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i have so many thoughts for so many different fics maybe that's my problem
#🎐maddie speaks#jesus christ#i should've finished parfum d'etoiles before starting bllk#cos now i wanna write for bllk#oh man#i feell ike i haven't written for hq in ages (two days ago)#i think i just need to finish one fic at a time#cos i keep on thinking of new ideas while i write#nto to mention that writing requests is like the hardest thing ever im not JOKING#like i feel like i need to cater to what they asked but it really just doesn't resonate with how i've imagined the character#idk it's hard for me to write outside that imagination#i wanna open requests up again so bad but i really need to finish these ones first#god#i wanna js finish parfum d'etoiles asap#but it requires so much effort#i think i like writing one shots more but like#ugh#ppl r expectant of parfum as well#whatever i'll write tomorrow
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The lovely and incredible @fauville tagged me for WIP Wednesday (ik it's Thursday now haha) and I have sadly worked on none of my main WIPs
HOWEVER
I randomly decided to write an entire ficlet for Nate x Liz being "best friends" and attending a pottery class because
I'm shameless
Snippet below!
"I wanted for the both of us to make matching pots. You could keep the one I make and and I'll keep yours. You know, those matching bff vases?" She asks him, wiping her wheel clean.
He does not know of them, only having learned this "trend" running around a gram that is instant apparently. Something like that. The lovely idea makes that unfamiliar feeling bloom in his chest, the sentiment touching. "I'd like that. To keep a piece of you with me so it can keep me company when you are not present."
And another one ;) :
She grabs his pointer and circles his finger around the rim, none of her nervousness present, a sudden confidence exuding that has him mesmerized.
#I'll post tomorrow PROMISE#it's done but it was written on my notes app and uhm yh 2 a.m. Alizah does not have English brain#i have a DSA exam tomorrow but whatever#woman decides to write a fic that took her 3 minutes to think of instead of the 3 other works she's been boiling in her head for months#more on page six#what am i even doing anymore lol#the wayhaven chronicles#liz langford#nate sewell#also yes Liz is ahem#assertive#iykyk
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horror is so BLESSED he's the only one out of the murder time trio that has actual good people trying to influence his story 💔💔 dust and killer were both driven to INSANITY because of the choices of their respective humans but horror??? every time without FAIL the polls for horrortale's plotline have always ended in a good place for aliza (either by bettering her relationships/reputation or for her to just. not DIE)
horrortale's potential alternate timelines my beLOVEd🙏🙏 they're SO lucky that we're being kind and benevolent hehe (≧ω≦) now where are the aus based off the possible different outcomes that could've happened in horrortale HUH???? (like how aliza couldve killed toriel or chosen horror's puzzle or gone with undyne to the core........)
#something something all three of them have their fates determined by an outside force#ermmmm but horror doesn't- yeah he does. what aliza does decides EVERYTHING for horror and horrortale#just because its not direct like dust or killer doesn't mean theyre all subject to the same community x3#PARALLELS MTT PARALLELS FOR THE 500TH TIME THEY HAVE SOOOO MANY PARALLELS OHHH MY GOOOOOODDDDDD#mtt going to visit horrortale would just be dust eying aliza (out of paranoia. he knows shes a good kid)#and then killer knowing in his head that the poor kid aliza that horror weirdly seems to like doesn't have control over her actions#she doesn't know horror doesn't know nobody knows except killer. is that a bit sad?#theyre all living in the dark unaware of the reality of their world. i mean thats how its meant to be after all thats what the players want#but....... it would be tempting to tell horror...... hehehehehe- and then he's interrupted by horror and dust#(theyre trying to get killer to eat papyrus's spaghetti in their place. he's the only one that can stomach it even though there's no human)#mtt i love thee SOOOOO much. theyre back in horrortale for the holidays ✨✨ coming back to visit the family ✨✨ WHAT horror's visiting.......#not dust or killer of course. this isnt their world noooope thats not papyrus. but that doesn't stop dust from having everyone like him#its just like the good old days :333 except now there's three sanses and triple the insanity :333 almost like nothing's changed!!!!!#oh killer??? yeah he's there. probably won't try taking up the sansish type of role horror and dust do but he'll find a way to get used 2 i#after all the point of this is whatever he wants it to be now ;33333 were these tags all just a reference to my mtt fic. yes. yes they were#LMAOOOO i forgot that aliza didn't fall into horrortale yet in my fic. still a fun thing to imagine tho!!!