#we go ...... 3racha .... that is so important i just .... on the ground .... whenever he sang the chorus i just ... the dance ....
Text
just . chan w_____w
#not @ my crying on the bus as i type this#i have so many things i really dont know where to start ;; well i guess the beginning because im just so sad i hate myself#they came out and i thought i was dreaming my heart stopped :;;;; and there was chan just standing thereni started crying ajd screaming#hes so much more ???? beautiful and amazing and the most fucking perfect human ive ever met in real life :(( i couldnt take my eyes off him#everything he did was incredible and oh my god his voice :((( his laugh ..... my favorite sound in the world .... it made me frel like#im the happiest person alive rn ...... and oh my god his shirt like he woukd jump or spinnane JSKFMSKF CHIDDIES I SAW THE ALMIGHTY CHIDDIES#IN REALY LIFE IMSKDJSKDK I CANNOT BREATH I JUST ANDNSK AND HOLY SHIT HIS VOICE HIS VOICE HIS VOICE im never going to shup up about this#also 🥺💞 during get cool .... his voice was so high pitched it was adorable i wanted yo blow up rigjt where i was standing .... i love u#glittery just posted ogotos and i want to cry all over again i hate myself this is so stupid ;;; ur stupid .... u and ur dumb smile#please i cant with these photos i feel like i might be sick i miss him so fucking much i cant breath or just ........ yeah#i would do snything to go back and do it ahain .... to go back and see him just one more yime ..... please .... i was crying so much during#the hi touch i couldnt see properly and i just wish i didnt cry so fucking much ....... and when m.i.a. started u doing understand the#amount of emotions i went through within those minutes ... i cried and cried like a fucking babie ..... when chan is the real babie 🥺🥺#and him jumping over felix holy shit i just- ive seen it in videos but like ;_____; thats my man .... thats my babie ..... u kangaroo#also just 🥺 chan and felix kept fist bumping and giving each other hi fives i wanted to cry so much .... just his smile when looking at the#members .... or the crowd .... his giggles .... just ... and when everyone started chanting best leader i made sure to chant the loudest :((#he is :(( the best leader ever .... the bestest and i miss you so much already .... i hope you get plenty of rest tonight u deserve it .....#STEIFOSPOFKANFMS GLITTERY CHAN JUST POSTED ANFNKS A PHOTO OF HIM WITH GOOSEBUMPS ON HIS ARMS I WANT TO FK CRY THIS ISNT OK 🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭 JDMCKC ME#THE ENTIRE SHOW I WAS JUST !!!!! U MAKE ME FEEL SUCH A WAY !!!! U AND SKZ ARE SO SPECIAL U KNOW THAT 😭😭😭😭#we go ...... 3racha .... that is so important i just .... on the ground .... whenever he sang the chorus i just ... the dance ....#i felt my insides twist and turn ..... he stuck his tongue out so much too like ..... holy jesus i want to lie in my bed forever#and dream about chan ...... but hi touch ... i thought i was floating ... floating and cry and just ... im not special at all i relized when#i walked out of the venue ...... which is so dumb .... why am i thinking abt that ;; hes so special ... the most special person i know so it#doesnt matter abt me or not ;; anyway !!!!!!!!!! i feel like crying every single time i think abt him !! i miss u wonder boy !! my special#special angel .... also not @ how PRECIOUS AND SMALL HE WAS AT HI TOUCH LIKE ????? UR JOKING IM CRYING ON THE FLOOR THIS ISNT FAIR IM SO#SO SO SAD ..... AND UR JUST EXISTING AND LIVING AND BREATHING AND FUCK YOU PROBABLY SMELL SO NICE I MISS U ..... I MISS U MORE THAN U THINK#hes beautiful ..... erethreal ..... everything .... u make my heart hurt and yearn like lets get married srry oke bye im absolutelu DUMB I#I UGKY CRIED IN FRONT OF HIM THIS ISNT OK YOU GUYS ??? I COULD FEEL MY HEART RACING BUT THEN THERE HE WAS .... and everythinh was calm ....#thank u ...... thank u for existing is was i told him .... his hand 🥺 was so nice i just want to treasure that memory ..... it must be nice#if u ever get the chance to hold his hand ... it must feel pretty nice ... okie .... running out of space .. i love u more than every star
5 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
inftu8
inftu8
tulipinstitute
Tillt
smartsportswear
The Trend Report
studiolook
Studio Look
trpcz
Belly Shop
💕