#yeesh/lh

[meeb-motes]

it kinda sucks seeing us lose followers after posting emojis related to things that could be dragged under uhhhh discourse things( sorry if that made no sense/gen ) , I mean we understand it sort of but also it’s still sort of stings ? Might just be the NPD tho

Again: aac users exist in many forms with a variety of different opinions and experiences and communication is a human right and if you can talk about something in verbal words you should be allowed to talk about it with aac.

anyways most likely will delete this later sorry ,

[old-that-little-fucking-shit]

Darling? Do you think I'm rude :(

- @totally-penelope-and-not-a-siren

WHO TOLD YOU THAT!??

[shinpikurage]

"how did you find me" on here 3 people post dainzhu and enjou's tag barely gets updates. you were not hard to find /lh

man i love dainjou. and dainzhu. mostly from platonic perspectives (coughs. aroacedainsleif user name) and the others are funky too, just simply not my style AHDGDG. i've always imagined dainjou frenemies to be like

"We're friends, he just doesn't want to admit it." Enjou says casually, leaning on Dain's shoulder.

Dainsleif doesn't react except for taking another sip of his alcohol. "When the Abyss Order is no more, you may be the last one I kill, but I will kill you." He promises.

Enjou simply waves his statement off, looking at the Traveler. "See?"

The Traveler facepalms, while Paimon just gives him a blank stare.

they are. terrible. but dain would be slightly bothered if something happened to enjou. and pyro heat is good for him and baizhu's chronic pain. so he deals. and i also believe qiqi would love dain but not so much enjou bc he is simply too warm. ex:

Baizhu: qiqi, this is enjou. he's a friend.

Enjou: why hello, little lady! it's nice to meet you.

Qiqi: ...hello.

Q: ...dr. baizhu, i don't like him.

B: qiqi, be nice. remember your manners.

Q: sorry sir...

E: oh, it's quite alright. i understand adults must seem so utterly boring! i've been called worse, anyhow.

(Qiqi leaves)

E: what a shame! kids generally rather like me.

Changsheng: *(very skeptically)* they do?

E: why not? i may be a trickster, but i'd never truly hurt an innocent! my colleagues, though; they'd blast through whoever stood in their way, whether child or hero!

C: so you tricked children.

E: what? how did you figure that out?

C: you basically just said it!

B: no fighting while i'm working on medicine, please.

B: even so, i must apologize for Qiqi's behavior. whether it's about your demeanor or not, she has an avid dislike of anything warm, as it starts to disrupt her body's cryo preservation and start to decay her flesh.

E: yeesh, and i thought i had it bad. no offense taken!

plus. yaoyao shoulder rides in lector form. boy is fucking TALL. dain (along with qiqi) is also there on child supervision and makes sure any launched yueguis don't go too far.

I LOVE YOUR IDEAS!! Especially the frenemy concept!

I also HC Dain as Aroace, but he's Demiromantic and Demisexual, and it takes him centuries to understand it fully, and years to be comfortable enough with Baizhu. And he's a bit emotionally stunned, so probably years for him to accept Enjou as a companion rather than an enemy, but it's okay, they both have the time

I feel like Changsheng and Enjou are the most chaotic duo to ever exist, sometimes Baizhu comes back from house calls and sees them together and he's immediately thinking about all the damage they caused

The number one rule in the household is that Dain, Changsheng and Enjou can't be fully alone with the children because they are such a bad influence on both of them lmao, to the point Ping and Cloud Retainer were asking Baizhu WHERE YaoYao and Qiqi had learned to do pranks on others. They probably do spend a bunch of time playing with them (when Baizhu is working), like hunting frogs or racing, even training them from time to time, but now only with supervision because last time Enjou was teaching Qiqi how to steal

I really love them, I like any Polycule Baizhu ships (that doesn't involve the characters I don't ship Baizhu with ofc). Baizhu and Dain hold a special place in my heart, being two disabled characters related to immortality. Throwing Enjou in the mix just makes it more fun since he's 1. A menace 2. Can also be paralleled to them in many ways

I wish they'd meet in canon, it would be a fun encounter :)!

