#xplrvibes

[annab-nana]

Happy Birthday!

thank you babe!!

[xplrvibes]

Hey FYI- last week, I got kicked from xplrclub because they didn't charge me on the 25th like they were supposed to. I put my credit card info in to get back in on the 1st, only for those scammy motherfuckers to then proceed to charge me twice.

I have now paid $38 US Dollars for access to a website that honestly isn't even worth $5.

Can't get their customer service to respond to my very strongly worded emails (and trust me, I know how to strongly word an email), so now I had to start a dispute with my bank for one of the charges.

So, anyone who gets kicked from xplrclub in the next couple days because of "non-payment" beware- there is fuckery afoot.

Remember how I used to occasionally grade xplrclub? This shit right here got them an automatic F for this semester. 🤣

[golbrocklovely]

a couple weeks ago, aussie anon said to @xplrvibes that jake took down trap house anthem and goof juice. so of course, i had to reupload trap house anthem... and if i don't get copyright striked by jake, i'll be reuploading goof juice too haha

[golbrockstar]

Me, sipping my midnight tea and reading @golbrocklovely and @xplrvibes ask posts like a gossip magazine: oh, snc really fumbled on those looks huh

[useraew]

rules: shuffle your repeat playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten ppl

thanks @narcobarbies 💖

1. Almost love / Sabrina Carpenter

2. Self portrait / Talia Mar

3. Super over / Leah Kate

4. Flatline / 5sos

5. Already over / Sabrina Carpenter

6. What are we? / Olivia O'Brien

7. Lie / Halsey

8. Attention / Doja Cat

9. I can see you / Taylor Swift

10. 1121 / Halsey

I tag @99hook @730hook @goddess-of-time-and-magic @reddesertcolbs @xplrvibes

[socialanxiety-queen]

Tagged by my baby @omegainthesheets 😘🥰

Rules: Tag 9 people you’re interested in getting to know better. No pressure if you don’t want to :).

Favorite Color: Blue

Currently Reading: I don’t read books much anymore

Last Song: Harry Styles probably

Last Series: The Witcher

Last Movie: Watched a ton of JD films

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Having a hard time eating right now, but Spicy

Currently Working On: My health

Tagging: @xplrvibes @lonely-xplr @starryevermore @annab-nana @golbrockstar

[rebelemilu]

How about this one? Always loved the vibe of it 😍

Thank you bubs🥺❤️

I hope you like 🥺❤️

[eulchu]

I picked 3 numbers at random, so apologies if they aren't good questions: 16, 34, 51 🥰

hi love! i hope you're doing well <3 it's been so long!! i've missed you. thanks for the (very very good) questions❤️

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?

before i started college, yeah! all the time for a lot of reasons. and i guess confessing counts too? although i'm usually the one to take the first step, but yeah, a couple of crushes i haven't told them i liked them.

34. most embarrassing moment

lmao probably fall 2019 i screamed in my fav actor's face HELLO when we were leaving instead of goodbye. i'm sure he didn't even realize but i wanted to disappear

51. starsign

lil cancer baby🥰

get to know me :)

[cbrosa-archived]

🍓love train! send this to all the people who deserve love! don’t forget to spread the love! 🍓

@xplrvibes

thank you so much dearest <3 same energy goes to you!

[ilguna]

🌺send this to ten bloggers you think are wonderful. keep the game going🌺

thank you!! <3

[starryevermore]

moonlit kisses and starlit wishes sleepover

you’ve been invited to kayla’s moonlit kisses & starlit wishes sleepover! where is it? right in my askbox! when is it? it’s from june 1 at 5:00pm EST - june 14 at 5:00pm EST! what does this entail? keep reading to find out!

note: if you are asking for multiple things, PLEASE send each request in individual asks! 

✨ blurbs/headcanons

wanna see something with a specific character? send in a “✨” emoji + plus a prompt (from the list provided or something of your own creation), a made-up fic title, or a continuation/expansion of something i’ve already written, and i’ll write something for you!

if you use the list provided, please specify from which list you are referring to AND which prompt (can copy and paste the full prompt or tell me the number if there is a number). if you fail to specify the list & only provide the prompt number, i’ll pick the prompt. 

for the purposes of this sleepover, i’ll be writing for moon knight and star wars characters. 

moon knight: steven grant, marc spector, jake lockley, or layla el-faouly

star wars: poe dameron, luke skywalker, din djarin, obi-wan kenobi (or more! feel free to ask! for reference, i’ve watched all 3 trilogies, the disney+ shows, and the clone wars movie. i have not yet watched the clone wars animated series or any other animated series.)

i write angst, fluff, smut, and dark fics. if you have a preference for what the blurb/headcanon will be, please specify it in your ask. 

standard request faq information does still apply. 

darklordofthesimp prompts | the mandalorian dialogue prompts | star wars-inspired nsfw prompts

🌑 moodboards

if you would like a mopboard, send in a “🌑” emoji + a concept (ex. date night with steven)

☄️ mini games

just your typical little games on tumblr! send in a “☄️” emoji and any game you wanna play (would you rather, fmk, top fives, this or that, etc.)