#i think it would be fun having aliza be the first of humans for horrortale to deal with that they won't instantly kill#itll be hard but really rewarding for all of them........ especially horror i believe!!! man he didnt even go through therapy but#just being away from horrortale and out doing new and FUN and NOT MURDEROUS things has done wonders for him :3#i need to get to writing smh..... winter break is the day after tomorrow (TECHNICALLY AT 2:32 PM SINCE THSYS WHEN SCHOOL ENDS SO HAHAHA)#so ill probably work on it more over break since i'll have nothing to do hehe.......#today was an amazing day for me ✨ TWO mtt angst death related hcs..... some work on my latest chapter i've yet to post..... SWAPINVERSE FAN#ARE YOU KIDDING ME MORR SWAPINVERSE ART THIS IS SOOOO AMAZING THABK YOU UNTITLED29876011111 I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY YOU DO THIS!!!!!#tricule rant#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au
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clancy is going to be one year old tomorrow and somehow i can't stop crying
#how is this even real#i've never in my life had an album that would mean so much to me and i don't even know what to say#maybe i'm being too emotional about it but damn things were so bad back then#my whole life was falling apart#and this album was like a warm blanket and a cup of tea#and a promise that everything is going to work out somehow#and the way it helped me process some things and understand myself better#the comfort it still brings#“i'll take anything you have if you could throw me a line” <- can't even explain what happened in my brain when i heard it#for the first time#then i made clancy my literal lifeline#and all these friends i made along the way#like you guys don't even know because i don't talk about it much but the way we all are just being silly and insane here#each time i laughed with you healed something in me forever#and this is all because of this goddamn album and i don't know what to do with myself#i am genuinely crying right now#clancy you mean the world to me#i really wish i could thank josh and tyler one day#because they did more for me than anyone ever could#i don't know.#i'm just writing this now because i'm going to be offline tomorrow so#anyway. yeah#[i say whatever and whatever that i want]
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Tma au but it's 2010's ya dystopian. Everyone is sorted by fear alignment, like factions.
#someone has probably already had this idea but whatever#i had this thought last night at 4 am literally half asleep lol#but for once i actually remembered to write it down#i mean imagine...#“but your family has always served the flesh! are you sure you should join the web? i heard they're dangerous!”#“this person is marked by all fears?! they're a danger to our system!” (i mean - kinda true lol)#tma#the magnus archives#tma podcast#tma shitpost#tma entities#divergent#tma au#i hope i'll have time to write my michael analysis tomorrow
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I'm not sure what force seized me by the neck and forced me to feverishly draw merman Snake all of a sudden
and yet here we are, I blacked out and came to in front of a page of doodles
I am hoping this means the Kuro mood has grabbed me round the throat and I will be back here soon bc BY GOD I NEED A WIN
anyway enjoy him he is shy but curious and also very pretty dress him in fluffy sweaters and keep him hydrated and he will probably sing for u
#Black Butler#Kuroshitsuji#Snake#merman#terato#PLEASE DON'T RAISE UR VOICE HE'S SHY#ducks his head out of the water to look at u before immediately splashin back down#vanishing like the ghost of Christmas past#u can earn his trust dw he is a good curious fishy#anyway WHAT'S UP Y'ALL I HAD TO GET A FUCKING TOOTH PULLED ON TUESDAY HAHAHAHA#so when I got home that night I ate mashed potatoes and watched Ponyo#then I had to go to work the next day bc after that day I had four days off to recover and suffer in peace#tomorrow is my last day off in a row and I have been diamond painting like CRAZY to deal with anxiety and pain#maybe I'll try to write!!!#we'll see we'll see I never know how I'll feel#IN THE MEANTIME........ take. whatever this is lmao
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i verrrry much enjoy the idea of treating brahms like a doll :3c
he's better than a doll though because he can blush and whine all cute <3
also theres a big appeal of him being so strong but giving up all control
Aaaaaa so the concept of TREAT BRAHMS like DOLL completely overtook me and I wrote this all in one go. It got weirdly angsty but I am genuinely incapable of writing horror x readers that aren't unsettling hahaha. I need it WEIRD I need it UNCOMFORTABLE.
