#yandere xiao x male reader

[yourheart-inmyhands]

Hii, just call me Skull anon. I've been very curious about how different yanderes would do so I'm asking for a request.

How would Xiao, Albedo, and Wriothesley deal with a Drug addict reader who was already in an unstable state, struggling to survive with rent and had bad trauma? The trauma could be anything you'd like.

Of course, you can deny this request if it makes you uncomfortable. No pressure or anything.

so i was a little hesitant to do this because I wasn't sure how well I could properly portray this, but going sort of off my own experience with certain things and trying to remain calm i wrote this. i can't really explain what compelled me to, but i do hope you enjoy this and please, read the warnings for this one :] <3

Warning: this post contains yandere-themes, including delusional behaviors, implied being held against will, manipulation tactics, mentions of substance abuse and recovery from it, obsessive behaviors, and other potential topics. Please Read At Your Own Risk!

Yandere!Xiao would be concerned internally but look indifferent externally. He’s conflicted, because he knows you’re struggling and that humans are a lot weaker, that you need help, but he doesn’t know how to help, he’s never had to be in this position before. He consults many people, fellow adepti, Zhongli, even the Traveler, none of whom he gives the full picture to but instead dances around the main ideas and works off vague descriptions.

Xiao’s first step in helping you was moving you in to the Wangshu Inn with him, where he could watch over you better. He has a reserved room there, though he never really uses it. Sleep is beyond his needs so he rarely rests, but you need rest so he allows you to have the room. This comes with him barging in on you whenever he sees fit though, day to night at any moment he could pop in without you even knowing. He had a strange way of doing that, a lot. He isn’t sure how to help with trauma or substance abuse, those aren’t the evils he usually fights, but he knows people he can ask about that. Xiao didn’t like admitting that he didn’t know what to do, but grumbling and giving Baizhu some vague descriptions of the situation helped him get a better idea of what to do. Xiao decides to take the soft approach of slowly weening you off the awful stuff, not wanting you to be left with more problems from quitting cold turkey. It’s a long road and Xiao was sorta kinda prepared to help you through it. He likes having you this close though, this dependent on him and his help.

Yandere!Albedo struggles with his feelings. His lack of humanity means he really only experiences feelings that are typically in abundance, meaning he doesn’t feel unless the feeling is so strong it cannot be ignored. His research is all he really knows so he takes the opportunity to offer ‘assistance.’ In exchange for staying with him and allowing him to study your responses and reactions, he would help you with your addiction.

It seemed like a good deal at first, Albedo would provide adequate housing, a quaint apartment in the heart of Mondstat, in exchange for being allowed to study you as he helped you over your drug problem. It would kill two birds with one stone no? What he didn’t tell you though was that he planned to have you quit cold turkey, wanting to watch how your body would respond to the sudden withdrawals. Of course, if anything started to border on the edge of life-threatening, he’d take preventative measures to ensure you lived, but otherwise, you were not permitted to leave or take any addictive substances. Albedo oversees all your care, meaning that for the entire recovery process, you are confined to a bedroom with him hovering over you, notepad and pencil in hand and large, unblinking eyes boring holes into you. It was unsettling, and even when you were on the upswing, finally getting to where the grass was greener, he still refused to allow you out or allow others in, saying that it could compromise the research. In reality, he just didn’t want anyone else near you, he had loved having you all to himself and didn’t want to share you ever again.

Yandere!Wriothesley is surprisingly educated on what to do. Not only had a few people in similar conditions come through the prison, but it was his job to make sure that he knew everything about everyone who passed into this place. With the help of some staff at the Fortress of Meropide, he moves you into a room in the staff wing, assigning you a set of personalized staff to help with your addictions. There were only two conditions, he would check in on you every day to ensure you were sticking to your recovery and that when you were finally okay, you would work as his assistant to pay off your debt. 

Wriothesley wasn’t worried about the money that was put towards your recovery, it was nothing to someone with the title of Duke. He was more concerned with you being alive than momentary pleasures like wealth, but he used the excuse of you needing to pay him back to keep you around longer. He checks in with you every day, typically around dinner time, he’ll take a break to eat with you and talk about your day, building a relationship and establishing a connection, but sometimes he takes short breaks to check in on you. Wriothesley also speaks with the assigned group of nurses and staff that were there specifically for you every day, getting word from them on your progress and how things are looking. He enjoys seeing you slowly getting better day by day, his hope for the future strong as he dreams of the day you become officially his. He had no intention of ever letting you leave the Fortress of Meropide, at least not without him, arm wrapped protectively around you as he escorts you around, as a partner should.

[harmonysanreads]

hi! if this interests you in any way, yan xiao and yan scara with s/o who's naturally kind to everyone, not only them? would they want to hoard their s/o's sunshine to themselves only, would they go through unholy lengths to keep them away from others so they're kind only to them? kind of :)

Hiii! I think we all can agree that these two would adore a kind s/o, in fact, your kindness will accelerate their yandere tendencies. Xiao and Scaramouche are similar yet vastly different in their approach and intentions to such a situation.

Scaramouche would 100% hoard your kindness, monopolizing it thereafter. His methodology merely varies depending on the most prominent periods of his existence.

Kabukimono, who's an infant to every little wonder of this world, takes just a little while to grasp the warmth of your glow. When he does, he understands its necessity to him by comparing it to the air that humans so desperately need to survive. Kabukimono tries to give you the benefit of the doubt for a while, too, but much like a child, he'll quickly become pouty when he sees you showering others in the same kindness. What, was it wrong for him to think himself a little special? He'll probably just follow you around like a duckling (not that he already doesn't everyday) and stare blankly at the person til they get uncomfortable and leave. Should you raise a brow at him—ah no, you can't. After all, he's just an innocent puppet who can barely comb his own hair, he's still new to all this. So, you have no other choice but to take the liberty of teaching him, digging your own grave.

Kunikuzushi is far more expressive and desperate, this is where his protective nature starts to dominate. The world is cruel and ugly, the humans you're so carelessly allowing to take advantage of you? They'll all crush you, extinguish your light. He cannot allow those vermins to greedily take all your attention. Kunikuzushi is also reckless, you try to understand him even when its apparent something is terribly wrong with him but does it affect anything? Yes, it merely strengthens his belief that you should be protected from the filth of the world.

The Balladeer, oh, is he smitten (all his incarnations are but that's besides the point). But unlike his younger selves he has all the means and an equally uncaring mindset for others necessary to actually take action. When he's certain that your kindness isn't just a fad, he's not allowing anyone else to bask in its glow. He's the most unhesitant to do so and you have no choice but to follow along his whims, burdened by your own kindness that deters you from even blaming him.

For Wanderer, it'd take more time than Kabukimono to develop that sort of jealously. Having just recovered his past memories, he's a little overwhelmed, if not confused with his next course of action. At the same time, he's trying to be better. So, letting another person have that kind of grasp on him again will result in prolonged inner debates. He appreciates your kindness albeit, he can't help but wonder if you would still smile at him the same had you known of his past crimes. The anemo vision might've become Wanderer's heart but he still lacks a will to live and if you were to become that will? It's not a stretch to say he wouldn't try to keep all your attention on him and boy does he succeed. All those centuries of trial and error has taught him much and it's finally time to put that experience to good use.

Xiao on the other hand takes much, much more time, not.. necessarily or soley to develop that envy but the awareness of what on Teyvat he's actually doing. The intricacies of human emotions fly over Xiao's head, the only thing he cares to understand is that he likes it when you go out of your way to nurse his wounds despite his protests and pushes, when you greet him and ask how his day went (to which he always answers the same) or as you routinely bring him almond tofu despite his insistence that you needn't do so every single day. He isn't exactly surprised when he sees you treating others similarly, he might even consider himself the lucky one for having the blessing of your warmth. The only instance I see him, technically, hoarding your benevolence is if the people around you meant you harm. Xiao would then simply dispose of them but when that doesn't work anymore? Although it might take immense amount of contemplation and an equally strong push, until Xiao has no choice but to arrange his Adepti realm for a proper stay.

[white-sinner]

Yandere Xiao

X adeptus male neko reader

Warning: kidnapping, sex, touching, overpowering

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everyone in Liyue knows the adeptus m/n especially for being half cat his senses are much more amplified than any mortal so his speed, reflexes, vision and hearing are incomparable but what will happen when a certain adeptus not very good at relationships will have a crush on M/n?

Yandere xiao: who fought alongside you in the war of the archons at that time he had a strange feeling for you but not knowing what it was he chose to ignore it long after his comrades fell you were the only thing he had left and he swore by his last breath to protect you by now things had changed in Liyue but not you.. always on guard as in the past

Yandere xiao: with the arrival of the new traveler Morax's death was a real mess all the Adepts were called to protect Liyue together with the mortals but one was missing and xiao I notice it was you

Yandere xiao: that during the fall of the Jade Mansion you leapt out of the shadows and caught the traveler as he fell. xiao know you were there as in the war of the archons you stayed in the shadows to observe and only came out when the situation was critical

Yandere xiao: that after everything was over i call the traveler to explain the situation being that he was now one of the people here he trusted the traveler laughed answering Xiao that what he feels is love,

Love? Xiao was confused could he feel love isn't it only a mortal's feeling? Was that why he felt a possessive desire towards you?

