vaerin - Tumblr blog

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✧ tumblr introduction

hi, i am noa, a 19 year old (second year) psychology student from the netherlands!

i have made a tumblr account after some years again. this account will mainly be used for motivation to study, but also will include some of my other interests. These interests include...

✧.* studying

✧.* reading (books/ poetry)

✧.* cottage core

✧.* (dark) academia

✧.* psychology

✧.* philsophy

✧.* music

✧.* films/ series

✧.* mbti

✧.* feminism

some of my favourite artists are lana del rey, hozier, florence and fiona apple! i am also a huge lord of the rings, breaking bad and game of thrones nerd :) my current read is the bell jar - sylvia plath

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‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　types of people　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

cat: silver jewelry, autumn mornings, cup of black coffee, tough exterior but a big heart, obsessed with the secrets of the universe, bit of a nerd, creating really specific spotify playlists, perfectionistic yet chaotic

deer: blooming flowers, late study nights, picking up an old hobby, writing never-sent love letters, reminiscing about the past, buying heartfelt gifts for friends, telling the moon all your problems, fuzzy socks

bunny: mini skirts and leg warmers, strawberry tea, light colours, big angelic eyes, a bit shy at first, soft smiles, meadows with wildflowers, buying flowers, scrolling through pinterest, love songs, daydreaming, rough sketches

fox: low waist denim skirts, cappuccino, the smell of old paper books, deep late night talks, mature for your age yet still a child within, competetive, secretely cries during movies, philosophy and psychology

possum: messy notebooks, having a bloody nose, scratched up knees and thights, black eyeliner, oversized sweaters, doing things out of spite, accidentally oversharing, gathering around a campfire with friends

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would you still love me if i were but my decaying body in the forest? where moss has overgrown my skin and the insects feast on me?

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Me to the elves in The Rings of Power

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i'll forever be in love with nature, the moon, the stars, sunsets, the sky, coffeeshops, books, poetry, literature, art and music

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being mentally ill and self aware at the same time is so confusing, because i know why i do the things that i do but WHY DO I DO THEM

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"you're mature for your age" i am mentally ill

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me and the girls getting ready to worship the moon

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i love autumn because you get lots of rainy days where it's socially acceptable to stay home, emerge yourself in blankets, wear fuzzy socks and hoodies 3 sizes too big and do nothing for the whole day

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i surely do love autumn and winter a bit too much for someone with seasonal depression

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i love autumn. i love how the leaves turn orange and fall from the trees. i love having an excuse to stay home on rainy days. i love how we finally can wear sweaters and fuzzy socks again. i love how i can nearly suffocate myself in blankets. i love listening to music as the rain taps on my window. i love autumn.

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Do you ever think about how Tolkien’s vision of the greatest evil in the universe was something he referred to as “The Machine” which was his way of talking about accelerated industrialism and mass surveillance and he wrote multiple books where the main villains were a dragon who sits on a huge pile of treasure that he never intends to use but incinerates anyone who comes near it, a man in a giant tower who’s wrecking the environment with his factories, and an evil being who uses what’s essentially a listening device to control the citizens of middle earth. And now Amazon is making a Tolkien show. Do you ever think about that.

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me and the girls getting ready to worship the moon

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fuck being a human i want to turn into moss

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oh how badly i want to scream my entire lungs out at the seaside somewhere alone at night where the only ones hearing my deepest confessions are the moon, the sea and the stars