Before you | jjk
‷ part of the dads universe
†pairing: tattoo artist!jungkook x female readerÂ
†genre: friends to lovers, angst, fluff, and smutÂ
†rating: 18+
†warnings: dom!jungkook, big cock!jungkook, long-haired!jungkook, pregnancy, mention of abortion, sexual tension, alcohol consumption, a lot of making out, finger sucking, thigh riding, masturbation, aftercare, mention of oral sex, swearing, some teasing, pet names, pregnancy kink, praising, a bit of jealousy, hickeys, handjob, semi-public sex, penetrative sex, protected sex, rough sex, creampie, overstimulation, and multiple orgasmsÂ
†words: 16,354
†summary: jungkook has taken a huge place in your life after he tattooed you, and you canât even picture how life was before him. he has always been there for you since day one. but how will things change after you find out youâre pregnant?  Â
†authorâs note: so guys, yesterday i tried to post this but it was a complete mess đ« hopefully today it works without any issues! in any case, iâm happy to post this fic once more, especially since a lot of you asked for it đ it was a bit odd to read something i wrote years ago but it was at the same time intriguing because iâve changed since i wrote it. hope youâll like it đ
MASTERLIST
OCTOBER 5, 2018
In a few minutes, Jungkook is coming.
Youâre in your bathroom with a pregnancy test in your hands. Yong-ji, your best friend has convinced you in some way to do it, she thinks that you donât have the flu. For the past week, you have had all the symptoms of the flu and you stayed home to rest a bit. But she doesnât think thatâs what you have.Â
Before you can even see the result, thereâs a knock on your door. Jungkook.Â
He has no idea that youâre taking that pregnancy test, Yong-ji herself is not even aware. After she insisted several times, you told her that you wouldnât do it. Unlike her, youâre convinced that youâre not pregnant.Â
You leave the bathroom, put the test in the corner of the sink, and run to the door to open it for your friend. Jungkook has been around for a bit more than a year, and he has been one of your closest friends lately. Always there when you need him the most. And youâre just grateful to have met him.Â
âYou look so pale,â he comments when he sees you.Â
âHello to you too, JK,â you say, smiling back at him. âCome on in.âÂ
His eyes look at you with concern before entering your small apartment. Itâs not huge, unfortunately, youâre not rich yet but itâs so comfy. You liked this apartment the second you first saw it because it was what you needed.Â
âI brought some things to eat,â he says while walking to the kitchen with a little bag in his hands. âI guess you didnât eat anything today.âÂ
That man understands you as nobody does. Although your friendship is very recent, he probably knows you better than Yong-ji who has been your friend for six years. You wonder how that's even possible.Â
Youâre just behind him, following him into the kitchen, and he puts his handbag on the small table. Today, Jungkook is wearing a sweater with black skinny jeans, and you know for sure that under his sweater, heâs wearing an oversized t-shirt that he wore all day at work.  Â
âHow was your day?â you ask, trying to change the topic of your conversation.Â
Your friend turns back to catch a glance at you before he raises an eyebrow. Heâs perfectly aware that you didnât eat anything during the day and that youâre changing the topic of conversation because you donât want him to get worrier. Since youâre sick, heâs not going to say anything. Â
âThe same as always,â he says while rolling his eyes. âClients came, I made a bunch of tattoos and I barely had the time to work on some projects.â
This last year, he has gained tons of new clients and heâs busy tattooing them most of the day. Before, he used to find some time to work on projects, but now, he doesnât have that time.Â
âYou should find a partner to help you out with the clients,â you propose.Â
Jungkook has already considered it but he doesnât want to hire someone just to have more free time. He wants someone that can truly help him with the shop and the rest, and heâs convinced that itâs not going to be easy.Â
âIâm too picky and you know it,â he grabs a fry from the bag and eats it.Â
âThen, donât be,â you answer, crossing your arms over your chest.Â
He rolls his eyes as he takes off the food from the bag and places it on your table. âI donât want some shitty person to tattoo my clients. So, I'm going to be picky and you're going to support me.âÂ
You open a drawer, taking two sets of chopsticks with two spoons before putting them on the table. You both sit in front of the other.Â
Your eyes get lost in his for a split minute. At first, he might seem the cold type of person. His body is covered with tattoos, his hair is pushed into a man-bun, his fingers are covered with rings and he has some earrings. But itâs just appearances. This man is the sweetest and most caring person youâve ever met.
A lot of your friends asked you if something is going on between you and Jungkook but you have never seen the man in front of you as more than a friend. Even the thought of it never crossed your mind.  Â
âBut it was a good day,â he says, looking down at his food before he eats some rice. âAll the clients were super nice and there was even a cute girl.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow, intrigued by the cute girl he met today. Jungkook's love life is quite calm. He's not the type to fuck every girl he sees, he prefers to date, fall in love, and take the time to love. He's just the romantic type of guy.Â
âDon't look at me like that, yn,â he says, pointing a chopstick at you. âYouâre too curious.âÂ
He sighs in defeat knowing that no matter what heâs going to tell you everything, and thatâs what he likes about your friendship. You understand and know each other so well even though youâve been friends for only a year, but it feels like youâve known the other for like an eternity.   Â
âI just want to know what happened,â you say with a big smile on your face.
âWe just talked and she asked me to call her one day,â he notices that you havenât touched your food yet. âYou should eat.âÂ
You take a bit of rice and eat it. Lately, itâs the only thing that youâve been able to eat without throwing up.Â
âAnd?â you ask, raising an eyebrow. âAre you going to call her?âÂ
Jungkook is hesitating. Yes, sheâs cute and physically, sheâs his type. But not too long ago, he was seeing a girl that just left him suddenly because she got back with her ex. He liked her quite a lot and he doesnât feel ready to go back through all the date nights and the flirting things.Â
âDonât know yet,â he says nonchalantly.Â
âYou should call her, Kookie. You need to see somebody else other than me,â you tell him.Â
âThatâs not true, I see Namjoon and Yoongi,â you roll your eyes as he mentions his roommates.Â
But Jungkook doesnât spend too much time at his place with his roommates, heâs mostly with you because he loves to be around you, he loves how you make him feel. Oddly, you make him feel at home. He has never felt that with anybody else and he cherishes your friendship so much.Â
His eyes linger on your left arm, smiling as he sees the reason that brought you two together.Â
More than a year ago, you decided to get a tattoo and a friend advised you to go to Jungkook. You did some research about him and his work, reading a lot of opinions about him. After a while, you decided that he was the one, he was going to be the one who would do your first tattoo.
For Jungkook, you were just another client, nothing more. But you were kind of scared and nervous, and during the whole time, he was comforting you. It was the first time he was doing it. Usually, his clients hide their fears and put a brave smile on their faces.Â
When you saw the lion on your arm, you were so proud and so thankful that he did it. It was just perfect, even better than you had pictured it.Â
As he was doing it, he asked you why you chose to tattoo a lion. âThe lion is known to be the strongest animal, and to me, this tattoo will represent my strength. It will remind me that no matter what life throws at me, I have to be strong.âÂ
And he liked it. He liked how youâd look beyond the piece of art on your arm. He liked how he was not just tattooing a simple lion on an arm, he was tattooing your strength. After that, you naturally stayed in touch and youâre just happy to have met him.  Â
âAnd did you get any news from Minho?âÂ
Minho is a guy that you met some weeks ago and with whom you had a lot of fun. It was ephemeral but you had the time of your life with him. You donât regret anything, youâre just sad that now, itâs over.Â
You knew it was never going to last because you are both from two completely different worlds. Youâre just a simple girl that barely manages to have some money at the end of the month while heâs one of the wealthiest men in the country.Â
He's Park Minho, the son of the one and only Park Joonki. He has tons of holdings around the world and he controls basically everything in Korea. Heâs truly very powerful, and the chances that youâd stay in a serious relationship with Minho were very low.Â
âNope, and I donât think Iâll ever hear from him again.âÂ
âI thought he liked you a lot,â he says while eating.Â
You furrow your eyebrows, not understanding. Jungkook was the first one to say to be careful with this kind of guy, and now, heâs kind of being nice to him.Â
âHe looked at you affectionately, but I just wanted you to be careful.âÂ
âIn the end, we all knew this was just us having fun and nothing more,â you say.Â
Even if youâre sad that it ended, youâre kind of grateful that it ended now. Otherwise, you know you would have started hoping for things, and the end of whatever you had with Minho would have been harder for you.Â
âYou truly deserve someone who loves you like all stars and the moon love nights.âÂ
A big and bright smile appears on your pale face, and Jungkook swears he has never seen anything prettier. Sometimes, he realizes that he looks at you like a man completely in love. Those moments are not very frequent but when they happen, they hit him hard and itâs very intense.Â
You wonder if he knows the way his words make your heart stutter in your chest. But then you start to wonder why youâre even feeling such things for him, Jungkook is just your closest friend. But it's the first time that something touches you that much, not even your exes managed to make you feel that way.Â
âThanks, Kook,â you say, âand you deserve someone that loves you like Juliet loves Romeo.âÂ
Juliet and Romeo have a tragic love story, but they deeply loved each other. To you, Jungkook deserves to be loved with the same intensity. He deserves someone that would give his heart and soul to him because heâs the best human youâve ever met.Â
âThatâs tragic,â he replies.Â
You feel the urge to stand up and sit on his lap to caress his dark hair, but it would feel weird since heâs just your best friend.Â
âYes, but she truly and deeply loved him. Thatâs the love that you deserve.âÂ
His heart squeezes, and he looks away, feeling uncomfortable to glance straight into your eyes. He never thought that youâll reply to his comment but heâs just happy you did.  Â
âJust reach out to that girl, okay?âÂ
Maybe sheâs the one, maybe sheâs the girl that Jungkook is meant to be with but heâll never know it if he doesnât call her. He raises his head up before nodding.Â
âNow, eat. Youâre scaring me with that pale face.âÂ
As he mentions your pale face, you remember the damn pregnancy test. But now isnât probably the best moment to go and check out the result. You donât want to worry Jungkook for silly things right now because youâre still convinced that youâre not pregnant.Â
âI just have to go to the bathroom,â you say as you stand up and walk in the direction of the bathroom.Â
As you enter the small room, you close the door behind you. Your heart is beating hard and fast. Although you think youâre not pregnant, you donât know how youâll react if itâs positive.Â
You close your eyes and grab the test, your hands are shaking with nervousness. Even if you think that the result will be negative, the thought that it can be positive scares you, and thatâs why you close your eyes. The truth is that you donât even know if you want to open your eyes.Â
What would happen if it is positive? What would you become if youâre indeed pregnant? Your life would completely change and youâre just not ready for that kind of change. Two years ago, you left your parentsâ house because you wanted to pursue your dream of becoming a lawyer. Your career is on the rise, and a baby would completely ruin it.Â
You most probably would have to come back to your parentsâ house, and youâre not even sure if they will accept to help you. Having a baby out of a marriage and with someone that youâre not even dating would be seen as a shame for your family.     Â
Your heart is pounding more and more, it almost feels like itâs about to leave your chest. This simple test can completely change your life.Â
âYou need to see it, yn,â you whisper to yourself. Â
You gather all the strength you have, wanting to know if your life will in fact change forever or if itâll stay the same. Slowly, you open your eyes. The first thing you see is the reflection of your face in the mirror in front of you. What instantly catches your attention is how sick you look, no wonder that Jungkook seems worried.Â
Your eyes gaze down at your fragile and shaking hands that are holding the pregnancy test. A loud cry leaves your mouth and tears roll down your face when you see the result. Â
Jungkook runs to the bathroom as he hears you but you have completely locked yourself inside and he canât open the door. Heâs trying to get in because he needs to see you and understand what is going on. Â
âYn,â he says as heâs trying to open the door. âWhat happened?âÂ
Your hands let go of the test, making it fall on the ground, and your legs start shaking, barely being able to hold your body. The tears run faster down your face.Â
The test is positive. Yongji was right, a human being is indeed growing inside of you.Â
It feels like your entire world just collapsed under your feet and nothing could ever fix it. A baby is growing inside you, a human life has been created and that life will forever change your life. Youâll have to carry them for nine months and then, take care of them forever because they will depend entirely on you.Â
The fact that youâre pregnant is more than a shock for you. You always took all the precautions for something like that to not happen. All the times you had sex with Minho, he was wearing a condom. You always made sure of it, at least, that's what you thought until today.Â
Now, as your world is entirely falling apart, you remember one special night, a night that you had forgotten. Minho came to your apartment after a huge argument with his parents, he was really mad and you both drank a lot of wine.Â
His parents wanted him to get back with Yeri and to marry her as soon as possible. Yeri, his ex, is the daughter of another powerful man in Korea. The union of both families will be the best thing.Â
But Minho didn't want to be a puppet in his father's hands, he wanted to do things his own way. He wanted to marry the woman that he loves, it was not in his plans to marry just someone because his father craves more power.Â
You drank for sure a lot that night and had sex on the couch. You were both so needy of each other, and you canât remember if you used protection. However, it seems like it wasnât the case.Â
âYn,â Jungkook calls you again, âopen the door, please.â Hearing the concern in his voice breaks your heart. âPlease, yn,â he begs, âIâm worried.âÂ
Jungkook rests his forehead against the door and he finally hears you sobbing and crying. It instantly shatters his heart. He wants to break the door to hold you tight in his arms.Â
âMy life is over,â you mumble as you cry. âCompletely over.âÂ
He sits on the floor, his back against the door and he closes his eyes. He doesnât understand what happened and why you suddenly say that.