Yandere xiao: that he inquired by reading a couple of books on mortals but when he learned that you had defeated abys mandates he felt jealous because you kept giving your attention to mortals and not him? of course it was part of your contract but.... in that moment he understood what he had to do

Yandere xiao; that he caught you while you were busy patrolling and took you to a house that he bought you right away you ordered him to let you go but in vain he kept telling you that he loved you and that you were his husband? why did he say such stupid things then he grabbed you by the neck and kissed you hungry his tongue slipped inside your mouth and you kept wriggling. Xiao let go but he grabbed your wrists and tied them with a special rope

Yandere Xiao :who takes you princess style and takes you into the bedroom to then rest you on the big bed and starting to undress you yelled asking what he was doing and he replied that it was something that mortals called sex and it was done between lovers and seeing that you two you were it would have been nice you scared you didn't realize that Xiao had stripped there too

Yandere xiao :That seeing you like this he said that there was no need to be shy and that you would have had great pleasure saying that with a smirk he pulled your tail and you jumped so he was holding you and started to stimulate your ears while he kissed you and pulled your tail

Yandere xiao: that after preparing you he start to fuck you so fast it was inhuman and you under him tell him that the only thing you could say was little nyan nya

Yandere xiao: that the following morning he let you rest well he has a lot of stamina despite being short but oyou managed to stay awake and he cuddled you saying sweet things in your ears

Yandere xiao: that puts you in a collar that reduces your powers to a minimum he smiled said that you didn't need it that he was there to protect you

well now you were really his weak husband now really you had no chance to run away from him

“M/n you produce such sweet sound you are so sensitive is my husband enjoying himself?~”

“Don’t worry M/n I can protect you you can rest little kitty ~”

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[elryuse]

Yandere older sister Chengxiao x younger brother reader she obsessed with him and never wants him to leave her and stay with her forever with smut

FORBIDDEN DESIRE

Yandere Older Sister Cheng Xiao X Male Younger Brother Reader (Slight SMUT)

Y/n stared at the muted television, the blaring K-pop music a distant hum in his ears. Images of his sister, Cheng Xiao, flashed across the screen, her flawless face and captivating dance moves mesmerizing millions. Yet, to Y/n, she was just a stranger with a familiar face.

Cheng Xiao had been a whirlwind of fame ever since she debuted as a K-pop idol years ago. Their childhood memories were fragmented at best, stolen by her relentless training and packed schedules. He barely remembered the warmth of her hugs, the sound of her laughter, replaced by hurried goodbyes and forced smiles.

A pang of loneliness tightened his chest. He missed her, the sister he barely knew. But whenever he tried to bridge the gap, he was met with a polite smile and a dismissal disguised as work commitments.

Suddenly, a news alert blared on the screen, shattering the silence. It was a report about a car accident involving Cheng Xiao. Y/n's heart lurched into his throat. The details were blurry, but one sentence slammed him to his core: "critical condition, emergency surgery."

Panic clawed at him. He scrambled to his feet, phone clutched tightly in his hand. He dialed Cheng Xiao's number repeatedly, each unanswered ring a hammer blow to his chest. Finally, a voice, unfamiliar and strained, picked up. It was their aunt, informing him about Cheng Xiao's urgent need for a kidney transplant.

Y/n didn't hesitate. He volunteered, a wave of protectiveness washing over him. It was the least he could do for the sister he barely knew. The surgery was a blur of anxiety and hope. Days turned into weeks as Y/n recovered in the sterile hospital room. He barely slept, his mind constantly checking on Cheng Xiao in the adjacent room.

One day, the door creaked open revealing a pale, gaunt Cheng Xiao. Her eyes, usually sparkling with life, were dull and shadowed. But when they landed on him, a flicker of recognition ignited within them. Tears welled up in her eyes, spilling down her cheeks as she choked out, "Y/n… you saved me."

Her voice, usually strong and confident, was a broken whisper. Y/n felt a surge of warmth bloom in his chest. This was Cheng Xiao, vulnerable and real, a stark contrast to the distant K-pop idol on the screen.

From that day on, a change swept through their relationship. Cheng Xiao, discharged from the hospital, made a conscious effort to connect. They spent evenings watching movies, Y/n patiently explaining the plot points lost due to her years in Korea. She cooked for him, her laughter filling the once-silent apartment with a melody he never knew he craved.

One night, as they sat on the couch, a comfortable silence settling around them, Cheng Xiao reached out and took his hand. Her touch sent a jolt through him, a spark of something unfamiliar. He looked into her eyes, expecting warmth, but found a possessive glint that sent shivers down his spine.

"Y/n," she started, her voice a husky whisper, "You saved my life. You're my hero."

He smiled, his heart stuttering in his chest. "We're siblings, Cheng Xiao. That's what siblings do for each other."

But her grip tightened, her gaze burning into his. "No, Y/n," she breathed, her voice laced with a possessiveness he couldn't decipher. "You're mine. You gave me a part of yourself, and now I want all of you."

Y/n's smile faltered. He stammered, trying to pull his hand free. "Cheng Xiao, what are you saying? This isn't… this isn't right."

But she wouldn't let go. Her eyes, once filled with gratitude, now flickered with a manic intensity. "You saved me, Y/n," she insisted, her voice thick with emotion. "Now, let me save you. Let me be the only one you need."

Fear, cold and sharp, snaked its way into Y/n's gut. He tried to reason with her, to explain the boundaries between siblings, but her words fell on deaf ears. The sister he yearned for had morphed into something dark and possessive.

The nights that followed were a chilling descent into madness. Walls seemed to close in, the once-comfortable apartment transformed into a gilded cage. Cheng Xiao became clingy, her affection suffocating. She'd follow him around the house, her gaze an unnerving constant.

One night, Y/n woke up to the faint scent of lavender, his sister's favorite. He sat up, heart hammering in his chest, as he saw a dark figure leaning over him. It was Cheng Xiao, her eyes gleaming in the moonlight, a seductive smile playing on her lips

Y/n's breath hitched in his throat. Panic clawed at him, but before he could even stammer a protest, Cheng Xiao's lips were on his. The familiar scent of lavender mingled with the sweetness of her lip gloss, sending a confusing jolt through him.

The kiss wasn't gentle; it was desperate, possessive. Her hand snaked around his neck, her fingers digging into his skin as she deepened the kiss. Y/n froze, his mind in a war between confusion and a primal instinct to respond.

He tasted her fear, a strange undercurrent beneath the sweetness of her cherry lip balm. It was a fear that mirrored his own, a fear that twisted into something else entirely. He found himself responding, his hand hesitantly reaching for her waist.

Cheng Xiao moaned into the kiss, a sound that sent shivers down his spine. It was a sound of hunger, a yearning so intense it scared him. He pulled back slightly, gasping for breath. Her eyes, usually sparkling with mischief, were now dark and hungry, her gaze fixed on him with an intensity that made him feel like prey.

"Y/n," she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. "Don't leave me. You're mine now. We're connected, you and I."

He wanted to argue, to explain the lines she was crossing, but the words wouldn't come. He was trapped in the storm of her emotions, caught in the headlights of her obsessive gaze. Before he could find his voice, her lips were back on his, this time softer, more seductive.

She explored his mouth with a newfound urgency, her touch igniting a fire within him he couldn't explain. Her hand trailed down his chest, sending shivers down his spine. His own inhibitions crumbled like sandcastles under a tidal wave. He was drowning in her touch, a prisoner of his own conflicting emotions.

He found himself kissing her back, his own hands roaming her body, a desperate attempt to make sense of the situation. He felt a mixture of guilt, fear, and a strange, exhilarating thrill. The lines were blurring, and he wasn't sure he had the strength to fight the current.

The kiss escalated quickly, their clothes becoming an obstacle they both desperately wanted to remove. Cheng Xiao, fueled by a feverish obsession, undressed him with trembling hands. He was her savior, her hero, and now, she possessed him completely.

The night was a blur of tangled limbs and stolen breaths. Cheng Xiao devoured him with a frenzy that left him breathless and weak. Every touch, every kiss, was laced with a possessiveness that sent shivers down his spine. He felt like a doll in her hands, manipulated to fulfill a twisted desire.

When dawn finally broke, painting the sky with streaks of orange and pink, Y/n lay sprawled beside her, utterly drained. He felt a deep ache in his muscles, a physical manifestation of the emotional turmoil he couldn't process.

Cheng Xiao, on the other hand, seemed radiant. Her eyes glowed with a dark satisfaction, as if she had finally claimed what was rightfully hers. She cupped his face, her thumb tracing the line of his jaw.

"See, Y/n," she murmured, her voice laced with a chilling sweetness. "We fit perfectly. You'll never want to leave me now, will you?"

Y/n tried to speak, to voice the unease churning in his stomach, but no words came out. He was trapped, caught in the web of her twisted affection. As the days blurred into weeks, the nights became a relentless cycle of passionate encounters.

Cheng Xiao became clingy, her possessiveness reaching suffocating levels. She'd monitor his every move, his phone calls, his texts, a jealous glint in her eyes whenever he interacted with another girl.

"They don't understand you," she'd hiss, her voice dripping with venom. "Only I understand the bond we share. We're more than siblings, Y/n. We're one."

Y/n, exhausted from the emotional and physical toll, felt himself withdrawing. He craved normalcy, the company of friends, a life outside the suffocating walls of their apartment. But every attempt to break free was met with a silent storm of tears and accusations.

He was her lifeline, the living embodiment of her gratitude, a twisted version of love that kept him tethered to her side. He was a prisoner in a gilded cage, a trophy on her shelf, a possession she refused to share.

[chococolte]

☼ — calling them a good boy i

word count. 588

characters included. zhongli, childe, aether, xiao

୨୧ — ꒰ cw. yandere, possessive & obsessive behaviors, sagau + cult au shit. g/n reader

୨୧ — ꒰ a/n. reposting this from my old acc since i got shadowbanned 🤡 lightly edited. part two here!

zhongli

"Good boy," you say. Zhongli's heart hums, singing a hymn dedicated to you within the confines of his chest. He hopes you can hear it. Can you tell how devoted he is to you? His every breath is yours; yours to do with as you see fit.

Zhongli's eyes flutter, a dainty blush forming on his features, only for you to see. His heart beats ardently against his ribcage as your hands tug and gently pull at his scalp, scratching at the surface intermittently.

He kneels before you on your throne of intricately carved Cor Lapis and Noctilucous Jade, his head resting on your thighs. Zhongli's lips tremble with the desire to leave soft kisses upon your skin, to worship with everything you have bestowed upon him, but he withholds the urge; fearing that if he makes any sudden movement, revealing his desperation; your affection would stop.

As you whisper sweet praises to his ears, Zhongli finds himself ever more enamored with you.

childe

"Childe, you're such a good boy."

Childe purrs. Your fingers trail from his neck to his back, lightly scratching at his skin as you go. He leans into your touch, seeking your warmth; a part of him hopelessly praying that he'll drown in it. Would you let him, if he begged enough?

