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actually you know what. we have GOT to get weirder about fictotypes. i don't wanna tone down or hold back anymore.

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I open Tumblr. I post something that should be a diary entry. I close Tumblr. I open Tumblr after having it closed for 1.2 minutes. I reblog 176 posts in a row. I add tags of absolute gibberish to 7 of those. I close Tumblr. I open Tumblr I post yet another should-be diary entry. I close Tumblr. I open tu

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AAA IVE NEVER SEEN YOU BEFORE BUT CONGRATULATIONS !!!! ^^

To my great surprise the rheumatologist appointment of doom and despair actually went well and my tests finally showed proof of my pain!!

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sometimes it's OK to skip a song you like when u don't feel like it at that moment. u r not hurting its feelings

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Suddenly, I fear the gyaru infection has gotten to me and I want to start dressing in amekaji gyaru and immersing myself in the subculture.. this is after accepting decora isnt gonna work because I'm autistic (and get sensory related meltdowns very easily) and sticking with kidcore.. any tips 😓

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My mom ran out of money so no more doctor appointments I guess... gotta ride all of my problems out for another half a year and listen to everyone complain about me getting worse until we figure something out. Yay

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I swear 99% of the time nothing feels real. Everyone is an npc like except for animals. Animals are realer than humans.. they can react to things humans cannot. They actually see things around them.. its why I connect to them so quickly. Everyone thinks im crayz for saying this and delusional and wtv tf but idc. They do

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The weirdest proof that the world is just uniquely cruel to people with trauma is the fact that I've met so many chronically ill people who relate to the notion that it was once they started fixing their mental illnesses and improving as a person that they suddenly developed their chronic illnesses that set them back permanently

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this is actually legitness

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illegal immigration is swag and epic and i salute everyone who does it. personally i think if you can afford to move somewhere you should be allowed to live there no questions asked. actually even if you cant afford it, it's not like i can afford to live here either. who give a shit.

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illegal immigration is swag and epic and i salute everyone who does it. personally i think if you can afford to move somewhere you should be allowed to live there no questions asked. actually even if you cant afford it, it's not like i can afford to live here either. who give a shit.

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people talk about the weirdness of seeing school friends get married and have kids but its even crazier when its online friends. like bro i've seen your carrd kin list. we went to homestuck together. brothers in chronically online arms. what do you MEAN youre pregnant.

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Being fictionkin is something I tend not to talk about a lot but it's definitely weird because wdym "i want to go home..." doesn't mean my current home but means that I want to go back to my old family ▪︎_▪︎

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Having a dermatologist-prescribed skincare routine after never really doing anything with my face for my entire life is so funny. Like did you guys know you can use more than one product on your face? Potentially even as often as once or twice a day? I feel like one of those cishet men being introduced to the concept of a wash rag

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this alien is aroace! Happy pride month humans and other beings !!

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i really do believe that the answer to a lot of people's self hatred is not to try and reassure them that they are wonderful and okay and enough, but instead to remind them theyre a completely unremarkable regular ass person who is not the center of the universe or especially important so why would they expect themselves to be some superhuman savior. like there really is a kernel of out of control self importance at the heart of thinking youre an evil lazy piece of shit. because why would you expect you be anything but just like some guy. if you wouldnt expect the guy who works at the vape shop or your mailman or whatever to be able to do something then why would you expect yourself to? youre just some random ass person. its fine