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doing this study method called akutagawa pomodoro where i study 30 minutes then draw akutagawa until the feeling that i'm running out of time sinks in

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In honor of my "gege am i ugly" post getting over 10k notes, here's a "san lang am i ugly" version of it. Featuring: how I'm picturing Hua Cheng 90% of the time.

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Please, reblog and answer them ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I will do the same.

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I am so gonna pin this down cause I think THIS IS IT!!!

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adhd will get you thinking "i should make this doctors appointment" every day for 7 months and counting

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Dead apple but everyone is still in their pajamas

I think it would be funny if everyone collectively just didnt care to change in to their work clothes for the plot of dead apple cause imagine Chuuya fighting that big ass dragon still in his dog themed pajama pants 🐶

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“Surely you touched mine”

"love is touching souls"

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She is beautiful. So keen and so modest, She prevails within the madness of this world. And because of the utter madness of this world, The heart may eventually succumb and cry out feebly, But still that innate dignity remains - She’s beautiful and so keen.

How her soul must have searched for a boundless heart! - Though now it seems she’s even given up on that, Having only come across the selfish likes Of immature ogres and brats. And now she’s wont to believe That everybody is a sort of thug despite the contrary truth. She’s retreating inside of herself - the poor girl!

- Nakahara Chūya, “Untitled” from Poems of the Goat

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I forgot to explain - the fic is +18 with heavily and explicit sexual content.

So this beta reader not only needs age but also… some context?

Perhaps I should let go of this idea and just post it. 😝

Thank you everyone who liked, answered and responded to my request. ❤️

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I need someone to beta read my sskk da fanfictions causa someone’s my attention spam loses.

Anyone?

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Whoever did this collage, it’s going to be my wallpaper for long time.

I love this.

Except after so many pitfalls this last 3 years, I’m not afraid of failure anymore.

This trial of trying and getting wrong after wrong even after strategically thinking through... Or getting right DESPITE all unpredictable variables.

Most of the bad things could have gone wrong with my life already did, so there’s nothing to be afraid of, except running after the things that make me truly happy, fits my lore, feel infused of meaning.

I’m glad I’ve come to this, cause there were times I never thought I would look at life with sense of perspective. Keep on fighting with your fists when you have nothing in your sleeves.

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"Wake up, Osamu..."

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i live to die, and that is all.

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He causes this kind of reaction in people

Careful there! You start by feeling sympathy for Akutagawa and before you've even realized it you're throwing yourself in front of him to take a fatal wound in his place to save his life all while smiling softly at him and repeating him the same words he once told you