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I think I am gonna have to check this out..

Hey there! I’m sorry, I meant to reply to this sooner, but I let time get away from me! NBC used to have the series on their site and mobile app, but it was removed some time ago. Hulu also had the series available to stream, but again, not anymore. You can check out JustWatch to find available streaming options for the series. I do think there are some who’ve uploaded the series onto YouTube, but I can’t confirm it.

We’re hoping to livestream the series ourselves for a rewatch once we can find a legal means to do so. We hope you get a chance to watch the series and enjoy it as much as we have!

–Mods K and Owl

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@whyjm replied to your post: 13.18 coda

Yay!!! You are back with a coda!! I have missed you!!!

Well sure! I write ‘em every week!

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whyjm replied to your post “Today is a very bad day for me :/”

Sorry to hear that.. Hope it gets better soon.. sending you a big hug!!!

Thank you dear <3

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whyjm

  Hey :) Great blog and content + always happy to...

I have like the anon had trouble reading your blog.. I copied and pasted the texts to word to read them :-) this is much easier!!! Thank you!! :-)

Wow, I’m flattered ya went thru that effort to read my ramblings lol. You’re welcome. Glad it’s better :-)

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It's Always been You.

I love you

Destiel Meta. 15x18 meta.

Keeping the fire burning in our hearts, i can't believe what we just saw last night, and i have to keep screaming about this historical scene.

I wrote this meta with my friend's huge help @mrsaquaman187 , because we needed to talk more about body language. Because the scene was perfectly played by Jensen and Misha.

And i want to say thank you to my dearest friend @spnsmile because she made amazing gifs for this analysis. Love you girl!

Before start this meta, i want you to read a meta i wrote two years ago, and i want to share it again with you today.

Break the jar and do it again. The slow construction of Destiel Canon

Okay, now, let's start this journey...

Castiel's honesty at his purest form

I will analyze word by word, because this is historical, as I said before. So, let's rewatch the scene together, the scene in which Castiel released himself, and allowed for the first time, to be happy. (I want my angel back 😭).

“I always wondered, ever since I took that that burden, that curse, I wondered what it could be, what...what my true happiness could even look like. I never found an answer. Because the one thing I want...it's something I know I can't have."

Well, my friends, as I yelled in my Destiel meta you can find here, is canon now that Castiel was wondering what would it be to have Dean not just as a friend, but as a lover, and I'm.... Okay. (Internally screaming).

And damn @weird-dorky-little-deana and her post here in which I screamed again, this is it, my friends. Is perfect. Because is all along what I was suspecting... Remember 14x09, Pamela represented Dean's fem side, Dean's subconscious, so, in conclusion, Pamela was Dean talking to himself and saying :YOU WANT WHAT YOU CAN'T HAVE. Is because Dean thought CAS didn't love him back, and Cas saying he can't have Dean is a huge parallel because it shows the way it was constructed. Both men thinking they can't have each other. Is perfect and angsty and so romantic.

"But I think i know...I think I know now. Happiness isn't in the having. It's in just being. It's in just saying it.”

This is such a deep thought and it talks about Castiel's maturity of character. He understood once for all, that loving Dean Winchester, feeling what he feels for him, and expressing that to Dean, is his true happiness. Because...

METATRON: "(...) You draped yourself in the flag of Heaven, but ultimately, it was all about saving one human. Right?"

Dean didn't know it

Dean: “What are you talking about, man?”

Dean's question shows us he didn't know what Cas was trying to say, he didn't know Cas was about to confess his love for him, he didn't know Castiel loves him back the same way Dean loves him.

Cas: “I know. I know how you see yourself, Dean. You see yourself the same way our enemies see you. You're destructive and you're angry and you're broken. You're...you're 'Daddy's Blunt Instrument.' And you think hate and anger, that's...that's what drives you. That's who you are. It's not. And everyone who knows you sees it.

I just have to put everything in red because, OMG, people, this is Cas in the barn all over again but after 11 years of being with him and truly sees through him, and this is Cas in the golden room:

CASTIEL: What is so worth saving? I see nothing but pain here. I see inside you. I see your guilt, your anger, confusion.

