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Flufftober Day 15

October 15: Breathless (RWRB)

The moonlight reflects off the snow, brightening Alex’s face, even under the shelter of the tree above. It heightens the warm brown of his eyes, gives an edge to the planes of his face. Henry can’t help shifting closer, the brush of their shoulders searing through him.

Alex is right there.

He’s been right there all night, but somehow still out of reach.

Henry tries with words, dares to hint at what’s in his heart.

Too much champagne to do this, to talk, to explain.

Alex’s face is warm, lips yielding to Henry’s touch.

Shared breath saying so much more.

(100 words)

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Me, a writer, sobbing on my knees: Please...just give me some writing motivation...just a sliver...

My brain:

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She walked all alone on the dried remorseful land of sin to slake her drought.. She’s been pushed away, abandoned all her life,So doesn’t really know what love is She’s always been hungry, So hungry that she’s been feeding on the lonely souls. she let a lonely soul to be with her, as she was all alone After a few days that soul returned to its body as it no longer feel lonely. she’s abandoned all over again. But she now knows what love is. She’s the lonely soul in the abandoned house. . . #lonely #thirst #alone #abandoned #remorse #hurt #love #writersofinstagram #writer #writingcommunity #writersofig #writersnetwork #writers_den_ #missingwords💔 #incompletethoughts #corruptedthoughts #corruptedsoul #confusedsoul (at Abandoned) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEH-mC3FdXa/?igshid=4dp8lv25y2gc

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There are times When we feel true bliss That broken wings suddenly seems to sewed up Every little thing seems magical A stupid grin plasters on face It’s jus that I want to live in that moment.. I know it won’t last forever. But at least I can live in the moment for a little while. All I want is my brain to shut the fuck up and not replay my shitty past events. I need true solace. . . #bliss #moment #solace #regrets #guilt #brokenwings #anxiety #mentalhealth #writersofinstagram #writing #writingcommunity #writings #writer #writeraofindia #writerofig #missingwords💔 #incompletethoughts #corruptedthoughts #corruptedsoul #confusedsoul (at Caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/CD1nCBRlXos/?igshid=9x64omrvwek1

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Everyone Almost everyone must’ve seen some motivational video.. With or without interest.. It may be a YouTube suggestion or a WhatsApp forwarded message or our patents must’ve sent us which’s really common or we must be pretty desperate for motivation so we googled up ourselves. But do they really have an impact? I mean for me I’ll watch a video I’ll be like ‘wow I must really do this, I shouldn’t be lazy anymore’ I think all of that while sleeping on my couch like a panda. It is jus like listening to Some interview at 3 AM telling bout how important sleep is. So I’m asking again Is really watching just a motivational video really do have an impact? Yea May be for a while. And then we’ll get back to our old self. For a change, motivational speech isn’t the only thing u need. First it needs ur will. Your will to change. And then of course efforts. Change comes to u like a lost puppy. So if you ask me.. Motivational speech isn’t really gonna change things.. it just helps you to think. It depends upon you whether you need a change or not. . This is just my view and I respect yours. Let me know what you guys think. . . #change #chng #motivation #inspiration #inspirationalquotes #motivationalvideos #success #lazy #mentalhealth #writersofinstagram #writing #writer #writingcommunity #writersofig #writersnetwork #writersofindia #missingwords💔 #incompletethoughts #corruptedthoughts #corruptedsoul #confusedsoul (at Change) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDwvLaZFocF/?igshid=e4a9g0bnnhre

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I’m exhausted. All I want is to stay in bed but I can’t sleep. I need to be sooo damn exhausted that it should be hard to open my eyes.

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i think i’d rather just die

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Yea seriously ☠️😵

Me, a writer, sobbing on my knees: Please...just give me some writing motivation...just a sliver...

My brain:

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Everything seems so cool Everything’s fine. It’s just slight change but that’s okay, coz it’s just a bit. Nothing to worry bout it, I guess. But that’s where it all starts. Bit by bit.. bit by bit. Slowly Everything seems out of loop. Feeling of drowning when you’re not really drowning. Sleepless nights.. Unexplained scars.. oversized sleeves.. Dark sunken eyes.. Even tho people don’t really know what going on inside you, sure can see the physical changes. So they starts ask ‘How’re you’? Well it really feels good to share and get down the load of emotions. But that feeling is suppressed by lack of words, fear judgement, ignorance and what not. Insecurities and trust issues. Duh. There’s a lot that needs to be shared. But it doesn’t only need words. It needs strength, courage, trust, hope, and oh you know it needs everything. Scared of stigma in the society, Hurting the loved ones, fear of erasing their smile makes us shut the fuck up. Everyone says mental health illness makes us lose confidence, strength and blah blah. I think we’re the most cool persons. With all these battles, demons, and stuff. We’re still fighting. That’s a win right? But talking to someone is another win. We’re just one step away. So let’s just not stuck here. Let’s see the world as it is. Instead of living in the darkness let’s come out to seek the warmth. World isn’t always cruel. There are people out there who really gets us. All I can say is this too shall pass. . . #mentalhealth #anxiety #depression #selfharm #bleed #hope #angsty #writersofinstagram #writingcommunity #writing #writer #notawriter #instagram #missingwords💔 #incompletethoughts #corruptedthoughts #corruptedsoul #confusedsoul https://www.instagram.com/p/CDo6VPJlnEs/?igshid=a8ljl40altqw

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i feel fucking broken...