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My confession

(TRIGGER WARNING) 🔥

I'm Kindda abandoning this blog... I'm doing much better in terms of depression and anorexia.... I'm in a normal weight which is driving me fucking nuts non the less .

But anyway, I won't be that active on tumblr because of all the depression ,thinspo and proana blogs I follow ( yeah I know, I'm sorry, that's the truth and I am fucking disgusting) and I just can't delete them, but I am not checking them out anymore.

I still restrict, still binge on shit, have thin hair, have purging urges that I don't give in to, I still crave the worried looks of those around me, because they can't figure how I manage to stand on my skinny legs, etc.

But I stopped surviving,

and now I'm starting to live.

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“skip dinner and become thinner” more like “skip dinner and you have an eating disorder please get help”

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Eating disorder ≠ My Personality

What we need to learn everyday.

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PSA: “Healthier” does not mean low calorie, low fat, low sugar, low carb. Healthier does not mean less.  Healthy is relative to each person’s needs.

Also, guilt-free is not a description for food.  Guilt is not an ingredient; it is a feeling.  No matter how many ingredients or calories you remove from that food, the guilt is in your mind, not the food.

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Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.

Charlotte Eriksson (via wordsnquotes)

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Preach

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Recovery Thoughts: Day 344 of 362

A child searching for love will misbehave to get attention. Think about your self sabotaging habits. Could these possibly be you screaming out for love from yourself?

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It all begins and ends in your mind. What you give power to has power over you.

Leon Brown (via deeplifequotes)

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Your weight does not determine an eating disorder. Your actions do.

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very Important!!!

Self worth is not defined by numbers

If you don’t eat, you die

Even dogs are smart enough to eat when they’re hungry

Food gives you strength. Eating is not weakness

Adults aren’t supposed to have the body of an 8-year-old

It’s impossible to have the energy to exercise on 500 calories a day

There is no “UGW”

Being “proana” is just as dumb as being “prodrugaddict”

Mental illness is not glamorous

Nobody will envy your emaciated body except other people who are MENTALLY ILL

It’s pathetic to want attention for looking like a skeleton

It’s even more pathetic to want to be sick

Wasting food is disgusting. Some people really are starving! It’s stupid to CHOOSE to starve when you are fortunate enough to have food

You look stupid chopping your food into tiny pieces

You don’t feel powerful when you resist your favorite foods, you feel depressed that you can’t eat them anymore

Eating normal meals doesn’t make you fat

It’s okay to eat even when you’re not necessarily hungry

It’s not a bad thing to enjoy food

(The list I made during my first week of recovery titled “Why Anorexia Is Stupid.”)

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Coaching yourself to do a challenge alone like

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The holy tetrad: food, water, meds, and sleep 🍎💧💊💤

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28425) In the beginning of my ED I felt like it was a choice like I really could stop but now I can’t even eat X without having to throw it up I can’t keep anything down I feel like I deserve this because I had the choice to stop this in the beginning I chose this.

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Recovery is never the easiest, But always the best choice.

Mod. (via this-is-anorexia)

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“ The only size that matters, Is the one of your heart. ”

-Mine. (via this-is-anorexia)

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New Year

May this new year give you more strength and courage to overcome your fears,

May this new year shorten the distance between the person you are now and the one you want to become.

It's okay if you gotta spend this evening by yourself, and it's also okay if you don't have any new year's resolutions, because what matters is that you made it this far...

C'mon , that's already fucking awesome.