#why am I so fascinated with this?
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ever just randomly get really into something with no rhyme or reason behind it? or maybe there was and I just have no idea what sparked the interest at all...
for some reason I've become really interested in Mahjong~~ and come to find out there are quite a few different styles of the game; as it seems like just a card game but with tiles instead~~
not the tile matching one either, the actual game~~
which style tho? through cursory research there are so many different varieties of the game~~ so many... and I might've missed some but from what I've gathered:
American mahjong (is it the tile matching one or the actual game but with different rules?) looked it up, its a spin on the og game~~
Hong Kong style
different styles of mahjong all over china
Singapore ruleset
Japanese ruleset
and idk if that's it or not~~~ or if there are many more that I haven't found yet.
and the tiles are relatively expensive or so I've read. a set I think at cheapest price (haven't actually looked but am tempted to; but I've no need for the tiles) is like $50
and you need at least 3 people to play~~~ usually 4~~~
So I'd have no need for the tiles, unless there's some other games you could play with them...
so which style should I try to learn? should I buy the tiles, or would that be pointless?
why the sudden fascination?? I don't get it....
how hard would it be to learn? would it even be worth it for me to learn, given I have no one around to play it with?
#personal#thoughts#thinking#why#why the sudden interest#interest#interesting#game#games#tile#tiles#tile game#mahjong#I don't get it#why am I so fascinated with this?#sudden random interest#how many styles are there?#American style#tile matching game#chinese style#hong kong style#singapore style#japanese style#maybe more that I missed#is it worth learning?#got no one around to play with#how many different rule sets exists?
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Who is this sassy lost child?
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#a-yuan#A-Yuan knows how to to utilise his big wet eyes to get treats. What a little legend.#The crowd comments about LWJ being 'daddy' and WWX being 'the mother' are a little too 'fan-service bait' for me.#So I am personally reimagining it as another layer of 'misinterpretation of a more complex situation' commentary.#I like how the different styles of interacting with children WWX an LWJ exhibit say so much about their own childhoods.#We - human beings in the real world - take two lessons from how we were parented: What we valued and what we wish we had.#LWJ leaning into indulgence is him pushing back against his own childhood of asceticism. It's something he didn't have - so he gives it.#WWX on the other hand has been *so* defined by his drive to indulge. And here he is the restrictor!#It takes a bit more to see what's going on here. The factors are not singular.#but to keep it in theme with LWJ; I'd propose it is partly his way of establishing structure when he did not have it as a child.#Both approches are a way of saying 'I didn't have this and I wish I did.'#With LWJ it's pretty obvious why...but WWX? What is at your core? What is your regret towards a lack of restriction?#Or...What benefit do you think it gives this child to learn the harsh lessons of going without?#Did it make you strong when you were a child? Do you think it is just the nature of the world and we all must learn it?#How we interact with children is such a fascinating topic to delve into our psychology and neuroses.#In a more light hearted turn of topic:#WWX confirmed to be 'person taking the car to the drive through to order one black coffee for himself' on the triangle spectrum.#LWJ is saying 'we have food at home' as he is opening his wallet ready to order for everyone.#(Technically this is comic 213 but yippee! We are in the 200's now! Thank you all so much for reading and cheering me on!)
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for your consideration: s1 jayce, old mage viktor
#jayvik#we are getting so self indulgent w it MY BLOG MY RULES#listen. listen i cannot be the only one who craves old man viktor#trying to justify why i think this dynamic would be fascinating when the truth is. i am a freak.#AN OLDER MAN OBSESSED W JAYCE SAVED HIS LIFE TWICE ALIVE FOR SEVERAL LIFETIMES POWERFUL… jayce would be so overwhelmed iiiiii#viktor: squints jayce: IS THE SUN BOTHERING YOU KING 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫#tysm for 1000 notes :) i will see u all at the bingo parlor next thursday night
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rip armand thevampire you would have loved the way hannibal lecter erased the memories of his lover. and played on his ipad when he was alone in the evenings
#iwtv#hannibal#armand#thinking about it so many people are obsessed with will because they’re trying to figure out what makes him so fascinating.#why am i like hannibal nbc: the daniel and armand story right now
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I think it’s everybody’s god given right to develop weird erotic fantasies but when it necessitates involving uncomfortable racial stereotypes we can afford to do that in private instead of broadcasting it out there, maybe
#I need to re-examine my own feelings on this because why am I trying to be so polite. I’m literally south asian.#text#delete later#just seeing. fascinating trends with gemma severance and armand iwtv.
