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writing-whenever-whatever · 3 days ago

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We’ll be ok sweetheart- let your wildness unravel

Eddie Munson x reader

Part 1 part2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6 part 7 part 8 part 9 part 10

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Summary: it’s been months of staying in the cabin with Eddie and the others think it’s about time for a visit little did they expect it to lead to such a tragic setback in your progress.

Warning: MDNI,18+, p in v sex, praise, creampie, dom Eddie, sub reader, teasing, hickeys, hair pulling, eye contact, overstimulation, after care, rough sex, orgasm denial, nightmares, manipulation, comfort, break down, mention of past, blood, injury, vecna

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A few weeks pass and I’ve gotten used to staying in the cabin most of the time I’m spent snuggled up to eddies side to even miss going outside.

It’s early in the morning when I’m woken up by Eddie gently running his hand over my bare waist a cold breeze travelling through the open window along with the bright light that hits my face I look up at him a smile travelling across my face as our eyes meet “ morning beautiful “ he smirks down to me his voice deep and husky with sleep “ morning “ I rub my eyes gently “you feeling ok” his face gentle as he strokes my cheek “ I’m ok still a little sore from last night but I’m ok” I giggle at the memory of last night “ was I too rough for you” he teases giving my ass a firm slap making me gasp wrapping my arms around his neck “I can handle it” I kiss him passionately gently pulling his bottom lip between my teeth grazing it causing beads of blood to fall he groans his head pulling back slightly as I lick the wound enjoying the metallic tang that fills my mouth “ my cheeky girl” he smirks as I climb into his lap.

Suddenly the door creaks open I quickly turn snarling slightly going into high alert as I stare at the door seeing Dustin who stands there “I’m sorry I should have knocked” he says holding his arms up in the air as if in surrender as Eddie rests his hands on my hips sitting up “ it’s alright Dustin I’ve got her on a tight leash” he smirks his finger nails digging into me at a bruising force as Dustin enters the room slightly timid keeping his eyes away from my nude form on top of Eddie.

“ Eddie the dnd campaign are asking for you they want you to be the dungeon master again” he states his eyes looking down to the floor “ I wish I could but I’m a different kind of dungeon master at this point” he looks at Dustin “ I have to keep an eye on y/n” he adds again as Dustin finally looks up at him “ what if we did dnd here” he asks his face becoming flushed as I look down at him “ can we do that” Eddie frowns slightly “ everyone thinks y/n is dead but here she is” he look at me “ yes here I am” I add rolling to eddies side letting his arm hook around my waist “ it would be nice to see gare and Jeff “ I look up at him “ i miss them” I sigh quietly “ of course you would” Eddie smirks at me remembering the freaky things we’d get up too on our weed and movie nights i giggle at him heating my head in his shoulder

“ please Eddie “ Dustin looks at him letting out a big sigh “ I don’t know is it a good idea with y/n she’s not 100% used to being around people “ Eddie frowns as I look up at me “ please Eds I promise I’ll be on my best behaviour “ I look up at him wide eyed gently scattering kisses up his shoulder and neck gently running my fangs along the skin “ fine” he sighs looking at Dustin as he cheers “ yes thank you” he smiles “ I’ll let everyone know to get ready for the game tonight “

Eddie sits up “ tonight “ he looks down at Dustin “ yeh tonight “ he confirms “ how are we gonna explain y/n to them we need to come up with something “ Eddie starts spiralling slightly as he pushes himself up out of the bed he’s only in his boxers as he starts pacing back and forth “ or we can just keep her out the way” Dustin suggests looking at me “ no I will not be chained up again “ I growl animalisticly my fangs bared as I look down at him “ no we won’t baby don’t you worry” Eddie looks back at him his hand gesturing to calm down as he snaps his fingers turning to Dustin “ I agree to do dnd here tonight you need to come up with a reason to why y/n is alive” Dustin nods I can tell he’s searching every corner of his brain for a sort of explanation then he falls back into the chair in the corner letting out a groan “ fuck I can’t think of anything but the truth” Dustin sighs looking up at me “ guess you’ll have to tell them the truth then” I fidget slightly getting more comfortable as I prop myself up on the pillows “ I can’t do that y/n” he glares at me “ why they’re nerds they’d understand it” I sigh slightly as Eddie shakes his head

“ say she was missing that we didn’t see her die that during the earthquake we were separated and we assumed the worst “ Eddie rambles slightly “ fine “ Dustin gets up “ I’ll say something like that “ he sighs pushing his wild curls out his face “ thanks again Eddie” he rushes out the room before Eddie can make things more difficult.