🌙 ask the writer

send in a “🌙” emoji and ask me anything about my writing, such as my favorite things to write, why i made certain creative decisions, why i write, how i got started, my wips, writing advice/tips, or anything of that nature!

🪐 chat with me

got something you wanna rant about? something good happen in your life? wanna just chat about your day? send in a “🪐” emoji and literally talk to me about anything!

tagging some folks: @golbrockstar​ @xplrvibes​ @annab-nana​ @randomcinnamonpumpkinspice​ @jakelcckley​ @cwbucky​ @winterbaebucky​ (if you would like to not be tagged in things like these, please let me know)

[annab-nana]

Congrats! I'm so bad at being creative with these, so I'll ask for a moodboard based on whatever vibes you pick up from me, or whatever vibes you are in the mood to capture.

💥

Okay so I think because of your icon you remind me of the sky and red and black but you’re also an absolute sweetheart so we’ve got a lot of hearts and love and stuff hehe :)

Come celebrate with me <3

[xplrvibes]

Only lukewarm tea? I wanted the boiling hot one :-(

Have no fear - there's always another fresh kettle on the burner somewhere.

[golbrocklovely]

Ignoring the rest of the fandom, are you gonna do an analysis of the parts of the video you found interesting? Because that would be super interesting to read/hear as usually you give very good analysis of things and I'd be super interested to hear what parts interested you the most.

these might be a bit out of place compared to the podcast, but here are some parts that stuck out to me.

also omg this became so long so... grab a snack or something lol

i think it was really telling, and also interesting, to hear about sam's dad and how involved he was with snc and their careers early on. first off, his dad retiring at 47 is crazy, so clearly he was business savvy man and i'm glad to hear how much he helped the boys in the beginning and made sure to really help navigate them. the telling part to all of this is the fact that one of my assumption for the longest time was that colby's family (not his mom, but everyone else - especially his dad) were not as supportive. and this was kinda proof of it. i think they both have relatively conservative families, but colby's is clearly more conservative than sam's. bc if you saw your son being passionate about something and instead of being supportive, you kinda shoot him down - even tho he is finding success and making money from it - you come across like a bad parent in my eyes. it's one thing to be concerned, of course. but it's another thing to be discouraging.

i always had a feeling his family wasn't supportive, given the fact he never even mentions his family besides his mom and occasionally his brother, but this really nailed it on the head for me. it really brings me back to when snc hit some high number of subs, like 6 mil or more, and colby's dad texted him something like "6 mil. that's cool." or something extremely vague like that. and i'm like…… you wanna try to sound a little enthused there, pops??? lol

them, in general, talking about the bts-business stuff was honestly really intriguing to me. bc i've always wondered what happens on the back end of their content, since they never really talk about it. hearing them have adsense taken away from them bc they signed to a shady mcm is so surprising bc they have never mentioned that before. and it honestly makes me wonder if that was why they started their separate channels. i think they had mentioned years ago that they made their personal channels bc they wanted to make content that was outside the snc brand or that just wouldn't have fit on there, so i wonder if part of that was due to not having as much adsense for so long and just needing another avenue to gain money.

i think something else that i thought was cool to hear about was the beginning stages of their confidence journey back when they were in hs. it's an interesting conversation to be had that they (and probably many other guys) grew their social confidence thru disturbing the peace or getting girls' numbers and things of that nature but then comparing that to how girls gain confidence. bc i was the same way as them growing - i was shy, introverted, and socially awkward. and i just feel like all of those things that they claimed to do: the pranks, the "go game", things of that nature, that wouldn't have led me to being more confident. that would have just made me feel foolish, or even less social. but that's also, i think, just my general demeanor anyway. i wish they would have went a little more in depth when asked "why were you so introverted" or however the interviewer put it. bc that would have been a really interesting conversation. too bad they didn't stay on that too long.

like @xplrvibes mentioned, the anxiety conversation really just showed the difference between sam who has situational/occasional anxiety vs colby who (most likely, but i'm no doctor) has an anxiety disorder. to say your most confident was at 15 and you have to continue to stretch your social muscles…. that's not how """"normal"""" ppl work. but i get colby truly. it makes sense why he is a bit of a recluse sometimes or likes his alone time. i think this also weirdly shows that colby, while introverted/a loner naturally, can make friends easily vs sam, who likes to be around others, interestingly can't make friends all too well. or at least comes across awkwardly (by his own admission).

