#working on these today bbs!!!!

[luxmoogle]

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ A q u a ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

[shares-a-vest]

Prompt: Lazy Sunday (Discord Drabble) Ft. Eddie's butt because well, we all saw that gif from Hoard today right?

Steve wanders back into the bedroom to find Eddie just where he left him: lounging on his bed and wearing nothing at all.

He smiles as he stops just by the foot of the bed, admiring his boyfriend and how the afternoon sunlight is highlighting Eddie's shoulders, the subtle muscles in his back.

The peaks and valleys of his scars.

The plump flesh of his –

"– Can you believe Julia Roberts, man?" Eddie says, tearing Steve from his lovesick and ogling stupor.

He flaps the magazine page he is reading and shakes his head, his somewhat frizzed curls bouncing with the movement.

Eddie continues babbling away – something about Kiefer Sutherland and the other guy from The Lost Boys and how 'scandalous' he finds the whole thing.

But it all goes in one ear and out the other, all because Eddie's dramatic retelling has him squirming about as he talks and causes his ass to jiggle just enough that Steve is left hypnotised.

[selfshippinglover]

More Admin! AU Bunnybot doodles

AU byyyyyy @4thwallbreakerdraws2

Know your Mod!! Just a liddle practice doodle of them that I liked :33

Mod: "Since how long?"

Bunnybot: "Uhm..."

Bunnybot: (Who does she think she is?? Think I'm gonna answer your questions when you keep trying to turn my boss into that fuckass mouse! No way!)

Bunnybot: "Not even a couple of months. Only had one mission with him before ending up in this shit hole."

Mod: "Interesting...."

All the homies hate the rat! (The vibes are good here lol)

In case anyone was wondering how BB feels about Mickey...

Mickey: "Now get out there and smile!~"

Bunnybot: "Yes sir!" (DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE)

Bunnybot: "Hey boss, what do you wanna do when we bust outta here?"

Dip: "Honestly?"

(had no idea what he'd say but I keep wondering if his goals for when he escapes have changed or not based on this experience)

[boypr1ncesss]

the thing about the queer media tournament that really gets me is that last i checked there wasn't a single mxtx work on it. like not even the untamed made it in and don't get me wrong the og mo dao zu shi books are huge but cql is def more popular among tumblr circles. idk it just really rubs me the wrong way how every single piece of western media that ppl have ever gotten a lil bit aggressive abt shipping with is there and then for east asian media there's utena and madoka magica and the handmaiden and last i checked that was pretty much it. and then for the rest of the world there's next to/nothing but idk enough to really make judgements there.

[autism-corner]

huge day btw

[heyacris]

My Blush Blush Marshmallow oc

Name: Alin Valle Thane

Age: 20

Birthday: March 23

Pronouns: She/Her, He/him

Favorite job: Baker

Liked trait: Guts

Orientation: Bisexual demiromantic

Blood type: A-

Favorite hobbie: Painting

Favorite food: Brigadeiro

Gift preference: paint and brushes

Occupation: Witch and voluntary work.

Height: 5'3'' (161 cm)

Personality: Alin is a extrovert, being very well humored and playful, sometimes using her spells to play some harmless pranks, but she also is a very kind and altruistic and always stands up for himself and others. Though, sometimes his energetic behavior might turn into impulsiveness and recklessness due to him being a very emotionally intense person.

He has very a very bad awareness of dangerous situations, not caring about putting himself at risk as ling as it doesn’t affect others, especially if it's to help someone. But as bad as his danger awareness is, he has a kinda good intuition to people's intentions.

[jaeyooniverse]

HWI YOUNG - Drive5 (2023)

[thefruits]

shout out to the people who broke into the store i work at and trashed it to the point that we’re closed for at least the next two days

[selfproclaimedunicorn]

I'm so close to being done with the current chapter of SOTF that I can taste it. Like the finish line is in sight

[airenyah]

oh FUCK it's happening in the eclipse too....

you know that first time we get a flashback to aye with his uncle? when aye is sitting in his room looking at the dictionary, remembers his uncle, and then cries?

the music that starts in the flashback and continues to play while aye is crying is called what i can't foget

[mer-se]

um today is so fucking weird

[kekkuda]

