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think I might be going through a depressive episode AND my birthday is a in a few days...
COINCIDENCE???
#personal bs#ignore me just rambling#yea probably honestly#like...only tangentially related probably tbh#like...not about the getting older#i'm kinda past that point other than my body is just...so bad#but like...y'know it's whatever it's a number i don't really care#it's just everything else#and how when it's your birthday all the sudden people give a shit about you#and treat you like you're special 'cause 'it's your special day'#like...there are so many other days of the yr you could choose to be nice to me#but sure...ONLY ever pick this one goddamn day#like for the last several yrs i always joke once it reaches march#like 'ohhh it's my birthday month everyone! be nice blah blah blah'#but then like the closer it gets to my actual birthday i just DREAD it#and i think this is actually the most i've dreaded a birthday in a long fucking time#like i hate that i can't even halfass enjoy it#i've just been crying on and off for the last several hours#it's almost 5:30 am and i should go to bed#but i'm trying to calm down a bit before#so decided to do my classic...#make a stupid ass post on this stupid ass website#that no one will read and will never be interacted with#which is...fine whatever i get it#not saying this to shame anyone into reaching out#just stating facts#but typically just...typing it out helps me feel a bit better#which is the main goal#on the off chance someone is reading all these tags...thanks for reading i guess#i'm fine i'll be fine
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man. sometimes it seems like a lot of subs forget that being a dom/playing a dominant role is a lot of work. it's a lot of responsibility and takes a lot of energy, which can all take a mental toll on a dom, but some subs seem to just...glance right over that
anyway. appreciate and thank your local dom today
#this isn't a vague or anything just smth ive noticed#especially about the “i wanna hand over all my decisions and obligations to a dom who will think for me :(” type stuff#which trust me i get#and it's totally fine in fantasy w/e#but there r definitely some subs who uh. take it a bit too far#im also not trying to be a pickme or whatever. is that a thing. pickme subs#signal broadcast 📺
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coffee cheetos chicken
#jerma985 fanart#jercula#jerma985#ster#jerma#sterlovesfood#can his bitch ass get a fanbase. or a tag that works. thanks#my favorites :) also I’m in Vegas RIGHT NOW and I’m not at the nyp show… the world works in mysterious ways#i was at wwwy fest and it was so much fun :) my first music thing ever and it was so cool and it was w my best friends one of which is our#first irl meet up after over 6 yrs:D no one cares I just wanna say it whatever anywyas ily all have a good day jerma was so fine last night#also I hate how this looks but I need to post jerma jerma jerma my autism yay ok bye
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there's no way the bathroom at peppino's pizza is actually that big but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . hey ummm anyway.... i care them...... anyway there's a lil ramble on my take on fake pep's like psyche or whatever in tags on the og post if ur into that kinda thing :y
hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino]<- u are here [gustavo] [gerome] [noisette again]
#ramble after realtags yeag. shoutout to serrangelic btw suggesting the silhouettes thing bc i would have Died otherwise#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#gustavo and brick#arting#pizzaposting#so anyway i think fake peppino has like. a general awareness that he is supposed to Be Peppino and that he was Made to do that#and likewise he does generally try to...do that. the thing he does NOT realize is hes like really goddamn bad at it#not to be mean but like...c'mon. they are pretty distinctly different kinds of guys even beyond the physiology yknow.#he's neither on-brand nor fooling anyone dsjdsjjkgfsd. BUT!#since the rest of the cast generally likes him [at least as I play it] he thinks hes doing just fine#he's like 'oh they r happy with me so i must be getting a good grade in being peppino :)'#so getting told that 'yeah you actually really suck at that but that was never the reason people liked you'#and told that by og model peppino no less--yknow THE guy he's supposed to be living up to#who's already a bit intimidating for that and who ALSO totally wrecked him TWICE in the tower#making him acutely familiar with just how formidable the guy is and how much there IS to live up to....#it's a Moment for sure. not really a sad or hurt one though. just... contemplative.#thinking abt people liking him for being the guy he's already naturally been being even though that guy is Not Peppino#i don't think he's gonna be super broken up about realizing he has a bad grade in peppino given everything else hes got now#nor do i really think he cares enough to go like reinvent himself or whatever after the fact#he seems to b pretty clearly having fun with it already so i think he just keeps doing that#and in some cases he still has the pre-installed peppino traits/instincts like to cooka da pizza. and that's fine#is this projection. yes. but if youve been following me awhile you know most of my character writing is ghdhfdgf#gonna kinda expand on all this in the gerome one which is...one after next. itll be a bit but man.#anyway peppino will never admit to anyone and especially not himself that he's gotten a little attached to the guy. hee hoo#pep tends to be kinda surly but he certainly has his ways of showing he cares. all of which are on display here#''that thing is not my son'' says man currently watching thing's antics with the 'bemused dad' arms crossed pose. yeah ok buddy.#gus is totally onto him already but hes not gonna say anything.#if u read all this ur prize is not having to go decode fp's rot13. his lines are ''meant to be you...?'' and ''wrong question.''
