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nezierf · 1 year

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close your eyes and you'll leave this dream

#omori #omori sunny #omori fanart #nez art bucket #omori game #fanart #really proud of this one ngl #smth about the colors just hits right #wish i was this happy with the rest lol

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xitty · 1 year

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Yumenosaki seating charts

These are from Ensemble Stars! Official Works vol. 3 and Ensemble Stars!! Official Works vol. 1.

Ensemble Stars!! (i.e. current until Beyond Turbulent Dreams / A Graduation Standing With You event) Class presidents: Tori (2-A), Tomoya (2-B), Hokuto (3-A), Souma (3-B)

Ensemble Stars! (i.e. until story moved on to !!) Class presidents: Tomoya (1-A), Tori (1-B), Hokuto (2-A), Mao (2-B), Keito (3-A), Nazuna (3-B) Pink bubble in 2-A is Anzu

Reminiscences (upper: 1 year ago from ! i.e. when War took place, lower: 2 years ago from ! i.e. when parts of Meteor Impact took place) Class presidents: Keito (1-B two years ago) Note in the down corner says: only showing info available as of June 2021

#i was inspired to scan these because chiaki noted in his bday dialogue that they had a class 3-A reunion right there #eichi kaoru izumi were there to wish him happy bday and one mini-talk option said the rest were on their way too #!! official works vol. 2 releasing soon too. can't wait for it #ensemble stars #enstars #yumenosaki #btw poor aira all alone there...#remember ibara and himeru (lol) are in shuuetsu and tatsumi and jun in reimei. they are graduating too though #has had to repeat a year: rei and ritsu and tatsumi

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todayisafridaynight · 9 months

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#rgg #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #snap sketches #i aint puttin all their names this just a summary #most dishonest summary ever not nearly enough arasawa vjAELKAV #SEE I ONLY REALLY DO COMICS FOR THE MOST PART SO TRYING TO FIND /NOT/ COMIC STUFF IS 🧍‍♂️#july's from a comic but i really did lke that first panel too much not to include it.. lol...#i wish i was able to do more for december but ive been busy with comms and school so #here's to hoping january's funnier #and the rest of 2024 lmao #happy birthday masato youre cringe

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sherokutakari · 1 year

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Oh

Okay

Watched it now

I get it

#Our Flag Means Death #OFMD #only s1 so far but MAN #I wish Id been watching while it aired #also the this is happening scene had me gasping lol #and the actual kiss?#I guess what makes me happy... is you #and it was MUTUAL #Stede whatvthe FU #alao I love Jim??#how have i seen 0 people talking about them?????#i mean the answer is I acoided the show like the plague untjl the Time waa Right to Watch #but JIM #okay #anyway #gonna find s2episodes so I can play with the rest of the class

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chersoyei · 5 months

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not to beat a dead horse but i think what rubbed me the wrong way about day getting his sight back in the end, besides the message that *i* felt was being conveyed was that you can't be happy or complete while being disabled, is that after the first sugery didn't take as well i assumed it was going to be like chinzhilla losing hot wave in my school president. it didn't go the way the characters might have wanted it to but it will be okay! if you lose a competition you worked hard for it will be okay! if you lose your eyesight and can't regain it, it will be okay! you can be disabled and be happy and okay!

#i keep thinking about it and i feel like i never really conveyed how i was feeling and i have to get it out of my brain lol #and this of course isn't to step over people who feel otherwise truly #especially other disabled folks but i've recently realized i'm disabled and now more than ever i wish this was the message #i wish the message they chose to go with was that you can be okay and happy if you're disabled #because to be candid realizing you're disabled and you probably will be for the rest of your life is extremely overwhelming #and it can feel like you're drowning #but - again *for me* - i wish the message was that it will be okay #rather than the message i took away being you can't be happy if you can't fix your disability #maybe i'm not making sense idk anymore😭#but it hits even worse now that i have realized i'm disabled #it's still not easy to say that i am #ANYWAY #back to scrubbing through the last two episodes lol #corey.txt #last twilight

