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#you have genuinely been very kind and it’s refreshing to have a conversation as opposed to an argument
sacred-sacrilege · 2 years
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can i ask why? considering she/her gays exist the same way he/him lesbians do, whats the issue as long as im mlm? why not just say to dni if ur not mlm/nblm instead of excluding a group of mlm/nblm who use those sets of pronouns . someones sexuality is not at all relevant to the set of pronouns they use so ? /gen (sorry for the paragraph lolz wish i could write just a sentence to explain myself properly without coming off as trying to like. aggressively instigate something LMFAO)
You have been very respectful so I am very happy to answer your questions! Quite honestly I hadn’t taken that into consideration when I made my dni, because I have never encountered someone who is masc aligned but uses she/her or she/they pronouns. I understand and support he/him lesbians but the inverse had just never occurred to me! I think that if you identify with being mlm/nblm, then you deserve to have a space here. My work will still only use he/him or they/them pronouns, but you are welcome nonetheless. Thank you for taking the time to reach out to me and ask follow up questions, I’ll be sure to further clarify in my rules, and take into account identities like that.
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ddarker-dreams · 4 years
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That last ask got me thinking! How would the bucci gang react to meeting SR reader's family? Not all of them but like a visiting grandparent(who is likely very unaware their precious grandchild is working with the mob to pay off awful debts-which reader would like to keep that way), but like who's falling all over themselves to impress said relative, who would be subtly trying to get their blessing to date reader, what shenanigans would reader the gang go to keep this person in the dark??
ohhh what an interesting situation!!! some of them would definitely handle it better than others...
Here’s the general concept! Reader’s grandparents are coming to pay their granddaughter a visit in Naples, under the impression she’s been studying there the past few years. Reader has asked some of the members of her team to further validate her story. I imagine everyone as trying to actively court Reader to some extent during this. :’)))
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Bruno Bucciarati; 
Bruno is a revered member of the community. Any of the troublesome details of his Passione involvements would be lost in translation, so you figured he’s a safe bet. He’s also the member who is most familiar with your situation. While he speaks under the pretense of being professional, he would love to have that connection with your family for... any future possibilities. Marriage possibilities. 
He spots you in a mild state of panic, and boasting the compassionate heart he has, is led to ask if you want to talk to him about it. When you explain that some of your foreign family is coming to visit, he can immediately read between the lines. You need to play this part perfectly. He’ll offer to accompany you on one of his less busier days, willing to do whatever it is that’d help. 
The language barrier doesn’t matter too much! Bruno is still a gentlemen. Opening doors for them, pulling out their chairs, offering to pay for any of your meals... he’s very kind. Your grandparents are going to be quite fond of him by the end of your day together. All according to his plan. 
Unfortunately for you, Bruno is going to be offering lots of praise that he fully expects you to translate. It’s a bit embarrassing how genuine he’s being. Speaking about how hard a worker you are, how nothing gets in your way, stuff like that. Your face is on fire as you translate the heartfelt compliments. You end up toning them down a bit for your sake. 
“[First] is one of the most reliable people I know. You should take pride in having helped bring up someone like her. I promise I’ll continue to look after her, you have nothing to worry about.” 
“Ahh... Bucciarati, do I really need to tell them that...?” 
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Giorno Giovanna;
He speaks some English! Giorno did well in his classes at school, so he can understand the basics. Having a knowledge of multiple languages in his position is also a benefit, so he never fully stopped studying it. Though he’d prefer not to mess up any of the pronunciation in front of you. He’ll be practicing in secret as not to embarrass himself, and definitely thinks this is a great opportunity to get closer to you. It’s a shame he can’t take full advantage of it, but he’s going to try to. 
Giorno hasn’t really had any positive family interactions, but he’s still good with people. Unfortunately, in his new position, he’s extremely busy. He still tries to make time for you when he can, but won’t be able to hang out with the three of you as much as he’d like to. He does find the time to come to the airport with you, under the pretense that a lot of shady business goes on there. He wouldn’t want your family being scammed. Don’t ask how he knows about this...
The entire car ride to their hotel will be filled with pleasant conversation. Giorno is a natural at reading the room, and backs your story up to perfection. Any potential discrepancies are covered up with ease. He came in for a clean save at least once or twice when you made a mistake, and you couldn’t thank him enough after.
Giorno isn’t going to want to pry into your personal life, but would be highly amused over any stories they tell him. Even though it’s only a forty minute drive, he enjoyed his time a lot more than he expected to, learning some new things about you in the process. You’re a bit frazzled over the person who is technically your boss (even if he’s not big on formalities...) knowing about your embarrassing childhood stories. He finds it endearing. :’)
He’s gonna bring it up afterwards during a casual discussion, sporting a little devious smile. 
“So, [First], do you want to tell me about that time you got stuck in a swing set again? It seems quite unlike you.” 
“God... I can’t believe they told you that. I was hoping you wouldn’t understand it well.”  
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Guido Mista;
Oh no.
You’re going to have to explain to him that a few changes will need to occur if he is to meet your grandparents. For one, he needs to take a shower. Two, he needs something that at least covers his midriff. If there conditions are met, you’ll allow it. He is not missing out on this opportunity to win you over, so he’s surprisingly amiable to these conditions, ready to do his best to make a good impression. You’ve never see him so agreeable.
You do have to keep reminding him of the story that you’re sticking to. Mista makes a few mistakes here and there, but manages to laugh it off. Since you’re going to be translating a majority of his sentences it’s not a big deal. That doesn’t mean he won’t at least try to say a few words in English... results varying. 
The most difficult part is trying to ignore the Pistols, who are swarming around in excitement. They keep speaking to your grandparents like they can hear them. Asking for embarrassing stories, to know about your past partners, or for any cute childhood photos of you. Mista struggles to keep a composed look when all this is happening.  
“Say, [First]. Your grandparents... they aren’t Stand users, are they?”
“No, Mista. My grandparents aren’t Stand users.” 
To be honest, you weren’t too sure if Mista tagging along for some sightseeing would be the best idea. It goes a lot better than you expected. Some of his comments that you translate actually get your grandparents laughing! What a miracle, he’s gonna be grinning ear to ear. Mista is just a lovable guy. 
He is going to 100% try and sneak in a question about your relationship status when you’re not paying attention. Mista has to make sure you’re still on the market. B) 
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Pannacotta Fugo; 
He’s actually your go to for this situation. It couldn’t be a better setup. Fugo is intelligent, can speak English the most fluently out of everyone in your team, and would be a big help for sightseeing. As soon as he heard about your grandparents visiting, he knew it was only a matter of time until you came to him for help. At first, he was intent on politely turning you down, but god... how can he? You’re too cute, looking at him like that, saying you need his help. Fuck, he’s so whipped for you lmao. 
Fugo is the most anxious about it. What if your grandparents don’t like him? What if he accidentally says something offensive? Or even worse, what if he blows your cover, and you hate him forever? He’s gonna being shutting himself in his room, refreshing his English nonstop. You have to admire his dedication. 
When the time finally comes, it goes a lot smoother than he anticipated. There’s no humiliating himself in front of you like he feared. Fugo is a bit stiff at first, but with your help, begins to ease up. He’s an amazing tour guide! Fugo knows the best places to go, what times they’ll be busy, the historical and cultural significance of every place, etc. When he starts talking about trivia you can tell he’s in his element. 
It’s going so well. That is, until your grandma says you have such a nice boyfriend. Fugo’s entire face goes beet red. If only. 
“A-ah, Mrs. [Last], we’re not dating, actually.” 
“We aren’t, but... you’re right. Fugo is amazing, isn’t he? There’s nothing he can’t do. I appreciate him a lot.” 
On that day, Pannacotta Fugo’s soul ascended. He legitimately cannot stop thinking about this. For you, his crush of many years, to compliment him so genuinely? Fugo.exe has stopped responding .
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Narancia Ghirga;
He kinda invites himself along? Narancia is giving himself a bunch of pep talks, thinking of all the things he can say. His train of thought is that if he speaks English well, it’ll impress you! There’s nothing he wants more in this world than for you to think he’s cool and reliable. The problem is that most of his knowledge of English is only from music. So he’s more familiar with vulgarities than anything else. 
You’re understandably hesitant to allow Narancia to tag along. Then he makes the solid point to you that Aerosmith’s radar would come in handy, detecting any potential threats. Narancia is going to be sporting the brightest smile when you concede and say he can come with you, practically vibrating with excitement. He promises that you won’t regret picking him. 
The place he picks to go is a local pizzeria. In his opinion, the pizza you’ve spoken of back home is an insult to humanity. Naples style is the only way to go. He insists on letting your grandparents try “real” pizza, as opposed to whatever your country has. 
Narancia reminiscences about a lot of your past stories together. Nothing that has incriminating undertones, just casual stuff from your years of knowing one another. You’re almost surprised by how he’s remembered all of this. He can’t help it, any time spent with you has been forever imprinted into his mind. 
“So, there was this one time we spent hours looking for [First]’s lost wallet. Come to find out that she just left it in the glove department after we spent the entire evening searching for it. And then--” 
“Narancia, do you have to bring that up? It’s so embarrassing...” 
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Leone Abbacchio; 
You’re going to have to pull out some incredible arguments to get him to come along with you. He’s going to say no before you even get the chance to ask, already sensing what it is you’re going to say. So be ready to break out some Ace Attorney level stuff or it’s no dice. He’s already offering special treatment by even letting you try to convince him, anyone else would’ve been shooed away. He has a big soft spot for you :’)...
The most you’ll get him to agree to is one dinner. That’s it. Abbacchio has a lot of baggage with him, and doesn’t think highly of himself. To be honest he’s wondering why you’re even relying on him here. It’s strange, since he appreciates the trust you must have for him, but also doesn’t think it’s deserved. 
He cleans up well. Abbacchio is going to take this occasion very seriously. For most of the dinner he listens to you speaking, rarely offering input unless he finds it necessary. When he does speak he’s more polite than you’ve ever heard him though. You almost wondered if it was Abbacchio who was speaking, and not some imposter. So he is capable of having manners when he wants to... 
He’ll also pay for the dinner, much to your surprise. Will insist on it even. Abbacchio tells you to let them order whatever desserts/wine they want. He’s pulling all the stops to make a good impression. 
“Abba, you really didn’t have to do all that. Please at least let me reimburse some of it.” 
“Would you stop bringing it up already...? They’re your family, so it’s only natural I’d take care of them.” 
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Trish Una; 
As the only non Passione member on this list, Trish is an excellent choice! Her singing career is really starting to take off. Your family will find her to be impressive. You’ll have to think of a story for how the two of you are familiar with one another. You can’t very well say you used to be her bodyguard protecting her from assassins lmao.  
Since she needs to travel a lot to different venues for her career, Trish’s English is steadily improving. She’ll normally text you for help if anything is particularly challenging. The biggest challenge would be aligning your schedules together, at the same time they’re visiting. Trish has a way of making time for you. 
One of the things Trish loves to do is give gifts from her travels. So she’ll show up with some little souvenirs for them. It’s a very heartfelt gesture that they appreciate, and she even gives you a gift or two. The queen of good impressions. 
Throughout the years, Trish has managed to gather a sizeable collection of selfies from when you’ve spent time together. At some of her albums release parties, trips to the beach, the times you’ve travelled together. She’s going to have a lot of fun going through her hundreds of photos of you and showing them. 
“Trish, you almost need a SD card for all of these. Just how many pictures of us do you have?”
“Oh, this is just the beginning, [First]. I have a whole other album of when we went to Milan last spring.” 
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ladykissingfish · 3 years
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A Date with an Angel // Part Four // Zetsu and Kisame
Zetsu
“Oh — God —“, Konan gasps, panting and holding her sides. She had thought she was in better shape than this, but ... “Do you want to stop and rest for a bit?” Konan nods, feeling mildly embarrassed as she sits gingerly on a log. When Konan had been a young girl, going for walks through the woods had been one of her favorite activities. Quiet, fresh air, surrounded by birds and butterflies and flowers ... so when Zetsu asked her if she wanted to go on a “relaxing hike”, she’d agreed right away. But apparently she and Zetsu differed greatly on their ideas of what “relaxing” meant, because this was intense. The park Zetsu took her to had a variety of winding trails, and the one they were traveling up now was probably the steepest of them all, going up many deep hills and crevices. Konan was glad she’d brought more than one bottle of water in her small backpack; here she was opening her third one. “How are you not even winded?”, she asked him, as she slugged down the icy coolness. Zetsu merely smiles and takes a drink of his own water. “I do this all the time. For the stuff Nagato has us all doing, there’s really no better way to stay in shape.” Konan has to agree with that, but even without the walking, Zetsu is probably the healthiest person in the house ... and also, possibly, the strangest. He came and went at all hours of the day and night, and the others referred to him as “the spy”. He always had intel on people that Nagato was interested in, and he was a master problem solver, often resolving issues before they even had a chance to become one. He seemed to be the closest to Obito, and the two would spend hours playing chess against each other. Konan rests on her log and stares out at the scenery below, when Zetsu’s voice comes to her from the stillness: “He was a good man.” “Who?” “Yahiko.” Konan turns her head towards him, surprised. “Did you know him??” Zetsu nods. “Yeah. Met him a few times back when Nagato was putting this group together. Nagato — he was always trying to convince your boyfriend to join up. But Yahiko, you know all this just wasn’t his thing. Very peaceful guy. Talked about you so damn much I felt Iike I already knew you on the day I met you.” Konan smiled at that, then stood up. “You know he loved this too. Going for long hikes, I mean. Always tried to get me to go with. Wonder if he’d be proud of me right now — or pissed.” Zetsu laughs at that and puts his hand on Konan’s shoulder, saying, reassuringly, “Proud. Always proud.” The two continue their hike (Konan finds it a bit easier now that she’s rested and more hydrated) and they come across a small pond surrounded by flowers. “Oh!” Konan exclaims, and quickly draws her sketch book out of her pack. “I have to draw those flowers!” Zetsu looked at her, surprised. “I thought you only did Origami? I didn’t know you could draw, too.” “It’s both, kind of. I sketch out flowers that I like so I can try to fold them at home later.” When she’s done, the sun has gotten a bit lower in the sky than either had anticipated, so that hurry back to the entrance of the trails. They get there just as the sun sinks beneath the horizon, and Zetsu, taking hold of Konan’s arm, tells her to look up. She does and gasps; out in the open, and completely free from the lights of the city, the sky is flooded with what seems like millions of gold-silver sparkles. “I never knew there were so many,” Konan says in an awed voice, her eyes eating up her face. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen anything so beautiful in my entire life.” Zetsu just smiles, and takes the opportunity to gently kiss her forehead as he tells her, “The sky is pretty ... but you put it to shame, Konan.” They make light conversation on the car ride home, but Konan’s sleepiness from so much physical exertion catches up to her, and she’s knocked out before they pull in the driveway. Zetsu lifts her out and carries her into the house and to her room, where he gently lays her on top of her covers, before turning off her light and closing the door.
Kisame
“You don’t have to do this.” “I know that; but I don’t mind.” “You don’t think it’s embarrassing?” Kisame shook his head. “How is spending time in the water with a beautiful woman in anyway embarrassing?” Konan sighed and focused on kicking again. It was the next day, and early that morning Kisame had knocked on her door, asking her to accompany him to “his favorite place in the world.” It shouldn’t have been surprising where they ended up; Kisame was one of the most outgoing, talkative members of the house, and one of the first things he and Konan had a conversation about were the many shiny trophies that lined his room shelves. “Swim Team,” he’d said, proudly, when she asked. I joined freshman year in high school, and was captain by junior year. We went to all the tournaments; came in first 4 times in two years.” Today was rather lovely; after watching the stars with Zetsu the night before, seeing the sun come up over the waters at the beach with Kisame was very poetic. Kisame was prepared; he’d brought them towels, sunscreen, magazines, and abundant supply of drinks and snacks. While it was early, it was too chilly to even think about going in the water, but the day very quickly warmed up to the point where Kisame was stripping off his shirt and diving into the water. Konan was genuinely surprised that a man as big as Kisame, as solid and muscular, could be so smooth and graceful in the water. “You don’t want to join me?”, he’d asked, after coming up for the umpteenth time. “The water isn’t really that cold. It’s quite refreshing.” But Konan shook her head and explained, sheepishly, that she’d never learned how to swim. Kisame’s immediate response had been “Let me teach you,” and, although Konan had her misgivings, she allowed Kisame to take her hand and guide her into the water. They started off with very basic exercises, such as Kisame holding her up while she kicked and paddled, and then he explained about balance and breathing and body weight, and “If you feel yourself going under, don’t panic. Work to pull yourself back up. Fight. And you don’t have to worry, because I’ll be right here to help you.” Eventually Konan feels confident enough to swim out a ways from Kisame, and although her head is briefly pulled under the waves she takes his advice, stays calm, and fights her way out from under. Kisame pats her shoulder when she gets back to him, congratulating her. “See? Easy as pie, right?” “It’s easy when you have a great teacher.” The two take a break from the water to eat and bask in the sun. “This must be what heaven feels like,” Konan comments, turning towards where Kisame is laying on his towel beside her. Can I ask you something?” “Yeah?” “You’re so ... big, you know? I would have thought a big guy like you would be a football player, or hockey, or something like that. Why swimming?” “I guess ... because my dad was a swimmer, too,” he answers, sitting up. “It was something, maybe the ONLY something, we bonded over, right? If you think I have a lot of trophies you should see his; he’s got a whole wall of awards from junior high, high school, and college.” Konan nods, going quiet for a bit before saying, “I don’t remember my dad that well. He died when I was four. Mom ... I guess that’s why I like origami such much, because she was a sketch artist. Her specialty was flowers. My drawings are okay but folding is better. Makes sense. Is that how you feel about swimming? It just makes sense to you?” He nods, and the two spend the next half hour in a companionable quiet. Before they leave for the day, they have a lot more fun. They join on opposing sides of a children’s volleyball game, then the kids join Konan in burying Kisame up to his neck in sand. They swim a bit more, Kisame helps Konan collect seashells — before long they’re both tired, and head back home. When they get to the front door, Konan hugs Kisame (and Kisame has to bend quite a ways for her to reach him, and kisses his cheek. “I had a great day with you, Kisame.” He blushes, then asks timidly, if she’s not VERY tired, if she wants to watch a
movie with him in the living room. She agrees, and Kisame makes them popcorn and pops in The Waterboy, which he claims is his favorite movie “of all time, ever.” Halfway through the flick Itachi emerges from his room and joins them, and the three have a pleasant evening with each other.
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bossbex · 3 years
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5x06 Reaction
JARCHIE!!! I missed their interactions so much... like honestly in S4 they barely spoke.  I’m loving the “roommates” dynamic.  
Ok the kevin/fangs/toni apartment(?) is... amazing!!
I love how they hired actual teenagers (or close to it) to play the high school kids... since all the “teachers” were playing high school students, what, 3 episodes ago?? 
Ok mechanic Betty is SO HOT
DORITOS I AM CRYING AT THIS PRODUCT PLACEMENT
Veronica’s taking over the Blue Velvet!!! Why not reuse that set lmao
Thoughts on this initial barchie interaction: 
I’ve seen all the discourse about it seeming like Archie doesn’t care about Betty’s problems, or not taking them seriously, and people comparing Archie’s “oof - that sucks” to jughead’s “white noise” speech in 1x08 (which I thought was cringy AF and I even liked b*ghead at the time) and here’s what I’ll say: 
His “oof - that sucks” comment as MATCHING Betty’s tone - she says it kind of matter of factly and with a bit of an eyeroll, she does NOT seem very upset about it, and she is a grown ass adult who DOESN’T need Archie’s condolences in that moment - and Archie knows that. 
She then brings up Polly, and Archie ASKS A FOLLOW UP QUESTION: “didn’t your mom say she does this? Takes off for a couple of days” which shows that he is referring to a previous conversation about this - they’ve BEEN talking about it and he DOES care (not to mention they showed that he had texted her about Polly at the end of the last episode)
She says she’s trying not to panic - because she knows this is something Polly does and may not actually be in danger - SO HE OFFERS A DISTRACTION during a time when she is basically asking for one, and then SHE COMES UP WITH THE IDEA OF WHERE TO GO HAVE SEX
Anyway I have argued with enough people on twitter about this lol.. I feel strongly.  Also, this scene was super cute and both Archie and Betty look so good in it.  
I love Tabitha.  Smart, enterprising, witty... I’m all for the Jugitha pairing. (seriously though, is a ship name decided for them? I’ve seen Tabhead and Jabitha as well, lol.  
Uhhhhh ok this car sex scene? It somehow feels even more explicit than the shower scene?? The moaning and breathing?? HOW DARE THESE STONEWALL KIDS INTERRUPT THIS
LMAO NIGHT JOGGING
Is it just me or is Sheriff Keller looking really hot? Silver fox??  
I have to note that Archie’s hair colour looks SO BAD in this whole episode but especially this football scene with the Reggie confrontation.  It’s like, almost burgundy? But somehow bright orange at the same time? I hate it.  
Ok Cole is absolutely nailing this “down on his luck, beaten down” adult Jughead.  His character is funny all the sudden?? I love that he kept the money in the tip jar like OF COURSE
Ok Chad coming into Veronica’s class HE’S THE WORST!!! And then SITTING AT THE BACK I HATE HIM SO MUCH FOR THIS
Alright, now we have another scene that has people talking, which is where Archie meets Chad.  My thoughts: 
Archie clearly sizes up Chad.  I mean, he dated Veronica for 3-ish years (in the show’s timeline) so yeah, it’s normal to meet your ex’s new partner and size them up.  It read more like “he thinks Chads a douche” as opposed to “he’s jealous of Chad because he wants to be with V”.  
They show makes a point of showing Betty’s reaction to them meeting.  THIS SHOT IS NOT RANDOM.  Yes, I’m sure the show will go there, she’ll get jealous of V at some point.  Betty thinking that Archie is jealous of Chad is not the same as Archie actually being jealous of Chad.  
