#well happy late yoongi day i guess

[yuyu1024]

Escape

Pairings: Yoongi × y/n

Genre/tags: Arranged marriage

Warning: 🔞🔞 smut/angst, mention of food/eating, cursing, sensual touching, making out, needy/clingy, Pet name, lies, kink, unprotected sex, Smoking, jealousy, insecurity, mention of weight&food/eating, oral (m/f receiving), mention of blood/violence

~~~~[lmk if i miss anything]

Words: 5.8k

Disclaimer:

- this story is just made up

- english is not my first language, please be nice 😊

Note: continuation of Prisoner.

I hope this is a good part 2. 🙏🏻 took me a while coz idk if i should or not. 😅 sorry guys.

(This may continue a bit more...? But please be patient 🙏🏻 as I do have work & usually I try to write before i sleep but lately i've beeen so tired and drained that I cant even function 😅)

***

Another day, another event to go to. You are wearing your best 'pretend' smile. The smile you have practiced for months, to be your default expression whenever you meet anyone in any formal event. It's not that your trying to be fake. You just want to represent your husband the best that you can. And being a shy person, this is what you can do to help yourself.

Although, you wish, that even just one time, Yoongi would show up to these events with you.

At the first month of your marriage, he did. He did that to introduce you to everybody. You could still remember how you two were holding hands and always together. Those were the days when you have spent so much time with him.

But... Now, it's just always you. Alone. Amongst everyone in the whole place, you are the only one who always arrives with no partner.

"Excuse me?"

You twirl around and find the prettiest girl you think you have ever seen in your life. She looks like a goddess.

"Ahm, yes?" Your voice sounded so weak. You haven't said a word in the last hour.

"You are the only one wearing a corsage with a hint of lilac flowers in it... I'm guessing... you are Yoongi's wife?" She asks

"Ah, yes. I am." You look down at the flower pinned on your chest

She's smiling at you. She looks sort of happy to see you. "Finally... I've met you."

You haven't said a word. You are not sure how to approach this. You have no idea who she is and why is she approaching you. Plus, You are sort of intimidated by her. She is a beautiful, a sophisticated woman. She have this energy from her that says she is different than anyone else. You could feel your difference with her. Though you are covered with all highend brands of clothing and accessories. You can still see it.

"Oh, sorry... if I'm invading your personal time..." she says, "I am a friend of Yoongi... well... an old friend... from University" she explains. "Sarang."

"Oh." You smile and bow. "Hello, nice to meet you. I'm Y/N... I'm sorry... I've not met any of his friends yet so...I didn't know..."

"It's fine. I understand."

She looks like she came from a regal family, the same level as Yoongi. Also, her beauty.... takes your breathe away. She remind you of how you reacted the first time you saw Yoongi. In awe.

"Thank you for coming here also..." she says as she walks you around the gallery. "I hope you find something to your liking here that... would be a part of your home or either a gift to anyone you love."

As you two talk more, you learned that she's the one that threw this charity event. She gathered all these arts from known artists, to auction. She says that 100% of the earnings from it will go to the children's hospital that she have been donating ever since.

You have just met her and you are already at amazed by her. Not by just her prominent looks but also the way she talks and speaks her mind is very inspiring and uplifting. Because of her words you find it easy buying two items in the collection. You know all of the money will go and be used for something good.

You chose the items, the two that caught your attention the moment you entered the gallery. Both are paintings of a beautiful flowerfield which reminds you of your past. The field where you would always go with your friends and have picnic during summer break.

Such beautiful memory that you wish you could've not taken for granted. You wish you could re-live those moments again. And the paintings, those paintings you chose might go well in your own study room.

"It's nice meeting you..." she says, cutting you from reminiscencing your past

"Thank you too for inviting us.. though... my husband couldn't come..."

She smiles, lips pressed together. "He hasn't changed at all. Not very social and just focused on just working..."

Hmm.. The way she talks, the way she describes your husband is very detailed. She seem to know him pretty well. 'They are friends' you say to yourself but then at the back of your mind, a thought, just a tiny thought about him and her, is peaking through.

'Is she an ex of his?'

'If not an ex... probably... someone who liked him?'

I know, this is no place nor time to think about these but you can't help it.

Look at her and then you look at yourself. You two are totally opposites. From status to looks. And probably from personaly to intelligence. She is more than you. She is perfect. You think that he and Yoongi might or will get along more than you and him.

"Ahm... I ahm..." you start to feel uncomfortable with all of your self pity thoughts. You need to get a hold of yourself. "Sorry... I'll... I'll just go to the bar and have some drink..." you say as you clutch on to your dress.

"Oh. Okay." Sarang says. "You want me to accompany you...?"

You shake your head, "No... thank you... don't mind me... please go ahead and tour the rest of the guest." You say pointing at the newly arrived guests.

You turn around immediately before she could response again.

This is weird. You're not sure why you suddenly have the urge to drink. Even though you don't drink. Also because, you can't. Literally, can't.

You only drink red wine when you are offered to drink, by Yoongi of course. It's only when he asks you to join him during nights when he needs company or if you two are to discuss things about the family.

You don't drink also because you are a lightweight. You get tipsy and red easily. One time when you had more than three glasses of red with your husband, you instantly changed personality. You have no idea how and what changed besides the stories that your maid said the day after which were embarassing.

You have no recollection of anything besides the fact that you were on the sofa, inside Yoongi's home office, butt naked and only have Yoongi's blazer on you.

"Mrs. Min, what can I get you?" The cute guy behind the bar asks as you reach your destination.

"How... do you know who I am?"

He smiles, "We had the lists of the guests coming tonight... with photos." He pours water into a glass

"With details...? who can and cannot drink... I suppose?"

He nods. "Your husband noted... to not serve any alcohol to you Miss."

"Even... I want to? Or... pay?"

"I'm sorry Miss..." he says, "If you like we can offer you our non-alcohol champagne?"

You sigh heavily. You badly want to drink. Even just one glass to calm yourself. But...you can't. Yoongi have rules and you cannot avoid and disobey them.

He does give you the freedom to do whatever you want but when it comes to what not to do or what he likes, he have a handful.

1. Don't cut your hair short

2. Don't drink when he's not present nor ordered by him

3. Don't leave the house without atleast one body guard

4. Don't wear perfume (he gets dizzy)

5. Use the safeword during sex

And etc.

The rules are quite simple. Nothing to weird nor to hard to follow. It's just you compromising. And also, you do have a hard time saying no to Him.

"Thanks." You mumble, sighing as you take the glass of water and walk away from the bar.

After figuring out you can't drink to calm yourself, you decide to just go somewhere outside, away from the crowd and peaceful to get fresh air. Lucky you, you found an exit that leads you to the garden.

As time have gone by, you're not sure how long have you been there, staring at the fountain, the flowers and even starring down at your feet every now and then. You thought being out here will leave your head empty. Not worrying about anything. But then you'd catch yourself pouting and comparing yourself to all the ladies you have seen in the event, especially the last person you have talked to.

Your self pity and low self-esteem is thriving today than usual. Is it the lack of sleep? Or because of the one guy from earlier giving you a judging look that made you regret wearing the dress you picked? What happened?

These thoughts are not very helpful. Especially lately, well probably more on daily basis, you do wonder why Yoongi chose you. To marry.

They've said, more particularly his parents said, that he didn't like the ones they suggested for him; so he decided to pick you. To marry you instead of those women who is on the same level as him or close to his family's wealth.

Odd isn't it? Why would someone like him, an elite bachelor, pick a girl from a lower class family to marry? What did he see in you? What made him randomly pick you? You are not special, inexperience about life and not alluring as the other girls in his world. What did he saw? How did he even saw you? You were sure you two never met before. So did he hire someone to find a daughter from a poor family or what?

Instead of clearing your mind, you suddenly had these outburst of questions.

"What are you doing here?"

Your eyes widens after hearing a familiar voice. You didn't dare to speak. You just slowly turn your upper body around to see him, walking slowly towards you.

He's wearing a tuxedo. His hair is slightly slicked back and his scar. His beautiful scar. It's him.

You can't believe what you are seeing. He's really here. Why? He's been away for a week because of work and when did he came back?

"Y-yoongi..." you mumble, standing up

"I asked you..." he says as he stands right in front of you. Then you see his eyes darts down at your glass of water, sitting beside you. "Your bodyguard said... you asked for a drink." He looks back at you, his expression is so serious.

"I ahm... sorry..." you lower your gaze.

"You know... you can't drink."

"I'm sorry..." you whisper softly

"Let her have fun." A woman's voice says. "She just wants to have a glass of wine. It won't hurt."

Slowly raising your eyes, you see her, Sarang, standing from afar from you and Yoongi.

Her stance at this moment is unidentical to her persona earlier. It feels like she is a completely different person, though her appearance is the same. Something shifted.

"She did an amazing job.. representing you earlier." She adds

Your eyes then goes to Yoongi. You want to see his reaction to the angelic woman speaking. You are curious. No one talks to him directly like that, blunt and straight forward, even you.

Sarang is brave to talk casually to him.

"Ready the car..." Yoongi finally speaks after a monent of silence. Ordering one of his men to move.

That was it?

"I'll return the items. Keep the money. I don't care." He says while he's looking at you, straight into your eyes. Though you know, even his eyes are on you, he's not actually speaking to you.

"Yoongi le---" she tries to speak again but he didn't allowed it.

Yoongi just slightly turned his head to give her a side eye. He is not pleased. "My wife and I are leaving..." and then takes your hand to hold onto. "Let's go home..." he says that only you can hear.

"Ahm...ahh... okay." You say, lost by the sudden fierceness from him

***

"Get in." He orders you

Carefully climbing in the car, you move to the other side making sure there is a space betweem you two.

"Home please." Yoongi says to his driver as he shuts the door.

"Sir." The man answers, nodding and then pushes a button that closes the opening between the driver to the passenger seat of the car.

We are now isolated.

He looks so tired. Looks like he just came back and went straight to event to pick you up.

"I have my driver with me... you could've rested at home." You say

He sighs and closes his eyes. "I'm fine."

Did he purposely pick you up because he wants to see you? Did he missed you while he was away for a week?

Your mind is filled with questions and curiosity but you cannot dream of these questions to be real. You have to remember, he just married you because he have no other choice. There is no love in between you two. You are married by paper only that is worth a lot of money. Everything you are doing for him is to repay all of his kindness to you and your family.

This is all just a fantasy. A beautiful fantasy.

"Come closer..." he softly says. His eyes are still shut but his arm is arching, gesturing for me to take place in then. "Y/n..." he opens his eyes, calling my name. You scoot over his side. He immediately puts his arm around you, making sure you are close. "You're shaking..." he utters as he goes back to closing his eyes, resting his head back. "You're almost naked with that dress of yours..."

"Sorry..." you say looking down at your knotted fingers. "I thought it will look good....that's why I wore it."

He sighs. "You do look good..." then he shifts in his position and makes sure you're looking back at him. Then he starts leans in, to kiss you.

"Wait..."

He pauses, confused by your reaction. You have never denied his kiss before.

"I'm sorry..."

"What for?" He asks

"Well..." you look to the front, where the driver is. "Do we just kiss or..." you whisper

Yoongi didn't expect your question which made him smile. "It depends." He is looking straight into your eyes, your face are just inches away.

"He might hear us..." you whisper

"I don't fucking care." He moves forward and finally catches your lips.

***

After travelling for almost half an hour, you finally reach home.

"Welcome home, Miss..." The maid greets the second you slide out of the car. she then sees Yoongi, coming out from the other side of the car. "Master!" She bows again. "Welcome..."

They are suprised to see him. They didn't expect him to arrive with you. Looks like none of them knew he went to pick you up.

"Do we have anything to eat?" You softly ask the maid, then you realized that it's already late and that they have to rest too. "Oh... Sorry... never mind... you may go and rest." You give her a faint smile.

Then slowly walking towards the elevator, you could see your husband's reflection through the glass doors. He is busy already with his phone.

"Y/n..."

You glance up, peaking through the reflection. He is walking towards you. So you wirl around and waited for him to stand in front of you.

"Ask your assistant to remove all charities or event under the Lee's tomorrow. Even parties." He says as he undo his bow tie. "And... to not accept any invitation from them...again"

"Why?"

He didn't answer. No answer means he's serious.

"Okay..." You just answer before turning your back at him again.

Thinking about what you are in his world is heart breaking in a way. You are nothing but someone he owns. You just go with the flow of his world.

Yes you do had an idea what you've signed up for but its still shocking nonetheless how everything is unfolding and is doing.

"Aren't you getting in?"

You look up and see that he is in the elevator already, waiting.

"S-sorry..." you say before entering. You try your best to not make eye contact with him.

After both of you settled in, the maid follows and taps on level 3. That is where both your rooms are.

Oddly, Yoongi taps on the Upper ground after her. "Can you please cook something light before you leave? My wife needs to eat." He orders

"Yes, Master." She answers just in time when the elevator stops on UG.

"We'll both be down after we shower and get rested a bit."

"Understood, Master." She exists the elevator, bows and immediately walks off.

'My wife'. It is the second time he said that today. He never says that.

"Don't skip meals." He mumbles as the door closes

You didn't answer. You didn't mean to skip a meal or two today. And maybe a few days before too. You were nervous. One main reason is the dress you're wearing right now is very revealing. A satin black backless maxi dress. You wanted be perfect in the dress thats why, even though you know it's not achievable.

*pings*

The elevator door opens on level 3. You step out and about to turn to your wing when you hear him call your name again.

"Where are you going?" He asks

"T-to my room..." you sound so weak, "To shower..."

"Shower here." He says, suggesting the shower in his wing. Meaning in his room. Meaning his bathroom.

"Hmm?" You are lost in translation. Why is he asking you to shower there all of a sudden.

"To my room." And then he undo the first two buttons of his shirt.

"W-what? Why?"

He didn't say another word. He just continued to walk off towards his room leaving you.

"W-wait..." You take two steps forward but then stops.

"Y/N...." you hear the heels of his shoes stop hitting the marbled floor. His back is facing you. "I said, shower here. I didn't ask you to decide." he then turns around and you see his white top basically open now. "Will you go and shower with me or do you want me to peel that dress off you and carry you to my room?"

Flusttered by his remark, you just released an unsolicited shaky breathing. "Ahm... yes... I'm... I'm coming..."

***

[Flashback to Yoongi's side]

(Earlier... as soon as Yoongi arrived at the charity event)

Some of the people in the event went silent for a few seconds the moment they saw you enter the building. They all didn't expect you to show up since your wife was already present. But of course, they still greeted you with a smile and tried to make small talks. They want to be on your good side. They know what you are capable off. What power you hold in this world.

However, you don't care about these fuckers. You dropped by because you received a call from your wife's bodyguard that Y/N is not looking okay.

"Where is she?" You ask the man standing behind you.

"She just left the bar, Sir. And went out to the garden." He reply.

"I see."

One step, you just took one step and somebody already stands in your way to your wife.

"Look who's here."

"Sarang." You say her name, bitterly. You are not expecting her to be here.

"You have been ignoring my invites for quite some time now... I thought, helping others is one of your goals in life that's why you work 24/7?"

"I thought this event was by the Lee's?" You hiss at your male assistant.

"It is, Sir. By--"

"Lee Do-Hyun..." she cuts off the assistant. "My husband..." she proudly says. "Aww.. That kind a... hurts my feelings...that... you have no idea I got married..."

"I don't keep tab on people who's not important to me."

She scoffs but she sounded a bit insulted and her ego got hurt. But she's good at pretending that it didn't bothered her. "You say that now...but a few years ago... I was your muse..." she tries to move closer to you but your body guards stands in between quickly.

"Was." You look away from her and try to search for your wife through the window not far away from where you stand. "My mistake for socializing to a liar, back stabbing... leech like you." You say, then giving her a side eye. "I wish your husband good fortune... or that he loves spoiling you... or esle... he'll found out his wife's true color..."

You're about to walk away, again, but this bitch still wants to talk to you.

"You think... she'll not get tired of you? Of you controlling her? Especially getting married with you... with no love at all?" She snorts a laugh again. "Or maybe... she will not..." she mumbles under her breathe, "Now... It figures... why you picked someone from a low class family... someone with no choice but to stay with you because her family needs your money. I see..." she laughs again, "poor girl... if I were her, I would milk you all of your money so it will be worth it... after all she married a controlling, dominant, and a freaky person like you."

You know Y/N is not like her. She is a nice person. She's not into money like this bitch is. However, you do think about how Y/N thinks about you and her marriage to you.

You admit that you are very controlling when it comes to her. It is one of your negative trait that you cannot put away. It comes natural with you because of the life you have been brought up and your business. You want things to happen in your way and you are also possessive. You do try to controll it when it comes to her but you are not sure if you are doing it right.

Well how could you know, you never talk about it. Even with your wife. You never asked about her feelings and opinions.

"Watch your mouth." You mumble. "You might think you know me from the years we've been together. But you haven't seen half of what I can and would do... if anyone picks a fight with me.." you glare at her. "Consider this a warning."

[End of flashback from Yoongi's side]

*************

"Miss..."

Slowly opening your eyes, your eyes carefully adjusted to the light. You could see the ray of sunshine peaking through your dark thick curtains.

"Miss..."

You turn your head to the side and see your maid bowing.

"It's noon Miss..."

"Oh."

It has been a quite a few days now, since you start waking up this late. You are usually up early. You are a morning person. You also do jogs or walks around the property and sometimes go to the home gym to move, always. But something shifted in your routines.

You are tired, less motivated and no will to get up your bed.

"I think we need to call the family doctor now, Miss." The maid suggested. "You've lost a bit of weight and you look pale."

"I'm fine." You say as you push your duvet off your body and slide down off your bed. "I'll take a quick bath..." you mumble

"Understood." She is ready to come along with you.

"No... I'm fine... I'll just go alone... just prepare food for me please."

"But... Miss..." she usually prepares your bath and always stays with you there. After the little accident you had a year ago when you first experience a hot bath on the tub. You fainted because you fell asleep. Too much enjoyment and you forgot it is not good to stay long in there.

"I'll be fine." You smile and requested for her to leave

"Okay Miss... but... I will be back after half an hour to check."

"Sure."

You slept last night, wearing your silk robe and your fancy cream nightgown, his favorite. You were expecting Yoongi to come home last night as per usual schedule. But he didn't. He didn't even informed the staff that he'll not be home for a longer period.

What happened? You don't know.

The last time you talked to him was the night he asked you to come to his room and shower with him.

Everything that night was magical. For you atleast. But then you ruined it.

When you both entered his dark room, he immediately clung onto you. He held you like everything depends on it. It was more intemate and hungry than the usual and you liked it for some reason. After all the self doubt and insecurity you felt in the party, the intemacy made you feel more than what you feel.

And when he peeled off your dress from your body, you didn't expected him to go down on his knees and lick your soul out of your body. His tongue did more than you know he could do. It brought you to another level of high. And you didn't know you could screech like an animal because of it. He really made sure you are on cloud nine or even beyond that.

"Fuck me... please..." you begged him after you knees weakened and fall down the floor where he is.

"No." He said. He was sturn. "No request for tonight." He said and then he positioned you underneath him where he could properly see you crumble because of him.