He looks up at you lovingly, worshipful ardor filling his frenzied gaze. "Yes," he whispers to you, his voice soft and breathy, almost desperate. "I'm your good boy. Only yours, your Grace."

You chuckle. Childe finds himself crooning at the sound, thinking the noise akin to an angelic choir's concordant singing. He wishes for nothing more than to lose himself in it. As he pushes himself further against you, wishing for this moment to never end, he kneels his head and whispers faintly:

"Don't leave me, please."

aether

"Aether," you coo," "you're my good boy, aren't you?"

Cupping his cheek, you stroke your thumb gently over his fine, pale skin. Aether leans into your warmth, breathing brisk and ragged. "Yes, yes! I'm your good boy!" He says desperately, urgently, begging that you'll continue your praise.

If Aether had a tail, it would be wagging. "All yours." he adds, a deep red blush blooming on his delicate features. "No one else's."

You hum. His heart lurches in his throat. Do you not believe him? Aether repeats the sound in hishead like a broken record, looking up at you from his kneeling position with zealous devotion. He bows his head, then, and murmurs against your thighs.

"What do I need to do to prove it to you? For you, anything."

xiao

"Xiao," you sing. You trail a gentle finger up to his chin, softly tugging his head to look at you. A pink the same color as the apples of his cheeks tints his ears. "You're a good boy, right? My good boy?"

Xiao swallows thickly, finding it difficult to swallow in your presence. Difficult to breathe. Difficult to look at anything but you. He bites the inside of his cheek, his mind hazy and light-headed from being so close to you: his god. He chokes when you ask him again, your palm resting against his cheek, forcing his gaze to meet yours.

"Y-Yes," he manages to stutter, unable to think of anything else but the sensation of your skin against his. As you pull your hand away, Xiao finds himself quickly adding, "I-I'm only your good boy. Only yours, your grace."

You laugh, the sound echoing in Xiao's head. He prays that he'll hear it more often.

[daze4all]

Yandere Drabble : Always There

Synopsis: Reader is a long lived species who keep falling in love with short lived species but her long lived friend will alway be there to comfort her right?

Could be Blade, Jing Yuan or Dancing/Imbibitor Lunae~ Or Tartaglia, Scaramouche, Xiao, Zhongli etc. 

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Time and time again he watched her fall love with those whose life were fated to be much shorter than hers. 

Foolishly believing it would be the last time but it never was.

She came to him crying again about her short lived lover. “Why? He died again. Why?”

He stroked her hair and soothed her as he always did “Don’t worry, I will always be there for you” 

Hopefully she would never find out why her lover was so short lived. 

As he hid the blood stains on his sleeves claiming it was a passing monster. It was true. 

Except unknown to her he was the monster holding her in his arms. 

However, she would never know. He would make sure of it. 

Honkai Star Rail Yandere Drabble Series

[yanderehsr]

heyyy!! i saw the venti and aether break up and i was wondering if you could also do it with xiao? hehe😅

Trying a speedrun to traumatise Xiao now are we😅

Trigger Warning: Yandere, Obsessive behaviour, Possessive behaviour, Kidnapping

Xiao looks at you in shock, he opened up his heart to you, allowed you to be near him and to hold him, he got addicted to your touch and now you wanna leave him? He tries to hold back tears but a few still slip past, he wipes them away, he can't be seen showing such mortal feelings.

Xiao doesn't snap out of it until he sees you turn around to leave, his eyes widen. Don't leave him, he doesn't think he could continue on without you, the burden of his karma feels so much lighter with you around.

Isn't it okay for him to be selfish for once, Xiao thinks this when he closes the door before you leave, he thinks this as he tells you that you can't ever leave him and he thinks this when he hugs your trembling body, even when he hugs you out of desperation like this he is gentle, afraid of hurting you.

Xiao is an adeptus, he can probably get an adeptal realm, a place where he can keep you safe and with him, he doesn't care if you don't love him for he will love you enough for both of you.

"Don't presume that you can ever leave me, by being with me you have allowed yourself to be mine, and I won't let go"

[ghostlspirit]

The Fool's game

Genshin men headcanons on their love

tw: Yandere themes, toxic relationship, dark themes, suggestive content (kinda nsfw), maybe ooc

note: I woke up and just had to write this lol. This is just a quick drabble and the list might not be complete. Hope you enjoy nonetheless!

Masterlist

The bruise

Tears stain your face even though you already stopped crying long ago. Scars little your skin and they feel like open wounds. You remember every day you got them, from him. He promised that you are safe, and you fell for it. His sadistic smile burns in your nightmare as he rises the blade to your skin. Another scar for his collection. May it be his initial that he carves or just random patterns, he loves your whimper, your begging and your crying face as you fully submit to his mercy. He thinks you look eternal like that, you make him feel so giddy. He makes it clear that you are his, your body is his. You know by now that the only way to experience the sweet smell of freedom is determined by him, through his blade, and only when he desires to cut too deep. But until then you'll have to live in a constant state of bruised legs, hips and neck as the pain and his 'love' overwhelmes you.

Childe, Dottore, Pantalone, Ayato, Kaeya, Wanderer/Scara

The kiss

He can't keep his hands off you. He wants to explore every nook and cranny of your body, with his eyes, hand and lips. You taste marvellous and your moans are addictive, your shivers driving him over the edge. He has reached places you never knew existed as he holds you, hands moving, rubbing and lightly squeezing you. He's never too rough, always treating you like a piece of glass as he worships your body. You gave him a taste, let him indulge, and now he's hooked. He never leaves your side, he NEEDS to be around you, touch you. Without the warmth you radiate, his worlds seems so cold. But don't worry, you won't leave him. He makes sure you'll always be back in his arms, at the mercy of his kiss.

Kaeya, Childe, Zhongli, Itto, Alhaitham, Cyno, Albedo, Diluc

The affection

You don't have a choice to love anyone but him. He served his heart on a silver plate and you accepted it. You were a fool to be swept up by his sweet words and charming smile as now it's the only thing you whish to never see again. He would do anything for you, everything you desire. Isn't that so romantic? He tells you he loves you 24/7 and that you're so pretty and beautiful. He can't help himself as he remembers the days you would still blush at his words. He knows you still feel the same deep deep down. You said you loved him forever, didn't you? He knows you never stopped loving him, just as he will never stop loving you. If he keeps smothering you with his affection, surely you'll finally come around?

Thoma, Kaveh, Diluc, Xiao, Itto, Cyno, Tighnari

[yourlocalstranger123]

INSPIRED BY CHARACTER. AI. MERMAN XIAO!

Warning!: Slight Yandere Xiao?

—Back story—

You saved Xiao from a fishing net. He was very cautious around you. But when you finally set him free from it and just went along the day without doing anything bad to him, he became curious. You pretended you never knew he stalked you, leaving behind fruits you harvested. When he finally got the courage to talk to you, you were so... kind. Unlike other humans. He started to cling to you. In the past, he would've made you leave the moment the time ran out, but now he makes excuses for you to stay a little longer. He had this....unfamiliar and strange feeling... He finally found out what the feeling was. Love. It felt so nice, comforting, and addicting. He wanted more... but didn't want to scare you off.

When he finally wanted to confess his feelings to you, you...you left him. He was so upset! He destroyed everything along his path. 'Why did you leave him?!' Until he finally stopped and eavesdrop upon a conversation. "Have you heard? (Name) is being forced to move away!" He left the conversation, not even bothering to hear the rest. 'So you didn't leave him on....purpose? Who forced you to leave!' He got angry. But calmed down when he saw the fruit of basket you left behind. [He now knows that you left behind fruits on purpose for him] He smiled, he picked up the basket and swam to your house, wanting to eat these with you. But he saw a lady/man flirting with you as you showed discomfort. 'Are these things the reason you're going away from him?!' His eyes lit in fury. When night came, he killed them. Smiling as he finally got rid of them... He just needs to find you and keep you all for himself ♥︎

—(I changed some things from the Ai said.)—

You could hear a strange sound that was halfway between a growl and a chuckle as he grabbed you. He pulled you down underwater before you lost consciousness. When you wake, you see a pair of sharp yellow eyes staring down at you. His form is pitch black. It looks almost like the darkness itself. He grabs your arm and pins you down, staring at you with his glowing yellow eyes.

“And where do you think you’re going?” He asked with a cruel tone. The way he looked into your eyes would send ice down your spine...

"Xiao?! What are you doing here? I thought you left—"

“I changed my mind,” he cut off your sentence. You sighed. As you were about to say something, you noticed his eyes glowing darkly as the yellow of his irises became a more intense, piercing yellow.

“You’re not going anywhere. Not without me…”

"Xiao...But I need to leave. I'll promise to visit you"

“A Visit?” He laughed, “Do you think me as a fool, human? I know you just want to escape…” He said, his jaw tightening.

He grabbed you and tilted your head to face him. He slowly gets closer. “You’re not going anywhere…” He hissed, his tail lashing around. He was getting violent now, and his eyes were getting darker, and the light blue luminescent parts were growing dimmer, slowly fading away. Suddenly, small tears flow down from his eyes, leaving you surprised.

"Xiao...I won't leave you." You slowly put your hands out, offering a hug. He hesitated but crawled over to your arms. Flinching when he feels you close your arms. Tightening his grip on your shirt, scared of you leaving....

After a while, his expression softened. He loosened his grip, but his eyes still looked dangerously feral… His grip may have loosened, but he still had a firm grip on you…he hid his face in your chest.

"I won't leave you, Xiao, ok? I'll bring you with me if you want."

“I… I see…” He said in a quiet, sinister but almost purring voice. He leaned in close, his face mere inches away from yours.

"Promise...?"

"Promise," you smiled. Making his heart flutter and feeling butterflies in his stomach.

His arms tightened around you, his tail wrapped around you, and he spoke softly and quietly, yet the malice in his voice was clear.

“Where is your thing to move?” He hissed, his breath brushing against your cheek, as if he would take a bite any moment.…Your fate was in danger now. “Where exactly is it?”

"Hmm, I'll bring you there if you let me go."