Part of the process of recovering from my first psychotic episode has involved revisiting all of the famous gothic horror literature i read and was fascinated by as a preteen and reading Poe has been a constant experience of yeah I’ve been there before buddy and it really does feel like he was ahead of his time in terms of presenting reality as inherently absurd in a way his peers didn’t often touch upon. People often stop their analysis at “Edgar Allan Poe utilizes unreliable narrators a lot” instead of going a bit further to put themselves in the shoes of the characters and asking what it feels like to live in an unreliable reality. Reading Poe stories feels so very melancholic at a moment in my life when I don’t know how to get care for these issues, whether or not I’m actually sound of mind or just convincing myself I’m losing touch with reality-- in other words “faking it.” Ever since the incident moments of joy and curious hobbies have gone from being seen by those around me as quirky hyperfixations to something more sinister and unwell. Others who I thought really cared for my health and safety seem to treat the revelation that I am “losing my mind, no literally. . . please let me tell you what happened” with the if i’m retelling the story of what flavor of soda i picked at the vending machine. It’s so alienating as if being terrified of your own mind and it’s capability to break apart the rules of reality isn’t alienating enough. I think Poe really captures that feeling I get when things are just a bit off until they crescendo into an event that seems massive and tiny and inconsequential all the same. I really can’t describe it because the fear I feel is unlike any other fear I’ve felt and you don’t know it until you’ve felt it and it clicks. Out of curiosity I wanted to see how well H.P. Lovecraft held up or if my distaste for his work was strictly from the knowledge of who the man was in life. The answer is no, it does not. Frankly I find it insulting that H.P. Lovecraft is put at the same level as Poe, far above the tens of Gothic writers that preceded him by decades to nearly a century. . . of whom Lovecraft would openly take influence from just to water down down everything that makes those works interesting. The “indescribable” horrors that Lovecraft describes are paradoxically comprehensible. I’ve had many discussions with my partner about why more grounded surrealist art feels far more surreal and uneasy than art that is comprised of endless “weird” imagery. To keep this topic brief, think something like David Lynch. His films are utterly bizarre compared to your average hollywood blockbuster, sure, but as far as surrealist media goes? His films are very grounded in reality, but that reality feels off and strange in a way that genuinely is indescribable. When I read Lovecraft on the other hand, it feels like he read a lot of gothic literature about the sublime, indescribably transcendent nature of the universe and replaced that with essentially. . . a big scary monster. When Lovecraft writes “indescribable” or other similar words as a descriptor for what his characters see, it feels akin to when 14 year olds discover the SCP wiki and think that the more you write REDACTED or [DATA EXPUNGED] the scarier the object of horror is. It feels lazy when you’re not given any other reason to feel afraid. When I read Dagon it feels like I’m reading an early 2010s creepypasta written by someone who hasn’t been writing long enough to analyze what makes something scary. It genuinely feels like someone trying to write what they think psychosis might be like. His stories are so inhuman (and not in the way he’s trying to achieve) and detached, and I never get the is it real or not feeling I get from older gothic stories dealing with notions of sanity and humanity’s role in the universe. I know the big spooky space creatures are real in the universe of the text, so I don’t really connect the Lovecraftian hero’s lapses of sanity. You don’t see the same tragic decay of mind and body and ill-fated social dynamics that permeate so many of Poe’s stories. I genuinely don’t know what purpose there is to be gained from the oft-quoted declaration that the core of Lovecraft is about uncovering knowledge you aren’t supposed to know. I frankly don’t know how you can separate the art from the artist for HPL when so much of his work seems to pretty clearly match up with antisemitic “secret global society” conspiracy theories that go back centuries upon centuries. Think about it for two seconds: the “terrible knowledge” that gets discovered is typically the existence of some all-powerful cosmic race that seems to hide itself at all costs and could possibly end humanity’s pitiful existence should they so choose to do so. So much of his work involves this utterly unsympathetic view of otherness as an “indescribable threat” in society whereas I think a lot of Poe’s writing really captures the terror of being othered at a time when the treatment of mentally ill and disabled people was at one of its all-time peaks. I might revisit this idea again when I’m not tired as shit but I think in all, Lovecraft feels almost boring. Nothing feels really impressive despite the scale of its horror. In some ways, Poe really feels almost shockingly similar to a lot of postmodern man-vs-reality narratives, whereas Lovecraft feels like he takes a lot of the same aesthetics of gothic literature and uses it to craft a narrative that is far more simplistic than it seems at first glance. It hardly even qualifies as a man-vs-god narrative prevalent in the time of the Illiad, but given HPL’s track record when it comes to respecting human beings it’s all just a bare bones black and white us-versus-them man-vs-man narrative. Now, art doesn’t have to be thematically complex to be good, but I find it a bit insulting when the man with the copy-paste self insert characters with the personality of soggy paper wants to profess understanding of profoundly existentialist, indescribable terror. . . and the vast majority of his work is just an allegory with a metaphor writing-hand heavier than CS Lewis’s own that gives me no insights about the world other than that he literally couldn’t get over the “indescribable” fear of “grug look different from ogg, grug bad!” dog you didn’t make a cosmic discovery you are literally the fuckin meme “men will smoke weed once and think they’re enlightened for discovering empathy” or whatever. i have more transcendental experiences railing twinks and cuddling with pretty girls talk about smth really indescribable!!!!! it’s fucking caveman shit. mf really would be writing shitty fanfic of shadow puppets if you locked him in the cave fr fr. prolly wouldn’t notice he’s in an allegory fr fr life is indescribable and that’s what makes it beautiful and tragic and precious just eat a cock like the rest of us instead ur scarin the hoes with your shitty octopus fursona!

[autism-corner]

me whne

[spacebugarts]

I was talking about bugs at my therapy appointment today and my therapist asked how I knew so much about them like girl I was JUST telling you I was looking into getting an autism diagnosis

[inkykeiji]

clari! hi! it’s drivers license anon again!! sadly i did not pass my test :(( i did really good on the mock tests but got too nervous and made too many mistakes. but beast monday i get to do it again and i’m hoping for good results!! anyways picturing touya-nii comforting me helped with the whole feeling like a failure thing. i know he can be really sweet and giving how much i was crying when i left the place, id like to think that hed be really sweet and tell me how everything will be alright, and that theses things happen (doesn’t matter that i already know that, being babied and pampered is always welcome) anyways^ hope you’re doing well!! wishing you the best!!

aw sweetpea i’m so sorry!! :( i’ve got my fingers crossed for you anon, i know you can do it!! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ AWWWW HEHE i’m so glad to hear that imagining touya comforting you helped you feel a lil better!! <33 that’s awesome!! he absolutely would be sooo sweet, he’d baby you the whole way home as well as for the rest of the night—to the point where it’s nearly suffocating—and he’d threaten several times to kill the person who upset his precious lil sweetheart and made her cry; no one is allowed to make you cry except for him!! >:( this is also one of those rare times where you’d be allowed to get whatever you want, no questions asked; he just wants to make you feel better <3

[dkettchen]

Today I not so much learned that, as figured out which, one of my uni course mates worked on Nimona as a modeller x’D