hair behind your ear. Man this felt nice to talk to someone who you weren’t afraid of.

“Good to know.”

~~~

‘Oh god can this woman shut up already?!’ Kai thought to himself as he tried to ignore the chattering that came from the woman next to him. Who kept pointing at useless stores that he wished would just disappear if he stared at them long enough.

Since he made the deal with the new girl, with her getting paid and everything, she demanded that they went to the mall together.

“Hey are you listening to me?!” The girl as she screamed at Kai.

“Yes (R/N).” God this woman was going to be the death of him. If he killed her right there would anyone tell on him?

“Okay good! The take me to bath and body works! They’ve got a sale going on!” Ugh he hated that store with a burning passion. All those unholy scents made him want to pass out.

Once they entered the store Kai cringed as all the scents that the store contained filled his nose. Making his nose hurt, causing him to crinkle his nose. He shook his head before staying at the front of the store trying his best to avoid all the horrific scent that this store held. He watched as all of these people in such a closed space pretty much bumping elbows. Disgusting.

“You too man?” Kai turned his head to see another male only a few feet away. By the looks of him, he was in the same exact situation.

“I fucking hate people.”

~~~

“Wow this is so much fun!” You laugh as the man showed you his favorite places in all of the city.

“This....this is nice.” You smile genuinely at the man.

“It was, can I walk you home?” You were about to say sure but then you remembered that your ass was pretty much homeless now. Well shit. Kai had you in that room for so many months that you knew your lease with your landlord would have been broken. Pretty much gone.

“I-uh...I use to live with my boyfriend and then he kicked me out hehe...” Great now he was going to think you were some sort of -

“That’s too bad. I know a place where you could live. It’s a place where you can live there and stay until you get back onto your feet again.” The man smiled at you and you couldn’t help the tears of joy slide down your face. You hug him in desperation hoping it all wasn’t just some sick nightmare.

“This is the nicest thing someone has ever done for me.” Tears drenched your face as you sniffle at bit.

“Hey I’m just doing what my father did to my mom.” The man chuckled. You couldn’t help the giggle that crept out of you as well.

[virtuangel]

bye bye 2020, hello 2021 !!

happy new year everyone!! there’s a lot of people i want to thank for making last year so much more bearable so i tried writing some messages for some of my dearest mutuals this year as well!! (keyword tried because i absolutely cannot put my feelings and thoughts into words. i love you all though and thank you so so so much!!!)

@angelhyunjin : angi!! i know you’re not on here anymore (actually i just found out . i ran to twt to find u as quick as i could!!) but it felt weird not?? putting you on here because you WERE a big part of my year!! i was always excited to chat with you and i rlly rlly loved (still do) seeing your art and your dance covers i can’t believe how talented at both you are!! you are really really lovely and even if it’s been a while i hope you know i still think of you and hope you’re doing well!! this year might have been hard but i hope 2021 will be much nicer to you because you definitely deserve it!! i love you!! 

@cinanamon : stephie!! i think we haven’t talked in a while until we started suddenly bonding over minho but all is well that ends well because now we are the founders of a minho cult and that’s all i could hope for in life i think! we don’t talk that much but seeing your tags in all the minho posts is always a TIME i absolutely love reading them! thank you for being there to lose it over minho, always, but also for being there in general! you are really sweet and i do love to talk to u!! i also know you are a really good writer so i hope 2021 brings you lots of inspiration to write more!! (and i’ll finally catch up on your fics too! hehe) happy new year!! 

@cocogoat : puppy !! i think we haven’t been friends for long actually and that sounds fake because that would mean there was a time i didn’t instinctively check your blog when i woke up in the morning (or the evening let’s be real)?? you are so! adorable and for what!!!!!! i really do love seeing you pop up in my phone notifs and reading your posts even if i dont have any idea what they’re saying half of the time unless it’s dgrp (i cannot believe i have a dgrp friend now. amazing i think i won) u are so funny and so cute and i’m really glad i got to know you because!! you’re such a nice friend that i! love! times can be hard but i hope 2021 is gentle with you because that is! what! you deserve! gentle pats and tight hugs! (maybe that’s why i associate ab6ix’s heaven with you it’s the gentle vibes) <3

@glossiers : miss bri i am in love w u that’s it. no i’m kidding that’s not it i have much more to say . i am in lov w u though #brillie2k21 i think. i think it’s been a surprisingly short time since we’ve actually started talking?? which is kinda crazy if u ask me because?? how the hell did i live my life without screaming BRIIIII whenever i see u on the dash like for real how . that sounds like a life so empty like. that would rlly be missing . something?? anyways u are a dear dear friend that i really really love and i’m sure you know that but i will keep saying it anyway! i’m sure i’m pretty annoying so thanks for putting up with me! and for talking to me! i feel like i’ve said it before but! you are a delight to see on the dash and i lovlovlov talking to u (and sending u pics of my cats, thank u for appreciating them). i still cannot believe u managed to convince yourself i was a hyeongjun stan though. hope i can be convincing enough to clear that up and leave no doubts in your brain this year. anyways i love you and i hope we can continue to be friends and talk even MORE this year!!!!!! happy new year ilu <3

@hwacinth : miss dia my sweet sweet floral nymph real life shirayuki and queen of urls! i am? so so so so so glad that we are friends you literally have my heart it is YOURS i can’t even try to claim it back!! you literally are shirayuki i don’t even know how to elaborate i think it’s just self-explanatory but you are just. such a sweet little sunshine!! it’s like you bring spring everywhere you go!! we could be in a middle of a metaphorical storm but when you appear the skies clear up and flowers bloom wherever you step and i cannot help but smile when i see you online!! thank you so so much for being my little ray of sunshine in these tough times! i hope to see even more of your posts this year!! don’t hesitate to live blog anything you watch in my dms if you feel like you’re posting too much (but i hope you never feel that way because you’re not . love seeing u live post it is absolutely amazing i won’t ever get tired of it)!! happy new year and i love you!! ps only 1 more hour until your birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIA ILUUU <3 I HOPE YOU CAN HAVE A WONDERFUL ONE!! IM SENDING YOU CAKE TELEPATHICALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@hwisgf : sorinaaaa! happy new year!! we don’t talk that much but it is always nice seeing you around! you are vv sweet and i really appreciate that, thank you for taking the time to talk to me sometimes!! you are also probably my only fantasy mutual?? which is terrible on one side because i think everyone should stan sf9 but that’s besides the point . i really do love the fact that i at least have u to talk to abt sf9 if need and i LOVE seeing u in love with hwi it is absolutely amazing. i am forever grateful for all the free hwi pics days too!! <3 i hope 2021 can be a year full of happiness for you!! (also that is also besides the point but @ fnc i want an sf9 cb announcement) ILY!! (and so does hwi)

@inkigayeo : miss vivi galaxy brain happy new year!! we only started talking recently but u do have my heart already!! i hope this year treats you well and that we can get to know each other more and be friends hehe!!!! <3 (my other wish is for u to stop breaking my heart with those fake titles. please . why should san NOT come back explain yourself .)

@jeongcheols : mimi . mimi mimi mimi im literally typing this as u are listening to that ten n dj stage ok now it’s kai ok anyways . ANYWAYS i am loving your sm concert live commentary . criminal is sounding amazing taemin is insane indeed (yes i took a break before coming back to writing this) i truly don’t know what to say?? n i have to keep watching the time so that i can scream HAPPY NEW YEAR into the mic in 14 minutes. but like?? i love you?? like. like for real i don’t know what i would’ve done without you?? also it’s weird writing this for tumblr instead of just in your messages (also i can’t focus with idea playing. idea soty). and i mean. you technically know all of this but like?? i can’t believe we’ve known each other for so long but also such a short time at the same time like. what. thank you for being my bestestest friend and my soulmat i don’t think i would’ve been able to remain sane this year (and last year too honestly) if it wasn’t for you?? thank you for always listening to my incoherent rants and i’m always so sorry for spamming you while you’re asleep i know you must wake up to like 150+ messages with absolutely no connection between them and they’re all just so random i truly don’t know how you manage to not get annoyed and to just stay with me all this time i’m- getting emotional. you had a terrible year, i know it! i really do!! and while it might not be looking too bright right now, i hope the universe hears me and treats you much better in 2021 because!! you deserve so much more!! you deserve the world, really!!! i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i would write more really but like what is there to say literally i’m just (your emoji)) i love you for real;;

@nakyngs : ele <3 happy new year!!!!!! we haven’t talked much this year but i do think of u a lot daily i hope you know that!! and i love u a lot! even if i still need to catch up on all your aus </3 i hope 2021 can be a fun and stress-free year for you!! and we should catch up sometime too!! ps i hope your fish are ok

@ncityzen : dear spring fairy!! i already sent you a new year’s message earlier today like what. 6 hours ago but! once again!! i really do hope you can leave the hard times behind in 2020 and only get the best things possible this new year!! i’m always very happy to see you appear on my dash and curious to see your life updates and your random literature-related mini-rants in the tags they are always very interesting to see!! so! hoping to see even more of that this year <3 i hope you know that i love you and i really care about you!!

@woojjongs : MISS IRI! i am screaming this very loud so hopefully u can hear me all the way in canada! okay i had to leave this one for last because i?? don’t really know how to start i’m just a pink glittery puddle with lil hearts flowing in it that is how i feel towards u right now . how does one think and how does one write down their thoughts coherently give me a second. this is going to be a mess maybe u shouldn’t read it (‘accidentally’ forgets to tag u). just know that i decided to play txt’s wishlist to write this and u might be confused by that but all u need to know is that it means i love you very much. OKAY so miss iri you are . such a wonderful pal i truly don’t know what i would’ve done without you like . it would feel so weird not seeing you around tumblr would be so so so so empty i don’t even think you can begin to imagine how empty i’d feel without you around here ksdjbskbds i absolutely adore you but we already knew that. i’m always super excited to see your gifsets and your nonsense!! be it your love for woojong or u missing lim jimin (play m.. 🔪) or your snoo brainrot or hating literally anyone on smtm or whatever else it might be i love it all!! you are so cute and adorable and talented and sweet and funny i cannot believe you also happen to be the prettiest person on earth too. how does that feel! anyways i love you so so so so so much? i keep telling you to hold back from committing crimes but i absolutely WOULD commit a crime for u i really do adore you!! i mean . how many groups did u make me stan . (ok actually i don’t think there’s that many. but STILL) i know i can be super annoying but thank u for taking the time to chat with me nonetheless!! i’m all over the place but . there’s times i come online literally just to check your blog nothing else! i hope we can continue to be friends this year too n perhaps talk more (or the same amount idk please tell me off when i’m too annoying)!! happy new year, i hope it holds wonderful things in store for u!!!!!! and we really are starting off great since victon comeback is approaching <3 (this got way too long i’m so sorry i’ll cut it off now before i write 10 pages)

@xiaocity : miss siya hello hello hello first of all i’m just so very glad that you’re back i l o v e you!!! i love seeing you around be it your gifs or your text posts which yes. i cannot properly understand half of the time but google is my best friend after all! you’re such a wonderful person and i’m just?? really glad to have you around like?? you feel kind of like a cousin i don’t always get to see but am always excited to talk to when i can? this might not make sense but. you are vvv cool and talented and funny and feel very like. reliable? i feel like i am not making any sense so like ignore me. what i’m saying is i really really like you a whole lot and i really hope we can talk even more in 2021!! happy new year, i hope it’s a wonderful one for you!!