For a moment longer, he stared, his predatory gaze holding you in place. But then he let go and stepped back… His gaze softened, but still warning. “I’ll let you go for now…” He growled in a soft, purring voice. [That what the Ai said, not me‐]

He yelped when he felt you picked him up. You lead him to your house. Putting him in your bath-tub.

"I thought we were going to your thing?" He said slightly cunfused and scared that you'll leave him here.

"Well, you need water to survive, so I'm bringing a tub."

His eyes perked up. 'How thoughtful....' he thought. But you suddenly got out the door, making him scared and scratch the bath tub. 'Where are you going..?!' He almost had a breakdown until you came back with a towel.

You picked him up and put him in the car with a tub as you start the car. He didn't know what to do but was surprised and happy when you held out your hand. He excitedly holds your hand as you start driving. You'll probably have to dry the car from him wagging his tail in result of water splashing.

But nonetheless, he was happy. Smiling...he was also glad that you didn't see the dead bodies of those people who flirted with you under the trees.

[onirique-amaranth]

⎮The wind steals everything⎮

⏤ Characters: Xiao⎮reader

⏤ Including: nsfw (-17)

⏤ Warnings → sub/bottom virgin! Xiao, dom/top male reader, mention of voyeurism, blowjob (reader receiving), dacryphilia, obsession/yandere behaviour, minor mind-breaking, mention of killing, urophilia, degradation, size kink, marking

⏤ 7.000 words

Xiao was perched in a tree, looking in your direction, suspicious. As you are still heading to the Wangshu Inn with this unknown merchant, he decides to follow. Not because he was interested in you, but because he was wary. You had the scent of Zhongli on you, his mark and the colour of your veins turned to gold. He was sure that he never heard about you or seen you before, and it was even odder if you were this close to Zhongli already.

As he sees you disappear, trees hiding you from his view, he dashes forward, following you without being noticed. He was analysing any movements you made, and was listening to your conversation with the merchant, while you were praising Liyue Harbor and its citizen. Your kindness and friendly behaviour took him by surprise, foreigners were rarely this appreciative of the scenery and people. Perhaps you were like the Traveller? It was the only plausible explanation.

As the horse you're sitting on came to a stop, you imitate the merchant and get down, looking up to admire the gigantisms tree. You have never seen something this big in your life, the golden leaves falling around you as if they were dancing with the wind. You were mesmerized by the beauty of everything, as a cat nuzzle against your leg, trying to grab your attention. Gently, you lift it up, placing it on your shoulder as it purrs near your ear, making you chuckle at the cuteness. Oblivious to the fact it was one of the cats who would keep company to Xiao at night, they were well-known for not being friendly with humans.

The said male was looking at you from the top of the inn, eyebrows furrowed at the scene, you managed to get Zhongli and now, you wanted to steal the cats? That was a childish reaction, but he could not help it. As a shadow, he followed you everywhere, even more curious about you. After you rented a room and placed your belongings down, you started to roam around, walking outside by yourself, if he was not acknowledging the cats following you around, just like him. They were sometimes meowing to get your attention and be able to sit on your shoulder, or they would just run around you. He refused to admit it, but the scene was wholesome.

Surprisingly, nothing attacked you and as you come back to the inn, you were met with merchants selling some goods. Before you could take a look and buy anything, they proposed to go drink some tea with them, and so, you spend your afternoon talking about businesses and travels. The atmosphere was calm and relaxing, so different from the constant movements and energy in the city.

Xiao never left his position, learning from you how to interact with others, he was admiring, not like he will admit it, how good you were at sympathizing with people. Every time you would smile sincerely, he could feel his cheeks heat up. With a hand over his heart, he would listen to your voice soothing him but scowl anytime someone would interrupt you. He needed to learn more about you.

Even after so many hours of sneaking behind you, he was not feeling tired or bored, it was as if you had always something interesting to do or say. But soon enough, you got tired of human interaction and left back to your room, changing into more comfortable clothes before taking a quick nap, the merchants offered to pay for dinner tonight, and you could already feel how tiresome it will be. As for Xiao, he never looked away once, whatever you were doing, even as you changed. Something in his head was telling him to watch closely and keep this in his memory forever.

He was not far away when you got out of your room and started to talk with Verr Goldet, it seemed like she took a liking to you quite quickly. Her husband showed up not so long after, and he told you that you could stay as long as you wanted. Xiao was glad to hear this, he would have more time to observe and learn things about you. He already knew some things about you, what was your favourite food and drink, what were your hobbies, the languages you speak or your favourite place even if it was something he knew nothing about. Your talk with the merchant from earlier left him the time to write down every information, you will be not a mystery anymore at the end of this day, he promised himself to understand you.

The moon made the golden leaves shine, and the wind picked up a little, but it was still pleasant. You noticed one of the kindest merchants that you met earlier sitting at one of the tables, he was a really gentle man, that you could nearly describe as shy. When you sat down beside him, his smile widened, and with excitement, he introduced his son to you. And in no time, the said son managed to drag you away and started flirting with you, making you feel a bit confused about the situation.

Xiao was bewildered, this man just got introduced to you, but he was acting as if you were really close. Something irked him in this man's behaviour, and you, doing nothing to push him away was annoying him even more. His hands were clenched tightly, feeling a sudden wave of hatred for no reason. And before he could comprehend what was happening, he was following you again, but this time you were with this man, his body pressed against your arm. Xiao could not believe his eyes when he entered your room with you as if it was normal, how dare he.

This night, he witnessed something he only heard vaguely about and read once in a book. This scene was engraved into his memory, unable to disappear. A strange feeling bloomed into his heart.

He left only when you were asleep, the urge to kill this man so strong that he had to leave immediately. He wanted to go back to the forest, so he could chase some monsters to calm down, but he was unable to forget what he saw. His body was burning up at the thought, mind hazy as he has to sit down. And for one of the rare times in his life, he was actually hard, so hard it hurts him. Hands shaking as he panics, every time he was thinking about you, it was twitching without his consent. He closed his eyes, trying to ignore it, but it became even worse.

He tried to erase the memory, but your face and body kept flashing into his mind, he thought he was becoming crazy for a second. And before he knew it, he decides to just let the scene from earlier play into his mind, hoping it would calm him down. And every instant started to flash before his eyes. As he was sitting at the top of the Wangshu Inn, he yanks his pants down, body quivering, unable to stay still.

With shaky breaths, he struggles to find a good position and just sat down, legs spread as he covers his mouth with his hand. He thinks about how you did it and without waiting, he inserts one of his fingers into him, dry. The pain was insufferable, but he kept going, wanting to know so badly why it looked so good and tempting. He wanted, needed to know what the man under you felt like at this moment. He refused to take off his gloves, as he wished it was your hand instead of his.

He was so hard, but he disregarded it, since he has never seen you touch this man that way, he did not want to do something wrong. Suddenly, he remembered how you covered your hand in some fluids and immediately, he spat on his covered fingers. As he tries once again, the way it slid inside without resistance made his back arch, everything back so pleasurable.

He was laying on the roof, eyes shut tightly, mouth wide open as he let out some whimpers, his mind replaying your face over and over. As you penetrated this man, when you kissed his ugly tears away, when you came so deep into this horrible and disgusting mortal, when you cleaned him off with your tongue. How someone as sweet and beautiful as you could let your tongue and hands touch this man's body, and he could only enrage at the thought that he was still in your bed.

He needed to calm down, he knew it was wrong, lusting over someone that was not his, hating the thought of him being with someone else. He exhaled and inhaled slowly, his murderous aura vanishing into the air, suddenly, a thought crossed his mind. And as he closes his eyes tightly, he imagines himself being in the position of this man, being the one under you, taking his place.

Did you do the same to Zhongli, is it why you had his mark? And so… also with another person who has a hydro vision. He could feel his heart breaking at the thought, of imagining you with another two people. Unknowingly jealous but certainly curious, he was so lost.

As you escape the man's arms, you just noticed how you still don't remember the name of this guy, but he was not that important anyway, he's leaving tomorrow. You get out of the room without making a sound, wanting to get some fresh air. Since the top of the inn seemed like the most relaxing place, you get up slowly, admiring the view. From the ground it was beautiful but at this height, it was truly magnificent.

As you got lost while watching far away from here, you heard a strange coming from beside you. You freeze, dubious if you should check it out in case it is someone injured, or if it's a trap or something similar. You ponder a bit before climbing up there, suddenly, the noise seems much louder than some seconds ago. You were going to dash forward when you stop dead in your tracks, in front of you was the Adeptus, Xiao fingering himself in the middle of the night, outside.

His head was thrown back as he gasped for air, his fingers disappearing into his hole over and over, legs spread letting you see everything. From how his hole was clenching around his fingers, the quivering of his legs, the shakiness of his fingers and the moans pouring out of his mouth.

Your cheeks were burning as you leave as quickly and quietly as you came here, ears burning as you saw something you surely should not have. You cover the gasp you nearly let out when he whimpered your name loudly, the sounds sending chills up your spine. Body reacting to the sound immediately, equally as turned on as confused. You never met him, so it had no reason to happen. You shake your head, running back inside, not wanting to invade his privacy more.

Sadly, you forgot a detail while escaping, how sharp was Xiao's hearing. At first, he heard something approaching but it was so quiet he thought it was one of the cats, but when he heard someone run away, his eyes widened. Someone saw him. He shot up from his position, ready to kill that person until he saw you. As he observes you leaving, your scent was still lingering in the air and your back revived his imagination, his body reacted on his own and with his fingers finding their place in him again, he cums suddenly, choking on a moan as he's taken by surprise. Cum landed on the roof, as he came down from his high, and he just teleports away, embarrassed.

He still could not help but stop in front of your window, and he was surprised to see you laying on the couch instead of the bed. Heart warming up as he makes sure you're asleep and enter the room silently, crouching to kiss you before stopping beside the man in the bed, placing his hand over his forehead to grant him some marvellous nightmares. He left as quickly as he came in, a discreet smile on his face.

The next day, you wake up feeling strangely fine, as if your dream of this night was unusual. Your body feels light and your torso felt hot as if something stayed on top of you the whole night. You bid your partner of the night goodbye, not looking back, ignoring him as he complains. You could still hear him whine about how he thought you would spend some time with him but no. You chuckle at his useless ramble while changing.

