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Also because it's pretty shitty that schools are ranking kids like this at all. The school shouldn't be ranking children it's very unhelpful and gives everyone a really toxic mindset about it all.
You're either told that you're the main character and above everyone else or you're told you're not good enough and either way you're gonna grow up and be told that it was all a lie and didn't really mean anything. Except by then it's a bit late for it cause it was a formative part of your childhood and shaped your whole mindset
Either way you're having an unhealthy amount of pressure put on you to either try to get into the gifted spot or to prove you deserve that gifted spot. Either way you don't get the resources you need because your school is more focused on trying to measure your potential for intelligence than on effectively teaching you and supporting you
It's an extremely fucked up system and we should talk about it and how it absolutely shouldn't exist
ohhhhh I get it now. the "gifted kid" discourse exists because people see it fundamentally as a sign of Privilege and not as a largely meaningless category that puffs up weird children before setting them up for the same unremarkable lives as everyone else; thus they interpret people going "the educational system gave me false expectations before ultimately abandoning me to the same heartless world as everyone else" as "why am I, The Main Character, not getting everything I ever wanted."
#if the schools actually cared#about making sure the students were in a class#that went at the right pace for them#then it would apply to all subjects seperately#Timmy might be ahead in language arts#but that doesn't mean he should be in an advanced math class#He could take the language arts class for the next grade up#while still taking all the other classes at his grade level#the gifted program doesn't do that#it says all these kids learn everything faster and better#and should be in a different class#when it should be individualized#but for that to work effectively#schools would need a whole lot more funding
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kramers apprentices :p
and adam!!!!!!! cutie patootie .
#holy shit my hands feel like theyre about to fall off#i should HOPEFULLY be getting my drawing tablet back soon (gulp)#anyways ya this probably isnt a final draft#i wasnt even planning to do this i literally mean it when i feel like i blacked out and woke up to this#ts got a chokehold on me#hcbdhdhdhdkdbdks idk chat#it doesnt look like it but hoffman is STRAPPED#boy has so many weapons on him#i was way too lazy to render each individual bullet btw i am NOT doing that#theyre like SLANTED i just noticed#that always happens when i draw on my phone im going to kill a hostage#saw#saw fanart#amanda young#adam faulkner stanheight#mark hoffman
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M'lady, doth this harlot bother thee?
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#yu ziyuan#wang lingjiao#jinzhu#yinzhu#I just want to take a moment to shine a spotlight on YZY's maids.#I fully admit to forgetting about them until I was looking up female characters in mdzs for the Six AU and saw their names.#For characters who play a small role in the story I sure do rotate the little morsels of info we know about them in my head.#We know they came from the Yu sect along with YZY and described as 'young women' so did they likely were young when they left#And we know that YZY favours them immensely (to the point she lets them speak a lot more freely than she does her own children)#And they in turn are extremely loyal to herand very skilled fighters.#So what's up with that dynamic? Who are they to her? Who are they to each other? Who are they as individuals?#My theory is that they were initially servant girls YZY took in and trained (hence the whip proficiency)#I also very much love the idea of this double standard; that YZY has these surrogate 'children' she favours over her own#to shadow JFM's affection for WWX (child who is not his own).#Jiang Cheng and Jiang Yanli just keep losing!!!#Anyways I just think we should hoist jinzhu and yinzhu up more. I think they have minor character swag and potential.
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I’ve seen critique of the way show!murderbot said it felt good after killing leebeebee (thank goodness, I really disliked her - though at the same time I actually think that it’s interesting for the preservation team to have someone very blatantly objectify murderbot right in front of them and show them how other humans likely treated it)
but,, I didn’t really read it as it feeling good about killing someone so much as feeling good that it has made the team realize that it isn’t some little robot that wants to be human, and it doesn’t want to be assimilated into their group because it isn’t human. It’s a construct. They cannot and should not assume that it wants to be like them - it shouldn’t have to change or be human to be accepted
So I thought it was more of a “it feels good that this is making them rethink their little uwu poor little meow meow narrative when that’s kind of condescending and I am way more familiar with how fucked up my situation is than they are?”
Idk, any thoughts?