I kind of loved how Chad just jumps in here to join in the karaoke night - he didn’t redeem himself from the previous scene where he SAT IN THE BACK OF HER CLASS WHILE SHE WORKED but I like how they’re not playing him completely evil
Next scene: BETTY AND TONI ARE TALKING!!! I REPEAT!!! BETTY AND TONI ARE TALKING!!! Seriously, it’s so refreshing that they’re actually letting all kinds of new dynamics and character interactions happen this season.  
Also, NEDSLIST!!!! THIS SHOW!!!!
I am living for Cheryl being completely beautiful whilst yelling at construction workers.  
So like... she actually doesn’t have that much money. She couldn’t really afford the donation for the school... I kind of wish that once she says “I can’t afford it” people would like, not keep pushing? I’m looking at you Toni, whom I absolutely adore, I just wish the writers didn’t make it like Cheryl’s being squeezed dry.  I get that it’s needed for plot purposes but I don’t love it.  
Kevin and Betty are friends again!!! Love it!!! 
Karaoke night thoughts: 
At no point is Jughead hanging out or interacting with the rest of the group.  He stays separate from them - with Tabitha, which I appreciate, but I am just noting this because I’m sure it was done purposefully. 
“She probably forgot it’s Gekko now” uhhhh didn’t Toni announce V as “Veronica Gekko” in the last episode?? LOL THE SHADE
I love Veronica’s voice
Ok so Chad actually comes off so great in this scene?? I guess this is part of his manipulation - come off as such a great guy in front of all her friends to get them to like him? 
Jughead’s reaction to the duet is so me every time I’ve watched people do karaoke lmao
During the “or do you need more? Is there something else you’re searching for” they cut to Archie’s and Betty’s reaction.  Archie is not thinking about V in that moment.  
I am not seeing one iota of jealousy from Archie.  He looks genuinely happy for them.  
This Chad and Veronica bed scene makes me uncomfortable.  But I’m glad they’re showing their softer moments! 
The Archie/football recruitment sequence... Chad in the back of Veronica’s classroom again??? HOW IS THIS HAPPENING I HATE THIS!! Also, this is another scene where Chad looks jealous of Archie... not the other way around. 
Britta!!! I love her.  And I feel like the writers inserted her in specifically for Britta Lundin, former Riverdale writer and acclaimed author (read her book Ship It, seriously, it’s so good), and I love that. BUT THE WAY ARCHIE LOOKS AT BETTY IN THIS SCENE IS THAT EVEN LEGAL
We get the first glimpse Toni’s “Operation Bring Cheryl Out Of Hiding” plan here, when Archie asks her for funding for the football team and says its earmarked for something else (hmmmmmmm... this plan has been in the works for a while... and I’m here for it) 
Ok. This scene where Archie goes to ask Cheryl for money is... a mess.  My first reaction is that it was so OOC for Archie to bring up Jason in that way.  Then I got to thinking... Archie probably would want to honour his dad in that way and was genuinely suggesting that as something that might actually be helpful to her, as opposed to purposely trying to manipulate her.  He knows what it’s like to lose a family member, he just didn’t realize that Cheryl doesn’t grieve in the same way. The boy doesn’t have a malicious bone in his body.  Anyway, now he’s been banished from Thornhill! But don’t we see him (and everyone) there in a bts photo from possibly 5x08? Isn’t that at Thornhill? Will this be addressed or will the writers just forget it ever happened?
I love Betty and Kevin investigating together. It’s so refreshing. 
Ok this place Jughead is going to is legit the creepiest shit I’ve ever seen.  I am having trouble making myself care about this “Mothmen” plot??
Betty’s “Straight to the Point” interrogation style is actually effective in this truck stop stakeout scene.  
Alice again with her wine... I wonder if there will actually be an “Alice is an alcoholic” storyline or is the wine just part of her personality now?
Ok like it’s so inappropriate for a teacher to be wearing an HBIC shirt BUT I AM HERE FOR THIS DRAMATIC VIXENS HALLWAY WALK!! And Toni is correct, Cheer is a sport so sit down, Archie.  Notably Toni adds in “not even Cheryl managed to do that” - I’m thinking she new Ms. Bell would be eavesdropping ;)
WHY IS THIS PORTAIT OF JASON WORTH SO MUCH?? 
Is this Minerva character going to be important?? I keep seeing people talking about how she and Cheryl are going to hook up but is that just because she’s a female character who interacts with Cheryl? I’m not seeing it yet but hey, it’s Riverdale.  
JUGHEAD BRINGING UP THE EPIC HIGHS AND LOWS OF HIGH SCHOOL FOOTBALL I SCREAMED
Seriously though, since we know Jughead wasn’t there when Archie said that, there’s two options: Either Archie told him he said it, or (my preferable theory) Archie used to just SAY THAT REGULARLY and has said it in front of Jug lmao.
Chad again seems legit supportive when she tells him about her jewelry store plan?? THEY’RE SO UP AND DOWN!!! 
Ok, so Betty is an FBI agent (trainee, whatever) and she JUST NOW THOUGHT OF TRACING POLLY’S CELL PHONE
This scene... when Veronica finds out Chad has been talking to Hiram behind her back... this is where she decides she’s done with Chad. 
Another scene with Archie - I am still getting zero vibes that he’s into Veronica? And zero vibes that Veronica’s into Archie? It makes complete sense that Veronica would want to help the bulldogs.  Chad is a total dick here and is definitely threatened by Archie... again, not the other way around.  Side note: Chad, if threatened by Archie, is a TOTAL IDIOT for suggesting Archie renovates the Pembrooke - like, he’s going to be working? All the time? Where Veronica is staying? And probably taking his shirt off because he’s sweaty from all the working?? WHYYYYY WOULD CHAD ENCOURAGE THIS
This little flirty scene between Jughead and Tabitha (and it’s the first that I would say has any flirty undertones whatsoever) is pretty cute.  
THIS BARCHIE PORCH SCENE I HAVE THOUGHTS
The fact that people are suggesting Betty showed up there because she wanted to talk to Jughead is SENDINNNNGGGGGG
Let’s be clear, she only asked about Jughead so she could make sure he wasn’t home so that she could bone Archie. There is no other interpretation for this. 
THIS IS THE BEST BARCHIE KISS TO DATE
They are playing the song from the porch scene in the pilot... DON’T TELL ME BARCHIE IS MEANINGLESS WHEN THEY ARE USING THIS SONG
I think the fact that this is the first time they had sex and we didn’t see it is meaningful - they are showing that the relationship is deepening and they are more than “just sex”
As Betty leaves, Archie looks like he wants to reach out for her and then stops himself - he is definitely falling hard and he’s afraid Betty isn’t feeling the same way
Ok, Cheryl is straight up wearing lingerie in Toni’s office!!! And the red lipstick is back - notably, throughout the entire show, she has worn the red lipstick as a kind of shield - she never has it for her “vulnerable” scenes.  Seems like that is still happening. AND this is where we see Boss Toni’s plan come into fruition - she started up the vixens and MADE SURE CHERYL FOUND OUT ABOUT IT because she knew that was the one thing that would make Cheryl come out of her Thornhill hiding spot.  Well played, Toni.  
Archie and Veronica announcing the bulldog funding... again, I’m not seeing ANY “romantic/attraction” vibes here? He does react when she says her last name is Lodge again but like, anyone would? 
MS. BELL YOU GOSSIP I’M OK WITH YOU REPORTING TO CHERYL BUT I DRAW THE LINE AT HIRAM
Is Reggie... filing his nails? Lmao
I really hope Polly isn’t dead?? Like I very much want a Polly redemption story!! 
Sooooo I guess Archie and Jughead are both going to die in this fire? Lol... well... they’re main characters so I’m sure they’re good.  
I’m doooone for this week! So far really enjoying the timejump? Obviously because of barchie but also, everyone is just - better. 
Well this turned out to be a novel.  If you made it this far, thanks for reading :) 
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Passing of the Torch
Passing of the Torch Fandom: My Hero Academia Pairing: TodoMomo Summary: TodoMomo Positivity Week Day 4 Prompt Fill: An evening is spent where the Todoroki and Yaoyorozu families finally have the chance to meet and get more familiar with one another. And Shoto gets the sinking feeling that his girlfriend’s father may not be his biggest fan. Standard Disclaimer: If you read and enjoy this, please give it a like/ reblog so I know if I should write more.
Shoto took a deep breath as they approached the upscale barbeque restaurant, feeling unusually nervous. He was normally a rather composed sort but this situation was not something he had ever been faced with before. After a year of dating, the time had finally come for him to finally meet Momo’s parents and, in turn, for his family to meet Momo proper. Natsuo and Fuyumi had had plenty of run-ins with his girlfriend before they were dating and even since, but this was going to be the first time they’d be having a meal together. It was also to be the first time his Mom and Father would be meeting her under the proper terms of being his girlfriend.
“Relax, Shoto,” Mom’s voice giggled softly in his ear, causing him to jump and glance at her. She giggled and reached out to gently smooth his bangs back out of his face. “If you don’t breathe a bit, they’ll be able to see how tense you are the moment we walk in.”
“Yeah, Sho!” Natuso agreed as he came up on his other side, grey eyes twinkling in mirth. “I mean, so long as you don’t spill tea all over them, I doubt you could make a worse first impression than Keigo did.”
“I heard you insulted Nezumi-San’s older sister the first time you met her family,” Fuyumi chirped behind them, leaning a bit closer to her own fiancee as she spoke. The blonde man flashed Natsuo a smug smirk, clearly unashamed to let Fuyumi fight his battle for him.
Natsuo puffed his cheeks out. “I’m starting to think that there’s a problem with you and my girlfriend getting along so well,”
“If you ever gather enough courage to ask for her hand,” Father chimed in flatly from his position beside Fuyumi, “shouldn’t that be a good thing?”
Natsu looked like he had some snarky retort ready but a quick snap from Mom silenced them both. “Mind your manners, boys. Tonight is very important to Shoto and I do not want either of you ruining this for him,” she said evenly, smiling as both men dipped their heads and let out grumbled agreements. Shoto himself let out a small, relieved breath and silently thanked whatever greater forces were at work for Mom.
Upon entering and offering their name, they were whisked away to the back of the restaurant. There was a spacious booth area in the back, where three figures were already settled in. Momo was easy to spot, with what could only be her parents settled in beside her. Her mother and she had many similarities, he noticed, in the curve of jaw, shape of cheeks and jet black hair. Her mother’s eyes, however, were a striking orange hue and more narrowed, the shape reminding him a bit of an almond. To her other side was a frail, pale man with dark purple hair. His eyes were a perfect match to Momo’s in both shape and hue, watching her as she shared some story with a softness that left him a little shaken. Her mother perked up and blinked. “Ah, Todorokis, I see you’ve made it in one piece,” she said, carefully moving out of her seat to greet them properly. “I am Yaoyorozu Miran, Momo’s mother, and this is my husband and her father, Umeo.”
Umeo squirmed his way out, his movements slow, but righted himself with his cane as they went through introductions. As he and Shoto shook hands, his grip tightened a surprising bit. When he stole a glance up at the older man, the look in his eyes was unreadable and his smile cryptic. For a moment, all of Shoto’s worst fears pushed to the forefront of his mind again, panicked that he’d already somehow gotten off on the wrong foot.He was snapped out of it as he was ushered into the booth, Mom insisting that he and Momo sit next to each other. He resolved himself to try and redeem himself for whatever transgression he’d committed against Yaoyorozu-Sama.
Which, as it turned out, was near impossible.
Yaoyorosu-San ended up taking the spot beside Momo, with Yaoyorozu-Sama taking the seat on her other side, placing him at the far end of the table. There wasn’t an extraordinary amount of space between them, but it was a bit difficult. He tried a handful of times to strike up conversation with him, only to have his words drowned out by some large proclamation by Keigo or a inquiry regarding business ventures from Yaoyorozu-San to Father. Momo took his hand under the table, giving a small reassuring smile when he turned to face her. He let himself relax and get swept up in a conversation about a recent mall trip she’d made with Jirou and Uraraka.
When he was paying attention again, their food was being delivered and he noticed Yaoyorozu-Sama staring him down, expression blank. A knot settled itself in the pit of his stomach.
As they ate, he tried a handful more times to speak with his girlfriend’s father between conversations with her, but the man seemed to be outright ignoring him. Instead, when he saw Shoto opening his mouth, he would direct his attention to a different Todoroki. He would ask Fuyumi about her work as a school teacher, or what he was to be his specialized area once he completed med school. He even prompted Father about a discussion regarding the changes to Pro Heroics in the time between their high school years and the modern era, which seemed to take over the rest of their meal time.
While they awaited the checks, Shoto excused himself to the restroom. He splashed a bit of water on his face, using his right side to chill it up and help refresh himself. He stared at his own reflection and tried to mull over what, exactly, he could have done to perturb the older man so terribly. Did he think that the fact they were only meeting after Shoto and Momo had been together a year was a bad sign? He’d heard that normally introduction happened a few months sooner than they had done, but it didn’t seem to be such a large issue to warrant being ignored. Or perhaps he was concerned based strictly on Shoto’s family name alone? The Todoroki family certainly didn’t have the most pristine reputation around. But his being a Todoroki didn’t seem to bother Yaoyorozu-San.
But it wasn’t Yaoyorozu-San that worried him. He knew from what Momo herself said that she was closer to her father than her mother. Yaoyorozu-Sama’s opinion, he reasoned, would therefore be the one that could make or break their relationship. He shook his head and headed out, telling himself that the likelihood of Momo breaking up with him just because her father did not completely approve was slim to none.
But that didn’t stop him from following after than man when he saw him stepping outside while everyone else tended to the check.
The other man was leaning against the wall beside the restaurant when Shoto stepped outside, his eyes closed. He steeled his nerves as he walked over. “Yaoyorozu-Sama,” he said.
The other perked up, blinking at him in clear surprise. “Ah, Shoto-Sama! I didn’t realize you had come outside as well,”
“I want to apologize,” Shoto said while quickly bowing, “if I have said or done anything to offend you this evening. It was not my intention and, if told how I stepped out of line, promise to never do so again.”
A small chuckle came from the older man. Shoto tilted his head to peek at him through his bangs. The other man was covering his mouth to try and muffle the laughs escaping him, a gesture he’d seen Momo imitate multiple times. “I’m sorry, Shoto-Sama,” he said, clearly his throat and letting his hand fall away. Any sense of mystery in his expression was completely dissipated, revealing only genuine amusement. “Please rise. You’ve done nothing to offend myself or Mikan.”
He blinked as he stood back up at his full height. “I do not understand. If I haven’t crossed a line, why did you seem to be ignoring and dodging me when I attempted to speak with you?”
Yaoyorozu-Sama smiled. “Because I wanted to observe how you interacted with my daughter as opposed to how you would address me,” he said simply.
Shoto blinked a few times before tilting his head at him. “I don’t understand,”
“If you’ll be kind enough to humor an old man, Shoto-Sama,” he hummed, his gaze shifting to the stars above, “allow me to explain. If there is something I observed frequently in my youth, it was the idea of presenting oneself in a specific light for a specific audience. When speaking from the lens of Pro Heroics, it makes sense. One must be attractive to the public to have any level of true success. But… When it comes to courtship and romance, I saw this frequently as well. I saw peers pretend to be someone they were not in front of their partner’s families, just in hopes of impressing them. I decided, then, that I wanted my opinion to be based on who my Momochi’s partner was when they were with her. Because… That is what is truly important, especially if you intend to be with her for the foreseeable future. The person you are towards my daughter will forever be more important than who you try to be to me.”
“The foreseeable future?”
“You two are young. There could come a day where one of you wakes up and realizes that the love is gone between you,” he said patiently. He let his gaze turn away from the stars to Shoto, still smiling but his eyes bright with conviction. “I am asking you, as her father, that if that day comes you be a real man about it and walk away as gently as you can. To be honest and upfront, to not play games. And if it is she who decides to end it, let her go with grace and dignity, in a way deserving of the kind of love you claim to hold for her.”
The request caught him off guard. The idea of someday being with someone else? FInding a partner other than Momo? He took a deep breath as he tried to sort out the thoughts in his head to something cohesive. “I do not see such a day ever occurring. The only partner I can ever see by my side is Momo. A future we are not facing together, as a team, is impossible for me to envision. However… I promise to fulfill this request, if such a day should ever come to pass,” he said, squaring his shoulders and holding the other’s eye the whole time he spoke.
Grey eyes gleamed before he chuckled, closing his eyes as he nodded. “Thank you for your honestly and promise, Shoto-Sama,”
He nodded. “Though, in the spirit of honesty, if I may say one thing, Yaoyorozu-Sama?”
“Of course,”
“I feel as if there were better ways to accomplish your goal without spending most of the evening ignoring me, thus leading me to believe I had somehow started out with making a bad impression with you,”
That got a hearty laugh out of the other man. “My, you don’t hold you back, do you? How charming to see that level of honesty from a man so young!” His laughter only lasted a bit before he started coughing, pulling a handkerchief from his coat pocket and coughing into it. “Forgive me. I’m afraid I fall into coughing fits much easier than I did in my younger years.”
He opened his mouth to tell him there was no need to apologize when Momo appeared beside them with a worried frown. “Father, are you okay? Are you pushing yourself too hard again?”
Yaoyorozu-Sama flashed her a bright smile and shook his head. “Not at all, Momochi. Shoto-Sama just said something incredibly clever,”
She visibly relaxed. “I am glad that the two of you are getting along, though I would appreciate you stay close to Mother or I if you need help,”
“Of course, darling,” he hummed, taking one of her hands in his own. He stroked the top of her hand gently before offering it to Shoto. “Now, why don’t you two go on ahead while this old timer catches up with the grown ups again?”
There was no hesitation as Shoto took Momo’s hand in his own, offering a small smile to her father. “Thank you for your time, Yaoyorozu-Sama,” The older man smiled and tipped his head before moving past. Without needing to say it, Shoto knew what this gesture had meant.
He squeezed Momo’s hand gently at the inquisitive look she flashed him, choosing to leave it at that for now.
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Crime is Common. Logic is Rare. (Ch.26)
Chapter Twenty-six: Dabi (HawksxGN!Reader)
From Cindy: My intention was to never have Dabi in this story, but now he’s here. lol He wanted to add a bit of spice.
Plot summary: As a quirk geneticist, you never really imagined yourself getting involved in hero work. Of course, you never imagined catching the eye of a pro hero either. What starts as a great career opportunity turns into a relationship built upon mutual secrets and trust.
Warnings:
⚠️This story contains spoilers from the manga.
⚠️Some events and plot points have been altered from the original manga
Tag List: @gayforkeigo @marshmallow-witch @redflannel @toyo-shiro @elsasshole @astronomyturtle @iambashfulperson @omiwashere
Next Chapter : Chapter Guide
Returning to work and getting back into a routine after having a vacation was always a little difficult. That was especially true when you worked for a mad doctor who created super villains in the basement of an otherwise mediocre municipal hospital. But after reconnecting with friends from your hometown and having some much needed quality time with your boyfriend, you were feeling refreshed and ready to face the last stretch of your dangerous journey. The spark of cautious optimism was stomped out almost immediately when you stepped into the hospital lobby and saw the expression on Dr. Garaki’s face as he greeted you.
“What’s wrong?” you ask before any pleasantries can be exchanged. A list of worst case scenarios begins to compile in your brain as the doctor tries to force the smile on his face to appear more genuine. If something urgent had popped up, you knew he would have gotten in touch with you, so it was hard to predict the situation you were coming back to. You couldn’t discuss anything about Shigaraki in the main hospital though, so you’d have to endure the suspense until both of you were safely out of sight in the underground lab.
“You look well rested,” Garaki comments as you make your way to the secret elevator. Your nervous jitters made the walk seem much longer than usual. “I guess taking a few days off was a good idea.”
“I appreciate you giving me the time,” you tell him since it remained to be seen whether taking a break from your duties had been a good idea or not.
“We’ll be having a guest in the lab today,” the doctor finally reveals a sliver of information after all your personal belongings had been put in a locker and he’d run a metal detector over you to check for bugs. You were used to this process by now, but the knowledge that you’d be meeting what you assumed was going to be another villain made you feel incredibly uncomfortable. You couldn’t imagine what more the villains could need you for, unless something horrible had happened to Shigaraki while you were away and it was time to face the consequences. It made no sense for them to kill you there in the hospital though, so you did your best to keep your fears and imagination in check.
You summon as much confidence and courage as you can as Dr. Garaki finally takes you into the lab where your mysterious visitor was waiting, but you can’t help but falter for the second time that day when you come face to face with a man with charcoal black hair, intense sapphire blue eyes, and skin covered in horribly discolored burn scars. The scent of burnt flesh wafts through the air, making your eyes water and stomach churn.
“So, you’re the little scientist I’ve been hearing so much about,” he approaches you slowly like a predator, the sound of his boots on the cold cement floor making him that much more intimidating. His voice comes out slow and gravelly, the complete opposite of Shigaraki’s anxious, whiny timbre.
“And you’re Dabi,” you reply, trying to match his level of lazy calmness. Shigaraki’s reckless need for destruction was terrifying to be sure, but the calculating way Dabi met your eyes made you feel like he was peering right into the deepest parts of your mind where everything you’d been trying to keep secret was hidden.
“Sorry for springing him on you like this,” The doctor speaks up, still with a tense look on his face. “I just thought meeting him here would be preferable to his original plan to wait and jump out from a dark alley.” You scrunch up your nose at the image while sending an incredulous look at the villain.
“Charming,” you deadpan and Dabi rolls his eyes.
“I don’t see what the problem is,” he replies flatly while lifting a hand to pick at one of the many shiny silver staples on his face that seemed to be serving the purpose of holding his damaged skin together. “If you’re working with the PLF, it shouldn’t matter when or where I show up.”