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blueberrybanee · 3 months

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Happy Pride Month💙

Hi, Pride Month is coming to an end in 2 minutes and I haven't made a proper Pride post this month, so here's a shitty Instagram doodle with my Mandosona and my Pride flags :)))

#I'm tired and this was very rushed so I'm sorry I couldn't provide a post of better quality jwhfkfjfk #I wish I could've drawn something actually good for Pride Month but I've been so burnt out!!!#I really wanted to post SOMETHING tho so I was determined to doodle this as quickly as I could before 12 am struck LOL #Pride month may be over but that doesn't mean we stop celebrating it!!!#Every month can be Pride month :))) Keep celebrating us! Keep fighting for our rights!#pride month #happy pride month #happy pride 🌈#star wars #mandalorian #mandalorian sona #mandosona #genderfluid #bisexual #I need to go rest goodnight

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xoxoemynn · 4 months

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Trying to find artwork for my newly painted office and I am SO!!! CLOSE!!!! but not quite and it is frustrating as hell and unfortunately it has consumed my entire soul and I will not be able to rest or think of anything else until I figure it out.

#emynn.op #personal #also note this is not fan art I pretty much have that covered #this is going to be the art that's on my Zoom background #office is dark teal so I wanted some bright pink fun florals as the focus #just pops of bright color I want it to be HAPPY #I thought of doing a gallery wall but I went 'lol you clown you will analyze that to death and never get it done'#'let's keep it simple and just do 3 large prints. that's SO much easier'#it is NOT!!!!!#the pink's not pink enough #or I have two pieces that go really well together and the third is meh #or maybe they're all too busy or maybe they're too plain #and why does my favorite one not seem to go with anything?#I think I'd be able to put it to rest if I was super off but I am SO!!! CLOSE!!!!#I keep going 'SURELY within 5 more pages on etsy I'll find The One'#NOPE #I did find a set of 3 I do think will look really nice w the colors BUT it's not really the style I was looking for an GAHHHH #I wish I could paint I'd be making some big ole flowers

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georgethem · 7 months

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i put avon on the sims 4 gallery if anyone wants to download him 😜

#blake's 7 #sims 4 #im basilinneon on ea btw #im going to do the rest of the cast but im rly happy w how abon turned out so i posted him first lol #i also did servalan and she was so so fun to pick out outfits for but haven't posted yet #i want to do blake but im low key scares bc i feel like his features will not translate well to the sims 4.....#also i kind of wish i had the star wars pack for more options... but i am NAUGHT getting the star wars pack just to make my b7 blorbos 😭

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pepprs · 1 year

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last few hours in boston :(

#purrs #conference tag #we literally just got here and now we have to go 😭💔 i havent rly felt as enriched by this conference as i have in the past (though there’s #still 2 more sessions to go to incl the closing plenary and we’re getting lunch in the station before the train ride home) but ive walked #around so much and have spent time with people i love and some people i miss. and have been on adventures i have been looking forward to for #a rly long time though i am kinda bummed i never made it down to fanueil square. but… idk what happiness feels like anymore but maybe for me #it’s just absence of misery and despair. or contented ness. i have gotten a little triggered from time to time these last few days and ive b #been lonely in my hotel room but MAN it has been nice to not be miserable and suffering and to take walks and to not go to every session (ev #even though i do feel bad abt it like i missed 2 plenaries and an afternoon concurrent session which is more than i usually miss) and to #be in this city which feels so much like brighton and so uncity like in some ways. it’s so charming and omg i went to harvard and it was #NOTHING like what i imagined it to be / feel like.. just a quaint artsy quirky town. and the rest of the places ive been have been like that #too. and people LIVE here every day!!!!! there’s a big beautiful world here both above ground and below!!!! and im gonna be late to #breakfast but… i just feel nourished and healed in a way i wasn’t expecting to. I haven’t been this far away from home in 3+ years and #it’s just been really nice being somewhere else and going on adventures and seeing things surviving. i miss my grandparents a lot and im sad #to not be visiting them and to be unable to visit them now lol but it’s just rly nice and special being here. im goingto miss it so much and #im trying to savor every second. i wish we had one more day here and im a little sad to be going home lol #* what i meant when talking about happiness earlier is that i think… i have been happy these last few days. for the first time in a really #really long one. and that’s nice. it’s good to be happy again. and good to be here