âWhat happened?â he dares to ask.Â
Your eyes now rest on the door before you sit on the floor and take a deep breath. To say that your life is completely over is an understatement for you. Your parents wonât ever accept you if you have a child without even being married, youâll be the ugly duckling of the family. Theyâll for sure reject you.Â
How are you going to tell them that? You never introduced them to a single boy and now, you have to tell them that youâre pregnant with the wealthiest man in the country. Â
âI am pregnant.âÂ
Jungkook is surprised. He knows how careful you are because your career has always been your priority, and having a baby right now was not on your plans. Plus, he knows how important it was for you to get married before having kids.Â
âMinho?â he asks just to be sure.Â
âYes.âÂ
Your confirmation breaks his heart once again. Your friend knows that thereâs no hope that Minho would help you with this.Â
âEverything is over for me, Kook,â you cry even more now. âMy parents will disgrace me, and Minho will never recognize this child as his because of his family.â       Â
The reality is hard to admit and it will be so hard to face this situation all by yourself. Youâll be completely alone in this and your baby will never know their families, theyâll just know you.
âIâll be alone in this,â you add.Â
Youâre convinced your family will let you down because youâll have a baby out of marriage.Â
âNo,â he replies straight away. âIâll be by your side and Iâll never leave you.â
Even if youâre grateful for his presence, he canât change the fact that itâs not going to be an easy thing. Â
âItâs not the same, Kook,â you reply.Â
Your friend is perfectly aware that he canât ever replace the fact that Minho will never be present or that your family will most probably leave you.Â
âLet me in, yn.âÂ
Right now, you just want to be alone in this bathroom for the rest of your life.Â
âI want to hug you and comfort you.âÂ
After some seconds of hesitation, you finally open the door to fall in his arms. Nothing can comfort you at this moment, not even his strong arms holding you tight and pressing you against his body. Nothing.Â
OCTOBER 6, 2018Â
Yesterday, Jungkook stayed with you until you fell asleep in his arms. He didnât want to leave you in this state, you were a mess and as your friend, he felt like it was his duty to be by your side.Â
Jungkook didnât sleep much during the night, thinking too much about your situation. He wants to help you as much as he can but he feels like there is nothing that he can do. He feels like the only thing he can do is to powerlessly watch your life fall completely apart. But thatâs something he canât accept. Â
Someone knocks at your door, and without much willingness, you open it. To your surprise, it is Jungkook. You thought that he was going to leave you alone for a little while, giving you the time to adjust to your new reality.Â
âHi,â he says while entering your apartment. âI havenât slept much and drank too much coffee before coming.âÂ
That explains why he looks tired and why his eyes are red.Â
âArenât you supposed to be at work?â you frown while you close the door.Â
Jungkook finally turns and looks at you. You seem even worse than yesterday, which is totally understandable.
âI canceled all my appointments for the morning,â he replies and you look at him with worry.Â
Why did he do that? He hates to do it. Even when heâs sick, he works because he hates to disappoint his clients. âThere must be something really important that he needs to do,â you thought.
You come closer to him, crossing your arms over your chest. His heart is pounding fast and now, heâs wondering if what he has in mind is actually a good idea. Â
âIâll be the father,â he quickly says, causing you to raise an eyebrow, not sure you understood what he just said.Â
âWhat?âÂ
He takes a step in your direction, closing the space between the two of you. âMinho will never recognize your baby. His father will never let him do that, or heâll make sure to make you disappear just to hide the mistake of his perfect son.âÂ
For that, you totally agree with him. Park Joonki will do everything in his power to hide you and your baby, and power is something that he has in abundance.Â
âYour baby will grow up without a father figure, and Iâll be by your side as long as we live. I am your closest male friend and most probably, your baby will end up seeing me as their father.âÂ
For Jungkook, the chances that your baby ends up calling him âdadâ are very high.Â
âNobody needs to know that Minho is the biological father,â he says as he takes one of your hands in his. âAnd I think for your safety, itâs better if nobody knows.âÂ
You just canât believe that heâs ready to do this for you. What kind of friend is he? A superhero? You donât clearly know yet, but the simple fact that he wants to help and protect you just proves that heâs the best person youâve ever met.Â
âYou know, I was actually thinking of hiding it from Minho and his super-powerful family,â you mention while caressing his hand. âItâll be easier for everyone.âÂ
âNo, yn, itâs not going to be easy for you,â he replies. âAnd for the baby.âÂ
You still canât believe that inside of you a human being is growing and that one day, youâll birth them. That same person will be a part of you and theyâll only exist thanks to you. Itâs just incredible but it feels like it is just too much for you at the moment.Â
âI canât just let you take a role that is not yours,â you say to him. âI canât let you be the father of a child that is not even biologically yours, and I wonât let you sacrifice your life because I was careless.âÂ
You just canât accept this. Jungkook will have to put on hold his romantic life because heâll be too busy to be the father of someone elseâs baby.Â
âIâm not sacrificing my life, yn,â he shakes his head. âI just canât sit and watch your life fall apart. Minho will probably never accept to be the father of your baby, and we donât know yet how your family will react. But I know one thing, no matter what, this situation will destroy you.âÂ
You close your eyes, trying to hold back some tears. This is already destroying you. Youâre going to be a mother, a moment that is supposed to be the happiest one of your life, and yet, youâre losing everything because of it.Â
âMy love life is dead, and sometimes, I even wonder if girls look beyond my body. They just want to have sex with me because I look like a bad boy when itâs not what I am looking for in life,â he explains. âSo, Iâll be the father of your baby for you.âÂ
âNo, Jungkook,â you shake your head and turn your back to him. âI wonât let you sacrifice everything.âÂ
You feel his body pressed against yours, his head resting on your shoulder and his arms enveloping your body in his strong arms.Â
âI am proposing this to you, I thought about it a lot and I am just ready to do it,â he murmurs in your ear. âIâll do anything for you, yn.âÂ
Those last words send shivers down your spine.Â
âBut Iâll give you some time to think about it, and when youâll feel ready, youâll just give me an answer,â he whispers and you nod.Â
You stay in each other's arms for a while, enjoying the presence of the other.Â
If you accept his proposition, you know that Jungkook will be an excellent father. Heâs just so carrying and loving, and having him as their father will for sure be a good thing. But there is no need to recognize them as his child. No matter what you decide, heâll be the father figure of your baby.Â
OCTOBER 13, 2018
A week passed since Jungkook proposed to you that weird idea.Â
Youâve come back to work, trying to keep your mind busy and to not think only about your pregnancy. At the moment, nobody knows that youâre pregnant. You just donât know what to do, youâre just too lost. You decided that until you havenât decided yet what to do with Jungkookâs proposition, you wonât tell anything to anyone.Â
Not even Yongji is aware of the fact that she was right all along.Â
When you enter the restaurant, you see your friend sitting at a table alone, and you join him. A bright smile stretches across his lips as he sees you coming. For the first time in a week, youâre smiling. A smile that only Jungkook can bring out.Â
You havenât seen him in a week because you didnât want his presence to influence your decision. You knew that his big doe eyes would influence you or even his presence. With him, you always feel safe and happy. Heâd make you say âyesâ in a heartbeat. Â
But it feels good to see him after all this time. Life felt empty without him by your side and time seemed to move slowly. You missed him, more than a lot.  Â
He quickly stands up and he pushes back the chair in front of him so that you can take a seat. âHi, yn!â Â
As your eyes linger on him, you notice how his dark long hair is partially pushed back, revealing his undercut, and heâs wearing a white cotton shirt instead of his usual sweaters. Itâs a slightly see-through shirt as some of his tattoos can be seen, and you canât help but wonder if heâs wearing it on purpose. Is he teasing you?Â
You swipe that thought away, youâre convinced that Jungkook only loves you like a friend and that he wouldnât do such a thing.  Â
âHello, Kook.âÂ
Being now in front of him, you can smell his strong perfume. Y Eau de Parfum from Yves Saint-Laurent. You offered him that perfume some time ago, and since then, he has been putting it but only on special events.Â
Knowing it makes you feel special. So special.Â
You take a seat, your smile never fading away. The knuckles of his fingers brush against your back, giving you goosebumps. This is for sure new for you, never have you felt that with Jungkook.Â
Quickly, he walks to his chair and sits in front of you. Although your bodies are still a bit far from the other, his knees skim yours, giving you more goosebumps.    Â
âWow, you look all good!â you say with a bright smile on your face.Â
âYou look even better,â he licks his lips as his eyes look down on you.Â
From the moment you entered that restaurant, Jungkook couldnât keep his eyes off you. Â
Since you were going out with your best friend, you decided to put on a beige dress with long sleeves. Itâs a beautiful dress that you use quite often when you go out and you know Jungkook likes it. Thatâs actually the reason youâre wearing it. Itâs cold outside, at this time of the year, itâs always too cold, and so, youâre also wearing long boots.Â
From the outside, it really looks like youâre both on a date while youâre just going to decide about the future of your baby. Â
âWhy a restaurant?â he asks, cocking an eyebrow.Â
Yesterday, you asked him if itâd be possible to meet tonight at a restaurant. Usually, you both donât go out alone, there is also someone else but you simply want to get out of your apartment for just a moment.Â
âJust wanted to be out of my apartment.âÂ
His eyes are filled with a lot of brightness, itâs like they are sparkling, and you feel something inside you that you canât quite explain. Itâs like it is the first time that youâre seeing your friend, and this feeling inside you is something you have never felt around him.  Â
Actually, you felt it with Minho but this is stronger. So much stronger.Â
Jungkook canât help but find you super attractive, and to him, youâre glowing like never before. Heâs wondering if itâs related to your pregnancy or if youâve always been shining but he never noticed it.Â
âLetâs take a look at the menu,â you suggest, trying to look away from him, and he nods. His eyes on you are making you uncomfortable and it makes you wonder what you need to do. You take the menu and read what this restaurant has to offer.Â
After your proposal to go out, Jungkook offered to come here, one of his favorite places. This is the first time youâre coming to this restaurant.    Â
A couple of minutes later, a waiter arrives at your table and asks what youâre going to take. Itâs an Italian restaurant and a lasagna is the meal that you choose, you havenât eaten one in ages.Â
When the waiter leaves, you focus again on your friend. âIâve been thinking a lot about your proposition, and Iâve made up my mind.âÂ
He just nods, encouraging you to keep talking. He doesnât want to interrupt you, scared that youâll change your mind in the middle.Â
âI think youâre right,â you bite the inside of your cheek, youâre a bit nervous. âNo matter what, youâll be around and for sure, youâll be the father figure of the baby. For sure, Minho will never be around, his family will never let him recognize a child he had with some random girl.âÂ
There is no need to be a genius to know that. However, Jungkook was the first one to understand that.Â
âHaving you as their legal father will be helpful for everything.â Â
The man in front of you listens carefully but a feeling of happiness grows inside him. In some way, he kind of expected that youâd accept his proposition but he was skeptical.Â
âBut in the future, I donât want to hide it to our child.âÂ
This last week, you realize that itâs better if your baby is in fact recognize as Jungkookâs child. Not only would they grow up with a father but if something happens, heâll be able to make decisions without you being there. You donât even doubt that heâd take the right decisions, no matter what.Â
But if your baby grows up thinking that Jungkook is their biological father, it would eventually end up bad. They need to know that they have a biological father that is not the same as their actual father.Â
âI donât want secrets between the three of us.âÂ
For Jungkook, itâs totally understandable. He can imagine the shock someone can feel when they found out years later that the man that raised them is not their biological father. Telling the truth as soon as possible is for sure the best decision.Â
However, heâs delighted that you accepted his proposition, and heâs more than happy to become a father. All he wants to do right now is jump off happiness and scream to the world that heâll become a father.Â
Itâs something he has desired his entire life. Since a very young age, he dreamed of having two kids, a boy, and a girl but he always thought that heâd found the love of his life before. He never imagined that his love life would become a disaster as it is right now. The lack of luck on that field made him give up on his dream.Â
Now, youâre changing everything. Â
âI will of course say to everyone that youâre the father, I wonât ever mention Minho to anyone.âÂ
If you hide Minho from everyone, theyâll never know that heâs the biological father of the child youâre carrying. Nobody will raise questions and itâs a lot better like that.Â
âI donât know what the future holds but Iâll forever be thankful that youâll take on the role of Minho.âÂ
During this past week, you tried to contact Minho a couple of times but you never heard anything from him. His family is most probably managing to convince him to do whatever they want or he just simply doesnât want to speak with you anymore.Â
And it just breaks your heart because you wanted to tell him that youâre pregnant with his child. You wanted to tell him that heâs going to be a father. But you know that most probably heâll never find out about your babyâs existence.Â
âAs I told you, Iâll do anything for you, yn,â he replies with a small grin. âAnd now, that includes the small human growing in your womb.âÂ
You reach for his hand and hold it tight, the warmth of his hand on yours is pleasurable. You feel the urge to caress the top of his hand with his thumb. Your eyes get lost in his gaze, and never before have you felt this good.