@yunwoo : miss anna we haven’t been moots for that long and we haven’t talked much but u are vvv cute and i hope we can become (better) pals this year!! i’m looking forward to seeing u on the dash more often, hopefully!! happy new year <3

[mafia-chae]

Sentimental Saturday (Pt. 1)

@hanjisung-bot​ - You were literally my very very first friend I ever made here and I’m always gonna remember the time I sent an ask to Kai about making friends and you sent me a message from the wrong account and then had to send me a new one kajajahjsk but seriously you’ve always been here for me and we’ve been through plenty of stuff together but we’re still close and that’s because we’re just that cool. I honestly appreciate you so much and I’m sorry I constantly freak out to you about you know who but thank you for putting up with me and I love you and PLEASE START GOING TO BED EARLIER

@5sosxjieun​ - My goose and my hoe and my bbgorK. I was so scared to make friends with you for the longest mf time because you were really popular and I was intimidated but now I know that you are an entire mf circus and there was nothing to be afraid of so I’m glad we’re friends now hehe. Fr tho even tho most of our conversations are unintellible fucking nonsense and it’s just us keyboard smashing or screaming or making bat noises or discussing what the guys each of us are with smell like, you’re one of my closest friends and I love you to death. I’m glad we got our tattoos because now you’re stuck with me and that’s exactly the way I want it ajgdhskdhj. You’re the one person I can count on not to judge me or make me feel weird bEiNg mYsElF and I love that about you

@shinhaneul-oc​ - Literally one of my best friends in the entire community. I don’t even remember how we became friends but I’m really glad we did because we’ve helped eachother through pretty much everything. Every time I feel bad about myself you manage to make me feel better and a lot of people come and go, but you’ve always been right by my side. I can always count on you to be my absolute rock and you know you can always count on me and we’re gonna keep getting through things together even if it feels like we can’t sometimes. I can always trust you to offer face masks and/or alcohol if I’m feeling down, and I’m so so lucky to have a best friend like you

@empress-jiaqi​ - You are my WIFE and my fucking SOULMATE and I will say that until the day that I die. I know you would chokeslam someone for me and I would do the exact same for you if anyone hurts you they’re going to mf knife jail. I think the fact that we’re in complete opposite time zones but still managed to co parent our children and wife eachother up says a lot about how cool we are. but honestly I can always rely on you to be there for me which is something I can’t say about a lot of other people. It’s a good thing both of us have fucked up sleep schedules so we can talk because I would probably die without you :D but fr I love love love you my wife

@demon-nct​ - This part isn’t just for Tae but it’s also for ADMINNIE. Admin we haven’t talked that much but I really love and care for you and lot and I’m sorry for all the pressure being put on you. You’re a genuinely sweet and amazing person and a fantastic writer and I want you to know I’m always here if you need anything and you can always take care of yourself or take a break without feeling bad. That being said, I genuinely hope you can see all of the good parts of our community, because I want you guys to stick around for a long time. You deserve to see this community when it’s at it’s best again. Tae.. you already know what I’m gonna say probably and I can’t go into too much detail because you’re definitely gonna clown me for this later but... I like the way you make me feel and that’s all I’m gonna say. I’m a simp sO

@sweetandsleepyjamie​ - My gorgeous and absolutely amazing mom who is genuinely the most iconic and caring woman and role model I have in my life. Gonna try to keep this short despite the fact that I could deadass make a whole post about all the ways you’ve helped me and made my time here so great and maybe I will sometime ajshadhja but you are such a good listener and you’re so caring and kind and have an absolute heart of gold like it genuinely impresses me how caring and genuine of a person you are. You’ve helped me through so much and always encouraged me and helped me be strong when I don’t feel like I can sometimes so thank you

@madmanwoodam​ - I know you’re an a break for the weekend so you may not see this for a little bit but I can’t make a sentimental post without you in it. My dadddddd who I love so much and who I can always always count on. You always make me feel loved and seen and when you just message me randomly to check up on me or to tell me you love me I just uWU so hard and I know you’re like a madman or whatever but you’re also one of the sweetest people I’ve ever met in my life and you would genuinely do anything to protect me which isn’t something I’m used to. I’m so lucky to have you in my life and be a part of your family and idk what I would even do without you

[jjuzoir]

Could I get some first kiss headcanons with Summer troupe? They're my faves and I absolutely adore each of them!

Request:

A/N: i get you anon,, they’re so cute;; summer group filled with softies

——🌻——

Summer Troupe First Kiss HC!

Tenma:

- You two were hanging out at the park near the dorms!

- It was a sunny summer day, summer break had just started and the sun seemed brighter than ever in the clear blue sky.

- Tenma had bought you two some ice cream and now you laid on the soft, watered grass protected from the sun under a big tree.

- “Can’t believe you didn’t want vanilla, [Name]- you can’t go wrong with vanilla,” Tenma rolled his eyes at you while shoving a big scoop of ice cream into his mouth.

- “And I can't believe you chose vanilla when they had like, I don’t know, a thousand different flavors?!” You snorted, “Vanilla is for the basic bitches, Sumeragi.”

- “H-Hey! It might be basic but it tastes good.”

- “Oh, really? Then let me taste it,” you prop yourself up in one arm and look up at him.

- He smirked slightly before picking his plastic spoon- one fittingly orange- and scooping out a big chunk of vanilla before nodding along with your plans.

- “Fine but give me your spoon,” he rolls his eyes as he shoves another spoonful into his mouth but a small drip had fallen from the corner of his lips to his chin.

- Then, you attack; you go kiss him smack straight in the lips aiming at the melted sweet.

- You pull away before nodding in agreement; the vanilla ice cream really was as good as he said.

- The kiss tasted of cold, ice cream and sweet vanilla plus the hint of lip balm added a sweeter feeling of lemons to the mix.

- And that’s how you had your first kiss with Tenma, who in the end, turned so red everyone around you two though he had a heat stroke.

——🌻——

Yuki:

- You were helping him with the costumes for the newest Winter troupe costumes late at night.

- Sakyo and Izumi were making rounds at his room to make sure you didn’t do anything stupid but it was already 11PM on a Sunday night and you both had school early tomorrow so que whining from you and scolding from Yuki.

- “Can’t we put it on hold, Yuki? We’ve got school tomorrow, we can’t skip or-“

- “Stop complaining and sew those buttons,” Yuki rolled his eyes at you before redirecting his focus on the sewing machine in front of him.

- “B-But it’s so late! You have to be kidding me,” you rub your eyes tiredly, “W-What about that skin-shit you’re always complaining about?!”

- “We need to have these done by Tuesday, [Name], we can’t stop now.”

- “Yes we can, instead of working now and possibly screwing up why don’t we just finish it up in the morning!”

- “Because.”

- “You can’t just say because!”

- “Less complaining, more sewing.”

- You huff annoyed before continuing sewing the buttons on Hisoka’s blazer, fucking Yuki and his need to get things done fast!

- “What if,” you mutter under your breath, “I give you something in return for my sleep?”

- “Gah, stop-“ Yuki blinks slowly as your words settle in, “What could you possibly give me that would make me wanna stop now?”

- You stand up, leaving the materials- especially the needles- in place before skipping behind Yuki’s chair and hugging him from behind.

- “A hug-?!” He goes to mock your choice before being cut off by your lips giving him a quick peck.

- “No, a kiss!”

- “A KISS?!”

- Congratulations! You’ve managed to corrupt Yuki to the point of shortwiring, he’s now malfunctioning :(

- His lips were soft, he tasted of coffee- probably from the 3 cups he had drowned that evening….

- You felt him attempt to kiss you back but before anything could happen you pulled away smirking.

- He’s now red in the face, a red as bright as the fabric he was using as he tried not to squeal in shock.

- “So, can we please bring Muku in and go to sleep?”

- “... Fine but you tell anyone about it- Ack!”

- You shut him up with another kiss on the lips, but this time- you could feel him kiss you back properly.

——🌻——

Muku:

- It was during one of your anime marathons!

- One of just favorite series had finally gotten its long awaited anime adaptation, and through a rough month of no-spoilers you two had finally gotten together to binge watch it all.

- It was another romance anime, one of the millions that Muku had read throughout his short life- but you had to admit that even if it was kind of cheesy it still somehow made your heart race.

- By the end of the penultimate episode it was already 2 in the morning on a Friday night and sleep was crawling unforgivably into your brain.

- “Muku… how many episodes… left?”

- He yawned before looking at the list, “I think… one?”

- “Already?!” You gasp shocked before sitting up, okay- you can do it! 25 minutes, no ads- you could do it, right! Right?... Oh no… you’re falling asleep!

- You pinch yourself awake, come on!!! It was getting good!! The protagonists were finally kissing after being apart for years!!!

- Muku was your struggle against sleep and laughed to himself before covering his mouth in fear of hurting your feelings.

- Just then, he remembered a scene you two had previously watched… episode 17, where the boy kissed the girl awake after she had fallen asleep in the library… could he do so too?

- A pink rivaling that of his hair crept into his cheeks- what if you hated it though? What if he smelled bad? Or if he was a bad kisser??

- He was too caught up in his mental-torture session he didn’t realize you sneaking up on him and kissing his lips.

- He felt your lips touch his and his eyes opened wide, you had done it!! Did this mean you liked him- wait, did you like it?? He liked it but that doesn’t mean you did too-

- “A-Ah! [Name],” he shrieked as the blush deepened, he touched his lips- he could still feel yours in them.

- At least now he didn’t have to worry about messing up, “Thank you, hehe.”

——🌻——

Misumi:

- You were helping him on one of his triangle hunts when you two had your first kiss.

- He had insisted you two go to the park nearby since, and I quote, “Had heard the crows talk about triangular treasure!”

- So, 2 hours into the hunt and you were exhausted from attempting to keep up with Misumi and his treasure hunt.

- “Oh my… it’s too hot for this, Misumi,” you rest your body on the ground.

- “Nope! We’re not leaving until we find the Super Rare Ultra Triangle Treasure!”

- You sigh tiredly and close your eyes before waving the blue haired boy off , “Give me 5 minutes.”

- “Okay but I am not gonna share the treasure with you,” he jokes before practically disappearing from the air.

- You turn around in the soft grass, it felt so nice against your skin- you wondered if you could find some water or something cold.

- You opened your eyes only to find a small cart stationed near the edge of the park; a shaved ice cart!

- You practically jump in line and count your money, you’d order two and bribe Misumi into coming home by asking it to be triangle shaped!

- And by the time Misumi came to drag you back to the hunt you had two shaved ice cream in your boyfriend’s favorite shape!

- “You found the treasure!!”

- He jumps you with a hug and takes the cone into his hands and takes the biggest bite ever.

- “And what’s my reward, Misumi-kun?”

- “Reward… reward, what could [Name] want for finding the ultra rare super triangle?”

- You smile at his scrunched up face, he looked so cute concentrating like that you could help yourself from kissing him.

- He’s shocked at first, he quickly smiles into your lips before kissing you back.

- “I’m fine with that.”

- “Hahaha, me too~”

——🌻——

Kazunari:

- You two were shopping for supplies to help Kazu for his next assignment, some weird yarn or whatever art students needed, when you found a photobooth.

- “Yah, let’s get some dope pics!”

- “I’m not feeling too well, Kazunari,” you shyly deny him but he doesn’t listen- or maybe he just doesn’t care- because he’s soon shoving you into the seat before you can hear his reply.

- “It’s just for you and me, ain’t no one gonna see ‘em,” he smirked before inserting some coins, “Let’s see, how should we pose for the first one, eh?”

- “Maybe a heart? I-I don’t know, I’m not good with- Ah!”

- Before you can finish your thought when you hear the countdown starting, you quickly rest your arms next to Kazunari forming a big heart; an eye-smile follows and boom! First picture done!

- “Kay, next! Maybe some peace signs?”

- “Oh- uh, sure? It’s starting,” you quickly pose and you feel Kazunari’s arms circle your waist and boom!

- “Second pic’s done,” Kazunari smiles, “But I can't think of what to do for the last two- oh, it’s starting, any ideas-!!”

- You panic and simply kiss him on the lips, that’s a good picture… right?

- By the time you hear the camera click Kazu pulls away blushing a deep red, how the turned tables have oh.

- Before any of you two can think of another pose a photo is taken where your boyfriend’s blushing red and you’re smirking up at him in victory.

- “Guess I came up with the best picture idea, ha!”

[tteokdoroki]

"yeah, ahh, don't want anything else, just need you to make me yours. no one else even comes close, mmh! damn you've really ruined everything else for me. my standards are too high now," i hum in contentment at your affirmations and the blooming marks on my neck to accompany them. crooning and nuzzling my forehead to the crook of your neck, my heart feels all full once i hear you stating your claim, your ownership of me, "all yours. i'll only be yours, forever and always, 'kay?"

huffing at your statement and thinking back to all those times where you mercilessly teased me before giving us what we both knew we wanted, i'm sure at this point you'd know how "i don't like it! mmh, dove, we both know what we want and just how easily we can get it.. but then you have to tease me and make me all... needy like this.. ugh, i really don't like it!" it's always been so unfair, how you'd touch and tease and prod 'til i have no choice but to beg. the stiffness is almost unbearable but right now, with you already so close, i could really return the favor.

as soon as i feel the metal fall, my pupils narrow into slits and my hands immediately grab hold of your thighs, slamming my hips to completely sheathe my cock deep in your pussy, "oh god, fuck yeah! pussy's so fuckin' good, ah— s-sorry mommy, i really can't take it anymore... 'm gonna fuck you like you deserve." been aching for this warm lil hole for the past hour, don't blame me when i'm pounding you into the mattress with my hips flush against your ass, just. like. this, "you feel that? ohhhh fuck..! hah- it's all for you. allll 8 inches, yeah? you can take it, oh, already takin' it so good for me."