"Y-yoongi... please.... I need... I want to come..." you begged

He brought you to cloud nine but then hold onto your pearls when you were about to orgasm.

"I'm punishing you right now..." he said as he lowers down and starts to run his tongue from your chest up. "Next time... don't wear any sort of revealing clothes...when I'm not around.. do you understand that Y/N?"

"Y-yes..."

"Another rule to add... are you okay with that?" He hummed the last words on your ears before he let both his hands squeeze your breast. "Answer me..."

"I don't... mind..." you were squearming underneath him. He was playing your nipples then. "I... I don't mind... Yoongi..." you repeated, pleading.

His punishment continued for another few minutes. It was too much. You were struggling catching your bliss but he's playing you. However, you are patient. You know his kinks and you know what he wants and so you do whatever and accept whatever. Coz you know it is from him.

"Scream my name." He grunted as he pounds you with no mercy.

You were holding on to his massive bookshelf on the wall, your legs were lifted and hanging over his forearm whilst he was thrusting deep in you. You were getting hurt from your back hitting the shelves but it didn't matter. You don't know why but for some reason you can endure everything just for Yoongi. Even pain.

"Nnggghhaaa..." you threw your arms around his neck as he went faster. "Please!" You cry on his neck. "Aaaahhh!!" You screamed the orgasm you have been keeping for a while. You felt relieved and content.

And as you two were catching your breath. You uttered words that surprised the both of you. You said 'I love you' to Yoongi.

It should not be a surprise. You two are married right. However since yours are different from others, those words were never said or mentioned ever after the wedding. It is like a forebidden phrase though there are no rule about it. It's like an unspoken deal that no one says those words since THIS.. YOU TWO... is just a fantasy. You two got together with no love. It is not real. You are just one of his property.

And so, after that night. That magical night for you ended up into this cold, quiet and empty prison. Again. You are back to nothing.

You thought you are on a journey escaping that confinement. You thought that something is going to change. You thought... that you were wrong about him. But who are you kidding? You were just having sex like you used to. It is nothing special. It is the same crap. So you saying you love him is... worthless.

"Did I even mean it?" You ask yourself as you lay down in your hot bath. "I said it... after sex.." you are trying to understand how those words slipped out of your lips. If it all just happened because of such high from the sex.

You can clearly remember how you said it. You paused, looked into his eyes and carefully said it. You know you said it with the intent for him to hear it but when you saw his reaction. It made you realize what a big mistake it was.

"Am I having feelings for him?" You mumble as you lower yourself more into the water. "I should not right?"

You know the answer to your own quesion. Look at him even ignoring you for almost two weeks now. Who are you even kidding thinking it will have an effect on him?

After the 'I love you' incident, He eat dinners without you or he let you eat first before he comes out of his home office. And then when he leaves, he does not inform you now. You just get the news of him flying off somewhere from your maid. Even his men are being cautious with you. He must've ordered them to be distant but at the same time protect you.

How funny that these are his responses to you. You know you deserve it but you're a little bit hurt, your not going to lie.

"Who am I for him to love?" You sigh. "Maybe... I should just prepare myself for the ending of this fantasy..."

*********

"Master." The maids bows as they suddenly sees Yoongi enter the main entrance while they are all cleaning.

Yoongi have not been home for a while. He has been... busy.

"Give them all my clothes." He says to his right hand man. "Sorry if it's quite a lot today." He then says to the maids as he removes his black coat revealing his white button up shirt, stained with blood. A lot of it. No one reacted to the visual that is shown. All the staff are used to it. They know how his world is.

"Where is she?" He asks as he loosen up his tie

All the maids in the corredor suddenly turn heads to the youngest one at the end of the line. She is Y/N personal maid.

"Master." She steps forwards and bows again. "Miss is in her bath."

Yoongi frowns. "Alone?"

"Ahm..." she suddenly stutters. "Sorry, Master! She... Miss wanted to... alone... but I told her after half an hour I will go back."

"How long has she been there?" He then throws his tie on the ground.

"Twenty."

"Okay." He takes a deep breathe and tries to collect himself. "Just go and be on standby in her room. She can't stay any longer."

"Okay, Master." She bows again and briskfully walk back to Y/N wing.

"Are you not going to... visit her Sir?" His male right hand asks. "She have been messaging you since..." he pauses for a bit. "And calling too."

He didn't answer. "Ready my bath please." He orders and just continue walking his way to his room.

"Understood." The man replies

"She can't see me like this." Yoongi mumbles as he walks

"I see..." his right hand man smiles at his master's response.

"Why are you smiling?" Yoongi asks, one eyebrow up.

"Nothing, Sir."

"Just spit it out."

The right man, Mr. Kim have been Yoongi's right hand man ever since he was in his teens. Mr. Kim saw him grew up and be the man that he is now. And for sure, if something changed he would be the first one to notice

And now, the tiny changes in Yoongi's mood and decisions, He might not know or see it but it is obvious for Mr. Kim. He knows it is something about his wife.

"2nd week of your marriage, Sir. She saw you coming home with a bloody lip and injured knuckles. You said you don't give a damn if she sees you looking like a murderer."

"So? What's your point?"

"It's just lately...."

Yoongi pauses and turns around to see Mr. Kim, wearing a smile.

"What are you implying? Just... say it."

Mr. Kim bows and says, "Nothing Sir."

"Hmmm..." rolling his eyes, he continued to walk.

*****

"Miss..." your personal maid rushes in your room, "Master have return." She says.

To her suprise, she sees you standing in the middle of the room, wearing your bathrobe and a towel in your hair already.

You take a deep breathe, not letting your eyes look away from the view you are seeing from your window, a clear blue sky.

"Miss.. shall I prepare your clothes?"

You close your eyes and then removed the towel wrapped around your long hair. "Please..." you softly answer

"What do you prefer to wear today, Miss?" She asks she she begins to walk towards your walk in closet.

"A black dress..." you say as you follow along. "Maybe the one with the longer sleeves."

She nods and then continues to search for the dresses you have that matches your description while you on the other hand looks at yourself in the full length mirror while you undress from your robe.

You stare at your body and see how you thin you are. Not super thin but thinner than what you used to.

It's your own fault. You have been skipping meals when you are stressed and it's not good.

"Miss?" She then lays three dresses on the sofa in the middle, for your choices.

"The middle one." You says.

You then open the drawer for your undies to grab a black lace matching underwear.

"Ahm, Miss...?"

"Yes?"

"Are you going to eat with Master, in the dinning today?"

"Hmm... what did he say?"

"Nothing. He just asked me to stay with you when I told him you are in your bath."

"Did he say if he wants to see me?"

The maid didn't answer.

"I guess not." You scoff as you getting into the dress. "Just bring my food in my study room. I'll eat there while I do some reading."

"Understood." She bows and exists the room.

"I'm not gonna wait for him anymore." You say to yourself while looking onto the mirror. "If he's going to avoid me or ignore me... then... that's what I'll do as well..."

Starring once again at yourself on the mirror, you look at your face and then your eyes goes down to your belly.

"I have to learn to go on with my life... with or without him..." you mumble. "I should start to escape this fantasy... a dream that maybe the 'us' will be something."

Part 3 - Twilight

[jeonsbabygirlsworld]

DESIRE PT.2

SUMMARY: Life was easy until you meet the eye candy of your life and the adventure with him is a hell of ride, but there is certain someone who seems to get hurt in this.

PAIRINGS: Bartender Yoongi X reader (ft Gynecologist Jungkook)

WORD COUNT: 1.8K

WARNINGS: Smut, reader is a flustered cause of course its Jungkook, eekkk Eunwoo is here as well! but he's here only for this chapter, that's it ig, Jungkook is Mia, but he soon will be here!!

SMUT WARNINGS: Doggy, blowjob, fingering, cum eating.

Note: this is inspired by a web series and I’m GONNA EDIT IT, I’m not gonna make it a whole ass 3 season containing 10-12 episodes per season and I felt like I could do something with this series. Thankyou

Work work work......

these past days it's been hell for you from the meetings and cracking up deals you were tired of it , but you still showed up every other day at the office. The interns and other employees did no good when they were asked to fill up your place when you were late for the office.

What kept you alive between this constant hectic schedule was a shot of vodka to wash down all the stress at your and the girl's favourite bar, you guys would spend the almost whole night until it was Yoongi telling you it was time to close the bar for the day.

Just like any other Friday night, you were here with your girls chatting about all the stuff which happened this week and they try to console you saying it's all right and you will pass through it, both of the girls then reach over to give you a warm hug.

Spending a few hours with them Chae gets a call from her husband telling her that he desperately needs help with the 3-year-old. “I'm sorry guys I have to leave, Yu-Jin seems to have a fever and she needs me” Chae says grabbing her purse and getting ready to leave.

Telling Chae a very goodbye and telling her to take care, Yuna is the next one to leave after she gets a call from her girlfriend, she hesitates to look at you, and you tell her it is fine and she can leave, she initiated a small hug and presses kiss on your forehead before she apologizes again.

Feeling alone in this busy bar, you see a busy Yoongi serving drinks on the countertop with Taehyung right beside him, maybe he saw you staring at him so you wave your hand and ask him if it's okay if you can come and sit there, he says he's more than happy to have you there.

"Hey, miss how are you? doing okay?" Yoongi asks before serving the last customer for the time being and telling Taehyung to look after them, "I'm okay I guess work is killing me, the meetings and the deals and whatnot is what I'm bored of you tell me?" Sighing you wait for him to answer, and he chuckles and says he's completely fine.

Yoongi places two glasses in front of you one for him and the other one for you of course, pouring in some of your favourite Japanese malts you chug it down with a “Cheers” Groaning at the taste he brings up some fries on the side and you thank him for being considerate.

"I'm bored yoongi, I wanna go on a trip or something." The tipsy you come out of you, and you slur occasionally while speaking “Calm down y/n, it's enough shall I call a cab for you?” Ever so sweet Yoongi asks you just because you are out of it after having the shots you had with the girls and the three glasses of malt with yoongi.

Yoongi soon books a cab and tells the man to drop you at the place, you reach your home soon after the fifteen minutes of the ride just to see your ex- fuck buddy right outside your house.

“Eunwoo? What the fuck? when did you come back?” Your mood instantly lights up after seeing him after so long and all the tipsiness goes away. “Hey y/n, I landed a few hours ago and thought of visiting you first and right when I was about to call you, here you were” He says with a bright smile.

You intended to initiate “Just a hug” but you don't know how he is under the sheets right now eating you out like a hungry man, “fuck right there woo” you moan and reach a good orgasm after a long time, your vibrator did no good until you felt a tongue or fingers or even someone's dick at this point.

Upon reaching your orgasm the man between you now hovers above you with his lips drenched in your release, and grabs on his hard length and positions right where your hole clenches, the release makes the slide just perfect for him to slide inside you and a moan tremble from his lips.

“Yeah perfect, keep going,”you say and grab on the small wisps of hair on the back of his head, and he grunts at the tight fit making him almost “relax angel, I promise I'll be good just please....”soft moans leave his mouth and both cum at the same time.

After a few minutes, Eunwoo lays on the side of your bed and talks to you until an awkward silence fills in and you call his name softly “Eunwoo...” sighing he gets up and leaves the bed and soon goes to grab his clothes and place a last kiss on your cheeks before telling you goodbye.

You sigh feeling bad for telling him to go but yeah you were always like this, and he knows it well just like that waking up from the bed you grab on the new sheets to change and place soft pillows all over your big bed and go back to sleep peacefully.

THE NEXT MORNING

“Hey hi! I'd like to order a butter croissant and black coffee” You get the cash ready and tell the counter women to take your order, not realizing you hear someone calling your full name and when you turn around to see it no one then "Mr. jeon your gynaecologist."

With a flustered smile, you tell him a quick "hi" before paying her the bill and getting off the line, you didn't expect him to get off the line with you, in a flustered state you ask him if he lives here and all the stuff and grab your order just to tell her she can pack this as a takeaway.

Rolling her eyes she packs up the drink and food and gives you the bag while Jungkook just gives you a crooked smile and walks out “Hey by the way I got my period last week” you tell him, and it gets more than awkward it was earlier.

“Oh, that's great, good to see you” Jungkook says, and you wave a quick bye when you get a call from your coworker and leave the place Jungkook stands there, and a smirk paints his lips.

This is the fourth time you are pissed at your coworker today; they fucked up the most important file “Can you at least get me a copy of the papers?” you ask again getting disappointed again “Sorry ma'am I didn't get the photocopies of it” Your intern says and you just sigh.

“Okay maybe try searching the file again, and if not I'll contact the clients and tell them to send the original copies,” you tell and dismiss the meeting, at this point, you need nothing more than a cold martini.

“Can you believe Chae, they misplaced the fucking file, I'm glad they weren't the original or else I would've been fucked” you say very much pissed at the events which happened today, while Chae and Yuna just sip on their drinks after trying to calm you down.

“Chill baby, everything's going to be fine you need to calm down y/n” your friends tell you and you just sigh, you long for nothing more but a break from this bullshit, paying up for the drinks today you say goodbye to your friends and go ahead to meet yoongi, who is the position of cleaning up for the day.

“Hey, how are you y/n?” Yoongi asks in a very yoongi manner his front teeth appearing when he talks to you, and you tell him all the events happening with you while he places two glasses of whiskey in front of you.

You don't even notice it is past one a.m. until Eunwoo texts you.

EUNWOO🫣🫣: hey, you up?

YOU: busy right now.

YOU: rain check?

"Another glass?" you ask him after chugging down the remaining glass while Yoongi hesitates and tells you he needs to stock up for a party which is happening tomorrow, you give him an embarrassed smile and tell him it is fine, and you will leave Yoongi feels equally embarrassed to cut you off for the night.

YOU: Free now, will be in 15 mins.

"Fuck right there" you moan at your ex- fuck buddy who is fucking you like a slut, your face down facing the sheets while he hammers from the back, his moans and grunts fill the room, and the room smells of sex and sweat.

"Fuck baby, you are so tight, missed me while I was away, right?" Eunwoo mutters while thrusting inside you and you choke on your moans and manage to mumble a small "yes" clenching on the sheets you cry for more, you needed this after a long day at work.

"Gonna cum.....ye-ah right there" you shutter at one point when he finds your g -spot, the slapping of his hips fastens just when you cum and cream his cock, and the man behind you slows and pulls out a bit just to see the creamy slick forming at the base, "fuck so messy y/n," Eunwoo says while he fills you up with his hot cum.

"On your back baby," he says, and you obey at lightning speed and your eyes shut at the moment when he nibbles on your pebbled nipples, you twitch at the feeling until you moan out loud when his thumb rubs on your clit and his index finger enters you.

Your pussy gushes out the mixture of both of your releases and messes up the sheets under you, Eunwoo continues to slurp and nibble your nipples while you whine at the overstimulation and fall apart on his fingers again for the second time in the night.

"lay down wanna suck you off real good" you whisper and kiss his lips in the heat of the moment, now that you are in between his thighs you start laying some soft kisses all over the tip and he whines at the sensitivity.

The taste of your releases still lingers on his tip, and you whimper at the taste, sucking on the tip Eunwoo above you is about to lose on for the second time, his soft grunts surrounded the room as you palmed and layed soft kisses on his balls.

The tightness of the grip he has on your hair ensures you that he is about to cum and increase your pace in palming him and you soon let him cum in your mouth and you swallow like a good girl you were.

You don't know why you let Eunwoo stay even after it was ruled to never let any fuck buddy stay at your house after fucking but here you are in his embrace and cuddling him.

A/N: Thank you for the reading ik it is confusing not Appeling ending or the whole chapter I'm sry but I'll do better. tag list is open.

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[blue-and-grey-army]

- - C A R A M E L - - 7

7. Cotton candy

Genre: BTS, Idol AU, poly au, BTS x reader, OT7, OT7 x reader, Idol BTS, Dom BTS, sub reader, angst, fluff, eventual smut

Warnings: BTS x reader, very subby reader, innocent reader, power play, eventual smut, sexual and non sexual domination, a lot of skinship (but like lots) excessive pet names, sexism, anxiety, insecurities, possessive behavior, maybe BTS x BTS etc..

“Y/NNNNN! What a delightful surprise, hmm” Hoseok smiled at you happily, getting up from the dance studio floor and getting closer to you. You couldn’t help to breath in as you took in his sweaty look, low hanging pants and his cheeky yet kind smile. You shake your head slightly, making an effort to get yourself back together, but of course Hoseok noticed, and his smile widened. “What brings you here, cutie?”

You smile softly, playing with the hem of your shirt before answering to him.

“None of the boys have required my assistance with…well, nothing, so I don’t have anything to do right now” you admit shyly, your lips frowned in a small pout that he wants to kiss.

“Hmm, I see…As much as I would love to keep you here all to myself…” you chuckled at his antics, not taking him seriously (Hoseok promises himself that you would be writhing to him one day) “I have to finish this choreo, and with you here I won’t focus…I heard Namjoon is in the Gym though, go check him out! I’m sure he’ll be happy with your visit”

You nod fervently, waving goodbye at the boy as he does the same, sharing his joy with you. You walk out bouncing on the balls of your feet slightly, going to the elevator so you could reach the gym in one of the top floors. You were happy that day, wearing your comfort socks and having your hair done on a small braid. You were proud of yourself from how pretty it had turned out, subconsciously wanting the boys to see it and praise you for it.

You hum to yourself softly as you recall hearing people, passing by through Hybe’s building, talking about how Namjoon was really devote to his workout routines and how consistent he had been lately. If you said you hadn’t notice, you would be lying. The way he had gotten so much buffer was clear to everyone, and even more to you, with whom he shared his space almost everyday.

Even so, you hadn’t had much interactions with Namjoon. Well, nor with Jimin, Taehyung or Jin. Hobi, Yoongi and Jungkook seemed to be much confident when it came to approaching you freely, maybe because you had already started to break some barriers with them, but they were still keeping some distance.

You didn’t know it was because they were trying to leave some of you for the other members, though.

You stepped out of the elevator once you reached the right floor, and started looking for the gym, when your phone dinged. It was a notification from twitter. You would never admit it, but before getting this job you weren’t really a fan of BTS. Of course you knew who they were, and had heard some songs, but you never really took the time to get involved with their fandom or content. It was an accident, you swear it, but you clicked on a YouTube video about a compilation of ‘Funny Taehyung moments’ and you had to watch it.

And that’s how you got absorbed into army.

It’s not your fault, ok? How could you have known?! It was just so easy to jump from one video to another, and before you realized you were doing one of those tests of ‘guess the BTS member by the picture of his nose’. But who could blame you? You were sharing almost everyday with them, how could you not get into the fandom and all the content? It was amazing being able to watch all their content and videos and also experience their company in real life. It was only normal for you to get obsessed.

And, it was also kinda nice knowing they had something for you, whatever it was. You may be naive, a little hazy and absent, and a complete expert in hyper focusing in unimportant things, but you would have to be a complete half wit to not notice. Yeah, you were coming to terms with that.

When you finally found the gym in that bloody huge floor, you just entered and scanned the place looking for Namjoon. You didn’t really think things through, that if he was working out he wouldn’t probably need you to do anything for him, but just following Hoseok’s orders felt too tight to do anything else. When you finally found the leader in the treadmill, you mouth hanged open.

Oh. My. God.