“PLF?” You feign ignorance and Dabi curls his lip in annoyance. He wasn’t going to get you to screw up that easily. Hawks had told you about the whole “quirk liberation” movement, but you weren’t supposed to know that the League of Villains had joined forces with the devoted followers of that ideology. Dabi took another aggressive step forward, but you held your ground.
“If you’re willing to help Shigaraki,” he reasons, “I think you can afford me the same curtesy since he and I are on the same side.”
“I think that depends a great deal on what you need from me,” you say boldly “Because I don’t recall ever claiming to be on anyone’s side.” You hated how close Dabi was standing to you. You knew he had a powerful fire quirk, even without the uncomfortable waves of heat radiating from his skin. You felt a small pang of sympathy knowing that the burns covering his body were a result of the destructive blue flames he’d been born with. One day, you hoped your research would prevent anyone from falling victim to their own biology the way he had. Dabi had only himself to blame, however, for choosing to use his quirk to take the lives of others. Like Shigaraki, he had plenty of blood on his hands.
“I need you to tell me everything you know about that giant chicken your dating,” Dabi says simply, a challenging look in his eyes. You shake your head and take the chance to move away and get him out of your personal bubble.
“Nope,” you reject him right away. “I won’t do that.”
“Why? There’s no way you actually love him,” a dry laugh escapes from Dabi’s lips. “He’s a hero isn’t he? You’re already betraying him by helping Shigaraki.”
“First of all, how I feel about Hawks is none of your business,” you cross your arms over your chest. “Second, helping your creepy boss and the doctor is beneficial to my career. Divulging secrets about my boyfriend is only beneficial to you. I’d get nothing out of it.”
“Are you trying to make an enemy out of me?” Dabi asks, his voice coming out casual despite the threat of his words.
“No,” you shake your head, “but I’m not trying to make an ally out of you either. If you want to go after Hawks, I’m not going to oppose you. In fact, I’ll even point you in the right direction. If you can find someone from the Hero Commission to terrorize, I bet you’d learn a whole lot of juicy tidbits.”
“It’d be easier to learn them from you,” Dabi sniffs, his increasing irritation was becoming palpable. The tension in the air, not to mention the suffocating heat of his quirk seemed to grow thicker by the second.
“As Shigaraki liked to tell me, there are still a lot of things I don’t know about my boyfriend,” you confess. “But I know enough about him to realize he wouldn’t put up with as much of the commission’s crap as he does if they didn’t have something to hold over him. I’m sure you could figure out what that is if you were motivated enough.” Dabi moves to step into your personal space again, his hooded eyes widening in anger, but the doctor jumps back into the conversation.
“If we could wrap this up soon, I’d appreciate it,” he puts up his hands as a sign of neutrality before looking at you. “There��s a lot I wanted to get done today, and I need help your help administering the next dose of Shigaraki’s serum.” Dabi ignores Garaki completely and continues to stare you down.
“You really think you’ll be able to continue riding the fence from the position you’re in?” he asks menacingly. “You’re worse than the heroes if you stand for nothing.” You eye Dabi for a moment, wondering once again what horrible circumstances life had to throw at someone for them to end up so dark and hateful.
“I’m sure that your motivations, whatever they may be, are valid,” You tell him. “I know Shigaraki mentioned a few of his concerns about our flawed hero society to me before, and some of what he said actually made sense.” You pause to see what Dabi would say, but he remained silent.
“Look,” You continue with a shrug. “I don’t fault any of you for standing up for what you believe and pushing for change. It’s just your methods that I can’t get onboard with. That’s why I can stand aside and let it happen without feeling obligated to get involved myself.”
“And you’ve made your position on this matter clear from the very beginning” The doctor backs you up. You weren’t going to mistake his words for some kind of allegiance though. He had only allowed you into his lab because he needed your quirk and expertise to complete his Shigaraki project. None of these people would ever trust you completely, and you could never trust them.
“You might come to regret this conversation in the future,” Dabi says with an ominous tone that sent a shiver up your spine. “Bad things tend to happen to people who waste my time.” You wanted to tell him that he had been the one to waste his own time, but thought better of it since you knew from watching the news that he had no problems with making good on his threats.
Before things could escalate further, Dr. Garaki sent Dabi through the hidden tunnel that led to the second lab so that you two could finally get to work on Shigaraki. Once the door was shut, the doctor apologized for the villain’s rudeness but then carried on like normal. He filled you in on Shigaraki’s progress over the days you’d been gone, and helped you administer the next dose of the serum. Shigaraki still had some intense reactions to his DNA being modified, but the severity seemed to be decreasing along with the frequency. You wanted to worry more about the outcome of the procedure, but now you had a second danger looming over your head in the form of Dabi.
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Competition
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Heyooo~ so I felt that this request wouldn’t be done justice if it were written in a bullet format, so I decided to spice it up a little. We’re doing a little third person drabble that doesn’t veer too far from my actual writing style—hope you guys enjoy something a little more refreshing(?).
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Iwaizumi Hajime remembers the day Kyoutani Kentarou mutely declared him as a rival. Many had assumed the rivalry was birthed from the sheer strength that the senior boasted after nearly annihilating his junior in every form of physical strength and competition.
Running.
Baseball.
Arm wrestling, even, as moot as it was.
Their rivalry had nothing to do with each other—it was evident in the way that Kyoutani at least listened to his senior, as opposed to others—but it had everything to do with the student council Vice President.
Iwaizumi was fortunate enough to meet her a year prior to Kyoutani enrolling at Aoba Johsai, with the two of them being in the same grade. At the time, she was often in and out of all of the first year classrooms, making sure to share announcements and plans that the student council had for the school. It was weird—maybe, disorienting was a better word—to see her as the then treasurer for the club.
For a private school such as Aoba Johsai, the student council was typically comprised of the most prim and proper of students—the Seijoh elite. Charismatic, visionary leaders is what they were. And yet, the treasurer was something different. A class of her own, even. She often wore a thick, black choker around her neck, a single pendant in the shape of a spade adorning the velvet, along with a plethora of bangles on both wrists despite them bordering a dress code penalty.
She didn’t care.
She knew of all the right things to say to keep her out of trouble, to inspire the masses, and above all else, to make many fall victim to her charm. Though, Iwaizumi would argue that the last sentence was a bit of a stretch, as it implied that her charm was merely counterfeit. He learned throughout the year that the treasurer was just very her, and that was all he wanted.
So genuine, so caring, so passionate about what she did, it was a wonder Iwaizumi Hajime didn’t get down on one knee and propose to her right then and there. He would have, had the two been in a real relationship, rather than this not-so-shallow form of unrequited adoration.
That was the best way to describe it.
Those menial interactions from first year only progressed to fuel his fantasies of her in his second year when she reprised her role as treasurer. She’d become more bold, more innovative over the course of a year and Iwaizumi often found himself daydreaming of the girl.
It was in this year that Kyoutani had come face to face with the treasurer. Now adding both first and second year classrooms to her rounds for announcing club activities that involved school-wide participation, the treasurer learned immediately that Kyoutani Kentarou did not like being approached.
All she did was hand him a flier, one he ripped straight from her manicured fingers, with a smile on her face as she introduced herself. She didn’t cower or recoil from the force of the paper being torn away from her; if anything, her grin only grew more.
In Kyoutani’s mind, she presented herself in a way that boasted that the treasurer did not fear confrontation or challenge, much like himself. It was a confidence that seeped through the pores in her skin, only adding to the beauty she radiated that he refused to admit to anyone but himself.
When he first joins the volleyball club at Aoba Johsai is when he notices the way that her and Iwaizumi Hajime speak to each other. With familiarity, with kindness, with adoration. It makes Kyoutani sick to his stomach, tying his intestines into knots so tight, he feels like he’s going to hurl.
He does when goes home for the evening.
Seeing the pretty treasurer engaged in such a conversation with such a bland suitor, he reasons there has to be a reason why she’s talking to Iwaizumi of all people.
And so, prompts the first time the junior challenges his senior. Then the second, then the third, until Kyoutani can finally admit to himself that maybe Iwaizumi is just more of a man than he is. Maybe that was why the treasurer—sorry, Vice President, now—looked at the ace with such comfort, such ease.
With such love.
And yet the ace was too stupid to realize she returned his feelings. It was the reason that Kyoutani felt he had a chance with her, why he felt he deserved a chance to impress her. Because of this idiot that has bested him time and time again that can’t even recognize that she loves him too, then Iwaizumi Hajime was not worthy of her.
It was why Kyoutani Kentarou would never stop trying to prove he was better than his senior, why he would never stop competing for her.
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The Most Dramatic Season Ever - Week 2
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Summary: It’s your time now! You are ABC’s new Bachelorette and this is your journey! All these men (including our fav BoRhap boys and then some) are competing for your heart! Will you find love? Will you get engaged at the end? Or will you end up heartbroken? Find out, on the most dramatic season ever!
Word Count: 6.7k
Tag List: @psychosupernatural​ @someone-get-a-medic​, @bensrhapsody​, @deakyclicks​, @crazylittlethingcalledobsession​, @minigranger​, @crazyweirdocalledfriday​, @the-moving-finger-writes​, @assembledherethevolunteers​, @rose-writes-prose​, @queenlover05​, @moon-stars-soul​, @danadeacon​, @deacyblues​, @thesundrop​, @cupidben​, @lostlittlenerd​, @delilahmay39​, @mazzellodeaky​, @queenmylovely​, @loveandbeloved29​, @free-pool-trash​, @fairestkillerqueenofall​, @local-troubled-writer​, @babyalienfairy​, @littlecarowrites​, @allthethingsicant​, @im-an-adult-ish​ If you’d like to be added, let me know!
A/N: Happy Valentine’s Day, y’all! Here’s my gift to you! I know you’ve been waiting a while for it and for that, I apologize lol. Hope you enjoy :D
Warning(s): None :)
Night 1  Week 1
Week 2 here we go!!!
As the next week began, you were still feeling hopeful. You were excited about the dates this week, and you knew who you wanted more from. Truly, this whole group of men had your attention. They were all so sweet and appeared to be completely committed to getting to know you. That brought you comfort, since your worst fear was getting to the end of this only to find yourself in love or engaged to someone who wasn’t genuine.
The guys were feeling similarly hopeful. However, Luke was rubbing everyone the wrong way. Even guys who didn’t really talk to him much were annoyed by his antics. He was always talking about how this was basically a done deal, and that he was going to be your husband. So, the whole house tended to avoid him. 
As they all waited for a date card, he started again.
“It’s gotta be my name,” he said, rubbing his hands together. “Just gotta be.”
Ben rolled his eyes. “You don’t know that, Luke.”
“I know how she feels about me,” Luke argued. “And how strong our connection is.”
“But you’re assuming her connections with the rest of us aren’t as strong,” Allen pointed out.
“Yeah, I am,” Luke said. “Because I know that for a fact.”
“How can you know that, dude?” interjected John Paul Jones. “You’re not there for every other conversation.”
“I just do,” Luke said. “I know in my heart that she’s gonna be my wife.”
A few of the other men began to bristle at his words, but didn’t speak up.
“Just ignore this, guys,” said Wells. “Let it go.”
There was a knock at the door. Eager to escape this conversation with Luke, Gwilym got up to answer it. He took the date card back into the living room.
“Alright, let’s see what it is,” he said, waving it around before tearing it open.
All eyes were on Gwilym as he read the card to himself first.
“It’s a one on one,” he said, and the group took a collective breath. “Ben. I want our love to take off. Love, Y/N.”
Gwil handed the card to its lucky recipient, and it took everything in Ben’s power to not smash that paper right into Luke’s smug face. He read your name over and over, and his heart raced. That always seemed to be the effect you had on him.
“Well, guys, I guess I better go get ready,” he said, getting to his feet. 
He ignored Luke’s glowering all the way to his room.
You arrived at the mansion to retrieve Ben, much to the delight of the rest of the men. They all rushed to hug you before you would have to go. You sat on the couch to talk to them for a moment while Ben was still getting ready.
“So, how is everyone?” you asked as you squeezed between Gwilym and Rami. “Doing alright?”
They sort of murmured back at you and you understood. Not everyone got along in the house and you assumed that was happening here too. There were plenty of girls you were not super fond of when you were competing on The Bachelor. You wondered if this would seep into the group date or the cocktail party. Drama was a quick way to take up time, which was too precious to waste talking about other people. But, if someone there was being false, you wanted to know. It was a difficult position to be in.
Then, Ben emerged from his room. You beamed at him as he helped you to your feet.
“Are you ready to go?” you asked.
“I’m always ready for time with you,” he replied.
You flushed a little and then started toward the door. You bid the rest of the men one last goodbye before finally leaving and heading out for your date.
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Rami: It always sucks to see her go out with someone else. When she walked in, I felt like, ‘Oh! There’s my girlfriend!’ So, it’s hard to know she’s on a date with Ben. Ben’s a great guy, but I still wish it were me instead, y’know? Although...part of me is just glad it’s not Luke.
You and Ben were driven out to an airport where there was a helicopter waiting for you. You loved flying, so you were thrilled by the idea. You squealed happily and jumped into Ben’s arms.
“Yes!” you cried. “I’ve never been in a helicopter before!”
“Really?” he returned. “It’s loads of fun!”
You ran forward excitedly and got ready. The crew placed a set of headphones and mic on you so you two would be able to talk to each other throughout. Then, you and Ben sat by the edge and waited for take off.
It rose slowly into the air, and you gripped Ben’s hand a little tighter. It felt uneasy, as opposed to a plane, which you were used to. The thrill of this new thing, with a man you were very interested in, made your stomach turn like you were on a roller coaster and about to drop down that first hill.
The sight of Los Angeles as you soared above it was amazing. You could see so much. The buildings, the nature around the city, everything! As the pilot headed south, you saw the coast and the cliffside shore lines.
“It’s beautiful,” Ben said in awe beside you.
You looked at him. “It really is.”
He moved your mics to the side and leaned in to kiss you softly. 
“You’re even more beautiful,” he whispered into you.
Your smile prevented him from kissing you again.
“Thank you,” you said sweetly. 
He pecked your cheek and you giggled.
The ride was really incredible. You got to see California like you never really had before, and Ben just seemed like the perfect person to share it with. You landed on a remote cliffside field, where a blanket was laid out with a bottle of champagne on ice. Ben helped you onto the ground and together you walked to take a seat and talk for a little bit.
“That was really cool,” he said as he poured each of a glass of the crisp, refreshing beverage. 
“It was,” you agreed. “I’m glad you were with me.”
“Thanks for the invite,” he replied.
You leaned over this time and kissed him. His lips were so warm and pillowy. You could have kissed him forever.
“So, what made you want to try this experience?” you asked. “The whole Bachelorette thing?”
“Honestly, a friend suggested it to me,” he told you. “I’m about ready to retire from rugby, and I want to settle down and have a fresh start. When I saw your picture, I thought my heart might stop beating.”
You frowned a little. It seemed Ben was pretty caught up in your looks.
“What else about me intrigued you?” you pressed. “What made you confident that this could work?”
“I didn’t watch the whole season you were on,” he admitted. “But from what I saw, I gathered that you’re kind, smart, and generous. And you’re ready for the same things I want. Marriage. A family. Making a home - a life - together.”
A smile slowly crept back onto your lips. “I like that answer.”
“What made you go on the Bachelor?” he asked.
You looked out over the water and considered this. None of the other men had asked you that yet.
“Well, I knew I was ready to settle down,” you said. “This process is like speed dating on steroids, y’know? But I know I’m ready to be married. So, this seemed like a good path for me. It didn’t work out with Peter, obviously, but I’m still hopeful.”
“Don’t take this the wrong way,” he said. “But I’m so glad it didn’t work out with him. You’re amazing, and I’m so thrilled that I’m getting the chance to get to know you.”
“You’re so sweet, Ben,” you said.
Once again, he kissed you. There was more passion behind this kiss than the previous ones. You coiled your arms around his neck and pulled him in closer. He grinned into you and yanked you onto his lap. You giggled for a split second before planting your mouth firmly back onto his. The feel of the ocean breeze, the quaintness of where you were, and the warmth of Ben’s body had your mind going cloudy. The only thing really in focus was Ben. You could safely say that he was one of your strongest connections.
After your little picnic, you climbed back into the helicopter to return to the city for the evening portion of the date. As you prepared for it, you thought about your day with Ben and how grateful you were for him. But, you still had a lot of questions for him. You needed to know more about his past and figure out if this was truly something he was ready for.
You met up outside an art gallery. You went in where your dinner set up was waiting. Ben helped you out of your jacket and pulled your chair out for you before taking a seat himself. You shared a small toast before sipping your drinks. You took a deep breath.
“Can I ask you something?” you wondered.
“Yeah, anything,” he answered.
“Tell me about your love life thus far,” you said. “Like, when’s the last time you were in love?”
Ben swallowed and looked at you. “Um...never. I’ve never been in love before.”
A chill went through you. Your mouth fell slightly agape as you looked at him.
“W...what?”
“I know it’s odd for someone my age, but it just hasn’t happened yet,” he went on. “I’ve never told a woman that I love her. Because I’ve never felt that way about someone.”
You blinked. Your mind scrambled for words, but none came to you. This was a shock you weren’t expecting. You had no idea how to follow up either. 
“I…” you trailed off. “Really?”
“Really.”
You tried to read his face, but his mouth was turned down just slightly in a way that told you he was becoming defensive. 
“Don’t shut down on me,” you said. “I’m just surprised.”
He sighed heavily. “I know. It’s a weird thing to admit and I’m feeling a bit...I dunno...judged.”
“Oh my God, Ben, I’m not judging you, I swear,” you said. “I’m just trying to process this because it kind of scares me.”
His brow furrowed. “Why does it scare you?”
“Because!” you cried. “Most people only know they’re in love because they’ve felt it before. Or something like it. What if we get further into this and you realize this isn’t what you expected? What if you realize it after we’re engaged? What if...what if you discover you want something more?”
His whole demeanor softened as he took your hand.
“Hey,” he said gently. “Listen to me. I’ve never been in love, it’s true. But I’ve always believed that it’s because I was only meant to love one person. One great love for all my life. Something more? What could anyone want more than that?”
With his free hand, he cupped your cheek. You closed your eyes to the contact. His skin was warm and soft.
“Who could ever want more...than you?” he said.
Your eyes opened and met his. His words eased your heart. All fear dissipated as you held his gaze. Something in his eyes showed you how much he meant everything he said. 
“This seems totally crazy,” he said. “But I could definitely see myself falling in love with you. It’s not hard for me. The picture is there. I just need more time with you for my heart to catch up with my head.”
You chuckled a little and blinked back the tears of worry that had welled up in your eyes. You blinked and one spilled out. Luckily, Ben’s thumb was right there to catch it.
“C’mere,” he said, and he tugged you onto his lap again, draping your legs over his. 
He kissed your temple. You beamed at him. Then, you reached across the table and picked up the rose. You held it between your chest and his.
“Today was really great,” you said. “Getting to see LA like that and then just...talking to you. I feel like every moment we spend together is building something special. And for you to tell me what you did, and assure me after I had reservations, that was a sign of a great partner.”
He smiled at you.
“So Ben,” you said. ��Will you accept this rose?”
“Always,” he replied.
You pinned it to his chest and he grinned at you. Sometimes, you were so caught up in Ben’s eyes that you didn’t notice his smile. You noticed it now, and it struck you as something sweet and charming. It was boyish, but calm. You liked it. But, you just had to ruin it by kissing him again. Thankfully, he didn’t seem to mind.
After rewarding him the rose, you moved to another part of the art gallery. There, stood a singer and band, all waiting for you and Ben. They began to play as you walked in and he immediately spun you into his arms. You swayed together to the slow tempo of the song. You felt really secure there, wrapped up in him. As unsure as you were about his experience with love, you felt like he was capable of being exactly the man you needed in your life. He was strong but sensitive. Kind but honest. Handsome but humble. As you danced with him, you saw yourself with Ben for years to come. Hopefully even forever.
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Ben: I feel amazing! It was great opening up to her and just being honest with each other. Those real conversations I think are so important in building a relationship. And yeah, I’ve never been in love before but I think I’m starting to get there with Y/N. I really can see her as my wife.
Back at the house, a date card arrived. It was a group date for all the remaining men. A few huffs were heard at there not being a second one on one. But, when Rami read out the card, there were more questions than anything.
“Let’s see if you can score,” Rami read. “Love, Y/N.”
“What on Earth does that mean?” Gwilym wondered.
“I’m guessing it’s sports related,” said Wells. “Which doesn’t bode well for me.”
Wells was quite slimmer than most of the guys, especially compared to guys like Ben and Kenny who were both athletes. Even so, he was as excited as the rest of them to see you.
Then, the door opened. All eyes turned to see if it was Ben, or a producer coming to take his bags. Almost everyone cheered as Ben came through, rose on his jacket. Joe was the first one to reach him and mussed his hair as congratulations.
“Yeah, Ben!” Joe cheered. “How’d it go, man?”
Ben flushed under all the attention, but his smile never faltered.
“It went well,” he said. “We talked a lot, I got vulnerable, and I felt like it was a step in the right direction for us.”
“Alright, that’s awesome,” Rami said, clapping Ben on the back.
“Did anyone else get a one on one?” Ben asked.
“No, we’re all going on a group date tomorrow,” Gwilym said. “Got the whole place to yourself, mate.”
“Oh, I’m gonna be so bored,” Ben joked.
He joined the group and also tried to speculate what the date could be. He thought that something athletic was likely, but which sport they could all play was a mystery. He wished them all the best of luck though before going to bed. The rest of them followed shortly after.
The next day, the men all gathered onto a luxurious bus and headed into the heart of Los Angeles. They stopped outside a football stadium. There, they saw you, looking absolutely adorable in a cheerleading uniform that was a soft, bright pink. As they pulled up and started climbing off the bus, you waved your pom-poms at them.
“Hi, guys!” you greeted as they all gathered in front of you. “I have a super fun date planned for today, and it’s a great way for all of you to get some energy out after being cooped up at the house. So, let’s go in!”