🍗 (aww, baby, already throwin' in the towel when we've just started? just gonna let me get away with this too? hehe, oh well, i really can't blame you but it was fun while it lasted!)

sweet bajeezuz

“gotta set the bar high keigo, don’t want anyone taking you away from me...love you too much for that...” i sigh warmly, feeling you tuck yourself into my neck. in every life and every timeline, i’m always gonna try my best to make you this happy and love you this much, no matter what it takes. my arms make their way around you, pulling you close and feeling your heated, bare skin against mine. my heart flutters, at your statement— making me press a kiss to your unruly hair. “mine *mwah* mine *mwah* mine. *mwah* and i’m yours forever too.”

i roll my eyes down at you, squishing your cheeks together once more. we both know that the more i teased you, the greater our desire for one another became... would you be so hard, hot and needy for this if i hadn’t teased you? “but baby, good things always come to those who wait—fuck!” i barley manage to finish my words, the husky groan falling from my lips, turning quickly to a needy whimper as you fill my cunt up to the brim. never gonna get over how big you are n how well you stretch me out, even if i am glued to your cock. “k-keigo, t-that wasnt fair...ah, to mommy..”

spasming around your cock at every thrust into my heat, my arms move hug your head to my chest, shivering at your breath against it. “oh god, mommy wants you to fuck her baby...so good, so deep...please kei? cant you do that for m-mommy?” the dominate resolve i had starts to crack, lust for you to take me finally shinning through. can’t say i regret making you wait so long to shove your girth into my hole n pound me little a little fuck toy...especially with how worked up you are. “m’ feelin it, birdie, want you to stretch me open with all eight inches...oh fuck, baby please..”

( oh hush, you’re impossible to resist when you talk like that and you know it >:( and whos to say i don’t have a little trick up my sleeve again... huffs at you !! No Talk dovie angy >:( )

[dialovers-translations]

DIABOLIK LOVERS MORE BLOOD Vol.5: Mukami Yuma [Track 7+8]

Original title: 羞恥心を溶かすために & 病み付きにさせる味

Source: Diabolik Lovers More, Blood Vol. 5: Mukami Yuma [CD not owned by me]

Audio: Here

Seiyuu: Tatsuhisa Suzuki

Translator’s note: Not much to say about these two tracks since it mostly focuses on Yuma sucking the MC’s blood and slowly losing himself because of the sweetness. Sometimes these CDs really do make me wonder what blood tastes like to a Vampire, lol. It’s probably just the MC’s blood being extra special, but they really do make it sound like it’s the most delicious treat in the world. 

Track 1+2 ll Track 3+4 ll Track 5+6 ll Track 7+8 ll Track 9+10

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TRACK 7: To Melt Away the Shame

*Rustle rustle*

“...Oi, lift yer face.”

You look up at him.

“Haah...What a pathetic expression. ...However, it’s much better than that straight face from earlier. I like it. ...Here.”

*Cling*

“Imma put away the knife so scoot closer.”

*Rustle rustle*

“Ah-aah...All it took to make ya obey was to threaten ya a lil’? How borin’...”

*Rustle*

[00:40] “Look at ya clingin’ on a guy you’ve only just met...Aah...I wonder how many dudes have seen this side of ya up ‘till now. Don’t ya have any sense of shame or decency?”

You protest.

“Woah there. Whatcha glarin’ at me for? You’ve already become my Sow. Ya acknowledged it yerself, didn’t ya?”

*Sluuuuurp*

[01:22] “Ya know...Didn’t ya do it ‘cause ya wanted me to do this, rather than simply wantin’ to save yer limbs from gettin’ cut off?”

Yuma takes in your scent.

“Ya just love pleasure, don’t ya? I mean...So do I, of course.”

He bites you again.

*Sluuuuurp*

“Hahn...”

*Sluuuuurp*

“Haah...Delicious...Haah...More...Gimme more...”

*Sluuuuurp*

“Mmh...Nn...”

*Sluuuuurp*

[02:09] “Why is yer blood...so damn sweet...? It’s as if someone melted sugar into it... Aah...Sweets are my weakness...I thought nothin’ could ever beat pure sugar, but...”

*Rustle*

“Sugar is no match for yer blood...”

*Sluuuuurp*

[02:42] “Haah...The fuck’s the secret behind this...!? ...Aah...I feel as if something’s spreadin’ through my entire body...startin’ from my throat...Ya know...When givin’ water to vegetables...the water seeps into the soil, no? It reminds me of that...”

*Rustle*

[03:15] “How do ya feel? Huh? Tell me...Just look at that look on yer face...I bet it feels mind-blowin’...How does it feel? Come on, enlighten me. If you’re honest with me, I’ll give ya even more pleasure.”

*Rustle*

“So? ...Come on...Tell me...How it makes ya feel...”

You whimper softly. 

“...Oi! Are ya even listenin’...? Don’t space out...”

You try to hide your face in embarrassment. 

[03:59] “Aah? You’re still embarrassed? Just get rid of yer shame already. ...Or do I have to lend a lil’ helpin’ hand again, huh? By showin’ ya that there’s absolutely no point in bein’ embarrassed, until yer shame melts away. Hehehe...I don’t like doin’ that sorta stuff all that much but if you’re that stubborn, then fine. It’s a pain but I’ll do it.”

TRACK 8: An Addictive Taste

“Now where to start...? Should I strip ya naked as ya sit on top of my lap while strikin’ a lewd pose? ー No. Just takin’ off yer clothes would borin’...I’ll tear them apart bit by bit...That would be much more thrillin’, no? ...Just like this...”

*RIIIIIP*

*Rustle rustle*

“Woah there, no fightin’ back, ‘kay? Come on, take a look...”

*RIIIIP*

“There we go. This should do.”

You shriek. 

[00:55] “There’s a hole ‘round yer chest. Hmー This is what you’d call a sexy school uniform, I guess? Hehe...A nice sight. Yer looks don’t interest me in the slightest, but seein’ ya with yer face flushed bright red isn’t all too bad.”

*Rustle*

“Well then...Where next? I bet ya secretly love to have yer clothes ripped apart like this. Hehehe...I don’t mind either way. If I get thirsty again, I can just suck yer blood. But ya know...Gotta make the best of the situation and enjoy it?”

*Rustle*

“Isn’t that true...? If ya like this sort of stuff, why try and deny it? ...Come on, what’s yer answer?”

You chew on your bottom lip.

[02:07] “I bet just havin’ yer blood sucked left and right isn’t enough to satisfy ya, is it? Hehe...Then why are ya endurin’ it? Ah? Is it ‘cause you’re scared of me? Nah, that’s not it. ...You’re lyin’ to yourself.”

Your eyes widen in horror as you try and defend yourself. 

“...Tsk. Ya talk way too much...I’ve gotten thirsty again...”

*Sluuuuurp*

“Haah...I’m craving your sweet and sticky blood again...”

*Rustle*

[03:01] “I’m honest with myself after all. Hehe...”

*Rustle*

“I’ll suck from yer finger next. Come on, extend it. Thrust yer finger inside my mouth.”

You hesitate.

“Hurry up. ...Come on, or else, I’m gonna chomp yer whole hand off.”

You put your finger in his mouth.

*Rustle*

[03:35] “Exactly...Just like that...Push it a lil’ deeper...I’m gonna...devour ya...”

*Sluuuuurp*

“Nnh...Mm...”

*Sluuuuurp*

“...Hehe...Haah...I can see yer bright red face perfectly from here...”

*Rustle*

[04:15] “I bet you’re feelin’ great as well? As if you’ve ascended to Heaven...In that case...We both feel the same...Just what is goin’ on with yer blood...for both parties to feel this good...? Oi...Gimme more...”

*Rustle*

“Hahn...Just the finger won’t cut it...The wrist, maybe? I can hear yer heart thumpin’...It’s obvious you’re seekin’ me out...”

Yuma bites your wrist.

“Hnnーー!!”

*Sluuuuurp*

“Hahn...Nn...Amazin’...Your blood really is...How to put it...Hahn...”

*Sluuuuurp*

[05:29] “Haah...Why is it...so addictin’...? At this rate...I might just suck yer blood from head to toe...Until I drown in it and lose my mind...Or somethin’ like that? Hehe...Aahー How do ya feel to have someone crave ya this badly? ...Did those other guys indulge in ya like this as well?”

You writhe around.

[06:00] “Hehe...Look at ya twistin’ and turnin’ ‘round...It’s obvious you’re feelin’ good...Now stop pretendin’ like ya don’t want...And entice me...”

*Rustle*

“More and more...Hm?”

*Rustle*

[06:24] “I’ll lend ya my body? Hehehe...Aah...There’s delicious blood flowin’ through this wrist as well.”

Yuma bites your other wrist.

*Sluuuuurp*

“Hahn...”

*Sluuuuurp*

“Aah...Haah...”

*Sluuuuurp*

[06:51] “...Just throw out all reason. Once you’ve degraded yerself to bein’ nothin’ but a filthy Sow...They might just lose interest in ya for real. Aah...I can’t...I can’t think logically anymore...At this rate I might just...Haha...Kill ya for real...But I still want yer blood...Your blood belongs to me...”

*Rustle*

“I don’t want to share a single drop with anyone else...Haah, haah...”

*Sluuuuurp*

ーー TO BE CONTINUED ーー

[razorblade180]

Sunshower 10

[1 of 2 parts]

Ilia:You see them yet?

Sun:Nope.

Ilia:Honestly, Neptune has blue hair. He should stick out like a sore thumb.

Sun:We’re on an island with every faunus trait imaginable. Doesn’t everyone sort of stick out?

Ilia:You have a point. Can’t see him, neither of us have the skill to smell him…

Sun:I mean I kinda do.

Ilia:What?

Sun:Smelling. My nose is slightly keener than most. Not by too much though.

Ilia:Hmm, the more you know.

The two continued to walk along the increasingly crowded beach; their hands still together. Ilia led the way with a brisk walk that would’ve been too much for Sun if it wasn’t for his longer stride. He knew she walked fast but he never realized just how fast until now.

Sun:Uhhh in a hurry?

Ilia:What?

Sun:You’re bobbing and weaving in between people like a madman. My arm might as well be a limp noodle now.

Ilia:Sorry, just really focused on finding those two.

Sun:.....

Sun:Is being alone with me weird?

Ilia stopped dead in her tracks and turned to him. Sun wasn’t prepared for that reaction and couldn’t stop moving before being mere inches away; to the point he had to look almost directly down to see her. She looked into his eyes a bit panicked. A tint of red growing across her cheeks.

Ilia:N..no! That’s not why! Things are a bit awkward for sure but I don’t want to think-

Sun:Woah! Hey, I wasn’t being serious. Just trying to break the ice and all.

Ilia:....*squeezes hand*

Sun:Ow!

Ilia:Apology accepted.

???:Well look who finally decided to party!?

Sun and Ilia finally break eye contact and look towards the water to see their runaway friends. Judy waved enthusiastically as she approached them with Neptune behind them. The boy looked a little pale from what Sun noticed. It wasn’t long before Sun looked down and realized Neptune was walking barefoot. His feet were covered in sand. Wet sand.

Judy:Hey guys! Where y’all been?

Ilia:Looking for you two! What happened to meeting up by the boardwalk!!?

Judy:Oh yeah, both of you were taking your sweet time so I was showing goggles here a good time. We were enjoying a nice little walk by the ocean.

Sun:Nice huh? *looks at Neptune*

Neptune:Y...Yep. Totally nice and c...calming!

Judy:? Uhhh are you getting cold?

Neptune:I just need a minute. I’m fine. Probably need some food.

Judy:Oh ok. If that’s the case then Ilia and I can get some food real quick while you boys find a good spot to sit.

Ilia:Can’t we all go together? I don’t feel like losing anyone in a crowd again.

Judy:Well you’re definitely not losing one of us it seems.

Ilia wasn’t sure what Judy meant by that. Then, it hit her. She looked down and saw that she was still holding onto to Sun. Ilia looked back to see an intrigued look on the cops face and an even more invested look on Neptune’s. Sun acted quickly and shook his hand free and began explaining. Ilia wasn’t sure why but feeling him let go kinda...stung? She hadn’t noticed how cool the air actually was until he had let go.

Sun:Right Ilia?

Ilia:Hmmm? Oh! Uhh, yeah. What he said…

Judy:Gee, how convincing. Anyways,if you really want to all stick together that’s fine I guess. Just the four us. Getting food together. In pairs. At a party. Like a double-

Ilia:Sun and Neptune, stay here close to the ocean. We’ll be right back. *walks off*

Neptune:Wait! Get me away from the wa- and they’re gone.

Sun:Did Judy seriously manage to get your feet in the water?

Neptune:Dude, I can’t look like a wimp here. Especially in front of them. Judy is so cool!

Sun:We know a lot of cool people. None of them can get you in the water but me. You’re going all in this time.

Neptune:Pffft it’s not like that. *red*

Sun:If you say so “goggles.” Heheheh

Neptune:Oh so we’re teasing now? If that’s the case, what’s up with you and Ilia?

Sun:Nothing!

Neptune:Judy and I saw you two staring at each other and holding hands like if vows were about to exchange vows.

Sun:You’re ridiculous.

Neptune:Yeah okay. So what’s going on man!?

Sun:Literally nothing. We talked, got on the same page, and now we’re cool. Friends at a party that are having a good time is what’s happening.

Neptune:So it’s not awkward?

Sun:Of course it’s awkward! It’s only been like a day. Things are still fresh. Not to mention a bit….