He wasn’t shirtless. He definitely wasn’t. But he could very well be with the way his tank top was sticking to his skin thanks to the sweat. His back was turned to you, an gosh what a blessed sight. You had noticed in the past the way his arms had gained lot of muscle and filled his shirts nicely, but his back…that was on a whole other level. Wide, muscly, sweaty shoulders that went down to a nicely defined back, a small waist and a nice, very nice butt. You were so focused on him, that you weren’t even embarrassed about ogling him that way.

Until…

“Y/N…Y/N, hey?” His voice got you out of your trance from looking at his ass…ARMS! Looking at his arms, just to find him standing right in front of you with a smirk. Of course had caught you drinking him up, ever since the moment you entered the room. The wall was made of a mirror, after all. Your cheeks heated up and you tried to babble an excuse.

“I was…I-I just…I…you…well…” he had the audacity to laugh and lean over so his face was closer to yours and touching the end of your braid.

“Hmm, I like this one” he tugged at it very softly and you bit your tongue from the satisfying pull. “It suits you…but I don’t think there is something that doesn’t” he admites with a breathy chuckle. “But enlighten me, what brings you here, doll?” His fingers get closer to your chin and he wipes it affectionately with his thumb. You tongue feels tied and your mouth filled with cotton. But a very soft and fluffy one…like cotton candy taking its time, sweetening your words even before they went out. “Hmm, there is something that does not suit you indeed…” he keeps quiet for a bit, but before you can even process it, he gets an inch closer “Disobedience”

“I-I’m sorry…” you admit, having to turn your head up a tad to be able to look at him comfortably, even when he was bending over “I…I didn’t have anything to do, and Hobi told me you were here so I wondered…I thougt…maybe you would need me” your voice was meek, but in a good way.

He couldn’t help the smile that came to his face when he noticed you were barely stammering with your words.

“That’s better, little one” you almost hiccup with his words, clenching your thighs subconsciously. “But there is no need for you to wonder”

You eyes widened slightly at his crude words as your lower lip came a little out in a pout. You were so stupid…getting all confident that they wanted to be with you. You had forgotten your place, and how important and busy people they were. Of course they would treat you nicely, you are their personas assistant…or whatever name your position had. You were their employee, with whom they spent lots of time with and of course they wouldn’t want you messing up.

Your own head started to play against you until Namjoon’s chuckle filled the air.

“There is no need for you to wonder, pup” his voice enveloped you as softly as if it were velvet. “I always need you”

You thought he was joking, so you chuckled slightly at his antics. To your bad, or good luck, he wasn’t as patient as Hoseok when it came to his approaches and words for you. Specially these ones, where he had meant each and every word.

Your breathing hitched softly as he put his hand on your nape, reminding you of the first time you met. Your body felt hot all over, and you felt yourself getting agitated and tense, but not in a bad way. He started playing gently with the hairs on your nape, pulling at them very softly and enjoying the goosebumps that would break all over your soft skin.

“Yeah, isn’t that better?” Your eyes lowered instinctively, but a stronger pull on your hair brought it your head back into place “You do remember what I told you when we first met, right doll?”

You go back into your own memory, getting swayed over the memory of his hand pulling way firmer on the hair form the back of your head, making sure you were looking into his eyes when your shyness prevented you from doing it. Oh, of course, that’s it. You nod softly, looking into his eyes and you are rewarded with the sight of his beautiful dimples and a wide smile.

“Hmm, someone likes my smile?” Your cheeks heat up again at being caught and he laughs wholeheartedly “In that case, I’ll make sure to save this specific one just for you.”

“I don’t think Army would be very appreciative of that” you say boldly, with a soft and genuine smile grazes your face. And he wants to see more of this comfy and confident side of you. He wants to earn it and to have you keep it just for him…and the other members.

“Then, let it be our little secret, right, Y/Nie? His voice was filled with an airy laugh as he squeezed your nape firmly and pulled you closer, getting you to rest your hand on his hard chest from how close you were. “Can I make a confession to you, cutie?”

You nodded your head fervently, licking your lips as you felt all fuzzy again, with the same cotton candy getting over your mouth and throat. So, so sweet you felt as if you were having a sugar rush.

“I’ve never been one to believe in sin…”he started, rubbing his nose against yours, as light as a feather. The hand that was resting on your chin lowered to your waist, his pinky finger inching a little to down for it to remain proper, but if you were bothered by it, you were too distracted to notice. “Until I met you…tempting me…each second, each minute, each hour of every day”

You couldn’t say anything, and it’s not like you wanted to.

“You have no idea what yo do to me, to the others, do you?”

Your lips felt dry, unlike every other part of your body. You swallowed nervously and gave him a flash of your tongue when you swiped it through your lower lip. You felt a deep growl bloom and rumble under your hands, getting over his chest as your eyes met his once again. You swore you felt the thread snap, as his head went down and his lips rested the tiniest of inches away from your lips, less bold than Yoongi had been. While he was still there, he mumbled some last words against your skin, caressing it both with his breath and his own plushy skin.

“You, my dear, are walking sin”

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[avianyuh]

Hi! Can you please write headcanons for BTS members where they overhear that a txt member has a crush on their crush? They get jealous and insecure because reader is close to their age, so they don't confess because of this reason but tries to distance reader from them. Thank you ❤️ ❤️

BTS Getting Jealous of Readers Relationship with TXT

{A/N;Hellloooo, so for context, reader is an idol and has a flirty relationship with the member. I'm assuming you mean that the reader is close to TXT's ages, so I'll guess around like 2000? For Jin and Yoongi it'd be weird to go any younger than that imo so the set age is like 2000/01 for all members. Some of these are confessions, some aren't. Like I said, age ranges are tricky so idk, like for the maknae line it was fine because they'd be only 3-5 years younger (if its 2000) so it's not a problem. Hope you enjoy :)}

*Honestly, the rest are mid, just skip to JK for some drama*

Jin;

Jin had met you backstage at an award show

You immediately became friendly

This was further amplified by the fact that you needed up being on a few of the same variety shows

So Jin had thought that everything was going well

Problem was that you were a bit younger than him

8 years to be exact

So he thought it was kind of weird at first to be anything more than friends with you

Your company had ended up being bought by HYBE

So Jin had started to run into you around the building a lot more often

But that also meant that you'd be around other groups a lot more often

This included TXT

You had filmed a promotional dance challenge with TXT for your comeback and had become pretty friendly with Soobin

Jin didn't think anything of it and to him he SHOULDN'T care, right?

So he forgot about it for awhile

But then one day BTS and TXT sat down together

(idk where just go with it lol)

And you know...everyone starts to gossip

And Hoseok was like, "So...you guys got anyone special in mind???"

And TXT being in the presence of their seniors are like "😳"

But the Yeonjun being himself, blabs

"Soobin thinks Y/n is hot"

Now Jin

Jinnnnnnnn

Why would he have beef with a dude 8 years younger than him?

But you know he's thinking in his head, "Pfffpt, as if he has a chance"

And his face on the outside is like this, "🥸", but on the inside he's a bit of a combination of, "🤬&😨"

But as I said, he knew that you'd #1; Probably be more comfortable with someone like Soobin and #2; Be safer getting a relationship exposed with someone like Soobin because you're the same age and it would probably be 5% less of a scandal.

So, he kinda watched from the background for a few weeks

Noticed how you acted around Soobin and noticed that you seemed happy with him

But you noticed that Jin had become distant

You'd see him around and he'd find a way to get out of having a conversation with you

So one day, you confronted him

"Did I do something wrong?", you asked him one day as you passed each other in the hallway.

Jin stopped walking and turned around to face you. He looked at you for a minute, silent, not knowing what to say.

He hadn't expected you to notice the change in behavior

It broke his heart to distance himself from you but he didn't now how to get over his feelings for you.

"No, it's just..."

"What Jin?"

"I've been going through some things lately, it's nothing personal"

He just couldn't do it.

Yoongi:

You had been an idol under BigHit

The first few years, the two of you didn't interact much

Most likely because you were 7 years younger than him and there was no reason to talk to you for quite a long time

But recently, Yoongi had approached you

Mainly because he had heard a song that you had produced and wanted to compliment you on your work

You became friendly and had actually been invited to his studio a few times

(which many know is a huge honor)

If Yoongi was being completely honest, he had developed a bit of a crush on you

You had a lot in common; both produced music, worked at the same company, had the same profession, etc...

But like already stated, there was just a little problem

You were way younger than him

(and we've seen the way he acts around people younger than him, he acts like a grandpa lmao)

So, he had every intention of keeping it platonic.

But then, after filming the Suchwita episode with TXT

After filming, Yoongi was jokingly asking a very drunk Yeonjun a lot of questions

And Taehyun was teasing Yeonjun about basically anything

And then Taehyun accidentally mentioned your name

And Yoongi was like, 'What about Y/n?'

And Taehyun was like 'Tehehehe, he likes Y/n'

And Yeonjun was all blush-y and passed out so he wasn't even denying it

And Yoongi was kinda jealous not gonna lie

So he played it off well and sent them off

And he checked his phone, saw that he had a text from you

And you know how you can clear messages, lmao, that's what he did

He knew that you and him probably wouldn't work

And similar to Jin, he was too afraid of the backlash to an age gap if it ever came out that the two of you were dating

So he needed some distance.

Hoseok:

Hobi had become very protective over you since you had meet back in 2018

You had debuted the year before and had nervously approached him backstage and told him how big of a fan you were of BTS

And Hobi just thought that you were so cute

So you had become friends

But honestly...flirty friends

He had his suspicions that you liked him

And he liked you

But he never really knew of a way to express any of his feelings

You were a bit younger than him, and speaking in seniority terms, his group was older than yours

So to him, it was a tricky slope to navigate

Well...until now

Hoseok had been in the practice room with Yeonjun (sorry but like anyone in TXT younger than Beomgyu is just awkward to write about lmao, like imagine Hobi (1994) beefing with Heuning Kai (2002) )

Anyways....

Hoseok was having one of those heart to heart type things with Yeonjun and Yeonjun had actually mentioned you out of the blue.

And Hobi (loving to talk about you cuz like we said, there was something there) was like , "Do tell :))))"

So Yeonjun was like, "Well, I know you and Y/n are close and I was wondering if you could give her my number?"

And Hoseok was like,"Why? For a work-related thing?"

And Yeonjun explained how he was interested in you.

So Hoseok did give him your number (he couldn't come up with an excuse not to), but right after he came up with an excuse that he had to leave.

And he rushed over to your dorm.

And he was knocking frantically, and you opened it all confused

And BOOM

Grabs your face and kisses you.

Start of a power couple.

Namjoon:

So apparently Joon is an extrovert??

Yeah he's an ENFP

I was shocked to find that out a few months ago

Anyways

Extroverts love to party and all that jazz

And you know how idols have album release parties, etc...

Well, that's how you met

At an album release for someone else

But you bumped into each other at a table and you laughed and apologized and by the end of the night had exchanged numbers

Well, since then, you two had spent a lot of time together

But you had also been in the midst of a comeback recently

And while promoting, you met TXT at one of the comeback showcase thingies (idk Inkigayo or something sorry I can't think of the name)

And your managers were like "Omg you should film a dance challenge with *yep you guessed it* Yeonjun!!!"

{A/N; IKKK, Yeonjun is breaking a lot of hearts I guess I'm sorry}

And you and Yeonjun became good friends too after that

Namjoon saw the video and thought it was cute, but didn't think much of it

As TXT and BTS are label mates as you know *fighting🫶*

But then one day he was walking down the hallway past a dance studio room and overheard the TXT members talking about you

So Namjoon being nosey hid outside of the door where they couldn't see him and listened in

"Yeonjun, you should take Y/n out on a date", Beomgyu said as everyone laughed

Namjoon felt like going and unliking the video he saw of the two of you, he was so jealous {A/N; LMAO, that line sounds so dumb, but it made me laugh as I wrote it so I'm keeping it in😭}

He snapped out of his jealous rage and headed back to his studio.

Trying to be rational, Would the two of you even work? You are a bit younger than, you're only year younger than Yeonjun, would you be better off with someone like him?

But when he arrived and closed the door as he walked in, he looked over at his desk and saw you.

There you were, sitting in his chair, smiling up at him

"Joonie!!!!, I texted you but you didn't text back", you said as you got up to greet him.

But before you could pull him into a hug, Namjoon bent down and pulled you into a kiss.

Jimin:

Jimin had always been a supportive label mate

To TXT and your group

Actually, Jimin kind of had his suspicions that you liked him

Mainly because every time he would see you, your group mates would nudge you and giggle.

He thought it was cute, but actually after getting to know you, he had developed some feelings for you

Neither of you would confess though

Yeah, you were 5 yeas younger, and that's what kind of held Jimin back

And in return, Jimin was five years older, so you would never make the first move.

But what if an event pushed him to?

Like I said, TXT, BTS, & your group were all label mates

So, you knew BTS, which obviously meant that you knew your other label mate

So on that side of the pond, you were very friendly with Beomgyu.

And just like with Jimin, you were oblivious

Avianyuh? What do you mean oblivious?

Well...Beomgyu liked you too

LOVE TRIANGLE

I'm just kidding

Now the one person who did know about Jimin's feelings for you was Jungkook

Who was very friendly with TXT

And one day, Jungkook calls Jimin and he's like, "Hyung...you have some competition"

And Jimin's all confused so Jungkook explains that Beomgyu mentioned that he liked you

And Jimin is like, "Oh shit", because he knows that the two of you are friendly

So he immediately heads out the door to your apartment and he calls you and is like, "I have something important to tell you, can you meet me outside"

So when he gets there, you're standing near the entrance to your apartment

And he starts with this long speech, 'Y/n, we've known each other for awhile and I think that there's something between us and-"

You cut him off with a kiss

#BigHitpowercouple

Taehyung:

Taehyung isn't about competition

I actually see TAehyung as being a very forward person

Like, I know I keep writing all of these requests for crushes and shit, but honestly with Taehyung I don't see him being one for crushes.

Like I think if he wants you, then he'll just confess

So this will be brief

He's probably been friends with you for awhile

But he kind of develops feelings for you

And one day, probably like Jin, he'll be sitting down with the TXT members

And one of them (probably Yeonjun idk) mentions that he thinks you're cute.

And Taehyung is straight up like, "Oh I think she has a boyfriend, sorry"

And then the next time he sees you, he confesses

And you're like, "Where'd all this come from"

And he's honest

"One of the TXT members was talking about you and it got me thinking..."

👏Kim Taehyung everybody👏

Jungkook:

He gives me drama queen vibes

Like he loves the chase of a relationship

Unlike Taehyung, I think he loves having a crush

Blabbing to his friends about her

Having his members tease him about it

Plus he's the youngest (so for me this is less weird and I can start some beeeeef)

You two are four years apart

Not bad, but ehhhhh some people could side eye idk how judgmental people are lmao

I think more people would be bothered about the fact that you were a fourth gen idol and he was third

So like, the public views him as more experienced than you

But you know how I said that I think JK enjoys having crushes

Well, I also think he's very hard on himself

And BigHit has protected him a lot from public scrutiny so I think a relationship where you two aren't the exact some age would maybe ruffle a few feathers

So he hasn't really made any moves on you

And a tiny part of him is afraid of getting rejected

So for now, it's some harmless, shameless flirting

Won't hurt anyone, right?

Well, trying to not crush on someone, but continuing to flirt with them can cause some problems

And TXT and Jungkook are close

So one day, Jungkook was talking with Soobin and blah blah blah, Soobin ends up saying he thinks you're hot

And JK is like, "Ummmm, why?"

And Soobin is low-key offended for you because he gets the impression that Jungkook was calling you ugly

*I told you there'd be beef*

And Jungkook is like, "Idk out of all the people, why her", now what he really means is; I like her, so why do you have to crush on MY crush?

But Soobin still thinks JK is just being a major dick

And Jungkook is now feeling like HE has competition

Kook loves competition, but he hates losing

So, he goes home

And now he's all bothered

And then the next day, he sees YOU with SOOBIN

And you're giggling and Soobin's looking at you all loved up

And JK wants to punch him

And then you see Jungkook and wave him over

And Soobin is giving JK a death glare, and JK's giving him back one

And now you're looking between the two of them and you're just confused

So JK is like, "Y/n, can I speak to you for a moment?", and as he asks, he isn't even looking at you, he's looking at Soobin

And son you follow him down the hall and Kook presses you up against a wall

And he gets all up in your face you're like, "😳"

And he starts asking you all of these questions

"Are you into him?", "How could you not tell me you were dating him?"

And now you're REALLY confused

"I'm not dating Soobin, what're you talking about?", you say.

"You aren't? But, but he's all over you", Jungkook asks.

"Wait a minute, even if I was...why would you care?", you ask him, crossing your arms.

Well shit, now he's outed himself

"I, uh, just wanted to know, that's all..."

"...that's all?"

"Do you want to go out with me", he said, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly.

"Took you long enough", you said as you walked away.

[berryhobii]

maybe a lil sum sum with this AI pic🤭🫣

Ahhhhhh I couldn’t help but think of merman!Yoongi with this and I actually made this a little more angsty than I intended hehe😭but I do have a spicy idea for the Taehyung photo you sent me. Please enjoy this very sweet longing romance

~

The moon shone down on the water, the reflection rippling and distorting as its gravitational pull worked on the water.

You felt relaxed under its gentle beams, ears picking up on its siren song—quiet as the dawn and soothing as a mother’s hand. Eternity suspended under its call and your body electric as you neared the cascading water.

Its waves lapped at your toes, a pleasant thrill going up your spine. The need to just dive in overwhelming you but you stayed strong. For fear that if you entered, you’d never leave. You left once already….who knows what would happen if you allowed the water to whisk you away….

“Starlight….”

That voice….

“What a lovely night to be out. The moon is gorgeous.” You breathed out.

“It is but it pales in comparison to you.”

You smiled, kneeling down to sit on your knees, the wet sand sinking under your weight. “You are a poet with your words, my love. They enchant me.”

He slowly moved through the waves, his large tail flapping and splashing. Under the moonlight, the colors were dim—navy and lapis blue, scales glittering and sparkling. You remember how they look in the sun, how they reflected its light and blended him with the bright water. You always said his tail was water—how it changed and moved. He was the water.

His dark hair was long, wet strands hanging in front of his face like a dark curtain but not even his hair could hide the sparkle of his eyes. Those beautiful irises you’ve stared into for decades still as iridescent and full of love as always. But now mixed in was a hint of melancholy and yearning. You were sure yours looked the same.

“You enchant me, my starlight. How I’ve longed to gaze upon you again.”

He hauled himself up onto the shore, enough so that he could dive back into the water if need be. You doubted anyone would be walking the beach this late though.

His head came to lie on your thigh, your hands resting on his hair, sighing in content now that he was touching you.

“Have you been well, Yoongi, my love? Winter is approaching so you’ll need to move to warmer waters soon.”

His head lifted from your lap to gaze into your eyes and you could already guess what he would say.

His brow furrowed and a part of you wanted to kiss it away. “I am not migrating without you. How could I when you are up here among humans?” The venom in his voice was thick and you couldn’t be upset with him for it. You two held a disdain for humans but the ones you had interacted with had shown you that there were more to them than greed. There were also kind humans and humans who loved the ocean. You’ve explained this to Yoongi but he didn’t care and you never tried to force him to. His opinion was his own and that was okay.