They all agreed and followed you into the stadium, where you were led them onto the field. There stood a large black man in his NFL jersey. He tossed a football from one of his massive hands to the other and smiled kindly at you and the men.
“What’s up, everybody?” he greeted.
A few of the guys were smiling widely, so they were clearly fans. They returned his greeting with a few polite “hellos” before waiting for someone to explain.
“Some of y’all may know this guy,” you said. “But for those that don’t, this is Thomas Davis. He’s a linebacker for the LA Chargers.”
“Fellas, I’ve been married for many years, so I know that marriage takes work, commitment, and - most importantly - heart,” Thomas began. “Just like the game. So what we’re gonna do today is play a game of football to show Y/N here that you’ve got what it takes. The winning team gets her all to themselves tonight. The losing team goes back to the mansion for the rest of the day.”
“The stakes are high, you guys,” you said. 
“Y/N has already divided you into two teams, the red team and the blue team,” Thomas added. “The red team is: Joe, Rami, Gwilym, Taron, Allen, Richard, Wells, and Mike. The blue team is: Eric, Kenny, Jared, Jordan, John Paul Jones, Chad, Luke, and John. Your jerseys and equipment are waiting for you in the locker room.”
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Gwilym: I’m nervous, honestly. I’ve never watched or played American football before. I haven’t got a clue how it works. And all of us European guys are on the same team, so we might just be f***ed.
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Richard: I actually love American football. I’ve seen a few games in London and had a great time. I’ve never played before, though.
As the red team all started suiting up, Mike and Joe took charge.
“Alright,” Mike said. “I know that some of y’all don’t have any idea how this game works, so I’m gonna break it down for you.”
He explained the basics of the game and what each of them could do to play well.
“We’ve got all the small guys on our team,” said Joe. “So we’re gonna have to go with a passing game since most of us probably can’t get past Kenny.”
Kenny was a professional wrestler, so making tackles would not be difficult for him.
“Are we gonna play one on one?” Rami asked.
“I think that’s best,” Mike said. “Don’t worry, I can take Kenny. Wells, you cover John. He’s the smallest on their side, and you’ve got the best shot with him. Richard, I want you on Jordan. He’s a male model, so he doesn’t wanna get hit. Gwil, you gotta cover Eric since you’ve got the height. Joe, you stay on JPJ. Rami, you’re on Jared. Taron, with Chad.”
Allen sighed heavily.
“That leaves me with Luke,” he said. 
“You got this, Allen,” Joe said. “We believe in you.”
Allen laughed a little and then they all headed out. When they returned to the field, you were chatting animatedly with Thomas Davis, but turned to smile when you saw them approach.
“Did you come up with a team name?” you asked.
“Flamin’ Hot Cheetos,” Mike and Joe said in unison, though it clearly wasn’t planned, since they gasped at each other before high-fiving with delight.
You looked at the blue team. “What’s your team name?”
“Blue Steel,” answered Kenny, and then shot his best fierce look in the other team’s direction.
“Alright, we’re gonna have the coin toss,” Thomas said. “Y/N, who’s the home team, and who’s visiting?”
You looked at the teams and considered it.
“Hmmm,” you said. “Since Rami’s from LA, the Flamin’ Hot Cheetos are the home team.”
“Okay, who are the captains?” Thomas asked.
The Flamin’ Hot Cheetos pushed Joe forward, while Blue Steel sent Kenny. 
“Joe, what do you call?” Thomas went on. “Rose or ring?”
“Ring,” Joe said.
“Okay, here we go.”
Thomas flipped the custom coin and everyone watched it twirl in the air before landing on rose. 
“Alright,” Thomas said. “Blue Steel wins the coin toss. You want the ball or will you defer?”
“We want the ball,” said Kenny with a smirk.
“Let’s get started,” Thomas replied.
“Alright, good luck, guys!” you called as you backed away to the sidelines.
They all got in place on the line of scrimmage. Jordan was serving as quarterback, with Kenny, Chad, and Luke in the center for his protection. Kenny hiked the ball, and as soon as it was snapped, the men collided. Jordan faked a hand off to Eric, who ran toward the outside, but in reality, Jordan stepped back. Jared took off through the middle, dodged Rami, and ran to get open. Jordan threw, and Jared caught the pass. Rami quickly arrived to tackle him before he could get any yards after the catch. The play was over.
However, Luke had already gone too far. As he and Allen struggled at the line, he grabbed Allen’s facemask and yanked it to the side. Thomas, who was serving as ref, had missed it, and therefore didn’t call a penalty. You, on the other hand, did see it. You admired Allen for not saying anything, but you decided to keep your eye on the situation when you could.
They lined up for the second down. In this play, Richard managed to get around Chad and tackle Jordan for a sack, setting Blue Steel back five yards. When Richard got up, he smiled and winked at you, making you blush as you cheered.
The game went on, and Blue Steel had a good drive, but weren’t able to score in the end. The ball went to Flamin’ Hot Cheetos. Taron served as quarterback now, and on the first down, passed it to Richard for another first down. For the next play, Taron faked a hand off to Allen. Luke charged at Allen and tackled him hard, while the ball actually went to Joe, who ran it all the way for a touchdown. Luke, angered at his team for losing, kneed Allen in the chest before getting to his feet.
Allen let out a sharp “oof!” as Luke’s knee slammed into him. It knocked the breath out of him and he took longer to stand up. He looked out to see if anyone had noticed. A few of the guys had, but you were talking to Thomas again as the guys regrouped. Taron jogged over and helped Allen to his feet. That’s when you saw that something was off. Your brow furrowed.
Your eyes found Allen’s and you shot him a questioning look. He just shook his head and got back in place. You looked over at Luke, who was laughing at something with Chad. 
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Allen: I’m not really sure what Luke’s f***ing problem is, but from the beginning of the game, he was very aggressive with me. I know he’s kind of an angry guy, but this is something else. It’s a lighthearted game and he’s acting like it’s his life on the line or something.
For the rest of the game, you noticed that Luke was particularly aggressive. Since Allen was his match up, Allen took the brunt of it, though Taron took some hits as well as Luke tried to sack him. It was enough to make you question if he really was a nice guy or not. True, winning meant more time with you, but this was only the beginning of the journey. Luke would have many opportunities to speak with you, even if his team didn’t win today. He was taking it far too seriously.
The game went on, and in the last minute, Allen scored the winning touchdown.
“Alright!” you cheered. “Go Flamin’ Hot Cheetos!”
Just as you started out to congratulate them, Luke came tearing into the endzone and tackled Allen once more. They skidded across the turf together. Allen struggled against Luke’s weight, but couldn’t shake him off. Finally, Luke stood up, and he looked about ready to spit on Allen. Thankfully, you arrived and got Allen to his feet.
“Allen!” you cried. “Are you alright?”
“Fine,” he said, catching his breath. “I’m fine.”
“Are you sure?” you fretted. “I’m so sorry!”
“It’s not your fault, darlin’,” he said kindly. 
You took his helmet off and kissed his cheek. Then you rounded on Luke.
“Hey!” you yelled. “The play was over! What were you thinking?!”
“I - wait - Y/N!” he sputtered. “I was just running and couldn’t stop myself.”
“Are you serious?” you shot back. “I saw you, Luke, you were at least ten yards away. That’s plenty of time to stop.”
“I didn’t mean to!” he insisted.
You rolled your eyes. “Oh my God, we all saw it! You’ve been roughing Allen up all day, which can maybe be passed off as the game, but that was completely out of line.”
“I’m sorry,” he said, reaching for your hand, but you snatched it away.
“I’m not the one you need to apologize to,” you snapped.
Luke sighed and hung his head before looking at Allen.
“I’m sorry, man,” he said.
“S’alright,” Allen returned, though his tone made you wonder if he meant it.
“You can go wait on the bus while I say bye to everyone else,” you said sharply.
“Y/N, I -” Luke began. 
“Go!” you cut across him.
Fuming, he jogged off the field. 
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Joe: Honestly, seeing Y/N yell at Luke like that was one of the sexiest things I’ve ever seen.
You gave the rest of Blue Steel hugs before they left the stadium. You were sorry to see some of them go, since you liked a lot of those men, but you were looking forward to your evening with the winners.
Everyone cleaned up for the night, and you met them at a warehouse that was converted into a bar. It had multiple levels, and even a small, rooftop patio. It was a cool little place that you were excited to spend time in with these guys. As you all piled onto the couch, you made a small toast. Then, you turned to Allen.
“Allen, can we talk first?” you asked.
“Absolutely,” he agreed. 
You took his hand and led him off to a more private area. You took a seat together and you gave his hand a squeeze.
“Thanks for being such a good sport today,” you said. “You didn’t complain one time even though Luke was totally abusing you.”
“I’m not a very angry person, so I tried not to let it get to me,” he said. “Besides, we won in the end. That’s what’s important.”
“I’m glad you see it that way,” you told him.
“Look, I’m not here to worry about Luke or anyone else, really,” he said. “I like you, and that’s what I want to focus on.”
You smiled. “I like you too.”
“Gimme a kiss, love,” he smirked.
“You got it,” you replied and leaned in to press your lips to his.
You kissed him for what felt like hours. You could easily get lost in his lips. The way Allen kissed you was unique - although all the men were distinctive in their style. Allen was laid back and smooth, like his personality as well. It always made you feel so at ease.
You chatted for a bit longer before Joe came to get you next. You gave Allen a quick hug and then followed Joe up to the rooftop. It was chillier up there, so Joe wrapped you up in his arms. He pressed a kiss to your temple.
“Hey,” he whispered.
“Hey,” you returned.
“I’ve missed you,” he said. 
“I’ve missed you too, Joe,” you replied. “So much.”
“How are you feeling after today?” he asked. “I know you were frustrated there at the end.”
“I’m okay,” you assured him. “I like Luke, but he showed me a side of him that really concerns me.”
“Violence?” he questioned.
You nodded. Tears were already welling up in your eyes. You inhaled deeply and tried to keep them back, but one slid out anyway.
“What’s got you upset?” Joe asked.
You took a deep breath. “I...I had an ex that was physically abusive,” you admitted. You had no idea why you were spilling this to Joe. This was something you rarely told anyone. In fact, you had not even told Peter when you were competing for him on The Bachelor. “So, it really upsets me to see men act that way. I got so angry because I got scared.”
Joe’s expression softened. A deep pity moved into his beautiful eyes and he held you close to him again.
“I’m so sorry, Y/N,” he said. “No one deserves to go through that. Especially not someone as wonderful as you are.”
“Thank you,” you sniffled. 
“I hope you feel safe now,” he said. 
“I do,” you said, burying your face in his chest. “Especially with someone so wonderful.”
He rubbed your back and stood in silence with you for a few moments. Joe was as comfortable as your own family. Not that you thought of him in a familial sense. Your attraction to him was definitely romantic. He was just a solid person that you could rely on. When he kissed you on the forehead, you nearly melted.
“You’re impressive,” he said. 
You looked up at him. “So are you. Thanks for being so sweet to me.”
He kissed you properly now, but it was still soft. You really did feel safe with Joe. Safer than you had felt in a long time. You had absolutely no regrets about sharing that bit of vulnerability with him.
You talked for a few minutes more before Richard pulled you next. You went with him back downstairs to a cozy corner with a fireplace. You were excited to talk to him because he had played so well during the game.
“Hey, you were incredible today,” you told him as you took a seat. “Who knew a Scottish guy could play some good ol’ American football?”
He chuckled. “I actually like American football. I had a great time today.”
“And you played well,” you said. “You sacked Jordan a few times, and that was no easy thing, getting past guys like Chad and Kenny.”
“Well, I was sort of trying to impress my girl,” he teased. “Looks like it worked.”
You smiled. ��I am very impressed.”
You paused to take a sip of your wine. “Where does your confidence come from?”
“My confidence?” he questioned.
“Yeah,” you said. “You’re always like, kind of cool and suave about stuff. Where did you get that?”
“Okay, first off, I’d never describe myself as suave,” he laughed. “But honestly, it’s not something I always had.”
“Tell me more,” you said. 
“I got sort of bullied as a kid,” he told you. “I wasn’t into things a lot of the other boys were. Like, I loved theater and dance. I could participate in a lot of sports, but that wasn’t my passion, and I was sort of different because of it.”
“I’m sorry,” you said, taking his hand. “That’s terrible.”
“It made me who I am today,” he said. “I learned to embrace what I liked and what made me different. And I found people who supported me. My family was the most supportive and it’s because of them that I regained my confidence.”
“I love that,” you said. “Are you still close with your family?”
“Very,” he said. “My parents and sisters are my whole world. My nieces and nephews are as well. I love them so much my heart feels like it might explode.”
You chuckled and grinned. “So, you like children?”
“Oh, yeah,” he said. “I can’t wait to have my own some day.”
You gazed at him for a moment before claiming his lips with your own. You felt his confidence in how he kissed you as well. It made sense. That man knew what he was doing. His lips moved in wonderful harmony with yours, and he ended things with a soft nip to your bottom lip. You gasped a little and felt your face get hot. 
“You’re so cute,” he said, and then pecked your cheek.
“You’re so amazing,” you replied, still a bit breathless.
After Richard, you spent some time with Gwilym. You had a fun conversation with him and again you felt that hopeful feeling that you associated with him. Then you got to see Taron, and you reminisced on your Disney date a little bit before telling him he was a wonderful quarterback. Not long after, Rami stole some time with you as well. As the shortest guy there, you told him how impressed you were that he held his own on the field. The night wound down, and you got a few minutes with Mike and Wells as well before it was time to hand out the rose.
You picked it up off the table, and looked at it for a moment. For the first time, you weren’t totally sure who you wanted to give it to. Allen was one choice because he had been through the most that day. Richard was another since he opened up to you. Then there was Joe, whose time had been brief, but so meaningful.
“This is a tough choice,” you said. “You were all so great today.”
You felt their eyes flickering between your face and the rose in your hand.
“But I want to give this to someone who moved our relationship forward,” you went on. “Someone who I learned more about today. So, Richard, will you accept this rose?”
He smiled that perfect smile of his and accepted it as you pinned it onto his chest. You kissed his cheek and then stood up to bid them all goodnight.
“I’ll see you for the cocktail party,” you said. “Goodnight, everyone!”
You waved and then departed. As you and the men went to bed that night, everyone thought about the connections they had. It was becoming steadily more serious, and this rose ceremony would put the number of men at almost half of where you started.
The next day, the men were having breakfast when Chris Harrison walked into the mansion. They greeted him nicely, but they were nervous. Chris usually meant something crazy was about to happen.
“I hope you’re all having a good morning,” he began. “I stopped by to tell you that Y/N has decided to cancel the cocktail party tonight.”
A few gasps were heard.
“She said she knows what she wants, and she wants to go straight into the rose ceremony,” Chris went on. “So, I’ll see you all there tonight. Good luck, guys.”
With that, he departed. A tense silence hung in the room. The only ones feeling really secure were Richard and Ben because they had roses already. Luke sighed.
“I really needed that time with her tonight,” he said. “I needed to explain myself.”
“We all wanted that time with her,” said Jordan. 
“I know, but I needed to talk about the game,” Luke insisted.
“She saw what happened,” Allen said irritably. “What more did you want to say?”
“I wanted her to understand!” Luke cried. “That’s not who I am!”
“Isn’t it?” Taron interjected. “Then why’d you do it?”
Luke groaned. “You guys don’t understand. This is something between me and Y/N.”
“It’s not though, since it involves Allen,” said Ben.
“Shut up, dude, you weren’t even there,” Luke retorted.
With that, he got up and stormed into his room. They all heard the door slam shut.
That night, you arrived at the mansion and you were ready to face the men. You felt good about your decision to cancel the cocktail party, but you were sure the men were worried, especially those who didn’t have extra time with you on the date. But, you had to focus on your journey.
“Hi, guys,” you said. “Sorry about the cocktail party. I just...I know where my heart is and I need to follow it. I hope you can understand.”
A few of them nodded to you in return, but most of them shifted on their feet. It was time to begin. You picked up the first rose and scanned the group.
“Joe,” you said, and he hurried to you. “Joe, will you accept this rose?”
“I will,” he breathed.
You picked up the next one.
“Rami,” you called, and he approached. “Rami, will you accept this rose?”
“Of course,” he replied.
You picked up another as Rami returned to his spot.
“Gwilym,” you said.
He smiled at you as he walked up.
“Gwilym, will you accept this rose?”
“Always.”
You continued on. You called Taron, Wells, Mike, Kenny, Jared, Jordan, and John Paul Jones. There were two roses left. The remaining men were Allen, Luke, Chad, Eric, and John.
You picked up the next rose.
“Allen,” you called.
He clutched his chest with relief as he walked to you.
“Allen,” you said with a smile. “Will you accept this rose?”
“I will.”
He returned to his place. Chris emerged and stood beside you.
“Y/N, gentlemen,” he said. “This is the final rose tonight.”
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Taron: I’m hoping this means Luke is leaving. He’s just...not right in the head. I mean, really, there’s something sort of unhinged about him.
You picked up the last rose and gazed out at the men, heart pounding. You knew who this rose was going to, but you were beginning to doubt yourself. Then you looked at him and felt that gut feeling that there was more to him.
“Luke,” you said.
You noticed a few men close their eyes or shake their heads. You hoped they would understand. Luke walked forward, relief all over his face, and he smiled at you.
“I don’t know what came over you this week,” you said. “But I feel that there’s goodness in you. That’s what I need to see. I hope you use your time here to prove to me who you really are.”
“I will, I promise,” he said.
“Good,” you replied. “Luke, will you accept this rose?”
“Of course, thank you,” he returned.
He pulled you in for a hug and kissed your cheek before returning to his spot. Chris came out again.
“Chad, Eric, John,” he said. “I’m sorry. Take a moment, say your goodbyes.”
Eric finished with the other men first and approached you.
“Good luck, Y/N,” he said. “I hope you find what you’re looking for.”
“Thank you so much,” you replied. 
You hugged him tightly and whispered goodbye before he left the mansion.
John came over to you next.
“I’m sorry it didn’t work out,” he said. “But you have a great group of guys here.”
“I’m glad to hear that,” you said. “Thank you, John.”
He gave your hand a gentle squeeze before he too left.
Chad was last and he hugged you before he said anything. As he was pulling away, he stopped to whisper in your ear.
“Be careful with Luke,” he warned you. “Protect your heart, okay?”
“I will,” you said. “Thank you, Chad.”
He pressed his lips swiftly to your cheek and then swept out of the room. You looked around at the remaining men, and a new surge of hope was upon you. Chris got a champagne toast going.
“Y/N, you want to tell them the big news?” he asked.
“Sure,” you replied with a grin. “So, even though you’ve all got roses, you still have to pack your bags.”
You saw their confused glances.
“Because we are leaving this mansion and heading for Asheville, North Carolina!”
They cheered as you toasted. 
“So the next time I see y’all, we’ll be in the Appalachian Mountains,” you said. “Good night, guys! I can’t wait!”
They all wished you goodnight in return as you left. You couldn’t wait to see what Asheville had in store for you and your boyfriends.
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Q&A: Louis Tomlinson On 'Kill My Mind,' Taylor Swift, Oasis And More
Louis Tomlinson released his invigorating new single, the indie-rock leaning "Kill My Mind," this past week. The song has become an instant hit, earning raves from his massive fan base and critics.
When I spoke to him by phone this past Friday morning as he was leaving rehearsal for an upcoming show in Madrid, Spain, he said, "With this song I feel like I'm finally comfortable musically."
As a fan who grew up on bands like Oasis and the criminally underrated British band James, both of whom were featured on Tomlinson's recent playlist of "Kill My Mind," influences, Tomlinson is very excited to explore his rock side.
I spoke with Tomlinson about what led to the new direction musically, the love he still has for One Direction fans, why he admires Taylor Swift's social media skills and Liam Gallagher's rock star attitude and more.
Steve Baltin: How gratifying has the response to "Kill My Mind" been?
Louis Tomlinson: I think for anyone who works creatively it's always important to take risks and get out of your comfort zone a little bit. But, for me, with this song I feel like I'm finally really comfortable musically. I think I played around with a few different sounds on my previous singles. And I think I really found my home now. Before I was kind of making music that I think I assumed was the music I was supposed to make as opposed to just following my heart and doing what I love. I feel really comfortable and really confident in this song.
Baltin: It's comfortable for you, but for the fans it is still a little new. So that's what I meant about the response being gratifying.
Tomlinson: Yeah, you're right. It's taking a risk I suppose with the fan base. But I think also where I'm lucky and what my fans have reacted to is they see how comfortable I am and how natural this is for ne. And I think they feed into that. The reaction has been absolutely incredible, it has been amazing. I feel great about the whole process.
Baltin: Do you feel like you are more comfortable in general as you get older and that is extending to music?
Tomlinson: Yeah, and I think as you grow up you're more confident and use your experience and trust yourself really. I think in this process it was important for me to trust myself cause when I first played the song for the record labels they were probably a little bit shocked, when I say record labels I mean my American label and UK label, but very excited. I think it's very important to push the boundaries and it makes me feel a lot better.
Baltin: Do you feel like this is the direction you want to grow musically?
Tomlinson: It's definitely taught me a lot and the reaction being so great, like the playlist I uploaded, this is a lot of my inspiration and a lot of my influences. I think this is probably the biggest statement off the album.I wrote this song with the deliberate intention of feeling a little bit shocking and exciting.
Baltin: Is "Kill My Mind" indicative or does it set the tone for the rest of the album?
Tomlinson: Definitely, I did a long of songwriting over the last two to three years and I've worked with a lot of different people.  I wrote three or four songs with Jamie Hartman, who's obviously on "Kill My Mind." And that was the first of that bunch and it made the songwriting after that a lot easier. One thing I did just want to mention is on the sonics of the song, other songs I released were really emotionally heavy. It was a great song for me and I needed to get it off my chest, but that's also kind of what made me excited also about the sound of "Kill My Mind" and the album kind of following on from that. It feels exciting, fun and nostalgic as opposed to being too emotionally heavy cause I didn't want to be defined as an artist who writes sad songs. That's now what I want to be.