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#it is truly so wild to go from feeling miserable and hopeless all the time for... lets look at my excel sheet #the last 23 days. then to suddenly rocket up to smiling to myself all day. the world is so fucking beautiful #for no rational reason aside from what i have to assume is a chemical shift in my body #like is this what happy ppl feel like all the time? its truely so crazy. have i always been like this?#did i not notice this was a thing? like ive definitely noticed it in the last year but like ???#my suspicion is that it doesnt actually last long enough to b considered hypomania but like idk i should see a doctor probably lol #u would think being happy would make it easier to do things but i just keep forgetting to do them and just like spacing out lol bc rn i #feel chill. even tho i need to make a list of the shit i gotta do by Friday. bleh. but idk it makes being in thr lab so much nicer bc i #mean. i still dont give a fuck abt what im doing but im like fuck it this isnt gonna b my problem in like 2-3 months. even tho im sure ill #still have to write up everything. but idk. it also makes it easier to b like. ok so i kno what my problems r lets plan yo make things not #so horrible so u dont just live a miserable life and then like die having lived a life of fear. like its so crazy how much easier thst is #to do rn??? well see how long it lasts but yea v strange. wish i could control my fucking focus tho. like that would b great #its like the fucking painting of hypnose. my focus is like a lighthouse wildly swinging its light around until it sometimes blasts me in #the face. like not helpful. i need to b able to do things.#i guess the weird thing rn is thst while i feel happy. i also have this like simmering fear of irrational things. like when i used to live #in my parents basement and i was terrified of the dark rooms down there at night. like that kind of childish baseless fear #but like im in i tiny tiny apartment lol like bro what r u scared of??? silly silly silly #idk hopefully it holds out the whole rest of the week and then i can travel and see my parents like !!! yo !!! happy vibes :-D #that would b kinda unhinged lmao. i doubt itll last thst long. its already slipped from this morning so we shall see #unrelated

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illdothehotvoice · 1 year

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Anyways with Walpurgisnaught Rising coming out y'all better start acting real normal about Homura real quick

#me when a 14 year old suffers through repreated trauma and finally does something bad out of desperation #“Uh is Homura actually a horrible evil person? uh has Homura ALWAYS been a bad person?? god i hate Homura so much” please stop actually lol #me when i think Homura hates every member of the Holy Quartet just because she only tries to save Madoka #please please i am begging you to rewatch the series she TRIED to save everyone COUNTLESS times it always ended in disaster #she still obviously is UPSET when she watches the rest of them die they were her FRIENDS she jusy doesn't have big reactions to it #because she's USED to it she's EXPECTING it like fjfhdjdjddf Madoka Magica makes me feel things #i love Homura so so much she's such a good character i wish the best for her i need her to find happiness #every day i am devastated that Madoka Magica was going to have a happier ending but then they just left it open for rebellion #and then they left rebellion open ended and didn't do anything with it for 11 years fnfncnfndf #anyways Nagisa has a VA credited for this one so my baby girl is coming back!!!

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jedi-bird · 1 year

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Spent part of the morning crawling around the yard spraying for ants (while taking a giant spider to the face and getting temporarily blinded in one eye by its web). Went to the hardware store for cactus mix potting soil and a large pot for the plumerias I bought over the weekend; managed to forget more ant spray and soil to start some more ginger shoots so they're currently in cactus mix and will need to be switched out. Picked up my prescriptions from the pharmacy and then repotted the plumerias as soon as I got home. Hopefully they'll be happier now with bigger pots and cooler weather. Found out a garden center I like is advertising finger limes for sale and now I'm trying to figure out when I can get to the one location close before they sell out.