Still, you wished he could see your side.

“I’ve made a good life up here among the humans, Yoongi. You could be happy up here with me.”

That seemed to hurt him, judging by how his eyes changed.

“Were you not happy with me in the ocean? With our people? Everyone misses you.”

You sighed again. “Of course I was happy, my love. I didn’t come here because I wasn’t happy.”

His tail flapped against the water. “Then why did you? Why would you come here? Why did you leave me?”

A single tear trailed down his face. You knew that wasn’t a droplet of ocean water.

You reached out your hand to cup his cheek, leaning down so that your foreheads were touching.

“What did I promise you before I left? Tell me.”

He sniffed. “That you’d return one day.”

“And?”

“And…….and that you loved me.”

“I do love you.” You leaned back, pushing his hair back out of his handsome face. “I promised to protect you and the pod. That starts with getting the humans on our side. Once that happens, all of us will be able to return home.”

Yoongi understood the real reason you left. Humans had threatened your home, polluting your waters and chasing the food away while destroying the delicate ecosystem. You’ve seen it firsthand and you wouldn’t stand by anymore and watch it happen. So you ventured from home and joined the humans, learning their ways and dialect and working your way into their society. Now you’ve managed to find a sure fire way that your waters would no longer be taken advantage of by humans. A little more time and Yoongi and your people could return home.

You could return home.

“Do you trust me?”

Yoongi’s glittering eyes locked with yours, all the love and trust in his body swirling within them.

“With everything I have.”

Your lips ghosted over his, “then I will make our waters safe again and bring the pod back home.” The kiss you shared didn’t dissipate all of Yoongi’s worries, yours either but it did let both of you know that your love was strong enough to handle this. That you’d be together again. Forever.

“I love you, starlight.”

“And I love you. More than the moon.”

He hummed. “Could you join me for a swim? While I think you’re beautiful no matter what, I prefer your tail over legs.”

That made you laugh. You’ve been on legs for a while and they were still weird to you.

“I’d love to.”

And as you swam with your beloved, that familiar feeling settling over your body, you knew that you were doing the right thing. It hurt a little but you’d push through.

You felt Yoongi’s hand brush against yours, your head turning to flash him a smile, him reciprocating. You opened your palm to intertwine your fingers, squeezing his hand in yours. Your tails swished past one another, his deep blue contrasting your bright lavender.

You’d protect all of them. You’d protect him.

[stormblessed95]

Soooo.... I'm so severely disappointed in how I'm seeing some jkkrs act lately. Especially the ones who sit here and claim to be better than those they hate, tkkrs. The hypocrisy is incredible. I'm not going to do anything or say anything about it really. Because what good is that going to do. But I will just start quietly blocking people who I see either making posts or in the comments of other posts saying shady shit against ANY member, but over the past few weeks, especially against Tae, Yoongi and Joon. I'm just done. It makes me wanna step away from jikook tumblr as a whole because I don't want any part in a community that behaves this way. So my compromise is that I will be quicker with the block button. I'm going to start going through and blocking people after i get my children to bed tonight. Especially the people who I've seen like posts where I say that stuff isn't okay just to go be shady in someone else's comment section. So if you find yourself still here after a few days, congratulations. You made the cut I guess. Fuck all of this shit. I'm here for the good vibes and happiness ALL OF THE MEMBERS brings me. I'm not letting people take that away from me here. Nor am I wanting people who behave this way profiting off the time and energy I put into this blog here in any capacity. People ask how tkkrs got as bad as they did? Well, here you go. You are starting to see it play out right in front of our eyes with jkkrs.

Sorry for the rant. Thanks for reading.

[princesslachimolala]

The 8th Member of Bangtan 💜

•••

Chapter 6 - Happy Halloween!🎃👻🔮

Synopsis: you (yn 🦊) are the 8th member of Bangtan and get to enjoy making music and filming fun side projects for army with your members

Pairings: platonic! ot7 x gn! reader

Warnings: brief mildly suggestive humour, brief dark(ish) humour, mention of knives (used in the kitchen), mention of horror movies

A/n: basically an imagine of how I think spending a Halloween as a member of Bangtan would go (even though I know Halloween is not traditionally celebrated in Korea), very dialogue heavy but it’s fun, reader is gender neutral so I apologise if the honorific’s are confusing

Enjoy!✨

•••

“Okay this is ridiculous… it’s Halloween today and we have no plans” you said.

You and the boys were sitting at the dorm dining table having a late breakfast and since it was a day off for you all, you were deliberating your plans for the day.

“I might be busy…” jimin said stuffing his face with food.

“With what?” Tae asked confused.

“I might be meeting Taemin hyung” Jimin answered with a shrug as if it was the most obvious answer in the world.

“And I might just spend the day at the gym. Namjoon hyung said we would go together on our next day off…” Jungkook added.

“Well, that’s a bummer” you pouted, “what about you, oppas/hyungs?”

You turned to Jin, Yoongi, Hobi and Tae with expectant eyes.

“I’m going into the studio today” Yoongi answered.

“Me too” Hobi said.

“On our day off??” you implored, “what about having fun??”

“Making music is fun dongsaengie” Yoongi countered, earning a huff of acceptance.

“I’ll hang out with you baby petal” Jin said, bowing towards you in exaggeration, like a knight serving a member of royalty.

“Count me in” Tae said copying his actions.

“Yay! Thank you guys” you kicked your feet under the table in happiness.

“So what did you have planned?”

“I bought fresh pumpkins to carve and lots of snacks for a movie night!”

“That sounds fun” Tae said with the Tata mic smile on his face.

“We could do a live for army!” you suggested excitedly, “oh! And we could put our old Halloween costumes on! They would love that!”

You were now vibrating in your seat from excitement. And if you had bothered to look up from your breakfast and around the table, you’d notice the boys faces looking a little more forlorn with frowns that they were previously.

“Well, I guess I could reschedule with Taemin hyung…” Jimin said.

“It’s okay Jiminie I know he must be looking forward to seeing you” you said with an understanding smile.

“But- but I want to carve pumpkins too” Jimin said with a slight pout.

“Well I did buy 8 pumpkins…”

“We’ll stay and join in too dongsaengie…” namjoon offered, “right kook?”

“What?” Jungkook looked up at the table with a mouthful of rice and meat, looking confused clearly having been more focused on his breakfast than the conversation.

Everyone chuckled at him and how fast his expression changed from angry eating to wide boba eyes.

“We can workout another time so we can stay and carve pumpkins with everyone?” Namjoon asked again.

“Oh… yeah that’s fine I can just do weightlifting with that big pumpkin and do some lunges in between”

“I guess you want Hobah and I to join too yn-ie?”

“It’s okay oppa/hyung you should work on your music I know you’re stressed about it”

Yoongi looked torn while Hobi shook his head.

“We’d rather spend a Halloween together, right hyung?” he said to which Yoongi agreed.

“Then it’s settled!” Namjoon said standing, “let’s clear the table and get started on the day!”

“What leader says goes!!” Jimin said enthusiastically following his instructions.

“Calm down minie this is a democracy” Jin said laughing.

“Yes but joonie is the president” you said to your oppa/hyung.

“That’s right baby petal” namjoon said sending you a wink.

“Gross…” Jin chided.

“Seokjin-ah!!” you feigned shock.

“Yes sweet pea?” he looked at you innocently, masking a smirk.

“Did you just scoff at the nickname you made up and then change it…”

“Well it is spooky season pretty pumpkin, anything can happen” he shrugged.

“That’s enough nicknames I feel sick…” Yoongi got up to clear the plates away.

•••

“Now we can finally use those kitchen knives I bought and never got around to using” Jin said proudly.

“Ah no Jinnie they’re too dangerous… I bought pumpkin carving sets that are safer” you said rummaging in your cupboards to find them.

You then presented the carving sets to them, but you were missing 4 having originally bought 8.

“These are for kids noona/hyung” Jungkook picked up a pack to inspect, dubious expression on his face at the blunt, rounded tools and childlike design.

“Safety comes first kook” you said, “but I can only find half of what I bought”

Then the conversation descended into its usual chaos, delaying starting your activity.

“We’re all gonna have to share and it’ll take ages then”

“Fine, maknaes take the carvers and hyungs take the knives…”

“There’s no way Joon hyung can safely handle a kitchen knife”

“Joon gets a safety carver then…”

“That means we’re gonna have to sacrifice a maknae”

“Could that have sounded any darker kook?”

“Baby petal and Jiminie get dibs on the safety carvers, their hands are too cute and delicate” Hobi giggled.

“I thought it was changed to pretty pumpkin?”

“I like sweet pea better”

“Kookie has to get the safety carver too he’s the youngest”

“But that means Tae Tae has to use a knife! And he can’t use one to cook either, nevermind carve something”

“Seeing Hobi and Yoongi handle knives makes me nervous oppa/hyung”

“My god…” Jin exhaled in exasperation, pinching the bridge of his nose, “… baby petal are you sure there aren’t more carving sets in a bag somewhere?”

You thought for a moment.

“Oh actually…” you toddled over to a discarded cardboard box and low and behold “ah yay tada! Here they are!”

“Okay now time to decide who gets which pumpkin”

That statement once again made Jin and Namjoon physically and mentally facepalm, ready for more antics.

“I want the biggest one!”

“I want one with the least imperfections on it”

“I want the one with the most character”

“Let yn hand the pumpkins out since they bought them” Jin suggested, knowing that you’d make the process go more fairly and quickly than a squabble between the group.

In the end you gave Jungkook the big one as he asked (little did he know it would be much harder to carve), Hobi the one with the least scuffs and Tae the one with the most knobbly bits and lumps as they had requested.

Jimin got the smallest one and pouted but was happy once you reasoned that the smallest and cutest member of Bangtan had to get the smallest and cutest pumpkin.

The rest of the boys and yourself settled for nice plump, orange pumpkins and with 8 safety carvers in hand, set out to work.

“What are you doing Tae put the pumpkin guts into the bowl!”

“I am, hyung!”

“Then why is half your pumpkin seeds on the floor”

“Oh can we keep the seeds and grow pumpkin trees?!”

“Pumpkins don’t grow on trees Kook…”

“Oh… I knew that…”

“These carvers are rubbish! Mine won’t even go though the pumpkin!”

“Yah! I bought those to keep your fingers safe!”

“I know noona/hyung but how can I carve properly?!”

“It’s not the carvers fault, it’s your thick pumpkin!”

“Yah! My pumpkin might be thick but she’s pretty!”

“Your pumpkin is a she?”

“Of course she is, look at her”

“Mines a he, look at him he’s so handsome…”

“You’ve given him a curly moustache Tae?”

“Handsome gentleman can have facial hair…”

“I don’t know what design to do”

“I’m putting bats on mine”

“The best one should get a prize”

“I didn’t know this was a competition?!”

“Well it is now…”

“What’s the prize then?”

“Winner gets a whole serving of fried chicken to themselves!”

“Well I guess it’s decided what we’re ordering for dinner then”

“You’re on!”

“That chicken is mine losers”

“If I win I’ll share with you oppa/hyung”

“That’s so sweet baby petal but don’t butter your opponent up mid competition it’s distracting” Jin chided making you frown.

•••

After lots of chatter, elbow grease and a whole lot of mess, your pumpkin carving session was complete.

You ended up with a pretty design of bats flying against a starry moon-filled sky.

Most of the boys went with traditional Jack-o-lantern faces (some more haphazardly cut than others) while Jungkook went with an intricate Iron Man design (he looked up TikToks on how to carve fancy art designs into a pumpkin in a good effort to win the competition).

“Wow kook that’s amazing!”

“The golden maknae wins again…”

“But I like yn-ie’s too, it’s got more of a halloween flare” Hobi commented.

“Hmm it’s tricky to decide the best one”

“I think we both win noona/hyung” Jungkook said wrapping his arm round your shoulder admiring your pumpkins like a proud dad.

“We share the prize then?”

“Yeah let’s share” he agreed.

“Awwww look at our maknaes getting along… so sweet” everyone began cooing at the two of you.

“Yah! It’s not that sweet!” Jungkook complained lurching away from you suddenly, making you topple over.

“Yah! Jeon Jungkook! For that I’m getting the last piece of chicken…” you chided him.

“Should we go live for army now?” Jimin suggested.

“We need costumes first!” you sprung up recovered from your fall.

“Couldn’t have been that bad of a fall…” Jungkook mumbled under his breath, huffing.

“And once we have costumes… we do what exactly?”

“Chat to army? Say happy Halloween?”

“We haven’t done a full member live in so long…”

“Do we have any costumes in the dorm?”

“Tae can be Snow White again!”

“I will not be Snow White again!”

“Aw but you were so pretty Tae…”

“I found devil horns, cat ears and angel wings” Yoongi announced walking back into the room.

“Why do you have all that in your room… in fact… don’t answer that…” Jin concluded.

“I have a Spider-Man costume!” Jungkook yelled and sped away to his room to retrieve it.

“Yah okay, Jiminie’s an angel, I’m a devil, kook is Spider-Man and Yoongi is a cat” Jin counted.

“Joonie?”

“I’ll be Harry Potter I have a cloak and some glasses and I’ll draw on the head scar”

“Tae?”

“Tae look I’ve found dog ears too have these…” Yoongi handed them over.

“Let me draw your on noses and whiskers please” you pleaded to the two men.

“Just you then baby petal…”

You hesitated because everyone looked so put together in their spur of the moment costumes. You wracked your brain for any idea whatsoever.

“I know!” you proclaimed and rushed away to your room leaving the boys confused.

You didn’t have to do much for your outfit… you shoved on a permission to dance merchandise sweatshirt, a chimmy plushie headband and an army bomb light stick.

“Tada!” you said for the second time tonight reappearing back out into the livingroom.

“What are you meant to be?” Jimin asked chuckling.

“I’m an army!”

That sent them into a fit of laughter making you pout, though they reassured you they weren’t laughing at your idea or attempt at a costume just that it was “cute”.

You started the live as a group of an angel, a devil, a cat, a dog, a Spider-Man, a Harry Potter and a bts army fan and watched the chat overrun with comments as you greeted army.

“Is yn a Jimin bias?” Jungkook read aloud one army’s question.

“Of course they are” Jimin said smiling proudly and laughing.

“They’re sitting on an RJ pillow too so they must be a Jin bias wrecker” Hobi giggled.

“Ah no I’m ot8 obviously guys!” you joked.

“Can jungkook swing from buildings now?” Tae read out another army comment, in reference to his Spider-Man costume.

“Of course I can” Jungkook said flexing his muscles and making the web shooting gesture.

“But that’s very dangerous if you’re not Spider-Man, don’t do that at home army’s we don’t want you to get hurt, none of you are actually Spider-Man” Jin went on his protective rant.

“Army’s aren’t that silly hyung…” Yoongi laughed.

“I just feel very protective of them” he huffed in reply.

“What did you do for Halloween army? Did you all have a good time?” Namjoon asked the live.

“We’ve been carving pumpkins and we’re going to watch a scary movie later”

“But not too scary! Don’t get scared army’s!” Hobi added.

“Army’s are brave and tough” Tae said, “right everyone!”

“No army’s are babies that have to be protected” Jungkook said with a faux serious expression.

The chat went on for another half an hour of banter with army and then you all waved your goodbyes.

“Okay we’re gonna go now!”

“Stay safe and have a happy Halloween everyone!”

“Bye army’s!”

“Bye bye!”

After the live was officially ended, you all got de-costumed and changed into comfier clothes as the day had turned into evening and it was time to eat dinner and settle down for the night.

•••

“Okay what movie?”

“Really I meant it, nothing too scary please” Hobi requested.

“What about scream?“ you suggested.

“Are you kidding, yn-ie? That’s way too scary! It’s a slasher horror!” Hobi protested.

“Yah okay what about Hocus Pocus”

“I like that one” Tae said biting into his chicken.

“That’s too boring” Jungkook rolled his eyes.

“The Rocky Horror Picture Show?” Jimin suggested.

“Someone just pick something or the food will be all finished” Yoongi chided.

“I literally just made a suggestion and no one said anything…”

“What about All of Us Are Dead? That’s pretty halloween-y”

“Ew no I don’t want to watch zombies while I’m eating!”

“But you can watch a slasher movie?”

“Ugh fine… what about Coraline?”

“Isn’t that for kids?”

“Yes but it’s not that scary and it’s me and my childhood friends favourite Halloween movie… it brings back memories”

“Okay dongsaengie we’ll watch that” namjoon affirmed searching for the chosen movie selection.

“Thank you for today yn-ie, it was nice to spend a holiday together for once…” Hobi said leaning into your side for a hug.

“I never used to like Halloween but I like the way you do it, yn-ie” Tae added.

“Thanks guys, thank you for all spending it with me”

“Same thing next year?” Yoongi asked the room.

You all hummed in agreement, happily eating your fried chicken and assortment of side dishes. The movie was put on and once dinner was finished you switched over to the variety of Halloween themed snacks you bought from the convenience store.

You concluded that is was the best Halloween you had spent as an adult and you were grateful to spend it with your members who were also your best friends.

•••

A/n: Happy Halloween!🎃 I hope you had a fun and safe time whatever you got up to and if you had no plans (bc same) I hope this fic was nice to read! Until the next one✨

[crystalsnow95z]

Hoseok with a nasty cold but he tries to hide it and stifles his sneezes

Okay okay this is the third time I restarted this.. I know what I want but I'm struggling to write it. >.<

I'm semi happy with it, but I'll let you guys decide if it's good..

"Hehitch...!" J-hope sits up, looking around the room trying to find what woke him. "Hehtichih!" Another sneeze gave him his answer. He started feeling sick yesterday,sniffling thoughout practice,running out of energy halfway through. Luckily over the music the others didn't notice.

It's gotten worse..

J-hope sighs, looking for a tissue to blow his nose. "It wasn't this bad yesterday..this isn't good, we're doing the jacket shoot today.."

He blows his nose, only irritating it further, the itch returning. "Hehitchugh..." J-hope wipes his nose with the tissue, checking the time.

It's only 4:40.. I don't have to be up to go until 6..

J-hope gets up as quietly as he can, searching for medicine, but his search comes up empty. He sighs. Guess I'm going to the store..

He still felt exhausted, but the sooner he took care of it, the better. He bundled up warmly despite it being late spring, putting on a fuzzy sweater, blue jeans, and a white beanie.

"Where are you going...?"

J-hope jumps when he hears the sleepy voice of Jimin blinking up at him slowly from his bed.

"I can't sleep.. I'm nervous about the shoot, so I was going to go for a walk to clear my head.." J-hope keeps his voice soft to try to hide the congested sound, and thankfully, it worked.

Jimin turns over. "Okay.. be careful.." he replies with a yawn, sleepiness taking over his words coming out slow as he driftd off again. "Don't tire yourself out. We'll be working all day.."

"I won't." J-hope quickly leaves the room when he feels a tickle in his throat, waiting until he leaves the building to cough.

That was close..

J-hope hardly makes it around the block before he feels the irritated itch in his nose return.

