#without anything to ground him

[nobleriver]

I had this friend. Martha, she was called. Martha Jones. She was brilliant. And I destroyed half her life.

[fandom-flight]

I keep seeing Wei Wuxian slander (libel?) And I won't stand for it. Wei Wuxian is not a bad cook. He just happens to cook food that is very spicy because that's how he likes it. Other people who like spicy food would probably also like it, and people who are not used to spicy food will not. This does not make him a bad cook, this just makes his food toxic to people like Lan Wangji (and me)

[camellcat]

just recently rewatched the end of time specials, and I can't stop thinking about the way the master caught the doctor only to let him drop anyway. hey guys. what the fuck? I like had a visceral reaction to that and I don't even know why. that's. what. why'd he do that. do it again

[skunkes]

if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

[jessieren]

A couple of new to me moustache shots - definite soft-stache™️ adorableness

Photo credit: Paul Cripps

[qc-wiggles]

cursed genshin au from a month ago! enjoy.

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[quietwingsinthesky]

if there was a torchwood/spn crossover, jack would get shot in the head so much. i know he already dies a lot, but he’s going to die so many times during this crossover. keeps getting bullets unloaded into him. they stab him with silver and steel and copper and none of it keeps him down. he’s gonna get squirted with borax and that one’s not gonna kill him but it is going to ruin his coat, which is materially worse for him.

[camille-bee]

Mom and Dad

[artsycooky13]

for just a moment, only two were left in that head

[dutybcrne]

Sometimes I like to admire Kae's new skin and think of aaaall the little gaps where someone could press quick little kisses against

[bethrnoora]

thinking of slightly changing hiisi's character in that he's no longer actually dragonborn in the canon of his/anfisa's story but is frequently mistaken for being a "second" dragonborn as he's often seen with anfisa and they both escaped from helgen together. which he uses as a bit of a con on folks until he gets sick of being publicly recognized

[dirt-str1der]

What ive learned about the yakuza community is that you guys are way too hung up over that scene in y4 where he pinned haruka to the ground then started panting really heavily , that didnt happen for me , that scene wasnt real to me i forgot about it.

[bunnihearted]

,,

[designernishiki]

aight im just gonna say it. some folks really gotta stop treating nishikiryu like they’re actually related and considering anyone who’s so much as Okay with them as a pairing of being incest apologists. like. that’s a legitimately fucked up and serious thing to accuse someone of just because of your view of two factually unrelated fictional characters.

[wildwoof]

Also how Adonis said the reason UNDEAD never tried anything new from their original style was due to how adamant Koga was about sticking to their immoral style, most likely barks & yells about it. It deals with Koga's clear desire to keep him comfortable in a space he knows. But, this also puts into effect how clearly Rei took Koga's feelings into account. As the leader, he could have still gone through with any of the prior suggestions for additions or changes, but when Koga spoke up about being against it, they wouldn't do it. That'd be the end of it. Sure, Koga might've still fought against it, as it'd not be his safe space, but after all, the leader's word goes & more than likely Koga was the only one opposed to anything. Yet, Rei took Koga into consideration into the decision not to do it.

Thus, it's huge progress for Koga to finally be willing to learn & adapt different styles recently with Adonis' to-the-point words of wisdom getting through Koga's thick skull. To adapt UNDEAD to not get left behind & allow their growth as a unit to blossom forward. Adonis being more talkative now to keep Koga settled is a big help since at the moment Rei can't talk to him.

[quietwingsinthesky]

sometimes i think about my spn oc and how i rewrote everything about amara to interact with the story i was trying to tell about her. there were some really neat ideas in that i need to recycle for something one day. like, in the show proper, they just let amara take over a human baby and that’s fine, but amara’s not Meant To Be Here. this entire universe is one constructed in her absence. saying she can possess a human body should be like saying if you took a person and sent them to a universe where 1+1=3, they could just figure out how to function within that.

which in story took the form of Amara being something that could not be Understood, only Rationalized. a force locked outside the narrative who could only get inside and destroy things if given a role within it. by the Winchesters as A Monster To Face. by Chuck as Wayward, Unreachable Sister. and by miss oc as. simultaneously a projected creature to be saved, an amalgamation of injustices done to herself (and others) that would never be righted but could be made up for by being a part of this. and as something impossibly powerful that could be both protection and purpose.

and the Darkness wasn’t any of those things, really, but to have agency in her own story required new shackles, but ones she was always straining against. she wouldn’t fit inside the confines of a human mind, let alone a body, at least not well enough to leave it Intact. like lucifer burning through nick, but Worse. because the burns were an expected outcome of skin not strong enough to hold him. humans were built for angels, some were built better and some worse, but they’re meant to work. putting amara in human skin should disconnect the skin and mind and soul from the reality her brother built itself, i think. slowly. bit by bit.

and at the same time, i’d gone and written the kind of wild scenario you really can only write for your thirteen year old mary sue, given that spn oc the part of herald/high priestess/failed vessel. which she pursued with wild abandon like that would fix anything wrong with her <3

in the end, running alongside the borrowed family theming of the original show was my own theme of “how much self-annihilation will you accept to make your point. are you accepting it, really. or are you seeking it.” not just physically, in letting something unmake the base components of what you are as it tries to fit inside you or in it constricting and suffocating itself beyond self-recognition to get inside in the first place, but, obviously, it’s supernatural, how much selfhood do you cede to your family. is it worth it.

it was interesting, if nothing else. let thirteen year old me cook. she had ideas.