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& every time it's you
#hardenshipping#magma leader maxie#aqua leader archie#gay people in every universe. do you get it#anyways this is very self indulgent LMAO this is just all my aus where they looked visiblly different enough in the portrait area#big fan of dropping beauty n the beast au into here without ever introducing it also#'why is maxie a furry in one' dont worry about it. he likes it actually! its fine#okay in order now#beauty and the beast au#not an existing tag thats fine#pmd au#splatoon au#also not an existing tag i think i never shared more abt that one other then the initial post here#admin au#2x!#ponyo au#and then just main verse :] meant to be the post oras designs but you cant really see it#also it remains so funny drawing OR admin au max because its like. that ones too happy thats not maxie#when you never went through your angry lonely sad mad development arc and you r actually capable of just showing you like things and#smiling genuinely without embarassment etc etc etc#max is meant to b taking a picture of them on his ipad on that one btw wwww
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Spirit animal SQH
#svsss#shang qinghua#but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but#but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee#also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but#I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg#oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left#I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something#or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird#LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm#I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either#I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself#eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it...#I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up#I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa#man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong#cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk#its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment#with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig#and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down#but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀#irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living...#just the ol regulars yknow?#and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want?#I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what?#whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate?#so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it?#that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications#and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly#man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk
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hello good morning happy thumb in his mouth tuesday (a day i just made up for matthias's slutty little whims)
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#echthroi#a burning house to live in#ts4#blender#now i just have to make a pose where theo's thumb is in matthias's mouth so everything goes full circle#you already know matthias is gonna be on his knees for it 😌#but anyway i finished making that first pose last night while recording a little video showing nene how i make poses#and then when i woke up i jumped back into blender to make another version of the pose but like. hornier.#i love making poses rn like i'm in blender so often these days... honestly i'm in blender more than i'm in the sims lmao#there's one i started working on like two days ago that is so... i wish i could share it on here but cock and balls are out in it </3#placing so many curses on tumblr hq#...........i did make a pillowfort account tho so :)#i'll post the wip of it onto there when i get further along bc the pose is kind of messy atm. still trying to figure out the anatomy 😁🔫#i actually made a pillowfort yesterday just to post an old screenshot from the casual oc save that i found again and had a good laugh at#i've been messing around on there and i really like how you can set posts to being just for logged in users / followers / mutuals#and there's an 18+ label you can slap onto your posts too#like it's great!!! tumblr sucks so bad why don't we have those options on here... seriously#ALSO you can turn off reblogs on pillowfort any time you want and you can set it so that it DELETES ANYONE ELSE'S REBLOGS OF THE POST!!!#WHY is that not an option on this website like i hate it hereeeeeeeeee#but anyway pillowfort also seems to not have that many people on it so like. that's literally perfect for me and my avpd#i'll probably end up posting on there a lot#...... oh and#nsft#?? just in case i mean matthias does in fact have a handful in that second pose there so. for the blacklists ☝️
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my favorite edits - 2023 edition
1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9
#ts4#simblr#once again i don't know how to tag this so...#i'm just gonna use the same tags i used last year ig#2023 was apparently the year of the monster boyz#only 3 of these are not mb posts & i'm ok with that actually#ik i've said it a million times already but#i had soooo much fun doing mb stuff this year!#i'm really excited about all the stuff i have planned for the AU tbh#like. i have a list#i'm hoping................... to get the origin stories done at some point.#probably gonna do some writing here soon ish.#i've gotta make all of the side characters still & finish the character page so idk. i'll figure it out. i have a lot of ideas#i really wanna start sharing more about the story & the boys' actual personalities so that's probably what i'll focus on this next year#edit-wise i mean. like doing lore edits & stuff. idk#making cricket's was really fun so i think i'll like making stuff for everyone else too#i just have to not try to do a whole story bc then i'll lose interest. it'll be like the degenerates all over again lmao#idk why i just hate making story posts#lore posts are fine but story posts? mm no. not for me. idk how but they are different in my brain ok#n e way#i rambled. sorry. bye lol
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I am so fucking sick of living with my roommate and his fuck ass boyfriend. Also watching my roommate burn every single one of his (already rather minimal, I might add) bridges for this guy is also kind of painful but also his relationship with me is one of said bridges so I'm almost past the point of even feeling bad for him lmao