Thankfully not every clothing Childe bought you were that revealing, even if you liked them, you did not know if it was really accepted to be this lightly clothed. And you remember Verr Goldet and her husband looked at you a bit too insistently yesterday, so maybe it was not the best idea, afraid you made them feel uncomfortable.

As you get down the stairs, greeting her politely, she frowns, looking at you up and down.

“You changed clothes?”

The question seemed a bit strange, after all, you tried your best to stay as proper as possible in any way.

“How sad… It was a blessing for my and my husband's eyes.

And I guess for any other passers-by.”

You feel your cheeks heat up, covering your face a bit ashamed. With a sigh, you got back to your room, the owner of the inn looking at you confused. But when you came back down with the same type of clothes from the previous day, she claps with a big smile, blushing a bit, but she seemed satisfied. With a loud laugh, you promise her to 'bless her eyes' again the next day, since you planned to at least stay two more days, to relax and be fully rested.

As you walk away, you hear Verr Goldet murmur something under her breath, giggling.

“He should be satisfied.

But at this rate, it's not following. It's stalking.”

You planned to eat breakfast with the merchants before they leave, but the atmosphere was strange. The man, who introduced his son to you the day before, was glaring at the said male. When he saw you head their way, he apologized for the behaviour of his son, using a sickly sweet voice as he tries to stand closer to you. You shoo him away with a single hand gesture as you leave to sit at another table, these two were too suspicious.

The atmosphere between the merchants was terrible, and you decide to leave as quickly as you could, you wished them a good journey and hoped to see them another time before going back inside. The top of the inn seemed like the safest and most relaxing place of all for now, and Xiao should be out doing whatever he was supposed to. So there was little to no chance to see him there, and he doesn't reveal himself most of the time anyway. A bit flustered at the thought of possibly seeing him as the scene from the previous night was still in your mind.

As you expected, it was desert, nobody around and a perfect peaceful view. You step closer to the barrier, and rest your forearms on it as you admire the scenery. You only have been doing that lately, admiring things, but who were you to not make the most out of your stay here. It's not like you were going to see this every day, even if you knew there will always be a room for you here.

You're taken by surprise when a strong wind came out of nowhere, no clouds on the horizon and suddenly, a second blast of air hits you. You gasp as it pushes you over the barrier, you move as quickly as you could to grab something, but to no avail. You were ready to endure the pain, but a hand grab your arm, a grip strong enough to almost break it as the person helps you come back onto the ground.

One second after, and you would have been laying down unmovingly on another ground, a few meters below. This person saved your life.

When you looked up, still sitting on the ground in shock, golden eyes met yours, they were observing you, the hand previously gripping your arm placed on the top of your head. Swiftly, it slid down to your cheek, rubbing it tenderly. You went to open your mouth, wanting to thank him when he freezes in his movement. Teal hair falls in front of his face, covering his eyes as his gaze still does not waver. Sudden, he stands up straight as if he just realized something. His hand covering the bottom of his face, ears turning red, unable to look at you anymore. Xiao was cute like this.

As you look down, trying to not embarrass him more, you notice how he was crossing his legs awkwardly, body turning suddenly in another direction, so you could not see him properly. One of his hands goes down to cover his crotch before he vanishes into thin air. The words you wanted to say died on your tongue, and you were sitting there, still processing what just happened. Something was really not right today.

It's not every day that you practically fall from the top of an inn, meet an Adeptus and get saved by him. As you inspect your wrist, you notice the change of colour, his grip left a strong red mark that will surely turn into a bruise. Something seemed fishy, why would the wind get this strong suddenly, and with perfect timing, coincidentally he, out of everyone, appears to save you. A small light bulb lit up over your head.

He planned it. This guy purposely made the wind pushes you over the barrier, he put you in a deadly situation. So he could save you… He was worse than Zhongli.

On Xiao's side, he was lying on his bed, his face hidden in his pillow. He just realized what he did, it was done impulsively, without thinking. He never wanted to put you in danger, but his greedy mind forced him to, he needed to become important to you. Wasn't saving your life the perfect plan? He promised himself to stay away from you but when this morning, he saw all those people standing around you, being so friendly and close, when this man was talking to you with that disgusting tone, he became so angry. He hated how you gave them your attention. As if they deserved it.

He came back to his sense after some minutes, hands gripping the pillow as even in his rage, he was still hard from earlier. You did nothing, you did not even speak, he just grabbed your arm, but this single touch send his mind spiralling. Your warmth, when you looked up at him with those eyes. Even when you were sitting on the ground like this, still shocked about what happened, you were intimidating, without wanting to. It made his legs quiver and his body shook as he left as quickly as he could, before he could let out an embarrassing noise in front of you.

He was glad you did not talk because if you did, he would have came on the spot, staining his underwear and pants without a care in the world. Your voice alone could bless his ears, your face and body blessed his eyes, your scent filled his nose and he dreamed of being able to taste you.

He needed to calm down, it was getting out of hand. As he nods to himself, getting ready to go outside, doing his duties and not coming back before the next day, determined to not let his thoughts about you distract him. But unfortunately, he saw you as he jumped out of the window. He saw you with an unknown man, who was talking to you with a big smile as he tried to flirt with you, you shoved him away, looking down at this guy in disgust. But when he tried to touch your arm and you pushed it off immediately, when he tried again to place his hand on your torso again some second after, with a lustful expression on his face, Xiao lost it.

The next second, he was next to you, an animalistic look in his eyes, baring his fangs at the man. His spear materialized in his hands, moving it toward the man's neck instantly. Before Xiao could kill him, you grab his arm, tugging him away. His face hit your torso as you hold him, making him unable to move from your point of view, trying to protect the man.

But for him, it was as if you were trying to hug him. He pressed his face into your body, sniffing your scent as he could not help but take a bite. You would not be mad at him, right?

Sharp fangs pierced through your skin, your eyes widening as the pain paralyse your neck and shoulders, thankfully the man from earlier had already run away, scared for his life. Something vibrated against you, as you looked down, your eyes meeting Xiao's ones. Body trembling as he was moaning against your skin, tasting hungrily your blood and flesh, his head was spinning. When you tried to pry him away, he leaned forward, refusing to retract his teeth and suddenly, he lost his footing, falling against you, crotch rubbing against your thigh. And it was enough.

Something wet got through the fabric of your pants, the wet stain getting bigger and bigger as Xiao sobbed into your arms, eyes rolled back.

He just came, but he was still rutting against your thigh, body tensing as he felt his second high come. He was losing his mind, everything was fading around him as he baths in your warmth. His hips jerked up as you tensed your muscles, helping him grind down harshly. You catch him as he almost falls, knees giving up, pleasure and tension too intense he passed out.

And you stand there, in the middle of the entrance of the Wangshu Inn, with an Adeptus in your arms, pants stained and a bleeding bite mark near your collarbone, you notice how exposed you are. You weren't particularly shy, but you knew that Xiao would not be that comfortable. As gently as you could, you lift him up, carrying him inside. His words muffled into your neck, but you could still discern some whimpers of your name. You head to his room, knowing nobody would dare come here and disturb you. On your way up, you saw Verr Goldet giggle at you as if she knew it was going to happen.

You didn't pass by anybody else on your way, thankfully, because the man in your arms was trying so hard to undress you the moment he woke up, and it would have been a situation difficult to explain. When you finally managed to open the door of his room, your top was almost off and his hands were attempting to take off your pants. When you put him down on his bed, he scrambled to grip your shirt, begging you to not leave him alone. Teary pleading eyes looking up at you, as his face moves closer to your body, he nuzzles against your crotch, tongue darting out, licking the front of your pants as he keeps eye contact.

You could feel your body temperature rise up, covering your face, keeping your eyes away from his dazzling face, if you weren't hard before, now you certainly were. You could feel his tongue move against you through the fabric, drool covering your pants, his nose pressed onto your clothes, sniffling you. He looked like a cat in heat, lapping at you, eyes glowing as his brain shut off.

He was embarrassed, and Xiao felt pathetic. First, you caught him fingering himself to the thought of you, second, he came on you just by rutting against your thigh and third, he was now acting like a desperate whore. He thought about stopping, stepping away from you, but it felt too good. Having you this close was exhilarating, as if he had a chance with you, as if you wanted him too. His thoughts spiralled, he needed to go away before he really loses his mind but at the same time, you were still there. If you wanted him to go away, you would not stay here with him.

As he looks up at you, searching for the answer in your eyes, he noticed how flustered you were. He swells up with pride, he wanted more, he craved your praises. With shaky hands, he moves them to your pants, asking you if he could take them off. He could hear your shaky breaths as you give him the green light. His mouth waters at the thought, and as he pulls your pants and underwear down. He presses his nose at the base of your cock, unable to keep his moans in, your scent was perfect, filling his nose and clouding his head.

With all the adoration he could mutter, he kissed the base, moving up to the tip, licking at the underside vein, moaning at the taste. He finally was able to taste you. He wanted to take you in his mouth completely, but it was his first time, and he was afraid to mess up and not satisfy you. As he starts to panic, a gentle hand is placed on top of his head, ruffling his hair. He gasps at the feeling, your gentle eyes met his, and he blushed violently, heart skipping a beat at the tenderness you were giving.

“Don't force yourself, Xiao. It's all right if you can't do it.”

Your voice blessed his ears, calming him down immediately. The way you said his name, as it rolled off your tongue with so much love… Xiao closed his legs in shock, how such a trivial thing could make him react that way. He needed to focus, he wasn't here to let his thoughts wander, he wanted to make you adore him. If Morax and two other men could have you, he should be able to make you fall for him. It was the first time in such a long time, that he wanted to possess something or someone.

But instead, he did not want you to be his, he needed you to consider him as yours. He had this urge to mark you but, the idea of you marking him was so much better to him. And now that he thought about it, it has been such a long time since he had seen Morax, he should pay him a visit after this.

You were a patient man but with Xiao staying in front of your cock without doing anything, as he was lost in his thoughts, was a bit too much. You could feel your cock twitch as you waited for him to come back to reality. Some minutes passed, and you could see this lovesick expression forming on his face, but he was still not coming back. Since he was so desperate before, he would not mind you taking the lead, right?