#birdy tries to be a good adult #i hate spiders with a passion and have a very active fear of them #so i was not happy for morning in the least #i try really hard to not kill them if they're in the yard so long as they don't block the walkways #and even then i try to just knock their webs down and let them run and hide since they eat so many bugs #but this one was just a jerk and got smushed #I'm planning to just spend the rest of the day doing very little #maybe sort some more things and try to decide where to put some pictures #I'm kind of wishing i had bought a bigger kallax because I'm out of room for yarn and still need to put some away #guess this is an excuse to start crocheting all day again lol

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irohshotleafjuice · 2 years

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I really picked a hell of a time to come out as trans. It seems like half the country, including a state I was considering moving to, is trying to outlaw my very existence and I’m reckoning with that while I’m also dealing with my mother “mourning” for me as if I was dead. And it’s kinda funny because I feel more alive than I ever have before but I’m also filled with rage and sadness over the state of the country and the way my family is treating this whole situation.

#personal rant #I wish I had more friends to come out to #because they were all so supportive and happy for me #and that was a great feeling #but I’ve already come out to all of them lol #the rest of the coming out process is so shitty

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cornflowercanine · 2 years

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LONG TIME NO S33

LONG STORY SHORT; I GOT KICKED OUT OF MY OWN HOUSE :PARTYING_FACE:

im at a...coworkerfriends' place? and will 8e hopping over to another workfriend's place shortly :3 (the cats at this place dont like eachother) i am safe, i have many friends, i am doing good on all levels aside from a little shaken up n_n i still don't plan to use this site much still 8c >still hotspot wifi at least for rn and also ppl on here make me f33l this emotion:

8ut i was certainly gone for -checks d8- TEN DAYS NOW so i felt i owed a little explan8ion!

#clove rambles #'why did you get kicked out' wish i knew also :nepeta: my sis h8s me #my coworkerfriend was there the entire time she drove me home SHE WAS THE ONE MY SIS SCREAMED AT FIRST #we got like half my stuff 8ut she wouldnt let us come 8ack in for the second trip #we were only a8le to get the rest last night And Fucking Cops Had To Show Up #AND SHE SCREAMED AT THEM TOO LOL!!! long story. 8ut yeah no physical violence happened #and i recieved many hugs during 8oth getting screamed at events ;w;'#we are all very happy im finally out of there and have my own stuff and not someone glaring holes in my 8ack #and and and. yeah x) GOD I MISSED USIGN A PHYSICAL KEY8OARD I H8 PHONES #ALSO THIS IS INSANELY FUNNY TO ME I DIDNT KNOW MY QUIRKTYPING REFLEX/MUSCLE MEMORY #WOULD STAY AFTER OVER A W33K WITHOUT QUIRKING #well sometimes i quirk on my phone. 8c of the kin dysphoria #8UT AHHH KEY8OARD QUIRKING. LEANS 8ACK KICKS LEGS UP SMACKS LIPS. THIS ROCKS #personal

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the-fog-system · 4 months

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#this is not satire lol trying to get a job after not working for 3 years #is quite literally making me wish i had just never stopped to begin with and let it fucking kill me #i’ve never felt so terrified and useless and unwanted lmao #i have 6 months. that’s it. if nothing comes thru i have to go to the fucking river #and i wont survive that #its not possible #i fucking clawed and scraped to get out of florida just for it to come to this #if you’re ever wondering if you should idk offer to support your disabled partner for the rest of their life no matter what #just don’t #i thought maybe we’d be the one exception to the rule ive always seen but no #everyone else gets to keep living like they always have and im left here scraping together $20 a week so i can eat #and counting down the days to what feels like the start of the end of my life #to get here and have found such pure happiness in my relationship and surroundings and everything else #but to have it tainted like this with a deadline that i really don’t know if i can beat #is a type of pain i wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy #i thought id been exhausted before #that was nothing.

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electric-plants · 10 months

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sheesh this banner run hated me💀💀 finally hit pity on the weapon banner only to fail to get either of the featured weapons

#genshin impact #big oof #even more annoying that it gave me lost prayer to sacred winds #like i was perfectly happy with wanderer being on widsth i didn’t need this💀💀#i’ve barely had to put any effort into building my wanderer #i just get so lucky every time with his items💀💀#my account once again proves to be an anemo simp while im just trying to build my other characters💀💀#like pls #i might try to put the like three wishes i might earn during the rest of this run into it but i just don’t see a point lol #which is a bit disappointing since it means my cyno will be stuck on white tassel forever💀💀

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