#i have had to piss for probably the better part of an hour now#because they decided to take a shower together and have been in there for well OVER an hour now#and this is a nightly occurence atp sometimes MULTIPLE times a day#we have one bathroom.... can yall not be considerate enough to not be in there for up to TWO HOURS AT A TIME???#also it's such a waste of fucking water....#idk we've hit a point where i literally hear the bf doing anything and i get pissed off#but also tell me why i'm sitting in my room (which shares a wall with the bathroom) and i can hear this man hacking and spitting shit up#and this is also something that happens multiple times a day#like.... dude.... why are you spitting up toothpaste so fucking loudly oh my fucking god#but yeah no i'm like my roommate's only friend atp and he's about to not have me lmao like we're about to reach#'i'm cutting you off when i move out' levels of me being pissed off with this whole situation type shit#and apparently the bf convinced him to come out to his family which his mom was chill which is good#his dad's side of the family though....? not great. and my roommate KNEW that would be the case cuz we'd talked about it before#also love that my roommate has constantly talked about moving out of the city we live in because he hates and also there's no good career#opportunities for him here (which is true)#and now. MAGICALLY. he's like 'idk i think it'd be best for me to stay here'#like oh my GOD???? are you hearing yourself???? are you fucking stupid???? you fucking hate it here???#but sure throw your life away and ruin all your meaningful relationships for a guy you met six months ago jfc#and the thing is i *know* my roommate we've been close CLOSE friends for nearly a decade now#i know he is not like this.... like yeah he's being insane by allowing this but also i know these aren't the kinds of decisions he would ma#and also i know he wouldn't treat me like this all on his own#it's the deranged fucking control freak of a guy he decided to date and my roommate has too many of his own issues to put his foot down#about certain things and tell the guy no so he's just allowing him to completely take over his life#and fuck everything up until the bf is the only thing he has left once it's all said and done#and yeah. it's painful to watch. but also wtf am i supposed to do because obviously my opinion is not respected nor wanted regarding this#that has been made PAINFULLY clear#ugh this is so fucking horrendous#what is it with ppl who start to date someone and then go clinically fucking insane and destroy their lives all for this one person#who. realistically. they barely know in comparison to all the other ppl in their life#like explain it to me jfc
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How do people do OCs, I can never get them to click properly
#i think i’m holding back too much the idea is there in my head#but when i’m drawing i’m conscious that i might want to share this stuff at some point so the whole time i’m thinking#about making a good design and i don’t want to give them anything vaguely similar to anyone else’s oc because i don’t want to step on toes#so they end up barely a visage of what i want to be creating#idkkk#the idea i have in my head is an oc who’s a horse girl LMAO their companion is a fathier who they have a very strong inseparable bond with#i am a lifelong horse person and i grew up reading pony club secrets and watching stuff like flicka so i feel like i can bring#something personal to that concept#but i don’t want them to be a mando. i don’t know much about mando culture and i cba to learn so that was the one i did not want hem to be#and yet. i can only imagine them with mandalorian armour#they’re the same species as dryden vos. there’s next to no lore on his species and they’re non human in a way that’s easy to draw#so i can just make stuff up and not be constrained by canon#them being near human is also relevant to their story. they spent a lot of time around humans and they’re close enough to human to get by#but not human enough that there’s something off. they don’t quite fit in and they always felt on the outside looking in#hence why they prefer the company of animals#maybe i’ll have them formerly working in fathier racing but that might be too projecty#this is so rambly i apologise i’ve been very talkative on here recently#ohh this is very off the cuff but maybe they’re the child of loyal mandalorians but never really subscribed to it themselves#having spent a lot of time around fathiers also meant they spent less time around mandalorians. so despite technically being mando#and wearing the armour they don’t really identify very strongly as a mandalorian
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hello followers who enjoy hsr btw 😁 as im in the limbo of interests i might draw more of those guys so i hope you will have a good time here 🫡
#and i love sending my hcs and designs to my chronically offline bestie#so why not share here too. lmao#hazel.txt
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#snowpolls#(asks the question anyways)#youre not going into the sel//fshipping tag im Scared of walking in there#i exist in my little bubble#the only reason why im curious is MOSTLY because i feel like i blindly rb on the whim and sometimes#itll just go to the sideblog without me thinking 'OH FUCK RIGHT I SHOULD HIDE THAT OOPSIES!'#tragedy strikes. this idiots godawful at hiding#im antsy as to share it im just more curious if mutuals/people i follow or whoever else know about it lmao#besides its not like i talk much about it here anyways#or at least i dont tHINK i talk about it much?#but anyways#i'd queue this but i'm also too scared of having this all over the place so#if you see it you see it be free little rolliepollie
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*covered in blood, gore, and tears* i finished editing
#we finally have a first draft of section one !!#idk what i’m gonna do w it but it’s done !!#im too shy to share any of my writing so i’m like. why am i putting in all this work#idk maybe i’ll get brave someday and let someone read it…#but also i don’t think anyone would ever be interested cause everyone except my therapist that i bring it up to#just brushes me off#which is sad :(#id like to share my work w ppl but most ppl just make me feel like. idk like no one cares#and it’s rlly important to me so it’s sad no one wants to even feign interest…#i claim i like writing and then make no sense here in the tags lmao :’)#idk what i’m gonna d w my writing but at least i’m doing it..#snow.txt
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how are you so burnt when you're barely on fire?