#murderbot show#murderbot TV#Murderbot#how are people tagging for the show#Murderbot episode 6#Murderbot spoilers#hated hated hated every moment there was a comment about Murderbots genitals or it doing sex adjacent things#but idk. maybe also preservation needs to see exactly how corporation rim treats constructs#idk how I feel about murderbot killing her though#I think the show is pretty different in term of vibes#I swing wildly between going hmmm at the show and enjoying the show#which is probably just a consequence of reading the books lmao#if I didn’t have any comparison material after all#but like ratthi’s comments about vibing with Murderbot and his impression as well#I think it’s funny bc Murderbot really doesn’t linger over interactions with its clients and so comments like that could have been there#but it just doesn’t really care about them as individuals at that point#which does mean the show has to sort of ‘fill in’ the gaps that murderbot didnt care about#I’m trying to keep an open mind n all that#I hope ratthi is one of the first ones to realize that expecting Murderbot to want to assimilate is condescending#I mean I understood why book Murderbot ran#but I think I understand even more why show murderbot would ditch#also Murderbot: you would have let the enemy in to attack you when you’re vulnerable#being immediately proven right by the instant acceptance of leebeebee#I think Murderbot SHOULD get to kill people who non-consensually kiss it actually
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well. that height difference sure is fun 👀👀
#i saw one very inspired individual dub Frankie/The Contestant 'RabbitRoyale' and LOVE that name - we should roll with it 🔥🔥🔥#i imagine a few of us felt personally attacked when Frankie started to get a little...ahem...possessive? regarding us leaving? 😉#finding frankie#rabbitroyale#real frankie#frankie#the contestant#frankie/the contestant#finding frankie spoilers#starleskatalks
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this may seem needlessly finicky but I do actually believe it's important: calling Verin a himbo is just one of many examples where like, one of the cast says something off the cuff and it's not exactly the right word or it is highly contextual, and that is fine because no one is perfect especially in improv, but then it gets repeated ad infinitum within the fandom when it never really fit in the first place. We have Verin's stats and he's decently more intelligent than average with a 13 (smarter than most of Bells Hells for one; as smart as Pike); it's just he's the guy with a bachelor's degree with good grades followed by military service in a family where everyone has two PhDs - Matt said "himbo of the family" the way in a family where most people are exceptionally tall you'd call the 5'11" child the short one. In Call of the Netherdeep he appears as thoughtful and competent and promoted to a difficult position at a very young age, and in the campaign his appearance is simultaneously as a leader of troops in a dangerous mission, and someone who cares enough about poetry from a completely foreign and distant culture to have tried to learn more about it. I'm sorry, but if you're using the word "himbo" I don't think you're processing a thing about the character yourself; you're just the latest repetition in a game of telephone that's been going on since mid-2021.
And that's not deeply bad on the surface, and I'm using Verin not because he is the character most wronged by this sort of thing but because he's recent and it's really clear where the word came from and that it's not a good assessment, but something I happen to have a decent knack for is pattern recognition in language. I usually find it really easy to pick up on when someone's plagiarized because of the language and pattern shifts. I tend to remember urls and out of place words well. So I do tend to notice when everyone suddenly starts using a single turn of phrase and I tend to flag it. Sometimes that's not bad; sometimes it means everyone came to a similar conclusion and that's the best way to express that conclusion. But like, when Taliesin called the Yios episode a gas-leak episode and the entire fandom started parroting it? The line "bone-dry takes"? The fact that a lot of ship defenses I see were phrased precisely as "I have eyes"? without actually talking about the ship itself? the fact that I've seen a spike in the use of the term "ontologically evil" including in myself and not all uses are actually correct? And extending this beyond strictly language but consider any headcanon with minimal textual support that catches like wildfire (sidebar: remember how we make, or made fun of the SPREAD THIS LIKE WILDFIRE tendency on Tumblr a decade ago? same concept of repetition of a specific turn of phrase without internalizing) all sort of ping this.
And it's fine, truly, to come to fandom and turn off your brain. I know this will sound sarcastic from me, and that's because I don't personally agree, but I do strongly agree that you can do what you want in fandom and you don't have to listen to my opinions so in the end, yeah, it's fine because I am not the arbiter of "fine". But I think critical thought is a vital exercise and I think precision with language is part of it and so if you find yourself using the same exact words and thoughts as everyone else, that should, ideally, trigger a process of "but are these the right words? what do I see when I see this character and how would I describe them? do I agree with this assessment?" Fandom is an interesting and easier microcosm than reality in which to start doing that.