This time answering himself, this time, healing all the weight and the pain Dean could carry inside. Because Dean deserves to be saved. That's why Cas gave his life again for him.

Even now, with Billie outside saying IT AS ALWAYS BEEN YOU, and naming him like the rebel, Cas rewords all of that, and shows Dean why he is all of that, because he is GOOD.

Oh Lord, okay, everytime I see Cas smiling and saying those words i have to repress my tears, but...

"Since Castiel laid a hand on you in Hell, he was lost!"

No, sister, he was found.

Castiel is rewording each bad comment or mocking angels had done based on his romantic love for Dean, he is saying , yes since I met you in Hell, i was found, you changed me, I fell for you. Damn... Dean go get back this angel because I swear...

But now, i want to share with you my friend reading about their body language on this scene.

@mrsaquaman187 wrote:

"Here is interesting because usually with conversations like these Dean would get upset or strut around then disagree and blame himself for something. BUT he doesn’t do that this time. Which leads me to believe he knew what Cas was going to say... you can see his face stiffen, intense eye contact and he clenches his jaw. Which tells me he is MAKING himself listen. He knows what’s coming and he has made the decision to HEAR it."

@mrsaquaman187 wrote:

Gif 1:

"Here he’s trying to hold it together. He’s swallowing back tears because he wants to see this conversation through to the end."

Gif 2:

"Oh this one is fascinating because he’s not moving. This means he’s no longer trying to be sure of what Cas is saying. He definitely knows what he’s going to say. Also if you look at his eyes, his pupils are dialated. Fun fact: when you’re looking at someone you love, your pupils dialate."

If you are still alive, i just want to point how romantic is this, because he is saying that Dean changed him for good. And he is naming all their family, Sam, Jack, and humanity, the world. Dean. So practically, Cas is saying, Dean showed Cas how to take care of others. Damn...

But also....

ISHIM: The way you let those simians talk to you... Castiel, when did you get so gooey? You know why we're meant to stay away from them humans? Hmm? It's not because we're a danger to them. They're a danger to us. Case in point.

CAS: Well, my friendship with Sam and Dean has made me stronger.

Castiel rewording again, because he knows what Dean did on him, Dean changed him for good.

I Love You

@mrsaquaman187 wrote:

Gif 1:

"Hmmm this one is a mixture of disappointment and denile...he’s basically thinking “you can’t be leaving me again”. His slow blinking and calm appearance indicates that he’s sort of asking out of disbelief or denial."

Gif 2:

"My poor boy had so much to say! Here you can tell he realizes what Cas was saying...he gets the meaning but can’t get his response out. He starts with the head tilt which signifies endearment and fondness. He swallows hard which represents the nervousness he feels and the sadness he feels. And then you can see his lips twitch and turn into a light smile along with his eyes softening. So he understands that Cas is confessing to loving him. And he understands that Cas has been holding it in and hurting the whole time. Which is why he tilts his head. The hard swallow is because he’s being loved but wants to love back and has no idea how to express that. All he could manage was “don’t do this Cas” which along with the body language equals to “Cas don’t leave me”.

I'm crying again, damn...

Okay Dean is shocked, shocked because he just figured out Cas loves him, Cas had loved him this whole time!! Is a huge, huge revelation to him, because Dean didn't imagine his best friend would feel the same for him! That's why he always thought he couldn't have Castiel the way he wanted to.

"I can see the love inside of you, but is croaked in shame."

Shame because it was his best friend, a pure, beautiful angel, out of his league. But now... This angel is confessing he had been in love with him the whole time! And not just that but he dies after that!

Dean losing again the love of his life after knowing he loved him back, is a new level of shock and despair to him. So Dean's reaction is just accurate and perfect!

And the scene crying alone in silence, not answering Sammy's phone call is SO SO IMPORTANT! He forgot about Chuck, about the world ending, about everything, because he only could think about Cas, and how he just lost him, and how he loves him the way Dean loves him, this whole freaking time.

To Conclude:

This was the most beautiful Destiel scene until now, and i only hope for the second Destiel canon scene, in which Dean will said I LOVE YOU TOO to his angel, closing his ILY journey, and rescuing Castiel. Maybe with the reset button, maybe entering into the Empty. But this is not the end, my friends, is just their starting.