"Heh'heh..Hetchxih!" J-hope sneezes, nearly falling forward. How am I going to hide this from the others...? They can't do the shoot without me and the album will get delayed if we don't have the photoshoot..

J-hope attempts to get back to bed without waking Jimin, but another itch appears. "Heh..heh..." He pinches the bridge of his nose, holding his breath to try to stop the sneeze from coming. He sighs in relief when the feeling disappeared crawling into his bed.

"Hm? What was that..?" Jimin sits up, rubbing his eyes seeing that his roommate returned. "Oh..it's you hyungie..Did you say something?"

"No. I just yawned." J-hope lies. "I'm tired now that i walked the nerves off.."

"That was a weird yawn.. what time is it?" Jimin asks, searching for his phone, accidently knocking it to the floor when he slides his hand across the bed to find it.

Sh*t, don't be awake now..

"We still have an hour until the alarm.. I'm gonna to lay down and sleep." J-hope wanted to avoid conversation.. at least until the medicine kicked in."You should sleep more too. It'll be a long shoot today.."

"Alright.. rest well.." Jimin yawns, laying back down.

J-hope covers his face with a pillow when the itch returns, the edge of his nose twitching. The pressure was building, causing a headache but he couldn't let Jimin know he wasnt feeling well..not until after the photo shoot.

The sneeze escaped against his will, muffled by the pillow, but still coming out as a squeak. "Hehitdyh!"

"Hyung..?" Jimin looks in the direction of J-hope, but the rapper pretends to be asleep, already knowing the question he'd ask. "That was fast..." He turns over, not wanting to 'wake' him.

This is gonna he a long day..

J-hope looks in the mirror, grimacing at his reflection. His nose was noticeably red, especially underneath his nostrils from them dripping. He winces when he touches the irritated area, trying to cover it with makeup, swearing under his breath. "It's not working.."

"Hoba are you almost finished? We need to leave in five minutes." Yoongi calls to him from outside the door.

"I'm almost done!" J-hope stifles a cough, quickly adding a layer of makeup to try to make his cover-up job less obvious. "Finished."

"Staff is going to do your make up for the shoot.." Yoongi thought it odd that J-hope would go through the trouble.

"Ah, I know.. I'm just breaking out from that fried chicken we ate last night, so I was feeling self-conscious.." J-hope lies, taking Yoongi's hand. "Let's go we don't want to keep staff waiting." He pulls him, not giving him time to think. He knew Yoongi could see right through him if their eyes met.

Everyone piled into the van, J-hope pressing his lips together tightly to surpress a cough. "Are you excited for the shoot Koo?" He gets the conversation going, hoping that would be enough to hide how poorly he felt.

"Where's the shoot gonna be again?" Jungkook asks, eyes shining with both excitement and curiosity.

"There's going to be two locations. An abandoned building that staff put a few sets in and by a lake." Namjoon explains.

" It's been forever since we shot outside." Taehyung smiles brightly, sharing Jungkook's excitement. "Which one first?"

"The building will be first because we want that natural light since there's hardly any power. " Yoongi replies next. "Didn't you pay attention during the meeting?"

Jungkook looks out the window, not wanting to reply getting a giggle out of J-hope.

"You should pay more attention." Jin scolds playfully.

"I knew there were going to be lake shots but I didn't know if it would be a real lake or just a built set like when we did Stay Gold." Jungkook says defensively.

"We're doing shots in the water." Namjoon explains. "They rented a place for us, and they're decorating it. We're actually going to do a few scenes for the music video while we're there."

This is going to take longer than I thought..

J-hope rubs his finger underneath his nose to try to stop the itch that formed underneath it, holding his breath. He was glad everyone was busy talking about work that they didn't notice him. He completely tuned them out, resting his elbow on the doorframe to look like he's just resting face on his hand.

"They want to do a few underwater shots with Me, Taehyungie and Hope."

J-hope quickly turns to Namjoon when he hears Namjoon add him to the list. "Wha...itchiz!" He sneezes.

"Bless you hyung." Jimin says politely.

"You and Jungkook are going to pull Taehyungie out of the water. Hoba, you agreed already. Why are you surprised?" Namjoon questions. J-hope was usually so serious when it came to their work, it took him off guard for him to forget something like that.

"Ah, I just thought we were doing it next week when we do the actual music video." J-hope tries to cover for his mind slip. How could he forget such an important detail.

"We made some last-minute changes because the weather is going to be bad next week." Namjoon tells him. "You were in your vocal lesson late.."

"Do you want me to do it for you hyung? You don't sound like you want to.." Jungkook offers.

"It has to be Hoba or it messes up the mini story in the music video.."

"It's fine, Jaykay. I don't mind it." J-hope smiles brightly to hide his concern about getting drenched when he was already feeling awful."I'll do it. I'm just feeling lazy today. I stayed up too late and got up too early."

"You want to sleep a little? You can lean on me if you want.." Yoongi offers, patting his shoulder. "We already ate fried food last night, so your cheeks will be puffy no matter what."

J-hope takes up the offer smiling to hear Yoongi trying to give him no excuse not to rest, it was getting harder to keep his voice sounding normal, and if he stays quiet for too long, they'll worry about him. "Thanks, hyung.."

Yoongi takes off the baseball cap he was wearing, placing it gently over J-hope's face to block out the sun. "No problem."

It didn't take long for him to fall asleep, everyone in the van whispering to not disturb him.

"Do you think he's really okay?" Jin asks, watching the soft rise and fall of J-hope's abdomen. "He sounds a little congested.."

"He kept leaving the room last night, and he said he was nervous this morning. It's been a while since we did a project this big..let's try to finish up quickly.." Jimin wasn't sure if he really was okay, but he at least wanted to tell the others what he knew. "Let's just keep an eye on him.."

"Hoba..Hoba wake up we're here." Yoongi gently raises his shoulder, waking up the usually cheerful rapper.

How could I feel worse after resting?

J-hope groggily sits up, rubbing his eyes. His head went from a dull ache to a pounding throb that got worse with every movement. " 'm up.." His voice comes out in a hoarse whisper.

"Are you okay, Hoba?" Jin asks, watching his stiff movement with concern.

J-hope clears his throat to try to speak louder. "My throats dry, I need some water."

Jungkook digs into his backpack to find a waterbottle, passing it to him. "Here Hobi-hyung."

"Thanks Jeykay.." j-hope stifles a sneeze, the pressure building up in his nose.

"Are you okay Hoba?" Yoongi notices J-hope's eyes watering from the pressure, but the younger rapper waves it off.

"I'm just still tired. That's all. I'll be okay. Let's get going. We're wasting daylight.." J-hope gets out, the others following behind him. He takes a swig of water, trying to ease the pain.

"This way Hoseok-ah.."Jin takes his hand when he sees J-hope walk the wrong direction clearly still half asleep, leading him to the changing trailer.

"Sorry Hyung." J-hope blushes lightly in embarrassment. "I guess I'm still not awake."

"It's okay. You'll wake up as you move around. Here, this one's your outfit." Jin gives him his outfit. "You need help?"

"No, I can dress myself." J-hope takes it, turning away from him when he feels another sneeze coming, quickly pulling his shirt over his head to hide his face, breath hitching. "Heh..heh..." He managed to stop the sneeze from coming, sighing softly. "These outfits remind me of the most beautiful moment photoshoot.." J-hope points out, trying to cover up his discomfort. "Like..uh..the I need U outfit mixed with Run."

"Yeah especially my jeans." Yoongi says rubbing his bare knee. "It's gonna suck for you guys in the water. Are you sure you're feeling up to it Hoba?"

"Yeah, yeah I think I'm getting a little cold.. Staff has hair dryers I'll just ask them to dry my hair as soon as possible." J-hope couldn't lie to Yoongi, not fully. "I can do this."

"Hopefully we can get it right in one shot." Jungkook felt his stomach tightening with nerves. If I mess up the shot Hobi-hyung will have to stay in the water longer and get worse..

Taehyung hugs Jungkook from behind when he notices the tension in his shoulders. "Don't worry Gukkie. We'll do our best. I don't think we'll need to do more than two takes."

"I'll do my best." Jungkook gives a small smile, leaning his head into Taehyung’s cheek, to fear still gnawed at his belly. Taehyungie-hyungie has done underwater shots before.. he has more confidence than me.. I don't know if I can get a good shot..

"We're doing the photos first. Concentrate on those right now. Don't worry about the filming.." Jin tells him.

"Right." Jungkook goes to his Noona to get his makeup done, keeping one eye on j-hope while he gets scolded for adding so much makeup this morning.

"I'm sorry..I'm sorry.." J-hope bows his head while she gets some wipes, trying to uncake the concealer that covered his reddened nose.

"It's okay, I'll get you taken care of. Just remember not to overdo it next time." She tells him in a soft tone, noticing the redness of his nose, realizing what he was trying to do.

J-hope feels his nostrils flair, another sneeze building when she removes the makeup from his upper lip, quickly spinning the chair to face away from her. "Hehtichih!"

"I'm sorry Hoseok-ssii, I didn't mean to tickle your nose." She bows in apology when he spins back to face her.

"It's okay." He fights the urge to sniffle,rubbing his nose with the side of his fist.

"Taehyung-ssii come back so I can finish your make up." Staff calls to him.

"Coming!" He calls back, quickly whispering. "We'll take care of Hobi-hyung, but it's better to let him think we aren't that worried."

Jungkook nods, going to staff to get his own make up done. Hyung doesn't like making us worry..

"Oh wow.. look they made a path of flowers.." Jungkook runs to the path, careful to keep his feet in the small gaps staff made them to walk through. "Ah.. heh..heh'itch!" He sneezes covering up his face. "Ugh..I'll need to take some allergy medicine before we pose with the flo..heh..itchi!"

"You didn't take some before you decided to charge towards them?" Namjoon goes to get Jungkook away from the flowers, but Yoongi stops him. "I'll get him. Jungkook-ah you need to be more careful of your health.." he gently moves towards him, grabbing his elbow to lead him back to the trailer.

"Heh.." j-hope clamps his hand over his nose to stop the sneeze, eyes watering.

"You okay Hoba?" Namjoon asks rubbing his back. "Do you need some medicine too?"

"I just took some." J-hope tells him. It wasn't a complete lie, but he still felt his heart ache to lie to him.

"Well, it should kick in soon. Just hang in there." Namjoon goes to staff for instructions, them starting the shoot, choosing to pose with the flowers second to last, giving Jungkooks medicine time to kick in.

J-hope stifles another sneeze, his face screwing up running yet another photo. "Sh*t.. sorry.. the sun got in my eyes.." he makes another excuse, but he knew they were onto him. There's no way they weren't with how many photos he ruined with the persistent itch and constant sniffling to try to keep his nose from dripping.

"It's okay Hoba. That's why we take thousands of photos. I'm sure the first few came out fine." Jin comforts J-hope. It's only been an hour and a half since they started the shoot, but Jin could see his energy already draining.

J-hope goes to monitor the photoshoot, feeling his heart sink when he sees he's ruined a quarter of the photos with him trying to stifle his sneezes and prevent his nose from leaking. At least they did an amazing job hiding the redness. You can't even tell I'm sick in the photos..

"There's still plenty of shots to work with. Don't worry about it hyungie." Jimin hugs him from behind.

"Let's do the mankae line shoot next. I need to use the restroom." Yoongi makes an excuse so J-hope could take a break.

"I gotta go too. After that we can do the vocal line shots." Jin was quick to pick up what Yoongi was up to, but J-hope wasn't. He was just happy to be able to take time to blow his nose and ask staff if they had any cough drops and pain relievers.

"Okay, I'm gonna go get some water for us." J-hope quickly walks away from the others, letting out a phlegm filled cough. He spits, into the grass, grimacing at the yellow coloration. "Why am I getting worse...?"

"Alright Taehyung-ssi will go into the water first, count to five before going in after him. Understood?" The director tells them. Taehyung and Jungkook nod, but J-hope was zoned out, eyes focused on the lake.

"Hoseok-ssi did you hear me?" He prompts J-hope to respond, j-hope looking at him when he hears his name.

"Huh? Ah.. I'm sorry..could you say that again?" J-hope bows, sniffling as softly as possible. His body ached, his head felt like it was splitting and now his nose and throat both had a persistent itch that made it hard to breathe. I made it this far.. It's just one more shot..

"Wait for Taehyung-sii starts sinking under the water before diving in to get him, and please be mindful where the cameras are. Don't pull him up too quickly, we want to be sure the shot comes out clearly but you need to move quickly to reach him. We can speed it up after if needed. " The director tells him with a sympathy,wanting to make it usable in the first take so he didn't have to spend too much time in the water.

"Understood. Swim fast when he jumps move slow to pull him up" J-hope nodded, eyes watering as his nose twitches, another sneeze threatening to come. "Heh.. heh..itchisg!"

"I think we should do this another day. You need to time this perfectly or Taehyung will be in danger." Namjoon felt anxious about both J-hopes health and Taehyungs safety.

"I'm okay. There's no way I'll let Taehyung be in real danger and we have staff on stand by in case anything happens. Joon i got this." I got to finish this..after filming this scene I can get dry and sleep in the car while we drive to the next location..

"But Hobi-"

"Please Namjoonah, I can do it."

Taehyung took a deep breath, jumping from the small boat and into the water, letting go of his breath when he hears the signal from staff, air bubbles filling the water. He allowed his body to sink, having full trust that Jungkook and J-hope would pull him out before he was in danger.

"He's in the water. We need to get to him." Jungkook knew Taehyung was the best at holding his breath out of all the members, but he was emptying his lungs so he could properly sink. He pulled J-hope into the water, the shock of cold completely waking him up.

Sh*t.. it's freezing..

J-hope tried to swim as quickly as Jungkook, but he didn't have the stamina. He knew of he used all his energy he wouldn't be able to pull Taehyung out.

Jungkook noticed him falling behind, stopping right before he was in sight of the camera. He could see Taehyung sinking. He's falling too fast.. I don't know if hyung have the energy to make it back up of he goes to far.

J-hope felt it too, the realization that Taehyung was at risk of actually drowning. Taehyungie had a hand singal in case he felt like he was in danger, but what if he was already unconscious?

Adrenaline kicked in, giving him the strength he needed to push forward, quickly moving to grab one of Taehyung’s arms. Jungkook feels relief wash over him when J-hope caught up with him, following his lead to get Taehyung back to the boat.

Taehyung weighed practically nothing in the water, making it easy for the two boys to lead him to the surface. Jungkook gave Taehyungs arm a squeeze right before they reached the surface, the older vocalist taking in a small mouthful of water as planned.

J-hope bit the inside of his cheek, the painful pressure of a building sneeze filling his sinuses. No. No if I sneeze I'll ruin the shot..

Jungkook was pretending to try to shake Taehyung awake. "Hyung.. Hyung..!" He had fake panic in his voice as Taehyung lay motionless, fighting against the urge to spit out the lake water and fill up his lungs that screamed for air.

"Taehyungie!" J-hope adds in as soon as he successfully stopped his sneeze, doing chest compressions lightly. "Taehyungie you gotta breathe.." it wasn't hard to make his voice sound pained. He got close to Taehyung's lips, only a few centimeters away from his lips as he pretended to fill his lungs with air.

Taehyung waited for him to pull away before coughing up the lake water, quickly sitting up as it drizzled down his mouth. He was only supposed to pretend to cough it up, but he couldn't hold his breath any longer, accidentally gasping it in.

"Alright cut!"

The director called, staff quickly pulling the boat to the shore.

Jungkook rubbed Taehyung's back when he realized he wasn't faking, his cough continuing even after filming stopped.

"Taehyungie are you okay? Did we take too long to get you? I'm sorry..that was..was...heh..itxixh!" J-hope sneezes.

"I'm..I'm okay..I jus..swallowed the..water.. my fault.." Taehyung says between coughs.

J-hope went to speak, but instead he joins Taehyung in his coughing fit, hacking up more thick mucus. He couldn't fight it anymore. He was sick and everyone knew it.

Staff quickly got the three boys out of the boat, wrapping each of them in a large towel. "J-hope are you okay?"

"I..i..don't feel well.." j-hope finally admits it, his knees giving in. His vision became hazy, the edges of everything softening.

"Get him in the trailer. We need to get him dry as soon as possible." Yoongi orders in a panic

Namjoon picks up J-hope, cradling him to his chest. "I shouldn't have let you do the shoot.."

J-hopes eyes widen when he feels his feet leave the ground, he wanted to tell him he could walk on his own, but he knew it was a lie. Right when the coughing started to slow, the itch switched to his nose, releasing the sneezes he wouldn't let come. "Heh..heitchi..Hehtifxtch!..heh..hegiixch!"

Namjoon sets him down, getting the hair dryer himself to try to prevent J-hope from getting any worse.

"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. I ruined the album.. it's gonna be late because..because of me.." J-hope's emotions overflowed, tears streaming down his cheeks.

"Hobi.. hobi no you didn't ruin anything. Don't cry..it's not your fault." Jin says wiping J-hopes cheeks. "You can't help it if you're sick. I'm sure we can get it out on time even with a minor set back and if we can't Army will understand." He tries to comfort J-hope, hugging him close.

"You..you think so..to..finish on..on time?" J-hope sniffles, triggering another sneeze right into Jin's chest. "Heh'itchii..ah..I'm sorry Hyung.. I'm sorry.."

Jimin hands him a tissue. "Here Hyung. Wipe your nose.. we'll get you taken care of. Okay?"

J-hope blows his nose. "I..I've been really close to..to everyone all..all day..with..without a mask.. everyone's gonna get sick beb..because of me.." J-hope's voice breaks off into a soft whimper.

Namjoon starts blow drying his hair. "Don't worry about that right now. Not everyone's gonna get sick."

"Hyungie don't cry.." Jungkook tries talking over the hair dryers. "I won't get sick and even if I do there's an equal chance it's from the lake."

" Hey.. hey.. what did one ocean say to the other?" Jin asks in English.

"What?" J-hope asks, perplexed by his sudden change in languages. "Now isn't..the time for riddles.."

"You only say that because you don't know the answer. A little one told me this one when we were in America. Come on. Guess.." Jin encourages him to try.

J-hope takes a deep breath. How am I supposed to answer English word play? My English isn't that good.

Jin smiles when he sees J-hopes mind focus on his joke instead of his cold and the album. "Think of ocean words."

"Fish, sand,sea sh..heh..hehitchsghi!" J-hope groans. "That one hurt.."

"It sounds like it did.. but hey.. look. You stopped crying." Jin says wiping the drying tears from his cheeks.

"Oh..you're right.. thanks Hyung.. and thanks Joon-ah..I'm sorry i didn't tell you guys how bad I felt.. I just wanted to get the shoot done.. it wasn't so bad this mor..." J-hope's cough cuts off the word.

"You should've told me anyway.. your health is more important.." Jin scolds him. "An extra month won't be the end of the world. I'll tell them myself we need to put the album on hold. Hyung will handle it. Okay?"

J-hope's only reply is a sneeze.

"So you want to know the answer to the riddle?" Jin asks.

J-hope nods, another sneeze coming. "Hehtichugh.."

"It didn't say anything. It only waved." Jin laughs at his own joke, earning himself an eye roll from J-hope.

"There.. your hair is dry.. let's get you to a doctor okay?" Namjoon said it as a question, but he had no intention of letting him say no.

[03-shiro-25]

Min Yoongi | Are my feelings not important?...