So anyways here's like 7k words of angsty objectification kink with a doll obsessed reader who's doing her best to put up with the brattiest, most demanding dolly of all time. We got MOMMY KINK we got CHASTITY CAGES we goT ENTHUSIASTIC PUSSY EATING

#i promise i'm working on things im supposed to be writing#ive been in such a slump i have to write literally whatever keeps my attention#my government prescribed adhd meth fueled this work#pokiwriting#i'll make a better post tomorrow#Brahms Heelshire x Reader#brahms x reader#Slasher Fandom#Slasher Fanfiction#x reader#Brahms Heelshire#The boy
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Every day I wake up and listen to Billy Joel and go hang on this song is actually so Dick Grayson coded and it's becoming borderline insufferable
#billy joel#dick grayson#nightwing#sorry was listening to tomorrow is today and was like “whoaaaa this is totally how he was feeling while in spyral”#wish i was good at art cause then I'd make animatics#but I'm really only semi-decent at video editing#and obviously there's no footage from shows or whatever of half the shit these songs relate to#so i guess I'll write the fanfics lol#anyway go listen to tomorrow is today by billy Joel
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baking never feels more like science to me than when i'm trying to cobble together an intricate multi step recipe together from several different recipes and tutorials online because the recipe I'm imagining doesn't exist....
#genuinely feels like a science experiment making something fancier than a frosted layer cake#have to do all kinds of volume and weight conversions because one recipe is japanese and the other is indian and the other is english lmfao#none of the recipes are probably the exact volume I need so i might have to make some minis with my extra stuff#i have to find a very precise sheet pan size tomorrow for the patterned cake i'm gonna use as the outer bit#otherwise i'll have to make my own from parchment paper??? or tin foil??? man idk.....#i had to write out all of my instructions and ingredient lists so i don't have to go between 6 different websites tomorrow/sat#i had to do research on fucking. gelatine 😭because it's impossible to find gelatine sheets here and they're used in EVERY mousse recipe#and there's apparently a huge debate on what the ACTUAL conversion of sheet gelatine to powdered gelatine is for baking#I also had to type up like an exact order to make each component because most need a significant amount of cooling time#grayson im gonna try my hardest to make you this fancy ass lemon cake and i pray i succeed this time where i failed on my own birthday#2 yrs ago but also i think this will go better bc i'm not doing a jelly insert or a candied mirror glaze#I'm also making my own candied lemons and lemon curd even though i don't have to#mostly because i wanna try doing it and the sheer power of getting to say i made the whole thing from scratch *#minus the actual cake mix because i don't have a good from scratch cake track record and box mixes are so so reliable#and i have too many moving parts to worry about finding a new cake recipe#every fucking cake recipe now is a fucking genoise sponge for SOME REASON#which is NOTORIOUSLY DIFFICULT AND A HUGE PAIN IN THE ASS BECAUSE IT USES NO RISING AGENTS#i want to throttle whoever it was that made online recipe people turn to only using variations of a genoise sponge for their cake recipes#honestly i need to maybe join the baking subreddit and ask for some good old baking/cookbooks with reliable baking recipes#ones that aren't crazy labor intensive for fucks sake i'm not a french patisserie#my stuff#it would be cool to one day have baked enough and have enough know how of how standard baking recipe components work#so i can just come up with my own recipes on my own#and just use whatever flavors i want#i feel like i would enjoy being a baker except if i had to make wedding cakes
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yes it did take me 3 hours and 5 breaks to write 270 words but! i wrote 270 words and a win is a win
#also i did do other things related to the thesis that weren't writing#like finding more passages i can use and sorting them in the categories im gonna use them#it still doesn't explain why i only wrote 270 words in 3 hours but whatever#gonna eat lunch and then write even more words#im gonna set a realistic goal today so lets say 800 more words#and after that I'll probably have to find some new sources to use so i can do that tonight#and then tomorrow i can write 1000 or so words and be done with that part#that will only take me about 20 hours#and luckily one day has 24 of them in it so yay#jo says stuff#university update
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annoyed that I signed up for the 7pm yoga class tonight instead of the 5:45 one cuz I now can't drink and bang out a research paper and be done with it, but it does mean my paper will probably be better than it would've been if I had written the whole thing tonight while tipsy, so
#megs vs mlis#arguably the first post that REALLY applies to that tag#WHO SETS A FINAL PROJECT DUE DATE 11 DAYS BEFORE THE END OF THE QUARTER???#I'm so mad#not least cuz she was just basically like 'yeah the due date's today but turn it in anytime before Monday'#which drives me NUTS actually like NO the only good part of adhd is that if I have to panic-hit a deadline the thing is then over#anyway. I got a bunch of research so whatever. I'll write it tomorrow or something.
