dean makes the decision to erase himself from ben and lisa’s lives because he doesn’t want them to remember the bad stuff. he doesn’t want them to have the memory of being possessed, almost dying, almost losing your mother. he doesn’t want ben to look at him and remember having a gun put in his hands and being told his mother’s survival depended on him, that's the last thing dean ever wanted for ben.
and he makes the decision to erase himself from them because he doesn’t want them to remember the burden of loving him, of being loved by him, thinks this is the only way he’ll be able to leave them alone. if they never knew him at all. thinks this is the only way he won’t want to go back to them and they won’t keep being hurt by the memory of him. thinks this is the only way he can cut himself off from them as he should’ve done before they could get hurt. part of him is afraid they wouldn’t be able to forgive him, but another part of him is even more afraid that they would. because he doesn’t trust himself to leave them alone and not put them in even more danger.
i got to meet scorpy, baaulp, holly, trog, kami and the tortured soul of wayne today :') i finally got to gift scorpy the socpens funko from years ago. a quest finally completed.
they were all so so kind and i couldn't be happier to finally get to meet the people who've inspired me for years 🥹 thank you rtvs!!!
The rest of Week 1 and the beginnings of Week 2 for Artfight, hopefully I can keep up my momentum! I don’t think I’ll have a problem though, doing Pokémon fanart seems to really be drawing out my passion (and featuring my first revenge! 💜✨)
(OCs belong to: @waywardstation , sirenshores , @darkmedolie , and wet , in that order!)
april 28th: extremely ill + no sleep in days, no food in 8 or 9 days, extremely dehydrated, still trying to smile through it
may 19: eating a cheese stick or a meal once a day, sleeping better, drinking water like a pro, getting some of my color & health back
today, may 29th: feeling much better + eating at least one meal a day :) still lots of pain and nausea in the mornings but i’m doing a lot better!! can’t drink 64oz of water per day like before but i’m really grateful that i’m able to drink a little more than a quarter of that and im SUPER excited to get back to the gym in the next few weeks. i’m looking more and more like my normal self each day <3
need an age regression/de-aging fic where a post-KH4 riku has to take care of a younger sora, and bb sora is just completely awestruck over how strong and kind and pretty (and tall!!) his best friend riku got… and is so transparently smitten that riku, who is actually dating present-day sora, is just like: wow we really were oblivious how did either of us miss sora’s glaring crush on me??
I’ve been seeing a lot of really cool Kirby gijinka designs so I thought I would try my hand at making some of my own. Here’s my take on gijinkas of Taranza and Susie.