Min Yoongi x gn reader

Synopsis: at reader's family dinner he saw how worried a very important person to him reacted to someone not feeling well mentally and got reminded about how the person reacted when reader felt like he could never be happy again

warnings: angst

Note: i will probably mainly write for Suga on this blog. He is like my ULT Bias AND ULT comfort person on this planet. He helped me so much so I feel the most comfortable when I write for him (and Jk)

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Today was the day you would be meeting up with your whole family. You were so excited, you haven't seen them in forever. You had a pretty good relationship with your family. But since they were all busy with their own lives and you were busy with your work as an producer at hybe entertainment you never got the chance to meet up.

It was in the afternoon when you started to get ready. You didn't put on anything fancy or styled your hair. They all knew you were no fan of dressing up and stuff. So you were not worried when you looked in the mirror and saw yourself with messy hair, some wide jeans and an plain black shirt. You liked your style.

So after you were finished getting ready you headed to the front door where your boyfriend was already waiting for you. "You ready?" he asked you as he eyed you up and down with a smile. He knew how exited you have been for the last week. You were only talking about that dinner and how you have missed them all so much. The whole week your mood had been over the roof.

"I guess you will come home late today then?" he opened the front door for you as he walked out with you.

"Yeah, probably haha" you giggled, growing more excited. "Well, I might still be at the studio when you come back so either you go home to rest or you come visit me after your dinner" he shot you a dirty grin before he started to laugh. "Yeah, we will see. Love you. See you later." you spoke fast, giving him a small kiss before each heading to your own cars. He drove off to the studio while you went the other direction towards the restaurant where you were supposed to meet your family.

The moment you arrived one of your aunts came walking to you. "Y/n! It is so good to see you again! Did you grow a bit more again? I swear you are taller than the last time I saw you" She always said that when she saw you. You laughed "Hello to you too! You think I grew again? Well I hope so!" you smiled at her. You really liked her.

"Come with me! The others are already inside" she told you as she lead you the way to the table where your whole family sat. You almost teared up at that sight. Your two aunts who were always bickering about something. Your grandma who was in despair since her hearing aids weren't working right AGAIN, your uncle who didn't speak much, your older sister with her bright pink hair AND her husband was here too! He was really introverted! At family meetings he almost only talked to you! With others he only said something when he was asked something, but with you he talked and talked and talked. You waved and smiled at him, he did too when he was you.

Next was your little sister. She was still pretty young, about 12 years old, but really cute. Then your stepdad and finally your mother. When she saw you she immediately stood up to hug you. "Hey my treasure, how have you been?" since you were a child she always called you her treasure. You thought that that was really sweet. "Work is great, it is really fun! And the people I work with are very nice" she nodded at you as your aunt interrupted you. "Yah! We don't want to know about your work! Tell us, do you have a girlfriend yet?" you just rolled your eyes at her.

Of course she only wanted to know that. "No, I don't" you said without explaining that you have a boyfriend. "Do you have a boyfriend?" your older sister asked you. Now a smirk grew on you face. "Yes, I do." your sister just smiled at you knowingly. A sigh was heard from your aunt.

The dinner went on like that. Just catching up on the lives of each other. In between you went to your sisters husband to talk to him since he couldn't really talk with the others. But you noticed that your younger sister has been awfully quite the whole time. Your mother seemed to have noticed too as she excused herself and her youngest child. They stood up and left the table to a quiet area where they could talk unbothered. You had a strange feeling so you followed them.

You knew eavesdropping wasn't ok but you somehow couldn't stop yourself, you were way too curious. They stopped in a hallway where no people where. You hid behind a wall where they couldn't see you but you could see and hear them. Your mother crouched down a bit to be on your sisters level. "Please tell me what's wrong love" she looked at her with concern-filled eyes. Your little sister looked down to the ground. "I don't know... I just haven't been to happy with my live lately I guess.." the little one mumbled. To ashamed to look at your mother.

"It is just... I hate my life at the moment..." the moment you said these words to your mother you regretted it and wished you would have just stayed silent.

Oh no... You were ready to step in at every moment. Preparing yourself you argue with your mother and comfort your sister but it never came to it. Your mothers next acts and words shocked you. They hurt. "Would you like to tell me why sweetheart? Maybe we can work on making it better together?" she softly spoke as she hugged the small one in a comforting manner.

Your heart dropped the moment you heard her say that. You were not expecting that. An aching pain started to spread in your chest and your breathing got caught in your lungs. Suddenly your body felt heavier than before and your mind went blank.

She seemed angry and disappointment "Sorry that your life is SHIT. I am sorry for giving birth to you and gifting you this awful life." what she said and the way she said it broke you. It sounded as if she thought that it wasn't her problem and that you only wanted to hurt her. Tears started to fall from your eyes. You came to her because you thought she would give you comfort... but she didn't.

You had to get out of here. You had to leave. You couldn't stay here right now. So you rushed back and gathered your stuff. Your family looked at you confused. "Sorry... my boyfriend needs me home as soon as possible. It was nice meeting you all again." with that you left and basically ran to your car. As soon as you closed the car door your mothers word repeated in your head over and over again. 'I am sorry for giving birth to you' 'I am sorry for giving birth to you' over and over again. Like a broken record. No matter how hard you tried to think of something else the words kept replaying in your head.

You could barely concentrate on driving, almost getting in a car accident. 'Where are you Suga?.. I need you..' with that thought appearing in between your mothers hard words you drove faster. Needing to see him as soon as possible. He was the only person on earth that could give you comfort.

You arrived at the studio and rushed inside, heading straight to your boyfriends 'genius lab'. With every step you took your body started to feel heavier. You knocked before entering after you heard him give you the ok. As he turned with his chair to see who it was he was surprised to see you already back. He thought you would stay away longer. "Hey baby, why are you back already? Is everything ok?" the moment he asked you that you felt your strength leaving your legs as they slowly gave out under you.

You leaned on the closest wall to you and slowly slid down until you were sat on the floor. Suga was beyond concerned, jumping up from his seat to rush and crouch down in front of you. "Hey. Hey.. what is wrong baby? Did anything happen?" he asked but you couldn't answer him. 'I am sorry for giving birth to you' 'Maybe we can work on making it better together?' the words your mother said to your sister replayed in your head, like it was mocking you.

Did she love your sister more then you? Why did she react different with her? Is she more important than you?...

"Are my feelings not important?..." that was the first thing your boyfriend heard from you this night. Your voice sounded lifeless as you were just staring in front of you. It scared him. A few single tears streamed down your face. A frown adorned his face after he heard these words leave your lips. "Of course your feelings are important. Don't ever think that they are not, ok?" he tried to reassure you. "Would you like to tell me what happened?" you had been so excited about tonight, he just had to know what could have ruined that for you.

"My mother... when I was a kid and felt like everything was to much and like I would break down every moment I trusted her and told her how I felt... 'Sorry that your life is SHIT. I am sorry for giving birth to you and gifting you this awful life.' That were her exact words to my feelings... but today my little sister told her that she was feeling like I did back than... my mother wasn't angry at her. She offered to help her.." Yoongi's jaw clenched as he heard the story.

How could your mother have said that to you? Especially at a time you were feeling like shit anyways. He was furious. And he was sad for you. You looked so broken when you spoke about it. So he sat down onto the floor beside you and offered you some cuddles. Of course you accepted as you leaned in and cried your eyes out on his shoulders. He made you feel like your feelings were important. Like he understood how you felt. He was your family.

"You know Yoongi? When she said that to me back then I of course felt hurt, but more did I feel sorry. I shouldn't have told her how I felt. It must have been hard for her to hear these words leave my lips.." you thought about it.

"Even if it hadn't been easy for her, you were suffering too. And she is your mother. She is supposed to be there for you. To help you through tough times. So you had no reason to feel sorry" he sounded sad as he spoke.

"Actually, every time she cared for someone else I felt my heart ache and questioned myself 'Why couldn't you care for me the same way? Why? Do you not love me enough?' For years the memories and thoughts wouldn't leave my head. It was so draining. I felt tired. But I can't talk with my mom about this... even though I really want to know why she reacted the way she did.."

"I will do anything I can to help you forget about it. I am sure your mother had a good reason for her behavior back then. And please never feel like you are any less important than anyone else. For me you are the most important person alive." a small smile could be seen on your face thanks to his words. As he saw that he felt relieved and smiled back.

You were not angry at your mother. But you had to admit you were a bit hurt and disappointed. But that didn't matter anymore. All that mattered was the man who was currently holding you close, telling you over and over again how important you were. Soon you fell asleep in his embrace. He couldn't fall asleep for a long time. Thinking about what your mother said and how you must have felt hearing these words as a kid.

He swore himself that he would always pay attention to your emotions and would help you whenever you needed him.

[aloneatpeace]

Fall of Empire

A Little Mischief '3'

Summary: 𝓯𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓪 𝓯𝓾𝓷𝓷𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓹𝓮𝓸𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓱 𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻. 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓯𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓪𝓵𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝔂 𝔀𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓷 . 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓭𝓮𝓷𝔂 𝓸𝓻 𝓵𝓲𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝓷𝓭 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓼 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓲𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓼.

.→✒️:★: ͜͡✿͜͡ →. this is pure fan fiction it's not real. I mean no disrespect to any of the members.The stroy is fictional it's doesn't have anything to do with the real life members of bts.

The three knight was relived to find Hoseok and his company amidst off the celebration, he explained that once every year on specific day everyone in the town gathers around heart of town exchange foods, clothes as well as any item they deem worthy of sharing, throughout the years it developed into a grand festival in the village, the festival was just reminder that everyone is equal and importance of kindness, compassion and happiness.

the town was buzzing with chatter and music, everyone was laughing exchanging goodness among each other.

Hoseok and the three knights were sitting down inside the liquor shop sipping wine, enjoying the pure happiness radiating from the people around them. On the other side was Ameon surrounded by young men and women who eagerly listing to his words daydreaming life in the castle. For some it felt like a destiny an honor to serve the royal family and to some it is new opportunity, a new life the curiosity to know what is like outside there home.

“Are you not participating Hoseok?” yoongi ask making the said male smile as the knight was silent for some time while the other two was laughing and chatting off

“Oh no, I do not think its for me” he said with a smile

Jimin and Jungkook who now listening them stare at Hoseok in confusion “why? Is it a one-time opportunity?”

“Yeah, are not curious to know about life outside your town?” jimin adds

He looks at the guards with a tilted head, a longing look on his face “of Couse, I always wanted to know and see the castle how was life in there. But this is my town, my home I have everything I needed here so why should I leave?”

“You satisficed with your life here” yoongi said with small smile

“Yes, I am” Hoseok said with a bright smile in distance his father calls him he node his head at his father and shift his attention back to the knights “l will take my leave now, enjoy our festival”

The three-knight watch as Hoseok leave “that’s a one happiest man I ever seen” jimin said before adding “expect the royal advisers”

“yeah” Jungkook scoff at the comment before sighing.

 He and jimin go back drinking as Yoongi once again lost in thought glance back at Amon then to Hoseok and his father, they look like they’re having a heated conversation. “Why do l feel we will see him again” he said as take another sip, long finger delicately wrapped around the glass

Jimin and Jungkook glance at each other in confusion before shrugging “guess we just have to wait and late the fate plays its game” Jungkook mummers

“I am not going?”

“What do you mean you are not going?”

“It is simple father; I am staying not going “Hoseok almost rolls his eyes at his father’s word

Irritated with his son’s response he tugs him away from everyone, Hoseok allows him to do he rather not display the drama to everyone and ruin the good time

“Son do you not understand the fortune? With your skill you could become one of best knight my son. I heard that recruitment of knights also happening, you will regret later if you let this chance go in vain”

He thinks for a moment making his father sigh in relief “no I do not think I will” his father takes a minute register his word before shaking his head

“This for your own good son, you will have better life there”

At his father defeated voice Hoseok walk closer towards “I am not being ungrateful father nor am I being disrespectful to you. I am happy here father, this is my home I don’t want to leave this behind for a life that I don’t know we do not know how true that is”

“I can only say its your life son”

“I am content with my life here father” Hoseok smile at his father as he pats on his shoulder and walk away letting out a sigh, he sits down on the ground looking at the sky, when the last sun ray was fading a smile creeped upon his face as he stands up and fix his hair and attire before walking into the woods.

“We are following him, right?” Jungkook question jimin and yoongi as he watches Hoseok walks into the woods his question was answered when the two starts to slowly trails towards.

Uncontainable happiness and energy suddenly hit Hoseok the thought of seeing you giving him a boost to starts skip towards yours home, unknowingly making the men who following him puzzled at sudden cheerfulness in his demeaner. He makes quick stop and when he sees some wild flower of light colors, he crouches down near flowers before carefully selecting some of red, pink, white and yellow, blue, purple beautiful ones and arranging them in order before using a plant vine to tie the flowers stem together.

He examines his quick work with a satisfied smile before standing up and fixing his hair and dress and starts to walk towards slight slope way behind three lost knights share an unsure glance before yoongi shrugs his shoulders and the three continue to follow him Curiosity filling them pushing to walk forward.

Hoseok smile warmly at the home as the knights also stands behind him “so who lives here in the woods?” Jungkook whisper softly in a dreamy state Hoseok whisper back your name before freezing and jump at the presence of the three knight a shriek escaping from him.

“What are you guys doing here? Why are you here? Were you following me?” Hoseok throw questions after questions at them perplexed look on his face.

“What you so afraid off us being here?” yoongi voiced a suspicious glint in his eyes making him sweat at ice look on the knight

 Nervously he laughs body twisting side to side “who is afraid me? Me …no heavens never”

Jimin utter your name as if testing the name on his tongue gawking at Hoseok “who is that. Is the flowers foe this y/n?”

Hoseok throws the flower away “what flowers...... I do not see any flowers….” The three looks at Hoseok with a blank look on their face Jungkook walks towards the flower and pick it admire it gently brush away   up as jimin roll his eyes at Hoseok.

“You know we should head back to town” Hoseok starts walk backwards look at the three knights but they stand there.

 Jungkook who closer to the house as the door open, he cautiously the walk closer towards with his dominant hand on his sword and other hand hold the flower “y/n is a deer?” Jungkook voice make them snap their head towards the door of home the deer walk freely as it owns the place when Hoseok walks towards the deer enthusiastically move towards him, he lean down with clam smile on his face and run his hands on the deer back giving it a rub the three knights watch this scene.

“Who are you?” your question startling Jungkook making him draw his sword as well as Jimin and yoongi, Hoseok yell at him to stop quick in his feet’s standing in front of you.

“Put that down” for the first time they see Hoseok furious words firm and eyes sharp giving the knights whiplash at the shift of persona. “She is harmless now put that down”

Yoongi observes Hoseok, seems like he is ready to fight if it is necessary, it’s obvious in his stances even though the three Can over power him quickly. He tries to look pass him to glance the she in question but Hoseok shifts his body completely hiding her no y/n from his view.

Yoongi node at jimin and Jungkook and lower the sword. “Hoseok is everything alright?” you tug on his tunic; he turns his body towards you gives you a reassuring smile. “Who are they?”

He glances back at them and stand beside you perceive the three knights each stand with certain aura of fairness and grace, the one draw eye shows the apologetic for his action, the other second one was filled with confusion and curiosity while last one was didn’t betray his emotion you tilt your head at last one in confusion as you only known expressive Hoseok face its puzzled you, urge to know what is behind the walls one that one peculiar knight.

Hoseok, seeing you take a long look at yoongi, clear his throat and have satisfice smile once he sees your attention, walking towards you with guilty expression “I did not welcome them to come with to your place, they followed me”

Jimin’s and Jungkook’s eyes wide at the sudden betrayal “we did not do such thing” Hoseok glare at them as jimin trail of “we were just making sure you are alright”. The two was only received Hoseok side eye.

While Hoseok was glaring down at jimin, Jungkook take this opportunity to apologies to you “forgive me for impulsiveness, I mean no harm my lady” he offers the flower to you. Hoseok watch in disbelief as Jungkook offers you his flowers and you accepting them with small smile, these two will be his headache that sure.   

“You can call me my name”

“Are you the crazy girl lives in the woods” yoongi tilt his head at you

“Hey don’t talk to her like that” Hoseok was quick to interfere

While you just smile at him “crazy girl huh, here I thought I was witch”

“Do not feed their amusement y/n” Hoseok said with stern voice he knows even though you put on mask of unbothered inside you hurt at the words of people, you just watch him with adoration in your eyes

 “Forgive me Hoseok, are you still willing to take to the festival”

A bright smile all that you needed.

Loud. Loud was the word that describe the festival state, people’s heartly laughs, Childrens yells and young women and men dancing to the music that playing one conner. Everyone was lively and happiness radiated from them.

Hoseok successfully takes you away from the three knights, he admires the way you watch the crowd with twinkling eyes, looking beautiful as ever even though you asked if you look decent enough to attend the festival in your worn-out clothes while you were walking toward the town.

He could tell you are still cautious about the way you look; he saw the way glance at the young women dance around in nice clothes so he couldn’t help but pull you to one of the shops which sell clothes hopefully they have something that you like and he could make you fully content.

“Come on this will be fun” Hoseok was bouncing on his toes with excitement

“What if they did not like me enter the shop?” you look around so far no one made a comment about you, you doubt someone even saw you coming everyone is lost in the celebration but still you never can be too careful

“Do not worry about the pretty head of yours” Hoseok takes your hands in yours “everything will be alright; I will be with you”

You could never deny him, with reluctance you let him take you the shop. The shop owner was drowning in booze.

“we just have to a little sneaky” Hoseok eyes was filled with mischievous as he put a finger on his lips, his other hand grasp your as he sneaks the both you inside the shop.

“This is so wrong” you said with a smile on your face

“That is why you need to be quick and pick some things before someone come” he gently pushes you further. You shake your head at his antics “now do not come out without something you like” a false stern looks on his face as he tries to conceal his grin from breaking out but fails. He can never pretend Infront of you.

You watch as he exits closing the curtains on his way

“Are you stealing now” Hoseok almost let out a scream at yoongi question his chest heaves pressing his hands on his chest he steadies himself.

He narrows his eyes at the knights “are you seriously following us now?”

“Yes, we are” Jungkook answer truthfully

“Is she yours?” jimin asks Hoseok as he take seat on the table where the owner of the shop is passed out

Hoseok rubs his neck nervously “well she is mine?” it came out more of a question than statement  

“Are you asking us or telling us?” yoongi asks 

“Why does she live up there not in the town?” jimin voice his confusion

“So, she is not your partner?” Jungkook ask Hoseok making the male narrow his eyes at the younger 

Hoseok looks at them with irritation “first we are not stealing we are just borrowing” he glances at jimin “she can leave anywhere as she pleases” eyes moving towards Jungkook in stern voice he state “not yet.  I am planning on telling her tonight” he said with a confident smile

But it crumbles away when you set up out “tell me what Hoseok?”.

(choose this or that )

Hoseok was quick to put a confident face, he tries to effortlessly look charming by leaning on the table, with jimin sitting and guy partially laying on it the old table couldn’t hold the three grown men as it all broke by the leg quickly.

You gasp covering your mouth eyes wide, the drunken man drowsily wakes up starts look around, Jungkook was quick on his feet leap towards you and grab your wrist together you and him flee out the scene yoongi was also disappeared quickly leaving Jimin and hoseok run after them.

“Are you not punishing me for stealing?” you ask the knight standing Infront of you

“Well, I have helped you escape didn’t you and both culprit of the crime” a smug smile graces his charming face “beside I won’t dream of hurting a lady”You hum with an impressed look on your face.