Hugs! Love you all!

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Buenos Aires November 6th 8:54 PM

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Cockles Panel SPNDC 2019

Question: We all know because the show is on The CW and not on HBO or STARS or something like that. There are certain things you can't do. If Supernatural were on HBO or STARS, or something like that. How do you think the show, and specially your characters, might be different?

BEST PART: 

Jensen: ( ...blushing  speechless... ) Misha: I'm trying to be the adult in the room, Jensen!

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Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to get to know better.

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Favourite solo artists: Hozier, Weeknd, Kendrick Lamar, Post Malone, Sonu Nigam, Mohit Chauhan, a wide variety of Indian and American Music, also french rap ;-;

Last movie: Sound of Metal

Last show: Sabrina (I finished that)/ Alice in Borderland (I am currently watching i think)

When did I create this blog: I created it in 2012 but wasnt active and then  2015, I jumped head first with cockles and destiel and i mean you can see my state now

What I post: SPN + Useless existential distress

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url: I mean I write sometimes and my birthday is on 28 (should have used almightly cockles but i dunno it just is)

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Dream job(s): To be Head of Human Resources or the world or maybe an unknown writer 

Dream Trip: Japan with my friend D.

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Last book I read: Heart of a Dog b y Mikhail Bulgakov

Top 3 fictional universes I'd like to live in: Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings and honestly I think I would love to live in any romantic comedy, they are always where things are alright!

Oh my god, I wrote so much, well, let me see if I can find top 20 people who might do this 

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Honestly don’t know too many people, anyone who wants to do this, please feel free. ;-;

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Cas...

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2r1O0oa

by Whyjm

What do you do when your heart is breaking in pieces and the love of your life lays before you dead and unmoving, when all your hopes and all your worst fears come to life in one devastating moment?

Words: 749, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural, destiel - Fandom

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Major Character Death

Characters: Dean Winchester, Cas - Character

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester

Additional Tags: spn 12x23, Character Death, Grieving Dean, Hurt No Comfort

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2r1O0oa

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Faith

deancas, coda, 15.02

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There are about a million signs that the world is ending. Cas can see them in the water, can feel them in the wind, rippling through the very earth.

But the biggest sign is Dean.

He doesn’t believe in free will anymore.

So, You asked what about all of this is real? Cas says to him and Dean pauses to listen.

We are.

-

Maybe it’s because Dean’s heart is broken.

He fights like he isn’t sure what’s worth fighting for. He hunts ghosts not because he wants to but because he’s angry. When the day is over, they go back to the school, Dean’s shoulders just as tense as when they first left.

“It won’t be long,” Sam says, fingers brushing over his wound, and Cas feels a sudden rush of admiration for him, he who tried to kill God. “We’ll let the townsfolks know that the gas leak is fixed in the morning. Do one last sweep for ghouls and clear out before the real FBI gets in.”

They nod and go their separate ways.

Pretending as if there won’t always be ghosts now.

-

It’s not that Cas needs sleep but the events of last week are enough to make him crave it.

When he enters the gymnasium, there are already mats out, strewn helter-skelter, and soon enough, Sam will no doubt herd the rest here, the one safe place from which to watch over.

Cas takes his place among them.

He pulls his trench coat over his legs and closes his eyes.

But sleep doesn’t come easy.

-

It’s somewhere between the point where Cas’ mind is already drifting that his phone lights up, vibrating across the floor right into Cas’ outstretched hand.

The number on the screen is Dean’s. For a moment, he considers answering it.

But in the end, he doesn’t have to because it stops ringing altogether.

Dean sends him a text.

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Dean 8:46 p.m.

             where r u

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@whyjm replied to your post: @whyjm replied to your post: 13.18 codaYay!!! You...

Yeah but you said you had problems with posting/formating and I did not see one for last ep…….

My 13.17 coda went up last week after the episode as usual! Tumblr’s textpost formatting was glitching for the last two weeks so I had to change my usual posting format (one long post instead of under a Read More, which I hated), but I have actually still been posting every week. 

