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For the future in a few months

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@aliceoseman I wanted to make this post because I feel like something is off... I was gifted a copy of Heartstopper off of Amazon by my friend. The seller is named USTALYSHOP (see above pictures), but I can't find the seller anywhere now that it's ordered. The book I got wasn't the actual Heartstopper book, but rather a copy with fully black and white illustrations, "UNCORRECTED PROOF | NOT FOR SALE" on the front and "UNCORRECTED PROOF | NOT FOR SALE HARDCOVER AND PAPERBACK ON SALE DATE MAY 5, 2020" on the back, an "IMPORTANT NOTE" on the first page (not including the author's note on the inside of the front cover), a "NATIONAL MARKETING CAMPAIGN" box with bullet points and only one pair of shoes on the back cover, a plastic bag for protection, and what seems like slight changes to the dialogue but I might be wrong on that last bit. It also appears to be 1.5 times its usual size? The only other copy/evidence of this book that exists (that I could find) is a listing on ebay for $400+, so I don't know what to think. I genuinely can't tell if it's fake, real and meant to be released, or real and not meant to be public. Would you be willing to give some insight on it so I know what's up?

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If you notice me reblogging

a repost

stolen art

false information

etc.

please let me know, you’re not rude or annoying and I actually do give a fuck and I will correct my mistake, thank you

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Just so everyone is clear on where I stand: I love getting @'d in posts. I love it when people want to show me things. I get so happy about the fact that you saw something you thought I might like. I don't care if we aren't mutuals. I don't care if you think I might have already been tagged. Please never be afraid of just showing me shit. Thank u.

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Time for me to show up after 3-6 months of silence again. My wonderful partner is obsessed with raccoons, and although his birthday is Saturday (the 18th), I want to get him as many of the gifts I had planned as possible. He's okay with them being late and I'm getting him something not related to this wishlist for the day of. It's absolutely not necessary, but if anyone can order anything from this list, I'd be forever grateful. I've already organized for around $130 worth of items that were on the wishlist to be bought, and have to run to multiple stores with the cash I have to pick up other gifts tomorrow.

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“what’s your tumblr?” not unless you get real cool with a bunch of stuff really quickly

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Reblog to give a trans woman a delicious Cuban sandwich

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I'm a wild, feral animal...

What it's like to calm me down depends on if I go into fight, flight, or freeze. It can be like pulling a rabbit out of its burrow with your teeth when you look like a wolf, approaching a fox in a snare when all it wants is to breathe and it just hopes you're here to help, or approaching a dog that's bred and trained for dog fights with the stench of a dog It's battled before.

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theirans with joint issues i love you

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HEY THERIANS!!!

Reblog if you wouldn’t mind compliments based around your theriotype(s)! :D

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Being not only trans, not only in a system, but also a therian. in the wrong body x3

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Something I like to say is, "You don't have to thank people for caring," But you're welcome and I hope you have a good sleep and great week. You are also wonderful and I'm glad I helped.

it really has been devastating for me that i’ve developed problems in my legs. as an elementary schooler i had knee problems but they went away for ~8 years. now, in my senior year of highschool, my knee problems have resurfaced in my left knee and my left hip has been struggling to the point of me requiring a mobility aid a few months ago. i used to walk 10k steps daily with an added exercise, i miss that life so much. now i cant even get through a day at school without being in pain. i know my pain isnt as bad as others, but the norm is no pain at all and so i need to stop invalidating myself because i could, in theory, power through it more than i already am.

my body constantly fails me, and the doctors constantly fail my failing body.

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please reblog/like if youre on therian / otherkin / alterhuman tumblr

im new here and looking for mutuals :P

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"My body constantly fails me, and the doctors constantly fail my failing body."

Damn...

...Also please try to stop invalidating your physical pain. You're right, the norm is no chronic pain. It's true that you've been through worse pain. But the thing about chronic pain is though it can flare up and get unbearable sometimes, it's still constant. Chronic pain is one of the worst pains because not only can you do little to relieve it, but it can also spike randomly, make everyday miserable, ruin an otherwise good mood, restrict your life, and more. You don't know when/if it'll ever end and you reminisce on the days it wasn't there instead of anticipating the moment you know it'll be over like other pains. It's a terrible thing to experience. You have to remember that you are allowed to not be okay and voice that you're not okay. It doesn't make you weak to have a life changing bodily pain that you cannot, no matter how hard you try, power through 24/7. There will be days you feel like you're drowning and it'll be so much easier to watch yourself sink than to focus and swim up. But in my opinion, going through so much pain and deciding to fight and not give up -- even if it's not every day -- is the strongest and bravest thing you can do. Your body is failing you and you're pulling yourself up as often as you can with a big, fat middle finger to the pain you experience. That is so metal. And the fact you went and asked for help and got a mobility aid when reaching out and making things easier on yourself can be one of the hardest things a person can do? You are so strong. And you're making it through your senior year while going through this? You are doing amazing! I'm really proud of you and I hope your knee/hip gets better. Stay strong and remember that we are always here for you. DM me if you ever wanna talk.

it really has been devastating for me that i’ve developed problems in my legs. as an elementary schooler i had knee problems but they went away for ~8 years. now, in my senior year of highschool, my knee problems have resurfaced in my left knee and my left hip has been struggling to the point of me requiring a mobility aid a few months ago. i used to walk 10k steps daily with an added exercise, i miss that life so much. now i cant even get through a day at school without being in pain. i know my pain isnt as bad as others, but the norm is no pain at all and so i need to stop invalidating myself because i could, in theory, power through it more than i already am.

my body constantly fails me, and the doctors constantly fail my failing body.

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The sex bots are getting slightly smarter

They're adding a single reblog of an entirely different woman on their page. Still super obvious they're a sex bot, but I think they're starting to pick up on people's red flags about their pages.

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“Those poor boys”

“She deserves to be punished too.”

“I’m not saying I support rape, but-”

“Sorry to say - she deserved it.”

“She put herself in harm’s way”

“But if she was fingered, then that’s not rape.”

“She ruined their lives.”