Neptune:Sexually charged?

Sun:*red* I didn’t say that.

Neptune:Didn’t need to. I’m sorta a pro when it comes to these things.

Sun:You’re a virgin…

Neptune:I meant being uncomfortable ya jerk. I’m gonna let that comment slide though. Your brain is probably preoccupied with other thoughts right now. *smirks*

Sun:Shut up. Can we change the conversation?

Neptune:Sure. Oh yeah, how did hanging with Yang and Blake go?

Sun:Sigh...can we go back to the first conversation?

xxxx

Ilia:.....

Judy:*smiling*.....

Ilia:Please don’t.

Judy:That Sun fellow seems nice. Definitely cute.

Ilia:I said please.

Judy:We are in the middle of a food truck line. Gotta kill time somehow.

Ilia:Silence?

Judy:You’re no fun. Come on, something is up. They didn’t make me a cop for nothing.

Ilia:Funny, I thought they were just understaffed and needed bodies.

Judy:Ouch...cutting a little deep there. I’m only trying to see how you’re doing. Makes filing your reports easier.

Ilia:What does my love life have to do with my parole?

Judy:So he’s a part of your love life?

Ilia:I...no. Fuck you. You know my type.

Judy:Oh you’ve made it apparent multiple times. Does that mean I should expect to be spending the night? Again?

Ilia’s ears turned a bit pink as she felt Judy’s had touched the middle of her back. Quickly she grabbed the fox girl's hand and looked at her. Judy stuck her tongue out teasingly as they moved up in line.

Judy:The fact that you’re so defensive speaks volumes about something.

Ilia:Why is this so important to you?

Judy:It isn’t really. I’m only trying to satisfy my curiosity. You, Sun, and even Neptune all seem to be acting a bit strange. Surprisingly, Goggles knows how to keep a secret. Even when he’s controlling his fear of water.

Ilia:He told you about that?

Judy:No but every time he let out a small gasp when a wave touched his toes told me all that I needed to know. Looks like you made a good friend. Not surprising; your judge in character is typically good.

Ilia:That’s rich coming from my parole officer.

Dan:Next customer- oh...hey...

Ilia:You’re working at the food truck? Don’t you wanna party?

Dan:I like money, and don’t care much for people.

Ilia:Relatable.

Dan:We have burgers, hotdogs, and a variety of drinks. Also fries.

Judy:You know...probably should’ve asked them what they want-

Ilia:Two hot dogs and two burgers. All with fries. Iced peach tea, iced mango tea, and blueberry lemonade. Give this slacker water.

Judy:Hey!

Ilia:She’s buying as well.

Dan:Okay.

Judy:What!?

Ilia:It’s only right. All this free community service doesn’t do well for my bank account. Also the oldest should always pay. It’s only right.

Judy:*grabbing wallet* You’re lucky that I think you’re endearing.

Ilia:Cool. Dan, make that water a Coke.

Dan:On it.

Judy:Okay so I know that’s my favorite drink, but does that mean the other drinks you ordered are their preferences.

Ilia:Maybe.

Dan:Yes.

Ilia:Can you not?

Judy:You were paying that much attention to them huh?

Ilia:I’ve known them for a bit.

Dan:She’s seen them order it once.

Ilia:Dan we’re going to fight.

Dan:Or you can take your food now. *puts tray down* Enjoy the party.

Ilia:Thanks.

She reaches to grab it but Judy cuts her off and takes it. The two begin slowly walking back towards the water. Ilia can’t help but look at Sun sitting next to Neptune and laughing about who knows what. Sure he was admittedly cute; she wasn’t blind. Not to mention he was nice, but there needed to be more than that. Still,she couldn’t shake off their night together. Her heart pounded thinking about their conversation on the roof. It was so...liberating. So comforting, the way they confided in each other. Not to mention his tears. He actually cried for her. That was more unexpected than what came after.

That warmth. That mix of fear, comfort, and excitement. It was...new? Definitely different, but not bad; definitely not bad. Her face began to heat up thinking about what she could remember from their heated exchange. What was his take about his experience? Did… he enjoy it? Why did she care? What was this ache that hit the pit of her stomach every time she looked at his face.

Ilia:Judy?

Judy:What’s up?

Ilia:What if...something did happen? Something that wasn’t bad but isn’t exactly good either? What would you do to explain it?

Judy:That’s extremely vague but...I’d try to figure it out. Word of advice, your “type” is just like everything else in your life; it can grow and evolve. It’s even possible that you never really figured it out in its entirety. Take it from me, you never stop learning about yourself. Ilia you are young and at one of the best, if not the best place to party in Remnant. Have fun and take your time.

Ilia:Wow, that might be the most grown up thing I’ve ever heard you say.

Judy:Hehe, you’re not the only one who’s been doing some growing lately. Times are changing. Don’t stand still.

She hands Ilia the tray and winks as she nudges her a step forward.

Sun:*blushing* Dude I don’t need this.

Neptune:Anything happens at a party dude.

Sun:Except for that, unless I want it to.

Neptune:Or you’re drunk.

Sun:Shut up! I don’t need a-

Ilia:We’re back.

Sun:H..Hey!

Neptune:Gasp! Blueberry lemonade!

Ilia:Yep, got you a burger too, and a mango tea for Sun.

Sun:You actually remembered that?

Ilia:Is...that weird? It’s only been like a day or so.

Sun:I know that. I just didn’t think….never mind.

Ilia:O...kay? Everything cool?

Neptune:He’s still a little burnt out from his conversation at Blake’s place.

Judy:Oooo what’s that all about?

Sun:Nothing really.

Neptune:Everything actually. A little bit of a romance problem.

Sun:Basically I sort of thought there was something between us and maybe there might’ve been? Doesn’t matter now; she’s home with her girlfriend Yang and it’s gotten to me a tad bit.

Judy:You look like you’re doing well.

Sun:I got into a drunken argument with Yang and almost broke a guy's arm. Yang and I made up tonight but then I left the house right afterwards. Being around them right now is sort of…

Ilia:Numblingly irritating. Not in the fun way either. *bites hotdog*

Sun:I was gonna be nicer than that but, yeah. That’s sort of what I’m feeling too.

Judy:To think Ms. Belladonna had three different people gunning for her heart. Is that why I saw you completely hungover Ilia? Drinking your sorrows away?

Ilia:Something like that.

Judy:Tough break. I see how you got to that point but personally, I would’ve tried something different. The best way to stop thinking about one person is finding yourself around others.

Neptune:We all were sort of disjointed last night. A plan was in motion but it all crumbled.

Judy:Ah. Still, heartbreak and booze is dangerous. I would’ve just gotten laid.

Hearing that almost made Ilia choke. How was Judy tiptoeing around so many land mines by accident!? Sun was able to keep his composure but just barely. The two remained silent and continued to eat while Neptune was trying not to laugh. Looking at either one of them could be fatal. Pretending that he’s only being a shoulder to lean on for one and not the other was challenging. He could tell both were quietly screaming “help” in their own ways.

Neptune:(Guess I should do something.) You wanna dance Judy? (Why did I say that?)

Judy:Huh?

Neptune:Dance, everyone is partying around us. I’m feeling better and music is blaring. So let’s dance. Unless you’re scared.

Judy:Not at all. Let’s all get up and enjoy the festivities in a few minutes. Imma let this food settle real quick. After that, the fireworks should be about ready to go off in about another hour. Sounds like a good way to wrap the night up since a certain someone put a time limit on being out.

Ilia:You’re lucky I didn’t go back home the minute I didn’t see you all waiting for me.

Judy:Whatever. You’re happy you came. Now let’s party!

Judy hopped up and took Neptune’s hand then ran off towards the crowd of people. The poor boy barely had time to grab his lemonade. Sun Ilia couldn’t help but laugh at how easy it was for Judy to get Neptune doing whatever the fox faunus wanted. It was a good thing that Judy wasn’t the kind of person to take advantage of others.

The laughter quickly ended when the two realized that they were alone again. They looked at each other at the same time and didn’t do anything but stare for what felt like hours of uncomfortable awkwardness. A couple more seconds passed before gears finally started turning and they ran to catch up with their friends. Being alone was too much right now.

Though Ilia was reluctant to come out, she was actually happy she did. It took a little time but she was getting in the spirit of things. Neptune was still an atrocious dancer but Judy didn’t seem to mind one bit. He actually looked like he was getting a bit better at it if Ilia squinted hard enough. Sun found himself dancing a ton. The boy went from one dance partner to another; whoever was up to it.

Ilia was no exception. Eventually he ran buy and took her by the hand to move closer to the center of the party. He probably started with others in order to hype himself up she thought. Surprisingly, it went well. There was a bit of anxiety whenever they started but nothing major. She was having fun and he was too. It’s like what Judy said, it’s a party. Not having fun would be tragic.

The night continued with splendid music, food, laughs, and exactly one bottle of beer. Ilia caved a little on her self imposed rule. She needed a bit of liquid courage to the edge off. Thankfully Judy was there to make sure “a little bit” was exactly what Ilia got. Now all four sat comfortably on two benches. watching the dazzling fireworks display. All of them in pretty good spirit and exhausted feet. Sun had planned to sit next to Neptune but Judy dashed those plans quickly. Now he was next to Ilia. It wasn’t as weird as before yet he couldn’t help but feel his heart race a little. There wasn’t much room to sit so being a few inches apart was unavoidable.

Ilia was too busy watching the fireworks to really notice. She’d finally gotten swept up in the moment. Sun watched her gaze at them in peaceful bliss. Each one that went off made her eyes grow bigger; her skin constantly changing colors with them as they lit up the night sky. She wasn’t the only one changing colors though. Sun could feel his face getting red the longer he looked at her cheerful experience. Something about it was so….calming.

He would’ve stared at it for hours if she hadn’t tuned to him by chance and he was forced to act like he was watching the sky the entire time. Unfortunate for him, Ilia isn’t stupid. It was strange. She felt kinda happy he was looking at her for whatever reason. This initiated both of them trying to steal glances from one another. A game that didn’t go unnoticed by their friends.

Judy:I could be wrong but do I see a different kind of fireworks happening between those two.

Neptune:I wouldn’t go that far. Sparklers for sure. I hope they know it isn’t the most subtle thing either.

Judy:Not likely. But enough about them. So, tonight has been fun. Getting any fireworks between us Goggles?

Neptune:*red* That’s...I...your are definitely something bright and fiery.

Judy:What does that make you?

Neptune:Burning up and melting helplessly.

Judy:Hehe, I’m that intimidating? I know I tease but not that much.

Neptune:Pretty sure I’m over thinking a tad bit. A surprise date is, well, surprising. Trying to make sure it goes well.

Judy:Yeah I did kinda spring this on you. Well for the record, I’ve been enjoying it. Question is, are you more concerned about it going well or ending well?

Judy leans in closer with a devious smile. Neptune didn’t comprehend the words they spoke for a couple seconds but immediately got the message moments later. The realization noticeable from the blush on his face.

Neptune:Oh I...that wasn’t my intent...well it crossed my mind. Not that it was the only thing I was thinking! I thought of plenty of other stuff besides you. Physically I mean! You’ve been on my mind all night. That...sounded weird. Was-

His adorable rambling was cut off by their finger pressing against his lips. He wasn’t joking about burning up. Poor boy got to the touch.

Judy:This is the furthest you’ve gotten with someone hasn’t it? Be honest with me.

Neptune:More like it’s the first time in a long time that this felt more than just an act. This feels...real. In a sense. Like I’m not going through the motions.

Judy:Tell me Goggles, how do you want this night of yours to end honestly? Cause I can tell you how I want it.

Neptune:I’d be lying if I said I wouldn’t love for us to spend the entire night together, but I’d also be really nervous about it the entire time.

Judy:(He’s so cute when he’s trying) Say, why don’t we continue this conversation back at your room? Talk more about the things we currently want, and see what goes from there?

Her voice was low and like silk. She looked at him with such a playful yet honest desire as Judy’s finger trailed off his lips and down to his chest. Nervous wasn’t enough to describe Neptune’s current feelings; he didn’t even trust himself to speak at the moment. All he did was nod. After that, Judy took his and stood up eagerly. This night gave a lot of information about Neptune and it was checking off a lot of the right boxes. Ironic for someone who’s spent a lot of time trying to not be put in one. Neptune wasn’t exactly sure how things got to this point so fast. Parties are a thing of mystery. He wasn’t going to chicken out of what this night might hold for him and mentally tried to psych himself up before leading the way. He didn’t get far since….

Sun:Uh, where are you guys going?

Neptune:(Oh yeah, I’m supposed to be helping them. Gods damnit….) we were…

Judy:Fireworks are almost over and even though the party will probably rage on for several more hours, I think I’ve had my fill. So Neptune and I are going to his place and get to know each other a little more. Hope you don’t mind?

Ilia:What!? Is this an all night thing or what?

Judy:My, my, that’s a bit of a personal question don’t you think? Who’s to say really?