[rubra-wav]

Vox's death - personal headcanons/rambles

A/N I've been sitting on this for a while HDHDH

A lot of this is building on prior headcanons of mine and shots in the dark based on vibes so yeah - I could be completely wrong in season 2 and thus I will eat my hat if that's the case /lh

Just wanted to throw my thoughts out there on this 🙏

CW: SFW, murder, mentions of suicide/mental breakdown, references to staticmoth, angst

In my personal opinion Vox didn't die from a TV falling on his head: he died from poisoning.

The first thing that differs from a lotta stuff I keep seeing is that I don't think the red lines that come from Vox's mouth are actually Val's saliva from kissing him.

In some scenes, it probably is (like in the poison music vid) but when he's very obviously done with Val's bs during the off periods in their relationship that they go through? Nah.

It just wouldn't make sense that it's always from Val. Especially when we have examples like the beginning of episode 8. It just starts seeping from his mouth as he's saying the "I can't wait to watch you get fucked" line.

They show up whenever he's more unstable (like in Stayed Gone) and/or when he's having a sadistic power high (ep 8 ) and is particularly out of his mind.

I think it's symbolic of actually being blood from being poisoned in an instance when he was like that in his life.

Actually getting into it: The leadup to his death

Regardless of how it happened exactly, imo in the end every single one of his relationships while he was alive broke down in the height of his popularity.

He became more and more insufferable to keep around: constantly egotistical and looking down on everyone the more famous and powerful he grew, and became utterly obsessed with maintaining his power. (Also what he's doing in hell - fixated at all times on appearing a certain way and staying at the top)

His mental state declined terribly as he grew paranoid that he would lose his control and have to start from where he was (which wasn't good to say the least), and all of his friends and family left due to how he treated them which only added to his instability due to having no support system.

Not that it would have changed much because yeesh.

The second someone would try to reality check him (if they did) during this time, it only would have made him even more unstable.

He most likely believed that stepping on everyone to maintain his power was more important than anything, and meeting someone who disagreed, he would have just discarded them without a second thought, all the while internalising it deep down to be brought back up whenever he finally crashed.

His actual death

I have two main headcanons of how the poisoning may have gone:

1. The first main one is that he was murdered.

He treated his staff so badly during his gradually worsening mental decline that one (or maybe more) got so fed up by his poor treatment of them that his morning coffee was poisoned, and while on air he started spitting up blood and then died (hence why his head is a TV).

This one makes particular sense to me because the red lines show up when he's being a sadistic asshole - as he would have been leading up to his murder.

2. The second: he poisoned himself on purpose as suicide.

His mental state declined so much, so stuck in his delusions of grandeur that when he was either reality checked and it actually took hold of him or his content started performing badly in comparison to someone else's he experienced the inevitable crash after having a high in that way and had a full on breakdown (or both tbh).

Him taking a stance of 'I'd rather die now while eyes are still on me then when they're all gone again and my existence is unknown once again'.

I think it's far likelier the former, though considering everything.

I am probably reading too damn much into all this but like... the brainrot is all-consuming.

I want to write a fic about his death at some point but like.. I don't think anyone would gaf enough to read it for one, and I also have a bunch of stuff I'm already working on that my brain is buffering about/lh

I'm thinking about how bad he's probably gonna be done in season 2 and slightly dying inside. I HOPE I'm proved wrong so desperately bc I love him too damn much.

Either way I do NOT think there is enough time to properly explore his chara even if Viv wanted to dip into the interesting asf things under the surface. 🗿

My masterlist

[rocambolestim]

nono, it's okay, really /gen

but yeesh, we didn't know about that at all :[ /lh, gen

thank you for explaining tho! /also gen

ty for letting us know!! :3

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

YESSS WE'RE FINALLY BACK :'DDD

Me not them but yk

Ayy step :D

Hi Janine 🥰🥰

First cut away since I'm back 🥳

Lol honey

Iconic

Okayy okay :D

Is this bougie jingle bells

Ope

LOL sorry see I'm also too young Janine 💀

Oh she's eating though xD

The teachers vibing in the background lol

Sorry Janine you're just old xdd /lh

Hi Jacob 🥰🥰!!

Ayyy well he knows it :)

Y'all I missed themmm :'D

Jacob why do you know it lol

See that guy gets it xD

AYY AVA!!

Hi Ava :DD!