#posts you make when you realize you haven't revisited politics and the english language since high school and probably should#but your greatest platform is your actual play and similar fantasy nerd shit blog#cr spoilers#cr tag#what has struck me about people in the fandom who are the best meta writers (other than myself; can't really be objective there)#is that they have unique and individual voices and they're often in agreement but usually voice their thoughts differently from each other#and a lot of really dumb posts will all use nearly identical language and double down on it without providing an actual defense#see: girlfailure
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king of fools

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#star wars#star wars the clone wars#the clone wars#sw#star wars fanart#sw fanart#arc trooper fives#reuploading this cause i fixed the aurebesh#i am usually GREAT at reading and writing aurebesh i don't know HOW i missed that one#anyway. did you know i painted this in one sitting last night#i had the time to listen to my ENTIRE character playlist for him and also an hour or so to spare#in addition. you really SHOULD go listen to 'king of fools' by social distortion#because something something 'when it comes around to love i always lose'#anyway. yeah#also if you can correctly identify all of the individualized hands (the assorted trooper hands don't count for this one) you get a prize#(it's called my unending love and affection)
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Motti and Vio (Lust Sans) are going to learn to navigate their feelings and relationship while Motti is demisexual and Vio deals with hypersexuality, but they both have feelings of inadequacy from their respective struggles
It's gonna be so fun and delicious story telling
More of my ramblings below
I'm legit researching hypersexuality because i dont want to depict Vio as sex crazed maniac that you often see highly sexual characters shown as for a laugh or a pervert trope.
I legit want him to have a thriving life but showcasing how dealing with hypersexuality actually impacts him daily and the struggle he faces.
And I want Motti to be there to help him navigate through his therapy and struggles. Because she understands what it feels like to feel "broken" and "too much" just on the opposite spectrum.
But with Motti, even though she is demisexual, she does have bouts of times where she wants to have that kind of connection with him. But society norms of sex culture take affect on her insecurities to the point where she'll see Vio, living large and unafraid, able to partake in escapades that Motti only has an inkling of understanding from movies- She'll worry that she won't be enough for Vio, not in just a sexual sense, but just a full filling partner in general.
Where as Vio will feel inadequate and will pull away from Motti sometimes because he knows she's on the opposite spectrum and he cares and respects her deeply that he doesnt want to scare her away. He longs for the domestic moments with her and vice versa, but they're afraid of messing it up.
But they'll fail to realize despite their deep seeded insecurities, they have a fully healthy and communicative relationship.
#mothie talks#rambling of a mad moth#no im not writing this when i should be sleeping#no im definitely not enthralled by the complexities of two individuals trying to figure themselves out#aaaaaaa
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I’m so tired of wlw background ships in mlm fandoms.
mlm shippers almost never develop wlw ships to the degree that the audience feels invested in them. The conflict and character development and love story rely on tropes rather than actual narratives, yet fandoms act like they’re doing wlws a favour by shoehorning in this shitty “representation” when it’s just golden retriever x black cat over and over and over again in different fonts.
To be clear I don’t blame anyone for not having big wlw ships, because most major media out there do not have two fully fledged female characters you can ship together. If you want to write mlm ships, good for you! If you want a lazy wlw ship in the background, that’s fine! But don’t act as if the fandom actually cares about them, or that anyone did the legwork to make them characters that you can care about. Most of these female characters are never properly developed in the canon source material, and they’re almost never properly developed in the fanon material either. You can always tell by how these women are like, one archetype + gay (sporty gay, feisty gay, slutty gay etc, like some kind of gay Spice Girls). Yet fandoms just love to act like these background wlws mean so much & have the best love stories & everyone just should ship them. It’s all so performative.
wlws are not an aesthetic. wlws are not 2D happy couples to round out your queer utopia, a queer utopia that somehow still manages to foreground men. Women are always treated as 2D characters in narratives, except now there’s a subgenre where these 2D women are gay. Groundbreaking.
#It’s not just fan works btw.Glee kinda did this with Klaine and Brittana…take a guess wrt which of these ships the creators cared more about#Women are accessories and now they get to be gay accessories. Wonderful#Let’s not even get into how women (like Katara)’s characteristics are given to a man to round out a mlm ship like wtf?#and I’m not saying you can’t have mlm ships (wolfstar owns my soul personally)#& the lack of wlw ships in general is a media issue not an issue of any individual fan#however the utilization of wlws as an aesthetic in service of an mlm ship and the posturing that comes with that…def a fandom issue#fandom salt#anti zukka#i kinda like MaiLee but that’s def their role in Zukka#anti jegulus#I assume Jegulus is where stuff like posturing re Dorlene and Marylily come from…#like why would I care when no one is writing 500k word slow burns? I should care about them just bc they’re lesbians? Non#anti marauders fandom
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Nintendo is not small. Pokemon is the highest grossing franchise on this planet. They are not threatened by indie studios they just want a monopoly on creature games.