Ilia:Don’t get cute with me. At least go to your place. Sun needs a place to sleep.

Sun:Oh hey I actually didn’t think of that. Thanks.

Judy:No can do. My place is a mess and there’s sensitive files out that shouldn’t be seen by civilians.

Sun:Are you making that up? You wouldn’t actually leave something like that out right?

Ilia:She’s a workaholic; not to mention a clutter bug. There’s totally something left out on her coffee table right now.

Judy:And my bed, couch, probably the sink. His place is nicer.

Ilia:But-

Judy:If you care so much about Sun sleeping somewhere nice then take him to your place.

A massive firework shot up and lit the entire area with dozens of smaller ones. in a grand finale. There it was, the stinger to this entire night. Completely overshadowed by what Ilia just heard. Suddenly all the anxious, awkwardness, and butterflies in her stomach came rushing back. That one beer threatened to even come back up for a split second with how hard her gut dropped. She wasn’t facing Sun but she knew he was definitely feeling the same. Judy was playing dirty. What happened to taking things at your own pace!?

Ilia:That’s-

Judy:You have a futon if I remember correctly. Not to mention a bunch of pillows. He can sleep there and you sleep in your room. No fuss, no muss. Unless, there’s some reason that’s a bad idea?

Ilia:*mentally taxed*....

Sun:...I could go back to my room at Blake’s?

Neptune:Dude...

Ilia:But you don’t want to be there.

Sun:Yeah. Doing something that you’re not comfortable with and ruining their night sucks as an alternative. So I’ll-

Ilia:You’re coming home with me.

She said crossing her arms and giving him a look of dissatisfaction. The others stood quietly. They weren’t expecting the sudden shift in attitude.

Ilia:Seriously, I thought I told you that you have to stop drawing the short straw for the sake of others all the time. You don’t think I’d feel guilty putting you in a position where you’re miserable?

Neptune:She’s right. Be a little greedy for yourself sometimes man. No need to always bite the bullet.

Sun:I…*scratches head* my bad.

Judy:Well if that’s settled then we’re all set. Ilia, don’t worry about community service tomorrow. Take a proper morning to unwind. Leave the paperwork to me.

Ilia didn’t get the chance to respond before Judy left with a flustered and nervous Neptune. Once again, her and Sun were left alone. Only this time it felt like they were back on the pier. Ilia rubbed her arm and try finding anywhere to look that wasn’t his face. That stupidly endearing face.

Sun:So you wanna party a bit more before heading back?

Ilia:I think Judy robbed what energy I had left. We can start heading back and talk on the way.

Sun:Okay.

That might’ve been the plan, but it did not happen. Not exactly anyways. They did indeed leave behind the festive noises and laughter to finally turn in for the night but talking felt impossible. Sure there was plenty they wanted to say, but they never managed to find the words for them. Instead they walked as quiet as death itself on the way to Ilia’s house. Each with a thousand unspoken thoughts on their mind. Sun contemplated on if this was a good idea while Ilia tried her best to remember just how clean her house was. She’d never have a guest. Not even Blake. Ilia’s home was her escape from the world; her little piece of sanctuary in the chaos she called her life. Now she was about to share it.

Part 9

[unlockthelore]

Recharge

After a long day at school and fulfilling his duties as a Keyblade Master, Riku just needed to relax and Kairi was the perfect person to help him do that. Part of the Beyond the Horizon series on Ao3. For more updates, follow the beyond the horizon tag on this blog.

Riku was exhausted.

The day had been jam-packed from morning to afternoon — too much talking, school assignments needing to be excused, and disputes between inhabitants of other worlds confused on where he’d come from and how he could help them in their time of need.

Due tomorrow, bared down his throat with a snide glance from his homeroom teacher as a thin packet of papers were shoved into his hands.  Exhaustion and agitation mingled into an unpleasant taste on his tongue. If not for a timely save by Kairi, assuring it would be on their teacher’s desk by the first bel, Riku felt he might’ve said something that would even make the Heartless cower. To his relief, her arm slipped into the crook of his own as she pulled him through the halls of their school.

Needless to say, Riku was dead on his feet when they stepped outside. The sky tinted a pinkish-red, almost reminded him of her hair, and the light dancing at the back of his eyelids when he closed them. After he nearly tripped over a sand dune and a plank in a bridge, Kairi slowed to walk by his side, her arm tucked around his waist and their school bags held in her hand as he slung an arm around her shoulders. He wasn’t sure what he said, distracted by the sweet scent in her hair, and bitter warmth of a biting summer afternoon.

But Kairi giggled and squeezed his hip, muttering a soft, “You’re welcome, Riku.”

Home wasn’t a bad place to be. His mom, emerging from her workshop to answer the door, welcomed him with a little ruffle to the hair as she chatted with Kairi. Riku stumbling on lead feet to the kitchen and cracking open the freezer, thankful for the cool air blasting in his face, until he noticed something was missing.

“Mom!” He called, shoving over a few chocobo ice-cream cups and a box of moogle beef patties. “Did we have any more sea salt ice cream?”

After a brief pause, his mother shouted back, “Did you check the freezer?”

“Yeah!” Riku sighed mentally, wondering where else would he have looked.

“Remind me to put it on the list!”

Riku sighed and snapped the freezer shut with a rubbery slam. He could’ve sworn that he had one left over.

Can’t blame Sora for taking it.

A pang of hurt shuttered his eyes at the thought and he pressed his forehead to the door, attempting to will it away. He must have lingered longer than he thought because a comforting hand wrapped around his wrist and pulled him from the kitchen. Even with his eyes closed, darkness surrounding him, Kairi’s light was a small beacon unable to be ignored with its radiance. He opened his eyes to see her climbing the steps with his own feet clunking behind as he tried to match her pace.

“I’ll bring you both some snacks later,” his mom called from downstairs but the heavy thud of her workshop’s door told him later would be a ways away.

Nevertheless, he was grateful to hear the whirring of machines and loud knock of her hammer against wood. The islands couldn’t have asked for a better shipwright though he wasn’t looking forward to what she made with the help of Chip and Dale.

“Riku, are you okay?” Kairi asked, looking back to him as she pushed open the door to his room.  He resisted the urge to shield his eyes from the light slanting through the wide semi-circle windows along the north and west wall of his room.

After his return, he’d taken down the deep blue curtains rendering his room dark and cool. He had done his best to ignore his mother’s audible sigh and look of relief when he folded them and set them inside a box at the bottom of the linen closet.

Kairi squeezed his hand. “You’ve been zoning out all day…”

Fighting back a grimace, Riku tried for his best smile. “Just tired is all.”

Her brows pulled together and from the quick once-over, he knew she wasn’t convinced but seemed to let it go, releasing his arm to flop on his futon. The deep blue sheets rippled around her like water, a paopu plush he’d gotten years ago hugged to her chest. “Well, we’ll finish our homework quick, and then you can take a nap, yeah?”

Nudging the door shut with a kick of his heel, Riku grumbled an affirmative, shuffling across the ombre sea-green carpet to his desk where he collapsed into his spinning chair. It rocked a little from side to side, burdened with his weight but Kairi’s giggle when he spun about was worth knocking his knee against his desk drawers. She tossed him his school bag and he shuffled about for the homework sheets, grimacing at the sheer number but setting to work.

If anyone asked him, he’d take an army of Heartless over schoolwork.

A thought that grew more appealing by the second as he blanked on the same problem six times over, deciding to abandon his books in a huff. His laptop pushed to one side of his desk and papers strewn about, pencil lying haphazardly amidst a cluster of eraser shavings. Tossing his head back, Riku glanced aside to find Kairi hard at work, absorbed with scribbling across the paper. She still held the plush in her lap, squished between her textbook serving as a makeshift writing desk. The tip of her tongue poked out the side of her lips, brows furrowed in concentration. Although Riku wasn’t sure how comfortable it was to be hunched over as she worked, he had to admit she pulled it off.

Idly spinning from one side to the other, his mind kept wandering from one thought to the other. Too awake to be tired but too tired to function. Pushing up from his chair, he let it roll away from him as he climbed up to sit on his bed, slipping his legs on either side of Kairi’s waist and his arms around her middle. The sun warmed the back of her hair, giving it a musty flowery scent he inhaled with abandon, nosing against her shoulder for emphasis.  Even though he had to hunch over with their difference in height, he didn’t mind.

Embarrassing as it was, Kairi smelled nice.

Like home.

“Riku…?”

He hummed into her hair, feeling the gentle pat to the side of his head, her fingers working into his hair and lightly scratching at his scalp. That shouldn’t have felt as nice as it did. Practically melting into the touch, Riku gently rubbed his hand up and down her side.

“Are you okay?”

“Needed you…”

Kairi’s hand slipped from his hair and it was sorely missed but she squeezed his wrist, gently patting with slow circles drawn against the back of his hand. “I’m here…”

Riku almost grimaced. He could hear the forlorn emptiness in her words, despite the comfort. Tension lingering in the air with unspoken words as he was sure they were both thinking of who wasn’t. Time had taught him not to dwell though, and he squeezed her lightly in his embrace.

“Thanks…”

“You’re welcome, Riku,” she murmured, a smile in her voice.

After what felt like forever with her toiling away and him clinging to her back, Riku lifted his chin and set it upon her shoulder, peering down at the pages which resembled nothing but squiggles and lines on white paper to him. “… What’re you doing?”

Kairi paused for a second then laughed, and his heart fluttered when she turned enough for him to catch the blue of her eyes crinkled in amusement. “The homework we were assigned, silly. You really need that nap.”

On a second glance, Riku had to admit the papers did resemble what he’d shoved aside on his desk. His nose wrinkled and he shrugged, brushing his lips against her cheek beneath the length of her eyelashes before settling against her shoulder again. “You’re doing great, Kai…”

“Hehe, thanks…” She giggled, and Riku tried to tether himself to the sound, even if his hold was slurred and shaky with sleep. “Try to rest a little, Riku.”

He wanted to tell her that was impossible. Rest for him would mean dreams, and in his dreams, he saw him. It wasn’t always those eyes — bright, round, and blue as the sky — haunting his dreams. Sometimes, he saw faces of those who were pushed to the darkness while they yearned for the light. Divested of purpose and existence simply for the sake of the one who connected them all. The same one who gave up everything so they could be free. He had to admit, he was rather tired of this dance of guilt. But he memorized the steps and moved through it alone because he didn’t want her to know that her eyes haunted him too.

His hold on her tightened, hand splaying against her stomach, brushing between the paopu fruit plush and the thin fabric of her uniform shirt. “I’m not ever moving again…” He declared after awhile, and Kairi’s answering giggle pulled him from his hazy thoughts.

“You have to eat sometime.”

He smiled a little and brushed his forehead against her shoulder, smelling the sunshine and light rolling off her in waves. “Nope, gonna just live off light…” He trailed off into silence for a moment, hiding a smile against the back of her neck. “Like a plant.”

Kairi scoffed, swatting at his wrist, her pencil thumping against his arm with barely a glimmer of pain. “You’re not a plant, Riku.”

The corners of his lips twitched up. Light streaming through the windows warmed the back of his neck but hers kept away his troubles, reminded him of his successes, and what he still yet had to fight for.

Just like his.

Opening his eyes enough to view the sea of red obscuring his vision, he smiled. “Then why does your light keep me happy and healthy?”

Her shoulders tensed. The smile curling at his lips only widening when he pulled away and saw the pink tips of her ears. If he looked around to her face, he was certain it would be just as red.

“You’re silly…”

A smile in her voice and her light shining bright enough that he almost wanted to look away. Almost but not quite. Her eyes were on her homework but the scratch of her pencil slowed since they’d been talking. Riku watched with fondness curling in his chest, threatening to strangle any sense of reason. Tiredness was temporarily forgotten as he tucked his lips at her ear, cradling her against his chest in a loose hold.

“Kiss me?”

It was an uphill battle asking for one. Kairi — and Sora — insisted he could have as much affection as he wanted from either of them. Happy to give it even at the most inopportune of moments, and no matter how fleeting. Riku was embarrassed at times. How needy did they think him? And above that, didn’t they know if he lingered too long in their light, he might have grown to crave it?

Sora didn’t seem to mind. So often as it seemed like Sora followed him around, it might have been the other way around. Kairi led them as much as they followed, and the three of them were simply together. Pulled into one another’s orbit, bound by some unspoken love and adoration.

Kairi tapped her pencil against the page, the light sticking and click of lead drawing Riku out of his thoughts as she tossed a small wry smile over her shoulder. “You’d have to move for that,” she teased, and his worries were entirely forgotten.

He tipped his head back with a groan. “Kairi…”

“You can’t have a kiss if I can’t see your face,” she replied in a lilting tone, too amused for his liking.

Riku wrinkled his nose and mulled over the consequence of not. On one hand, he could kiss Kairi and drift off to sleep peacefully. While on the other, he could mess around and not have it at all. Weighing the costs and the gains, Riku sighed. “I want three.”