Them all eating it up wait I love it so much 🥺🥺🥹

The pause and then back into it

LOLL that was iconic xD

SLDKFJKDS xD

I mean she does have Christmas songs I think

But nah this sounds fire xD

LOL

AAHHHHH FIRST INTRO BACK 🥰🥰

Y'all ik I've been putting it off but it's just the motivation 😭, I love this show so much :')

Hi Barbara :))!!

Lol they're eating

Idk if they'll get that

Uhh

It's a little hard to explain

Aww yay 🥰

The switch from singing back to talking was interesting lol

XD

Loll sleigh xD

Go off Barbara 🥰

AWW wait 🥺🥺

UAAHHHH stoppp that's so sweet :'))))

I'm not okay <333

She is adorable :'D

The little snowflake gosh I'm not okay

Hi Melissa :DD

That's a lot lol

XD

Dang lol o.o leave him alone

Hi Gregory 🥰!

She's got a point though it's different xD

I love Jacob knowing :) and she doesn't even hate him for it 😌 besties your honor

Are you gonna be there xD?

LOL not formally invited 💀

HELP xD

:OO brotherrr :D?

(pretending like that's not the one detail I knew before this episode came out like 4 months ago lol)

Lol the new plastic xD

Calebbb okay :o

Ayyy :D

"It's not" "Okay 😐" XDD but also 🥺🥺👀 Jacob angst

Yeesh 😬 so basically since the show started

Oof :(

Aww wait 😭😭 stop I'm not okay

Hello 💀 WILD

Aww Gregory :'))

HELP he's the younger brother 💀 xD

"Alright dog I tried" xDD so real

There's only so much they can do when it's the situation it is lol

XDD

SLFKFJKD the wait list 💀

Ayy go off

Lol xD

:o our girly's back :)

>:O OH HECK NAH

Get em Barbara

I mean ik they're 5 but xD

I mean you can :((! Even if you don't celebrate

Or like in a non Christmas way :D!

Hi Mr. Johnson :)!!

LOL

Lol the visit to the second floor xD

Ooope is that the brother o.o

"The story was fishy but I gave em a visitor's badge just to see what would happen" HELLO 💀💀 XD

Icon

Jacob looks scared xD

YOOO YUP IT'S THE BROTHER!!

How are there exit doors if it's the second floor- nvm

:O they do look like siblings

Aww soft Jacob 🥺 like not in a sweet way on a thrown off way but still, I love him <3

Unrelated but he deserves to be an older brother yk <3

Just like in general

Loll

XD Ava's shock

LOL this guy's crazy, love em (unless he's directly hurt Jacob then he's dead to me)

Help oh no 💀 Jacob's going through it

Oh gosh xD

He does look older but Jacob feels older yk xD or like face wise idk, it makes sense

LOL Ava, so real xD

Aww lol but they're both still nerds xD

Oope okay

Jacob looks stresssedde 😬

Lol to the cameras xD

Yeah bro's probably like "so what's with this 😃👁️👄👁️", about the cameras xD

💀

Jacob is going through it xD

This man is like a dog though, love it lol

[blueagency]

(Sorry if this is lazy fnfb- I will most likely improvise xd also hai- /lh)

Devil appeared somewhere random within the city, hovering over the ground. Of course, he decided to check on this variation of blue hedgehog’s world first before seeing that Fleetway. He glanced around, checking his surroundings despite that paper covering his face. So far, the place seemed to be..normal in his opinion, but he will eventually see what he can do.

(DWDW YOU'RE GOOD!!!!!)

[Sonic wore his hood over his head, as he was quietly sitting down on the outside floor of the town, in a shaded, secluded alleyway. He had his back against a wall, as he let out short hums, spinning a pen in hand, holding a small notepad in the other, small doodles of stars, spirals and rings at the edges of the paper. In the middle, there was a variety of things listed in bullet points, just everything that the agent saw strange in the town.]

..Huh. How many things does that make? Uh-

[He flipped through the pages in his book. About 3 more pages were filled with strange things that had been spotted.]

...

Yeesh.

[swiiivet-screamathon]

"I spy with my little eye, one half of a cookie~"

"Huh--? Shadow Milk?"

"BOO-!"

"!!!!!!--- Geez, hello Shadow Milk, you, really got me good with that one."

"What you get for answering incorrectly~~"

"...? Oh, right, I see. Good joke." /lh

"Of course it was! I'd be a pretty bad jester if it wasn't :p What brings you back here then? Gonna turn e~vil?"