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This is the start of something new
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#Poorly Drawn MDZS#MDZS#wei wuxian#lan wangji#season 1#*I never knew that it could happen till it happened to me*#Listen there were so many good scenes I wanted to draw and maybe one day I will but dang#sometimes when there are too many good moments to draw in a summary comic you have to abridge them into something that gets the vibes#The teen boy shenanigans that wwx drags lwj into are fine and good and *funny*#but they are also 15 and 15 year olds will say whatever comes to mind whether its well formulated or not#Less of a gay awakening and more of a moment of realizing that theres a door labeled 'homosexual thoughts' in the back of the house#and someone just threw a baseball into the window of it#poor lwj for he now spends the rest of his teen and young adult years haunted by this moment#only to cultivate it into a garden in which he will one day marry this man#Live your life in a way that would make teen you implode -> my daily advice column wisdom#Side note: this comic is vertical because I...ran out of space on my page. I have been meaning to experiment though#might continue like this? Maybe...
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so LOL my new job completely fucked me over and scammed me by telling me i'd work 20 hours a week immediately, then saying they won't have proper availability for a few more weeks, now saying they can barely give me hours at all, IF ANY, for the foreseeable future.
well my life goes on and continues to include expenses even as i try to apply for new jobs
in the meantime well my poetry books are still for sale!
you can get them for as little as 1 dollar or customize the amount to anything! PLEASE THEYRE NOT BAD- (INSERT REVIEWS HERE) the site is perfectly safe to buy from and v easy!
#whatever. uses the last 30 dollars on my credit card#i know later ill check this post and there will be 0 notes#which is fine#i just dont know what else to do?#i applied to my local library yesterday and tried soooo hard on my app and cover letter#so im begging pleading ill get it#but i know its kind of compteitive so :(#then theres just fucking nowhere left thats hiring except like fast food#which is a bummer cause i said id never work in fast food again after i did in high school#but like hello? hello girl? girl help?#all my cards are maxed because ive had no money to pay them off#needless to say nothing in my fucking account#im in debt to all my friends#i got a few jobs art modeling this month#but its only like 150$ total#which like. i need 800+ a month . so#epic my dude#.txt
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A very normal scientist doing very normal gene splicing experiments (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Gaster#Wobbledogs#Sometimes media flooding bleeds over into other interests at the same time and yes that is my only justification for this lol#I'm always most amused by the sequence of things lol - I'd already started in on Handplates again but then got very diverted by Wobbledogs#Which is especially weird to me because I was introduced to the game like half a year ago and it didn't really grab me#It's cute but eh it's fine - and then I watched a proper lightly edited playlist not like jumpcut-jumpcut-jumpcut#That can make for a very punchy one-off but it doesn't really reflect the gameplay loop#So actually getting to see it properly made the difference and I kinda Get It now and also kinda want to own the game lol#MeanWhile - Ghoster's been hanging out as my desktop buddy literally /while/ watching and I was getting new ideas on that front#They smushed together lol#Having him onscreen is just a good excuse to do a quick once-over style of study and follow some silly ideas haha#What would Gaster think of a progressive mutation type game ♪ Watching them grow watching them struggle to walk#Only uses the scold feature - or the worse option that he treats the dogs better than the skelebros noooo haha#Pretty much all of the creatures in Undertale are sentient to some degree aren't they :0 Wobbledogs are just dogs#They're not monsters but they're not humans but they're not exactly just dogs either - just little creachurs haha#It's fun to imagine him nurturing anyone or anything haha ♪ Goes from ''???'' to ''How can I help this reach their full potential''#Whatever ''potential'' means in his own context hehe#It's cute in its own way
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Well, we've hit rock bottom. Negative sixty in the bank account on my mom's side and less than fifty bucks in food stamps. We have nothing coming in this month. Nothing. Can't pay rent, can't pay for anything.