Baltin: But every great artist has that diversity, from Elton John to the Stones, they have that range of sad songs and rock tracks. Who are those artists that inspire you for their evolution and range?
Tomlinson: It's a good question because sometimes in music, I'm not gonna mention any names, you get those bands that follow the radio trends. You lose a bit of identity and who they are as artists. If I think about my favorite band ever, Oasis, and I think about Liam Gallagher, I think it's almost as impressive he's retained such a strong and well-known sound, but still makes it different enough and exciting enough. People have been listening to Liam Gallagher for however many years and still they're interested.
Baltin: I have interviewed Liam multiple times and part of what makes him so special as an artist is he just doesn't give a damn.
Tomlinson: No he don't (laughs). It's refreshing.
Baltin: Going back to the playlist, James for example is a band I love. It's interesting because it often takes time when making a record to gain perspective on what a song or record is about. Did you feel all these influences right away or did it take a minute to hear them?
Tomlinson: I think that playlist, when I put it together, it was kind of a combination of general inspiration to me across my life and also specific to that song. But where I'm from in England, the North of England, that band sound was very prominent anywhere. And it's something that I've always loved and is a little bit different to your average One Direction fan's music choice. I've made some other playlists as well. It's really amazing for me for fans of mine who haven't heard someone like a Sam Fender, unbelievable, and just to get that moment of me sharing what I love listening to music and them giving their feedback is really nice.
Baltin: What would be the coolest thing you could hear someone say about these songs you turned them on to?
Tomlinson: For me, I'm big on lyrics and I suppose that's why I mentioned Sam Fender, I think he is a fantastic lyricist. And if there's a song or a lyric or something that I resonate with and then I get feedback from the fans that they also like that, it makes us feel even more connected and even more on the same page. And social media in general, obviously that is a massive conversation and there are of course pros and cons and everyone can be on social media less. But the amazing thing for me is it gives me a chance to have a real, genuine, direct relationship with my fans. I know that I wouldn't feel as close to my fans without social media. What is great when Taylor Swift, and she is f**king amazing with her fans, does these listening parties and brings fans to the house, the involvement of the fans is never ending. Nobody knows better than these people. So I'm always looking for clever and different ways to involve them and feel like they're included in the whole creative.
Baltin: Talk about how bringing this song to the stage excites you and also invigorates other older songs as well.
Tomlinson: Yeah, and that I have trouble with, putting a set list together because there are certain songs that fans gravitate to. I feel like, especially with my earlier couple of songs, like the Steve Aoki song, I love the song and it was a great song for me at the time, but musically it feels so different to where I'm at with "Kill My Mind" that we actually did completely strip that and start again and made a bit of an indie-pop version of it, my version of it. So it fits more in line with the rest of the stuff.
Baltin: What songs are you excited to bring to the stage and see how people respond to them?
Tomlinson: Well "Kill My Mind" obviously, I'm very excited to do that live. It's a song that naturally leans to a good live show. So that's an obvious one. But I think there are a couple of, on the album in general, songs that are written with fans in mind. So a little bit more sentimental songs and those are always special moments where, like you say, I can make eye contact with people in the first few rows and I can watch their brains thinking about the lyrics and how it relates to them.
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Louis Tomlinson released his invigorating new single, the indie-rock leaning "Kill My Mind," this past week. The song has become an instant hit, earning raves from his massive fan base and critics.
When I spoke to him by phone this past Friday morning as he was leaving rehearsal for an upcoming show in Madrid, Spain, he said, "With this song I feel like I'm finally comfortable musically."
As a fan who grew up on bands like Oasis and the criminally underrated British band James, both of whom were featured on Tomlinson's recent playlist of "Kill My Mind," influences, Tomlinson is very excited to explore his rock side.
I spoke with Tomlinson about what led to the new direction musically, the love he still has for One Direction fans, why he admires Taylor Swift's social media skills and Liam Gallagher's rock star attitude and more.
Steve Baltin: How gratifying has the response to "Kill My Mind" been?
Louis Tomlinson: I think for anyone who works creatively it's always important to take risks and get out of your comfort zone a little bit. But, for me, with this song I feel like I'm finally really comfortable musically. I think I played around with a few different sounds on my previous singles. And I think I really found my home now. Before I was kind of making music that I think I assumed was the music I was supposed to make as opposed to just following my heart and doing what I love. I feel really comfortable and really confident in this song.
Baltin: It's comfortable for you, but for the fans it is still a little new. So that's what I meant about the response being gratifying.
Tomlinson: Yeah, you're right. It's taking a risk I suppose with the fan base. But I think also where I'm lucky and what my fans have reacted to is they see how comfortable I am and how natural this is for ne. And I think they feed into that. The reaction has been absolutely incredible, it has been amazing. I feel great about the whole process.
Baltin: Do you feel like you are more comfortable in general as you get older and that is extending to music?
Tomlinson: Yeah, and I think as you grow up you're more confident and use your experience and trust yourself really. I think in this process it was important for me to trust myself cause when I first played the song for the record labels they were probably a little bit shocked, when I say record labels I mean my American label and UK label, but very excited. I think it's very important to push the boundaries and it makes me feel a lot better.
Baltin: Do you feel like this is the direction you want to grow musically?
Tomlinson: It's definitely taught me a lot and the reaction being so great, like the playlist I uploaded, this is a lot of my inspiration and a lot of my influences. I think this is probably the biggest statement off the album.I wrote this song with the deliberate intention of feeling a little bit shocking and exciting.
Baltin: Is "Kill My Mind" indicative or does it set the tone for the rest of the album?
Tomlinson: Definitely, I did a long of songwriting over the last two to three years and I've worked with a lot of different people.  I wrote three or four songs with Jamie Hartman, who's obviously on "Kill My Mind." And that was the first of that bunch and it made the songwriting after that a lot easier. One thing I did just want to mention is on the sonics of the song, other songs I released were really emotionally heavy. It was a great song for me and I needed to get it off my chest, but that's also kind of what made me excited also about the sound of "Kill My Mind" and the album kind of following on from that. It feels exciting, fun and nostalgic as opposed to being too emotionally heavy cause I didn't want to be defined as an artist who writes sad songs. That's now what I want to be.
Baltin: But every great artist has that diversity, from Elton John to the Stones, they have that range of sad songs and rock tracks. Who are those artists that inspire you for their evolution and range?
Tomlinson: It's a good question because sometimes in music, I'm not gonna mention any names, you get those bands that follow the radio trends. You lose a bit of identity and who they are as artists. If I think about my favorite band ever, Oasis, and I think about Liam Gallagher, I think it's almost as impressive he's retained such a strong and well-known sound, but still makes it different enough and exciting enough. People have been listening to Liam Gallagher for however many years and still they're interested.
Baltin: I have interviewed Liam multiple times and part of what makes him so special as an artist is he just doesn't give a damn.
Tomlinson: No he don't (laughs). It's refreshing.
Baltin: Going back to the playlist, James for example is a band I love. It's interesting because it often takes time when making a record to gain perspective on what a song or record is about. Did you feel all these influences right away or did it take a minute to hear them?
Tomlinson: I think that playlist, when I put it together, it was kind of a combination of general inspiration to me across my life and also specific to that song. But where I'm from in England, the North of England, that band sound was very prominent anywhere. And it's something that I've always loved and is a little bit different to your average One Direction fan's music choice. I've made some other playlists as well. It's really amazing for me for fans of mine who haven't heard someone like a Sam Fender, unbelievable, and just to get that moment of me sharing what I love listening to music and them giving their feedback is really nice.
Baltin: What would be the coolest thing you could hear someone say about these songs you turned them on to?
Tomlinson: For me, I'm big on lyrics and I suppose that's why I mentioned Sam Fender, I think he is a fantastic lyricist. And if there's a song or a lyric or something that I resonate with and then I get feedback from the fans that they also like that, it makes us feel even more connected and even more on the same page. And social media in general, obviously that is a massive conversation and there are of course pros and cons and everyone can be on social media less. But the amazing thing for me is it gives me a chance to have a real, genuine, direct relationship with my fans. I know that I wouldn't feel as close to my fans without social media. What is great when Taylor Swift, and she is f**king amazing with her fans, does these listening parties and brings fans to the house, the involvement of the fans is never ending. Nobody knows better than these people. So I'm always looking for clever and different ways to involve them and feel like they're included in the whole creative.
Baltin: Talk about how bringing this song to the stage excites you and also invigorates other older songs as well.
Tomlinson: Yeah, and that I have trouble with, putting a set list together because there are certain songs that fans gravitate to. I feel like, especially with my earlier couple of songs, like the Steve Aoki song, I love the song and it was a great song for me at the time, but musically it feels so different to where I'm at with "Kill My Mind" that we actually did completely strip that and start again and made a bit of an indie-pop version of it, my version of it. So it fits more in line with the rest of the stuff.
Baltin: What songs are you excited to bring to the stage and see how people respond to them?
Tomlinson: Well "Kill My Mind" obviously, I'm very excited to do that live. It's a song that naturally leans to a good live show. So that's an obvious one. But I think there are a couple of, on the album in general, songs that are written with fans in mind. So a little bit more sentimental songs and those are always special moments where, like you say, I can make eye contact with people in the first few rows and I can watch their brains thinking about the lyrics and how it relates to them.
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Hello hi I just wanted to say I am absolutely here for Leah and Haley being girlfriends... hippie artist and pretty fashion girl??? Match made in heaven. Thank you. My crops are watered.
LISTEN…….. You have hereby given me permission to wall-of-text about why I love this ship so much lmao…
I already started off loving Haley because she’s IMO the best bachelorette in the game. I love not only how she grows as a character (compared to some of the others who can feel stagnant, even though I love them all too) but how her “growth” doesn’t mean that she sacrifices her personality completely.She was the first villager I ever romanced playing SDV because I was curious to see how she would be written and I was so, so pleasantly surprised. It’s so easy and common for characters like Haley to either stay as a shallow caricature of a “mean, girly girl” forever as a punching-bag for the writers’ projections, OR for her to do a complete 180 as if being girly, or interested in fashion, or not academic are bad traits to be “fixed” in order for the character to become likeable - especially since this was essentially a first-person dating sim, which often plays into the fantasy where a mean girl is turned into a totally pacified wifey-type by the (usually male) PC. I was fully expecting and bracing for Haley to go from being a caricature of a “mall brat” Mean Girl to being a caricature of an “I’m not like other girls” Cool Girl (or worse, “I’m so glad I Grew Up and realised all I need in my life is my hubby!”, but I wasn’t quite getting that vibe from SDV).
But that didn’t happen. Major props to CA for creating a character who DID grow and learn to appreciate things outside of her little bubble without feeling the need to abandon/criticise the things she used to like. She learns that shopping/makeup/boys (wink) etc. aren’t the only important things in her life, and she expands her horizons, but those things are still important to her. As someone who’s also interested in fashion and makeup it was refreshing to see those hobbies still portrayed in a positive light as opposed to something she had to “move past”.
So. Anyway. That’s why I love Haley so much and why I particularly like a narrative of her discovering she’s a wlw (thank you Stardew Valley for watering MY crops by giving everyone canon bi~ reads) as it ties in with her growing and maturing as a person.
And so when I looked at the roster of girls in Stardew Valley I felt like Leah was the best one to complement her character in a relationship:
Haley’s biggest obstacle in her life right now is that she’s very sheltered and, as a result, a little spoiled. Her parents are globe-trotting and her older sister has been left to look after her. The age gap between the sisters doesn’t seem to be that big and Emily isn’t very confrontational at the best of times, so I think she just took the path of least resistance, which was to do everything herself rather than argue with Haley who still sees her as a peer and not an authority figure.Leah, conversely, has had to become extremely independent and self-sufficient, very recently. Her narrative plot line about leaving an (if not abusive, then at least implied to be toxic/unhealthy) relationship and a position where she was “comfortable” but unhappy is very fresh and it’s exactly where Haley needs to be. Leah is in a prime position to, basically, give Haley a kick up the rear and tell her to get her act together, but without it coming off as too sanctimonious or parental since Leah is still going through it and learning herself. Two young adults navigating their way through adulthood and pulling each other along rather than one grabbing the other by the hand and “fixing” them.
The flipside of this is that Leah is in her position through choice, which she was privileged to be able to make. She CHOSE to leave behind a life in the big city and a stable career to pursue the aesthetic of living in a little country cabin and making art all day. Haley wants the opposite, but can’t make it happen. Haley would KILL to be able to pack up her life and move to the city to pursue her dreams - Fashion? Photography? Fashion photography? - but she can’t. She’s sheltered because she has everything provided for her in Pelican Town, but that doesn’t translate to having the same opportunities for forward momentum as Leah. Her parents aren’t implied to be very supportive of her dreams, so they’re not going to fund a move for her, and we constantly see that there are limited employment opportunities in Pelican Town unless she wants to work for minimum wage at Joja. So she’s kind of stuck. Narratively, we’re supposed to see Leah’s desire to move from the city to the country as a positive story arc (because it mirrors the player’s) while we’re supposed to see Haley’s desire to move from the country to the city as somehow being shallow or consumerist, and I think Leah herself would fall into the trap of thinking that way, which would be eye-opening for her.When you look at it, their narratives mirror each other. It’s easy to say that Haley is spoiled and out of touch with the “real world”, but Leah is also out of touch with reality in that not everyone can do what she did. I like Leah a lot and I’m not saying her life or her decisions were easy - and she definitely does seem to be genuinely “roughing it” and struggling for money when we meet her in-game - but she still got there by choice and she still does have a safety net of sorts, since it’s implied she could probably get re-hired in whatever lucrative field she worked in before moving. Haley doesn’t have that - her “safety net” of her parents’ house and her sister only works to support her as long as she stays put.I can see this being a really delicious and rewarding narrative point between them as they started to get to know each other, because I think they would probably HATE each other at first, lol. Leah would think Haley was childish and represented everything she disliked about “fake” city living while Haley would think Leah was pretentious and ungrateful.
Also I definitely love that hippie girl/mall girl contrast BUT please consider - Haley is also an artist and I think they’d both “get” each other on that level. Nobody in town considers Haley an artist. Leah is a “real” artist, a fine artist and a sculptor. Elliott is a “real” artist by way of being an author. Emily is a “real” artist for her sewing and�� y’know… general aura. Those are defining aspects of their character. But to the other people in town, and even to the player, art is not one of Haley’s notable features. Her photography is just a throwaway idea. She’s the shallow, frilly, pink, bubblegum-scented boy-crazy “girly girl” who just also happens to take photos sometimes.But photography is serious TO HALEY. It’s pretty much the only thing she does around town other than wandering aimlessly. She has some pretty impressive equipment and she even builds a dark room for herself, either implicitly converting it from a walk-in wardrobe (which demonstrates how she sees her own priorities, regardless of how others see her) OR she builds it from scratch, which is even more dedicated. I think Leah is the best person in town to recognise that Haley is also an artist who’s dedicated to her craft and probably the only person to really encourage her to pursue it, to tell her that it’s worthwhile and not just some silly hobby. Leah would be able to see a lot of her own internal struggles over art in Haley, about whether it was “good enough”.
Conversely if there’s one thing Haley has which Leah lacks, it’s confidence. Leah is full of self-doubt about her art, her life choices, etc. whereas Haley’s main issue is apathy; once she finds something she’s actually passionate about, she’s very self-assured. I think once they broke the ice and started to become friends, if Leah expressed even a smidgen of self-doubt Haley would shut it down with very over-the-top but sincere pep talks.
I also just think their personalities contrast well, lol. Haley is extremely blunt but she’s not really trying to be rude, it’s just that the things she say often come from a sheltered perspective (i.e. “appearance is important to me” -> “[my concept of] appearance is important to everyone” -> “I should tell people if they’re doing Appearance wrong”). Leah on the other hand is very casual and polite but also hard to offend. She’s mostly content to let the odd comment roll off her back, but as we’ve seen with Kel, she’s also not afraid to tell people off when they’re being inconsiderate, which is what Haley needs - someone who won’t ditch her for putting her foot in her mouth, like most would/do, but also someone who won’t just enable her to stay sheltered.
Also in the context of this being a wlw ship/narrative, I think Haley would need a partner who was comfortable in their own sexuality since Haley (and her thematic counterpart Alex) are both extremely stuck in compulsive heterosexuality and sort of need a partner who… isn’t? Or else they’d just get sucked into a “will-they-won’t-they” vortex for a million years where neither of them know how to make the first move. Leah is the only bachelor(ette) who by default has any canonical LGBTQ relationship before the farmer, and that energy just translates well for Haley, IMO. I think if Haley found out Leah was a wlw then it would force Haley to reconsider her assumptions about her own sexuality.
Leah would go absolutely googoo gaga over Haley IMO and it’s just fun to picture her at the start of their interactions being like “god dammit she annoys me so much but DAMB .. .. .. girl pretty”
I doubt anyone read all of this but I HAD FUN and I’m really really glad to see such a positive response to that art!! I would love it if more people started shipping and making content for them 👀
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Louis Tomlinson released his invigorating new single, the indie-rock leaning “Kill My Mind,” this past week. The song has become an instant hit, earning raves from his massive fan base and critics.
When I spoke to him by phone this past Friday morning as he was leaving rehearsal for an upcoming show in Madrid, Spain, he said, “With this song I feel like I’m finally comfortable musically.”
As a fan who grew up on bands like Oasis and the criminally underrated British band James, both of whom were featured on Tomlinson’s recent playlist of “Kill My Mind,” influences, Tomlinson is very excited to explore his rock side.
I spoke with Tomlinson about what led to the new direction musically, the love he still has for One Direction fans, why he admires Taylor Swift’s social media skills and Liam Gallagher’s rock star attitude and more.
Steve Baltin: How gratifying has the response to “Kill My Mind” been?
Louis Tomlinson: I think for anyone who works creatively it’s always important to take risks and get out of your comfort zone a little bit. But, for me, with this song I feel like I’m finally really comfortable musically. I think I played around with a few different sounds on my previous singles. And I think I really found my home now. Before I was kind of making music that I think I assumed was the music I was supposed to make as opposed to just following my heart and doing what I love. I feel really comfortable and really confident in this song.
Baltin: It’s comfortable for you, but for the fans it is still a little new. So that’s what I meant about the response being gratifying.
Tomlinson: Yeah, you’re right. It’s taking a risk I suppose with the fan base. But I think also where I’m lucky and what my fans have reacted to is they see how comfortable I am and how natural this is for ne. And I think they feed into that. The reaction has been absolutely incredible, it has been amazing. I feel great about the whole process.
Baltin: Do you feel like you are more comfortable in general as you get older and that is extending to music?
Tomlinson: Yeah, and I think as you grow up you’re more confident and use your experience and trust yourself really. I think in this process it was important for me to trust myself cause when I first played the song for the record labels they were probably a little bit shocked, when I say record labels I mean my American label and UK label, but very excited. I think it’s very important to push the boundaries and it makes me feel a lot better.
Baltin: Do you feel like this is the direction you want to grow musically?
Tomlinson: It’s definitely taught me a lot and the reaction being so great, like the playlist I uploaded, this is a lot of my inspiration and a lot of my influences. I think this is probably the biggest statement off the album.I wrote this song with the deliberate intention of feeling a little bit shocking and exciting.
Baltin: Is “Kill My Mind” indicative or does it set the tone for the rest of the album?
Tomlinson: Definitely, I did a long of songwriting over the last two to three years and I’ve worked with a lot of different people. I wrote three or four songs with Jamie Hartman, who’s obviously on “Kill My Mind.” And that was the first of that bunch and it made the songwriting after that a lot easier. One thing I did just want to mention is on the sonics of the song, other songs I released were really emotionally heavy. It was a great song for me and I needed to get it off my chest, but that’s also kind of what made me excited also about the sound of “Kill My Mind” and the album kind of following on from that. It feels exciting, fun and nostalgic as opposed to being too emotionally heavy cause I didn’t want to be defined as an artist who writes sad songs. That’s now what I want to be.
Baltin: But every great artist has that diversity, from Elton John to the Stones, they have that range of sad songs and rock tracks. Who are those artists that inspire you for their evolution and range?
Tomlinson: It’s a good question because sometimes in music, I’m not gonna mention any names, you get those bands that follow the radio trends. You lose a bit of identity and who they are as artists. If I think about my favorite band ever, Oasis, and I think about Liam Gallagher, I think it’s almost as impressive he’s retained such a strong and well-known sound, but still makes it different enough and exciting enough. People have been listening to Liam Gallagher for however many years and still they’re interested.
Baltin: I have interviewed Liam multiple times and part of what makes him so special as an artist is he just doesn’t give a damn.
Tomlinson: No he don’t (laughs). It’s refreshing.
Baltin: Going back to the playlist, James for example is a band I love. It’s interesting because it often takes time when making a record to gain perspective on what a song or record is about. Did you feel all these influences right away or did it take a minute to hear them?
Tomlinson: I think that playlist, when I put it together, it was kind of a combination of general inspiration to me across my life and also specific to that song. But where I’m from in England, the North of England, that band sound was very prominent anywhere. And it’s something that I’ve always loved and is a little bit different to your average One Direction fan’s music choice. I’ve made some other playlists as well. It’s really amazing for me for fans of mine who haven’t heard someone like a Sam Fender, unbelievable, and just to get that moment of me sharing what I love listening to music and them giving their feedback is really nice.
Baltin: What would be the coolest thing you could hear someone say about these songs you turned them on to?