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rereading system collapse is so funny because murderbot's humans (and its asshole research transport) are like. illogically protective of it. some variation of this interaction happens like four times in fifty pages:
murderbot, standing around and stalling, having a mental breakdown: come on murderbot you gotta be better than this you can't just be having [redacted] do your JOB
ratthi/iris, who know this, distracting it: do those hatches look weird to you? those hatches look weird to me. murderbot, based on your thousands of hours of media consumption, do those hatches look weird to you?
and then to make it worse, feat. poor tarik:
tarik, on a high-stakes mission spearheaded by a secunit who is sending absolutely zero information back to the rest of the crew: ? status update?
iris/ratthi/art-drone, pulling out knives (/bombs): hey tarik? can you leave our murderbot alone? that's our specialest little secunit? it's got anxiety and it's doing its best so fuck off?
and then they start verbally stabbing him.
the amount of glee these scenes give me. i genuinely forgot how quickly they all rally around murderbot. and then there was that scene where murderbot went oh no, was tarik security, i don't want to take his job, and art-drone was like that was NOT his job he was NOT security and actually fuck that guy and YOU are security for my crew and if anything ever happened to you i would BOMB A PLANET
#mb#mb reread#seren's mb reread#the murderbot diaries#yes i am counting iris as one of murderbot's humans.#like objectively. to be fair. tarik is correct. murderbot never communciates and like#it kinda needs to.#but the way iris and art and ratthi DESCENDED ON THIS MAN#'wow i didn't realize you were a micromanager!' says iris :) smiling :)#like damn okay leave a body at least#and then there was a throwaway line#(not really throwaway. so many fascinating character interactions happen in passing. but you know what i mean)#(it's martha wells)#that talked about mensah and art...maybe mensah telling art to give it space?#this is why i need a PHYSICAL BOOK i can't remember#it was something like art and mensah conferring about how to help secunit#cannot for the life of me remember what about but i am just.#art and mensah!#and the way iris reminds murderbot of mensah constantly ough ough oof ouch it's so good#pov you abduct your friend in a last-ditch effort to save the people you love#and that person helps you save them but it's kind of awkward and only trusts like four people and then one of those four people meet you#so you clean your whole fucking house and yell at your roommates about cleaning up BETTER because we have to make a GOOD FIRST IMPRESSION#and then you and the person it trusts become besties and conspire on how best to support and love it in a way it'll accept.#end rant#very good book. tldr: very good very funny book
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coming back home.
@barrenclan
#patfw#patfw fanart#patfw spoilers#rainhaze#THE NEW ISSUE. IT SURE WAS AN ISSUE HUH. I AM NORMAL. SO NORMAL IN FACT#THAT I REDREW A PANEL OF THE COMIC IN MS PAINT#i need someone to put this horrid beast down already. he needs to DIE i am not joking. euthanise him. please.#he is soooo fascinating.#i CANT get over his expression in this panel. WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM#hes smiling .is it a genuine smile? is he smiling bc he knows how this is going to go and all he can do is laugh now?#why. why why why the smile. at first he looks shocked or surprised or terrified but THEN it turns into this playful soft grin. as if full o#nostalgia. or maybe grief. or maybe joy. he looks like he knows something we dont.#did he accept that his family is going to get wiped out (HIS FAULT HE KILLED HER HE RIPPED HER THROAT OUT) and is just happy he got to see#them one last time?#this is so weird. before killing asphodel he was so terrified of meeting them. of facing his past and acknowledging what he became.#is him smiling a symbol of him giving up? becoming part of defiance? hes not running away anymore. he doesnt have to.#jesus.#my art#wanted to make him look as fucked up as i could. i hope he looks like a corpse or perhaps a starved dog to you
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why does so much of mel discourse on this site centre on to what measure she did or did not manipulate jayce like that's the extent of her complexity and grey morality, as if she has not directly and indirectly been contributing to the opression of zaun not because she's prejudiced or hates them but simply because she profits from it, like i am so sorry my queen that they don't get you like i get you
#arcane#mel medarda#ella originals#in fact i do think it's soooo interesting that mel being an immigrant didn't really grow up with the ingrained prejudice like most piltovan#(it's cait's lines in her first ever scene--she's not at all malicious it's just a part of her worldview that the undercity is dangerous)#(and that's not something she ever grows out of which is such a huge fail for the show but that's a discussion for another time)#mel doesn't hate zaunites or anything she just doesn't care#she is a kind and compassionate person but all that is hyperfocused on directly opposing her mother's violent imperialism#and not in the sense of well the price in blood to be extracted for our advancement is too much and not worth it#but the advancement--progress if you will--can be accomplished through avenues other than violent imperialism and expansionism so it's fine#and it doesn't matter to her that those other means are just as bloody