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My uzi interpretation !!
#i keep making edits to this but i need to stop bc i have a commission to do i need to lock in#also i need to make N next so i can do a nuzi scene redraw#Ill put this in the tags in the morning maybe#ok extra rambling time#my art#BUT I HAVE A HANDFUL OF DESIGN NOTES FOR THIS#first I feel like she would have a more scenemo type of style for the reason of i wanna draw her in cute clothes#and her nails are painted like yuta aoi ftom the hit game ensemble stars#also her necklace is an actual necklacr i own hehehe#i almost gave her a ciel phantomhive phone charm but decided against it bc that would be too hard#to draw#but it was a possibility bc i have a book of circus ciel charm on my phone lol#I FEEL LIKE IM FORGETTING MORE#OH!! her and N have matching bracelets on their tails. this is so important#i may have made this drawing too. pink purpley#will i fix that tmrw idk#probably not i love pink#OKAAY goodnight i have my history final tmrw#wait this is very experimental btw idk if i will continue drawinf drones like this#this is more like my normal style but im undure if its a style i wanna commit to w em#i had to look up a random nightcore playlist for this#uzi doorman#murder drones#forgot to tag it when i woke up
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golden
#pokemon#pokemon legends arceus#i think about this game so much i should just go play it and actually finish it#but im also feeling like...i dont want it to be over :(#also i havent drawn anything in two months so idk how i feel about this#but i also think about them all the time and i need to draw better so i can draw them in scenarios better teehee#goodnight!!!!!!#might fix this tmrw;;#clanleadershipping#i guess probably maybe#my art
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my infant son👍
#on one hand i dont like this disney face look i default to when painting w/o a sketch#on the other this is a very good elias feature and vibe wise😖 th3 baby face the eye shape the curly natural hair#it's v messy cause im trying notto draw for top long idk how much itll take to finish#I've barely used my right ha d today hopefully it passes. but i am playing tennis tmrw#in all of this ive barely touched imesh's panel#wip#need to fix his nose tmrw
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ok let's catch up quickly
#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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ruby and harper modelling pieces from my wip SS23 reculuh collection x
#i will never say ‘reculuh’ ever again 🫶🏾#also i’m uploading from my phone so if these are pixelated beyond recognition that’s why#ik the dino patch looks uggers up closejfjdjn i’ll fix it tmrw#also idk if it’s just me but the new pack is making me feel v creative
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#the balance ended up totally off but j dont have time to fix it bc i have to print it tmrw 💔💔#the sketch felt good but idk... something just ended up off#ocs#henry#lina#my art
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good morning yall
#this is me rn#idk who this is but i like him. he seems trustworthy#im gonna make some coffee and edit the rest of my story post today! so hopefully it will be ready to post for tmrw:)#ive been playing so much ts4 gameplay i havent done anything else this week hahaha#also the water heater is finally fixed!! yay for warm water!!!!#i slept thru the plumber’s visit but bf said it didnt take long so thats cool#miss u simblr. sorry for being quiet lately. my social battery has been at 0 for days now 🛌
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Four am thoughts::: I can fix him by being polite and gentle (this is about multiple men.
#|⚰️| ~ 𝑪𝑶𝑭𝑭𝑰𝑵 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑻𝑺!#… COUGHS#|🎸🍬| ~ 𝑹𝑶𝑪𝑲 𝑪𝑨��𝑫𝒀! ♡#this is also about William afton. I’m sorry. I can fix him.#he’s 6’4 and probably can throw me into a dumpster but that’s ok maybe I can give him a hug first#uhhh other people idk I’m too lazy#I’m normal (I need sleep)#(help me)#(I have something at 12:30 to 2:30 tmrw)
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happy zefirengel visibility saturday can they die next update
#kiswart#yaaadayada it's done#hoping tmrw I still find it good enough and not going back fixing smth again for the 109188181819th time🔥<- forcing myself to be satisfied#zefirengel#again I don't think this is postknight 2 but fuck it i ball#happy lesbian visibility week to these blue hair n pronouns users that I hate#well mostly to zefira#i see engel as unlabeled more but idk it's more of a projecting thing we dgaf about labels#actually there's the urge to make the whole regallesquad as trans/nb lesbians but at the same time I want to make my hcs more diverse#I don't think I have more solid hcs for them other than zefira so.#yagh#pk2 zefira#pk2 engel#If I actually ended up filling my acc with these two n only these two I apologize. brain prioritizes sapphics n I just. k. ok? ok#funny that I could've draw cassera the og yuri in pk2 for this week but what can I do n say#first I've been busy w school stuffs there's so much thing to do. second hostile yuri lebih MENGGODA🔥🔥💥🔥🔥🔥sorry
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HAHHAHA OK big news cldnt get my nose ring back in & i started crying
#& i think my new jewelry is 2 short ?? idk it goes in but i feel like it doesnt go all the way thru#so i panicked & i cleaned an earring w my saline & now i have a huge earring in my nose#i look so stupid but it made me stop crying !!! huzzah#i emerged from the bathroom sweaty & hyperventil8ing#thankfully its fully healed so it doesnt hurt after i was jostling the hell out of the hole#<- hole.....#going 2 a piercer tmrw so they can fix my dilemma w less tears ^_^
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BIG things happening right now