You owe everything to the man in front of you. Without any doubt, you know that life will be much easier with him by your side. You wonât be scared of the future because heâll help you deal with whatever may happen to your baby. A baby that is now his.Â
âOur baby,â you mumble.Â
Hearing you say that makes it feel real. Jungkook realizes that heâs really going to be a father. You will forever be linked to your closest friend. It doesnât scare you at all because you know that heâll be the best father for your baby, even better than Minho.Â
âOur baby,â he repeats with a big and bright smile on his face.Â
The fact that youâre pregnant is something that still feels unreal. You guess that youâll only realize it when your baby bump will start growing or maybe when youâll see your baby for the first time on an ultrasound.Â
The dinner went well and youâre both super happy, looking forward to seeing what the future holds for both of you.Â
You just left the restaurant, walking now to your apartment that isnât really far but Jungkook wants to be sure that you safely arrive at your place. Now, he has to take care of you and your baby. Things have changed and he doesn't want something bad to happen to you. Â
As you're walking, your bodies are very close, his hand brushing against yours, and youâre just dying to hold it and intertwine your fingers with his. During the entire dinner, you were just craving his touch, wanting his warmth to embrace your body, and never before it has happened.Â
âYou really don't have to take me home.âÂ
Jungkook stops, looking at you. âI want to be sure nothing happens to you on your way home.âÂ
You can't help but smile at his words. Tonight, the simple fact that he takes you home warms your heart although youâre perfectly aware that he would have done it any other day or with anybody. Jungkook has always been such a gentleman.Â
âI donât want anything to happen to you or the baby,â his dark eyes glare down on your body, halting at your stomach, and his right-hand grabs your left one, stroking your hand with his thumb.Â
âFor sure, nothing will happen to me or our baby with you.âÂ
You lean closer and press a soft kiss on his cheek. Both of you feel butterflies down your stomach as your lips touch his skin, and even when your lips leave the skin of his cheek, he still senses them. His dark orbs are totally hypnotized by your sweet face.Â
In the dark of the night, your face sparkles, and the smile that starts to appear lights your face even more. Jungkook wants to take a picture of your face right now and spend the rest of his life looking at it, remembering just how twinkling you are right now.  Â
You take the opportunity that his hand is holding yours to intertwine your fingers before you start walking again, still with a bright smile on your face.Â
Since you found out that you were pregnant, itâs actually the first time that youâre happy about it, and itâs all thanks to Jungkook. Seeing you this happy delights him. He just can't wait to see your womb swell but he's even more impatient to meet the baby.Â
You quickly arrive home. Once in front of the building, you stop but still keep your fingers entwined. You look at each other and you feel like you're sixteen again. It's like you're with your crush for the first time although Jungkook is just your close friend. However, now the father of your child.
âI just donât know what to say to you,â you sincerely say to him. âYou are the father of my baby just because you don't want my life to fall apart and I don't think somebody else will ever do that to me.âÂ
You perfectly know that nobody else would have proposed to be the father of your baby just to protect you from the biological fatherâs family. Somebody else would have maybe never thought about it.Â
Jungkook's eyes look down at you and his free hand caresses your cheek.Â
âAs Iâve been saying, Iâll do anything for you without any hesitation.âÂ
As you look up at him, youâre aware that you are both looking at the other differently, making you wonder if you always have felt something more than just friendship for him but never noticed it. Â
Your hand leaves his and holds his waist tight as you crash your body against his, your head falling against his chest. The silence of the night is quickly replaced by the sound of his heartbeat pounding fast under his broad chest.
To say that you're thankful is an understatement. You don't know what could have happened if he had never suggested being the father. Most probably your family would have been ashamed of you, Minho's father would have given you money to abort or would have done everything to hide you, and youâd be alone, crying for being stupid enough to get yourself knocked up.Â
âI am so thankful to have met you,â he whispers in your ear. âMy life was so bland before you.âÂ
Your arms tighten even more around his waist, loving every word he said. Jungkook smiles, thinking that he must look like a total idiot right now.Â
âLetâs get inside,â you say to him, âitâs too cold.âÂ
He nods before you both head to the building. You take the stairs as you live on the first floor, it's faster than using the elevator. You open the door and let Jungkook enter.Â
âDo you want to drink something?â you ask him as you take your coat off. Â
Jungkook stays at your apartmentâs entrance, not moving at all. His eyes are on you as you turn the lights on and ask him if he wants to drink.
Youâre beautiful in every way to him. The dress youâre wearing embraces your body perfectly, letting him see how imperfectly perfect your body is. Itâs not the first time that heâs checking you out but this time, itâs different. Youâre not just his friend anymore. Youâre the mother of his unborn child.Â
Jungkook realizes that heâs looking at you like heâs in love with you. Heâs even wondering if the small glass of wine that he drank at the restaurant is causing this all. Without the wine would he be looking at you like that?Â
âNo, thanks,â he answers, shaking his head. âI think I drank too much already.âÂ
A small chuckle leaves your throat, thinking about the only glass of wine he took. Jungkook usually drinks way more than just a glass, you have already got drunk together after a miserable day. You can tell that heâs totally sober right now.Â
âWhat makes you giggle?â he cocks a brow.Â
âIt was just a glass,â you answer with a smile on your face. âThat was literally nothing for you.âÂ
He rolls his eyes, a smile appearing on his face.Â
âYou donât even know if I drank something before seeing you.âÂ
You cross your arms over your chest, raising an eyebrow. Youâre not convinced at all by his little lie.Â
âIâve already seen you completely drunk, Kook,â you say. âI know what you look like when you drink too much.âÂ
âYouâre annoying, yn.â Â
âBut you love me,â youâre still smiling at him before hugging him again. It feels good to be in his strong arms, more than good actually.Â
Jungkook is also liking it a lot but before things get out of control, he just takes a step back. Heâs scared to do or say something that heâll regret. Right now, happiness is taking control of his body but he has to be careful. This feeling is maybe just temporary.  Â
âMaybe, I should get going,â he says.Â
âNo, donât go,â you pout.Â
You donât want him to go. You want him to stay and hold you in his strong arms, feeling his warm body against yours. You have never craved so much his touch as you do right now, and it scares you a lot.Â
This is new to you, wondering if it is real. Youâre pregnant, your hormones are most probably all over the place and the man in front of you is going to be the father of your child. All those elements can cloud your judgment at the moment. Â
âStay just a little bit more,â you add.Â
Jungkook crosses his arms over his chest before your little hands rest on his forearms. Your big eyes canât stop looking into his, waiting for an answer. To him, itâs like youâre a small kid begging their parents to let them do whatever they want. But youâre just extremely adorable.Â
âStop looking at me like that.âÂ
He hates the power you have over him, you donât have to do much to have him wrapped around your finger. He wonât say ânoâ to anything youâll ask. Â
âYou know Iâll give you what you want.âÂ
A smile appears on your face.Â
âCan we watch a movie?âÂ
He nods before taking his jacket off and putting it on the coat hanger. You grab his hand, guiding him through your small apartment to get to the living room. Â
âIâll let you choose the movie while Iâll get us some snacks and drinks.âÂ
You disappear into your kitchen while Jungkook sits on your couch to choose the movie. Youâve already seen so many movies together that it feels like you have already seen all of them.Â
Quickly you come back with some biscuits and drinks. He notices that you didnât bring him any beer or alcohol which he's thankful for. Heâs way too scared of what he could do with alcohol. You put everything on the coffee table, Jungkookâs eyes watching every one of your moves. You take a seat next to him, getting comfortable by his side.
âI choose some random shit that we havenât seen yet,â he informs you.Â
The movie that he chose isnât important to you, all you care about is to spend more time with your baby daddy. This attraction youâre feeling for your friend is getting to be more obvious to you. You crave more, and you simply canât deny it. Â
Jungkook slowly comprehends that right now heâs loving you way more than a friend. The entire night, he was having doubts about it but feeling you sitting next to him gives him the time to realize things.Â
The way heâs dressed is all for you and to get your attention. He never wore a see-through shirt because he knew that his dates would start flirting too much just to get laid, which was something he didnât want. But wearing it tonight was like a sign from his subconscious, telling him that he didnât actually mind getting laid.Â
Nonetheless, youâre also wearing his favorite dress. A clear sign that he didnât miss. He canât help but think that you know what you were going to do to him. Jungkook isnât wrong at all. At any other moment, you wouldnât have put that dress on. Deep down, all you were hoping was to ruin the friendship. Â
Youâre sitting close to him, your leg pressed against his, and both of you try as hard as possible to focus on the movie. But neither of you canât stop glancing at the other.Â
Nevertheless, it seems that fate desires to bring you together, and the two characters of the movie start to make out heavily. Jungkook's face instantly heats up, completely embarrassed while your body completely freezes. That was for sure something unexpected, especially when youâre realising that youâre probably having a massive crush on the man sitting next to you.Â
A piece of slow and romantic music plays in the background of the kissing scene. This only puts you both into the mood of the scene. The tension between you and Jungkook is heavily growing.Â
The two of you ignore what to do as youâre both embarrassed by the way your bodies are reacting to a simple kissing scene. Youâre just thankful that itâs not a sex scene otherwise youâd be hiding under the couch, ashamed to be completely turned on.Â
This is becoming harder to handle as it becomes obvious that this scene is turning you on. You rub your thighs together, craving his touch more and more. Slowly, you turn your head towards him. Jungkookâs body is as tense as yours, you perfectly understand that heâs in the same state as you.Â
âKook,â your voice is barely audible but he hears you and finally looks at you. The first thing he sees is how desperate you are for him.Â
âYn,â he whispers as he closes his eyes for a few seconds. âDonât look at me like that.âÂ
The movie is completely forgotten. There are just the two of you and nothing else. The tension between you two is at its highest and whatâs going to follow next will only depend on the two of you. Are you going to give in or not? Are you going to ruin your friendship?Â
âI canât, JK.âÂ
Your heart is pounding hard, ready to burst at any minute. Jungkookâs eyes go from your eyes down to your lips, resting a little too much on them. Heâs wondering what they feel like and the more he thinks about it, the more he wants to taste them. Â
To you, it is more than evident that he wants to kiss you. So, you decide to be the boldest one, leaning closer to him, and he knows whatâs coming, swallowing hard and biting his lower lip. He desperately wants it so he doesnât move at all as you lean closer.Â
However, for Jungkook, youâre moving too slow and he decides to close the gap for you, his lips finally meeting yours for a fervent kiss. His hand finds its way to the back of your neck, holding you while he kisses you like a desperate man. It simply feels like youâve never kissed somebody before.  Â
The kiss is so passionate and deep. Jungkook's lips are soft against yours like he is scared to break you as he kisses you. But they feel good on yours, itâs as if they were meant to kiss you.Â
As youâre kissing him with love and passion, you realize that since day one Jungkook was more than just a friend. There has always been a connection so strong between you that definitely was more than friendship but you always ignored it. The spark between you was slowly growing stronger and stronger until the moment it would inevitably blow up. That moment is happening right now. It just completely exploded unexpectedly, and god, itâs just so pleasurable.  Â
Jungkook pulls you onto his lap as he craves to feel more friction. That action lifts your dress up, revealing the skin of your legs. Heâs craving to feel you in every possible way and bringing your body this close is completely driving him crazy. Both of you are panting hard but it clearly doesnât matter.Â
You keep wanting more and more.