If anyone has some time or cash to spare please consider commissioning me or donating to my paypal or ko-fi! Any donations can be clocked in for commissions later! My paypal is [email protected]!
#Life#Money#Donations#Commissions#I'mma have to sell some of my stuff#Which is fine it's whatever#I just dunno how to get enoughf or rent
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wow ive been kind of off lately I should take a day to rest an[explosion]
#[.art]#self#complaining tag#I'm good. I needed to draw about it but I'm good. it's fine. whatever#love it when I barely ask you for money to Live outside of gifts and 30 a month. and then you withold the gift SOMEONE ELSE GAVE ME#that's fine it's totally not as if I told you I need that money before. and you decided I was a bit too mean#about you compiling a document I Need To in order to keep the room and board in the place I am living in. by the way#she proceeded to change topic completely to the weather and forget about anything ive told her on the clothes I have here#or about the courses I follow. she takes notes for my sister's classes but cannot be bothered to remember i dont have exams in april#that's fineeee it's fine. it's fine. I know my sistser needs the help and I don't. I would rather die than ask for her help anyways#you can at least pretend to forget about both of us equally instead of telling me I should graduate in two years because im smart enough#which I am not. by the way. At least when I will fail at something I'll have the opportunity to tell her I told you so thank god#dont get me wrong i know her giving me compliments is a good thing I just sort of wish the were things actually about me#and not about the idea she has about me being some kind of prodigy that's simply too lazy to actually be exceptional. anyways
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definitely one of my worst posts. really up there with the squad one
#germaphone#this made me wheeze while making it. not laugh#i was chortling dude. like *chortles*#also yes i did have to search up principal for reference. forgot what they looked like#anyways i had to improvise because i didnt draw enough teachers yet#so i guess that when i make the rest of them they wont get one#which is better for you all because these genuinely suck#really funny to me personally though#also i thought leighton had brown hair but i was So wrong. i dont know why#if i knew leighton had black hair i think i wouldve given avery brown hair#but its whatever. its fine#i love you all.#OH i also hit 100 posts :)#crazy how. i post posts
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Willow (2022) - 1x01 - “She'll feel like I'm abandoning her when she needs me the most.”
#willowedit#willow 2022#kit tanthalos#jade claymore#ruby cruz#erin kellyman#willow 1x01#tanthamore#femslash related stuff#look at them just slow dancing like they do it all the time!#kit really being like it's fine I can get married as long as you're there#and thinking of them as a combined entity ''our life''#it's only when she realizes that jade will be gone that she starts fully lashing out and full on running away#in that sixth gif she hasn't really taken it in yet and still grasping for a way for it to not happen#and then finally stopping when jade says she got an exception#which! she's actually so proud of getting that first ever exception and wants kit to be proud too#but of course it's all caught up in this marriage situation and what's worse jade seemingly abandoning her#I kinda wish I was caught up with y'all so I could be discussing whatever their current angst is but then I'd never gif these I know :x
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Many thoughts .. Brain full .. I LOVE a guy playing house to stay sane
#hoof draws#replacement ingo au#submas#many thoughts ...#i like to imagine ingo as a slightly insane hermited old man. carves train consoles on the wall and names his sneaslets after his friends#b yeah. tasty crunchy#they have an unspoken transactional relationship yknow . spice gets food in turn for playing along with ingo's . coping mechanism ig?#& even tho it's not interested in whatever's going on w/ ingo .#he slowly pieces it together over time that something really fucked up happened to ingo#which i think a h zoroark could sympathize with honestly#<-which i imagine is part of the reason he's willing to pretend to be emmet#//neway<3 i'm going to sleep now and hope that my appendix is fine
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A new sculpture! Finally... I feel like I never sculpt anymore since I'm always sick or have some 500 other things going on or projects to finish, but I'm trying to schedule time to do it more often this year hopefully..! Just a generic fantasy creature as usual, but did try making the eyes a little more sparkly this time.. hrmm..