Tomlinson: For me, I’m big on lyrics and I suppose that’s why I mentioned Sam Fender, I think he is a fantastic lyricist. And if there’s a song or a lyric or something that I resonate with and then I get feedback from the fans that they also like that, it makes us feel even more connected and even more on the same page. And social media in general, obviously that is a massive conversation and there are of course pros and cons and everyone can be on social media less. But the amazing thing for me is it gives me a chance to have a real, genuine, direct relationship with my fans. I know that I wouldn’t feel as close to my fans without social media. What is great when Taylor Swift, and she is f**king amazing with her fans, does these listening parties and brings fans to the house, the involvement of the fans is never ending. Nobody knows better than these people. So I’m always looking for clever and different ways to involve them and feel like they’re included in the whole creative.
Baltin: Talk about how bringing this song to the stage excites you and also invigorates other older songs as well.
Tomlinson: Yeah, and that I have trouble with, putting a set list together because there are certain songs that fans gravitate to. I feel like, especially with my earlier couple of songs, like the Steve Aoki song, I love the song and it was a great song for me at the time, but musically it feels so different to where I’m at with “Kill My Mind” that we actually did completely strip that and start again and made a bit of an indie-pop version of it, my version of it. So it fits more in line with the rest of the stuff.
Baltin: What songs are you excited to bring to the stage and see how people respond to them?
Tomlinson: Well “Kill My Mind” obviously, I’m very excited to do that live. It’s a song that naturally leans to a good live show. So that’s an obvious one. But I think there are a couple of, on the album in general, songs that are written with fans in mind. So a little bit more sentimental songs and those are always special moments where, like you say, I can make eye contact with people in the first few rows and I can watch their brains thinking about the lyrics and how it relates to them.
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Eeeeek! I'm so sorry to everyone who requested drabbles and the time it took me to write them. I'm very sick and it's hard for me to focus on anything. That being said, the last of the requests are done!
This is an angsty James x Reader where the reader is put in an arranged marriage with him. She feels like it will be a loveless marriage, but he grows on her over time. For @elenawrit. Also, this one's long.
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          You were a second choice.
          It was the one thought you couldn't get out of your mind. Marriage was supposed to be something special, something that would make you happy. But you hadn't even had a choice. Your parents had managed to arrange a marriage between you and a naval officer from the Caribbean you hadn't even met.
          It wasn't fair. Rumors about his return to London spread like wildfire. Some said that he had been spurned by a girl he loved, while others said they'd been secret lovers before their separation. Everyone seemed to agree that there had been a girl. And now you were marrying him. You were a second choice.
          You dreaded meeting him; surely people would talk, and talk was the last thing you wanted. Sitting alone in your room before the banquet where you were to meet your future husband, you felt used and betrayed. How could your parents do this to you? They said it was a favor, that you should be grateful. You were not grateful.
          He couldn't want it either, his heart belonging to another woman. The marriage had been arranged between your parents and his mother. If you were both opposed to the bond, perhaps you could escape. However inviting the prospect, though, it wasn't likely.
          A servant rushed into your room, announcing it was time for your appearance in the dining room. You stood from your bed, smoothing your dark skirts. Your dress was navy blue, embroidered with gold patterns. It was meant to compliment your husband-to-be's uniform. A single sapphire sat on your neck, dark and backed with silver.
          The entire outfit had been a donation from your fiance's mother. She lived comfortably, but she lived alone, and said she had little use for the great sums of money left to her by her late husband. She gave you money for new clothes, and though your family had been mortified, your only solace was in her kindness.
          She was a tall, pale widow. Though she wasn't all that old, most of her hair had gone grey. She was a pleasant sort of woman, though you could sense a core of steel inside her. You'd met with her a few times, and you'd enjoyed each. If everything else failed, you could at least have her as a friend.
          Rather sickly, you grabbed the banister with one hand. The stairs would descend to the front room, and you would enter the dining room from there with your father. Doubtless he awaited you at the bottom of the staircase.
          You sucked in a deep breath before starting down the stairs. You might have felt almost regal in your finery had you not known what it was for. By the time you reached the bottom, you thought your corset would kill you.
          Perhaps you should have been an actress. The smile you gave your father had apparently looked genuine, as he smiled back. The floor felt like it was dropping from underneath you. When you took your father's arm, you walked on nothing but empty space.
          The door to the dining room opened and the illusion dissipated. You walked across the floor to take your seat. Everyone else was already there; your fiance's mother smiled at you from her seat as your own mother beamed.
          Tentatively, you let your eyes wander to the stranger sitting across from you. He couldn't have been that much older than you were. It surprised you; every captain you'd met had easily been in their thirties. This man was hardly a year over twenty. His grey eyes met yours briefly, and he gave you a sad sort of smile that made him seem much more human than the cold man you'd imagined.
          Introductions were made. His name was James. You gave him yours, but after that, you were left to yourself. Your mother conversed with his, and your father began talking to James before you had a chance.
          Dinner finished, though you hardly noticed. You'd retreated within yourself, as if nobody else existed. And it was just as well they hadn't. Nobody spoke to you or played you much mind, though you noticed James glancing at you from time to time. You noted how each of his smiles to your father had been forced.
          You walked with James to his awaiting carriage after the table was cleared.
          Nothing about the night had reassured you. You hadn't even gotten to talk with James. How on earth were you expected to marry him?
          Within the next week, your families decided to have you meet again. Ms. Norrington planned to host a ball. The function was meant to get you and James together as much as it was to celebrate his return home.
          You went, stepping out of your carriage to be helped by James himself. He looked dashing, you had to admit. There was something about him that caught the eye.
          Despite your visits to his mother, you hadn't seen the ballroom. Its tall windows allowed a view of the night sky unparalleled by any room you'd ever been in. You could have stood beneath them forever if you had the chance.
          Warm light cascaded across the room, though the sides were shrouded in shadow. There, people gossiped, and groups of visitors formed closed rings. A chandelier reflected the light into patterns across the walls. The space was pleasantly open, allowing some heat to escape the crowded area.
          There were so many people; you couldn't imagine James knew them all. His mother hardly seemed to, either. She spoke with a group of officers, playing the part of the gracious host. You wondered how much she was actually enjoying herself under her deceptive smile.
          James had hold of your arm, but you'd never felt more alone. The closed-off groups of people made you feel outside the social group. You were some foreigner, an exotic paraded on the arm of a young captain.
          You hardly had it in you to look at James during the first dance. He said nothing, and his formality felt almost cold. He might have been a good dancer had he not been so stiff. There was a slight space between you that shouldn't have been. Young couples were expected to enjoy themselves. Neither of you were.
          You couldn't blame him. You, too, were uncomfortable. You felt eyes on the back of your head, and you could practically hear people's whispers behind your back. There was no doubt James sensed it too.
           Between dances, James avoided conversing with others. When he was dragged into discussion, he looked far away. Perhaps he retreated into himself as you did.
          Everything felt unreal. You floated above the proceedings, watching it all with a bird's eye view. You weren't really in your body, were you? Even when James escorted you to the refreshments table, you didn't feel your feet moving the rest of you.
          Once there, James seemed to wilt. Most people were dancing, and nobody was around to see his posture droop ever so slightly. You felt the same, though you didn't dare show it. Not that your corset would let you.
         He rubbed a hand over his face. "I'm sorry for my distance tonight," he said.
          "It's quite alright. I find myself rather rigid as well."
          "I figured you might." He smiled, or rather, he pressed his lips together. There was no warmth behind it.
          You couldn't come up with anything else to say. Not that there was much. Every possible conversation would be uncomfortable.
          You danced again. The space between you was beginning to feel normal. All his other words were strictly for propriety's sake. You began to realize that marriage would be the loneliest time of your life.
          And it would be the rest of your life.
          What little hope was buried deep in your breast dissipated. There was nothing awaiting your future but a stiff man who didn't want your company. A loveless marriage.
          The night made you despair, if anything. Once home again, you were left with a sense of impending doom, lying abed alone. You didn't sleep until the early hours of the morning, hopelessness sitting on your breast like a great black vulture sent to pick at the strings of your heart.
          You met with James at other social events. It gave you little opportunity to get to know each other. People constantly tried to ask you questions, and James was harrassed even more frequently. All the time you spent together was supervised. With others imposing, you hardly said two words to each other on any given occasion.
          Not that you'd talk if you were alone. There were a few chances for you to be together unbothered, like during a garden party. The two of you were allowed to walk together, and you managed to avoid interception. Even then, you weren't talkative.
          Despite the lack of conversation, you began noticing things. James wasn't aloof as you expected; he was tired, sad, and frayed. You realized that he had little energy for social situations to begin with, and each encounter left him exhausted.
          He was one of the most non-threatening men you knew. He never made any sort of advance, nor did he do something unless he knew you were okay with it. It was a long time before he had enough confidence to guide you with a hand on the small of your back, something other men had done moments after meeting you.
          You also made note that eye contact was everything with him. After two weeks, you could understand anything he needed to convey just by looking at his eyes. Often, he looked sorry, like he was trying to apologize without words. Most times, he just looked sad.
          He occasionally gave your hand a squeeze. It was his way of reassuring you. It was the most endearing thing he did for you, and you hung onto it like a promise. A promise that you were equally miserable.
          After a time, James' mother decided it would be good for the two of you to meet alone. You weren't sure whether to be relieved or afraid.
          A date was set for you to have tea at James' house. You went with a slight sense of foreboding. The meeting would likely be awkward and hold nothing to make you feel any better.
         You arrived via carriage, and James helped you to the ground, ever the gentleman. He led you inside, his mother waiting at the door. The estate was more peaceful than you remembered. The last time you'd been was the ball, when it had been crowded with strangers. Now, the high windows let light fill the emptiness, and the entire building felt like a hollow shell.
         Passing the ballroom, the large windows let cold light stream across the floor. You imagined the ghosts of partygoers dancing to faint music.
          You were lead onward to a sitting room you recognized from the time you'd spent with James' mother. She went off to fetch tea, and you took a seat across from James.
          Between you was a small table. James produced a set of cards and motioned to you. "I'm afraid you won't find me a worthy opponent. I haven't had much practice," he said.
          "Don't worry." You smoothed out your dress. "I'm rubbish at cards."
           He chuckled, shuffling the deck with deft fingers. For being bad at cards, he certainly knew how to use them.
          He must have noticed your look. "I played with my father. Shuffling is all I can remember how to do."
          Tea was brought. It was good, but it did little to quell the anxiety in your stomach. You played well into the evening. It seemed you were equally awful at cards; you simply took turns losing.
          There was a pained expression in James' face you couldn't quite place. His mouth opened and closed again, as if he were going to speak. After a long stretch of his doing so, he began.
          The cards gave you an excuse to not look at each other while talking. "I'm sorry." James stared at his cards, but you knew he wasn't seeing them.
          "I'm sure you are." You hadn't meant to sound so harsh.
          He set his cards down and massaged his temples. "I know what you've heard. If it's any solace at all, I never had a chance with her."
          You remained silent, lips pursed.
          "I'm not doing a very good job of this, am I?" He looked so pained, you almost wanted to sympathize. "You don't deserve this," he whispered.
          When you glanced up, he looked you in the eye. He dropped his gaze back down to his cards before closing his eyes entirely.
          "Is there no way out for us?" You were afraid of how desperate you sounded.
          "No." James, too, sounded strangled. "Mother believes the marriage necessary to clear my name of rumors, and I'm sure you have less of a choice than I do."
          You sat up straighter in your chair, breathing in deeply. "I suppose that's that. Can you resign yourself to marrying me?"
          "Can you?" He set his cards face down on the table as if you were still playing. Gently, he took your hand in his and rubbed his thumb over your knuckles. "I would never ask this of you. I would never ask this of anyone."
          "Even her?"
          He laughed, dipping his head, but it came out weak and sad. "No, not even her." He took a breath and looked up at you again. "Sometimes it's better to let go of the people you love. For both of you."
          You nodded. Hot tears teased your eyes, threatening to spill out over your cheeks. "I wish we had met differently." You couldn't manage anything more than a whisper.
          James still had your hand in his. With his other, he wiped a tear from your cheek. "As do I."
          The meeting gave you hope. James was a soft man, you realized. He cared for you. It made your chest ache. Under different circumstances, you might have loved him.
          The weeks wore on. You continued to meet James for tea. Your meetings grew less awkward as you grew more familiar. To your great surprise and delight, James had a wonderful sense of humor. You began to enjoy your time with him.
          It made you feel guilty, in a way, like you were betraying yourself. You couldn't ever hope to have his love. Why pretend?
          And yet with each kiss pressed to your knuckles upon departing from his company, you found yourself enjoying the press of his lips to your skin more and more.
          You occasionally held hands as you had on that first night. Sometimes, you traced his palm with your fingers. The action was strangely calming.
          The first time he kissed you, you were both laughing over the latest bit of news from London. Somebody had thrown an egg at a politician unfortunately known for his ineptitude.
You sat directly next to each other; which was a bit improper; to read the news together. He pressed a soft kiss to your temple as you laughed. You felt all the heat rush to your face, and he hadn't done much better. His blush crept up from his neck; you watched it stretch from his cravat to his ears.
          "Forgive me," he said. "I was too forward."
          It was a bold move indeed, but you assured him you didn't mind.
          From then on, he sometimes kissed your forehead. When he felt particularly bold, and when he knew he had your permission, he would lightly kiss your cheek. Each one elicited a fond feeling in your chest.
          The longer time went on, the more you liked James. He liked you, too, and you noticed the little gestures he made to show it. He wasn't a loquacious man, instead squeezing your hand or running a thumb over your knuckles. Sometimes his affection was shown through a kiss that lasted longer than it needed to.
You found yourself thinking that you might not mind the prospect of being married to James. Life could go on, and he would exist as a gentle presence and kind companion.
          Duty, however, at some point must call. James was called off to sea by the navy, now stationed in England. When you saw him off, you pressed a feathery kiss to his cheek.
          "Come back," you said. Truth be told, you were concerned for him.
           He nodded, furrowing his eyebrows. "Of course."
          You missed him in his absence. His laughter, his humor, his touch. The gentle way in which his presence soothed you. How he listened to you. How thoughtful he was about things. With him gone, you felt acute loneliness. You hadn't realized the amount of time you'd been spending together.
          And then, twenty-three days later, when the ship came back to port, he didn't step off the deck onto the cobbles. Someone approached your father, who stood beside you, but you heard nothing. You stared at the ship and feared the worst.
          You were ushered to a room in the ship. Gurneys lined the walls. James' mother was already there, talking with a man that was likely a doctor.
          Another man stood in the shadows, face obscured. Even so, there was no question who he was.
          Upon seeing him, you could have cried. "James!" You practically ran to his side.
          A bandage covered his shoulder, and his arm was tucked into a sling. Once in front of him, you didn't know what to do. You let one hand rest on his chest, the other cupping his cheek.
          "Why don't we let them have a moment alone?" James' mother ushered your parents out of the room.
          Once alone, you ran your thumb across his cheek. "I was afraid for you," you admitted. "And now..." You moved your hand from his chest to lightly brush over the bandages.
          "I'll heal."
          "That's not what I'm worried about."
           You stood together, just staring. Then, you wrapped your arms about his waist and rested your head on his uninjured shoulder.
His intake of breath was audible. Slowly, as if he was afraid to do so, his good arm came to rest on your back, his hand in your hair. Your heart fluttered as you felt him pull you closer. He buried his face in your hair, and you felt the kiss he pressed to the top of your head.
          "I thought of you," he croaked. "Lying abed all those days."
          You grabbed at the back of his uniform, twisting your hands into the fabric. You told yourself you would not cry.
          "It was a comfort," he breathed, "to think of you."
          You couldn't help the tears streaming down your face. James must've heard your crying; he pulled away to wipe tears from your cheeks. He was so close, you could feel his breath on your neck.
          He rested his forehead against yours. You didn't dare look at him, afraid if what you might find. You would not let yourself hope. But when he kissed your closed eyes with a feather-light touch, you sighed.
          "I'm sorry." James pulled away just enough to search your face.
          You let out a shaky laugh. "For what?"
          "For frightening you."
          "You've always frightened me," you confessed. "Now, you just do it in a different way." Seeing James' confusion, you reassured him with a light kiss to the cheek. "I used to be afraid of marrying you." Heat rushed to your face. "Now, I'm afraid because I care about you."
          His hand moved from your cheek, his finger now tracing your lower lip. He swallowed, and it dawned on you that he was nervous. You gripped the front of his shirt, and you found your eyes resting on his lips.
          His kiss was soft, but it set you on fire all the same. He was painstakingly gentle, and when your fingers found their way to his hair, he produced a sort of choke that made your stomach tingle.
          He broke the kiss for but a moment before leaning in again. You hardly had time to breathe before he was kissing you. It was deeper than the first, and your toes curled as James slid his hand to your back, pulling you against him.
          When he pulled away, you couldn't remember how to breathe. You managed a shuddering gasp without knowing how. You vaguely realized that the only thing keeping you on your feet was your hold on his shirt.
          "James?" You more felt his blush than saw it, but the heat radiated from his chest to his ears.
          He moved to hold you again. You welcomed the embrace, wrapping your arms around his waist and back, breathing in the scent of his uniform. You were careful not to touch his shoulder. Instead, you gazed at the bandages, fearing the first sign of blood coming through.
          "I'm glad," he said. "I'm glad it was you."
          You sighed contentedly into his chest. "And I you." You traced little patterns on his back. "I never thought it would be like this."
          "Nor did I."
          "James?" You looked up at him. "We're going to be okay."
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The One With the Massage
Kara and Nia talk about Kara and Diana’s relationship
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“One more?” Kara asked Nia as she got up from the couch to refill her glass with more wine.
“Yes, please,” Nia replied, following Kara into the kitchen. “So…” She drifted off, leaning on the marble island counter; a small, teasing smile tugging at her lips, “Wonder Woman, huh?”
Opening the fridge, Kara grabbed the bottle of wine and poured them some, rolling her eyes playfully at the question. “Yes. Diana and I are friends.”
“Diana…” Nia drifted off again as if the name meant something more than itself. “I bet Zeus also told Hera all his lovers were only his friends,” she quipped, raising an eyebrow at Kara.
Handing Nia her glass, Kara headed back to the couch speaking over her shoulder, “I-I never said we’re only friends.”
“Ah-ha!” Nia squealed, pretending not to be embarrassed about how excited she was to hear the news. “Tell me, tell me!!” she asked, joining Kara in the living room.
Kara bit the inside of her cheek to try and contain the smile threatening to make itself known as thoughts of Diana filled her mind. “Well,” she started, “as she put it, we are friends with benefits.”
“That must’ve been an interesting conversation to have,” Nia chuckled. “Isn’t she like, hundreds of years old?”
“Thousands of years old,” Kara nodded. “And it was an interesting conversation.”
The main thing Kara remembered about that night was the feeling of butterflies in her stomach from sharing her bed with Diana for the first time. There’s no other option, Kara mentally told herself, I don’t have another bed here, and Diana refuses to let me sleep on the couch… She maintained a chivalrous distance between the two, telling herself it was the right thing to do since Diana did not know about her feelings for her.
But Diana could hear how Kara’s breathing was fast and shallow, and she was painfully aware of how stiff Kara’s body was. Shaking her head good-naturedly, Diana turned on her side and began telling Kara about the first night she spent on the boat with Steve on their way to London, and how reluctant he had been to sleep next to her. “He got so flustered by my asking him if he did not sleep with women,” she chuckled; the sound making Kara’s heart skip a beat. “He told me about men’s idea of marriage, and I told him of Clio’s twelve-volume treatises on bodily pleasure.”
“Twelve??”
Diana laughed once more, “Steve was equally impressed.”
“Twelve volumes,” Kara marveled, looking up at the ceiling. “You must have learned a lot from them.”
“I did,” Diana replied truthfully. Her eyes traced each line and curve of Kara’s profile, studying them attentively in the darkened room. When she spoke again, her voice was slightly lower and raspier, “I learned a lot from my people’s books. They provided me with bountiful knowledge, but wisdom came from experience.”
Diana had been talking broadly about all the years of experience she had had walking among Amazons and mankind, but Kara did not follow her line of thought; she was still thinking about ‘bodily pleasure’ which turned Diana’s heartfelt statement into a spicy admission.
“Uh…” Kara mumbled, her cheeks turning bright red. “We never studied anything of the kind in Krypton, and I, uh… I don’t have tons of experience…” she confessed, thinking they were opening up to each other.
The color creeping from Kara’s cheeks down her neck had Diana confused for a second, but it did not take her long after tracing her own words back to realize what Kara was talking about. Smiling and shaking her head once more, Diana asked playfully, “No teaching how to please oneself and others on Krypton?”
Stuttering and making unintelligible noises, Kara shook her head vehemently, “No! No, no, no, no! We used a birth matrix, for crying out loud!”
As much as it was endearing to see Kara pretending to not be affected by the subject of their talk, Diana became concerned with the answer she got. “Was physical intimacy not important to your people?”
Kara shook her head without taking her eyes off the ceiling. “Being academically versed in your area of expertise was the most attractive thing to us. I mean, I guess attractive isn’t even the right word… I guess desirable fits better.” Kara chanced a look at Diana. “My mother was the equivalent of a judge, and my father was the head of the science council… They wanted their daughter to be smart, level-headed, and thoughtful with her words and decisions, but physical intimacy was not something we concerned ourselves with.”
“Must have been difficult to adjust to men’s world,” Diana offered to which Kara snorted, whole-heartedly agreeing with her.
“You could say that!” Kara laughed, turning to fully face Diana. “Everything on Earth is about sex! Everything you say can be turned into an innuendo with the right—or wrong—tone. Every touch means something... It was hard for me to learn all the social cues. Sometimes I’m still not good at it.”
“I understand,” Diana said softly. “I, too, had to learn all those cues when I left home. You have seen firsthand how different our values are in Themyscira.”
“You’re all straightforward about everything,” Kara chuckled again. “It’d be refreshing if more people started acting like that.”
The words caused Diana’s features to change; she became more focused, more serious, and for a fleeting second Kara wondered if she had said anything offensive.