compared to disney? yes it is. compared to the other AAA game studios? it’s middle of the pack at most. nintendo only has around 7,000 employees worldwide . that is small for an international company. disney is over 200,000. sony’s entertainment division is over 12,000, xbox’s game division was around 5,000 before vicious cuts, and they’re both subsidiaries that can rely on their fucking humongous parent companies to handle a lot of overhead. other (mostly) independent studios in a closer situation to nintendo are around 10,000-15,000 employees. on the international scale nintendo is a small company, we’re just in internet video game territory where it seems like the big bad.
selling a lot of video games does not make you financially powerful to the degree that companies like Disney, Sony, and Microsoft are. my point was that this group has the power to reshape copyright law itself to serve their own purposes, and have done so several times. nintendo does not, and treating it as part of that group just bc it is particularly prominent in the gaming industry is ridiculous to me.
nintendo legally has to protect their trademarks in order to maintain them - palworld made a stupid move aping one of the most recognizable features of a pokémon game. it’s practically a slam dunk for nintendo if they actually pursued legal action beyond just a C&D. i agree copyright is very stupid very often. but the dev team for palworld very intentionally relied on recreating a lot of recognizable aspects of the pokémon franchise specifically to hype their game up and fucked around and found out.
there are plenty of creature collector games that nintendo does not go after because they are smart about this. Cassette Beasts is incredible. Beastie Ball is shaping up to be another great one. you can do new and unique things with the creature collector genre without pissing off the folks who did it first. getting pissed that Nintendo went after the indie game that directly copied the mechanic that is the main iconography of the franchise (you thought you could ‘legally distinct’ the Pokéball???) is just baffling and shows how little people who regularly violate copyright law know about the rules they’re breaking.
#i don’t give a fuck about palworld i’m just trying to say that i think it’s dumb people are constantly surprised that companies like ninten#- because nintendo is NOT the only one. they all do these takedowns for fan games and roms -#are doing *what companies are built to do*#entertainment companies *exist to protect their copyright*. that is why they are not just an individual person making art for fun#this is why we practice infosec when pirating and stuff it’s crazy how much folks online these days think they should get away with just bc#they’re lucky enough to exist on an internet that has humored constant minor copyright infringement *so far*
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i feel like out of everyone april would be the worst with self-deprecating humor. the boys have self-esteem issues but they're literally all the types to play up confidence or double down instead of addressing them (raph the least, but he can be pretty stubborn at times), but april's momentum only takes her so far and she is pretty willing to admit defeat if her usual methods dont work. the speed at which she falls back into the idea that she cant do anything right,,, there's probably a point where she jokes about it before it even happens to prepare herself for disappointment, right?
#personal#i feel like raph would admit he has problems but the second you try to imply they're like Bad he's like WHAT???? NO#at one point i joked about him trying to pull everyone into family therapy but REFUSING to get individual therapy#because he will just undermine all of that shit even when it's really obvious. ESPECIALLY if he's called out on it#raph gets indignant pretty fast lmao#anyways april..... aprilllllll....... she literally has so much undiagnosed neurodivergent kid energy#she should do self-deprecating humor. she's not actually scared to admit fault like the others can be she's just persistent#actually a pretty good example is her ''my birthdays are cursed'' thing (same btw i get her)#she's so casual about it even though that should be something that's kind of upsetting#but she's just kind of accepted it into her normal. things dont go her way. Lol. Lmao. Whatever. right? (<- is probably a little upset)#i could see her having a ''well what was i expecting'' kind of response to shit going down#because she's so used to failure and disappointment and that's!!! intensely relatable#she's put a lot of walls so it doesnt make it so obvious when she's crushed in the face of her messing up which always seems to happen#because it feels so inevitable that all she can do is brace herself for it. i like to imagine she can find donnie's unguarded sensitivity-#-kind of alarming and frustrating because she hasn't unpacked that part of herself too thoroughly yet#if SHE did that people would shame and laugh at her yknow?#or she'd shame and laugh at herself. it's hard to say what she's really afraid of#maybe of giving up and laying down and letting it all process#despite her intensity april strikes me as deeply repressed. free my girl
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LSTR-S2301 and the maintenance tunnel ARAR are best friends to me even though that Elster was only on sierpinski for a seemingly brief time, they’re bros who fuck around on the clock during work. I think Elster was probably more willing to put extra time in however she’s also very “okay you’ve given me a list of tasks I did them. They’re done and done well. That’s it, my time now.” Whereas I see Ara being more of a slacker (very valid of her) or at the very least just a bare minimum type of gal when it comes to work.