Kairi hummed thoughtfully, tapping her pencil to her chin. Her silence stretching on for so long that Riku huffed and squeezed her hip, earning a giggle. “Alright, deal.”

Burying a smile against her shoulder, he laid a kiss at the crook of her neck before lifting his head, shifting backward. “Three,” he reminded while she set aside her work, turning toward him.

“Three.” It was a repeat but also an agreement. His heart skipping a beat at the determined look in her eyes as she settled on her knees facing him. Her hands slipping in his hair sending him into a buzz of sensory delight, working lightly against his scalp, his eyes fluttering shut. Even in the dark, he could see her approaching but the softness of her lips was something he was unprepared for.

Along with the faint taste of sea salt.

Her hands threaded in his hair, elbows resting against his shoulders and he tipped his head up to meet her at the new angle, finding purchase with his hands against her hips. The taste of sea salt and dried fruit, something sweet but not so overpowering that it was bitter, lingered on her lips. Anchoring himself with the hold, Riku hummed deep in his chest and pulled away enough to speak against her lips.

“You ate my last ice cream, didn’t you?”

Although he couldn’t see her face when she gasped, Kairi’s voice always pitched when she was fit with giggles. “That’s not the point of why we’re here right now, is it?”

Riku couldn’t help but smile. She definitely ate it but he couldn’t find it in himself to be upset with her. Pulling her to him with another kiss pressed to her smiling mouth, he brought his teeth down on her lower lip, pulling lightly when she gasped. A brief flick of her tongue against his own before he pulled away again.

“… You definitely ate it.”

Kairi’s light was a bit brighter and when he cracked his eyes, the flush to her cheeks had returned just as the bite of her fingernails against his scalp reminded. She was beautiful. Freckles beginning to show along her nose and cheeks, faint but hardly able to be missed.

“I’ll buy more,” she assures, and Riku shrugs.

“Forget about it.”

He could hardly care about it now. Looping his arms around her waist to pull her against him as he rocked backwards, spilling over onto his bed in a tangle of limbs. Kairi’s surprised squeak and shout of his name drowned out in startled laughter. Her knee almost catching him in the hip as she squirmed but he smiled nonetheless, tucking his nose against her cheek,.

With the angle of light slanting through his windows, her freckles were prominent and so was the blue of her eyes. If Sora was the sky, then Kairi was the ocean, and Riku was sure he could linger in the sea for awhile longer if she was the one holding him.

“That was unfair,” She huffed, poking his stomach, breaking the small trance he’d been in. Her lower lip poking out in a tiny pout and he was hard pressed not to laugh. That would’ve only spurred on the challenge and he didn’t have the energy to wrestle with her today.

“Call it even for eating my ice cream.”

She rolled her eyes and threw her arm across his side, resting her head against his shoulder. “I guess,” she murmured, face lax with contentment and half-buried shirt.

Riku’s eyes softened and he rested his forehead against hers as she hugged closer to him, shielding her cheek from the sun as he cradled it with his palm, combing her hair behind her ear. “Nap?” He asked when the silence carried on for awhile longer.

Kairi shifted slightly, her eyes barely opening but it felt as if the tide had washed over him. “Nap.” She closed her eyes again and Riku smiled, remiss to move too far from her. With a light flick of his finger and a whisper of Aero, his blanket lifted up and a murmur of Gravity brought it closer to them, lying it over them.

It wasn’t often he goofed off but he could make an exception. And it might have been a misuse of his powers, but looking down at Kairi resting peacefully.

So what?

[scarecrow-forest]

OC Interview!

I was tagged by @amalthemir​  thanks buddy!!!

1. Choose an OC.

2. Answer them as that OC.

3. Tag 5 people to do the same.

I’ll tag @rogue-snorunt​ @marvilus73​

1. What is your name?

“Name’s Jax, Just ‘Jax’, that’ll do.“ *tongue clicking with winks and finger guns*

2. Do you know why are you named that?

“Oh, that’s easy! That was some dude’s name. uh, my old friend, and she’s ghoul btw, That Jax guy, not me, was her friend, before all this bomb shits happened. ...well, actually, I’ve never met him in person, If I did he’d be another ghoul i guess?, but I heard he had a rich brown hair like me! HA! ain’t that awesome? huh? oh he must have been one damn fancy guy, I can feel it!”

(**FYI: that pre-war ‘Jax’ guy was Eternity’s dog. A brown retriever dog. and Jax doesn’t know about it.)

3. Are you single or taken?

"Aw ,man. I actually came here with him! oh, right there. that tall guy with glasses, *waves hands to that guy* HEY, BABE! He’s here with me to make sure I don’t spill some stupid shits.”

4. Have any abilities or powers?

“HA! I made that gorgeous sweet summer sunshine to fall in love with me. That can count as some super power, ay? *receives some directions from tall guy* oh, wait. which one? the sunshine part? WHY? ...fine. Can we scratch that sunshine part out? he’s kinda really very shy, so...“

5. Stop being a Mary Sue.

“Aw, you. *chuckles, but has no idea who marry sue is*”

6. What’s your eye color?

“it’s kinda whisky color. y’know, but like, when it’s shinning under the sun light-color. Eternity used to say it looks like a tiny piece of cazador’s wing, but I like whisky color more. *tall guy tells Jax it’s ‘amber’* oh that called an amber? yeah, you know what? my babe’s hella smart, so he’s probably right. Amber it is. ”

7. How about your hair color?

“Damn rich brown, just like that before the bomb Jax guy.”

8. Have any family members?

“Ma and pops are long gone. yeah, no need to do that sad faces, it was already a few decades ago, and there’s E, my ghoul buddy. she’s... dunno, she’s badass, one hell of a sharp shooter and no cazadors can fuck with her. so, she should be fine, or... i don’t know, man. hey can I have that sad faces now? I think now is the good time for that.”

“Oh, hey, but I got an awesome gang now! there’s, well, my sunshi-, um, babe there, a good buddy who’s a damn great sniper, tiny and perky friend who likes to punch things, Raul... I think he’s kinda picky tho, also Cass oh man, she makes this moonshine thing and those are just great. Ed-e is an awesome eyebot, they’re, yay big, and round, oh and shoot cool laser. also Rex, my good boy! and there’s a nephew of mine, He’s a really cool kid! oh I wish I could bring some fancy meals he made, man. I think he can do some magic things with foods. those are all so good.“

9. Oh? How about pets?

“dunno... Oh, OH! I heard somewhere, some scavengers take a yao guai with them as a pet? oh man that sounds so crazy. I wish i could do that.“

10. That’s cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don’t like?

“Cazadors and Botflies, man they literally looks like one big hairy ballsack with wings. I mean, I like big hairy ballsacks, dang, my ballsack is also hairy, but COME ON. Cazadors and Botflies are just too nasty. ...*coughing sound from distance* ...oh, okay, we should scratch that ballsack talk out too, dude.”

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?

“I... uh, umm. like to read. well, no difficult stuffs tho. a--nd... hmn, like to watch my babe read something.“

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?

"Every time I came back from some weird ass place? and my babe, he worried sick every time. mostly It’s because of me. I’m just a big idiot and he’s a kind and smart.... *whispers* sweet summer sunshine. hehe.”

13. Ever… killed anyone before?

“Only someone’s being an ass to me, yeah.”

14. What kind of animal are you?

“Me....? huh, dunno. oh, I think some girl called me Opossum once. eh, but anything’s fine, but cazador and botfly, man.”

15. Name your worst habits?

“Nah, man my habits are all the bests.”

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?

“My babe, I think? He’s a really great man. Y’know. A bit shy tho. Every single day I’m becoming more of a good man, because of him.”

17. Are you gay, straight or bisexual?

“I’m... what was it babe? oh, I’m Pan, buddy.”

18. Do you go to school?

“what’s ‘school’?”

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?

“I.... Yeah... haha *sweats* yeah, marry... ha... next question?”

20. Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?

“I HAVE THAT? WHOA!!!! NO WAY!”

21. What are you most afraid of?

“Cazadors? and... well, babe's death.”

22. What do you usually wear?

“Leather armor, man. those smells nasty, but pretty comfy. *receives some directions from tall guy* what? NO! THAT’S NOT ME, ARMOR STINKS, YES, BUT NOT ME! BABE! COME ON!!!!”

23. What’s one food that tempts you?

“Is whisky a food? no? oh then, BAKED BANANA YUCCA!”

24. Am I annoying to you?

“WHA?? Nah, dude, not at all!”

25. Well, it’s still not over!

“Is it? *shouts to tall guy* hey babe! you okay? want some coffee? no? ... kay, I think we are good.”

26. What class are you (low/middle/high)?

“I’m courier class! .... what? no?”

27. How many friends do you have?

“I’m... hmm. Many?”

28. What are your thoughts on pie?

“what pie? Oh- OHH! If there’s a banana yucca pie, I’m in.”

29. Favorite drink?

“A WHISKY”

30. What’s your favorite place?

“Have you ever been to the Zion? DAMN that place is crazy beautiful! my babe and I are gonna go there someday, man.”

31. Are you interested in anyone?

“Ah, He’s right there. hey babe! Love ya! *waves hand to him”

32. That was a stupid question…

“pfft, Nah man. but c’mon! he’s really cute right? actually, that was my pick up line. hahaha. I forgot to use my inner voice. and I said it out loud. *receives some directions from tall guy again* NO, BABE. THAT REALLY WAS MY PICK UP LINE! YES! .... *coughs*...heh... sorry about that.”

33. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?

“I’ll go wherever as long as It’s mirelurks free zone, and centaurs, and no radiation, and... idk, no deathclaws, geckos, and shits and stuffs. aw damn, I’ll be fine if I’m with my babe and friends, man.”

34. What’s your type?

“my type..? hmm... well, smart guy with sassy mouth, looks like sweet summer sunshine, smells like sweet summer sunshine, a bit shy, really noble and has good karma and goal that can even change my whole world. yeah, that’s my type. .... *coughing sound from distance*  No, babe! It’s not you, it’s my type. like in general thing,... WHAT? NO? WHAT OTHER GUY? NO!!! YEAH! IT’S YOU! YES, YES!! .... can we... yeah... like move on? ”

35. Any fetishes?

“uhhhh... no.... I...... ...so.. if I get horny when he’s acting all bossy, does that count as a fetish?”

36. Camping or outdoors?

“eh, dunno. both sounds all fine, i guess. when you wandering around the Mojave, you can’t be so picky, y’know.”

[kyouxa]

Diabolik lovers Chaos Lineage: Ayato Sakamaki (Story 01)

In terms of the gameplay: The black choices lead up to a bad ending, the white choices lead up to a good ending. Please no reposting onto other sites, ask me before translating this into another language too!♡

Place: Orange Mansion ー Unoccupied room

Ayato: Ha! I knew it. It’s only natural that yours truly would fit perfectly for the role of being your guard.

You better understand that there wasn’t a better choice to make.

Yui: Y-Yes...

(Until now I don’t know if my choice was right...) 

(But for some reason I felt like it needed to be this guy...)

Ayato: Hey, Chichinashi. Are you looking forward to it? Yours truly will make sure to play a lot with you.

Yui: ...Ngh!

(Those dangerous eyes... just what is he going to do with me?)

(Can I really live and work with such a person...?) 

Place: Orange Mansion ー Corridor

Yui: Haa... something‘s bugging me.

(Inside the mansion I‘m allowed to walk around freely but... I‘m not allowed to go outside)

(If I think about everything again, this mansion if full of vampire's. Should I not be worried about my whole situation?)

???: So that’s were you’ve been hiding!

*someone hugs Yui*

Yui: Kyaaaa?!

(S-Someone‘s hugging me from behind? Who!?)

Ayato: You seem lost with that face of yours. It took some time and effort to find you though.

Yui: Ayato-kun...? Ehh, why did you search for me?

Ayato: Ah, yeah. Regarding from today, yours truly will be your exclusive deputy.

Yui: ....Eh?

Ayato: Don‘t act like you don‘t know that I'll be with you all time from now on.

Yui: Eh! P-Please wait! What do you mean by that...?!

*footsteps appear*

Shin: Ahha, just like I thought. Ayato absolutely misunderstands the situation.

Yui: Shin-san? W-What do you mean?

Shin: You, Eve, are being targeted by other families. Even in this mansion we can’t guarantee for your safety.

That’s why I offered to help him with protecting you, but Ayato declined that...

*Ayato backs off*

Ayato: Just quit your blabbering and shut up already. It’s always better if only I'd stay by her side, right?

Yours truly wouldn’t be a good guard if I‘d not stay with her. That's why only Ayato-sama was chosen by Eve in the first place.

Shin: ...That is not what I mean. I‘m just saying that I offered my help and you refused it.

Yui: Um... now you two say that I could become a privately-owned woman, but the story seems to be quite different...

Ayato: Eh? You’re not that wrong. You're the choosen one and you came here to make one of us king, right?