“Then if I may be true to my upbringing,” Diana started, looking intently into dark blue eyes, “why are you not honest with me about your feelings?” Even in the dimly lit room, Diana could see Kara’s eyes widening in shock. She watched as the younger hero struggled, opening and closing her mouth multiple times without a single word making its way past her lips. “It is not my intention to put you in an uncomfortable position,” Diana continued, and Kara mentally thanked Rao for the small mercy of not having to talk just yet. “It is just… people like you and I, we experience time differently. I know you are still very young, but if you keep postponing making decisions—especially when it comes to your feelings—millennia might go by before you notice it, and you will have lost your chance of living something beautiful.”
Kara knew Diana was right. She knew she hid behind her crest as much as she hid behind her glasses; that being Supergirl gave her the perfect excuse to shut herself off in the name of keeping others safe, but… it came with a price. At times her loneliness felt as vast and as cold as the far reaches of space. “A-Are you… Are you saying you’d want to be in a relationship with me?” Kara asked timidly, trying to get past her embarrassment in favor of fully understanding what Diana was telling her.
Diana’s features softened once more. Kara’s ingenuity reminded her so much of herself, it became almost painful at times. Reaching with a calloused hand, Diana gently cupped Kara’s cheek, saying, “I am asking you to not hide your feelings from me. I am saying that I adore you, Kara, and that I think we will be friends for as long as we live. But you are still so young; your idea of what love is will probably change time and time again.”
“Then,” Kara began; her brows furrowing with confusion. “What does that mean for us?”
“To me, it means knowing that you might want to live a grand romance, and that I cannot be that for you, because I do not wish to tie you to me for eternity without you having enough experience in life to know without a shadow of doubt that I am what you want. It means,” Diana sighed softly, “it means I want you to be happy regardless if I am the one you are seeing at the moment.”
Frowning, Kara sat up on her bed and held Diana’s hand to maintain the physical connection between them. “So… you’re telling me, I can date you and other people at the same time?”
Diana sat as well; her eyes firmly on Kara’s. “I would not be opposed to that,” she replied with a nod. Diana’s free hand combed through her hair, and she muttered in a chuckle, “Explaining this is harder than I thought it would be.” Kara waited patiently for Diana to gather her thoughts. “I guess all I meant to say is: if you do have romantic feelings for me, we can explore them without expectations, and we can do it at your pace. No need to rush.”
“Oh…” Kara said, diverging her eyes to the pillow beside Diana—it was her turn to gather her thoughts. “So, we can be more than friends, but with no strings attached?” She asked, wanting to be a hundred percent sure she understood Diana.
Grinning sheepishly, Diana nodded once again. “What is it that Americans say? Friends with benefits?”
Kara threw her head back, laughing in that contagious manner that was so genuinely her. “I never thought a demi-goddess would ask to be friends with benefits with me.”
Diana laughed with Kara, but her laughter came with a faint blush as she waited for Kara’s response.
“I would actually love to,” Kara finally said, squeezing Diana’s hand reassuringly.
“Then we snuggled and went to sleep,” Kara told Nia who was drinking up every word from the story.
“That was a lot to take in,” Nia said, taking a sip of her wine, “but it was insanely cute.”
“Right??” Kara chuckled. “She was super cute, and I’m glad she could read me so well, ‘cause I’m sure I’d never, ever have mentioned my feelings for her otherwise.”
“I’d be terrified too,” Nia confessed. However, her curiosity was far from sated, and the little smirk she gave Kara warned the hero of that.
“What?” Kara asked, feigning being scared of what Nia would ask next.
“You can’t stop now, Kara!” Nia exclaimed. “Tell me more! Have you guys kissed? Gone to second base?” Nia dramatically raised an eyebrow and stage-whispered, “Third base?”
Snorting at her friend’s antics, Kara teased, “You sound like a high school jock!”
“You can’t blame a girl for being curious!!” she replied, laughing along with Kara.
As their laughter died down, Kara fidgeted with her wine glass. “We’ve done things…” she finally admitted, blushing hard as memories of her last encounter with Diana filled her mind.
“Remember what I told you, beloved,” Diana said, kneeling on the bed next to Kara who was laying on her stomach, a white sheet covering her naked body. “This does not need to lead to anything else.”
“I know,” Kara said, looking at Diana over her shoulder, noticing her lover had changed into a lilac silk robe that did very little to hide her curves. Swallowing hard, Kara proceeded, “It’s ‘an exercise to connect our bodies’,” she repeated the words Diana had said a few nights prior when she had presented the idea to Kara.
Smiling softly, Diana nodded. “Exactly. It can simply be a massage, and nothing more.”
Kara was not one to feel comfortable getting naked in front of anyone, not even her significant others, but her relationship with Diana had started in such an unconventional way, it spurred Kara to try to be more open-minded, to take a few more calculated risks, to dare a little more. So, when Diana proposed they give each other tantric massages, Kara controlled her knee-jerk reaction to immediately say no, and asked instead if they could stop in case it became too much for her. Of course, Diana had promptly said yes.
“All right, beloved,” Diana’s raspy voice caught Kara’s attention once more, and she felt her lover straddling her butt. “Are you ready?”
Kara closed her eyes, an excited little ragged breath escaping her lips. She could feel Diana’s warmth sipping through the thin layer between their bodies; it was soothing and thrilling at the same time, as if Diana was her own personal yellow sun. “Yes,” Kara breathed out shakily.
The lightest of touches brushed Kara’s golden hair away from her neck. It had been the simplest and most innocent of touches, but it still managed to send a shiver down her spine. The reaction was not lost on Diana, making her smile even as she chose not to comment on it. “I will work my way down,” Diana explained, wanting to keep their moment as “surprise-free” as possible in order for Kara to feel safe. True to her word, Diana began by massaging the base of Kara’s neck and ever so slowly worked her way through the Kryptonian’s chiseled upper back, kneading, pressing, and squeezing all the knots and tense spots she found. Kara groaned and whimpered in response to pleasure and pain, writhing involuntarily between Diana’s thighs.
It felt good, too good, to have Kara squirming under her, accidently applying pressure to the perfect place on Diana’s body. It would have been easy to stop the massage in favor of scratching the itch that was slowly turning into a wildfire between Diana’s thighs, but that was not the type of person she was; Kara still wasn’t ready. They still weren’t ready as a couple. So, suppressing her own desires, Diana peppered kisses along the well-defined lines of Kara’s back muscles, and whispered, “This type of massage can elicit very powerful emotions.” She slowly pulled the sheet completely off Kara, exposing her entire body to her for the first time. Licking her lips, Diana continued, “Not from sore pressure-points, but from letting yourself be vulnerable…” she drifted off, respectfully placing her hands on the small of Kara’s back, and asked, “Do you wish me to keep going, beloved?”
Diana was giving her a way out; if she wanted it to stop, all she had to do was say so. If Kara was being honest, a small part of her still felt embarrassed and wanted nothing more than to cover herself up again, but a bigger part of her was ecstatic to become so intimate with someone as caring and loving as Diana; a bigger part of her could not deal with the thought of Diana’s hands leaving her; a bigger part of her was focused on the wetness coating her skin where Diana was straddling her. “Please,” Kara moaned lowly, “don’t stop.”
The way Kara spoke instantly dried up Diana’s mouth while making other parts of her body even wetter. “Anything you wish, beloved.” Her voice was lower and raspier than before, with no effort to hide how Kara affected her.
Shedding her robe and dropping it right by Kara’s head to let her know of her state of undress, Diana scooted lower down Kara’s legs and began massaging her buttocks. Rough, calloused hands were still gentle and precise, touching Kara sensually, making her feel sexier than she had ever felt before.
“Diana…” Her name had never sounded so sweet, Diana thought, licking her lips as the scent of Kara’s arousal assaulted her senses. With a silent prayer to Hera to keep her resolve, Diana continued moving her hands lower, kneading the muscles on the back of Kara’s thighs, calves, and feet.
“Sit up for me, beloved.” Diana commanded softly, readjusting herself until she was sitting with her legs crossed in the middle of the bed.
The moment Kara turned around and saw Diana in all her naked glory was the moment Kara forgot how to breathe. She stared motionless for a while, making Diana duck her head and chuckle. The melodic sound woke Kara from her stupor, and she said sheepishly, “Sorry. You’re just… wow…”
With a faint blush coloring her cheeks, Diana bit her lip and said playfully, “You flatter me.” Kara had forgotten her own state of undress, being reminded of it when she noticed Diana’s warm brown eyes traveling down the front of her body. Then it was her turn to blush. “Do you wish to continue, beloved?” Diana checked in once more.
Smiling shyly, Kara nodded. “Yeah, I’d like that.” She had come so far, Kara did not want to give up halfway through it, especially when the moment she was sharing with Diana was more intimate and satisfying than ninety-eight percent of the dates she had had in her life; and if there was more Diana and Kara could do together, she did not wish to shy away from it.
Grinning, Diana held her hand invitingly. “Come sit on my lap,” she said as if it was the most ordinary request in the world, but it caused Kara to swallow hard. It took her a moment to gather her courage, but Kara slowly crawled to Diana, letting the older woman adjust her legs behind her own lithe figure. “Hi,” she said; her breath tickling Kara’s lips.
“Hi,” Kara sighed softly, leaning in to rest her forehead against Diana’s.
“Thank you for trusting me this far, beloved,” Diana said, gently running her hands up and down Kara’s thighs. “I know it is not easy, and I want you to know how much I appreciate this moment with you.”
“How do you always seem to know what to say to make me feel better?” Kara asked with a small, playful smile on her lips, letting her thumbs caress her lover’s sides where her hands were resting.
“Magic,” Diana replied just as playfully, making Kara chuckle.
Brushing her nose against Diana’s, Kara confessed, “I don’t know if I’ll ever not be nervous when it comes to… me… being, um, naked.” She blushed. “But… even with all my nervousness, you make me feel better. A-And…” Kara averted her gaze for a second, before she rushed to get the words out, “And I want to keep going. I trust you.”
The kiss that followed was not their first kiss, but it was slow, and soft; it was patient, and curious; it spoke a thousand words without uttering a sound. That kiss was not their first, but they made it feel that way. Their lips moved languidly, following in perfect sync to a tune they were creating in their hearts, and slowly Diana lowered Kara back on the mattress without breaking the kiss.
Pulling back before her desire grew too wild to handle, Diana poured more oil on her hands, and gently settled them on Kara’s collarbones, checking in one more time before moving her hands lower, cupping Kara’s breasts in the gentlest of ways. The sweet gasp that escaped Kara’s lips, and the way she involuntarily ground her hips against Diana’s and arched her chest into her lover’s hands made a cocky little smile appear on the Amazon’s lips. “Does it feel good, beloved?” Diana asked, already knowing the answer she would get.
Kara nodded frantically, licking her lips as they had suddenly become dry. “Harder, please,” she begged shamelessly, moaning when she heard a low growl coming from Diana.
“Anything for you,” Diana purred, delighted to see Kara feeling so much pleasure. She squeezed harder, changing angles every now and then, trying to figure out what Kara liked the most. Diana was enjoying the sweet little mewling noises she was getting in response, but nothing could have prepared her for the sinful, guttural moan that fell from Kara’s lips as she pinched her nipples. “Gods…” Diana breathed out, feeling Kara’s arousal coating her pelvis as she writhed in delight against her.
“R-Rao,” Kara stuttered, looking at Diana with her pupils blown out with unbridled desire. “I didn’t- I didn’t know it could feel t-this good,” she panted. “Please… a-again.”
“How can I say no to you, beloved?” Diana smirked, but instead of doing exactly what Kara had asked for, she lowered her head and took Kara’s right nipple into her mouth, sucking it hard before flicking it fast with her tongue. The sound of bedsheets being torn did not give Diana any pause, and she moved to Kara’s other nipple, lavishing it with just as much attention.
Expletives in Kryptonian flew out of Kara’s mouth, and somewhere in the back of her mind she was cursing all her ex-boyfriends for never making her feel this way. “A-Are you using extra strength?” she asked, needing to know if that was a reason why Diana was so good at this.
Pulling back and returning her hands to Kara’s breasts, Diana shook her head. “No. It’s the anticipation and the build up that makes it feel this way,” she replied to Kara’s unspoken question. “Plus,” Diana arched her eyebrow and smirked, “it helps if you are not in a hurry…” she pinched Kara’s nipples again, maintaining eye contact, “if you are doing this to truly please your partner…” A harder twist of her fingers, and Kara was crying out again. “Instead of doing it out of a perceived obligation…” Pouring more oil on her hands, Diana moved along to Kara’s taut stomach muscles so the younger hero could regain her breath, and by the way Kara closed her eyes and tried to calm her racing heart, Diana figured she appreciated the decision.
Fingers softly traced the lines of Kara’s abs at a lazy pace as Diana took her sweet time savoring the feeling of her lover’s muscles contracting beneath her fingertips. She was lost in her thoughts when she heard Kara giggling, “That tickles,” she said with her trademark charming smile that had won Diana’s heart almost instantly.
“My apologies, darling,” Diana grinned, scooting backwards so she could lean down to pepper kisses all over Kara’s torso. “Better?” she asked between kisses as her hands worked on Kara’s strong thighs.
“Yeah,” Kara breathed out; her eyes fluttering closed at the multitude of sensations washing over her body.
Moving at a leisurely pace, Diana massaged all the way down to Kara’s ankles before making her way back up, stopping at the apex of Kara’s thighs. “Beloved,” she called out, making Kara prop herself up on her elbows. “May I?” she asked, letting Kara feel how close her thumbs were to her folds.
Blushing up a storm, Kara remembered Diana explaining to her what tantric massages were when she proposed they tried it. Kara knew this part was coming, and she had been both terrified of it and excited for it. She looked into her lover’s eye, knowing that once again Diana was giving her the chance to put an end to their little adventure, that Diana would be okay if Kara had had enough stimuli for one day; but the smell of their arousal—both Kara’s and Diana’s—filled the room, making Kara’s head swim with desire. There was no denying how much she craved the other heroine’s affection and touch; so Kara nodded, giving Diana her eager consent, “Yes, please.”
Grinning wide enough to make small dimples appear below her eyes, Diana poured more oil on her hands and said in a sultry, raspy voice, “Keep your eyes on me, beloved. I want to see you.” As soon as she got a small, dumbfounded nod from Kara, Diana cupped her sex firmly, fully expecting the way Kara bucked her hips in response. Using her free hand to rub small circles on Kara’s lower stomach, Diana cooed, “It is okay, sunshine. That’s it… just breathe for me.”
Kara could not wrap her head around the fact that Diana managed be so soothing and sexy at the same time. Her heart skipped a beat at the words, but she did her best to do as she was told.
Once Diana was fairly certain Kara had relaxed enough, she let herself explore; running her fingers along Kara’s outer lips a few times, then switching to the inner ones, marveling at how warm and wet her lover was.
Kara had never had anyone so eager, so curious to touch her, and it felt so much fucking better than she had ever dreamed of! Moaning lowly and doing her best to keep her eyes on Diana’s, Kara gave her a shy little smile, and discreetly opened her legs wider.
Emboldened by her lover’s reaction, Diana said in a dreamy sigh, “You feel so good… so perfect…” And with her left thumb, Diana rubbed small circles on Kara’s clit, teasing the tip of her right middle finger into Kara’s opening.
Words that Diana figured could only be Kryptonian curses tumbled out of Kara’s mouth. Her chest rose and fell rapidly, and Diana watched as Kara balled the torn sheets in her hands in a desperate attempt to keep herself still. “You are doing so well, beloved,” Diana drawled, getting high on the pleasure she was seeing on Kara. She slowly and carefully pushed her finger all the way inside, relishing at how easy it was to do so. “Gods, Kara,” she moaned, “You’re so turned on for me…”
Nodding frantically, Kara reached out to Diana, begging, “kiss me, please!”
Diana was more than happy to oblige, kissing Kara at the same lazy pace she had begun pumping her finger in and out of her, moving her digit from side to side, exploring her lover as much as she could before adding a second finger and continuing her delicious torment.
“Diana,” Kara called out, her brows furrowing as she desperately tried to keep control over her body; but Diana was pushing her fingers in all the right ways. “I-I’m close… I c-can’t hold-” Kara tried to warn, but she was cut off by Diana’s lips on hers.
“Don’t hold back, beloved. I got you,” Diana promised, curling her fingers up in just the right angle, and with a few more thrusts Kara screamed out in pleasure as her orgasm washed over her, sending jolts of electricity to every single nerve ending in her body.
Diana suspected Kara could go again (and again, and again…) but she did not wish to overwhelm her, so she slowed her movements until her fingers were laying still inside her lover. “You are so incredibly beautiful, Kara Danvers,” Diana smiled brightly, nuzzling Kara’s nose with her own.
Kara’s heart fluttered at Diana’s sweet words, giggling at the Eskimo kisses she got. “Thank you,” she whispered back, wrapping her arms around Diana’s neck. “This… This was incredible.”
“Earth to Kara!” Nia said, waving her hand in front of her friend’s face. “Can you hear me??”
“Huh?” Kara blinked, looking around her and realizing she had completely immersed herself in her memories.
“You were thinking about something naughty, weren’t you????” Nia teased, noticing the blush on Kara’s cheeks.
“Uh… not naughty, no!” She protested weakly. “I was just thinking how to answer your question! And, um…” her blush got deeper, “we have gone all the way. I mean… she has gone all the way with me, I haven’t- I haven’t… you know… reciprocated yet…”
Nia chuckled at how sweet her friend was, and she was about to say something about it when a knock came from the door.
Looking at it and squinting her eyes to use her x-ray vision, Kara squealed, “It’s Diana!”
Nia shook her head playfully, loving how Kara instantly perked up. “Well, that’s my cue to go,” she said, getting up from the couch and grabbing her purse.
“No, Nia, stay,” Kara argued, pouting slightly.
“Nah, it’s okay. I’m gonna go over to Brainy’s.” With a devilish little smirk, Nia hugged her friend and whispered to her, “Besides, this is your chance to reciprocate.”
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BY JORDAN MAINZER
Riot Fest Sucks. It’s a tongue-in-cheek phrase that occupies multiple meanings and connotations, referencing the organizer’s self-deprecating recognition that they’re not gonna make everyone happy with the lineup and scheduling conflicts. It’s the name of a Goose Island Beer Co. pale ale made for the Fest, at times served lukewarm, its $10 price tag a symptom of a somewhat pretend punk festival bombarded by corporate sponsors whose presence fails to belie the lack of close, cheap parking, credit card lines, and functioning ATMs. Oh, and Riot Fest Sucks because hours into it my girlfriend sprained her ankle exiting the Vans popup experience down the 20-foot fire pole with no soft landing. So unlike previous years, this year, I left after a couple sets on Friday.
I won’t get there yet--first things first, Caroline Rose. When I walked up to her stage and heard Natalie Prass playing on the loudspeaker, I thought what I initially did upon first seeing Rose’s name in small print on the lineup poster: “Why not Pitchfork?” But as soon as her band gradually came out--first "nicest legs in the band” drummer Will Morse, then “handsome and single” bassist Mike Dondero, then “best friend” Abbie Morin--and started playing a surf rock melody as Rose entered, it was clear that her unique mix of electro pop and retro rock--not to mention her early folk and country material--had her suited for a festival that embraces classic sounds. They began with new song “Everybody’s Making Out”, potentially from the new album she just finished, and then “Cry!”, the band providing a plinky breakdown to the LONER standout. Rose alternated between genuinely appreciative of a fairly large crowd coming out early on a Friday to hear some upbeat but sad songs, and being playful and goofy--essentially conducting the band with her feet while playing keys on another new spacey synth pop song, all before noticing the camera and posing as if she was in a photoshoot. Her joking fit the sarcasm of songs like “Money”, which was interrupted by Rose chugging a 312 and barely smashing the can on her head and then playing Aerosmith’s “Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing” on kazoo. Rose is as fun at a festival as she is forlorn on record.
But then the incident happened. I listened to a remarkably nonstop and consistent Hot Snakes set through the medical tent next to the stage as my girlfriend iced her foot, leaving for urgent care right as Neck Deep’s catchy but juvenile pop punk began, not to return until mid way through Turnstile on Saturday. Thankfully, we were able to rent a wheelchair for the next couple days. Navigating the grounds with a wheelchair was a challenge, parking for free on Roosevelt before going through the grass of Douglas Park and the various street curbs separating the Ferris Wheel and the Rebel Stage from the main area. For what it’s worth, save for a couple unsavory comments (“You’ve got him trained well!”), most people were extremely aware and respectful, moving out of the way when necessary, and even helping us out of the mud. We chose not to get ADA access next to the sound stage until Sunday, partially because we were unaware of the possibility, but also because we wanted to be with friends and in the crowd. And from my brief experience, Riot Fest and its attendees walked the walk as much as they talk the talk about acceptance and zero tolerance for discrimination against differently abled bodies.
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Speaking of Turnstile, what I saw from them was a perfect mix of rap rock, hardcore, and nu metal, favoring songs from last year’s Time & Space like “Generator”, short ditty “Bomb”, and standout “Moon”, the last played twice, once regularly and once a capella by vocalist Brendan Yates to close the set. It was much more inventive and progressive than the band who commenced immediately afterward, nonetheless Riot Fest staple Gwar. This time around, most of Gwar’s set surprisingly focused on the generic thrash music, not as many antics, just costumed men playing and spraying blood willy nilly as opposed to as part of a plot. (Except when they killed Donald Trump--that was great.) It’s not Riot Fest without Gwar, but at this point, their sick jokes and edgelord humor is appealing mostly to dudes like the one in the Joe Rogan 2020 shirt I saw leaving the set.