As you break the kiss, you quickly unbutton his shirt, to reveal his bare skin to your eyes. You enjoy the view, his tattoos in the full display just for you. Itâs not the first time youâre seeing his chest and tattoos, but itâs the first time that youâre looking at his body with lust.Â
You instantly touch his covered tattooed skin. He has quite a lot of tattoos but there are still some uncovered parts. The ink on his body adds a lot of sensuality to him, and now, it becomes quite clear why all those girls are always so needy around him. He looks like a bad boy, but itâs one with the biggest heart youâve ever met.Â
Jungkook shivers from the feeling of your fingertips brushing against his skin. You press your lips against his, needing to be completely intoxicated by him. He licks your bottom lip before he grips it with his teeth, making you moan. As he hears your sweet moan, his dick twitches inside his pants and heâs growing harder underneath you.Â
You open your mouth, Jungkook seizes the opportunity to slip his tongue inside your mouth, finally meeting yours. You moan at the feeling, and unintentionally, he flexes his toned thigh. You feel it in all the right places, making your pussy clench around nothing and it makes you moan again.Â
This unintentional action ends up being a good thing and he canât help but smirk. His hands go down on your exposed thighs to caress them. Your skin is soft under his palms and his hands feel huge on your body. Â
Before doing anything else, he pulls one of his legs out from under you in order for you to adjust yourself on his thigh. Your dress is pushed even higher, Jungkook has now a proper view of your black panties, and your clothed pussy is brushing now against his dark pants.Â
Both of you know where this is going but none of you wants to stop it. Youâre getting addicted to the other more and more and the thought of stopping doesnât even cross your mind.Â
âFuck, yn,â hegroans when you start moving your hips against his thigh. Â
He presses his lips on yours for a filthy kiss, his tongue passing past your lips and licking against your own. This feels more than good, everything about you is addictive, and Jungkook wants to have sex with you.Â
This is totally unusual for him but all this situation is different. Youâre not just a flirt that he met some days or weeks ago, youâve been his closest friend for more than a year. He doesnât doubt that beyond the physical attraction you love him for who he is.Â
As his tongue plays with yours on your mouth, his hands find their way to your waist and guide your hips as youâre straddling his thigh. A small moan leaves your lips but the man in front of you swallows it directly. He pushes his thigh firmly against your clothed pussy and flexes the muscle once more.Â
âI like how youâre riding my thigh, butterfly,â he whispers against your lips. âBut I want to feel you properly.â Â
One of his hands slides down on your body and tugs aside the fabric of your panties until your clit is directly pressed against his thigh. A breath falls from your lips as you drag your pussy against his thigh. Â
Jungkook pulls you firmly against his flexed muscle, and once his hands are back on your waist, he quickens the pace of your hips. A trail of moans leaves your mouth, loving the friction of his pants against your pussy.Â
âI love to hear you moan, butterfly,â he whispers in your ear, sending shivers down your spine.Â
He just knows what to say and when to do it. He loves to be in charge, thatâs obvious and that is a surprising thing for you. You never thought Jungkook would be this type of man. He looks so gentle and adorable all the time that you thought that heâd be the sub type.Â
His length is getting harder and tighter on his pants, he needs to do something about it otherwise heâll explode completely.Â
âI will touch myself as you keep riding my thigh,â Jungkook says with evident desperation in his voice.Â
Before you can even process what he said, he inserts two fingers in your mouth, and with his other hand, he lowers his underwear, allowing his cock to slap against his lower stomach. His cock takes your breath away, standing proud in between your bodies. Heâs a bit thick, but not too much though, and as well long but again not too long. Itâs clearly not how you pictured the crotch of your friend. This sight alone gets you wetter.   Â
You suck on his finger, coating them with your saliva, and that alone snatches a groan out of his pretty swollen lips. A proud smile appears on your face. When he feels that they are soaked enough, he pulls them from your mouth. His fingers hold his cock, covering it with your saliva as they go up and down the length.Â
âDamn,â he mumbles, his head slowly going back at the feeling of his fingers on his length and your clit rubbing against him. âYouâre doing this so well, butterfly,â he comments.Â
The little butterfly nickname brings actual butterflies in your lower stomach. Itâs such an adorable nickname even though itâs said in the middle of a naughty time.Â
You bite your bottom lip as you stare deep into his eyes. The intimacy of the eye contact with the friction against your clit makes the wave of pleasure grow intensely inside you, and for sure, you wonât last long before that wave hits you hard. Â
âPleasuring yourself on my thigh while I touch myself,â he growls as his hand keeps pumping his cock. âItâs too hot, butterfly.â Â
Jungkook runs his thumb over the tip of his cock and grips his bottom lip between his teeth. He strokes his cock at the same pace at which your hips are working on his thigh, and he also feels like heâs about to cum on his hand.Â
âFuck, butterfly,â he growls as he looks down to watch your throbbing pussy rubbing against his thigh, âyouâre doing this perfectly.âÂ
You put your hand on his shoulder and circle your pussy faster against his thigh. Youâre so close.Â
âKook,â you say and his gaze meets yours once again, âIâm so close!âÂ
The hand resting on your waist goes down and his thumb circles on your clit. It sends you over the edge, the wave of pleasure hitting you violently and you feel your orgasm in every part of your body. A guttural moan leaves your mouth and you close your eyes to enjoy the feeling. Â
The sight of you coming undone makes him come, a deep groan coming from his throat as cum flows on his hand.Â
You hide your face on the crook of his neck, completely surprised that you gave in to temptation. Nobody says anything, youâre just both trying to catch your breath and you close your eyes.Â
Slowly, you fall asleep in his arms, exhausted from what happened. Jungkook senses it but doesnât say anything as he enjoys having you in his arms.Â
As youâre falling deeper, he moves a bit and you groan a bit. âIâm just putting back my pants, butterfly,â he whispers in your ear. Â
He does it quickly to not disturb you more. âIâll put you in your bed, youâll be better.âÂ
âNo,â you mumble half-awake, âI want to stay in your arms.âÂ
He stands up, holding you tight in his arms. You mumble some words that he doesnât understand, making him chuckle. Once in your bedroom, he carefully places you in your bed before laying next to you. He crawls to you, holding you again in his arms.   Â
OCTOBER 15, 2018
For the past two days, Jungkook has been living in your place, only leaving you to go to work. Having him around you all the time has been helping you to embrace and accept this pregnancy even more. Â
The first appointment with the obstetrician has already been taken and youâre super excited to discover your baby. But most importantly, you want to know if nothing is wrong with them, their health is what worries you the most.Â
You donât know exactly how far youâre on this pregnancy, and in the past weeks, there has been some alcohol consumption. That is leaving you wondering if it affected their growth and you just want to be sure that the baby is in fact good health.    Â
Although everything seems to be fine, you and Jungkook havenât spoken about what happened two days ago. Indeed, just the thought of what happened makes you a bit uncomfortable. But you need to speak about it, youâre going to be parents and you canât just ignore the feelings you have.Â
âKook?â you say as you sit in front of him at the wooden table of the kitchen.Â
As usual, heâs wearing a large shirt with some training pants but his hair isnât pushed into a man-bun as he has been doing it quite a lot lately. This simple outfit gives him some sexiness, and you know that in a long term, you wonât be able to resist his natural charm. Â
âMmm,â he says looking at you.Â
âCan we speak about what happened two days ago?âÂ
Youâre scared that if you donât bring the conversation up, he would never do it. When it comes to feelings, Jungkook is always the first one to hide which means that you have to be the bravest one.Â
The man in front of you swallows hard when he hears your question. Of course, he prefers to avoid the subject since heâs a bit ashamed of what happened. But he knows how important it is to communicate.   Â
âWe really need to, JK,â you can see in his eyes that heâs not comfortable. âWe are going to have a baby, and being scared of speaking about certain topics is clearly not the best thing to do.â
âI know, yn,â he answers. âIâm just ashamed of how needy I was for you.âÂ
You decide to stand up, walking to him, and sitting in his lap. Your fingers brush his long hair, that part of him is one of your weaknesses. You never thought youâd be into long-haired men but here you are, loving Jungkookâs long hair.Â
As you sit on his lap, he remembers how well you made him feel when you were riding his thigh.  Â
âDonât be ashamed,â your eyes look into his dark orbs. âWe both wanted it.âÂ
One of your hands goes down on his face to caress his soft skin.Â
âI never expected to feel more than friendship for you, JK. Never,â his eyes never leave yours, scared that if he closes his eyes, youâll disappear. âBut I liked everything I felt that day and how you made me feel.âÂ
His heart is slowly starting to pound fast. Â
âNobody made me feel the way you did, and I was only riding your thigh.âÂ
You donât even want to imagine how he could make you feel with his cock buried deep inside you.Â
âI want to feel that every day, Jungkook.âÂ
Youâre not ashamed to tell him that you desire more. More of his lips on you, more of his hands on your body, more of his touch. More of him. You want to get addicted again and again until all your mind can think of is him. Â
âYou know that if we do that again, we canât be just friends anymore.âÂ
That limit seems to have already been exceeded. It happened the moment you found out you were pregnant and he proposed to be the father. That gesture proved that heâd go beyond everything to protect you.Â
âWe already ruin our friendship,â you slightly push some of his hair back. âWe stopped being friends the moment we decided to kiss each other.âÂ
His eyes go down to your lips, remembering the way they were kissing him two nights ago. It felt like entering heaven. Since that night, he canât stop thinking of your lips on his.Â
âBe my boyfriend, Jungkook,â you tell him. âDonât be just my babyâs daddy.â   Â
Itâs the first time a girl asks him to date her, but the boldness of your suggestion doesnât even surprise him. Between the two of you, youâve always been the boldest, and he has always liked it. Â
He wants to be more than just your friend and experienced love with you. God, there are so many things that have crossed his mind after that night and in all of them, you were his girlfriend. Â
âYou know you already have me wrapped around your finger,â his hands slide down to your waist, bringing you closer to him and holding you firmly against his hips. You can feel his bulge just under your core, and heâs not even hard.  Â
Jungkook hates when heâs not in control, but with you, most of the time, youâre the one in charge. Heâll do whatever you want him to do.Â
âIâll be whatever you want me to be,â he adds. âIf you want me to be your sex friend, Iâll be it and if you want more, Iâll give you more.âÂ
Without any second thoughts, you kiss him with passion. You want him to be more than just a partner with whom you have fun. The love you both feel for each other is just too strong.Â
âI want to be your girlfriend, Jungkook,â you whisper on his lips. âI want to give you all the love you deserve.â Your thumb caresses his cheek. âYou deserve the love of Juliet.âÂ
A smile spreads across his face, remembering the time you told him that he deserves to be loved like Juliet loved Romeo. Although it was a tragic love story, he wants to know a love as strong as that one.  Â
âAnd you deserve the love of all the stars and the moon.âÂ
Jungkook kisses you once again. This is something he never expected, to start dating you the moment he becomes a father.Â
JANUARY 17, 2019
For the past three months, a lot has changed.Â
Jungkook has moved on to your place because everything will be easier if you live in the same apartment. Since he was sharing his with Namjoon and Yoongi, it was evident that you were not going to live with him and his roommates.Â
Your relationship is slowly getting stronger as days pass. Not much has changed. You spend more time together now and kiss a lot. Thereâs a lot of oral sex but no penetrative sex yet. There isnât any real reason behind it, youâre just comfortable with the oral sex at the moment and you know that there will be more when youâll feel ready.Â
To everyone, you have both announced that you were going to have a baby together. The reactions were overall positives. Both of your parents were more than happy and excited to become grandparents. Your parents were a bit tougher because youâre not married, but they still accept it since youâre together. But your mother, as well as his, started to cry as they realized that their babies were going to have a baby. Â
Your siblings were just thrilled to have a niece or nephew tin the way. The feeling was shared by your friends, some were just surprised that you were having a kid when you used to describe each other as just friends.Â
Yongji was the one that was a bit more skeptical at first, not truly believing it but you managed to convince her. This little secret, you just want to keep it between the two of you for the moment. You have to admit that you were scared of her reaction. What would she say? Would she still support you if she knows? And as selfish as it sounds, you want to have your best friend by your side during all your pregnancy.    Â
Nobody knows or even suspects that Minho is the biological father of the baby youâre carrying. And itâs better like that, especially since the Park family announced publicly that Minho is going to marry Yeri in July.Â
You still keep trying to contact him but less than at the beginning. Itâs clear now that heâs never going to reach out for you, heâs back with Yeri and he will start a family with her. Youâre convinced that this was all meant to be. Minho will never know that he got you pregnant and that he created a human being with you.Â
âCan I help you?â Â
You finished work a bit earlier today, there wasnât much work to do today and you decided that itâd be the perfect occasion to visit Jungkookâs store.Â
The man in front of you asking if he can help you must be the new partner of your boyfriend. Â
Last month, he decided to listen to you and found a partner to help him out. Of course, he was picky, and it took him a little while to find the perfect partner. Ironically, his partner is named Park Jimin.Â
Jungkook has been praising him a lot, and youâre more than happy to see that this partnership is working perfectly. There are even more clients now but your boyfriend finds more time to work on his personal projects.Â
âI am here for Jungkook,â you say with a smile on your face.Â
âDo you have any appointment?â he asks politely.Â
âNo, I am his girlfriend.âÂ
âOh, sorry,â Jimin says before bowing to you. âI didnât know.âÂ
âDonât worr,â you still smile at him.