I definitely tagged you in the last one as well! Let me know if that didn’t,,, work for some reason.

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whyjm replied to your post “Today is a very very bad day.”

Hope that it get's better soon!! HUGS

Thanks ^^

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'There are some twists coming, that we've never done before' what do you think about this sentence? I'd love to hear your opinion!

Goodmorning dear anon!!

My brainhas not fully gotten online yet so feel free to ignore every word that comesforth here ;-)

I have afeeling that we are in for one hell of a painful ride this finale.. It looksfrom the promo pics like they are going to use some brainwashing technique onDean, maybe to get him inside Marys head, so they can break her brainwashing.  And this is not gonna be pretty and Dean isgoing to learn some really upsetting/hurtful things…

It lookslike Cas heals or shows Dean the vision the Nephilim showed him.. I think it’sa mix of both.

I think CasYOU is very ominous… Misha apparently spoke at Asylum of some wingaction going to happen… I think something BAD is going to happen to Cas. Cas being separated from the boys or killed are morethan a real possibility.

I hope to Chuck they kill Lucifer for good now.. Ohh I hope so his story has been done and over with for a long time and this overtime is just no thank you for me.

Dean killed death in 10x23 and we have yet to see some consequences of that.. maybe that is going to be part of what happens this finale?? Bc what happens when you kill death is that even possible??

But that was not what you asked.. sorry… So onto that…..

‘There are some twists coming, that we’ve never done before’

I think thevoid that Billy the reaper mentioned when she spoke to Sam about dying in 11x02is going to play a BIG part.. And it is possible that one or more of TFW isgoing to end up in the void by the end of the finale.

I thinkthat they are going to play with space/time somehow (cosmic consequences). Pastpresent and future/other timelines - somehow mixing and bleeding into eachother causing unexpected things to happen..  The hooded figure… Could be someone from adifferent timeline, could be someone from the future/past… I have no idea… I feel like it is possible that time andspace and what happens when you mess with time/space is a part of the twists thatthey have never done before.. 

Thepossibility of me being 100% wrong about this is great so do not give thisspeculation of mine too much weight…. But those where the thoughts I got from that sentence….

I hope Ianswered somewhat satisfactory… Have a great day anon!!!

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On the back of a conversation had with @whyjm (whose brain does lovely things).  I must request, nay demand a full episode of Castiel’s inner monologue

Castiel:  Oh look, it’s Ketch.  Get away from Dean, you stale flavourless pringle

Castiel:  A dog!  A dog!  A dog!  Sam is talking so it would be rude to just walk away and pet the dog....maybe if I could indicate to Sam without speaking that there is a dog he will shut up and go with me??

Castiel:  *Points at dog and stares Sam dead in the eyes*

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Almost there

We had Castiel's "I love you", and we will have Dean's "I Love You Too"

Destiel meta. 15x18 meta. Spoiler. Meta Spec.

Hello friends, are you still alive? I have so much to say my ears are burning and I have the hart in my throat.

I just want scream this with all of you...

Destiel parallels all over foreshadowing the lovers Separation.

Charlie and Stevie.

First of all, let's spot Stevie's wardrobe: YES, PINK (HAPPINESS) Because she was happy to be with Charlie and she meant Charlie's happiness.

Stevie vanished, foreshadowing Castiel's death, and the lovers separation.

We also had Charlie mourning her, dating she didn't want to try this LOVE THING again. But she did. This quote reminded me how Dean called love like the 'L word' for so many years, finally talking about it and naming it by it's name in episode 14x06 with Jack.

'Why her and not me?' Charlie lamenting her lover's death is the same image we got with Dean sobbing and crying in silence, sitting against the wall, with Castiel's handprint in his left shoulder, as a signal of their bond.

Eileen and Sam

Eileen and Sam were another Destiel mirror foreshadowing the lovers separation. Okay, it was dramatically written with all the messages and the screaming via texting, but, it showed us Sam mourning her, but trying to focus on the mission, not letting the hinges despair of loosing her to drag him down.