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AIGHT. Y'KNOW WHAT. I REALLY LIKE SHOWING OFF MY OLD STUFF SO.
#I'll just pick whatever's the highest tomorrow morning#polls#I hope yall don't mind me sharing old art and writing stuff <:D
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i wish i could just do nothing for a few days straight. maybe even just sleep for a few days straight. sooo excited for constant misery over the next 20 days
ranting in the tags. i would just scroll past if i were you
#i love college.my favorite part is sitting alone on my couch for 4 months straight and getting so freaked out over grades i spend#5 hours straight trying to avoid the urge to bite into my arm so hard i bruise or bash my head into a wall#meanwhile i keep thinking my life is over. i don't have any evidence. for the first time in my life the future isn't predetermined by#other people and now that i don't know what comes next i just constantly get freaked out. it makes me want to claw through my skin#i know something is wrong with me. it's been 5 years. i know it isn't just going to go away; especially given current circumstances#and how it's only been getting worse over time#but i continue to just sit on my couch and do nothing about it. and since i'm not doing anything about it i just feel like i don't have the#right to complain about it even though shit fucking sucks. months of my life at a time just blur together#god. i was genuinely happy last month when i ripped a bunch of booster packs with my mates that i only see over the summer (minus my bestie#and it made me realize just how much everything's blurred together. i hadn't really felt anything lasting + significantly positive#for months before that. that's not normal#god. i've been wanting to go to bed for the last two hours but i just keep sitting here going “um! you need to study. and wash dishes. and”#so i just. don't. which is already bad but i also need to get up early so i can study for my test tomorrow.#god. fucking dreading my lab tomorrow. went to it last week but dipped at the last minute without getting my work checked off#and without submitting it because i got so angry and freaked out and telling myself “man you can just leave” calmed me down instantly#and then at that point i had like nothing done and i didn't want to admit that so i just. left#if i get asked about it i'll just say it was something personal and i panicked. shrug#a part of me is beyond tempted to skip the lab again but i'm not confident in my assignment grades in that class to do so#even though i'll end up with a 5 point bonus on the final grade from taking a survey. but i'll probably go just cause#it's the second to last lab#man i have three whole ass projects due in that class in 10 days. unless my mental state suddenly improves (it won't) i'm gonna end up doin#those the last possible three days#speaking of assignments. we had to do a group project in my bio lab yeah? the methods my group went with sucked and honestly these#people were a little bit frustrating (i get it. gen ed lab at 7:30am. i'm only in it cause i panicked when a different class registration#fell through) since it always felt like they were more interested in getting done than having like. slightly decent work but whatever#but these people? these people asked me to write the conclusion for our presentation. i ask “yeah sure yeah. what did we conclude”#“eh. you can write whatever” ???????????????? HUH???? MATE THAT IS HALF OF THE WORK???????????????????#the shitty sensors and our shitty methods gave us shitty data and YOU PEOPLE CAN'T EVEN SUGGEST WHAT THE CONCLUSION IS????????? fuck me dud#i was already in a poor mood (normal mental illness plus i had found out my uncle died like three days before#like i had talked to him just last month. never had someone i know die before. sucks) but that shit pissed me off
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constantly repeating to myself that it's better to hand in slightly sloppy/unfinished homework than to not hand in anything at all so that i do not fall into the Curse i bore in highschool (never handing anything in cause i could never get shit finished in time)
#in this case it's japanese kanji homework cause i only understand like. half of what im being asked to do#im CONFUSED and ive skipped like 3 questions cause i didn't know what the hell to do#and it's due tomorrow#but there's at least like... 60% of it done. ''well you tried'' sticker or whatever-#note; the part im struggling with is directions cause i'll be honest i wouldn't understand this question if it was in english#cause i suck ass at written directions. i wouldn't be able to tell you which place was what based on written directions#however i also just do not understand the sentence#like. north is in there. why is exit in here TWICE. why is the number 5 here. also there's a hiragana word i dont know the meaning of.#like WHAT ARE YOU SAYING#and then its like ''use these kanji to make compound words'' and im like#bro the only time we've spent on kanji has been during the last ten minutes of class#where not only is my brain Spent from having to Talk To People in Another Language#but also i'm mainly focused on learning how to write it in the proper way#if the teacher at any point talked about how we were meant to do some of this i did not register it at ALL
