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“you seem like you’re doing great! I love the new you!”

thanks! I’m the most depressed I’ve ever been! doing amazing!

like thank you SO MUCH!

“oh my gosh did you change your hair? or style?”

yeah actually! I went thru two rough breakups and an identity crisis so I dyed my hair and started doing makeup and wearing all my old jewelry again! I haven’t slept in days, there’s spiders in my room trying to steal my leftovers, I have migraines all the time, I take Asprin every few hours to numb the literal throbbing pain reverberating thru my skull and jaw, I’m an addict and have been smoking every few hours to get high and ignore reality and forget who I am and what’s going on, I can’t process my issues so I’ve been ignoring it with hobbies and stuff, I zone out every second I’m not sober bc the last few months have been literally trauma inducing, I ignore everything, I genuinely feel basically no emotions anymore, and I’m at possibly one of the most confusing low points in my life! so, yea, I did change my routine! thanks so much for noticing and saying my depression makes me a better fucking person!

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sleeping so good it fells like dying call that a sleepycide

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I’m gonna fucking bite you

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love hate relationship with being an attention whore. on one hand i hate how desperate i am, on the other i adore any positive attention i get. it's like a drug to me and wish someone would give it to me!!

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moan louder baby, i can still hear the intrusive thoughts

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(source: the suffering of a 26 year old unloved female doomer)

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i've been convincing myself for 4 months that it's just a bad day

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hot girls have mental disorders and sleep with plushies

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Me rotting in my room while other people my age experience things

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