Yui: I-It looks like that. 

Ayato: Well then, are you looking forward to it?

Yui: Huh? Yes... um..

Ayato: You should better look forward to the time you will be willing to be my toy.

Yui: What?! Why should I be willing to do that?

Besides, I don't like being toyed around, why would I ever like that?!

Ayato: It's none of my business, if you'll like it or not. Just do as I say.

Yui: (I'll really get in serious trouble!)

Shin: Ayato. I hope you know our brother will punish you for that behavior?

Ayato: Heh, Ruki's preaching isn't too scary. I’m free to do whatever I want.

Shin: I at least tried to warn you.

Well, I‘ll be by Ayato‘s side if someone of the families will come and attack our mansion.

Ayato: Interesting. There you go! Aren’t you happy, Chichinashi? I‘ll definitely protect you all the time.

Yui: S-Surely...

(I‘m not sure how to feel about that...)

Shin: You can play your games or anything, but please at least do your job properly.

Ayato: Shut up, I know that. Now you should get going.

Shin: Yes, Yes see you.

Oh, and... although I know that Eve will be with my brother. Make sure to not go outside with her.

*Shin leaves*

Ayato: Tch... he acts as if I wouldn’t know the rules here. It’s pissing me off.

Yui: Oh... is Ayato-kun really going to be my guard?

Ayato: What‘s with that face. Are you complaining about it?

Choices

1) ー Don‘t complain (white) ♡♡♡

2) ー Try to Complain (black)

ー Don’t complain ♡

Yui: I-I am not complaining. It is fine.

Ayato: That's good to know. You should act a little more honored, since you’re allowed to be with yours truly.

Yui: (I can't be honored, I was told that I might become a slave or a toy to begin with...)

ー Try to complain

Yui: Uhhh... hmmm...

Ayato: Hey, don’t act so troubled. You should trust me a little more about that, I’ll protect you for sure.

Yui: I understand...

(His eyes are too scary, they are literally forcing me to answer..)

end Choices

Ayato: Even so... something’s troubling me way more right now.

Yui: Huh? What is it?

Ayato: The smell of your delicious blood.

Yui: .....!

Ayato: It smells sweet and delicious. I wonder how it tastes?

Yui: (His eyes...are scary. I‘m nobody‘s prey...)

(I should try to escape. Otherwise, I... I surely will have my blood sucked—)

Place: Orange Mansion ー unoccupied room

Yui: Honestly, I feel like something‘s off...

(If a fight takes place, they‘re going to fight over me...)

(Ayato-kun who seems more violent than he shows... is actually supposed to be my guard...)

Maybe I made a mistake in my selection ...

*footstep noises*

Yui: (...Hm? Someone‘s running in the hallway... will they come in too?)

*someone violently opens the door*

Ayato: What, how come you didn’t change yet!?

Yui: Eh?! Ayato-kun! W-Why are you here...

(He came in immediately without knocking..)

Ayato: No need to know, if yours truly want to stay here you can’t change it.

Yui: Well, but I'm resting in this room, it's not like you need to stay here...

Ayato: Hah? Who allowed you to talk against me? You should actually understand your position.

Yui: My position?

Ayato: I‘ll make you understand. C’mere!

*Ayato grabs Yui*

Yui: Kyaaa?!

(W-What... He immediately pushed me down... I can’t move like this anymore... !)

Ayato: Did you say something? I told you that we‘ll play a lot. Don’t make me tired already.

From now on, I‘ll teach you with lots of punishments.

Like this you won‘t be able to disobey yours truly anymore.

Yui: It‘s like I said... I don’t know. I don’t know how you or your brothers can become king...

Ayato: Let‘s make some rules before you continue talking to talk to yours truly like that.

First, stop asking unnecessary stuff.

Yui: Nn...!

(Y-Yes... even though it’s a normal request, my body's tremors won't stop ...)

Ayato: Hehe, what are you so scared already... well of course, from now on I'm waiting for some great pleasures from you.

This sweet and delicious smell of your blood... I can‘t handle it. I‘ll be the first to taste... your delicious... blood.

Yui: (Nn... I'm seriously... getting my blood sucked... !)

Please, no! Let me go... !

*Yui struggles*

Ayato: Shut up. You‘re already my and only my prey!

Yui: Stop... !

(My shoulders... I can’t move them at all... I‘m trapped...)

Ayato: Look, it seems like here‘s the strongest smell of your blood. If I bite you here... I wonder how much blood will come out.

Yui: (His breath is on my neck—!)

*Ayato kisses Yui's neck*

Ayato: ....Nn

Yui: Agh..!

(His lips... they are...on my neck, why? Was he just teasing me... ?)

Ayato: Hehe, your voice shows excitement... My fangs will make sure to pleasure your entire body when I suck your blood then—

Yui: (Ah ー will he actually bite me?!)

Ruki: What’s going on in here?

Yui: ...Nn?!

Ayato: Tch, Ruki-kun.

Yui: (I... am saved... !)

Ruki: I got interested when I saw the door was widely open.

Ayato: And now? It’s not like I asked why you entered.

Ruki: I can’t disagree about that. But you should consider that Eve... isn’t just food.

I won’t force myself to stop your play. But if you won’t follow the rules, you will lose the role of being her guard.

Ayato: Hmph!

Ruki: ...We‘ll have a meal now. Meet us all in the living room.

*Ruki leaves*

Yui: (Ruki-kun... I was trying to be careful, but it didn’t help...)

(I am the only key to make them become the king... so they will keep me alive, right...?)

Ayato: His timing interrupted me... for real, who dared him to pissing me off!?

*Ayato let‘s go of Yui*

Ayato: He probably knew because of his intelligence.

Yui: (...Those eyes are still aiming for my blood... I‘m way too scared... I don't want  to move...)

Ayato: Hey, don’t think you can escape from me. We‘ll continue our play later. And then nobody will interrupt us... 'kay?

*Ayato leaves*

Yui: ....Ngh

(I can’t escape... just what should I do...?)

Place: Orange Mansion ー Corridor

Yui: (Ayato-kun... where did he go?)

What if he’s already waiting in this room for my arrival...

But if we get caught this time — No, I shouldn’t think about that...

(Everybody went to eat, but instead I took a shower to relax myself a little)

(I'm a little happy that I had time for myself.)

(Let me try to return to this room without letting anyone notice... !)

Ruki: What are you doing?

Yui: Kyaaa?! Ruki-kun?

Ruki: Are you actually trying to escape from here? Or... are you just trying to hide yourself from Ayato? 

Yui: S-Such a thing...

Ruki: Just what are you thinking? To let you know, I hate such a selfish behavior.

Yui: Okay... excuse me then...

(But if I’ll be able to escape, where will I go... What if another family catches me...)

Ruki: And? Did some memories return?

Yui: Memories? Ah.. You mean about the becoming king story? I‘m sorry, I still don’t know anything...

Ruki: I see. Seems like your memories are still confused.

Eve is the key to become the king, but until now it has been troublesome... you‘re pretty useless for me so far.

Yui: I‘m sorry...

(But I really don't remember anything)

(Even if it‘s because I’ve lost my memories... something feels off...)

Ruki: Well then. I got more important things to do.

It would be the best if you‘d hurry up and get your memories back quickly.

Yui: Yes...

???: Hey, what are you doing?!

Yui: Uwah..?!

(Ayato-kun?! I uhm... he‘s hugging me from behind once again)

Ayato: Hey, what are you doing with my Chichinashi!?

Ruki: If i‘m right, you‘re the one who lost sight of her? It’s your fault that she’s around here on her own.

Ayato: Until now I've been searching around here and there after her! But I couldn’t find her!

It’s good that I finally found you... I hope that jerk didn’t do anything to you. You shouldn't touch something that belongs to me!

Ruki: I told you already, it’s your property as her guard to keep an eye on her.

Ayato: Heh, I know that!

Yui: (So basically he‘s saying that I‘m his prey. After all, am I only going to be food for them?)

(I was caught right after I just thought that I could escape, I was stupid—)

Ayato: I found her now. It’s not like you jerk need to worry about that anymore. Let’s go back.

Ruki: ....He‘s like a starving beast. What a harsh behavior.

You should actually overthink your actions for once in awhile. I‘ll go and cool my mind a little.

Yui: Oh, Ruki-kun!

(He left, we‘re alone again..)

Ayato: He finally left...

Hey... you, did you run away from me on purpose?

Yui: Ah... that... is...

Ayato: Don’t search for an excuse! Come here!

*Ayato graps Yui*

Yui: Kyaaa!? That hurts!

Place: Orange Mansion ー unoccupied room

Ayato: I closed the door this time. Like this he can’t get in my way anymore. Come on!

Yui: Hey!

(I was thrown into the bed... no way!)

Ayato: I‘m getting annoyed. The smell of your blood is way better than the food I just had—

I‘ll suck you dry this time.

*Yui struggle*

Yui: Please... no!

Ayato: Oops, sorry.

Yui: My wrist... it hurts...!

Ayato: I told you already. I‘ll punish you until you won’t disobey me anymore.

Yui: Ah... please stop... I could die from having my blood sucked...

Ayato: Hehe, that crying face is turning me on. But I didn‘t allow you to talk back to me.

While I‘m going to pierce your neck, you should keep crying and begging for mercy...

Yui: N...No, please...

Ayato: Hehe, that face is amazing. You should show it to me more often.

Your punishment will start from now — ....Haa... mm

*Ayato bites Yui*

Yui: (I‘m scared... he‘s bitting my neck... agh..)

(I want to escape... but I feel so... numb...)

Ayato: Aah... so sweet... so that’s...what Eve‘s blood tastes like, it’s pretty delicious.

Heh, this seems to be more enjoyable than I thought.

Yui: P-Please... stop...

Ayato: Idiot, I‘ll decide when it’s enough. I won’t stop from now on...

Yui: (H-He won’t stop... is there no end...?!)

Ayato: Oh, what’s wrong? You‘re starting to enjoy it, right?

Yui: P-Please... stop... !

Ayato: I‘m not sure why, but your blood is addictive.... aah... mm...!

*Ayato bites Yui again*

Yui: S-Stop

Ayato: Why is it so sweet... it’s really going to get me addicted...

I want more... ! ...aah...mm...!

*Ayato bites Yui again*

Yui: A...Aah...!

(My body is getting weaker... It hurts here and there, I don‘t know either anymore...)

(I‘m close to faint... I wonder, if I‘ll die like this..)

*strange noise*

Yui: Kyaaa... ?!

(My... head....)

Yui: (What? I feel like I know this place...)

Yui: (I know this room... yes I know this room pretty well...that’s right..)

*strange noise*

Ayato: ....Aah! Your blood is truly amazing...no matter how much I drink I’m still thirsty...

Like this, I won’t need anyone‘s blood anymore besides yours.

Yui: Ugh... my...

Ayato: Heh? What is it?

Yui: (Yes... my blood was already special from the very beginning)

(That’s right. This guy, who looks brutal is actually very delicate.)

(He was the one, I wanted to be with.)

*strange noise*

Yui: Agh...ngh...

aaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!

*memories return*

Yui: (...That's right, in front of me is the one I love the most...)

(I love you, Ayato-kun...!)

Place: Orange Mansion - Yui's room

Yui: Yes... right...

Ayato: Hey, what is it. Are you going insane?

Yui: I finally remember....

Ayato-kun!!

*Yui hugs Ayato*

Ayato: Ugh?! What happened to you, it’s been ages since someone hugged me like that.

That’s exactly how you should treat me.

Yui: Ayato-kun don’t you understand? It’s me... !

Ayato: Hm? Is that a kind of new tradition from Eve? I’m only your guardー

Yui: It’s not like that! I finally remembered... everything we did and went through together!

Ayato: What are you talking about?

Yui: Huh...

(He’s not just joking around... he really can’t remember me at all?)

(I’m so confused. Why is this happening?)

(Yes, I always spent my time at the Sakamaki house and now I woke up at that strange church)

Where are we...? Aren’t we in Kaminashi...?

Also, why did Ayato-kun suddenly become Ruki-kun‘s younger brother?!

Ayato: We’ve been brothers from the very beginning. Is it such a shock that I sucked your blood?

I didn’t think it would be such a mess at the end.

Yui: That‘s wrong! I finally remembered after my blood was sucked... thanks to you I...

Ayato: Heh? Whatever you‘re blabbering about, it sounds actually pretty boring to me.

Yui: Ayato... kun...?

(He acts as if... he completely forgot about me...)

Ayato: If it's too late for you, I'll let you go to bed and leave you alone.

Yui: W-Wait! I need to talk to you!

(This isn't normal! Ayato-kun‘s acting completely weird, it’s like we never met before?)

(What about the others... they probably lost their memories too...)

Ayato: Well then, let’s continue next time —

*strange noise*

Ayato: ...What the hell, was that...

Yui: Eh...? Are you okay? What’s wrong?

Ayato: ...Shut up. Don’t touch me!

