#yes im good at comforting people but like

[nasiens-father]

Addressing Nasiens character currently +the fandom

Let's start with the fact that Nasiens now does not have a gender, buuuut, he is still treated as a boy and he himself still perceives himself as a boy, in the start of the series we can assume that what he doesn't have is gex cause the whole fairy thing works in a biological way but not in a gender way, he seems comfortable being a boy but i dont think he minds that a lot, cause when percy asked him about him changing genders he basically told him that he can change to the gender that percy wants, so ye he doesn't minds a lot. In summary, he queer, no matter what he is queer and he will always be queer, specifically trans and gay cause he knows what he feels for Percy since the beginning.

Now, the fandom 🫰 muahah this part is dense cause some people acts pressed when they feel called out, so I love the interpretation that every person gives to Nasiens, cause I feel that Nasiens is one of those characters that you can interpret as you wish(AND INSIDE HIS QUEERNESS CAUSE IS A LIL OBVIOUS THAT HE IS QUEER SO), the thing is that some people is starting to be toxic and weird hella weird about it, like those people that's like "She's a woman!! She always was a woman and she was never gay or a boy so I'm basically just erasing every trace of queerness out of his character cause I love heteronormative characters and relationships and love ruining genuinely good representation of someone queer" basically those people, I took the chance to explain what's wrong for me on the example. To the other side that thinks that Nasiens is a woman they cool and nice af cause they aren't toxic about it unlike the other toxic people so YAAAAY.

ALSO. Th.E people that is misinformating about Nasiens identity are also so irritating, like don't put your HCS as something canon (this mostly happens on the Spanish fandom so ye nahabsahs). So in summary, the problem is that some people on the fandom are taking the Nasiens situation in a very toxic way 🐚

AND TAHTS IT, IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO HAVE A WORD ON THIS, BUT IM NASIENS FATHER SO OFC I HAD TO HAVE A WORD SO YAYAYA 🧜‍♂️🫰

Btw the Spanish va of nasiens is a trans man 😽

[thisisaname-whatahappyname]

i fucking hate my cousins why is it that whenever you guys vent to me im expected to be all therapist to you guys but whenever i vent u guys just dismiss my problems like. fuck you asshols go comfort yourselves. fucking users.

[persy-r-bozo]

[frumentariae]

vent. sorry i’m honesty hangry and upset

actually i’m still annoyed. has anyone in this damn fandom heard of filtering tags. for shit. they don’t like

also like not to be ‘what about’ but seriously if your biggest problems are fucking shipping wars on tumblr dot com i envy you. truly.

[littlest-bugz]

Does anyone else go thru phases where you don’t want to talk to anyone?

Like,,, I love you so much, but I just need to RECOUP. I need my alone time so I don’t have another breakdown.

[best-enemies]

Just watched S09E11 of CSI, 'The Grave Shift', after last night's 'One to Go'. I don't think I'll ever recover from Grissom, my favorite character, leaving the show, but his exit was still beautiful and so, so Grissom. Him just telling the team "Yeah so, I'm leaving" and having little moments with each of them, warmed my heart (the character that represented me the most was David, who had to bolt out of the room after Grissom said, "I'll miss you, though", barely managing to hold back the tears before leaving).

And oh my god. His reunion with Sara. They didn't even need words and it was absolutely perfect. Watching Grissom feel physical pain from his break up with Sara broke my heart -- you can see how much he loves her. I hate that they'll break up again; I don't remember how or why exactly, but it feels unnecessary, but I'm comforted by the fact that, ultimately, they'll end up together for the rest of their lives.

One of the things I love about this episode is how they all paid a little homage to Grissom and, near the end, Nick, who was offered Grissom's office, invited Greg and Riley to share it with him. Fits right in with Nick's sweet personality. I love how he says they need all the good energy from that place. He's really Grissom's n#1 pupil ♡

(Shout out to Hodges, one of my favorite characters from this rewatch, walking in and bringing the pig fetus saying it belongs there. I love how bitter he is after Grissom left and how he's not willing to get over it any time soon. Forget David, Hodges is the character that represented me the most, lol).