We then traveled to the secluded Rebel stage to catch supergroup The Damned Things, who thankfully came on late, since on the way we got caught up in one of many “What happened?!?” conversations with a friend. The band first formed in 2010 to release their debut album Ironiclast, then consisting of Joe Trohman and Andy Hurley of Fall Out Boy, Scott Ian and Rob Caggiano of Anthrax, and Keith Buckley and Josh Newton of Every Time I Die. Nine years later, they’ve released their second album High Crimes, and this time around, Caggiano and Newton have left, and in has come Alkaline Trio’s Dan Andriano. At Riot Fest, they played half songs from the first record, half from the new one, including the first four tracks of the latter, which showcase equally what The Damned Things do well and where they fall into the traps of MOR rock. “Cells” is more raw than you’d expect from a band with FOB and Alkaline Trio members, both on record and live, and is a surprisingly great introductory song to the album. The other songs they played from High Crimes, including cheesy cheerleader chanting “Something Good” and “Omen”, whose lead riff can’t decide whether it rips off Tame Impala’s “Elephant” or Muse’s “Uprising”, could have been ditched in favor of record standouts like “Carry a Brick” or “Young Hearts”. The former combines the vocal urgency from Buckley that we’re used to with ETID, with Anthrax-worthy thrash metal, while the latter (along with the record’s centerpiece “Storm Charmer”) interpolate a menacing blues rock stomp that could have been emphasized over the pop punk sheen of the Fest. Not to mention “Let Me Be (Your Girl)”, whose music is straightforward but whose lyrics feature gender inversion when assumed sung from the perspective of the lead singer. I left enjoying the set but wishing they had played for longer so I could hear the deeper cuts.
Album score: 6.3/10
Of course, the scheduling gods put Testament, also known as “if Metallica was still good,” during The Damned Things, so we had time for just a bathroom break before catching The Struts. In case you’ve never heard of them, The Struts are English glam rockers, fronted by a man who wears a shirt with batwing sleeves, who fancy themselves the lovechild of Queen and Def Leppard but end up falling closer to someone like The Darkness--which is not a bad thing! Their second album Young & Dangerous is catchy and somewhat undeniable, and the band’s fanbase came out to support them at Riot Fest, British flag in tow. It was probably the crowd’s enthusiasm that fed off lead singer Luke Spiller that made the set infectious; “If you’re not ready to dance and sing, then you might as well fuck off,” he proudly proclaimed, a nice, clear contrast to drummer Rafe Thomas oozing out the words “Hello Chicago” in the most droll voice possible. Sure, the lyrics “I bet your body’s so sweet” are even more cringey in 2019 than they would have been in the 70′s and 80′s, and the “instructing the crowd to get down to the ground” maneuver is pretty tired, but it was refreshing to see a band so unabashedly and unironically unashamed of their influences. “Don't wanna live as an untold story / Rather go out in a blaze of glory,” Spiller sang on the opening lines of “Could Have Been Me”, and upon ending the song, he instructed the crowd: “Ladies and gentlemen, remember our names!” It felt like a scene from a movie, and I couldn’t help but think that such cinematic flair is exactly what the band is going for.
I had time to catch a little bit of underrated electro pop band Pvris and pick up an Orange Wit from All Rise Brewing Co (another Riot Fest staple whose most popular beer has actually improved over the years) before catching Wu-Tang Clan, almost by default. The legendary group seems to be Riot Fest’s token hip hop booking every other year, and so I’ve seen them play Enter the 36 Chambers about 36 times. They ended up doing it again even though not billed to do a complete album set, but was I really going to see Rise Against, Manchester Orchestra, or Andrew W.K. over some of the greatest artists, let alone the greatest hip hop collective, of all time? I’ll take time number 37.
Then came what I knew was going to be the most difficult decision of the weekend, and one I kept thinking about even after it was made. Thrash metal titans Slayer were playing their final Chicago area show at Riot Fest, and their other supposed farewell show I saw last year was phenomenal. Then again, who am I to believe that this would be the time Slayer would finally stop cashing it in and retire? Instead, I opted to see something I very likely would not see again: Bloc Party playing their 2005 debut Silent Alarm in full. Based on how surprisingly great their Lollapalooza 2016 set was, I was eager to hear a set filled with, uh, only good songs, and the idea of the first sounds of the set being the echo of the opening drums to “Like Eating Glass” traversing through the crowd, was one that supplied me with a rare kind of glee. So when the band came out donning masks, launching into the album’s slow final song “Compliments”, I realized that what I initially heard as speculation--that they would be playing the record in reverse--would be true. There went my dream. The sounds and images of fire coming from Slayer’s stage filled me with regret.
But as the set went on, I realized that the choice was one that was both strategic on the part of the band, making the crowd stay to hear favorites like “Banquet”, and beneficial to the crowd. Each song was more energetic and frankly better than the previous one, from the sweet dancefloor melancholy of “This Modern Love” to the stop-starts of “Positive Tension” and “Helicopter”. Of course, “Like Eating Glass” proved to be a worthy singalong, everyone around me air drumming like nobody was watching. And I even got to see Slayer close with “Angel of Death” on the way out!
With one full day of Riot Fest finally in the books and surprisingly sore from navigating a wheelchair over patches of grass, mud, and curbs, I was thankful that the first batch of sets we were interested in seeing on Sunday was at the same stage, where I could grab beer and food and come back, and we could switch off between the grass and the ADA stage (which, awesomely, had free water). Arriving to hear the end of wildly cool and catchy Chicago post-punk band Ganser, we sat and waited for Nick Lowe with Los Straitjackets (and watched a different kind of “jacket” swarm unfortunate members of the crowd who mistakenly wore too much cologne). With the masked instrumental rockers (another band with masks?!?), two years ago Lowe released an album of instrumental versions of some of his best songs, so I was curious to hear how they would fare as his backing band. They got a slowed down “So It Goes” out of the way, as if to say to casual fans in the crowd, “I dare you to leave,” before burning through a variety of early era Lowe classics like “Without Love”, given a country spin by the band. The band delivered a mid-set instrumental performance as Lowe took a break, showing their guitar chops and stop-on-a-dime dynamism, before Lowe came back for “Half a Boy and Half a Man” and the other song everybody was waiting for, “Cruel To Be Kind”. Before playing set closer “Heart of the City”, Lowe said to the crowd, “Thank you, music lovers!” the quintessential statement from a true “music critic’s band,” but one with the pop songwriting talent to reach beyond.
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I took the one-two punch of the “Save a lollipop, suck a dick” t-shirt and the tardiness and subsequent flatness of The Village People’s set as a sign that I should leave and walk by Less Than Jake opening their set with Back to the Future music, be mad again at the scheduling gods for putting the amazing-sounding Ride at the opposite end of the park from where Guided By Voices was about to play, and grab some delicious Harold’s Chicken for myself and unfortunately protein-lacking pad thai for my girlfriend. But there’s nothing like GBV to fix a less-than-ideal situation or improve an already good one. “How do you follow The Village People?” Robert Pollard hypothetically asked as the band went on. “With the village idiots!” With even less time to play than they had at Summerfest, GBV churned out practically all hits, starting with their usual set closer “Glad Girls” and revealing a barrage of known live gems--“Cut-Out Witch”, “Motor Away”, “The Best of Jill Hives”--and some they haven’t played in a while, like Isolation Drills’ “should have been a hit” “Chasing Heather Crazy” and “Echos Myron” prelude “Yours to Keep”, during which a crowd member actually blew a whistle when Pollard sang, “the whistle blows.” The latter was part of the band’s Bee Thousand finale, giving a crowd of casual fans exactly what they wanted and pleasing diehards no matter what.
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Deciding to forego sprinting and catching any of Against Me!’s full albums (two of them!) set or Dave Hause & The Mermaid, I planted myself in a spot where I could see Kate Pierson and Cindy Wilson’s beehives. The B-52′s followed a recipe for success in their set, leading off with track one of their debut, placing one hit early (“Private Idaho”), segueing a couple more from their debut into “Roam”, saving the two you knew they were gonna save for last. (Though I didn’t know they’d introduce “Love Shack” with War’s “Low Rider”.) The band was appropriately absurd and silly, frontman Fred Schneider’s sprechgesang adding hilarity to his response to Pierson’s “Something’s on fire in that pizza joint!” (“That’s my dinner!” he responded.) After the band ended with “Rock Lobster”, Pierson broke character and said two very serious things: 1) “Please vote!” and 2) “Go see Patti!”
And Patti Smith we did see, in all her glory. Her voice was as strong as ever on “People Have The Power”, “Dancing Barefoot”, “Free Money”, “Because the Night”, and “Gloria”. Unfortunately, almost half of her set was covers: “Are You Experienced?”, The Rolling Stones’ “I’m Free”, “Walk on the Wild Side”, “After the Gold Rush”, and for some reason, Midnight Oil’s “Beds Are Burning”. I would rather have heard something from her excellent later career albums like 2012′s Banga.
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Hey, but she got a tribute during The Raconteurs’ set, as they chanted a little “Gloria” during “Top Yourself”. Along with shouting out headliners Bikini Kill (and the fact that they call God a “she” on new album closer “Thoughts and Prayers”), was it all part of Jack White’s plan to reveal himself as a feminist punk? I’m not sure; I do know that sociopolitical ideas aside, Help Us Stranger is a bit underwhelming as compared to the previous two Raconteurs releases, which were no White Stripes albums themselves. In any case, the band gave a very good set, because Jack White live is not to be reckoned with. The generic charge-up of album opener “Bored And Razed” was a buzzing jaunt on stage, and the blue-eyed soul of “Now That You’re Gone” was actually a nice change of pace from the blues-rock mashing of “Top Yourself”. On record, though it’s a welcome Ryan Adams diss track, “Don’t Bother Me” is straight up annoying, the repetition of the title after each line well-intentioned but flat--again, live, it somehow worked as a piece of absurdism. Thankfully, the band did play some of Stranger’s highlights, like the beautifully melancholy “Only Child” and power pop jam “Sunday Driver”. I wish they had replaced the comparatively generic “Somedays (I Don’t Feel Like Trying)” with catchy punk dirge “Live a Lie” or “Thoughts and Prayers”. The latter is the best song on Help Us Stranger. From the title, you think White might be trying to comment on gun control, but the song is at heart about life, a zooming folk odyssey rife with synths and fiddle and mandolin. “There’s got to be a better way / To talk to God and hear her say / ‘There are reasons why it is this way’,” White sings. It would have been an appropriate Riot Fest song: realistic, yet inspiring.
Album score: 6.3/10
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But it was Bikini Kill’s triumphant reunion that was the perfect way to end the weekend, with dizzying instrumentation courtesy of Tobi Vail’s drums, Kathi Wilcox’s bass, and Kathleen Hanna’s guitar and siren of a howl. You knew they would sound great and play everything you wanted, from “Rebel Girl” to “Demi Rep”, the latter of which I hope will expose a new generation of fans to the band as the theme song to Hulu’s excellent PEN15. But the most fitting, even if not entirely poignant, was Hanna’s commentary, decrying “Let’s take this country back” white feminists and men who think they know everything, calling out rape culture more explicitly than anybody at the entire fest. “I’m sure Slayer talked about this a lot,” she quipped at one point. But it was a thought-provoking off-handed comment, one that makes me look forward to future lineups. Forget my forced symbolism of a $10 dollar beer. And I know the inherent problem of having a private, very white festival in a public park in a neighborhood made up of predominantly people of color, is not going to go away as long as the fest stays in said park. But Riot Fest can make a statement with the curation. Do they continue to market to nostalgia with minimal radical politics? Or will the festival live up to the name and, in their own words, stop sucking?
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part 2 to the reveal fic i wrote awhile ago.
someone requested and i had some ideas in mind??
marinette took in a deep breath, and walked into her school, avoiding eye-contact with anyone that looked her. she could not think straight, still trying to see if the pieces she put together made any sense whatsoever.
she knew chat noir’s identity.
well, not knew. but she was guessing— assuming even. if her speculation of the situation was correct her, then her assumption would be deemed true. and from that she would not know what to think or do.
but she had to know for sure.
she understood that chat noir shows up when there’s trouble. however, there were times when adrien was stuck at home due to his father’s orders, and yet chat noir still showed up at the troubled event. so, how does that make sense?
of course, she knew chat noir was smart and sneaky. if adrien truly was chat noir, he’d sneak out. that makes sense. it matches chat’s personality perfectly. but for adrien to go against his father’s orders? doesn’t sound very “adrien-like.”
and yet, there’s also the fact that she’s never seen chat noir and adrien agreste in the same room. whenever she’s with adrien, and trouble appears, adrien is gone when chat noir shows up.
is he really chat noir?
her crush, her best friend’s boyfriend’s best friend, the guy who’s always been so sweet and kind towards her as opposed to chat’s snarky commenting or constant flirting. were they really the same person after all?
chat noir may be annoying, but his intentions are good and he cared for everyone just as much as she did.
—    marinette! there you are!
the voice snapped marinette back to reality, and she turned to see alya jogging towards her.
she gave an uneasy smile and alya raised a brow at her.
—   explain later. let’s get to class, girl. we’re almost late. you’re going to get in trouble if you’re late again.
marinette opened her mouth to say something, but alya grabbed her arm and dragged her into class.
when they walked in, marinette pulled away and sprinted to her seat. she hurriedly took out her school supplies and kept her head down. in front of her, she could hear alya greet nino...and adrien.
marinette did her best to strain herself from hearing the conversation shared between the three, and kept her attention locked on her notes.
she skimmed them quickly, refreshing her memory on the lesson. with all the patrolling and the weekly akuma attacks, marinette’s barely been able to concentrate in class. she’s either been too tired, arrived too late or had too much on her mind—like right now with the whole adrien thing.
speaking of which, her mind drifted away from her notes and returned to her former thoughts — adrien and chat noir.
she remembered feeling so guilty for not returning chat’s feelings. she was shocked to see that that his feelings for ladybug were genuine, but knew her heart belonged to someone else.
but now chat didn’t like ladybug anymore. he likes marinette. and chat is adrien. right? so adrien returns the feelings? (well, still returns the feelings. ladybug, after all, is marinette.)
she needed to know for sure. but how?
suddenly, she felt a someone nudge her and she jumped in her seat, turning to face a puzzled alya.
just as marinette scrambled to find the correct words, alya shook her head and gave her a knowing look that read “tell. me. later.”
she sighed in relief and faced the front of the class to listen to the start of the lesson.
in the corner of her eye, she swore she could feel the weight of someone’s eyes glued to her.
––
when the final class ended, marinette messily gathered up her things and dashed to the door. she didn’t think of any excuse to tell alya yet, as she barely managed to change the subject every time alya would ask what’s wrong.
therefore, she had to get away. fast.
she managed to find a hiding spot along the side of the staircase that connected to the entrance of the school.
marinette was not certain if alya even tried to chase after her, but for now, she was temporarily safe.
she took in a heavy breath, leaned her back against the side of the staircase, and slid down it, seating herself. she pulled her phone out of her pocket, and found several text messages from alya.
[ al to m ] : excuse me
[ al to m ] : how dare u leave me like that
[ al to m ] : you better have a good explanation
[ al to m ] : i’m busy today with the ladyblog so you’re lucky i’m not gonna be slamming into your room
[ al to m ] : i’m finding you first thing tomorrow morning
[ al to m ] : good luck
marinette nervousness eased. alya was busy today! she had the rest of the day to figure out an excuse. but that also meant she had the rest of the day to figure out other things.
she quickly sent a text.
[ m to al ] : ily don’t kill me pls
standing up, she pushed off some grass that stuck to her clothes and returned her phone back to her pocket. she walked forward, peering around to see if alya had left already. at the sight of no people, she smiled and stepped out of her hiding spot to walk home.
her thoughts abandoned alya and again speculated chat noir and adrien.
does adrien or chat noir know that she’s ladybug? and if that’s the case, how exactly does he feel? she felt a little uneasy. what if chat noir didn’t like her for her true identity?
she shook her head. of course he likes her. what was she thinking? he liked ladybug first, then her true identity after. if he learned they’re the same person, she’s certain that he’d be more than happy to discover this information.
but how does she really feel? she never considered liking chat romantically...right?
(wrong, again.)
her feelings had always belonged to adrien. but if they were the same person...
she needed to prove it somehow, but she had no idea how.
—   oh, uh, hey marinette! a familiar voice called out.
marinette turned and saw chat noir headed her way. she squeaked in surprise, and stumbled backwards. somehow in the process she lost her footing and fell backwards.
instantly, chat ran ahead, and stopped her from falling onto the ground. instead, she fell into his arms, and she felt a sense of comfort. this was her best friend, after all. (next to alya of course.) she looked into his mint-green eyes— and he stared back, a look of worry planted on his face.
his eyes.
oh, his eyes resemble adrien’s.
his beautiful, green eyes that she could get lost in.
she snapped back into reality as he helped her stand properly and released her gently. (she wouldn’t admit it, but she kind of wishes that he never let go.)
—    you okay? sorry for startling you, he said sheepishly.
she shook her head.
—   don’t be sorry, i’m just really clumsy at times. that’s all!
he gave her a knowing smile.
—   so why are you here anyways? she questioned.
—   well, i was planning to meet up with ladybug later to do our patrol, but i decided to come out a little earlier than usual and saw you. you were all alone, so i’m here to make your day better! after all, i’m the best kind of company to have.
he gave her a wink and a giggle slipped out.
wait, a giggle? what was wrong with her?
—   i’ve had better company before, she simply said, smirking at him. but you’ll do for now.
—   me-ouch! he said, grasping at the left side of his chest. that really hurt me, marinette. felt that, in my heart.
—   oh, i’m surprised you have a heart, kitty.
what?! she was flirting?
(she didn’t even notice that “kitty” slipped out.)
(but he did.)
he smirked at her.
—   yes! shockingly enough, i do! he gave a soft sigh. it belongs to a special someone.
she was genuinely curious. maybe now she could really confirm his identity. if he reveals his feelings for her, then maybe it’d be okay to question his identity.
but she could be wrong.
she doesn’t know anything!
she just needed to know something. anything would work! she felt so overwhelmed with this whole situation. she just needed to know the truth so she can simply confront it and understand the basis of it all.
—   oh really? would that some special someone be ladybug?
his original crush, per say. it’s obviously not her anymore.
—   yes. he simply stated and watched her expression go from certainty to confusion.
wait, what?
he confessed to ladybug that he didn’t like her, but her true identity instead. what he was getting at, she wasn’t too sure.
marinette stared at him, dumbfounded.
so, it was a lie then. he still liked ladybug. she felt... disappointed. of course he didn’t like her.
but then, that would also mean that chat noir wasn’t being truthful for her. she could not decipher the honesty in his feelings much longer.
—   something wrong, my lady?
she shook her head.
—   no, no. nothing’s wrong! she insisted. it’s just that-
she paused. what did he call her?
marinette looked up at him, slightly shocked.
—   is it really that surprising? almost all of paris loves her! one /kitty/ won’t do anyone harm.
she stepped away from him.
—   you’re right. no harm done. she’s great. it’s no surprise, really.
—   exactly, bugaboo. i’m glad you understand.
did he just-?
marinette grew more and more confused. why was he calling her these? he only calls ladybug those names! not her.
well yes technically her but also not her.
secret identities are so complicating.
—   did you know she likes me too? he inquired, giving her a look that she could not read.
no she doesn’t.
wait yes she does.
wait.
marinette likes adrien. ladybug likes adrien.
if he is adrien, he is correct. but as chat, that’s questionable.
at the moment, marinette’s not really sure about her feelings for chat. she only knows that she likes adrien. and whether or not they’re the same person, she is not really sure of her feelings for chat.
—    ...she does?
that was all she could let out.
her head was spinning, her heart racing. it was so hard to figure chat out, so difficult to understand if her assumptions can be proven.
—   at least, i think so. for awhile now too. i was kind of oblivious to it before, but once i pieced it altogether, i figured out where her feelings stood.
she watched him carefully, trying to understand what he was saying.
marinette/ladybug does not know if she likes chat noir. ladybug’s confessed to him that she likes another guy! what impression did she give show that she supposedly liked him?
he seemed so certain about it too. he looked somewhat hesitant as he spoke, she noticed, but marinette saw that his words were delivered in a sense of understanding.
—   what makes you so sure?
she began walking again, noticing that they’ve remained in the same spot for a few minutes now.
he followed closely behind.
—   she told me herself.
what?
—   then how were you oblivious if she confessed that to you?
his pace speeded up and he walked right next to her.
—   oh bugaboo, she didn’t directly tell me. she told me she had feelings for someone, and later i figured out that that someone is me.
there he goes with the name again.
he’s wrong though. ladybug confessed that she liked someone else! not chat! and if he figured it out she should know that adrien’s the one she likes!
she gasped.
—   kitty?
—   yes, my lady? he winked at her again. what ever is the matter?
she hit him playfully at his hint of sarcasm.
—   are you certain ladybug likes you?
—   very certain.
she sharply sucked in some air.
if chat figured out that she likes adrien, but he says that adrien likes him, then they must be the same person.
and if chat knows he still likes ladybug, even after admitting to her that he likes marinette, then he must know that she’s both people.
she stopped walking, and noticing this he did too.
he knows.
and now she does too.
—   how long have you known?
he shrugged.
—   i just found out. yesterday.
marinette stared at him, then pulled out her cell phone.
she held up a finger at him.
—   give me a second.
marinette unlocked her phone and immediately went to her contacts. she tapped on adrien’s name (which was notably followed by three heart eyes emojis) and called the number.
a phone rang.
she watched chat smile, taking a phone- the source of the ringing- out of his pocket.
—   hello? he said, matching the voice she could hear on her phone.
marinette slowly put her phone away, ending the call immediately. 
—   so it’s true. y-you’re...
—   adrien agreste. yes marinette, it’s me. and i know you’re lb. 
and that’s why he said he liked ladybug still. because he knew!
she slapped herself mentally. why did this take her so long to solve but it takes her seconds to figure out how to defeat an akumatized victim. 
—   so you know that i like you.
—   and you know that i like you too.
she grinned at him, feeling a light blush. 
this whole time! her partner, her best friend, the one she trusted so much information with...
...was the one she fell for ever since he gave her the umbrella. 
he leaned forward and pulled her into an embrace. 
—   told you that one day you’ll fall for me, bugaboo.
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