"No, that's still Dark Enchantress, not me."

"After all your time roaming outside of Beast-Yeast you've really become no fun, haven't you?"

"Well, maybe if you weren't so hung up on just that one part of my life I'd be funnier."

"Yeesh, maybe I am talking to an imposter, you're not that bold." He pokes her forehead who doesn't react much more than a grimace when touched.

"After someone's been around being nothing more than a nuisance to your friends for more than a year their presence stops being as scary."

"Booo, of course I'm still scary!-- You've seen what I can do; you know more than most cookies in this kingdom what my skillset is."

"Well, I'll just have to call over Vanilla if you start threatening those skills. :3"

"Pshh, whatever-- you never answered my question though, if you wanted to get on that."

"Petty now, are we? I've returned from my expedition, wanted to stop by all my friends to see what they were up to."

"Is one of your friends on this remote path?"

"I don't assume right now but maybe one day, though I didn't come here expecting them to be here. This is where I hid last year's gift basket, no one checks here after all."

"That's a gift basket?"

"What; you've come around before and snooped around my stuff?"

"Nahhh, never been here in my whole life-- Why'd you not give it out last year?"

"Uh-huh. Well, a year rounded up, of course. Always keep some gifts handy in case I end up missing some holidays, I tend to feel a bit miserable when I can't give them anything, even if its just a trinket."

"... What'd you get for Vanilly?"

"Very unfair question, I wouldn't want you to spoil the surprise for him but I can't ask the Beast of Deceit to keep a promise, now can I?"

"I guess it just means that it's up to your Souljam whether you answer then~."

"You know what; I didn't expect that you'd become noticeably goofier if I kept paying attention but didn't take you as seriously-- giggle. It's a contraption I found in a sale near a hollyberrian town; it makes sure your honey floss doesn't get tangled when you knit or crochet. I don't know if Vanilla still does either but I thought he'd appreciate the thought nonetheless."

"Ò.Ó... ... Well... He does like his sweaters."

"Hmhm~, I don't expect much else besides it sitting on a shelf collecting dust, but I don't think I need much more than that."

"... Hmh." Poofs

"Oh--? Ok well, bye then? Hasn't gotten better at greetings and pleasantries since I last saw him, that's for sure :p. Best get going if I want to catch Vanilla before he tucks in for the night."

[forget-meabh-not]

i misread it and thought your dni list was all stuff you do support and just reading it in increasingly horrified silence till i realized

Abhsbs oh my gosh . That must have been horrific thinking we supported all those things yeesh /lh

[peppermintstarsonamintyway]

writing this at four in the morning just to make sure i remind myself to work on blog stuff and beast elder faerie au shenanigans that have been sitting in my drafts for days

3:30pm pepper (this is a rough estimation),

DO YO FUCKIN' SHIT BITCH YEESH YOU LOVE THESE AUS WORK ON THEM!!!! AND WORK ON YOUR FUCKING TOA BLOG I KNOW YOU'RE NOT SURE WHAT TO DO BUT JUST DO IT!!! /lh

aight goodnight chat

[disabledstraydogs]

sooo we found our chuuya alter...he immediately got into a fight with our dazai and now both are in time out [yeesh these guys r like grown men and we are contemplating installing a BABY gate to make sure they dont get into trouble ;A;/lh] we also found our sigma and shes just kinda hiding now bc headspace is to noisy :(

-dazai anon

Hi Dazai anon (and co!) I'm glad you have found everyone! Alters being missing is scary. Also dw, one of our Chuuya's is banned from seeing one of our Dazai's, but despite that we find them making out in headpsace sometimes. I hope Sigma is okay though, headspace is noisy.

[chesters-ocs]

Me: Rahul, baby, you'll have to stay at the farm for a year.

Cerberus: What.

Me: That's how long Vikram says it'll take for him to truly believe that Ivan has changed. 🤷‍♂️

Cerberus should be lucky that Stone relented on a year. Because he actually wanted to wait two years to see if Sarabi went back to his outlaw ways.