The Eleventh Hour | Amy's Choice | The Pandorica Opens
#amy pond#doctor who#amy pond 🌻#dw the most show ever#have 0 energy to elaborate on this because i need SLEEP but here it is anyway lmao#mine 🧫#amy's choice the episode that you are#-> episode that gives me nightmares. HER FRIENDS CALL HER ALASKA. or smth. it's not important#Hard-Hearted Barbara Allen :(#she LOVES THE WORLD!!!!! we're punishing her for that? nice.#she is the in-between space...#like space-time!!!!! she is non-linear!!!!! non-narrative!!!!!!!#11 i thought you were a scientist :/// she's like space-time... like the tardis... why don't you get it...#otp: amy + the tardis#because this is about that too. hence blue + orange.#(burning cold!)#I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M SAYING BUT!!!!! the second picture is (on one hand) about cinematography being cruel to her#she is cold! oh how dare she torture these good men! (throwing up.)#but on the other hand... it's the tardis showing her sympathy... if you're blue let me share your sadness... tardis blue...#AND AS SOON AS AMY'S GONE! THE TARDIS PROTESTS!!!!! no blue no orange no one to complement#not to be insane on main (you're used to it) but the REAL love story of 11's era is amy + tardis. you wouldn't get it#NEITHER of them makes sense. 'bigger on the inside?????' + 'the girl who didn't make sense' @dr. you have a type. (how could he resist hm)
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my younger sister made a comment over the holidays where she said something like "every time i come home for a holiday, you always have a new weird thing you're really into" (she said this in an impressed way, not a mean way)
and i mean. its true. i've had bnha, fnaf, bill and ted, wrestling, (etc, i cannot remember everything LOL) and several different craft projects/hobbies, all things i'd previously shown zero interest in until suddenly it was smth i was thinking constantly about
but now i feel kind of bad bc this time she's coming home again and i have absolutely nothing new (that i can share w her) and i feel like its expected at this point FDSJKL but i've got ... nothing to show her
#its because i've been on a blorbo fixation LMAO have not stopped thinking about my fictional guys since... september#they've taken up too much brainspace smh#(actually this is a great thing for me bc then i do not have to bounce around from one interest to another in search of spare dopamine)#BUT STILL... i've been wracking my brain all week to try to come up with something in case she asks#i made... a plush doll? i mean he's still a WIP but that's something i guess#also she does get annoyed w my interests HFDSJKL i am not allowed to talk abt my shit for more than ... approximately two mins#before she gets pissy with me for ... having interests and hobbies that i would like to share w Someone. Anyone. sigh !!!#its okay though thats why i made a tumblr account LMFAO i can't talk abt anything irl so i just yell into the void here fsdjkl#so it doesnt actually matter if i have a new thing bc i wont be allowed to talk abt it anyways but STILL. feels like its expected fdsjkl#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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i should put together speedpaints... honestly just for my own sake bc i like watching how i did things bc i forget so quickly SBDBDKL but also perhaps I'll upload them here too hmmm
#I've always just liked speedpaints a lot dbdkdl idk why! its fun to watch other ppls processes#but even my own like... i will put them together just for fun to watch mesmerized a few times and then delete them LMAO#scratches my brain to watch the art process all sped up like that i guess dhfkdl#thank god medibang has a built in timelapse feature that can be kept on bc I would forget to record my art sessions otherwise LOL#anyways perhaps i will do that tomorrow... or friday bc i have my old lady group tomorrow fhfkdl so i might be too busy/tired we'll see#and i might chicken out of sharing it here anyway sbdjdl i get shy abt sharing stuff a lot of the time djdkdl#dandy.cmd
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me when i can't decide what to draw so i do a bit of everything (VERY rough sketches under the cut)