The big difference with Dean was settled in this reaction, even knowing Sam and Jack were taking care of the AU hunters, SAVING PEOPLE, FAMILY BUSINESS, Dean didn't answer his brother's phone call. He just couldn't, because the intensity of his pain in lopsing Castiel again was too much for him. He couldn't avoid it. He couldn't reject it. It was there. So he started to cry. Because nothing else mattered in that moment he lost Cas again.

I'll go with you

Castiel in his last crusade with Dean, as he always had done since he met the hunter. He went with him to hunt Death. It was a wink to Destiel shippers, because the weight of these quote had always been part of the Destiel's flag.

But there was a foreshadow for the love confession we also had in this same episode:

Billie saying: 'It have always been you' to Dean, putting the focus on our hunter, treating him of Death defy, rule breaker, human disorder incarnate. She also says: DON'T YOU THINK IS ABOUT TIME, DEAN?

When Death calls out Dean with all theses titles, is a implied description of Castiel rebellious angel. And is foreshadowing Castiel's love confession, because for Cas, his happiness has always been Dean.

'Is about time, Dean' and here comes a spec, as you all know, i extensively talked about how Dean will rescue Cas from the Empty, well, i think this quote could be related to it. Because when Dean will enter to the Void to save his angel, IT WILL BE TIME FOR HIM TO CONFESS HIS LOVE BACK TO CAS.

Something that caught my attention too, was Castiel saying 'I got you' to Jack and then to Dean, his two more important persons in his life. He was protecting them from harm. Gosh I want to cry... But not yet because I have to talk about the most important, revealing Destiel scene from all times.

This romantic I LOVE YOU is for you, Dean

First of all, i want to say something DEAN WILL RESCUE CAS FROM THE EMPTY, because he will, and i want you to keep that in mind (Loudly sobbing) so this wasn't the goodbye, okay?

Let's go on...

This love confession was beautiful, and Castiel made it clear he was talking about ROMANTIC LOVE, because the whole prelude in his wordings were perfectly clear. There's not doubt he was confessing his romantic love for Dean. He even mention THE ONLY THING I CAN'T HAVE is the thing that will make him happy.

Is canon he was asking himself what happiness could be!!! It means CAS THOUGHT ABOUT HOW COULD IT BE TO HAVE DEAN NOT JUST AS A FRIEND!!!!

He says too FROM THE MOMENT HE TOOK THAT BURDEN! FR THE MENT HE REACUED DEAN FROM HELL!!!!!! 'It has always been you', Dean!'

You think you don't deserve to be saved or loved, well CAS SAVED YOU, JUST LIKE NOW, AND HE LOVES YOU DEAN!!!

When Castiel says he understood HAPPINESS IS NOT ABOUT TO HAVE THINGS, BUT TO BE, TO FEEL IT, immediately after saying he couldn't have that thing (Dean) is marking to all the audience that knowing HE CAN'T HAVE DEAN, HE IS HAPPY JUST FEELING THAT LOVE FOR HIM. LOVONG HIM AS HE DOES IS WHAT MAKES CAS HAPPY, AND CONFESSING THAT LOVE TO DEAN, RELEASE HIM.

Death called back all the 'bad things' Dean did, which are THE GOOD THINGS CASTIEL MENTIONED ABOUT DEAN.

While naming Dean's sacrifices and protective behavior, and showing him HE DID IT FOR LOVE, Castiel is trying to make Dean to see himself as CAS sees him.

Love yourself, because you are precious, because I LOVE YOU. You are not a monster, you are all this good things I see on you.

He said YOU CHANGED ME! BECAUSE NOW HE IS TALKING RO DEAN, ALL THAT THINGS HE SAID IN THAT BARN WHILE DYING! HE SAID IT TO HIA FAMILY BUT NOW, THESE WORDS ARE FOR DEAN, JUST FOR HIM! DEAN CHANGED CAS AND CAS CHANGED DEAN!

And Castiel cried! I saw him cry, we saw him cry! Tears of love!

My gosh! if this isn't the most romantic dialogue I've ever seen in my life... I don't know what to do!