i liked their in depth talk about the killing best friend prank bc they haven't talked about it in years. i vividly remember when that happened and i was so shocked by the idea of it that i didn't watch it and it was before i was even a fan of them. still to this day haven't seen the whole thing. but it was nice to hear sam admit that he was in on it, even tho i know in years past he said the same thing. but so many ppl still believe he wasn't… idk. i personally think he was. plus he literally admitted he taught himself to cry (which… sounds very sociopathic, but i digress lol).

i saw a couple ppl freak out on them for saying that "if we did the following fat ppl vine now, it probably wouldn't be as much of an issue" which… is literally not what they said, but is what ppl claim they were saying. but i get what snc actually meant, which is that if they were starting out again, today, at the age they were all the way back in the day - no one would care about them the same way they have in the past. the pr stunts that they have done over the years that surprisingly worked would most likely not now. i think in a way they would get lost in the shuffle of other content creators. but part of that also is bc of what trends now vs what used to be new and exciting back then. but it is worth noting how many times things have worked out for snc in the end. xplr gods might actually be on their side after all lol

even tho i know snc have kinda done it et nauseum at this point, i do find the topic of the conjuring house interesting. especially since they made this whole spectacle about it bts to friends and really wanted other ppl's opinions on it and what they captured. and i think that, regardless of how you feel about snc or cody and satori, shows that snc really do believe what happened there and were extremely moved by it. that was obvious on camera as well, but i think it's sweet in a way how excited they were and still are about what they experienced there, whether it was technically real or not. i wish there was a way they could talk about it without debunkers losing their minds.

okay so there is a part where snc are talking about the devil's rocking chair, and colby let's slip that he felt like there was a voice telling him to stay in the chair longer…….. and i just need everyone to know that i hate when colby doesn't say that shit while it's happen and instead holds onto it for years and then casually says "oh yeah btw". like???? his empathic nature towards spirits and whatnot is so fascinating to me and i direly need to to explore that more, especially when snc have made it known that they want to work with less equipment/be more open.

the one thing i will fault these two guys interviewing snc for is when they got onto the topic of colby's cancer, colby alluded to there being some underlying trauma when it came to his cancer. that going thru chemo was fine during, but has caused trauma down the line. and like, i would love to know what he means by that. bc a lot of the time, when he talks about this, he alludes to there being something right under the surface, but no one ever presses him on it. of course, i get why some wouldn't do that, but i am genuinely curious. especially since colby always leads with "guys, it surprisingly wasn't that bad. and i'm doing a-okay now" which… hey that's great, but feels not quite right. i pray that colby took time to just, idk, cry or freak out or get angry - SOME FORM of emotion that wasn't just calm, cool, collected. it's great he was optimistic and kept his head up the whole time. that's fantastic. but i worry he's not allowing himself to feel everything fully. and you know, maybe a podcast isn't the place to do that on, sure; but i hope he's done it on his own time.

i think the final thing i want to say that i found interesting is the discussion they had about productivity. imma be honest, i'm very concerned in the long run as to how things are gonna work out for them. bc you have colby who clearly wants a break and needs one at some point, and then you have sam who feels like shit if he's NOT working. that at one point he felt like it was his purpose to work and without working, he didn't have one. and i get they have found a "balance" or so they say on that, but i just feel like in the long run if sam doesn't calm the fuck down on working constantly, he's gonna burn the both of them out. also everything he was talking about when it came to productivity and having that tied to how he feels about himself and whatnot… he sounded like he was about to have a break down or something. he sounded neurotic, and honestly i'm concerned for sam. also measuring every action you do in whether it's productive or not or HOW it's product and to what… dear god, just go to therapy. holy shit.

okay. i think that was everything. sorry this was super long, but hopefully that makes up for me taking like two days to respond lol

[guilt-tea]

34 and 46 for the asks 🥰

Thank you for the ask🥰💓

34: what place do you want to visit the most?

Uhhhg does wanting to travel the whole world count? If I had to choose only one place right now, I would say Iceland.

46: if you had to describe your tumblr with only 5 words what would they be?

Mess of -cores and fandoms

[xplrsworld]

Numbers 19 and 33 for the questions.

19. what's your dream career?

i don't dream of labour lmao, i never had like a dream job growing up. if i could i would never work a day in my life but if i could be anything i would be a translator working in publishing or if i didn't have an anxiety disorder i would love to work in theater as an actress

33. if you had to describe your tumblr with only 5 words what would they be?

inactive, shitposting reblogs, måneskin and ordinary