and that it's very much NOT FINE#it's such a fascinating contradiction and a blind spot and i am SO ANGRY s2 made her a wizard instead of exploring it#a zaunite revolution could have had her whole world collapsing around her#WE WERE ON OUR WAY#IT WAS ALREADY HAPPENING WITH THE BRIDGE MASSACRE THAT'S WHY SHE ORIGINALLY SUPPORTED ZAUNITE INDEPENDENCE#because the blood she's been spilling finally came to flood her door too and she had to face the fact that she was not so different from he#mother at all that's why she took off her ring before she cast her vote#and we could've gone so much further with that i wanted to see everything this woman believed she knew about herself collapse around her#i wanted DRAMA and EXPLORATION and CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT#anyway this got away from me but my point was i see so many people acting as if the reason mel's morally grey is bc she manipulated jayce#as if she's not actively profiting off of violent oppression of zaunites#in case it was somehow unclear none of this is me being anti-mel i adore my queen with all my heart
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there is just something so extraordinarily beautiful about the final jayvik scene. and not just the emotion (which is of course the most important part) but i'm talking about the concept, the visuals, the music, what it looks like. the astral designs of jayce and viktor matching each other so perfectly, the soft monologue, the way the animators conveyed so much emotion with colors and microexpressions, the vastness of the universe around them, the way it plays back their memories and most important parts of their story with a gorgeous cosmic score (fun fact: the minimalist violin, in film score, represents cosmic understanding and high intellect)... there could not be a more perfect ending to their story in arcane and i won't ever shut up about this scene
#i am so fascinated by space scenes in any media ever. when it's done well it's so heart wrenching and beautiful#i think that's part of why i like it so much. it would be great anyways but it has more of an impact on me because not only#is it emotional and impactful but it also takes place in OUTER FUCKING SPACE?#jayvik#arcane#viktor arcane#jayce talis
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I need to talk about the sons of Priam and the sons of Telamon and how their dynamics compare/contrast to each other right now. I had a post earlier during book club, but I wasn’t able to fully articulate my thoughts because of book club, so now we’re back with a more in depth post.
Paris and Teucer are (to a degree) the less desired sons of kings, Paris by prophecy and godly circumstance and Teucer by nature of his birth. On top of that, they both favor a bow and arrow in the face of war. Where Paris fights and deals death from afar, separate from his brethren but especially Hector, Teucer is right there in the thick of fighting at Ajax’s side. His brother’s tremendous, seven-hide shield protects him as they fight together. They (Teucer and Ajax) seamlessly fill the gaps in the other’s defense and offense. In the field of battle though, being an archer is not looked on as favorably as wielding a spear or sword — something repeatedly remarked upon by the narrative. Paris and Teucer are less skilled in close combat than their highly noble brothers, Hector and Ajax. In this way, no matter how many foes they slay during the fighting, they bring less honor to their fathers than their brothers.
Paris should have been raised as a prince. He was born fully and without doubt in the confines of a legitimate, noble marriage between Priam and Hecuba. Yet he was cast away due to prophecy, given to a slave to be exposed, and having survived that forced to grow up beneath his station from birth as a shepherd (slave) on Mount Ida away from his family by blood. Teucer on the other hand, is a bastard (as Agamemnon states within the Iliad), and as such is implied that he should have been raised on the fringes of the royal family, which he was not. Instead, Telamon raised him within his own palace alongside Ajax. Teucer is seemingly above his station. They have the upbringings the other “should” have.
It makes you wonder how often Paris and Hector looked upon Teucer and Ajax and wished that is who they should have been. But there will always be a gap between Paris and Hector. Their circumstances ensured it. Hector loves Paris fiercely, but he does not understand Paris on a fundamental level. Paris has lived a life that Hector has never seen, has never experienced in any similar capacity. Teucer and Ajax understand each other perfectly. They have never been apart. Teucer has always had most, if not all, of what Ajax had.
Hector cannot understand the notion of choosing his personal happiness over that of their people’s safety. He has never lived with wanting before. He does not understand why Paris clings so fiercely to that which he earned. His decision to return to battle despite Andromache’s pleas is selfish, for Hector does want the glory that fighting will bestow upon him. He will not submit to a life of slavery, something his very own brother has experienced for years. He would rather die in battle and be remembered as a prince that fought for their home than as a father that chose to be with his family. Yet in the same breath, it is sacrificial. He does want his family. He loves them dearly. But he, not Paris, is the protector of their city. He is the greatest fighter at the Trojans’ disposal. He must always return to the field of battle, even if he also desires to be with his wife and newborn son.