a peek into my drawing process fhdkdl just blocking out the bottom one, and actually going into forms and proper posing for the top right, and top left has had me struggling all evening and i still have to mess with it a bit more ( ╥ω╥ )
i realized tonight that most of the flustering I've had going on in drawings has been juno flustering guz which is so funny bc i am the easiest person in the world to fluster so why haven't i drawn more of that,,, i think maybe i just wanna make that boy blush DBDJDKL
also it seems Too Obvious maybe to draw him flustering me,,, makes it a little more interesting to have big bad guz.ma being the one who's flustered (≖ᴗ≖๑)
#idk if the text on this post is comprehensible at all tbh djdksl it is past midnight and i am stressed and half asleep djdkdl#it feels scary to share unfinished stuff but I like sharing it so ... plus its midnight so it can be chalked up to late-night-posting LOL#i cant remember what they used to call that on here fjdkdl there was like a specific tag for when u were posting at night#nightblogging i think?#i always think its fun to see other ppls art processes and WIPs so why not share my own ig fjdkdl maybe its interesting to someone#i do want to get better at blocking poses bc it is so ... difficult? bad to look at? stiff? silly? idk fjdkdl its too late at night LMAO#word recall not working at its finest fbdjdlsl. ANYHOWDY I'm going to sleep finally hopefully gnight gnight !!!#dandyshucks
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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 龍が如く | Ryuu ga Gotoku | Yakuza (Video Games)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Kiryu Kazuma/Majima Goro, Kiryu Kazuma & Sawamura Haruka, Majima Goro & Sawamura Haruka
Characters: Kiryu Kazuma, Majima Goro, Sawamura Haruka
Additional Tags: Domestic, Babysitting, Family Drama, Kissing, Sleepy Kisses, Denial of Feelings, Kiryu has trouble being open with people, Majima is Good With Kids, Light Angst
Summary:
Kiryu is seriously rethinking his choice of babysitter, but it's not like he has many options. Luckily for him, Majima is a man of many talents.
#majima goro#kazuma kiryu#kazumaji#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#dadjima content is important for my health. he deserves domesticity they both do#maybe ill make a follow up where they get to have more family time idk yet#forgot to share it here after posting uhhhh teehee <3 lmao#also shoutout to me scouring the wiki for way too long researching the in game drugstore bc i couldnt remember ->#if there was a passing mention of the owner or not ever. for that singular dialogue line in the middle lmao#so if youve ever wondered why it takes me so long to finish a project once i start it. i think that says it all tbh#cy writes
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I’ve decided my new hobby is scouring the Internet for fetus 5SOS pictures people might not have seen before. Apologies if it gets annoying lol
#5sos#5 seconds of summer#Michael clifford#Calum hood#malum#idk it’s just fun looking for old pics and I thought I’d start sharing them here because why not#I promise not to spam tho don’t worry#also I’m not sure how to credit old photos since idk who took them so if anyone has suggestions I’m all ears#I was also too lazy to remove the water mark so we’ll just have to deal with that lmao
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I don't have like, a ton of followers or anything, but just fyi I'm making efforts to compartmentalize myself a little bit less! So I'm gonna be reblogging things here more often (mostly/especially art!!!!)
if you want to see TONS of shitposts tho, I will still be maintaining my blog @waveknight2 which is 100% reblogs and lots of them.
Also if you're an artist who is seeing this, reply (with your art tag if you have one but if not thats ok too) so I can look through ur blog and share some stuff
#i just wanna be more casual in general#like idk why i feel like i need to separate my internet self apart to not annoy ppl with my interests lol#my no.1 rule has always been if I like an art piece enough to leave a like#then i should reblog it too#cuz god knows we need more sharing out here#and i feel like relegating that to just my sideblog is not enough lmao
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