#without voting myself

[prettyflyshyguy]

@snackhouse tagged me in a 'blorbo' poll meme and it looked fun but I'm not gonna subject my followers to a gigantic mass post so I'm making my own. No gods no rules only tumblr users.

Basically - choose 5 of your alltime fav characters and see which one's the most popular.

No one will be surprised at all by this. Go on. Have a little fight over it.

[thebearme]

going me one day

and im trying to play this off as ah ah funny

but im so damn tired, i actively feel mental and physical health crumbing.

anyway, just wanted to update you guys on that

[imogen-eye]

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im a bit curious at everyone's current reception, so, I ask this

This will not do anything, it's just for my own curiosity /gen

[mars-ipan]

political ads are like double annoying to me now. ted cruz get the fuck off my screen i already voted and it wasn’t for you

[bugtoast]

important message to any fellow american folk out there who are also scared shitless for their own rights because they don't know how the 2024 election will turn out (cough cough if trump wins cough cough):

Nothing that might happen from here on out is your fault.

Nothing the government may plan to do to you is your fault.

Nothing the government may plan to do to your loved ones is your fault.

Nothing the government will try to force you to do is your fault.

Nothing the government may try to take away from you is your fault.

Nothing the government may try to do is your fault.

No matter what anyone tries to tell you, none of this will ever be your fault.

You will survive. You will see tomorrow. You will be able to overcome this. No matter what happens, you will be okay. If not immediately, then eventually. You are loved. You are needed. You have to keep living.

Remember to vote. One is an infinitely greater number than Zero. Remember that.

[joelletwo]

v theee [boring car selling in nc details] theee to junk ur car the company wanted me to go ahead and sign the title and leave the buyer info blank which is having an open title (bc if u drop it on the way to sell ur car anyone can pick it up and fill in their info and own ur car) and is like. STUPID illegal in nc. like people still do it esp in just third party-to-third party sales. and junker services do it so if they can sell the car again they dont have to deal with two transactions of paperwork and fees [<- which is why its illegal so nc can capture those fees]. but like. they shouldnt be able to tell me on their publically available site that they want me to break nc law

and also nc law wants me to get that title notarized which because of open titles being illegal. most notaries wont notarize u if the buyer isnt also there filling in their info.

most notaries are also. either like banks or other m-f 9-5 type businesses. or just some random person in their house. and random person in their house is more likely to break the law for me but i dont want to ask some random person to break the law for me

(the dmv will also notarize and anecdotally from reddit some of them totally will just shrug and let u do it with only you the seller/you the buyer there instead of needing both but thats arbitrary depends on getting someone who doesnt care lol)

AND also. even if im selling to a person not trying to get me to break the law just buying my car regular. and i work m-f 9-5 or we both work hours where theres no way to get us both in the same place and certainly not a bank or a dmv except like, sunday evening, when no banks or dmvs are open.

do we just go fuck ourselves????????? like what do they want. they want me to die?????? i think my government wants me to die and sterilize myself

[stop-breaking-my-heart-telltale]

if dorian didn't show up, do you think louis would have shot minnie?

I do. I know some people think either he wouldn't have or he would've missed so that's why the writers had him shoot Dorian instead, but mmmmmm no, I don't personally think so. I like to think that if he had taken the shot, his shaky hands would've caused him to shoot her fatally.

Mostly because I'm already so normal about the fact that of the Ericson crew, Marlon and Louis are the only ones with a body count. Well, that we know of, but shown to us in the game, at least. Plus, we know it's Louis' first kill.

Like yeah, Clementine and AJ become part of the crew and they have bigger body counts, and if we're counting indirect kills caused by actions, then Tenn has a count... and I guess everyone has blood on their hands for blowing up the boat... but I'm talking about killed directly with a weapon like....... I lied, I'm not normal about that at all, Louis and Marlon are the ones who have killed someone in Louis' route. I'm also not normal about the fact that Louis kills Dorian and then even as he's clearly in shock, he tries to go with Clementine to get AJ, and then later on when they talk about it, he says it feels like bile but not quite and he's glad he has it in him to do it.... listen, listen, listen... I'm obsessed with that.

Anyway, so if Louis shot Minerva, I think he would've accidentally killed her and can you imagine? He's already enough of a mess after killing the woman who pinned him down and tried to cut his finger off [or succeeded] but he knew Minerva, they were friends before the twins were taken. Even Violet couldn't kill her even though that would've been the smarter thing to do, and we know thanks to meta knowledge that killing her would've saved lives, but Violet couldn't, and I don't think Louis would intentionally either.

Speaking of Violet, if Louis killed Minerva, I hate to think about what that would've done to Vi. I think she might've actually left at that point, like what was planned before it got changed to her being burned. I don't think she would've attacked Louis over it, though, like yeah she attacked Clementine in the cell but Louis? I don't know, but I don't think so just because it's Louis and he'd be a mess about it anyway.

Though if he did kill her, it would be a neat parallel to draw... y'know, because Louis forgave AJ for killing Marlon even though he was pissed and heartbroken, and Violet was annoyed with him the entire time... but could she ever forgive Louis for killing Minerva? Y'know? We already have a similar parallel with AJ shooting Tenn, but still.