Idk I tend to imagine them fucking off in the middle of shifts to go find weird lonely corners of sierpinski to hang out in. They don’t even talk half the time but they love it.
#listen I know sierpinski Elster has Alina as her lover#I don’t necessarily see Elster/ara as romantic although it could be#they’re just tired work bros to me#u have machine autism and plant autism and they’re both silent types I think they’d click#I’ve seen some fun takes on Lilith and Elster as characters too#to me Lilith Itou is definitely the strong silent type but not bc she always means to be#yes she is an intimidating war veteran but I think part of that intimidation factor comes from her being awkward as hell when it comes#to talking#combo of awkward/ just being a woman of few words anyway#which comes through in LSTRs I think#they don’t say much when they don’t feel that they need to ig#anyway idk if this makes sense I’m just rambling#I was also just trying to think abt LSTR-S2301 bc poor thing#imagine being your own individual replika but you’re brought to this place as basically a sacrificial lamb? of sorts#in that you as you are. it’s not what you need to be for a god’s purpose#but it’s close enough that the parts that aren’t needed can be stripped away#and filled again#she was only ever meant to be a vessel for 512 in many ways#but she was still S2301 and had her own life and friends for a brief moment in time#signalis#this isn’t worded well but gets the tag regardless#I should make a rambles tag separate from my personal tag maybe#lynx rambles#<- new tag ig
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Wild how we know that Elizabeth Woodville was officially appointed to royal councils in her own right during her husband’s reign and fortified the Tower of London in preparation of a siege while 8-months pregnant and had forces gathering at Westminster “in the queen’s name” in 1483 – only for NONE of these things to be even included, let alone explored, in the vast majority of scholarship and historical novels involving her.
#lol I don't remember writing this - I found it when I was searching for something else in my drafts. But it's 100% true so I had to post it.#elizabeth woodville#my post#Imo this is mainly because Elizabeth's negative historiography has always involved both vilification and diminishment in equal measure.#and because her brand of vilification (femme fatale; intriguer) suggests more indirect/“feminine” than legitimate/forceful types of power#It's still bizarre though-you'd think these would be some of the most famous & defining aspects of Elizabeth's life. But apparently not#I guess she only matters when it comes to marrying Edward and Promoting Her Family and scheming against Richard#There is very lacking interest in her beyond those things even in her traditionally negative depictions#And most of her “reassessments” tend to do diminish her so badly she's rendered utterly irrelevant and almost pathetic by the end of it#Even when some of these things *are* mentioned they're never truly emphasized as they should be.#See: her formal appointment in royal councils. It was highly unconventional + entirely unprecedented for queens in the 14th & 15th century#You'd think this would be incredibly important and highlighted when analyzing late medieval queenship in England but apparently not#Historians are more willing to straight-up INVENT positions & roles for so many other late medieval queens/king's mothers that didn't exist#(not getting into this right now it's too long...)#But somehow acknowledging and discussing Elizabeth's ACTUAL formally appointed role is too much for them I guess#She's either subsumed into the general vilification of her family (never mind that they were known as 'the queen's kin' to actual#contemporaries; they were defined by HER not the other way around) or she's rendered utterly insignificant by historians. Often both.#But at the end of the day her individual role and identity often overlooked or downplayed in both scenarios#and ofc I've said this before but - there has literally never been a proper reassessment of Elizabeth's role in 1483-85 TILL DATE#despite the fact that it's such a sensational and well-known time period in medieval England#This isn't even a Wars of the Roses thing. Both Margaret of Anjou and Margaret Beaufort have had multiple different reassessments#of their roles and positions during their respective crises/upheavals by now;#There is simply a distinct lack of interest in reassessing Elizabeth in a similar way and I think this needs to be acknowledged.#Speaking of which - there's also a persistent habit of analyzing her through the context of Margaret of Anjou or Elizabeth of York#(either as a parallel or a foil) rather than as a historical figure in HER OWN RIGHT#that's also too long to get into I just wanted to point it out because I hate it and I think it's utterly senseless#I've so much to say about how all of this affects her portrayal in historical fiction as well but that's going into a whole other tangent#ofc there are other things but these in particular *really* frustrate me#just felt like ranting a bit in the tags because these are all things that I want to individually discuss someday with proper posts...