Jungkook tip of ear start to redden as taken your appearance you look like just normal maiden in the festival but somehow you feel more than just that.

He knows that the you are not the most beautiful women he ever seen but there is something captivating about you.

He cannot figure it out, it's just appears to him that you walked in and everything he ever know and learned achieved seems held no value to him.

He cannot even say how gorgeous you are .

No royal fabrics or ornaments doesn't match the mesmerizing essence of beauty and elegance that of you in simple dress with an innocent smile on your face.

While jungkook was enthralled by you. behind you annoyed hoseok give Jungkook a glare seems like the bunny boy need to take care of.

 yoongi sigh at the both males. Jimin was leaning on hoseok after all the walk and now the small rendezvous he is tired.

Hoseok push of Jimin from him making the male whine, hoseok suddenly pop in between you giving the knight a side eye puzzling the him turn to you with a happy smile “come on, let me show you around”  

You beam at everything around you with a childlike curiosity, hoseok had hooked his arms around yours stating that you might get lost if he let go. The moon was shining down dark could never looked so beautiful sky glittered with stars cold breeze was soothing the night felt so unreal to him maybe it was not the mesmerizing night maybe it is just you near him making him on cloud nine Hoseok take you his shop, he was eager to show his work place as you both entered the shop it almost like you two enter on another universe.

“Hoseok this is beautiful” you said looking around, everywhere was the flowers that you and hoseok found, from white to black flowers was arranged in specific order according to size and shape and color of the flower small lambs in between here and there light shining reflated by yellow tinted glass plants and pots floral ornaments pollan and aroma of flowers was hang in the air.

He can feel his heart raising as he know what is about happen. There is so many things could go wrong. You could cruelly reject him. You might end up cutting off him from your entire life. Maybe you might want someone else someone who is more charming, brave , confident and less annoying like jungkook or jimin.

Years of years of insecurity come in surface. Maybe you just putting up with him for the sake of it and inside you're just tired of him like everyone.

God this is so nerve wrecking.

But there is also a chance you might accept him and he is willing to take it.

Why waste time when he know it can might lead to something that worth so much more than gold and diamond, something priceless, something he can cherish and adore his upcoming days.

You were looking around and admiring the beauty around you when hoseok took your hands in his making you halt with a furrowed eyebrow you glance at he takes a deep breath “y/n I want to tell you something, I don’t think I can keep it in any longer”

Slightly concerned and perplexed you give a nervous smile “you can tell me anything Hobi”

That name calms him a bit “y/n …I” the door opening making both of you glance at it.

The last person he wants to see stand there.

This is going to be a long night.

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@thebisexualonesworld @bangtan1325

[here2bbtstrash]

your votes are in! part 2 survey results ✨

i asked, and y'all answered!!! 👀

as mentioned a few times before, the survey is not closed - i won't update it with new works moving forward, but i will keep an eye on it if anyone decides to run back and add votes! so please don't feel like it's too late, esp if you're new and still catching up on the porn (there is A LOT of porn. pls take your time and stay hydrated okay 😵‍💫)

but since it's been about a week, and new votes have slowed down, i thought it'd be fun to do a reveal of the top 10 results as things currently stand! sticking them below the cut - join me, won't you? 🍷

at #10, with 40 votes, we have... moving day! i was honestly surprised to see this one crack the top 10, but i should know better than to underestimate the yoongi hoes at this point. y'all love your delusional long-haired boyfie content, and who am i to deny you that??

at #9 (my lucky number 👀), with 42 votes, we have... it's sweet! shocked to see a fluff fic crack the top 10 honestly, but let's be real, the taehyung hoes are THIRSTY (anyone who follows jai already knows this 😂) - i promise i'll write more for y'all soon, and that the next one will actually feature smut!!!

at #8, with 43 votes, we have... park and ride! (and technically also its sequel, five minutes!) y'all really said give us a part three mother 😭 and jokes on you because i have an idea for a part three *and* a part four for these two. you'll never be free of them lmao!!

at #7, with 45 votes, we have... the spins! i'm happy to see this one here!! i love this couple and i've wanted to do a sequel for them for AGES, though i swear my idea for what i actually want to do changes every few months 😂 guess i gotta decide on one!!!

at #6, with 51 votes, we have... sunday! idk why i didn't expect this one to rank omg!! i don't feel like i write jin particularly well, and i especially thought that level of BDSM would be too much for some 🙈 but i have learned y'all are freaks who like crying during sex.... huh...... DULY NOTED 👀📝

halfway there, time for the big hitters! at #5, with 54 votes, we have... party on you! ahhhhh this one makes me happy to see 🥲 forever AMAZED and ECSTATIC that my most popular fic on this blog is a hoseok fic!!! i want to write a million billion more hobi things this year, and i will certainly see what i can do about circling back to these two cuties. at the very least there shall be more ass-eating in 2023!! 🎉🍑

at #4, with 58 votes, we have... deep end! joon hoes with TWO appearances on the board, we love to see it 👏 i loooove that y'all are down not only for period smut, but for some of the risks i took with using more flowery/poetic language in this one! i had so much fun trying something new, i'd love to revisit this couple and that writing style again!!

at #3, with 59 votes, we have... two in one! y'all. no. i'm shook. wig FLEW, wig in the STRATOSPHERE. say WHAT?!?!?! the first fic i ever posted on this blog, my most self-indulgent work (actually it might not be the Most lmfao but it's UP THERE) - i'm. NUMBER THREE?!?!??! okayokayokay 👀 i see y'all 👀 we're gonna have a verrrrry fun jihope month next month aren't we?!?! 😈

at #2, with 65 votes, we have... the shape of your body! oh man 🥺 i'm almost, like, emotional to see this one rank so high. this fic is so so personal and dear to me, and was a BIG leap for my writing in a lot of ways. the fact that the response has been so overwhelmingly positive, and that so many of y'all read all 24,000 words of that fic and said you want MORE. i can never put into words how much that means to me 🙇‍♀️ it's hard for me to think of a whole plot for a sequel - bc i wrote so damn much already 😂 but lemme see what i can do to at least cook up a drabble or two (if you have ideas, keep 'em in your back pocket for jihope month 👀)

and finally... at #1... with 70 votes... no one is surprised 😂 - it's drip! ahhhhh squirt god min yoongi. we meet again. i will never live this fic down lmfaoooo. and funny... doesn't he have a birthday coming up soon? i could've sworn... 👀💦💦💦

alright besties!!! i'd love to know your thoughts!!! any surprises? any you're happy to see?? anything that didn't make the list that you're about to get out the torches and pitchforks over??? i wanna hear it all, so drop me a comment or an ask and let me knoooow!! 🎤💜

(for me, it's babygirl missing out on the top 10 by two votes... but it's fine i'm fine... 😭)

also can i just say - look at y'all, getting ALL OF OT7 ON THE BOARD??? we fucking love to see it!!! equal opportunists on this blog! yaaaaaaas porn for everybody!!! 👏👏👏

[robinhobiii]

forever yours | mafia! j.hs

Happy Halloween 🙃

It’s was the 31st, which means it was Halloween. It was Y/n favorite time of the year as she gets to leave work early and relax at home. The elders at her work place love to pass out candy to the young ones. So, they let everyone leave early to enjoy the rest of their night.

She would be enjoying her night alone as Hobi has work to do. She aware of what he does but doesn’t dwell too hard on the details. She still remembers how she found out what he does.

He left his gun on the dresser after he came home late. She went to pick up his clothes to put in the laundry, but she caught glimpse of the metallic gun. She was filled with fear and despair. Her small hands went to pick up the gun. Before she could fully touch it, Hoseok picked it up first. She watched as he put it on top of the highest shelf in the cupboard. She parted her lips and could barely get words out.

“Are you. . .”

He only nodded as he brought her to his chest.

. . .

The one and only compromise she made with him is that she would not hear anything about what he does. He immediately agreed and vowed not to mention anything.

Which is why he didn’t mention that he would be going to a party hosted by the mafia association. This party has many business men and women attend that aren’t even apart of the mafia. But for her safety, he didn’t mention it.

“Hyung, noona didn’t come?” Jungkook questioned.

He smiled at the younger male. “I didn’t tell her.”

“Huh?! Why?! She would be safe here. I even brought my girlfriend.”

“I don’t think she would want to be here anyway.”

“Hyung, now you’ll be bored for the next 3 hours.”

“I’ll be fine. Don’t worry about me”

“Okay then, have fun!”

Hoseok waved him off and turned back to his champagne. He swirled around a few times before deciding to take a little walk.

As he walked around the luxurious hotel, he sees a couple holding hands as they laugh about something. It immediately reminded him of you.

He took his phone out of his pocket and dialed you.

“Hobi!”

He chuckled.

“Hey, baby. How was your day?”

“Oh, you know the same old same old. I’m just happy to come home early and relax.”

“Oh yeah?”

“Yeah. How was your day, hobi?”

“You know the same old same old.”

She giggled at that. “Hey, you can’t copy what I said.”

“I’m just saying how it is.”

“You busy now?”

“No, I’m contemplating of I should stay or go home.”

“Come home pleaseeeee”

He chuckled.

“Should I?”

“Yes, I made hot chocolate and I’m going to watch Halloween movies all night. And you can get free cuddles. You should join me.”

“I guess you make a good point.”

“Does that mean you’ll come?!”

“Yes, darling.”

“Okay, I’ll see you soon, Hobi.”

Hoseok made his way to the entrance of the hotel.

“Hobi!”

He turned around and was met with Namjoon.

He smiled

“Joon, I was going to look for you.”

“Are you leaving?”

“Yeah it’s pretty boring.”

“Well be sure to came back at 2:30 at the office. We have a emergency meeting with someone important in Daegu. We’ll leave around 3 and we’ll reach around 6:30ish. Yoongi hyung and Jin hyung already left.”

He nodded.

“I’ll be there. Is it good or bad?”

Namjoon sighed.

“It’s bad.”

Hoseok straighten himself and said “do I have to-“

“Yes. Say your final goodbye as we don’t know the outcome.”

He stayed silent for a bit before nodding.

. . .

There was knocking on the front door. She knew it was Hobi as he knocks in intervals of three. Y/n smiled as she quickly made her way to the door. There Hobi stood with all his glory. He was wearing all black and his hair was parted on the side. He looked very divine.

“You made it!”

He walked in and pulled her in for a tight hug. It was a little too tight.

“Hmmph. . Hobi. . You’re hurting me. .”

He quickly pulled back.

“Sorry, I’m a little tired.”

“Come on. Go freshen up and join me on the sofa.”

“I love you.”

She looked at him, a taken aback because that was random.

“I love you more.”

. . .

The clock struck 2:08am. Y/n was fast asleep on his chest. He carefully picked her up princess style and gently placed her on the bed. He looked at her peaceful face and her sleeping form. He took everything in for the last time. Namjoon said that this could be the last. He couldn’t even take her on an extravagant date or give roses by the dozen to tell her how much he loves her.

He places kiss along her jaw and temples before giving a final kiss on her lips.

He placed a letter on top of her vanity.

“A goodbye for now dear.”

. . .

To my love y/n,

I don’t know if I’ll be back tonight just know that I love you more than anything. More than words can explain. If I don’t make it back by tonight, everything in my name will become yours. You’ll be Mrs. Jung Hoseok by default. I hope you don’t stay too mad at me. This meeting was abrupt and I had no time to make you feel special. You were good to me. Maybe in another life we’ll have all the time in the world with each other. Until then, stay happy.

Forever yours,

Hoseok

[gimmethatagustd]

Hi!! Okay so this is a bit of a weird ask (??) but I just went on a ~trip~ through your blog and thought you'd like to know. Maybe. Possibly.

So, I randomly remembered about TFM Yoongi, and super super got the itch to re-read it again. I knew it was on hiatus (literally a few days after I first read it 🥲), but I had it saved on my ✨secret bts fanfiction side-blog✨and on ao3. Couldn't find it. Panicked.

Quickly skimmed through your masterlist and wips - no signs of life. Maybe yoongles took it with him to the army for some late night reading? I considered sending you an ask, but then I was like - No, poor babygirl author probably gets a bunch of these, I'd much rather go through their posts, than to be yet another "WhEre iS tHe fiC" random stranger.

So I did. Did I find any additional info on it? Why is it gone? No. We love tumblr's search function 👍 It's fine, I'm emo anyways, grief is my companion (joking - you do do. It was fire though, I miss it dearly. Jimin was so sassy "Miss Thang" omg. Also poc rep ?? Yes).

HOWEVER. I did notice the delicious amount of DPR IAN discourse (my husband actually) AND that one post about Logic's Supermarket (i have yet to read it but the album is so slay. I actually like it better than some of his "official" stuff oop-). And I just kept thinking, damn, I love the vibes here, we're practically besties at this point.

So I guess here I am??? I don't even read that much BTS ff anymore BUT 👀 I'm all up for more Adorable Representative MCs For Youth content on my dash. We ball I suppose. I hope you have a nice day/week/ whatever 💜

HI I'M SORRY I'M FINALLY RESPONDING TO THIS !! i've been such a mess the past few days from work, so i wanted to make sure i gave myself time to actually respond to this ask properly since you were kind enough to send me such a lovely message!

you are correct, TFM is gone 😭 i deleted it from tumblr and AO3 because i was unhappy with my writing and where the story was going. i was excited for it, and then everything kinda fell apart. I'm sorry!! a lot of people got mad at me for that LMFAO, but i really grew to hate that series, and i figured it would be better to just delete it. i didn't delete the actual fic tho. like i have all my writing saved. i've considered rewriting it to be yoonmin instead of a reader-insert cuz i lowkey hate writing reader-inserts but i still do it for my tumblr followers hjsdfks but that is TBD

i'm glad you enjoyed it tho!! i think i got in my head over it idk. i love the idea and the characters (and FUCK YES diamond was my favorite character. we need queer poc representation in fics~ one thing about me is i'm gonna always give it if i can in a fic 😤) but yeah ! ANYWAY

DPR IAN. i'm gonna write a drabble for him, probably in February~ so i hope you enjoy it when i do!

AND OMG ok i need to read supermarket soon. we can do a book club lmfao. i will 1000% be your bestie, i mean, we're already there atp like you said. dm me whenever you want ok ok ok

i'm happy to be a bts ff dealer for you if you're ever in the mood for it 🙏🏽 I'm honestly on tumblr for the vibes and friends atp so nice people like you are why i stay 🥹 i hope you're doing well !!! you're so nice

ALSO yes i stalked your blog and 👀 sleep token 👀 tbh idk anything about them but i know some of their songs and i am very into it

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Once a Killer | 12

prologue • part one • part two • part three • part four • part five • part six • part seven • part eight • part nine • part ten • part eleven • part twelve • part thirteen • part fourteen

When you left your hometown, you left behind everything you knew and you never looked back. Now, years later, you’re living life on your own terms. But when your past comes back to haunt you, you find yourself at a crossroads once more. There’s just one thing you know for sure – you will not run away anymore. No matter how hard it gets.

≽ pairing: taehyung x reader ≽ genre: mafia/cop au, angst, hints of fluff (but more so in the other chapters oops) ≽ warnings: swearing, alcohol consumption, guns, hints/mentions/threats of death ≽ word count: 4k

a/n: hi friends, I hope you're doing well!! I'm still not quite over the fact that seokjin has now officially enlisted oh god iT'S STARTING, but alas – two years to go😞✊ Anyways, I hope you enjoy this new part of oak; things are really ramping up!!

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You’re staring down at the glass of water in your hands, the chatter – or rather, shouting – of the bar’s patrons hammering at your ears, overpowering the music that’s playing in the background. A sense of exhaustion has settled in your muscles; you assume it’s the adrenaline of the day finally starting to wear off. You’re yet to muster up the energy to get up and go home, though– you don’t even know if you should go home at all, considering how you left things with Taehyung, but you can’t exactly stay here all night socialising with– with–

“Welcome back.”

You jolt out of your thoughts and look up, lips parting when you see Yoongi has slid onto the bar stool next to you. He’s still in his all-black outfit, his baseball cap now discarded. A strange feeling bubbles in your stomach, and you can’t help but mentally repeat the loud gunshots that had pierced the air mere hours earlier, his latest victim collapsing to the ground right in front of your eyes.

At the same time, the small grin tugging at his lips and the glint of happiness in his eyes bring back memories you never thought you’d ever let yourself relive. Staying up late into the night to finish a movie marathon you severely underestimated, enduring early-morning runs together, eating pizza on the floor of the apartment he helped you move into, trying out Seokjin’s increasingly ridiculous attempts at creating new drinks, making dinner together at his place, your place, his place again…

The warmth in your chest quickly douses when those memories are followed by bloodier, more violent ones. Gun ranges, combat training, days spent preparing for assignments. Sitting on a windy roof for hours on end, waiting for a target to show up before –

“Thanks,” you reply, interrupting your own thoughts and pasting on a bright smile. You suppress the aggressive shivers threatening to run down your spine. “I guess we’ll be working together again soon, after all.”

Yoongi’s grin widens and he nods slowly. “If you kept up on your target practice,” he returns casually, gesturing to Seokjin to ask for a refill.

You tense involuntarily at the implication of his words, though you hide your scowl behind your glass as you take another sip. “I uh… I heard you took another job tonight,” you start slowly, not quite sure why you’d even want to bring it up.

Yoongi softly thanks Seokjin when the man pours more Scotch into his glass. “Jealous, are you?” he asks, his eyebrows raised as he sips from his drink.

You laugh, shaking your head. “Curious is more like it.”

“You’ve got too much cop in you,” he remarks with a teasing smile.

Clearing your throat, you shrug, trying to calm your rapidly increasing heart rate. “Well, I have been working as one for a couple years now.”

“Touché,” Yoongi admits with a smile. He falls silent for a moment, looking at you before turning to stare into his glass. “I can’t tell you much anyway. I don’t really know a name, or a reason,” he elaborates, swirling the amber liquid around before taking a sip. You nod, pretending to understand. The usual, then. “Don’t really need to, though – Jimin said he had it coming,” he finishes, shrugging once more as he puts his glass back down.

“So you still don’t question the things he tells you?”

As soon as you see the look on Yoongi’s face, you know you’ve fucked up. His eyebrows furrow and he tilts his head, ignoring the group of Scouts members cheering in the background for someone to down an entire pint of beer. “I trust his judgement,” he replies slowly. “But I guess we’re different in that sense.”

You hesitate, not wanting to add fuel to the fire you inadvertently started. “I guess there really is too much cop in me,” you joke, which makes him laugh. The tension eases, and you subtly let out a breath.

“Don’t worry, you’ll be back to normal before you know it,” he reassures you even though his words aren’t reassuring at all, and he pats the hand you have resting on the bar.

“As long as I get to go out soon,” you lie through a forced huff. “I’ve been hating the desk work lately.”

He tilts his head, a small smile pulling at his lips. “You should come with me on my next assignment,” he offers. When you blink at him for just a moment, he clears his throat and averts his eyes, shrugs. “I could use the company.”

“I mean, I doubt Jimin would let me do anything of importance this early on,” you return. “So, what– you want me to sit and wait with you on some cold-ass roof just to watch?” you add with a smile, raising a brow. It’s too easy. You’re slipping back into this too easily.

Yoongi takes another sip, his lips curled into a smirk. “I’ll bring snacks,” he offers innocently, setting the glass back down on the bar.