I sit up looking at Eddie as he rests his hands on his face shaking his head “ Eddie baby it’ll be ok” I move to the edge of the bed gently pulling his hands away “ i know but I feel like this us a bad idea” he sighs moving to sit next to me “ I can behave myself for a few hours “ I kiss his cheek “ I promise “ he nods looking at me “ if you need a break I want you to go into here” he adds resting his hand on my thigh “ I will” I smile sweetly as he pulls me back into his lap “ I love you Ed’s” I wrap my arms around him “ love you too” he holds me close letting me run my fingers through his hair braiding small strands and tying them together

He swiftly moves me off his lap laying me on the bed he pins me down tilting his head slightly as he looks down at me a smirk in his face “ you wanna have some fun before they’re here princess “ he asks leaning down our lips brushing together as they join in a passionate kiss “just be gentle “ I mutter looking up at him “ I can’t promise anything “ he smirks kissing me more roughly his hands wandering across my body as he strips himself of his boxers smirking slowly lining himself up with my entrance

“wet already” he chuckles rolling his cock between my folds I let out a small moan my mouth opening slightly, as he thrusts in a pornographic whine escapes me my fingernails instantly digging into his shoulders he groans a teasing smirk looking down at me as he slowly pushes himself further into.

“ such a good girl “ he grunts his hot breath hitting my neck as I tilt my head back “ that’s it,” he murmurs “ let all them beautiful noises out” he presses kisses into my neck sucking purple marks into it as he thrusts himself deeper into me my body trembling beneath him as I hook my legs around his hips pulling him In deeper the room fills with my moans “ fuck Ed’s~” I whine as his pace becomes faster “ taking me so well” he pants I grip onto his hair gently pulling “ fuck~ I’m close~” I cry out

his eyes darkening his mischievous smirk spreading across his face “ you can hold it can’t you?” he pants his face leaning down to look at me as he keeps his aggressive pace going as I nod my hair falling into my face “ good girl~” I squeeze around him a loud moan escaping me as I squeeze my eyes shut “ eyes open baby~ want you to look at me” he chuckles at my dumbed out state as I force my eyes to meet his my eye lashes fluttering as tears of pleasure drip down my cheeks his pace becomes rapid and spluttered I can feel he’s getting close as I continue to tighten around him

“ fuck baby~let go~” he pants as both of our orgasms come crashing down on us at the same time I scream out my eyes fluttering shut body trembling and shaking as he grunts pumping his cum deep into my cunt “ that’s it” he groans his teeth digging into his bottom lip “ fuck that’s it take it” he shudders thrusting into me further fucking us both through our orgasms leaving me a panting mess as he eventually pulls out.

“ you’re incredible~” he murmurs pressing a kiss to my temple as he rolls to the side of me his arms wrapping around my waist holding me tightly “ my perfect girl” he smiles his fingers running through my hair gently as I look down at him a fucked out smile spreading across my face burying my head into his chest snuggling into him as he runs his hands across my skin drawing soothing patterns as I rest against him.

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Hours pass, I wake up to an empty bed and laughter coming from the lounge I finally push myself up out of bed rubbing the sleep from eyes then stretch before I stand up on my wobbly legs slowly pulling one of eddies band tee’s over my head before leaving the room.

I walk out letting out a yawn as I enter the lounge seeing the gathering of boys sat around the table playing dnd and chattering to each other I can’t help but smile to myself as they suddenly realise I’m stood there in the door way.

Gareth springs to his feet as I run hugging him, he lifts me up spinning me around as if I weigh absolutely nothing “ god y/n you have know idea how much I’ve missed you baby” I wrap my arms around his neck giggling “ you know how Eddie gets Gare he’s so protective over her “ Jeff smirks up at me as I my feet hit the floor again and I step back waving at him “ god you guys look so different “ I look at them both “ gare I see that facial hair growing in” I smirk my hand lifting to mess with the small goaty on his chin “ and you Jeff have you been working out” I gently sleek his bicep making him chuckle as Eddie rises to his feet grabbing me by the waist and pulling me back into him “ settle down boys, remember who’s girl she is” he smirks his chin resting on my shoulder as he kisses my neck “ how could we ever forget “ Jeff smirks taking his seat back at the table and swigging his beer “ don’t fight there’s plenty of me to go around” I tease leaning back into eddies lap as he sits back on the couch.