#sculpture#fantasy art#fantasy creature#art#elf#lol what are the tags I should use... I still never know.. EVIL social media.. hate the idea of tagging anything ever anyway. but alas..#I also would ideally like to start selling them again and open up custom commmissions and stuff again once I can hopefully get paypal#stuff sorted out. and find like.. a good way to do things.. etc.. I did still want to sell them through auction instead of agonizing#over setting prices being afraid they're either too high or too low. So being able to just be like. Here. this is $50. or more. or less.#negotiate. the worth is whatever you feel like it is so i personally dont have to make that decision. etc. lol... But etsy doesn't let you#do auctions or like pay what you want type stuff so.. then I was thinking ebay? but idk.. ANYWAY.. I want to set things#up so I can sell stuff again hopefully. I still haven't fully recovered from the costs of when I had to take my cat to the vet and put#them down last year and etc. So it'd be good to sell a few things. perhaps.. maychance... perhamble... so on and so forthe... ANYWAY#I was going for whiter more milky sort of hair that blends in closely with the skintone but after the paint dried it seems more yellowy kin#of. which is fine. But just not exacltly like my mind vision lol..#Also it's like... wow... someone with face spots and elf ears and a half open mouth with a gap tooth and wavy hair and kind of downturned#eyes... revolutionary... never been seen before... every sculpture I have ever made surely doesnt look licherally exactly like this... LOL#but maybe it's just a style. so what. People have their motifs lol.. Im just getting back into sculpting. I shall sameface in peace. huzzah#Just like the only thing I ever carve out of avocado pits anymore is eyes. Because that's just whats fun to do. I'm going to accumulate lik#25 similar avocado eyes and have nothing to do with them. I was thinking of stringing some together into a necklace of eyes or something li#like that but.. hrmm... ANYWAY.. Love to do the same things repetitively. :3c
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#absol#they look happier than umbreon which is strange to me. umbreon being all sad and angry while absol#known widely as The Edgy pokémon‚ is like. smiling a little bit. they're vibing they're totally fine#they're glad they got to be in rescue team#you go girl. go off‚ absol. even in rescue team they didn't feel like they had a Super cohesive tie to the story besides Being There and#helping and whatever but maybe that's just rescue team being my least favorite pmd game. but maybe that's part of *why*#if i'm right. i might not be right. maybe i just didn't pay enough fuckin attention in rescue team. there's *two of them*. someone out there#must like them enough for there to be a remake. and i know the general pmd community considers rescue team better than the 3ds games bc they#'re all nostalgia-driven like all pokémon fans and think that the older games are OBVIOUSly better even though the 3ds titles are#total masterpieces just like the rest of pmd. i'm not gonna complain abt this here bc i think the general pmd fanbase on tumblr are like#generally pretty nice and appreciate the 3ds games. y'all are nice here. elsewhere it gets scary. luckily everywhere else is crashing and#burning before our eyes. score. although apparently tumblr is also trying to given the whole “collapse reblogs” thing they're doing??#big yikes. hope that doesn't happen. anyway
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I'm surprised you haven't posted any Welcome home stuff recently! Honestly kinda makes me sad since I love your WH art and stuff
yea y'all are gonna have to be Patient w/ me bc
a) i have like. a week left to pack all of my stuff before i need to shove everything into a uhaul and leave, so its crunch time! leaving little to no energy/interest in anything else
b) to be honest my mental health is the worst its been in years - which is fine, its whatever, i can deal. it's not as bad as it could be and im handling it! like a champ, even! but also its leaving little to no energy/interest in anything else
c) had a minor crisis over my art and how i interact w/ WH, and i realized im not scribbling enough of what I want. ive mostly been trying to please people and do as asked and thats! not good! so i want to temper expectation & reassert that im Not a WH art blog - its just a hyperfixation / something i love rn. i draw what i enjoy & what i want in the moment.