âHeâs still working but he should be almost over.âÂ
You nod before thanking him for the information. He proposes to you something to drink or to eat but you politely decline. Youâve already eaten a lot today, this crazy baby has been giving you the wildest cravings and you know that if you start eating now, you wonât be able to stop.Â
Your stomach is slightly swollen but with all the layers of clothes youâre wearing, itâs not even noticeable. Your baby has been growing a lot lately which leads to your stomach swelling a lot too. Youâre certain that in some days, even with all the clothes you put to protect yourself from the cold weather, you won't be able to hide your baby bump anymore.Â
You were about to take a seat in one of the chairs in the entrance when a man comes from behind with Jungkook following him. The man checks you out quickly but your boyfriend notices it and by the way his jaw clenches, you bet that he doesnât like it.Â
Another young lady enters, and Jimin takes care of her while the man pays for what Jungkook did on his body before leaving the store. Jimin disappears behind with the girl, leaving you alone with your boyfriend.Â
His hair is pushed back into a man-bun, a large grey shirt covering his toned torso while ripped blue skinny jeans cover his long legs. This view is more than mouthwatering. This hot man standing in front of you is all yours.Â
âHi, butterfly,â he finally breaks the silence between the two of you.Â
âHi,â you smile at him. Watching him like that, all you want to do is make love with him until you forget your own name.Â
Jungkook walks closer to you, offering you a soft smile. âI was not expecting you,â his thumb finds its way to your cheek, caressing it like youâre made of glass.Â
âI wanted to surprise you.â   Â
Jungkook leans his face closer to yours, his breath brushing your skin. âItâs definitely a good surprise, butterfly,â he whispers in your ear, sending shivers down your spine.Â
Your boyfriend is a master in teasing and turning you on with a few words. He can literally say âcarâ and itâll turn you on. You donât know how he does it but whatâs sure is that heâs a master in making you weak.Â
Pulling back a little, he stares into your eyes before pressing his lips against yours. The kiss is filled with heat and passion and you already know where this is going. The only problem is that youâre in his store and all the passers-by can see the two of you.Â
âI have twenty minutes before my next client,â he says on your lips. âWe could make good use of those twenty minutes,â he suggests before taking your hand and guiding you to the back of his shop.Â
You enter his private room, the one where he works on his personal projects and where he eats during his small breaks. There is a couch on the left corner, a small table with two chairs, and a fridge on the right corner. Itâs a small room but he doesnât need much more.Â
Jungkook closes the door so nobody can come in and disturb you for the next few minutes. Thereâs music playing in the room. Often from The Weeknd. The song sets the mood clearly. Â
Your lips meet once again for a languid kiss. You want him so much, and you desire so much more than just his tongue and fingers.  Â
You want him to insert himself inside you.Â
âI want you, Kook,â you whisper in between kisses.Â
He breaks the kiss before looking at you. âTake your jacket and pants off.âÂ
You donât have much time to have sex, and itâs better if you start undressing. So, Jungkook takes his clothes off quickly while you undress too. You struggle a bit more since youâre carrying a little human inside your body.Â
He opens one drawer from the little furniture next to the couch, taking a condom from it. The sight of the condom surprised you. Â
âWhy do you have a condom here?â you ask while frowning. Youâre half-naked and crossing your arms over your chest.Â
âI kind of hoped that one day youâd come and weâd get laid here.âÂ
This little confession from your boyfriend is surprising. So, all this time he was dreaming of having sex with you on that couch and never said anything to you.Â
âYouâre very surprising when it comes to sex,â you admit.Â
âEverybody has their own little fantasies,â he replies back.Â
âBut why are you even taking a condom?â you ask him, a bit confused.Â
Youâre pregnant, and the condom is completely useless. You are both healthy, nothing can happen if he penetrates you.Â
âWe donât want you to get pregnant while pregnant,â he answers.Â
His answer makes you giggle, and he arches a brow while tilting his head as he does not understand what is making you giggle.Â
âI canât get pregnant while being pregnant, babe,â you tell him.Â
âI read some articles that it can happen.âÂ
Jungkook has been deeply involved in this pregnancy. He clearly doesnât want to just give his name to your baby to protect you, he wants to be the best partner for you and father for the baby. He has been reading a lot of pregnancy books, and he even chats with some other dads on blogs.Â
When you found out that some weeks ago, you felt lucky. Lucky to share this with him and to have him by your side. You know heâll never let you down, and even if the worst happened, heâd give his best to be the father your child deserves.Â
âThe chances are very low, babe.âÂ
This is for sure a question youâll ask your obstetrician on your next appointment. However, you strongly believe that it would never happen.Â
âBut thereâs a risk and I donât want to take it.âÂ
Heâll gladly make love to you without a condom but he knows how hard it will be for you if you get pregnant while being pregnant. He sees how sometimes it is hard for you with just one baby, and if he could, heâd be the one carrying the baby.Â
But the reality is different, and your body is the one bearing his child. So, heâll do anything and everything to make your life easier. And wearing a condom will for sure make it easier.   Â
âNow, take your shirt off, I want to see your swollen stomach.âÂ
Since your stomach started to show, Jungkook adores to see it. Not only does he speak with the baby but he also caresses it. He wants to connect with his child before they arrive. He wants them to recognize him. For him, itâs the way to get really involved. However, he has also developed some sort of weird kink. He also likes to see your belly when you have sexual interactions.Â
You do as he says, revealing your upper body to him. Your boyfriend stares at your body, the prettiest one he has ever seen. The fact that youâre bearing his baby makes you even more marvelous to him.     Â
âYouâre so wonderful, butterfly.â Â
Your boyfriend guides both your bodies to the couch, sitting on the couch while you sit astride him, your ass pressed against his length and letting your legs rest on either side of his body. Your stomach is pressed against his, and he loves the feeling.Â
His lips find yours for another passionate kiss, your hands cupping his adorable cheeks while his hands go down on your body, caressing every inch of you.Â
His lips break the kiss. âI didnât like the way the client checked you out.âÂ
His little jealousy is something that you find very cute because itâs little. Sometimes, he just says some things like that and you canât help but find it adorable.Â
âI could say the same about all the girls that check you out when you walk in the streets.âÂ
Jungkook is terribly handsome, youâre very aware of it. You canât go for a walk with your boyfriend without having all the girls checking him out. Jealousy is something you constantly feel but you trust him. You know he loves you and he would never do something to break your trust.    Â
You kiss him again fervently, wanting to taste his lips over and over again. Slowly your lips go down to his neck and you decide to mark him as yours. You softly suck his skin and to your surprise he let you do it. He knows that you just want to let all the girls know that heâs already taken. Â
You feel the rumble of his chest as he starts to groan, and you feel his hands lay on your waist. Accidentally, your ass grinds against his length, and a groan leaves his lips.