I need to say, my brain completely ignored the fact that, when Grissom offered Ray Langston a job as a CSI he said that it was an "entry-level job". Instead, I thought he'd get the job as the team leader and it was weird for me to see him being so inexperienced at a job. But all of that is because, one, I haven't rewatched CSI in ten years and forgot about like, 97% of the show and two, I have rewatched Hannibal way too many times and got used to Laurence Fishburne playing a boss, and a damn good one. I do like his character, though!

I'm not a fan of Riley though. I don't know why, she seems mostly competent at her job, fit right in, but at the same time it's not really like she fit in? I felt like maybe she could have had some adaptation into the team, after all she was replacing a long-time team member, Warrick (will talk about him later). Her introduction and adaptation into the team felt a bit sudden and "inorganic" and maybe that's why I don't love her sassy remarks and sort of 'cool girl' personality. Yeah I love Sara but I don't love Riley for the reasons listed above. That could change, though!

Warrick. Oh, man. For Gedda/For Warrick were the most painful episodes to watch and I stalled for months. Some of the team got to have a nice last moment with him, others didn't. It broke my heart how at peace he was in his last hours, hanging out with the work fam, feeling relieved for not losing his job, which was a huge part of his life. I do hate that it had to end like that for him. I get that his death represented the loss of innocence, and that that team wasn't going to last forever... but it's just really painful. To know that he didn't have anyone else, only his soon, which we don't know if he was able to see often...

Too many things happening at once, too many changes, and bumpy ones, but I hope we'll get into a smooth road once again.

[humblewonderer]

I remember someone once told me, absolutely serious, that it was offensive to say my God was the one true God because "what about OTHER people's gods, it's offensive to put them down"

Like buddy. What IS offensive is trying to water down my beliefs and say it's rude to believe God is the true God. What's next, it's offensive to pray for people (IN MY HEAD) without their consent? OH WAIT

[piplupod]

feels like the isolation is a gushing wound and going to the centre is just a small bandage. i think perhaps i am not really ever going to feel okay unless something miraculous happens. i am retaining some semblance of sanity now that I'm leaving the house and socializing with non-family more than once a week, but i am still hurting more than I can really tolerate and I don't know what to do about it. there doesn't seem to be a fix for this that I can enact.

[unproduciblesmackdown]

(genderly) chill as hell if i was only ever glimpsed / detected like this

[dysaniadisorder]

i hate how normalized military is in the us im gonna rip my hair out

[coldvampire]

need at least 1 person to be mentally ill with in the dms about my own writing perhaps then ill be able to publish something

[skitskatdacat63]

If anyone(read: nobody) was curious about Ustinya's scale :D

[saturnsuv]

“cuffing your jeans is bisexual” “all bisexuals have clear phone cases” “this is the bisexual hairstyle” i am going to kill you with hammers. violently

[shdwtouch]

also fr, yall are ALWAYS and I mean ALWAYS welcome to come ramble to me about your muses, your special interest, au ideas you have... I'm here for it all. I'm happy to be a sounding board, to be your rubber duck, or to provide feedback. like, I try to engage but even if I struggle to do so I will always make sure to reassure you that I'm interested and listening ♡ you are seriously NEVER bothering me. never ever. I may be slow, and I may tell you I'm distracted / not able to focus, but I always end up reading your messages and I DO care, truly.

literally all I would ask is that you give me some context before diving in, otherwise I may be a bit confused and have trouble tracking XD my pro-tip would be to be like "hey can I talk about xyz ?" or "hey I need to talk about xyz". but you don't need to ask for my permission, our friendship is your permission.

[dreamedfyre-a]

i don't like the ali.cole at the end of b&c and personally would rather not but I love the idea of hel finding out and the tension ensuing but ultimately her being okay with it

[mainfaggot]

just got over with my spring breakdown. next season's mental collapse will likely take place in July/August...