Yui: Kyaa... !?

Ayato: What happened, it’s weird for you to be so worried about me... haa...

Yui: Such...

Ayato: Haa... where’s that headache coming from now... fuck... how annoying.

This time you’ll get away with this. But starting from tomorrow you should know your position.

*Ayato leaves*

Yui: Ayato-kun...

(What’s happening... everyone’s memories are completely manipulated...)

(What’s exactly going on?)

Why is all of that happening...?

→ Story 02

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Chaos Lineage Yuma Chapter 5 Translation

Place : Dungeon

Yuma : Hey, here's the food

Kou : Horraaaay ! What is it today ? I'm already starving. Let's eat quick !

Yui : Geez, Kou-kun...

Azusa : Huh... ? There's four parts... ?

Yuma : It's our part. Don't eat them

Kou : You bother eating in jail ? Uwaaah, you have strange tastes

Yuma : Shut up. Any place's fine with me

Yui : Hehe...

We've been serving food to the prisoners

Kou-kun and Azusa-kun for several days.

I wonder if they were pleased or not.

These two got totally used to live

in this prison.

And Yuma-kun and I spent several

days enjoying this daily routine.

Yui : (I was a little surprised when Yuma-kun talked about “eating in jail”)

(Being with these two surely calms his mind)

(He doesn't get irritated even if I talk about them. Speaking of that previous time when he suck my blood...)

(When you think about it, he was... jealous, right ?)

Yuma : Hey, you ! I told you to not eat my part !

Kou : It's fiiiine, don't be so stingy. If you have leftovers, you should give them to me

Yuma : There's no leftovers. I just haven't eaten yet !

Azusa : This is Kou's... bad habit...

Yui : (Somehow, it's as if the Mukami family was back)

(I hope we can release them as quick as possible, though...)

Scene change : Scarlet mansion – Corridor

Yui : It was fun. These two enjoyed the meal and found it delicious

Yuma : Those guys have no sense of crisis or what ? They've already sent their request for the next meal...

Yui : Now that you mention it, is it because you properly listen to them ? You both completely got along

Yuma : Say who !? … And you didn't forget, right ?

Yui : Eh ? What ?

Yuma : I'm your owner. So if I see you waging your tail to other men...

I'll add more biting marks all over your body that won't disappear. Remember that

Yui : Y-Yes...

(As I thought, Yuma-kun's jealous)

(I'm a little happy despite being under such circumstances...)

*footsteps approaching

Shu : … Hey

Yui : Ah, Shu-san...

Yuma : Ah ? What's up ? You're making a scary face

Shu : You went to the cellar again, huh ? Don't get too attached to them

Yuma : I'm not getting attached to them

Shu : I wonder. Can't you see they're just pretending to be friends with you ?

Yuma : Hey, what you wanna say ? Stop beating around the bush

Shu : Okay. I'll be straigth then : you’re too naive.

Yuma : … What did you just say ?

Shu : I'm saying you leave yourself wide open

Those guys are from the Violets. It's those same guys who came spying on us as ordered by their leader

Didn't you even think that they're deceiving you to steal Eve when you're off guard ?

Yuma : There’s no way those guys would do that !

Shu : … !

Yui : Yuma-kun...

Yuma : I'm not swayed by emotions. I'm not at their beck and call either. I'm acting on my own will

I won't hand Eve over. Not just to those guys, but to anyone who comes !

Yui : (Yuma-kun is openly angry towards Shu-san...)

Shu : … I see. Then that's fine

But don't forget. Those guys you're sharing dinner with... are enemies

*Shu leaves

Yuma : … I know that

Shit, why am I protecting them... ?

Yui : (… I want to tell him something, but what should I say ?)

(It's frustrating... I know the truth but there's nothing I can do...)

Scene change : Scarlet mansion – Yuma's room

Yuma : …

Yui : Yuma-kun, shouldn't we go to the vegetable garden today ?

Yuma : … Yeah... We'll go later

Yui : Okay...

(It looks like he's more and more lost in thoughts recently)

(I know he's troubled about Kou-kun and Azusa-kun, but what should I do...?)

Choice 1 : Stay close to him (white roses)

Yui : (If I talk to him about something, it may just make him confused)

(Let's just stay by his side for now...)

Yuma : … What the hell is that ?

Yui : Eh... ?

Yuma : I don't get it anymore. My head knows that they're just enemies and prisoners, but...

Choice 2 : Talk to him (black roses)

Yui : Yuma-kun, are you okay ?

Yuma : What's with that “Are you okay ?” ?

Yui : You're always lost in thoughts. So if you're okay with me, tell me what's wrong ?

Yuma : Heh, you talk big for someone who can't do anything

Yui : Uh... I'm sorry

– End of choices

Yuma : … Hey, why do I care about those guys ? Isn't it weird from your point of view ?

Yui : Normally, you don't eat and get along with prisoners who are your enemies...

Yuma : Yeah...

Yui : But when you want to do it, you do it, right ?

If so, you don't mind about what the others think

It's just like you to live being honest with your own feelings

Yuma : You...

Yui : (It's not good, did I say too much...?)

Yuma : Geez, it's uncool... to be comforted by a woman I treat as a tool

You're right, it's not like me to twiddle my thumbs

Yui : Yuma-kun...

Yuma : I'm not gonna lower my guard to my enemies, I won't forgive them if they try something

But there's no point in directing my sword towards those guys now

That's my true feelings. I won't hesitate

Yui : Yes, you're right. That's what I think as well

Yuma : Heh, you're very weird as well for caring about someone like me

Yui : Is that so ? It's because when I see someone troubled, I want to become his strength

(Especially Yuma-kun...)

Yuma : Heeh... If you want to comfort me so much...

*Yuma pins her down on the bed

Yui : Kyaa !?

Yuma : You should comfort me by doing that kind of thing

Yui : T-That kind of thing is a bit...

Yuma : What ? I thought you'd freak out but you're embarrassed ? It's not all bad either

I'm joking. It was my first intention but I changed my mind

Yui : Eeeh !?

Yuma : I'll suck from your arm for once. Make a good voice, sow. *sucks blood

Yui : Yuma-ku... Ah... !

(It's just a little, but he's more gentle than before...?)

(He's supposed to bite me strongly, and yet, I don't feel just pain, but rather...)

Yuma : What's with that dreamy look ? You don't hate it this time

Yui : Ah... That's because...

Yuma : Are you feeling that good ? Then I'll suck from the nape of your neck as well... *sucks blood

Yui : Uh... Uwah...

Yuma : So sweet... What's that ? It became thicker than before... ?

Holy shit... I can't stop... *sucks blood

Yui : Ah... Haa... Aah... !

(It's as if... Yuma-kun regained his memories when he sucks my blood...)

(As it is... I will fall endlessly...)

Yuma : Haa... That was close... I was just about to kill you from sucking too much...

Guh... This again...

Yui : What's wrong... ?

Yuma : … It immediately cooled down... Guuh...

Yui : (He's holding his head again... ? It looks like a dizziness...)

Yuma : … Haa... Haa... Why's that happening every time... ?

Yui : Is this happening many times... ?

Yuma : Yeah, when I drink your blood... I always feel weird. So that happens...

I'm seeing weird things for a moment, as if something was mixed in my head...

Yui : That's...

(Could it be a sign he's regaining his memories ? Is this happening every time he sucks my blood ?)

*Yuma moves back

Yui : (Now that I think about it, I regained my memories because Yuma-kun sucked my blood)

(If this is the trigger, I'll have him suck more of my blood...!)

(… That's what I would like to say, but... My body wouldn't keep up with it...)

*door knock

Yui : … !?

Yuma : Who's this ?

Kino : It's me. Reiji's gathering everyone in the living room. Bring Eve with you as well

Yuma : Ah, 'kay...

… If I bring you in that state, that Reiji guy's gonna yell at me

Yui : Ah... It's okay. I can move my body now

(I'm a little anemic but it's something I got used to... Yes, I'll be fine)

Yuma : Wait a little. I'll make those bite marks disappear first... *licks

Yui : Eh... ?

(For Yuma-kun to take care of me like this...)

Yuma : Well, I'll get scolded if they're visible, but I just have to do that much

Yui : T-Thank you...

(Yuma-kun's definitely changing. He's really returning to his original-self little by little--)

Feeling that I can see even a little hope,

I clenched my fists very hard without

knowing it.

However, the moment things went calm,

it moved into something cruel--

Scene change : Scarlet mansion – Living room and dining room

Reiji : Allow me to get straight to the point. We will break into the Violet mansion

Yui : … !!

Kino : You went for a bold strategy, huh. For us to start the fight...

Shu : Eve's here so there's no point going all the way to their mansion, right ?

Reiji : No, on the contrary, we shouldn't miss this opportunity

It's been a few days since we captured Kou and Azusa, but the Violets showed no signs of moving

Do they think they're dead ? Or they don't feel like looking for them... ?

At any rate, the Violets are now composed of Carla, Laito and Subaru

Shu : You mean it's a great opportunity to crush them ?

Reiji : That's right. There's nothing better than having another cumbersome family disappear

Therefore, I will share you the strategy right now. Please listen carefully

Yui : (Breaking in... the Violet mansion ? Laito-kun and Subaru-kun are here, and yet, Reiji-san...!)

(Shu-san doesn't care a bit either ? If anyone suffers from a fatal injury--)

Yuma : Hey, you... Are you okay ?

Yui : I... I'm fine

Yuma : You don't look like it. You're shamefully trembling

You won't be in danger. I'm your guard, right ?

Yui : Y-Yes...

(What should I do ? Talk to Yuma-kun ? No, I would just confuse him)

(But it's different from the time Kou-kun and Azusa-kun got captured... If they fight, it will become a mortal combat !)

Reiji : … You there, have you listened to what I said ?

Yui : I-I'm sorry... !

Yuma : Don't scold me over such a minor matter. Anyway, we just have to capture the rest of the Violets, right ?

Reiji : Good grief... I won't allow any mistake. Do you understand ?

Yuma : I get it

Reiji : Then, this talk is over. Stand ready before we carry out the plan

Also, Yuma, make sure the two prisoners don't escape, just in case

Yuma : … !

'Kay... I get it

As Eve, since I will stay in this mansion,

Shu-san will also stay as the guardian.

Yuma-kun might not be my guard because

they're suspicious regarding the two prisoners.

The preparations progressed steadily and

I ended up seeing off Yuma-kun, Reiji-san

and Kino-san without doing anything.

And then--

They came back. Carla-san, Laito-kun and

Subaru-kun were captured...

Place : Scarlet mansion – Entrance hall

Laito : What a bad treatment you give to an injured person

Subaru : You bastards... I'll remember that !

Kino : Yeah yeah, don't struggle

Yui : Subaru-kun, Laito-kun !

(They're terribly injured... ! So much blood...!)

Reiji : Shu, hurry up and bring those three to the dungeon

Shu : How troublesome... Come with me obediently. Don't waste my time

Carla : Hmph... I have no intention to act indecent now

Yui : Even Carla-san was captured...

*Shu leaves with the three violets

Reiji : Please don't get any closer to them. We can't let them do anything strange after this

Yui : O... Okay...

(I'm glad everyone's alive, but... We must treat their injuries quick)

(I surely won't be allowed to do that, though. Should I just... leave them to the Scarlets ?)

Kino : Anyway, what happened to you, Yuma ? Did you eat something weird ?

Yuma : What ?

Kino : You weren't full of spirit today. You usually rush into the fight first

Reiji : He's right. This dreamy attitude when the enemy's here isn't something you should praise

Yuma : Shut up. Everything went well so who cares ?

Reiji : Your behavior is intolerable these last days. You know what will happen if you keep this on, right ?

Yuma : Tch...  I know

Reiji : Good. Then, I'll go check on the prisoners' condition. Kino, follow me

Kino : Alright. I can't wait to look at their chagrined face

*Reiji and Kino leave

Yuma : … What's wrong with you ? You look pale again

Yui : You too...

Yuma : Aah ? I'm normal. They didn't struggle much

But...

Yui : But ?

Yuma : Those Violet guys said “What happened to Kou and Azusa ?”

They're their own brothers, so they should be worried about them. But... something felt very wrong with me

“That's my line !”... was what I thought right at that time...

Yui : That's...

(… not something wrong. As Kou-kun and Azusa-kun's brother, Yuma-kun is really worried)

(Would it be better to tell him the truth since he's suffering so much ?)

Yuma : … I'll go look at the dungeon as well. That Kino guy may excessively torture them again

Yui : Ah... Then I'll go as well

Yuma : Don't come. It's different from when only Kou and Azusa were captured. Carla's here this time

I'll handle this roughly no matter what

Yui : But...

Yuma : Go to sleep first. See ya

*Yuma leaves

Yui : Ah...

(Nobody's dead, but a fight did happen. And they all got captured...)

(Even though they're brothers, why do they have to fight each other ?)

(Why is this happening, seriously...?)

Chapter 5 : End