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I actually have a fic idea but lc is a show that's like. you will never ever have all the information and context until the end. and I am a writer who writes best and more confidently when I have all the info and context at my fingertips. so now I'm just like 🧍♂️
anyway. ramble in the tags
#mine musings#not tagging etc etc#it's an AU so it shouldn't even matter actually. but. whatever. i'll still try to write it. it'll take a while#it's more like character exploration anyway. a role reversal (my favorite kind of au)#i.e. what would the emma case look like if cxs is the one who keeps timelooping to save lg?#it's not a power swap or personality swap so i think it'll be an interesting exploration of the limits of their personalities#for example: in this au i think lg is still protective of cxs and acts as the guide. but he's closer to og!timeline lg#so i'm thinking that he's still very principled but perhaps less strict about doing small deviations from the timeline#cxs is still empathetic and reckless and i think that would actually get worse in a timelooping cxs#since he's the possessor he rationalizes to himself that he gets to shield lg from the messy parts of an operation#and how this self-matyrdom pulls at the fragile trust they have. because their partnership is never equal when someone is timelooping#i'm thinking in like the emma case this all comes to a head when emma gets the text from her parents#in S1 lg tells him “it's better not to look”#i think in this au. cxs would have already honed his acting skills and be like “lg. does she check the phone?”#and lg who is protective but a little naive and not as strict with rules is like#cxs looks so sad :( he's been missing his parents lately :( emma doesn't see the text until tomorrow but...#this probably won't change the timeline too much... right? i think cxs needs to feel loved right now :) “yes she checks her phone”#and cxs is like “... are you sure?”#lg: “yes i'm sure”#and then post-dive cxs finds out emma dies but he doesn't tell lg :) he just keeps it to himself :)#bc it's his job to handle all the messy parts :) like the emotions of their clients. their regrets and obsessions. their fates#in his mind. the more lg knows the more he tries to sacrifice himself to save cxs. so it's important that lg is kept in the dark#something something actor/scriptwriter metaphors idk still working on the idea#just. role reversal shiguang... cxs who keeps timelooping bc he has abandonment issues so he can't handle lg dying...#lg basically is like 9S from nier automata who always dooms himself by learning the truth#this could've been a read more instead of a tag essay i'm sorry. i keep forgetting that feature. i am a yapper in the tags#cxs after dragging lg out for dinner so he doesn't catch the news: “hey lg. we followed the script to a tee right?”#“i didn't forget any lines or anything?”#lg (confused) (lying): “yes. aside from getting the financial data part. we did everything right.”#cxs: “okay 😊 i trust you 😊 past or future let them be”
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are you leaving? sorry for asking :/
Not sure yet :') being in this fandom takes such a huge toll on me when shit hits the fan that i cant really justify to myself staying and being invested in the same capacity as I have been. However I love my mutuals and this community too damn much to just up and leave completely 😭 for now im gonna take a break from tumblr and just give it some time. I could never leave tumblr fully though I fear I'm a yapper at heart so maybe I'll just end up posting about whatever. I really don't know ! I'll figure it out !!
#Don't really want to talk abt the whole situation on here I'm not the person for that#But yeah you all will hear from me again god knows I am incapable of shutting the hell up#And I want 2 say i truly consider dtblr to be my favorite fandom I've ever been in despite all the (very low💀) lows#You all are so incredibly funny and creative and kind and I really am so thankful I got to be a part of it all#When I think abt the friends I've made I could rlly just cry I love u all so much !!#Okay now it sounds like I'm writing a fucking eulogy DORRY ITS NOT THAT DEEP IM JUST NOT LOGGING ON THIS WEBSITE FOR A BIT GODDAMN#Like for all I know tomorrow I'll be like damn it wasn't really that serious and reblog dnf sucking cock or whatever#I'm joking^. It would probably be a frog picture#OKAY whatever I'm rambling I'm just gonna go and log out of my account on here CIAO#asks
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