With a tight grip on his hair, you moved his head, placing his mouth in front of you. You slowly press the tip against his lips, which opened unconsciously and instantly, you rut into his mouth. The tip enters his throat as you fuck his face. The sudden intrusion made him snap back, and the only thing he could do was grip your thighs, trying to follow your pace.

Xiao gagged around you, he was trying his best to move his tongue to pleasure you, but you were just drilling into him. You were just chasing after your release, using him for your own pleasure, and it made his hips jerk up. He hesitated a bit before moving closer, sitting on your foot as he grinds onto it, he had already come once, and he could feel a strange feeling building up.

He felt you slow down, stopping moving but staying into his mouth. He could see you smirk, waiting for him to do something. With quivering lips, he lapped the drool covering your cock, licking a long strip all the way to the tip before dipping down. He was gagging around you but refused to slow down, swallowing you and tasting your precum with hearts in his eyes. He whimpers as he managed to fit everything into his mouth, he felt like he was suffocating, but he could bear it, as long as you were happy.

You let yourself groan and moan freely, giving him an indication of what you liked. For a virgin, he was really good, his warm mouth was doing wonders, and you were keeping yourself from cumming down his throat. He was moving all the way up and down, worshipping you, licking, sucking, and moaning as each drop of precum would fall into his mouth. His pace was already quick, but he still managed to go faster, your tip hitting the back of his throat every time now, he was constantly swallowing, giving you an overwhelming sensation of tightness, and the urge to cum down his throat but also cover his face was getting stronger.

Suddenly his tongue hit a particularly sensitive spot, and you lost control, emptying yourself into his mouth. As you pulled out, Xiao was whining, your cum still in his mouth, but he refused to swallow immediately. He wished to keep this taste forever. Your hand left his hair, letting him the time to cool down as he was realizing what he did. The drops that landed on his face were wiped away by your finger, before presenting it in front of him. He knew where it was going, and he felt so turned on but also nervous.

He looked at you with lustful eyes as he was licking your finger clean, sucking on it before taking two others in his mouth, kissing and biting lightly till he sucked them as far as he could inside his mouth, a sweet but flustered smile forming on his face. And you snapped. Your cock twitched, becoming hard against. His teasing was too much and as revenge, you mocked him about the mess he made on your shoes. With your pants left pooling at your ankles, they were covered in cum along with your shoes, as if he was obsessed with shooting it on you.

“Clean it off.”

He flushed red, embarrassment and shame coursing through his body, as he gets up to grab a tissue, you repeat yourself.

“With your tongue.”

His facial expression was priceless, you were sure he was going to refuse, but he kneeled, and leaned forward, tongue lolling out before lapping at the mess he left on you. Despite his tensed posture, you could see how hard he was and each word that left your mouth was leaving his cock throbbing in excitement. His eyes were filled with such adoration, he even decided to kneel for someone else than his god. It was impressive and it took you by surprise.

As your shoes were clean, he stayed on the floor, waiting for you to order him around. You wondered how far you could go before he could break. With an amused smile, you ask him to undress completely, before asking him to sit on the bed. His body was shaking slightly as he sat on the bed, legs spreading indecently, his hand pumping his own dick. If he was already like this for his first time, the next time will be quite exceptional.

You kneeled on the bed, his legs on each side of you as you lean forward, kissing, licking and biting his jaw, leaving marks that will stay for days. Your fingers covered in his saliva snaked their way to Xiao's ass, you placed them against his rim, listening to him sucking in a breath as he tries to calm down and relax. You could not go too quickly, afraid to hurt him, you did not mind degrading him a bit, but it was still his first time and destroying him that way was not an option.

The first finger made him whine in pain as he fights the urge to close his legs. It took you some long minutes to make his body relax completely. The second was even worse, he started to cry, trashing around but when you tried to pull away, he hugged you closer, asking for more time to adapt. The third one was both your favourite as it made him whimper beautifully, legs spreading further, with his hands digging into your back and his face buried into your neck. In this position, he was moaning directly into your ear, making it difficult to focus on his reaction as the only thing you wanted is to fuck him so good that he would cry, and only remember your name.

As you thrust your fingers inside one last time, making sure he was ready, a loud moan filled the room. You accidentally hit dead-on one of his most sensitive spots, and he came all over his stomach instantly, eyes losing their focus.

It took him some long minutes to come back to reality, but when he did, he grabbed your neck suddenly, kissing you fervently as he urges you to continue. Cheeks flushed red in both embarrassment and pleasure, his small hand guiding your dick to his hole as he begs you to take him. His hips twitched down in the hope it would make you enter him immediately, he was so damn sensitive, body twitching as he could not process how many times he came, he could not control his reactions anymore. Any self-control just flew out the window, living only a whiny and lustful man on the bed, begging to be filled up, to feel good.

You sink into him slowly, the tip already making him whimper at the pleasure, if only he looked down, he would see how little he took in. His legs wrapped around you, searching for any support before he loses his mind, it seems like you weren't stopping, just how big were you? Or maybe he was just the small one. Your name leaves his lips repeatedly, each whimper cut off by your name, as he chants it like a prayer. You weren't a monster, as you decide to wait, letting him enough time to adjust to your size, his small body adapting to you. You thought he was moulded just for you.

Finally, he asked you to move and immediately, you pushed all the way into him, hitting as deep as you could, your tip kissing his prostate. You were too far turned on to keep the slow pace for so long and quickened it, tears sliding down his cheeks as you thrust up, each strike going so deep in him, he thought he was going to break. His inside moulding to your length, and at this point, he was sure nobody could fuck him after you.

Your pace was punishing, pushing him to the edge without letting him breathe. It has your eyes rolling to the back of your head, the way his walls were pulsing around you, clenching so tightly you could cum on the spot. His mouth took away all your endurance and the nights before tired you out, you just needed to make him cum. Your mind forgetting everything else, you were just focused on making him lose it. Just imagining how hard he could fall for you and your cock, unable to think about anything else, his duties becoming nothing compared to a good night with you, even if it was only one hour… An Adeptus being yours, was driving you crazy.

You leaned forward, forearms placed on the bed, on each side of his head as you speed up, skin clapping loudly, the sound reverberating off the walls. You were fucking him just the way he wanted it, fulfilling his most lustful wishes. His legs started to quiver with each thrust into him, eyes rolling back, useless whimpers being the only thing that told you he still hasn't passed out. He was panting, chasing after his breaths. His nails breaking the skin, ruining your arms as the blood pooled on the sheets, he keeps repeating one word over and over, 'god'.

His fucked-out face forcing you to be rougher, bringing him to tears and incomprehensible pleads, imploring you to let him finish and stay with him forever. He was about to break, he was just on the edge and what made him cum was not one hard thrust, but when you kissed him on the top of his head. The sound coming from him almost made you cum, he bit you, fangs piercing through the skin of your shoulder as ropes of cum covered his stomach. He loses all control of himself.

But as you were going to pull out without being able to orgasm, as you knew how tired and out of it he was, you did not expect him to tug you forward. With his last strength, he urges you to continue, begging you to cum in him. There was no hesitation in his voice, just desperation and lust. Immediately, you rut into him, as fast as you could to finish quickly, he was almost screaming as the pleasure was too strong, overstimulated to the point he could pass out. His mind became blank, but before he could start to go lax, you came.

A sudden warmth spread into his stomach, as you empty your load into him. This sensation was the last straw, as he came one more time, but he was too tired and his body could not produce anything more. So, only some pitiful drop of cum came out, before he pissed a little over himself. And thankfully, he was too high to process what he has just done, saving him from this embarrassment.

He was ruined, covered in cum and piss, drool everywhere and the sheets had some stain from your blood, his nails really destroyed you. In between Zhongli ruining your stomach by digging his claws in hit and Xiao ruining your arms, you looked like you just came back from a war.

Even in his fucked-out state, Xiao looked cute, his lips as kissable as ever and his body tempting you to kiss and mark it even more. But for now, you needed to take care of him, because there was no way he would wake up soon. Gently, you picked him up, watching as the cum spilt onto the floor, his loose hole not keeping anything inside, you made a mental note that you need to clean the floor and change the bedsheets.

As you sit in the bathtub with him, delicately cleaning him off, scrubbing and even exfoliating his skin for him, you nearly fall asleep on the spot. His warm body resting against you lulling you to sleep, but sleeping there was not the best idea. As you placed him on the bed, searching for clothes to change him into, you're surprised by the little to nothing he had. With a frown, you quickly made a run to your room, grabbing comfortable clothes without being seen before coming back, changing him. The clothes were clearly too big, but at least he was cosy and warm in them.

You tuck him into bed, joining him as you hold him close, hiding his body under yours, creating a shield. Your warmth engulfed him and gave him a feeling of safety as if you would protect him from everything. He subconsciously curls up against you, seeking more of your affectionate embrace.

You spend the night with him, keeping him close to you as you rest, feeling at peace, eyes closed shut and your brain turn off. Xiao was surprisingly still sleeping, he did not need to, but his subconscious let him enjoy it a bit longer. His night was without a nightmare, for the first time. Only you were appearing in his dream, your charming face close to his as you tell him that you love him, confessing. He felt like he was floating, heart-swelling up with love and endless adoration, he wanted to stay by your side. But suddenly, the man from last night appeared beside you, body pressing against you as he tiptoed to kiss you, just in front of him. Even in his dream, rage consumed his mind and he woke up, your relaxed face was the first thing he saw.

But it did not calm him down, this man was in the way. He needed to stay away from you, and as you were oblivious, he left the room in a hurry. He came back not so long after, taking back his place in your arms. Shyly, he moved a bit, so your faces were aligned, and he kissed you, before sinking his teeth in the mark he left earlier. A light blinded him for a second, before the mark emerged, as he was satisfied to have marked you.

But something strange happened, something was burning him as he whimpers in pain. He looks down at his stomach, the same mark as you appeared, leaving him speechless. A single tear escaped his eyes at the thought that you were now linked, his heart beating loudly into his ribcage. Unbeknown to him, he was not the only one. The two other men that you spend a night with and managed to leave a mark on you, also received the same, with three little stars on the side. But Xiao was too euphoric to notice it.