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crossposting stuff again but i’m having a Wind Waker emotions attack and did you know that WW ganon actually took the time to wrap tetra in the blanket she was sleeping under before hovering up to the top of the tower with her under his arm like a soccer ball. it’s such a tiny thing but the fact that he thought to do that at all. i cant i cant


hewas really like ‘Get Bundled Idiot!!!’ like he had adoption papers ready to go. he was dead from the moment he decided he’d rather take care of her than kill her
#wind waker#not art#ganondorf#tetra#zelda#game that kills you. game that rips you into individual pieces#game that takes the character everyone brands as inherently evil and inhuman when in reality he would win if he actually just killed her#and he never does even though objectively it should solve all of his problems#still cant even do it after losing everything and Saying that he’ll kill them#puts his sword away in the final fight before hitting her so it isn’t even lethal. game that punches u in the stomach repeatedly for life
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#bought more sanrio modao stuff for my sangcheng shrine ✨#there were these tiny metal opaque pins on display at the pop up shop in japan last yr but they weren’t for sale so i was mad#so when i saw these online i thought they would be similar but they’re actually a lot bigger#and they’re translucent instead of opaque like i’d thought they’d be but it’s ok :’)#i wanted the pin badges too in case i decide to make an itabag#i get it for online but when in person at the pop up shop they should let you buy everything individually..…not just certain things…..#they only let you buy a random item in a set like yay gambling 😍#guess it’s for stock reasons#anyways i’m prolly gonna sell some of the others that came in the sets lol#text post
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Y'know the longer I think about it, the more I think "To me, Mizuki is just Mizuki" or whatever it is that Ena said was Also a thinly veiled way of her saying "Ok well you're still a girl". Like I think the most glaringly obvious, not-behind-a-curtain-in-the-slightest line was when she pointed directly at "So are you like a guy too?" and correctly described that statement as an insult, but surprisingly, that line that pissed me off so bad, that line that really annoying people with limited ability to read have been parroting since the game dropped, might... actually be goated? A little?
Like. I don't know. Ena spent her whole friendship with Mizuki up to this point correctly assuming she was a girl, all she had wrong was the "cis" modifier. (And Cis Modifier isn't necessarily something she consciously thought of, because of the whole cis privilege makes you assume cis as the default and thus that modifier fades into the background thing.) Additionally, a hot fucking minute passed between Mizu5 and Ena5, long enough for Ena to ruin her skin with tears for her dead wife... And during that hot fuckin minute, the Ena5 4koma took place, where she straight up drew a lost girl while stressing about Mizuki. That whole gap between the events and what took place in the gap is very special to me... because the Girl Drawing combined with the Accurately Recognizing The Transmisogynistic Bullying As Exactly That really helps to make clear that Ena was confronting her "cis as default" way of thinking, and not anything else. I don't think she questioned Mizuki's girlhood even once, aside from maybe thinking "what the fuck are they on about" during her run-in with the bullies in Mizu5
#at this point I'm really really leaning on assumptions over given information but I Think Ena Researched. And I think that's cute...#Like did she know about trans people before The Outing? Beyond that That's A Kind Of Person That Exists?#I know that one poll shows that Japan is one of the lowest ranking countries in terms of 'amount of people that know a trans person'#at a meager like 9% of individuals polled. i say 'like' as if I didn't go check the actual poll#in any case really low number. much lower than the 38% where I live. so I assume general awareness over there must be lower?#everyone here in the US knows about transgender because Everyone Makes It Their Fucking Business. I hate politicians#is Japan like that ? I don't know. Probably not. Right? So good chance Ena had baby level awareness before Mizu5#Never considering that she would ever meet a trans person irl#SO I think she must have gotten to project-sekai-googling-equivalent.#Her stubborn ass came in handy and she firmly stuck to What She Knew About Mizuki#and she looked up 'my friend (girl) got called a guy as an insult why'#THIS led her to a rabbit hole in which she learned of the plight of the transgender people#and she was like hold tf up is Mizuki trans? is that it?#and she learned about voice training and remembered how Mizuki did use kind of a different accent + part of her throat in middle school#and from there she was like oh fucking shit I witnessed a hate crime against my bestie who faces extreme structural discrimination.#that's what I think happened. let me know your thoughts. it's 5 AM. sorry if this is unreadable I'm yapping#I should make a yap tag for when I get Like This#forgive me for my frequent sekai yaps it's just weirdly dissectable to me. Autism
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