Okay, now, i have to put my friend's body language analysis:

@mrsaquaman187 wrote:

"His face when he says “I love you” he tilts his head and purses his lips and you can see him swallowing back words. He wants to say “that’s not fair. You can’t tell me that then die” but all he can get out is “don’t do this Cas”..."

Gif set credit @mugiwara-yeet 👇

And OMG!!! Is a confirmation of what is about to come!!! Because Dean is in shock, he can't say the three words back, he just can't, because he doesn't want to lose him again. And that's why he remains against that wall after Cas is gone, because he is suffering for loosing the love of his life, but also because he couldn't say I LOVE YOU BACK TO HIM!!!! HE LOST HIS OPPORTUNITY!! BUT BUT! THE ULTIMATE 'I LOVE YOU' the meaningful, the one that will save Cas, will come soon. DEAN WILL SAID : I LOVE YOU TOO, to his angel, and it will be so important, that will mean Castiel's returning to his hunter. Damn. And we won't need more clown noses, because is gonna be real.

To Conclude:

I don't know what to conclude here more than ,people, we have been blessed, and also, i want my angel back.

I'm sure this is not his end, because there's a hunter there that needs to confess him his feelings and maybe, kiss him.

Thank you and good night, I need more alcohol.

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Buenos Aires November 5th 2020 11:54 PM

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The 'Supernatural' Guys Reflect on Their 'Golden Years' and the Fandom (VIDEO)

[Link to the video at the source of this post] 

I’m currently deep in the dumpster living between Jensen’s pinky and Misha’s knee. 

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Tagged by @bi-bi-marie @ultimatefandomtrash61@angelneedshunter @pennedin

Nick name: Hey, Fuckface! (can’t seem to shake it)

Zodiac: Some dude with horse legs and a bow and arrow like was I born to support furries going to war or something? Jaysus.

Height: Chrysler Building aspirations. (I know I’ll never get there but I can ASPIRE)

Last movie I watched: Rent (and yeah I still feel very strongly that Another Day is such a Dean song like he’s arguing with the two sides to himself and actually the message of “give in to love or live in fear” fits the entire show and just... yeah)

Last thing I googled: Oh, God. I hope it’s not something incriminating... “what is causing my plumbing pipes to vibrate”. Nope not a euphemism.

Favorite musician: Lady Gaga.

Song stuck in my head: Smile (because Joker omg I’m so excited about Joker I cannot wait to watch Joker it looks so amazing)

Other blogs: Naaaaaaaaaw

Followers: You are the loveliest followers a followed meta writer could have! *throws soft things at you* *roll around in the soft things!* *please roll!* *is nice no?*

Following: Sunshine and moonbeams to the edge of rainbows, my peeps!

Amount of sleep: Decent amount. Fairly good sleeper.

Lucky numbers: Actually, know what, I’m still waiting for luck to strike while I’m pondering, looking at, engaging with or in any other way occupying myself with a number. It’s just never happened for me!

Dream Job: Writerrrrrrrr

What am I wearing: Blue jeans, a dark blue/crimson paisley blouse and a great big old smile, y’all!

Favorite food: The stuff you can chew

Languages: I want to learn Italian, damn it!

Can I play an instrument: Yes.

Favorite song: atm Make Me Feel

Random Fact: I have a stack on the sitting room table of seven books that I’m in the process of reading and I have to stop picking up books and starting them when I’m ALREADY READING SIX BOOKS!

Describe yourself in aesthetic things: That’s hella poetic. Okay. The pouring of freshly brewed coffee in the morning. The rapid click of laptop keys. The rustling of a thousand pages. A blade of grass tickling a path across your skin. (intrusive) The lyrics of a Swedish love song whispered in your ear. And your feet sinking into sand as a wave washes over them. 

My favorite colour is: Blue.

Tag 21 people: @trickster-archangel @whyjm @magnificent-winged-beast @weathergirl83 @write-nerdy-to-me @dr-sexy @obsessionisaperfume @thebloggerbloggerfun @casismybestfriend @hummingbirdcas @anniehowsback @amyoatmeal @teenwolf45537 @gilded-lady @splitterspiegel @notapeep @hunter1744 @thegreyruin @cas-you-assbutt-dean-needs-you