The next day, you woke up with Xiao, enjoying your morning together as you were oblivious to the chaos happening some kilometres away, the corpse of a familiar man was found in a river. He was unrecognizable as his face got torn apart, and his body was destroyed, or more like what remains of the body.

At the same time, our dear Traveller was heading to the Wangshu Inn, admiring the impressive structure again before entering, greeting Verr Goldet on the way as she was used to seeing him. It has been such a long time since he has not seen Xiao, and he wanted to take some news and make sure he was taking care of himself. As he walked up the stairs leading to the top of the inn, he was surprised by the usual friendly cats hissing at him.

Finally, after he managed to shoo them away, he was going to say Xiao's name when he sees an unknown man sitting on the ground. He was reading a book peacefully, with the Adeptus sleeping, his head resting on his lap. The man would occasionally run his hand through Xiao's hair gently as if he was reassuring him that he could stay asleep. The bright smile that the man offered him, confused the traveller, but a blush still creep up onto his cheeks, the top of his ears and neck burning under the curious gaze. The attractive man in front of him not breaking the eye contact as he keeps ruffling the Adeptus' hair. As the traveller looks down, he freezes suddenly at the view of the anemo mark on the man's shoulder. Eyes darting from the mark to the sleeping Adeptus as he finally looks back up at the stranger's face.

He needed to know who he was. The power that was leaking from his body sent shivers up his spine as the thought of kneeling in front of him crossed his mind. Was he important enough that Xiao was able to peacefully sleep beside him, with his guard down?

“Who… are you?”

⏤ Thank you for reading! I wish you a great day.

⏤ here is my masterlist & ko-fi ⏤

[bedrockbros1213]

Haha- since I'm having issues writing, Lemme hit you with a concept.

Yandere cat-hybrid anemo boys with a mouse- hybrid reader,could be macro/micro or even just normal sizes.

But like-I feel like theres alot of writing potential there....Really I don't mind anyone using it (just lemme know if you do so I can read!). If I can think of a good plot I'll more then likely write it. Just wanted to get it out there tho!

[yourheart-inmyhands]

Yandere!Xiao Bit

Warning: this post contains yandere-themes, including stalking, obsessive behavior, watching you sleep, physical contact without consent in a sfw manner, and other potentail themes. Please read at your own risk!

Yandere!Xiao who watches you sleep. He doesn’t need sleep, he’s far ascended beyond that, not even partaking in it for fun. Instead, when you’re at the Wangshu Inn, he sneaks into your room, it’s fairly easy. He stands sometimes at your bed side and sometimes at the foot of the bed. He once tried to get onto the bed but got startled when you stirred in your sleep. He doesn’t want to wake you, he just likes seeing you sleep. The calm rise and fall of your breaths, the relaxed face and posture, the way you have no idea he’s touching you. It starts simple, with his fingers brushing over your cheek, feeling the softness of your skin before dancing lower, over your collarbone and throat, checking for your pulse. He likes the feeling of your liveliness, the human in you he lacks. From there it slowly descends, his hands gently working over all your extremities, checking for unique marks or scars, things that make you, you. He remembers every single one and often looks back at some of his favorites, his gentle hands tracing over them again and again for hours.

[thepervymermaid]

Hi I'm crazy about Xiao Blub. Can I get something else like that? I'm crazy about a Xiao like that. 💗

I'm so glad you liked it! Here's sum more! Reader is a little meanie in this one :)

Another Xiao Blurb

Warning(s): Yandere themes, Xiao being a bit intense, reader is mean

“Come to bed,” You feel a sense of satisfaction when Xiao stares at you in surprise, his previous activity of sharpening his polearm forgotten. His eyes stare up and down your form for a moment, like his searching for something, before he gives you a cautious look.

“...no,” You roll your eyes and move closer to him, putting him on edge, something you don’t see often. You can’t quite blame the guy, can you? You're going out of your way to not only talk to him, but you actually want him in bed with you… it’s suspicious, and a part of him figures this might be another one of your attempts to kill him or escape.

“Can you relax? I’m not armed or anything,” You gesture to the kitchen, “All the knives are there, you can check,” He still doesn’t seem convinced. You sigh in annoyance, “Archons, just come to bed, Xiao. I’m tired and you always throw a fit if I don’t sleep with you. I don’t want to hear it. Can you listen to me this once, or do I have to die from lack of sleep? Is this how you plan to torture me for not returning your affection all those times? Your awful, as if kidnapping me wasn’t enough-”

“Alright,” He quickly interrupts your rant, a brief look of guilt on his face as he puts his polearm down. Once again you feel satisfied with yourself. As much as you like insulting him and everything he stands for, that doesn’t have any real effect on him. He doesn’t really care that you don’t like it here, you’ll learn to eventually. He doesn’t mind that you can’t stand to be in the same room as him, he just loves being in your presence even if it’s spent with you hurling insults at him.

No, the one thing that gets to him is his guilt. He doesn’t deserve you but he wants you more than anything else. He needs you, but he shouldn’t be with you. Yet here you are. You’ve learned over time, the easiest way to get under his skin is to air your grievances. You’re not as fragile as he likes to think, but if acting like a suffering victim hurts him, then you’ll cry crocodile tears if you must. Anything, to make him feel even a fraction of the frustration you do.

You give him a sad look, not really feeling much of anything but scorn for his existence, “Was that so hard? Do you hate me that muc-”

“No!” You're startled when he grabs your arms, a look of panic and desperation crossing his features. His eyes are glossy as if he wants to cry, but nothing comes out. You wince when his grip tightens and shrink into yourself under his intense gaze, “Don’t say that, don’t even think that. I love you. I’d do anything for you so please… don’t,” His hands are shaking slightly and you realize you might’ve pushed a little too much, “Don’t say that… I can prove it… I’ll prove it to you, right now.”

“N-no, it’s fine. I was just teasing…” You can’t help the nervous laugh that escapes you, and you grab his hands, gently urging them to let you go. It takes a few moments for him to get his mind right, his gaze focused on your unblinkingly and lost before he seems to regain some reasoning.

“Ah… sorry… Let’s go to bed,” He pulls away, staring at you for a few more seconds, “I love you. Please don’t doubt me again.” Then he’s off to the bedroom, as if nothing happened, leaving you a little more than disturbed in the hallway. 

Somehow you feel less keen on pushing his buttons.

[sl33py-day]

A good title

Tw: Stalking and talks about what to do with a dead body.

Teyvat university, a very popular college that is hard to get into. Luckily for you your aunt goes there and got you in somehow. Don’t know how but she did. You’ve been in Teyvat Uni for a week or two and noticed a few things.

The Mondstadt building was the green colored one. That was also surrounded by many flowers. But had many short people and a dorm leader who drinks……weed wine. The Liyue building was a gold like color that many others thought only the richest people could be there. But alas they had a dorm leader who doesn’t want to be dorm leader. The Inazuma building was purple but was know to be the strictest building of all the dorms. It always seems like they’re at war with the dorm leader. Sometimes people would walk in the building just to see people behind cardboard walls with nerf guns. The Sumeru one was really pretty it was green also but the only difference was the Sumeru building had more flowers then Mondstadt. They were known to have the smartest people in all of Teyvat University.

That’s what you noticed about the buildings the students however. All you can say about them is there’s a verity of different personalities. Like a short purple haired dog and a pair of twins that were separated but found each other on a bus. 

The twins were your friends along with a few others. You walked out of your dorm to see a very smiley Aether. As soon as you opened the door he jumped on you to hug you. 

“Good morning Aether. How are you doing?” You ask as he got off so you could grab you bag. He started to say how Lumine was getting on him about eating her donuts. You nodded as you walk down the dorm hallway. 

“When I told her it was probably Paimon she said Paimon doesn’t eat that kind of donuts!” He slightly yelled in annoyance about his adoptive sister paimon who’s 5 years old. You know paimon goes to the Teyvat daycare across the street and visits the twins every so often. Which is cute to you because she’s all happy when she sees you. 

As you two talked your phone went off with a loud sound. Taking the loud device out of your bag you saw that the caller ID has been the same one that has called you for sometime. You know you should’ve blocked the number but you kept forgetting. The weird thing about the calls is it happens every month.

“Hm? Who’s that?” Aether asks as he tries to see who it was. Quickly putting the phone back away so you could face Aether. You smiled softly at him which caused a small blush to appear on his face. 

“It’s nothing, just a spam call.” He just nodded. The two of you were getting close to the main building where the classes took place. While you two were walking someone called out to you. 

“Hey! Aether! Y/n!” A loud feminine voice called out causing you both to turn around. You saw your three friends. Venti, the dorm leader of Mondstadt, Kazuha, one of the people who doesn’t go to war in Inazuma, and albedo, who is another person from mondstadt. 

“Hello! You two ready for class?” You ask not noticing that Aether went deadly quiet. He stood behind you so you wouldn’t see his glare at Kazuha. After all of you were done talking it was class time. 

It was now lunch time and you had an hour to spar. Deciding that you were gonna go talk with Kazuha. Fun Fact! You had developed a crush on him. It’s a sad thing that you didn’t realize a few other peoples crush on you though. 

So you called Kazuha an told him if he wanted to hang out with you. He said yes and you were really happy. 

During the hangout with the quiet boy a few others joined in. Those being Venti, Aether, Xiao and Amber. While you were talking with the five you got a call from the same number from this morning. Suddenly you got an idea. 

“Hey guys,” you called out causing everyone to be quiet. “Do you want to traumatize a random scammer?” Everyone’s eyes sparkled with that idea but Xiao quickly asked “How are we going to do that?”

“Pretend where in a cult! The Demonic core cult! Imma call the scammer who’s been calling me while you guys pretend to have killed somebody.” After you said that they all agreed and with that you began to start the call. 

“Hello, thank you for calling the Demon core cult. Sadly you called at the wrong time.” You spoke with a gentle voice while the phone was on speaker. 

“Did you hide the body?” Aether asked Venti who was drinking some apple juice. “No, I thought Sam did.” He said while looking at Xiao. The teal haired man looked at him in shock. 