Paris knows that Hector loves him and will do anything for him. To some degree, he does abuse that in how resolutely he refuses to give up Helen and his place among his blood family, now that he has been returned to them. He earned these things for himself. Hector was given them. Why should he be the one to let go? Does he not have the same right to happiness that Hector has had all along?
I’ve lost my train of thought a bit, but yeah… how often do they wish that they were as close as Teucer and Ajax? How often do they wish things could have been different? It must sting to see what they should have had reflected in someone else.
#paris of troy#hector of troy#teucer#telamonian ajax#tagamemnon#genuinely the layers to paris and hector's dynamic are so fascinating#i feel like writing a fic about hector struggling to understand paris#and the tensions that arise even before the achaeans come to their doorstep#based off their radically different upbringings and understandings of the world#hector would be an asshole i am telling you right now#he is better than paris and why can't paris just listen to him#doesn't he know more than this former slave brother of his
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me: *seeing people yell about how they did Glintshore & Percy's death in the show*
also me: ..................anyway
#maybe its because its been fuck knows how many years since i watched 90% of c1#but i actually find the way they're changing things up super fascinating#i have questions to be sure and i think they're all having so much fun watching people go THEY'RE NOT GONNA PERMAKILL PERCY ??#(they're obviously not going to leave percy dead)#but because so many things have been folded on top of each other to keep the pace in this several hundred hour campaign adaptation#idk! i just think it's neat! obviously we're not done with ripley yet so we'll see what happens there#also people being like “i didnt need a sad backstory for ripley” like that wasn't the most obvious vehicle to introduce the assembly#a lot of these scenes they're adding in or folding together are doing a LOT of work#the storytelling action economy is honestly astounding#like don't get me wrong i get why people are weirded out by it (i am too! It's strange!) BUT it's not being done carelessly#some of you lot just want everything done 1:1 when they simply do not have the time to be doing that#i think i might do a full write up of how impressive some of this is when the season ends bc it really is a mammoth task they've had#the legend of vox machina#tlovm#legend of vox machina#critical role#c1#vox machina#lvm spoilers#tlovm spoilers#edit: to be very clear. i have been here since the very beginning. don't fuck with me lmao
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look, the fact is, tabitha got pushed out of a lighthouse and somehow ended up near a hiking trail in camden, maine. i don't think i'm being controversial when i say, by all known metrics, that's impossible.
+ bonus: #jade's little drinking umbrella
#from#from epix#from mgm#fromedit#from tv series#jade herrera#david alpay#boyd stevens#harold perrineau#look this was originally meant to be for a boyd/jade gifset#but i got so thoroughly cold cocked by the fact that jade has a little umbrella in his homebrew potato vodka#like how?#where did he find it?#and why is he choosing that moment to use it?#like sure let's talk about wormholes and why not get fucking wild with it#idk but jade continues to be like a mythical creature to me#i am endlessly fascinated
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This is how these two went right?
#dungeon meshi#laios#kabru#I need to ramble excuse me#this is just disorganized thoughts dont look too much into it#RRRHRRHRHRGHRGHRGHRAAAAAAAAA#laios likes monsters more than he likes people#people bore him#so he just loves knowing about mosnters and ignores people#kabru has a fascinating interest in people#going beyond the normal limit of getting to know a person#and he cant understand why anyone would like monsters#none of them are normal about this#literal opposites of each other i am exploding
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Laios & Marcille relapse AU!
My grab at baking dogboy Laios into an AU and yay laicion to top it off! Yaad is having a stroke! ^^
Soooo they had to hire a wolf beastman coach for the king's new behavioral impulses. It's a criminal yes but a PARDONED criminal after the last dungeon war! How many wolf beastkins, which are ILLEGAL, ready at the call of the government (and not too important to send away) do you think there are. This is also a show of alliance! The official answer though is that you two know each other already.
