Was I just supposed to casually learn in the year of our lord 2022 that it is in fact not normal to have cramps every day of your period as if that's not world altering info?
Anyway saw a new doctor, complained about the usual, but apparently my usual is a "not normal" and most women only have 2-3 days of cramps, maybe 3-4 for longer cycles. I got a referral to a gyno and the rug of reality ripped out from under me jesus christ.
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im sure it has been said before but the thing is i genuinely would absolutely love a prequel about john and mary if it was done the way i want
heaven's breeding program for making vessels is one of the most horrifying things in the show, and it's just mentioned so briefly but just completely recontextualises everything!
I would love to see a show about Mary and John meeting and just like. not really getting on. not hating each other necessarily, but not liking each other either. And then circumstances just keep pushing each other together and that forced intimacy ends up exacerbating things so that not liking each other turns into more active dislike
and then, suddenly, theyre in love! they love each other so so much and its amazing and isnt it so funny how they used to not be able to stand each other at first but now theyre so in love?
and its like that thing where ppl fall out of love for the same reasons they fall into it, their quirks that were endearing becoming insufferable, but the opposite! except also not, because even tho they love each other now (they love each other so so much!) they still dont really like each other
but no matter how much they piss each other off sometimes, they still cant keep away from each other- they get married, have kids, build a life together. and they keep fighting, they cant stand each other, they drive each other crazy, they each keep trying to escape, but neither of them can stay away, they keep coming back. no matter how much it hurts them both to be together, resentment constant, inability to get along, they just cant let go because they just love each other so much!
and then mary dies and its the worst thing that could happen to john, its heartbreaking, its tragic, the love of his life is gone, but his love for her isnt. he still cant let go, it hurts so bad and he misses her so much and he needs to do something, anything to put her memory to rest.
he is tortured by the loss of her, hes brokenhearted, hes obsessed, hes still in love with nowhere to direct it. he never even liked her.
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every time i try to write sonic stuff im like hm maybe i should actually research this lore im writing about before i write it. and then i spend hours going thru the sonic wiki instead of writing.
anyway did u know according to west side island legends an ancient civilization used a chaos emerald’s power to advance themselves and flourish but then they tried to use it for bad reasons so all their success disappeared and the gods buried the chaos emerald and THATS the missing 7th chaos emerald that wasnt in sonic 1. and i feel like since all the emeralds end up on west side island for sonic 2 its kinda like he found them all in sonic 1 and when he released them into the wild they went to find their sibling
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