âFuck, butterfly.âÂ
Once youâre done with the little hickey, you lick the sensitive spot and smirk, happy with what you just did.Â
His fingers find their way underneath your chin and lift it up. He wants his face to be the only thing you look at right now. His eyes are sparkling a lot and you know that you could forever get lost in his eyes.Â
His lips find yours for yet another kiss and you could kiss him forever without getting sick of it. His tongue licks your lips, inviting you to open up your mouth for him. His tongue explores the insides of your mouth, making you moan into his mouth.Â
âI need you, Kook,â you gasp as you feel yourself getting wetter. âI really need you, now.â Â
Right now, all you want is to feel him inside you. You donât want him to lick or finger you until youâre coming hard as well as you donât want to feel his cock buried in your mouth until you swallow all his cum.Â
âLooks like my little butterfly is very needy,â he says smirking against your lips. âBut sheâs lucky that all I want right now is to feel her tight walls around my hard length.â Â
You both start removing the last piece of clothing that you were wearing, which are just your underwears. Jungkook finally sets âkookie juniorâ free, thatâs how youâve been calling his cock lately. He doesnât like it much but teasing him is one of your passions, so you decided that from now on youâll call his length âkookie juniorâ.  Â
Your hand starts pumping his length, resulting in Jungkook rolling his head back and letting out a moan. Seeing and feeling his long and thick cock just makes you want to feel him inside you even more.Â
You move your hand up and down his length at a slow pace at first before quickening. He is getting harder, panting out curses of how good it feels to finally have your hand around him again. Precum is leaking and you use it as lube to allow your hand to easily move along his dick. Â
âFuck, yn,â he curses as he looks at your hand working on his cock. But as he looks down, the first thing he sees is your baby bump and that sight can make him come undone in a heartbeat. Â
You feel his cock twitch beneath your fingers, and you decide to stop this torture. You know that heâll come right now and you still need to ride him before that happens. A desperate groan leaves his lips.Â
âWe donât have the time for it, Kook.âÂ
You grip the condom he took seconds before and rip off the packing with your teeth. Then, you put the condom on his hard length while his hand slips to your wet core and he curses when he feels how wet you are.Â
âFuck, butterfly,â his cold fingers brushing against your core makes you moan. âYouâre so wet,â he smirks and gathers your wetness in his fingers before bringing them to his mouth and sucking them. Your eyes are glued to what heâs doing, and you admire the way your wetness mixes with his saliva in his mouth. This is so fucking hot.Â
Once he finishes sucking his fingers and the condom is put on his cock, his gaze meets yours and his hands fall to your hips, guiding your body up and then back down as you slowly sink onto his cock.Â
You moan as he stretches you out, your nails sinking on his shoulder as you feel a mix of pleasure and pain. Â
âFuck!â you whimper as he groans, more than happy to be inside of your heat. Youâre sure that Jimin and the girl heâs tattooing heard his loud groan, but you simply donât care. All you care about is to be fucked by this man.Â
âYouâre so fucking big,â you say.Â
Both of you stay still once his cock is fully inside you. You press your forehead against his, giving time to your body to adapt to his huge cock. You look into each other's eyes and he offers you a big smile.Â
âIt just feels like you were made just for me,â he says, and you smile back at him.Â
âMaybe we are meant to be together,â you give him a quick kiss.Â
âI am starting to think that we are,â he whispers.Â
Jungkook is convinced that when you entered this shop almost two years ago, you were meant to be his soulmate. He never believed in that shit before you, but now that heâs with you, it all makes sense to him. Â
âI could stay like this forever,â you say before giving him another kiss.   Â
âMe too, butterfly.âÂ
It feels like heaven, even though it hurts a little bit to have him fully inside of you.Â
âCan I move or do we wait a bit more ?â he asks with concern.Â
Instead of answering, you grind your hips to let him know that youâre ready to feel him move. Your prominent stomach brushes against his abs and a groan leaves his mouth. Â
Your forehead leaves his, and you sit up before he starts to thrust into you without any hesitation. His strong hands go down on your hips, holding you in place as his hips begin to thrust you at a slow pace. With every thrust he gives you; you feel your stomach get tighter.Â
There arenât words to describe how good it feels to share this moment with him. Everything is perfect with him, and finally having more than just oral sex with him feels like you got a ticket to heaven. You look at him, hot as hell, and that sight makes you moan.Â
Knowing how Jungkook loves to handle everything when it comes to sex, you know that all you have to do is to sit on his cock and let him do all the magic, enjoying every single second of this moment. He is strong enough to hold your body up as he fucks into your cunt from below. His thrusts become fast as he starts to set a pace you are both comfortable with.Â
âFeels good, butterfly?â he questions.Â
You give him a simple nod, not able to make a proper sentence because youâre completely lost in your own state of bliss. Jungkook loves seeing you like this, completely fucked up.Â
His hands caress your stomach, and in the middle of this debauchery, you canât help but find this moment adorable. You know heâs doing it to reassure your baby, he confessed to you once when he did it while he was fingering you. And you have to admit that you like the feeling of his hands rubbing your skin.Â
Your walls pulse around his length, squeezing him and it results in his thrusts becoming more brutal. He is deep inside of you, and you are loving it. Tears start to roll down your cheeks because of the way heâs pounding inside of you. Heâs stretching your insides so much with his rough thrust and it makes your whole body tremble.Â
If he keeps pounding you like that, youâre sure that youâll give birth right now. Â
âGonna cum, Kook,â you whisper to be the most discreet, although youâre sure that Jimin has already understood that youâre both having sex.
Your nails sink into his shoulder, and he groans at the pain and pleasure it gives him. He grips your hips harder as he continues to roughly thrust inside you, and you are sure that youâll have bruises.
âGo ahead, butterfly, make a mess for me,â he groans as he keeps thrusting hard.Â
Those dirty words are all you need to let your orgasm go. You are coming, biting your lower lip to muffle your moans. Your thighs are shaking but he keeps thrusting into you while youâre completely high from your orgasm.Â
Jungkook is completely loving the way youâre creaming his dick and just this sight could make him cum but he is determined to at least make you come one more time before he would come.
Right now, his priority is you and he just doesnât give two fucks to the client heâs supposed to tattoo in some minutes.Â
He quickly changes positions, flipping your bodies so that now he is on top of you and you are lying on the couch. Your legs wrap around his waist as he keeps thrusting into you. Heâs although very careful with your stomach because he doesnât want to hurt you or the baby. This is too much for your body and quickly, tears start falling from your eyes, again.
âKook,â youâre trying to speak but your mind canât think straight from all this overstimulation, âtoo m-much,â even though it feels like itâs too much, your body is secretly loving.Â
âI know you can take it, butterfly. Be a good girl for me, okay?â he whispers in your ear before he licks the spot right under your ear, sending shivers down your spine. You nod and you feel his tongue going down from your ear to your neck.Â
Jungkook sucks and bites the skin of your neck, leaving a bruise.Â
âI want everyone to know that Iâm the only one who can touch you, butterfly,â his thrusts are still brutal, and you donât know if your body can handle all of this any longer. Â
âFuck, Kook!â you say as your eyes roll back into the back of your head and he chuckles lowly into your ear.Â
Due to his brutal thrust, the couch is creaking, and your breasts are bouncing like crazy. They also have swollen a lot since the beginning of the pregnancy, and they are becoming heavier as time passes. Â
His thumb makes contact with your clit and starts rubbing it. All of this feels so bad and so good at the same time, but you never want him to stop. Youâre doing everything you can to not moan but Jungkook is clearly pushing you to do it. Heâs driving you completely crazy.Â
The tip of his cock hits that sweet spot and you come all over him again. Your pussy clench around him as a loud moan escapes your lips, and the juices of your release are leaking out everywhere.Â
He keeps fucking you through your high as he chases his own release. Your walls keep clenching around him and that is all he needs to come. He closes his eyes, enjoying this moment of release and you are sure heâd never look so sexy. Â
Jungkook collapses over you as he decides to leave your pussy some needy rest. You both try to catch your breath for a little while, and you leave a lot of kisses on his sweet face. Heâs loving it and he could stay like this forever but he has one final client before you can both go home.Â
âIâll tattoo the client, and you stay here until I come back, okay?â he lifts his head up to look at you.Â
âOkay, Kookie.âÂ
He pulls his kookie junior out of you before taking the condom filled with his cum and throwing it in the trash. He puts his clothes back on while you do the same but at a slower rate. Before leaving the room, he kisses you.Â
âCanât wait to do this again tonight, butterfly.â   Â
FEBRUARY 20, 2019
Minho never expected to see you again, especially not in a supermarket. More than five months have passed since he last saw you.Â
He's perfectly aware that heâs the one that completely put an end to whatever you two were having. He adored you a lot and under other circumstances, he's convinced that things between you would have worked. But Yeri, his ex whom he dated for years, came back to him, and things changed. He knew that if he chose you over her, his family would always reject you even if youâd get married.Â
But he chose the easiest way for everyone, avoiding causing a lot of suffering. Things would have never been easy. He knows that he will never love Yeri as he used to but they share a long love story and she is what his family wants.  Â
As youâre looking at the fruits youâre going to buy, your swollen womb catches his attention, making his body freeze completely. Your right-hand strokes gently your obvious baby bump.Â
His heart squeezes at the sight, thinking that there are chances that heâs the father. He closes his eyes for a few seconds. For the past months, youâve been texting him frequently, trying to contact him but he refuses to reply because he knows that heâd fall into your arms in a heartbeat. This is beyond hard for him. Of course, he desires only to reply to your calls and texts but things are better like this. Â
Now, it all makes sense. Youâve been texting him because you want to tell him that youâre pregnant. If he would have answered you, he knows that things would have been completely different. Most probably, heâd be right next to you in this supermarket and heâd be doing some jokes about your bump. Most probably, heâd be preparing his babyâs room instead of planning his wedding.Â
âShit,â he mumbles to himself.Â
As he was about to walk in your direction, he notices Jungkook placing himself next to you. Heâs smiling at you while his hand finds its way to your back. If he didnât know that heâs your best friend, heâd think that youâre together.Â
You look up at Jungkook before he leans closer to you and presses a kiss on your lips. Minhoâs heart squeezes even more. You replaced him like he thought you would but you deserve it. Â
After kissing Jungkook, you turn around and see Minho from afar. Heâs barely recognizable with his hat and sunglasses but you notice him straight away. Heâs still the biological father of your child, youâd recognize him under dozens of layers of clothing.Â
âIâm coming back,â you say to your boyfriend before walking in Minhoâs direction.Â
Jungkook doesnât even have the time to say or understand what you said before you leave him alone in front of the fruits. Minho sees you coming but he doesnât move. His eyes are only focused on your stomach. Itâs still small but itâs obvious that youâre carrying a human.Â
âWhat are you doing here?âÂ
Youâre more than surprised to see him here. Itâs a public space, anyone could see him and itâs for sure the last place on earth where you thought youâd see him.Â
âJust needed to buy something.âÂ
A bit far from him, you see his bodyguards. That was the thing you hated the most about him, his bodyguards. They were always around him, never leaving the two of you in peace. Â
His eyes barely look at your face, and you know this is your only chance to tell him everything. Youâve been trying for months without success.Â
âWe really need to talk.âÂ
This is probably not the best place to have a serious conversation but you don't want to let the chance to speak with him slip away from you.Â
Minho nods and you take a look behind you, staring at Jungkook. His jaw is clenched, showing you that he's not very happy to see you with Minho but you offer him a small grin, trying to reassure him. The last thing you want is your boyfriend to get worried.
You both start walking in the supermarket as you explain everything to him. From the way you found out about your pregnancy to the decision you took to recognize Jungkook as the father.Â
Minhoâs heart squeezes as he hears how you felt alone the moment you found out, but heâs grateful that Jungkook was there, holding you in such a difficult time. You needed someone at that time, and he just feels sorry that he wasnât there.  Â
But he can only agree with the decision you took. Although he would have loved to be a father and be there every step of the way, he knows his father. He would have first tried to make you abort. Then, if it didnât work, he would have simply made you disappear. He would have given you a lot of money to buy your silence and make you leave the country. Â
âJungkook will be their father but if you want to see them, I wonât ever stop you.âÂ
âI wonât ever do that,â he replies. His words make your heart clutch, thinking about the fact that he doesnât want to meet his child.Â
âWhy?â you ask, raising an eyebrow.Â
âAll I want for that baby is to have the best life possible. Having two fathers wonât make things easier.âÂ
âWe donât have to necessarily tell them straight away that youâre their father.âÂ
For sure, until theyâre three or four years old, you wonât say anything because theyâll be too young to understand and youâre scared that it would not provide them a stable life.Â
âWe could wait for a while and introduce you as a family friend until theyâre old enough to understand.âÂ
He doesnât say anything, just walking and looking in front of him. Being a father is something he has always dreamed of but his family always made things too hard. He ended up not wanting kids, too scared to become like his father. He never wants his children to hate him.Â
âI want that baby to be protected from my family, yn,â he finally confesses before halting and looking at you. âI don't want them to know the pressure of being part of the powerful Park family.âÂ
You take his hand and squeeze it.Â
âI prefer it if they never know that I am their birth father. Theyâll be safer with you and Jungkook.âÂ
âBut you can still be a part of their life. You can still love them and watch them grow. Thatâs your right, Minho,â you stroke your thumb on his hand. âThis baby will forever have your blood in their veins and nobody can change that. They exist thanks to you and you have all the rights in the world to love them and to be loved by them. Maybe it will never be like you picture it but it will still be love.âÂ
A small tear runs down his face, and you wipe the tear away.Â
âJungkook and I would never hide to them that he is not their biological father but theyâll only know that youâre the father if you want it.âÂ
âI never deserved to have you in my life, yn,â he answers. âYouâre just too nice.âÂ
âYou deserve everything, Minho. Youâre a good person, you were just unlucky to be born as the Park heir. I know youâll always take decisions based on your familyâs approval but nobody has to know about this baby,â you put his hand on your stomach. âJust you, Jungkook and I.âÂ
He nods before hugging you. This is something he can do. He can be around, see his child grow, and love them but nothing will ever be said to anybody, not even his fiancĂ©. This will be his secret.Â
âYouâll be a great mother and I am sure Jungkook will be the best father this baby will ever have.âÂ
Youâre convinced of the same. Jungkook will for sure be the greatest, loving and protecting father ever.Â
MAY 28, 2019
Jeon Hyejun.Â
Youâre looking at your baby boy that is peacefully sleeping in your arms. After nine long months of waiting, heâs finally here, and youâre on your own paradise with Jungkook.Â
Hyejun is perfect, prettier than you ever imagined him. He looks a lot like you but he definitely inherited some traits from Minho, you canât hide it. Jungkook is sitting next to you in the hospital bed, looking at you and his son.Â
Nothing prepared him for this very moment. Nothing. He doesnât even know how to describe what heâs feeling at the moment. All he knows is that heâs finally a father. The father of your son.Â
When he saw you in his store, scared to do your first tattoo, he never thought that heâll start a family with you and that heâll love you more than life itself. But thatâs the magic of fate. You donât know who you might meet tomorrow. Anybody can drastically change your life.Â
âHeâs so beautiful,â you mumble as you pass one finger on your sonâs face.Â
âAnd so tiny,â Jungkook comments.Â
Minho was contacted when you birthed Hyejun. He was the one requesting it because he wants to see him straight after he was born. Hyejun might never know that Minho is his biological father but heâll have him in his life.Â
He has already opened a bank account for him, and heâll put some money until heâs old enough to be the holder of the bank account. He will never be his father but he still wants to provide him the best future he can have. Money is something he has in a huge quantity and itâs the least he can do.Â
âWeâre finally parents,â Jungkook adds.Â
âItâs the beginning of a new adventure for us,â you look up at your boyfriend with a bright smile.Â
Youâre more than exhausted but you wanted to put your son to sleep before you sleep too. You wanted to be the first person to do it.Â
âAnd I know itâll be the best adventure of our lives, butterfly.â As he says your nickname, your eyes instantly look down at his arm where a little butterfly has recently been tattooed. A butterfly made for you. A butterfly that represents his immense love for you. A strong love that he has never experienced before you.