Anyways, Kali will be happy to cuddle and sleep in the same bed as Butcher. He's going to get those cuddles!

well,,, at least cerberus isnt asked to pay rent yet. so he better savour the year he has of crashing on the couch, cuz at least it doesnt cost him anything /lh

for some reason im imagining butcher having the bigger bed between him and sylvester in their bedroom (which could probably fit 3 people) and sylvester having his own small one on the other side of the room

imagine sylvester and butcher cuddling and kali comes in. sylvester's instantly just on the other side of the room. he shall not be touched it seems. yeesh, rip kali

butcher, cuddling kali: do you wanna join us? :)

sylvester, staring butcher down: well... i want to join *you* in particular. sorry ashok by the way. no hard feelings.

[the-whispers-of-death]

naga!butcher, staring at naga!stone unhinging his jaw: .... well thats one way to do it.

the fact that naga!butcher could wat raw food but doesnt is funny to me. i mean, fair, if i had the option to eat a raw chicken and be fine or a cooked one, i too would eat the cooked one. raw meat do be slimy and weird

historian!sylvester is saying hes now gonna try each and every cookbook recipe he can find and bake everything in them. those two are about to be stuffed with pastries and bread if sylvester has any way in it!

(the image of naga!stone being like "oh. whats that?" and swallowing a whole loaf of bread. thats just grotesque man. didnt even save any for the other two? yeesh. /lh)

Naga!Stone has the ability and the knowledge of cutting things up to eat them, he just doesn't want to do it. Yes, he has two hands but like why cut anything up when it'll all be digested anyways?

I feel like he sometimes takes longer than everyone else to come back for food for everyone because he prefers to hunt in his snake form but then he accidentally eats the whole animal once he gets his jaw around it. And so he has to hunt again and stop himself from eating the whole thing.

[thatmyceliumnetwork]

Yeesh, haven’t touch front in a minute and now we’re in 2025, a lot of new people,apparently more family? Loneliness issues at an all time high & spending a lot again.Yeesh/very extremely lh

[normystical]

OH SORRY—

I disabled images a while ago because there was like a spammer who kept sending really disturbing images to people and all—I'll go re-enable them for ya /lh

Oh yeesh

Sorry that happened to you :(

They're probably banned by now or something...? I hope;; I don't wanna be making this a risk for you

And, thanks btw ♡

[magebunkshelf]

Yeesh yeah. Very disappointing when it's the confessions blog that raises these things up for public scrutiny and it gets labelled the "bug army drama". The blog outright asks for drama, platforms it, brings public attention to it and then labels it as if a loose collection of OC enthusiasts are the problem. And frankly, I wasn't aware there was drama until that blog started platforming it publicly.

I've had that blog blocked for around half a year and I've been suggesting in private to consider doing the same. The fact it has such a huge reach in our niche by tagging VAs, who at some point like I did reblog it in response, means it's irresponsible to allow it to be what it is; a way to anonymously stir shit and sling it at people - the callout post yesterday was unacceptable and I can't believe they have allowed it through moderation (edit now deleted). Now I can understand discussing problematic behaviour with the goal of calling for improvement or for people to avoid something, but that's not what we see. There are unhinged asks posted there that shouldn't have been, that should either stay in private chats or not said at all. There have been things said there that attracted unhinged responses from a creator. I think the blog management (who I legit have zero animosity towards) should reconsider the blog's mission and if it brings any value to the audio RP niche.

In the meantime, you do you of course but I wouldn't recommend engaging with it. The only reason I'm talking about it now is to suggest avoiding it until it improves. I would however ask that no one go to the blog and comment or reblog, or send any asks there. Be responsible.

I try to be careful with my words and be as charitable as I can, but I will be the bitch if I have to be. /somewhat lh

And while we're on it, I'm sometimes told there're some posts about me on there and it's usually really lovely stuff which is really sweet of the people expressing it, but if I'm honest I'd kinda prefer for people to not post about me on there. I just don't feel comfortable being talked about on a blog I'd much rather have blocked and stay away from. Thank you to the people who have, I appreciate you and the sentiments, but if I could ask if you don't I would prefer that going forward, thanks. <3

(edited the wording a little bit later to try and be more fair)

I haven't been on Tumblr for a while but Jesus christ.

The Bug Army, Is genuinely one of the nicest Fandoms I've ever been on because holy hell I've made friends there, and like, they're fun and caring people.

They might not be "perfect" or what ever shit others gotta say but like, evertime I read the confessions...

Idk what to say anything else because I am carefully not trying to be a bitch or etc.

These, people, are amazing and sweet folks.