#i picked up my tablet last night and all of my motivation died on the spot#so im just. eh whatever ill get back into the swing of things eventually#but yeah im spending my time packing & keeping myself afloat! not much room for other things at present!#rambles from the bog#but yeah i was starting to feel like a commodity of sorts?#like the majority of asks are just some form of 'can you draw this' 'draw this' 'id love it if youd draw this'#which is. fine. im an art blog! thats what i do!#but its also like hey. im just some guy doodling what they enjoy. im not a machine churning out content for consumption#& it gets to the point where there's so much expectation and obligation and 'demand'-#when do i ever sit down and truly indulge in what i want?#like the monster scribble i posted the other day! it made me so happy! i love monsters and Beasts!#when do i ever allow myself to draw them?#rarely bc i feel like people Expect puppets from me. and thats not a great feeling!#i love puppets i love wh and everything but i would like to enjoy it w/o pressure yk yk....#& for a second there i Was feeling the pressure and scribbling puppets was starting to feel like a chore#something i Needed to do to please people#so! im focusing on real life & taking a break from creation & keeping my mindset away from 'jump into traffic' thankyew <3#theres just too much going on right now#in my head And outside of it.#so ill stick to packing & binging psych & i'll lovingly place everything else on the backburner
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Continuing to be back on my bullshit, I'm rounding out the year with the next installment of my Blue Beetle au nonsense or.
AKA @wazzappp 's Blue Beetle headcanons give me life and I'm yoinking them because. Everyone deserves a little body horror. As a treat.
(Well. Except for Oo'Li, by virtue of being the type of alien (yk more or less) that the scarabs are using for that sweet sweet basic DNA template)
Anyway, following my timeline of Jaime ending up with his second 'upgrade' after the reboot re: Khaji Da's last ditch effort to keep him from smashing into the ground of terminal velocity, Xiomara and Roma end up more buggified after their altercation with the Crimson Scarab in issue...2? I think, when their powers get drained, in the same vein of their scarabs getting inventive with ways for their hosts to defend themselves in power drain scenarios.
In keeping with their power-sets/specialities, Roma ends up with a scorpion-esque tail (yes ik that's not an insect but if she can manifest tentacles Im saying it counts) and retractable claws, while Xiomara has fully armored hands/gauntlets and extra insectoid legs
#jaime reyes#oo'li a'barr#roma lopez#xiomara erazo#reachling au#it took me almost a. month and fighting for my life against art block (and ok. being distracted by ghost rider) but i made it#kicking and screaming but i made it#yeah idk why i added fancy dress even tho. i lost steam soo fast its just. some social/public event about the Horizon idk#anyway roma and xiomara might have escaped reachification but buggification leaves no prisoners#speaking of which. technically ig the Horizon are fairly alien-y for. a protagonist alien species (<so has to be bc of the Reach) but#can always be more :)#it is. soo obvious i started using references 4/5 the way into this but. whatever its fine#and ok. the teasing between oo'li and jaime did get me#....it might just bc bc i made jaime like. 1/3 reach and i think the hypothetical interplay would be fun#the cultural barriers! the flipping of it being his humanity that's new to oo'li vs the uh. everything else hes got going on#its about the vibes (<aroace and yet again leaning into relationships as a thought experiment maybe but. whatever)#also she's taller than him and yk. thats always fun
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