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SUMMARY: Depraved one shot based on this. Joel mistakes you for a sex worker, offers you a ride, Fs you, shares you and is mildly possessive about it.
WARNINGS: I8+ strangers, drugs, talk of sex work, unsafe public P in V, dubcon (drugs/alc, not noticeably intoxicated), cockwarming, degradation, pantygagging, creampies, car stuff, orgasm delay m, vaginal plugging, voyeurism, sharing. Unedited.Â
A/N: Night walks vibes, but different too. You'll see. New fantasy for myself đ«
"And if I was workin'?" You ask. Â He gives a low whistle. "Wouldn't know where to start," he murmurs. "But I can tell ya how it'd end." He looks at your skirt. . . "She'd be wrecked n' beggin' for more, baby." Your fingers absentmindedly graze your chest. . . He sticks the joint in his mouth and shamelessly adjusts himself with both hands, tucking it into his waistband.
You pull into the gas station on the back of your friend's motorcycle. "When I fuel up, I'm outta here," he warns you. Oh well. If you have to walk back to your friend's condo, it's only two blocks. He's grumpy â You and your girlfriends have been a hot mess at the pool all day playing floating beer pong and licking alcoholic whipped cream off each other. He didn't wanna take you with him in the first place. No helmet, no reasonable shoes, not even a shirt.
You swing your leg off the motorcycle and as you step down onto the ground with your red wedges, you adjust your cheap, stretchy leopard print miniskirt. It matches, or clashes, with your leopard print bikini. You leave your sunglasses on as you enter the gas station with a chime. You fish a damp $20 out of your bikini top and survey the snacks.Â
You feel someone lurking nearby, but ignore it until you hear a deep, smooth voice. "Nice rosettes."
"sâcuse me?"Â
You turn only slightly toward the man. Maybe homeless. Good looking like a washed up rockstar. He gestures toward your bikini top. "That's a nice set'a rosettes." You look down at your tits spilling out of your push-up bikini top, then you look back at his face. Handsome man, really. Salt and pepper beard. Full head of dark hair with a little gray. Sunkissed skin. His eyes are kind and glassy. His nose twitches. "Oh, that's what leopards call their spots. Rosettes." Â
You laugh uncomfortably.Â
âYeah, the ones on your top, those are pretty good.â His eyes drift down your body. âSkirt doesnât really haveâem right. Still nice though.âÂ
"Thanks." You politely nod and return to looking at the snacks, ignoring him in the corner of your eye.Â
He doesnât leave. He only gets closer. He looks you up and down and steps into your personal space. He lowers his voice. "You, uh, workin'?"
No, you don't work there. Do you look like you work at the gas station? Your stomach turns as you realize what he means, and your face goes cold. You stare at him, and your eyes drift to a hole in his shirt right below the collar. "Am I WHAT?" You ask incredulously, but trying to be quiet. Your whole body feels hot at the implication. You're humiliated, but for some reason it makes you warm between the thighs, too.Â
His eyes go wide, and he puts his hands up in surrender. "Sorry," he mumbles, then adds, "A man can dream,â as he backs away.Â
Your heart races and flutters and you scold yourself for being flattered. You end up in line behind the guy. And the line takes forever, giving you plenty of time to fume and also wonder about him. It's nothing against sex work â Work is work. But you'd like to think you wouldn't be picking up a rough looking guy in a gas station. Your friend's motorcycle revs outside. You look out the window and he's there by the curb waiting for you. You could drop the snacks on the closest rack and get the heck out. But for some reason, you stay in line, and not because youâre that hungry.Â
Someone needs to scoot behind you and you're forced to step into the sleazy man's personal space. He smells far better than you would have imagined. Woodsy and fresh. Somehow that makes all the difference, like he's not a filthy vagrant after all. He just had the aesthetic. Which is kinda hot. Your friend on the motorcycle shakes his head, revs his engine again, then drives away.
"Asshole," you mutter. Â
The man in front of you (your aspiring john) glances back and again mutters, "sorry." He scratches the back of his neck and exposes a chain under his ratty t-shirt. He really does have a nice head of hair, and now you see thereâs a joint behind his ear, too. Maybe heâs just a hippy.Â
"Not you," you mumble. Well, not only him. Both of them.Â
He turns to face you. "I know. Saw ya roll in." Great, so he thought that was your pimp. "Want a ride?"Â
"Nah, Iâm close," you mutter without looking right at him, then mumble, âthanks.âÂ
He wets his lips and stares at your chest for a moment before adding, "ya sure?" And now that you know this man smells good, wears a chain, and has a ride, you're throbbing. You cross your arms and bite your lip looking at his handsome nose while his kind eyes search yours in anticipation.Â
"Okay," you whisper.
"Hell yeah," he whispers back with half a smile, getting a little closer, like the two of you are plotting something.Â
"But I'm not workin'," you remind him.
"Heard ya the first time, gorgeous." He winks at you.
He tries to buy your food for you. When you don't let him, he nods with a smirk. He crosses his big arms, plastic bag that reads âthank youâ hanging from one of them, and waits for you. Then he holds the door open on your way out.Â
He checks you out as you pass through the door frame. You take your sunglasses off and put them in the bag with your snacks.Â
"Name's Joel."Â When you don't tell him yours, thereâs a new smirk in his voice when he says, "don't gotta tell me your real name, if ya got a street name or somethin'. . ."Â
"Jerk." You punch his arm and mostly suppress a laugh.Â
He smiles and brings a massive hand to his bicep to pretend like it hurts, and for the first time it hits you how muscular he is.
"Truck's around back." He nods toward the back of the store. He walks slightly behind you. You feel his eyes boring a hole in your ass. Then you feel the warmth of his massive palm on the small of your back and he gets closer to you as he curves his hand around your side. "Too damn hot, baby. Had me thinkin' with my dick is all." Your face heats up and you glance at him. âIâll carry that for ya.â He takes your bag.Â
He's parked around a corner out of view. Between some bushes and a closed library for some reason. His truck is nice, and it's big. Tinted windows. The back window of the cab says Miller Brothers. It's sunset, so you're grateful for the ride, lest any other low lifes make the same mistake on your walk back. When y'all get to his truck, he lets his hand slide down your hip. He opens the driverâs seat and puts the bags inside. Then he leans against his truck and adjusts himself. He's wearing pinstripe lounge pants. "Can't really blame me, can ya?" He raises his eyebrows. He scans you top to bottom again. "God damn, baby."Â
You laugh and look down shyly, unsure whether to thank him. His eyes don't leave your body at all. "To be fair, I thought you were homeless," you admit.Â
He exhales a laugh and shrugs. "Where ya headed?"
"Back to my friendâs pool."
"Hungry?"
"Nah."
"Smoke?" So thatâs why youâre still outside the truck. You shouldn't, but you hesitate curiously.
You lean against the bed of his truck with your elbow resting on its edge, facing him.
"Fuck you're sexy," he mutters to himself. "Helluva rack but I'm an ass man, c'mere."
He turns toward you so he's leaning with his left side on the driver's side of the truck. He puts his right hand on your hip, rotating you so you're facing the truck. "Mmmmm." He puts his hand on the small of your back again, then slides it downâslowly, experimentally, cautiously enough for you to stop him. You don't. You're throbbing. He grabs your assâhis palm is huge. You glance at him and watch his eyes study the curve of your body. Deep down in your body, you know you're gonna fuck him. You both know it. With his left hand he retrieves the joint from behind his ear and puts it in his mouth unlit.Â
He sucks in a breath around the joint and lifts the flesh of your closest ass cheek. When he lets it drop, a growl escapes his chest.Â
He fishes a lighter out of his soft pants pocket and lights up. and as he inhales, once again he can't keep his eyes off your body. He takes the joint out of his mouth and turns your face toward his. You rotate toward him and he gets close, your bodies almost touching. He looks to your eyes for permission and begins to slowly exhale downward, so it's yours if you want it. You bring your mouth closer to his and he angles the smoke more toward your mouth as you suck it up. The moment seems to last forever and your lower belly is on fire.Â
The sunset washes everything in a pink hue. When his lungs are empty, he murmurs "good girl" and rests his hand on your hip, lightly running his palm over your stretchy little miniskirt, feeling the bump toward the top hem where your bikini tie is. He peels the top of your stretchy skirt down to expose the knot and pulls at the string. You let him untie it. The parking lot is empty and wet from an earlier rain.Â
"Fuck you're hot," he mutters with the strings of your bikini hanging over the miniskirt on that side. He takes another puff and passes you the joint. You take only a small inhale. "C'mere," he murmurs and his hand on your waist nudges your side off the truck and pulls you closer to him. He unties that side of your bottoms the same way.Â
"And if I was workin'?" You ask.Â
He gives a low whistle. "Wouldn't know where to start," he murmurs. "But I can tell ya how it'd end." He looks at your skirt.
You ask, "How's that?"
He doesn't take his eyes off your skirt. "She'd be wrecked n' beggin' for more, baby." Your fingers absentmindedly graze your chest, feeling where your tits spill over the cups. "Careful sugar," he chuckles. "Start me up, I won't ever stop." He sticks the joint in his mouth and shamelessly adjusts himself with both hands so his cock is upright and held in his waistband. He offers the joint again and you decline. He pinches it out and puts it back behind his ear. "Damn," he mutters, still checking you out. He rubs his hand over his cock through his soft pants. "But ya *ainât* workin'. . . so ya got nothin' to worry 'bout," he adds with a twinkle in his eye. "''Less ya want it . . ." God, you do. You want it.Â
"Wrecked, huh?" You challenge him.Â
He sighs and his big hand on your hot skin rotates you back toward the truck. You hang your elbows over the side of the truck bed. He slinks behind you, then lets the heft of his cock against your ass crack. You gasp at how nice and hard it is. It moves against you and he sucks in a breath through his teeth then lets out a, "Mmm" as he exhales. He rolls his hips against you and uses both hands on your hips to pull your ass back into him so you're off the truck.
He holds you with one arm around your waist and his other hand slides between your legs from the front, up your skirt. "Bad girl, ain't ya?" His hand skims up your inner thigh to the crotch of your swimsuit, hanging loosely now that it's untied on both sides. "Yeah, ya are,â he answers for you. He slides two thick fingers through your folds and you sigh, tilting your head back. "Spread your legs for a stranger?." His voice is deep and gruff and makes you throb. âSâokay, not just any stranger.â His other hand grabs a tit while he runs his fingers through your dripping folds, then begins to circle your clit with his drenched digits. "Oh she's beggin' for it, baby," he murmurs.Â
He lets your weight against the truck again so his forearm is between you and the metal with his hand still between your legs. His cock presses against your ass at a slow rhythm, making your insides swell with need for him as he fingers your clit. You squirm and your hips rock into his hand. You whimper and he brings his mouth to your ear. "Five hundred," he whispers.Â
You gasp and he adds, "Not you. . .I'm workin' now, baby" as he speeds up on your clit. "I'm a penthouse boy, but that's your back alley discount."Â
"Fuck you," you laugh.