Cue Lycion being a bad teacher who just always goes "Okay so when you get the urge to eat raw meat, don't do that" and a Laios who's been enabled one too many times and is now running off doing whatever he wants howling at midnight in his room, cue therian on furry violence, cue Lycion corruption arc where Laios goes "come be a dog with me :3" more and more convincingly. They were born to play fight together as wolf monstery humanoids, thank you
Alternatively this is all fanfic that king Laios is making of himself when he has free time. The classic "skip work and be a wolf" fantasy
My ipad is still broken and I've still lost my last 2 years of art wips so more doodles & AUs to keep me sane, giggles! 2025 becomes the year where I make art I want for no reason always, real
#Dungeon meshi#Spoilers#Dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Laicion#Laios touden#Lycion#Marcille donato#laios x lycion#Dunmeshi fanart#Monstery fumi#projecting onto Marcille bc i find beastkins to be one of the most fascinating parts of canon lore.Is no one gonna experiment?!#Marcille rationalizing that you can't properly police smth if there isn't enough research done on the subject ☝#damn i missed the opportunity for flekille. but like fleki is there too#'Hm? Why not a kobold?' Advisor smiling but sweating 'think before you speak...'#Marcille only had a dog soul laying around (from the mandrake dog sacrifice i bet /j) not a wolf one but shh don't tell him#I am deeply sorry laios doesn't have droopy dog ears. something feels missing now#also i wanna draw the party as dinosaurs next bc i'm in that phase of my life apparently. send dino species ideas for the cast#if u wanna- i have the toudens and senshi down though#drew this comic all with the same pen eughh the lineweight looks so bad#the king was illegally meant to be a beastkin- well he's the king so law means nothing to him so!#oh noooo SOMEONE cast grave magic upon our king...! If they ever get found out they'll get harshly punished.....!
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Begging y’all to read solo comics. You could learn a lot about Bart simply by READING then you wouldn’t say things that are straight up wrong
#oops im rambling#I saw something WEIRD in the tags today#dc impulse#bart allen#mochi speaks#I am so tired of seeing the simpsons in this tag#I went on Etsy to see what kind of Bart merch they had and saw a 3D file for a figure of Bart’s head and it was titled Bart (Simpson) Allen#also to the meat of this posts origin… mentors what a thing huh#Wally isn’t Barts mentor and he was not ‘the’ flash in Barts eyes..#hate that one teen titans comic when Barry returned and tried to make it seem like Bart wouldn’t care#HE WOULD but unfortunately the writers weren’t rolling with Bart as a character so they didn’t read either#the entire start of Barts story is meeting Wally after Iris brings him back to the past and getting handed off to Max BECAUSE Wally didn’t#want to mentor Bart.. he had his own shit and Bart was too chaotic at the time (for good reason) that’s why he gets handed to the zen master#of speed.. max mercury. to teach him to slow down and teach him the real dangers of the world#and THROUGHOUT Barts solo run and YJ 98 even YJ 2019. Barts fascination with the Flash was always stemming from BARRY’S flash#because that was his grandfather! the one Iris loves most. the one that everyone looked up to including Wally.#Bart and Wally are cousins for sure. Wally tends to be mean to Bart and Bart is always smarter than he appears and most people will call#that their default dynamic but there is no mentor or mentoring here. Wally said it himself countless times he couldn’t be the one to do it#both in the flash 95 run AND in modern comics like Flash 800#please.. read
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Thyneron and the Emperor have dramatically different outlooks on money and finances. I would not exactly call Balduran "self-made" since it's highly implied that much of his financial acquisitions were questionable at best, and outright theft, extortion, and exploitation at worst, but at the end of the day, he did still acquire his own money, no matter how illicitly.
On the other hand, Thyneron was born with a gem encrusted silver spoon in the mouth. Money means nothing to Thyneron in the way that money means nothing to all immensely wealthy people, in that it's been a permanent fixture in the background of his life. He has no more regard for money than he does for the lavishly expensive rugs under his feet. It is simply there, because it has always been there, and presumably always will be there.
At the same time, the Emperor is completely unconstrained by perceptions of wealth. I believe it has a certain taste for fine things, but it dresses and lives simply, and is more invested in the love of the game of acquisition. I think to the Emperor (and Balduran before that), amassing wealth was like a game, with only marginally higher stakes than dice or cards.
Meanwhile, Thyneron dresses in clothes he dislikes, associates with people he disdains even more, and is constantly buried in a mountain of self-hatred because he feels compelled to keep the rigid standards of the Upper City for the sake of his family and business. If he had it his way, he'd wear simple tunics and trousers and never go to a damned ball, feast, gala, or party ever again.
I always enjoy thinking of what money means to various people, especially two that embody separate sides of the same coin (ha) the way that these two do.
#Thyneron#Ghaik Thoughts#sorry y'all#I've bit my tongue on rambling about money in the Gate so far#but I really am passionate about it#and on a low-key level it's been weaved into ALWF from the outset#this didn't get too much into actual finances but I really love everything I've ever read about how business and commerce are handled in FR#it's the little touches that make up the fabric of society that fascinate me#that make the world feel grounded and immersive and real#the good food if you will#anyway this is all a big factor in why Thyneron goes squid#money gets to continue flowing but he doesn't have to let it define or control him either#he gets to have his brains and cake and eat them too
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