You snort. You notice Seokjin dash past you in the corner of your eye, carrying three giant pints of beer without spilling a single drop. “You’re really desperate for that company, huh?”

“What, I can’t miss you?”

You fall silent and focus your gaze on your water, biting on the inside of your cheek– you would’ve guessed this was coming sometime soon, but you weren’t quite prepared to hear him say it just yet.

He clears his throat. “We’ll talk shop some other time,” he offers, breaking the short silence. “Just drink! Switch that water out for some vodka or something.”

You quickly shake your head in reply, waving his offer away with a small smile. “I’m fine.”

He doesn’t take your word for it, and he narrows his eyes and tilts his head at you instead. “You’re sad,” he concludes after a moment. It’s not a question – he knows he’s right.

Letting out a sigh, you nod slowly, looking at your hands as they wrap around your glass. You don’t feel the need to deny it; he’ll know you’re lying, anyway. “Boy trouble,” you reply with an awkward laugh, glancing up at him.

“Seriously? You and that Taehyung guy?” Yoongi inquires, his eyebrows furrowing. When you nod once more, he hums, seeming surprised. “Didn’t think he’d be capable of causing any sort of trouble.”

You grit your teeth when you realise he must’ve seen more of Taehyung than you assumed to confidently form a conclusion like that. That he was probably among those Jimin sent to follow your every step. “Yeah, well, you’re right about that,” you say through a sigh, trying to shake off the eerie sensation weighing on your shoulders. “It was my fault.”

“How come?”

You look up from your glass, your hands tightening around it. “It’s, uh… complicated.”

He chuckles, throwing back the last of his drink. “Always is,” he says, leaning towards you. He puts a warm hand on your arm and sends you a small smile. “You’ll figure it out. You always do.”

The look in his eyes is empathetic and his words are confident – it’s both reassuring and horribly off-putting. You fake a smile. “I guess so.”

Yoongi’s eyes narrow almost imperceptibly, but he doesn’t pry. “Hey, believe me, you’ll –”

Someone shouts Yoongi’s name and the both of you turn to the source of the voice. You don’t recognise the person that waves him over, but Yoongi waves right back before he turns to you again. “Business,” he tells you, pulling a face that, despite everything, makes you laugh. “I’ll be right back,” he adds, slipping off his barstool. You watch him saunter off, enthusiastically greeting the man that had called him over – an enthusiasm that, you figure, is almost completely faked.

Looking away from Yoongi, you let your gaze glide around the bar, seeing Scouts members chatting to each other, drinking beer, smoking cigarettes they’re most certainly not allowed to even light inside. Jimin is somewhere in the corner, cloaked in the shadows provided by the low lighting of the bar, and you can just make out the subtle frown adorning his forehead. Three people are sitting with him. You vaguely recognise the person he’s talking to and you’re sure he would recognise you, but you’re too tired to walk up to them and put on a show, to pretend to be happy that you’ve returned ‘home’.

Finally, your eyes fall on the door that leads to the back, marked Private. It’s next to the bathrooms, inconspicuous enough that it goes ignored by most.

You glance at Jimin, at Yoongi, back at the door. You’re alone, and no one would bat an eye if you disappeared into the direction of the bathrooms for a few minutes – you could just slip upstairs and see how far you can get.

“Hey,” Seokjin calls from behind the bar, sliding over a glass of beer resting on a napkin. You frown momentarily, though that quickly fades when you notice four numbers scribbled on the flimsy white material, the black ink of his pen bleeding at the edges. 6387. Next to the numbers rests a small, golden key, one that’ll grant you access to Jimin’s office. “Just be careful.”

You can’t help but smile. “You read my mind, Seokjin,” you mutter, and he returns the sentiment with a sharp nod as you swiftly stuff the key and the napkin into your pocket. Sliding off the barstool, you glance at Jimin as you walk up to the back door. He doesn’t notice you, and neither does Yoongi, the both of them too engulfed in business to look up. You fix your eyes straight ahead, taking a breath as you walk towards the bathrooms, pull at the door next to them, and slip inside before anyone can stop you.

You have to force yourself not to rush as you make your way down the dark hallway, up the stairs, straight to Jimin’s office where you know the safe will be, where you know you can find the ledger. Act like you belong. Act like nothing is out of the ordinary– just in case.

As soon as you step into the first-floor hallway, two guys standing at Jimin’s office door pause their conversation and stare at you. Their brows furrow as you approach.

“Do you mind? I gotta get something,” you mutter curtly, raising an eyebrow at them.

“Sorry, no one’s allowed in when the boss isn’t here,” the right one pipes up, straightening his back.

The left one crosses his arms and nods. “Yeah, sorry, sweetheart,” he confirms in a low grumble. “Come back later.”

You scoff, rolling your eyes and pulling the key from your pocket. “Would he really give me the goddamn key to his office if he didn’t want me to enter?” you shoot back coldly. “Now go take a piss or something, I don’t need you two idiots spying on me while I’m in there.”

For once, the ‘no questions asked’ culture Jimin has cultivated seems to work in your favour, and the two men fall silent before reluctantly sculking off, moving down the hallway. You stare after them for a moment, eyebrows raised in a surprised expression they might mistake for disdain, and you quickly turn back to the door as they slip into another room.

You fumble with the key for a moment, your hands frustratingly unsteady, but you manage to unlock the entrance soon enough. With a last glance into the hallway, you quickly step inside, locking the door behind you just in case. The key slips back into your pocket and you pause for a moment to catch your breath, the emptiness of Jimin’s dark office only making you much more nervous.

The lights are off and the blinds are shut– it takes you a moment to remember the light switch. As remnants of the loud chatter downstairs penetrate the floor, you quietly flick on the lights and blink as your eyes adjust to the sudden brightness. The room looks about the same as the last time you were here, with the dark, wooden desk taking centre stage – it’s completely empty except for a lamp and some pens stalled out to the right, as if they’re waiting for him to come back. Your heart beats hard and fast as you take another breath and walk around the desk, your shoes scuffing against the dark purple rug. All the drawers are closed and likely locked – but a small safe sits next to one of the legs of the desk.

After a quick glance at the door, you crouch down in front of the safe and take a deep breath, slowly letting it back out. You clasp the dial of the combination lock, turning it to the first number – you don’t even have to look at the napkin to remember. 6. The metal softly squeaks as the dial turns and turns. Your hand goes clammy when you hear voices downstairs, but they’re too far away to truly alarm you. 3. Your nerves are driving you nearly insane, but you keep steadily turning the dial, not wanting to make a mistake that will delay you. 8. Outside, people are yelling the lyrics to Piano Man, drunkenly mumbling the words they don’t remember. You might have laughed, had it been a normal evening, had you been with– you shake your head. Not now, not now, not now. With a fortifying breath, you turn the dial one last inch. 7.

Click.

You pull your hand off the dial, gripping the handle to open the heavy door. You cringe inwardly as the hinges creak, and you peek over the desk at the office door. Staying silent for a moment, you listen intently to the sounds outside until you’re sure no one has heard you and is headed your way. You crouch back down to the now open safe, your eyes widening when you see the stacks of money and the small collection of guns laid out in front of you. You take a moment to memorise the way they’re arranged, then take out some of the stacks so you can look behind them.

You gasp.

The innocuous leatherbound notebook is at the back of the safe. Even though it’s hidden underneath more money, you recognise it all too well, and your heart skips a beat out of sheer relief.

Glancing at the door once more, you pull out your phone and dial Jungkook’s private number. With your phone clutched between your ear and your shoulder, the dial tone ringing in your ear, you reach inside the safe. Your hand closes around the ledger and you slowly pull it out– you allow yourself a moment to file through the pages upon pages upon pages of numbers, names, locations, inventory… You can’t help the shocked breath that escapes your lips, the way your eyes widen. This is it.

And then you hear voices outside.

You jolt into action as the voices are joined by heavy footsteps moving down the hallway, closer and closer to you. You lock your phone screen and slip the device back into your pocket, fumbling with the safe’s contents to put them back into place as precisely as you can remember. Your gaze lingers on the guns resting on the top shelf– but you decide against taking one, and you close the safe and spin the dial, hastily pulling at the handle to make sure it’s locked tightly. As you jump up, you shove the ledger into the inner pocket of your jacket – the voices grow closer and closer. You frantically look around for a hiding place, or perhaps some secret getaway route that doesn’t involve jumping out of a window.

Nothing.

You rush up to the door and flick the lights off before you place your ear against the wood and close your eyes, concentrating on the voices. They’re muffled and you can’t catch what they’re saying just yet, but you count at least three people. Your body tenses as they near Jimin’s office and your flight instinct starts to kick in, but you force yourself to stand your ground, choosing to listen rather than actually leaping out of the window before you know where these people are headed in the first place. The door is locked, anyway. It’ll buy you a couple of seconds, in case –

The group stops right in front of the office.

You pull back, stepping aside to press yourself up against the wall next to the doorway, holding your breath as if that will do anything. Laughter echoes through the walls and the voices move on, floating further down the corridor. Your eyes flutter closed and you deflate with a single relieved sigh as you hear another door open. When it falls closed behind them, the hallway is left in silence once more.

Your eyes pop open and you listen to the silence for three counts before you step back in front of the door, turning the lock and opening it just slightly, allowing you to peek through the crack. Your eyes dart around the dark hallway for only a split second before you slip outside, your heart pounding too fast, too hard as you lock the door as quickly and quietly as you can.

Darting back down the corridor, you dash down the stairs, only slowing down when your feet hit the floor of the downstairs hallway. The noise from inside the bar grows louder as you approach the exit, almost reassuring you with the allure of safety amongst a crowd.

You step back into the bar, loud chatter and music pulling you back into a suffocating embrace, and you let out a breath when you turn around to close the door. Your eyes flutter closed for a moment and your heart pounds. You’re safe. You made it– through this part of the plan, that is.

“Y/N?” sounds from behind you and you whirl around to face Yoongi. His brows are furrowed. “Why were you in there?”

You open and close your mouth again and again, only jolting out of your daze when the door to the bathroom falls closed next to you. “Bathroom, I was looking for the bathroom,” you reply quickly, sending him a sheepish smile. The ledger weighs heavily in your pocket, and you fight to pretend all is well. “Took the wrong door, got horribly lost, and, well… found my way back.”

Yoongi gives you a weird look in return, then glances at the closed door behind you, your hand still on the doorknob, before turning back to you. “Right,” he says, blinking a few times before he lets out a laugh. “You sure you’re not drunk?”

You chuckle along with him, shaking your head. “Just distracted, I guess.”

“Well, un-distract yourself. Jimin wants us outside,” he says, nodding to the exit at the other side of the bar. Without another word, he turns around and heads towards it, leaving you to rush to catch up to him. Swallowing your nerves, you follow him through the dense crowd. You glance at the bar as you pass it, hoping for a chance to slip the key back to Seokjin and let him know how it went with a single look– but you don’t spot him anywhere. I’ll let him know later.

Taking a fortifying breath, you quickly join Yoongi’s side. “What does he want us to do?” you ask, sending an apologetic smile to someone you accidentally bump into.

Yoongi glances at you, opening the door with a push. “You’ll see.”

The night is still pitch black and you shiver when the cold air hits you – you wrap your jacket around you more tightly and cross your arms. Still shivering, you follow Yoongi across the street to a parked car as black as the night itself, its perfectly polished exterior reflecting the flickering light from the street lamps. Jimin is already sitting in the passenger’s seat, staring straight ahead. His mouth is sealed, just like the driver’s, who calmly lets his gaze glide over his surroundings as he lazily drums his fingers on the outside of the car door.

“After you.”

A glance at Yoongi reveals no more information than you already have and you open the car door without another word, settling into the seat behind the driver, right in Jimin’s line of vision. He stays silent, only making eye contact with you once via the rearview mirror before looking back at the road in front of him. The look in his eyes is off-putting – you think you spot a glint of anger, but it’s been too long since you’ve had to read his face. You’ve never been sure of anything with him, anyway.

The engine is already humming and the car drives off as soon as Yoongi sits down and slams the door closed with a thud. For a few minutes, silence fills your ears and you start to feel increasingly jittery. The car isn’t exactly small, but you still feel claustrophobic in it – a feeling you fight to hide as best as you can. You look at Yoongi, who stares out the window, his eyes fixed on the buildings as they zoom past. The pale yellow light of the street lamps flickers across his face in a rapidly alternating rotation of shadows and light, shadows and light. It’s dizzying to look at.

You avert your gaze, looking out of your own window. “Where are we going?” you ask eventually, glancing at Jimin.

He keeps his eyes fixed ahead of him, something fierce burning in them. “Warehouse.”

You frown. “In the industrial district?” you inquire, glancing out your window once more. Your suspicions are confirmed when you notice you’re moving further away from the city centre, into the older, more decrepit parts of town. “So we’re either moving inventory, or…” you trail off, your eyes flickering to Yoongi, who has turned his gaze from the scenery to you. The look on his face has hardened, and you blink at him.

“Taking care of other business.”

Silence. “And am I gonna know what that business is, or what?” you press, deciding not to stop trying to find out more until you get a clear sign telling you to shut up.

Jimin glances in the rearview mirror, exchanging looks with Yoongi. “Something’s been brought to my attention tonight and I thought I might as well resolve it right away,” he replies, his eyes scanning the streets in front of him as the car rolls to a stop.

Even though it’s dark outside, you can see you’re in an empty parking lot behind an abandoned warehouse. A single working street lamp illuminates the area in a sickly yellow glow. The building’s windows are completely shattered, broken glass littering the damp asphalt, glinting in the headlights of the car. You narrow your eyes, noticing the black char marks on the walls above the windows, the sharp smell of smoke that floats into the car through the air ducts. Though your surroundings are completely and utterly deserted, you’d venture to guess this is the exact warehouse Jimin cleared out earlier tonight to preempt the raid.

The silence inside the car stretches out and grows more ear-deafening by the second. Unable to bear it for much longer, you open your mouth, about to ask what the hell Jimin is talking about– but you swallow those words when Yoongi moves and your eyes shoot to him.

He takes a gun out of a holster underneath his jacket, weighing it in his hand. He’s gritting his teeth and avoiding eye contact, and there’s a slight shakiness in the breath he lets out. Your heart stops when you realise why he must look so bothered. Breathless, you turn to face Jimin, your brows furrowed in a silent question. What the hell is going on?

He looks over his shoulder, right at you. As it has been since you stepped into the car, his expression is hard and unforgiving – there’s no mistaking the fury that’s written in every line of his face. “We’ve got a rat in our midst.”

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a/n: thanks so so much for reading, I hope you enjoyed it!! I'm very much looking forward to uploading the upcoming parts as well😊 Until then, I hope you have a lovely day/night wherever you are💕💕

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[7ndipity]

I want in on this ship game! haha.

So I’m in my late 20s, working in the mental health field (always been fascinated by the way the mind works and how that correlates to society), but my passion is music. I’ve made music since I was in middle school, been writing lyrics and poetry since I was 6/7, and I’ve been singing since I was 4 (began training at 6). Adulting has made me put music on the back-burner as of late, but it will always be my first true love.

Appearance wise Im a biracial tan skinned girl, 5’5”, black hair, super dark eyes, always dying my hair every color of the rainbow and I have 20+ tattoos. I’m a huge art lover and I adore being able to carry art with me all over my body. That being said, i also love museums (from the prestigious to sketchy back alley buildings lol), conservatories, cool bars (I love drinking with friends), cafes (coffee/ tea addict), aquariums, and book stores (huge book nerd). I also have been to probably close to if not 100+ concerts in the last 15 years, they are my happy place, music soothes my soul ❤️

My style has evolved a lot over the years, but my comfort always goes back to grunge I guess?? I love leather jackets, fishnets, platform stompers, tons of jewelry, etc. And if I could have piercings I’d have a ton, but my skin is too sensitive. But when I’m not wearing all black, I also love wearing earth tones as it compliments my tan skin, and I wear lots of skirts and dresses year round. I also cannot see for shit, blind as a bat, I typically always wear my thick ass glasses unless I’m swimming or I do my makeup, then I wear contacts.

I do think I’m considered conventionally attractive in the face, I’ve been told so by others, I’m very endowed too in the chest and booty areas lol. I am on the chunkier side too, but I’ve always heard the classic “you wear it well” or “it’s in all the right places” 😑 whatever, I used to have a lot of self esteem issues and been through several depressive episodes from a young age, but I’ve worked through it and now I’m okay with the skin I’m in. Still working on it, though. I do still struggle a lot with social anxiety and anxiety in general. I want to see a therapist but that’s just sooo expensive. But thats why I turned to music, writing, and singing in the first place. That’s how I express myself and cope 😌

Personality wise I am a Virgo, very introverted, and I absolutely hate socializing unless my closest friends are there (this is where the social anxiety comes in too) lol. But working in the mental health field, I’ve had to network a lot the last few years so I’m way better at putting on an extroverted mask, but at the end of the day I am absolutely drained from it all 🥱 I’m the person at the party chillin with the pets because that’s where I’m more comfortable, if I’m still sober. But drunk/ high me?? Different story 🤣🤣🤣 I’ll talk anyone’s ear off at that point lol. But at the end of the day, I just adore my close friends and family so damn much and I’m at my happiest just kicking it at home with them, drinking, laughing, playing cards, and reminiscing ❤️❤️

I would ship you with Namjoon, Yoongi, and Taehyung!

You share a lot similarities with each of them, they all have a deep love for the arts, Tae and Joon especially love going to museums and galleries, and it’s no secret that Yoongi and Joon practically breathe music, so I think you’d get along with any of them on that front. Plus, they’re all well matched with you astrologically speaking(especially Joon and Yoongi)!

Joon and Yoongi, I think, would both especially appreciate a partner with an introspective mind, and they’ve all had their share of experiences with anxiety, so I think they’d respect and understand your needs/struggles with that. Plus, I think Tae and Yoongi would really like your style!

Hope that was okay💜

[justanotherstarlightmonger]

The Yoonmin Anon

Yeah I’ve been good, still alive and kicking. I forgot to tell you but my D-Day album arrived so I’m extra in-love lately lmao. With this I’m slowly trying to collect bts albums but that’s gonna take a while cause they suck up my money like a darn black hole 😭 Anyway I hope you’ve been keeping happy and healthy and not overworking 💜💜

Also sorry about mistaking your story for one where they’re hybrids, them having those sort of characteristics instead sounds pretty interesting too. It’s up to you and what you want to write in the end, so go for it ☺️

Oh and I want to POP a question to you about Yoongs (excuse the pun, I had to 😂😅) What kinds of books does he write?

BABYY I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE LOVING YOUR D DAY ALBUM

And I knowwww albums are so expensive 😭 but I'm rooting for your collection!

Also, I wanna see your photocards that you pulled 🥺

(I will foreverrrr be grateful to you for being wo soo supportive of all my yoonmin adventures hehehe)

As for what kinda books Yoongi writes, I really wanted him to write something about interior design or architecture.

I've been mulling over an architect Min Yoongi fic for AGES now and I guess that imagination is bleeding through here as well. But I just know Yoongi would be a best-selling mystery writer too, with all the random knowledge he jas stored up in his noggin... I'm sure there's something about how to get away with murder as well 😂😂

BESTIE I JUST WANNA THANK YOU FOR BEING SO PATIENT WITH MY LATE REPLIES, BUTTTT THE THING THAT WAS OCCUPYING MY MIND (aka my degree) IS DONE NOW SO I CAN FINALLY BE MORE ACTIVE!! YAY