"First one's free if i cum inside," he murmurs into your neck. Then he grabs the crotch of your swimsuit and yanks it down, pulling it off entirely. He pins you to the truck with his cock against your ass. He shoves the swimsuit in your mouth and ties the strings behind your head. You taste the chlorine and your own arousal. You turn your head to look behind you and he reassures you no one can see.Â
His hand returns between your legs and he slips one, then two thick, wet fingers into you. Your cunt squelches obscenely around his digits. "Hell yeah, hear her beggin' for me?". He frees his cock from his pants and keeps fingering you. Then he slides his fingers out and your walls twitch at the loss. He wedges his cock under your skirt and itâs so big you have to spread your legs more. He runs the head through your folds and youâre gushing. As the head massages your clit, you moan into the swimsuit in your mouth. "Want the first one free, don't ya?" He taunts into your neck, dragging his lips along the delicate skin. "Want me to fill up this filthy hole?" You nod, desperate to feel him inside you. "First with this cock, then all the cum ya can hold," he murmurs and you nod. You tilt your hips and spread your legs. "Good," he breathes. "Good girl." He notches himself with the curve of his tip just inside. "Ready to swallow me whole, hot damn."Â
You push back on him and he says, "shit," and pushes into you. He slides right into you, spreading your cunt wide open with a groan into your neck. It's a delicious stretch and he fills you to the brim, bottoming out on the first go. "God damn, sugar." He retreats and slides his thick cock into you again, sheathing it entirely with your dripping cunt. You weren't even sure you could take this cock but it's perfect. "Fuck, you feel good," he pants and twitches inside you. If he comes early you're going to laugh but you pray he won't. He begins to roll his hips at a steady rhythm, and you moan into the swimsuit. He breathes heavily against your neck and bites and sucks you. You adjust your hips and push back on him to his rhythm.Â
"Take it like a pro," he pants, "an' you're tight, too. Damn." His right hand works your clit. His left hand comes to your throat, thumb on the left side of it, fingers on the right. Choke me, you think. Do it. But he doesn't. He licks and kisses at the left side of your throat, by his thumb. Then his fingers on the right of your neck tense for leverage and he plants his teeth on the left side of your neck. He sucks hard and moans into you as he sucks more, like he's thirsty for blood. Your neck aches under the grip of his mouth. He breathes through his nose, and when he finally breaks with a gasp, he fucks you harder, grunting and sighing.Â
You moan and he pulls your top down under your tits. A breeze and the rustling of branches nearby reminds you of the danger and you shiver. Your nipples harden under his forearm and palm and your cunt spasms. He groans behind your ear and you whimper and arch your back.Â
"Gonna come on this cock?"Â
You can only whimper again in response.Â
"Go 'head, baby," he breathes and reaches for your clit again, groping a breast with his other hand.
You bite down on the swimsuit and your body jerks into his as you come undone. "Oh yeah," he sighs. "Fuck yeah, ohhh baby." He thrusts into you harder and you moan as your cunt chokes his cock, and with another powerful thrust he bottoms out and begins to erupt with a long sigh, pulsing warmly inside you. Then he reaches for your face and pulls down the swimsuit gag. As you gasp for air, he turns your head toward him. He kisses you deeply with his cock still rutting deep and slow inside you, pulsing the last of his seed into your depths. He moans into your mouth. And when your lips disconnect, he looks at you softly. Your eyes lock for a few seconds, more intimately than youâd expect. Then you feel awkward, and look at the back of his truckâMiller Brothers. You say the first thing that comes to mind. "Joel Miller, huh?" You cringe at yourself.Â
He raises his eyebrows. "What, like the sound'a Miller?"Â
Your face goes hot and you make a joke to change the subject. "Your brotherâa penthouse boy too?"Â
Joel's cock slides out of you and you feel empty. He starts to fix your swimsuit top and says, "Somethin' like that. . .I'll introduce ya," as he finishes straightening it. What are you, dating now?
You start to protest, "Oh, I dunno," then pivot to something more agreeable but noncommittal. âSure, maybe sometime.âÂ
â---
Joel walks you to the passenger side. What a gentleman. He opens the door for you. The seat isn't empty. There's a handsome man with longer, curly hair, a sexy smile, and his hands in his lap. Â
"Nameâs Tommy," Joel says behind you. "My lil bro."Â
When Tommy lifts a hand to give you a little salute, you see his cock is out of his pj pants.  "Howdy, sweetheart." He's not even shy about it. He raises his eyebrows and holds it at attention for you, thick and hard. Butterflies swarm in your stomach and you can't take your eyes off it. "Kept the seat warm for ya," Tommy beams.
"Go on, sugar," Joel nods to Tommy's lap. "âfore my cum leaks out everywhere."
Your heart races and your clit throbs. It feels like you're in a dream. This is so lewd and vile. But you just got pounded in a parking lot, and who's gonna know, and who cares. You wanna sit on that cock.Â
You look at Joel and he shrugs. "Don't gotta, but it's there." He leans in and gives you a kis, then murmurs "Anâ she won't be leakinâ all over." He chuckles, then kisses you again. Damn, heâs a good kisser. When his head pulls back, you give him a devious, inquisitive look. and he says, "that's my girl." He helps you up and you scrunch up your skirt more. "She's hot as fuck, man," he tells his brother.Â
You're facing the windshield, and it's like Tommyâs just part of the seat. It's a large truck so there's enough clearance over your head. Tommy's large hands come to your thighs.Â
"I got her," Joel says and Tommy moves his right hand to hold his cock for you. You tilt your hips and Tommy notches himself at your hole, which is still pulsing with an occasional aftershock. Before too much of Joel's cum can trickle down Tommy's cock, they both pull you down on him and you're stuffed full once again.Â
"Good girl," Tommy whispers. Joel looks at you lustily and reaches his hand between your legs. He gives your clit a little rub, and you spasm on Tommyâs cock with an aftershock from Joel.Â
"Goddamn," Tommy mutters.Â
"Yeah," Joel whispers, then gives you another kiss. He shoots Tommy a serious look. "Don't fuckin' come inside her."
"I know, I know." Tommy hugs you back into his broad chest. "Iâainât nothin' but a seat, honey. A seat and a plug." The crudeness makes you twitch.
Joel shuts the passenger door and goes back around to the driver's side. Tommy murmurs softly behind your ear. "Ya feel nice, though."
Joel buckles his seatbelt and starts the engine. Tommy rests his hands casually on your hips and his thick cock twitches inside you. He clears his throat.
"Tellin' ya, man," Joel warns.Â
"Nothin' to worry 'bout, brother,"Â Tommy reassures him, playing it cool. "You used her up good."Â
Joel backs up the truck and asks, "Where to?"Â
You tell him the building. It's already in view in the distance as you approach the street to pull out from the parking lot. "There," you point to it. Joel opens his Takis and puts a few in his mouth. Your walls are hugging Tommy's cock as Joel eats his snack and drives. You bounce on Tommy's thick cock as Joel pulls onto the main street, immediately getting stuck at a red light. You moan, and Tommy stifles a grunt then whispers "shhhh," into your hair. It's not a long way. But you're stuck in traffic. Â
"What do you listen to?" Joel asks and turns on the radio. It's on the local classic rock station.
"That works," you mumble, laid back against Tommy's barrel chest with your eyes half closed. While Joel is focused on the road, Tommy wedges his hand under one of the push-up cups of your bikini.Â
Tommy sighs, then whispers into your right ear where Joel canât see. "Sexy little thing ain't ya." His cock twitches. You close your eyes and take a deep breath, trying not to moan. He lightly pinches your nipple then fixes your suit again. God his cock feels good. You're almost to your friends condo, but you don't want it to be over.Â
"Can you, uhâcan you take me to my place instead?" You ask
Joel looks at you and cocks an eyebrow. "Not back to the pool?" You shake your head sleepily. "Tuckered out, huh?â he chuckles. âThat's okay baby. Where ya live?"Â
You tell him the apartment complex. It's a couple miles further. "Good girl," Tommy whispers, pleased to have you on his cock a little longer. As Joel drives, you feel Tommy subtly lifting his hips. The bumps in the road have you bouncing on him too. And with the slow traffic, wearing nothing but a bikini top and a miniskirt, you catch a few stares, even through the dark tinted windows. It turns you on more. It turns Joel on, too. He's hard again and rubbing himself over his pj's which are wrecked with drying drops of his cum, your juices, and a darker new spot of precum. Tommyâs cock is so thick, and it throbs, and occasionally twitches, and you can so freshly conjure the feeling of Joel pounding you too, whispering filth into your ear. Â
Your bodyâs building toward another climax, but youâre trying not to let it. Your cunt spasms, and Tommy's chest expands under your back with a deep inhale. "Shhh, it's okay," he murmurs. Youâre almost there.Â
"Joel, iâ" you reach over for him. He looks at your face and does a double take. "Shit," he peels into the closest corner. "It's okay, hold on for me sugar."
Tommy moans, trying so hard not to cum. "You better fuckin not,â Joel growls at Tommy. Joel takes off his seat belt as he parks and urgently takes his cock out. "C'mere baby," Joel reaches for you. Tommy groans and you feel a little pulse as he hoists you off his cock. Your cunt twitches, trying to hang onto Tommy, not wanting to let him go. Tommy erupts as his cock slides out of you and his cum paints your folds. He moans through it, cock in his hand, cum gurgling onto his fist, head tilted back, eyes closed.Â
Meanwhile Joel pulls you toward him and your cunt is beginning to flutter ever so slightly around nothing, but youâre staving off a full climax. You kneel on the empty seat between them and Joel urgently pulls you into straddling him. His cheeks are flushed and his face is serious. "yeah, I got ya baby." He wets his lips, then his mouth hangs open as his tip finds your hole and he pulls you down on his dick, even thicker than you remember. "Hell yeah," he whispers and you're packed full of cock again. "Uungghh yeah," Joel lifts his hips into you and you cum on his cock right away.Â
"Oh fuck," you gasp, "Joelâugghgh," you moan unrestrained and tilt your head back. He catches it in his hand and brings your face to his. You clench around his cock and he fucks up into you slowly. Your lips break with moans from each of you as you cum on his cock and he moves you. He hugs you into him and latches onto the unmarked side of your neck. Then your clit is grinding into him as he keeps moving you on him while your climax wanes.Â
"So damn hot, baby. Really take it like a pro." His words make you spasm again, and Joel groans. He rocks you on his cock, biting his lip. You can tell from how quiet he is, heâs trying not to cum so fast. But he canât help it and after a minute, he asks, "Ready for another load?" You nod, desperate to feel him pulse inside you. "Think ya can handle it?"
You nod and roll your hips into him. You could come again, too.Â
"Hell yeah, that's my bad girlâoh, fuck, fuckâohhh.â He grunts from the back of his throat as his cock pulses enormously inside you, adding to his first load. As his moan wanes, his lips latch onto yours again. Your lips move together, and you begin to clench around his cock again, whimpering into his mouth with the pleasure. It seems to last forever. When your lips break, he reads your eye and mutters, "fuck, you're hot.â
He breathes heavily while his pulses continue but echo smaller and smaller, as with your aftershocks on him. He sits back against the seat for a moment catching his breath. "You're somethin' else," he whispers, then looks around outside. "What unit are you?"Â
You tell him your apartment number and point out the building. You stay impaled on his cock as he drives to that building. He nuzzles his nose and mouth into your neck. He parks the car, then spends another moment with you. He nibbles your neck, presses sweet kisses into your jaw, fixes your hair, then whispers, "Nice to meet ya, sugar."Â
Tommy gets out of the truck and walks around to the driverâs side, and opens Joelâs door. Joel kisses you goodbye, deeply, with tongue, and helps hoist you off his cock. Tommy helps you down out of the truck while Joel tucks his cock away. Tommy gives you a hug and kisses you on the cheek. Then they drive away and leave you wrecked and wanting more.Â
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