If Clementine killed Minerva in that moment, though, then I could see Violet attacking her since in her eyes, Clem proved her right.

So yeah, I get why they added the Dorian kill to his route. It adds another compelling element to Louis as a character, but we also need Minerva alive for episode 4; Louis can't kill her, he can't miss, and he's not going to stay with her because we need Violet to stay on the boat and him to be on shore for all routes.

[angy-grrr]

There is gonna be more than that coming from the poll, but whatever it is vote Kacchan/Deku for best hero. Idc who wins i just need them to be together again

if they just announced it today without saying anything before, I would probably immediately do it.

Right now im just bitter because of the hype -I thought it would at least slightly relate to the actual story (adaptations of other stories, extra content for the volume which once again may I remind everyone is extremely short, almost half what a manga volume usually looks which is a huge problem).

This disappointed me extremely, as its not even related to any content from the manga beyond the characters it uses. I get that many ppl will work on this, and that artist will get excited over being able to get the spotlight, some will be able to ask specific questions, and a character will get a statue and a movie.

Still extremely disappointed because of the "special project will be announced on the 5th *wink wink*".

I can't feel excitement over it as, in my mind, I lost something that felt better -more content related to the story. So at best this would be "oh cool I can try it", a feeling pretty similar to the other announcements -not my favorite thing in the world, but I wont reject it and try to see what comes out of it.

This isnt at best to me right now

[light-wrath-paradise]

Do you ever feel like being human was a mistake? I don't know, I just...I go outside and stare at goats and birds and I feel home. I feel safe. When it's nice out and I'm on the grass with the rabbits I feel like everything is right. And then people pass by and everything is so wrong.

I don't like the concept of people. People stare and judge and perceive and think and they interpret every single change and the lack of it too. Every single thing you do is for the better or worse. The way you walk, the way you talk, the way you shake hands, the way you live, the way you breathe. Good or bad, right or wrong. People look at you and judge you to determine if you're right or wrong, if you're wrong enough to hurt, if you aren't covered in enough thorns and sharp edges. If your body is something things can be done to.

I wish I was born an animal. I don't care what animal. I wouldn't care if I didn't have more than a week to live. It would be a great week, devoid of human stares and expectations and the human logic and human infrastructures. Just the nature and I and the trees or the calm waters, the sky and the chirps of birds and the howls of wolves and the grunts of hedgehogs.

I don't hate people but I hate the concept. I hate the way they think and the way they stare and the way I'm expected to communicate. I never asked for this. I was not born of my own will. Yet I'm supposed to take all of this of my own will.

I'm expected to get a bachelor's and a master's and live someone else's life and I'm expected to endure all these looks and these judgements and being unsafe forever, I'm expected to submit myself to a career I hate. I'm expected to submit myself to a standard I cannot keep up with. I'm expected to be around people forever and ever and ever and to smile at them and fucking counsel them but god's my witness that I just do not care.

I do not care. Not in the way I'm expected to. I do not care about the masses, I'm scared of them. I'm terrified of people and of what they think and of what they'll do to me. What they can and will do to me if given the chance. I don't want to be around them, I want to run and run and run until I lose them all, until it's just the wilderness and I and I don't care if it kills me because at least I'd feel safe for the first time in my life. When I want to feel safe, I imagine a place without people. Completely void of human life.

And you know, funny thing is, it isn't that undoable. In theory, it is possible to get a job you can do from anywhere and move to a secluded area where very few other human souls live and just spend the days working and wandering through the forests and painting and reading (in the forest) without anyone fucking laying their eyes on me and judging me. A place that would require me to get a driver's license and a car because the nearest store would be an hour or more away. It is possible to get a job that removes you from most people.

But that is not the life I'm required to live. That is not the life I'm supposed to lead. And I'm so so sick of all these "supposed to"s and "required"s. I just want to live my life, is that so bad?

Why can't the kind of work I'm supposed to care about be left to people who want to do it? Who want to be around other people and help them? Because that person is not me and it will never be me. I'm scared of people, I'm terrified. The fear I feel is way stronger than any amount of care could ever be. Call me weak if you want to, you can't really hurt me from behind the screen. Maybe I'm weak, and well that's just another reason to live my life as a hermit, isn't it?

[letgomaggie]

Should I continue watching my nth re-watch of Bad Buddy OR should I pick up where I left off Pluto the Series OR should I finish watching Peaceful Property EP11 OR should I stew in my anxiety about the upcoming assembly elections in my state?

[slumbergoblin]

[insert-game]

i am speechless 🫠

[eros-aster-photos]

hello tumblr i am here to ask you a very important question. which hozier song most fits the vibe of these three image sets?

[elytrafemme]

trying to be excited about this and am genuinely feeling so much more hopeful but still feels like i'm cocking a gun against my own head at the moment

[selkiesparrow]

why do politicians and their legal teams sound so wasted? if you’re asking me a yes or no question in a referendum, can’t you be direct you absolute loonies? it’s always something like: John wakes up at 7 every morning, he has three eggs. touché. my pal can cry with one eye. do i smell toast? aah the sun is out today (but it won’t be for long). TIME. wait but… do i… smell toast? for real how do you feel about our country's vibe?