#AARRAGGHHH ITS SO FUN. ITS SOOOO FUN#its soooo broken rn i have one billion pics of stuff i need to fix tmrw#but omggg. so facking cool#lol the nose looks so fucking weird here cus u cant see the colour.. next time i wld deffo have it separate like the eyebrows#actually. u know what. ill do that#I CLD DO THE PAW PADS TOOOOOO. ok wait. probably not worth it BUT itll look great#not too much effort. whataver ill just do it#no expressions or anything yettttt. but he can blink and look around. and talk#idk why the mouth was stuck open like that. maybe i fucked up my visemes#but OHHHH WELL i will fix it B]#it looks kinda shitty as just part of the texture so itll look cleaner and nicerrrr#i already had to redo the eyes that way for Blinking reasons#OHHHH i can just do the shrinkwrap/solidify thing. SO easy#my polys r so low anyways im at like 15k. soooo epic#sorry i keep posting abt this its literallyyyy. the coolest thing ever. to me#ALSO i met two rlly nice ppl yesterday which let meunlock the sdk ^^#you may wonder why the lshes and eyebrows r not outlined. Well its because i fucked them up so the outline doesnt work LAWL#but theyre fine without so idc#idk how to fix the gaps in the hair but honestyllyyyy its not an issue for me rn. maybe someday ill fix it#on the face im sure its where things overlap. the tips i think its bc of the sharp angle..?#ACTUALLY. found the solution rn. the tip wasnt closed LOL#thought i did that but i guess i missed a few#anywayyyy. night night
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Currently making a tres leches cake (at 3 am) and I think I messed up the sponge :’D Like this milk is not absorbing that well. Putting it in the fridge I hope tmrw it’ll look alright 🫶🏼
#and if it doesn’t I’ll have to find a way to make it better before bringing it to class#ahhh and it’s my turn to lecture too#anyway#short stories today#I worked with kindergarteners! that was fun#they’re so cute <3#and if u do any small amount of art they’ll be like omg ur so good lol#which i think is funny#they’re so creative too#like I worked with 4th graders before and ngl they kinda took longer because they’re so focused on perfectionism#these kindergartners just did the activity as soon as I handed them the chalk!#anyway I’m just glad they like doing art for the sake of doing it :>#also idk why they scheduled me to do Tuesdays when my baking class/obligations are Tuesday + Wednesdays :’D#oh well#hence the baking at 3 am thing lol#technically I started at 11 pm#but anyway!#wishing the best for this cake otherwise tmrw me has to do sm fixing 🫶🏼#Bella rambles
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crossposting some psa thing from twitter, cause no one is there anymore lol
have been thinkin a lot about going back to my webcomic project and making merch (for it and d2 stuff) but i am just 1 college senior w/ depression. classes begin today and i still just feel hollow. this is not a plea for pity, just for understanding.
I genuinely don't think anything I have right now is worth finishing/working on/sharing. and it is such a weird feeling to go from "I will die if I don't do this" to complete apathy, like a switch. some of them, I just stick to like it's some sort of commitment to a different person, because I will never backtrack a promise to someone else, but even owed stuff is way slower than id like.
am cooking up something different (not art) (but art is involved) i only hope goes well, & I have great people by my side for it. but yeah. I have lots of stuff that I know I don't owe anyone, but it's hard not to feel that way.
#bio.txt#personal#maybe none of this will even matter tmrw in the event that the hype fixes me#cause it usually does. for a bit#idk why but the last 2 months just. critical depression era#usually way more productive this time of year.#feel free to overanalyze that sentence cause i dont have the energy to.#a LOT of it is just like..oh its just sketches . no one cares#prob not true. but. yeah
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the emotional highs and lows with nothing in between except apathy that i've been going through for 4 months are getting to me
#i want to go back to normal. or like talk about it idk#i don't know. i'm just tired. i feel like the last few days have taught me i can only get attention by having loud and visible breakdown#which i don't want to fucking do! it's really draining and annoying!!#i shouldn't have to reach crisis to like. have my mental state noticed#vent#i'm also just really good at lying and forgetting i'm sad or wtv. so it's not like there's anything to notice#anyway. sorrey for breakdown on main these last couple days im going thru it lol#i'll prob journal tmrw again and that'll fix me SHDKSKSJFJ
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GX Finalized-Subs!102 - Preview 1: Motives Questioned
#yugioh#yugioh gx#gx#ygo#ygo gx#Judai Yuki#Takuma Saiou#revised subs#[on the caption idk i'm tired lol]#102-104 are fully revised and after doing a last-minute animation error fix i'll be quality-checking 104 tmrw#looking to get these out and wrap Season 2 by Friday or sometime this weekend [concert Thursday night notwithstanding lol]#overall pleased with my last go-through with these but still touched things up some#also i love what Kyoung Soo Lee's animation team does with Light Saiou in 104 but Tea Sun In's team does a great job--#--showing how warped he is here too#also also i like the little touches like Shou and Kenzan blinking during Judai's Aqua Dolphin line lol
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the one thing that rly sucks abt nano tracking novel editing is like. figuring out you need to move/revise scenes in a chapter which is just gonna be shuffling words around and not progressing in a trackable sense
#but theres also no point in just putting a pin in it because like. this is the point in the story where i have to solve it#idk if it works better earlier it upsets the pacing in a different way but i cannot know until ive tried it#but my word count has been so abysmal i rly wld much rather put a pin in it since i know i cant write tmrw again :'/#elia txts#i do love the nonstop braindump drafting stage the most. endless serotonins <3#i also very much love editing to perfection but. the rearranging and rewriting is harder#like usually it ISNT but again after the hell year ive had i just. need more tangible progress#i still mourn that i couldnt do muci nano after thesis i think i would have been properly fixed in that timeline :(
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