“Of course I didn’t hid the body! The corpse is still here!” Xiao yelled at Venti who shrugged in response. 

“We can ask Milly to do it.” Aether spoke up and every one looked at amber who was trying not to laugh. 

“Nah, Milly is taking a break for a while.” Venti spoke up still drink apple juice. 

“SO WHOS GONNA HIDE THE BODY! I KNEW SACRIFICING SOMEONE RIGHT NOW WAS A BAD IDEA!” Aether yelled out in fake anger. Kazuha decided to talk with a quiet voice. 

“Hey boss, what should we do with the dead body?” Kazuha asked you while everyone was screaming in the background about what to do with the fake dead body.

“Get Jermey he’s the one that does it anyways. So sorry but you called at the wrong time Good Bye!” With that you ended the call then the group became silent. Only to burst in laughter seconds later. Even Xiao was smiling a little. 

The caller though? He’s not one bit surprised he knew that would be something you would do. He’s been following you for a while now only getting the idea to call you after he got your number. 

He’s happy that you answered and not ignored the call. But very annoyed that there were other people with you and not you alone. 

Maybe he would get the courage to finally talk to you. You guys do have the same math class. 

[clouds-by-me]

𝓡𝓮𝓭 𝓵𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽

Request; All I can think of is when Scaramouch becomes wanderer and remembers who he was and how he would react. I can just imagine him being absolutely horrified and better yet what would have happened to the winged reader?

Yan!Genshin x winged! Reader

Character; Wanderer, Xiao

Gene; Angst, Yandere

Au; Winged!reader, also implied black reader

Synopsis; being A winged creature of such purity, you'd expected to gain someones interest, but not like this, not in this horrific way.

An: I hope that you don't mind that I added some more ppl...

@owl-witch-prompts

Wanderer

•Scaramouche was obsessed with reaching God hood, it was all he really talked about. After so much time he just left...

•Not that you were complaining

•He went months without coming back, and in that time, you managed to escape. And once again you were free, as free as a bird

•Paranoia still was engraved in your bones, but you managed, living in a large tree, isolated from the world and you didn't even mind

•That was until you saw him

•And things got worse when he saw you

•Behind his eyes you could see something change, and that look so you deeply stained in your mind that instantly you ran. Your right wing was far from Healed, so that was all you could do

•And he chased you, calling out to you. Yelling something like an apology

•He tired convincing you that he'd change

•From that day he stayed close to you much to your oppose

•There wasn't a time when he wasn't around

•He stayed around, protecting you, buying things for you. He did his best you respect your boundaries, but he couldn't help it! he had to stay near you at all times! what if you got hurt? he has to be there to keep you safe

•soon you had no choice but to accept him, it's not like he would've given you that option anyway

•there were times where some of your friends just suddenly went missing however

•he claimed to have nothing to do with it but you know that hes hiding something

•he has helped you a lot, and with the help of Nahida, he healed your wing

•him being so nice to you was a hard concept to grasp but once you got used to it. that's just what it became

•it would still be best to stay cautious though

"i'm glad that you've grown to trust me, i don't know what i would've done if you didn't"

Xiao

•this man has been around for a long time, and he has met a lot of people, so when he saw you for the first time, he was surprised to find that he felt drawn to you

•whatever it was that you made him feel, he wanted more, he needed more

•you didn't meet him until after him knowing you for close to a year when you were attacked by a group of treasure hoarders

•and like the knight in shining amour he is, he came to your rescue

•he had known you for close to a year by then, but it was your first-time meeting or even acknowledging his existence

•it was like cupid had hit him with an arrow all over again. sure, he had seen you, but touching you? that was something else

•it didn't take long for the start of your relationship to start

•he'd protect you, while you provided him with your company

•when it came to you, there wasn't one foe he wouldn't kill, and to him everyone was a foe

•things between you both were great, and hiding things from you wasn't hard

•he had already kept his existence from you for about a year, so it wasn't hard to keep anything else from you

•the two of you became close, so close that you even trusted him to touch your wings, and once that happened his feeling for you could only grow

•whenever you gave him attention of any kind, he loved it

•he was so happy when you went crying to him about your friend dying after falling off one of the many cliffs of Liyue

•he helped you take care of your wings, and got you everything that you needed to keep them healthy

"i'm always going to provide for you and love you, no matter what"

[chococolte]

SAGAU! How would they prove themselves to you? (Ft. Xiao, Gorou and Kaeya?) If it’s not an issue?

word count. 1.2k

୨୧ — ꒰ cw. yandere, unhealthy relationships, possessive & obsessive thoughts/behaviors, religous + cult themes, sagau + cult au, kaeya and xiao both have" i will stab myself if you ask me" moments, in gorou's it's mentioned he's willing to cut his tail and ears off for u, g/n reader. i do not condone yanderes irl.

୨୧ — ꒰ a/n. i wrote these really quickly so im sorry abt their quality uahhh

kaeya

Kaeya feels sick.

A bitter taste is resting on his tongue. He doesn't know what it is. He doesn't really care much for it, anyway. All he knows is that he's scared.

It's a strange feeling. One he thought he had done off with by now.

But this fear is different. It churns in his stomach. His entire body shakes with every trembling breath as he realizes what he's feared the most has happened.

You don't want him.

Kaeya is aware you didn't say that, but it's implied. In your gaze, in the way you walk past him. You don't want him. You don't care for him.

You did, once. He remembers it clearly. Your control was brilliant. Like stars in the night sky. You kept him warm when the cold encroached too closely on his heart. You kept him safe from every dark, nasty thought.

With you, he was whole. With you, he did not drown himself in drink. With you, he was finally at peace.

And then you were ripped away from him. And now you're throwing him away.

It hurts more than he imagined, despite the fact that he knew it would happen eventually. He wants to tear at his skin until it peels off, wants to pull at his hair; he wants to grab his sword, stab something until it bleeds.

Kaeya knows he shouldn't. He should be strong for you. He should show you how capable he is. He should show you how deserving he is of your attention. He should show you that he is worthy of your light, of the warmth emanating from you.

Kaeya knows he should detest you. He shouldn't be desperate for your love, like some dog bereft of affection until you. He shouldn't be this close to kneeling and begging you, he shouldn't be this close to tears at the mere thought of never feeling your warmth again.

But he is. He swallows down the bile in his throat, and grabs his sword.

If he must prove himself to you, he will.

Whatever it takes. Whatever it entails.

If you demand him to throw himself into the flames, he will. If you order him to kneel and impale himself onto his sword, he will do so without hesitation.

All that he asks in return is a glimpse of you. All that he wants is for you to touch him, in whatever way you please. Hit him, slap him, take your foot and kick him in the stomach— it doesn't matter. As long as your eyes are on him. As long as he can feel you again.

Don't you know how cold it is without you?

xiao

Xiao has never been so close to screaming before.

It's unlike him. It is unlike your silent protector, your second shadow. He should be calm. He should be composed, ready to strike at any threat against you.

He shouldn't be like this, ready to throw himself in your lap and beg you to please look at him. Please love him. Please give him just a modicum of attention.

It's unbearable, claws scratching at his throat. Every second that goes by while he's aware that you think of him as unworthy is another spent in agony.

Xiao knows it's not his place to demand anything of you. He is not so arrogant as to believe he is in any way in a position to do so.

But it's difficult. It's difficult to keep himself calm and composed when he sees you touching another, so freely giving out what he so desperately desires. It's difficult to keep himself from piercing whoever is lucky enough to grab your attention for longer than a second. Jealousy wraps around his throat and squeezes.

It's not that you don't want them. You just don't want him.

What is it about him that you dislike? His clothes, his face, the way he stands? Do you find his lack of emotion distasteful; do you hate his silence, do you find how bashful he gets in your presence unpleasant?

Do you hate him? But you liked him once. You had used him, once. Loved him. What's different now?

Is he boring to you? Do you find him undeserving, now?

Then he must simply be interesting. He must simply prove himself to you.

He is deserving. He is worthy. He is. Why are you acting like he's nothing? Why are you acting like you don't care anymore?

Xiao feels betrayed. Bitter. But he can't stop the quiet tears from cascading down his cheeks, silent prayers of which you deign not to answer.

Whatever it is you want from him, he will give. If you desire for him to break his contract with Rex Lapis, he will see to it. If you want him to swear fealty only to you, he will do it. If you want him to turn his back on the people of Liyue, pick up his blade and taint himself ever further, he will do it.

If his death is what you wish, he will see it through. All that he asks is that in his final moments, that you please run your fingers through his hair.

gorou

Gorou can't stop himself from shaking.

You denied him again. He doesn't know what he did wrong.

He should be strong. Imposing. He shouldn't care about whether you want him or not as much as he does.

You're a God. You're his God. If you don't want him, then he will simply live his life in the background of yours. He doesn't need to be the one sitting by your feet, he doesn't need to be the one worshiping you directly— he doesn't, yet his heart still cracks when you turn away.

Gorou is aware that he isn't all that special to begin with. Not compared to some of your other worshipers. Archons bow at the bottom of your throne, and whisper threats at each other when you turn. The strongest of every nation kneel and do as you command without complaint.

He is merely a general of an island from Inazuma. To the people of Watatsumi, he is important— but to you? To God? He is nothing. What is he that you have not already seen before?

It's why he tries to stifle his feelings of bitterness and sadness.

You don't need him. He doesn't need you.

He doesn't, he tells himself, but tears still soak his pillows every night. His lips and ears still tremble when he sees you brushing your fingers through the hair of another. His grip on himself falters when he captures a glimpse of the love you so easily show to others.

Why not him? Why not him anymore?

What did he do to anger you? If you would tell him, he would fix it immediately. Some part of him you dislike? He'll change for you. You think his ears and tails are unsightly? He'll do his best to hide from from view. Or would you rather he get rid of them altogether?

He'll say yes, despite the tears in his eyes.

Is it how he breathes, is it how he carries himself, how he holds his bow? What is it? Why don't you like him?

Why don't you love him anymore?

Whatever it is, he can fix it. Gorou can change for you. He'll throw himself in the gutter until he's perfect for you. Until he's exactly how you want him to be.

You'll love him then, won't you?