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The hot wind in my face,

The sand beneath my feet.

Love from you was like a desert,

Devoid of the water of life.

-Ayla J.

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And when the angels sing from heaven above,

It’s hard to miss his voices echoing,

Down the halls,

And through the chambers of my mind.

-Ayla J.

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“I kiss the scars on her skin,

I still think you’re beautiful.”

-Ayla J.

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”I wouldn’t tell a soul

Even if it feels like stabbing myself constantly

I’ll be okay

Even if I’m just admiring from afar

Just because she means everything to me”

-Ayla J.

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”In my mind I’m cheating on him constantly”

- ayla j.

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“Smoke in the air,

Lilies on the mountainside,

Your lips,

I could get used to this,

I could get used to loving you.”

-Ayla J.

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Spinning

Circles

Round and

Round and

Round over once again,

Round and

Round,

I can’t remember the last time I thought of you

As someone significant in my life.

Round and

Round,

We always went in circles.

Spinning round

And round.

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”Remember that whenever your soul needs aligning, i’m always here to confide in”

- ayla j.

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Now that you’re dead it hurts….

Where did my daddy go?

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“Your eyes met mine at the market square,

Those glittering orbs as deep as the ocean.

If only I’d know it’d be the last time I saw your eyes…”

-Ayla J.

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“I never learned to take good care of myself, I got used to the fact that you always did that for me”

- ayla j.

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”You feel so close to me now, but something in the atmosphere tells me that we’re done”

- Ayla J.

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You asked me what I would do if I was the king of the world.

Unlimited power.

I could change anything, everything. Start and pause and stop wars. End world hunger, print money, reap wealth and control. Execute people at the blink of an eye.

“I would resign.”

Why?

“The king of the world…he must be so busy.”

But…

“How could I be with you if I was busy being king of the world?”

And you smiled. Besides, I already was king of the world with you.

I never expected my queen to stab me in the back.

-Ayla J.

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”I hate the sun, it reminds me too much of you. The light is as blinding as your smile, its warmth as comforting as your embrace. But just like you, it disappears at the end of the day.”

- Ayla J.

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”You look so pretty, so easy to break”

- Ayla J.

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”maybe someday someone will look at me with adoration in their eyes”

- ayla j.

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"You beside me and me beside you, close but still so far away" -Ayla J.