“ come on guys we’re here to play dnd let’s get on with it” Mike complains rolling his eyes as Eddie glares across the table at him “ you know he’s right” Erica states looking at Eddie “ we’re not here for you guys to have some weird freak orgy “ she complains “ now someone roll the dice before i die of boredom “ she tosses the dice towards Dustin who sits there practically in silence since ive entered the room making me let out a deep sigh shuffling to eddies side laying back as they continue to play.

When Eddie picks up the Vecna figurine slamming it onto the board I suddenly fall into a trance, everything around me is black I feel arms wrap around me the figure is tall and intimidating his head leaned down next to my ear I can hear him breathing “ be the girl I trained you to be y/n” his voice is deep and gruff “ let it all out sweetness be the good girl I know you are” I could recognise his voice and touch anywhere, Vecna. I squeeze my mouth shut as he places his arm in front of my mouth

“ let your wildness unravel “ his voice is low as I feel a wave come over me pushing me further into his arm as I bite down drinking heavily a low grown escapes his throat soon turning distance as I return to reality my fangs dug into the flesh of eddies thigh his hand resting on the the back of my head running through my hair as I drink blood dribbling down my chin breathing heavily as I gulp the thick crimson liquid ignoring the struggle I can see in eddies eyes as he glances down at me.

I pull back trying to control myself the hunger growling within me as everyone stares at me I cover my face my hands trembling as I quickly run to the bedroom “ what just happened “ Jeff frowns looking across at Eddie as he shrugs struggling to stand up Mike gets there quicker “ I’ll check on her Eddie don’t worry” he nods at him as he bushes the door open to see the bedroom completely wrecked and mr sat curled up in the corner shaking claw marks visible in my arms and legs as he approaches me slowly his eyes full of concern as he crouches to my level

“ y/n” his voice is soft as he looks down at me gently pulling my hands away from my face “ no please go” i pull myself away from him my voice panicked as he tries to touch me “ i might hurt you, I’m a monster,a fucking monster” tears start dripping down my cheeks “ calm down y/n please “ he sighs as I get up crashing into the mirror on the wall it shatters behind me the shards sticking into my skin causing me to let out a scream my eyes because clouded over and dark “ y/n you’re no monster “ he looks at me holding his arms out in front of him “ we can help you” he sighs “ I’m going to give hopper a call just sit down” he rushes out the room looking at the boys who stare in his direction as he shakes his head.

“ she’s not doing well” he walks to them looking at Eddie “ I’ll go see her” Gareth stands up walking towards the room “ no no wait” Dustin shouts grabbing his hand to stop him walking any closer “ listen i know something weird is going on” he states looking at everyone “ are you gonna tell us what’s happening” Jeff walks next to Gareth pulling him out of Dustin’s grip “we can’t tell you” he sighs looking down his feet shuffling in the floor they rest on Gareth rolls his eyes pushing forward towards the bedroom “ wait gare please you might not want to open the door “ Eddie looks at him his eyes wide as he pushes himself up “ I’m going in there” he demands reaching for the handle pushing the door open to see the room completely decked and me sat up on the bed the blankets over my head like a child hiding from the monsters under their bed but this time it seems I am the monster.

“ what’s going on with you sweetheart “ Gareth walks into the room, gently pulling the blanket from over my head I seem distant as he does so it a dark shadowy figure appears behind me he stands up staring at it backing towards the door “ WTF” he rushes out as it explodes and turns into millions of demobats that fill the room he quickly shuts the door before they can fly out starring back at Eddie and the others in shock “ what the fuck was that “ he asks breathing heavily “ that’s new” Eddie mutters his voice breaking slightly as he turns to look at Mike and Dustin.

“This isn’t good I told you Dustin this wasn’t a good idea” Eddie stands up rushing to the phone in the kit him dialling hoppers number into it in a hurry “ can someone please explain WTF just happened “ Gareth glare around the room as Dustin stands up his hand resting on his shoulder “ you’re gonna wanna sit down “ he sighs pushing him towards the sofa.

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A few minutes pass and hopper arrives at the cabin with eleven Steve and Nancy with him, as they walk into the cabin he lets out a sigh looking at Eddie “ where is she” he asks his voice quiet “ in the bed room” Eddie responds still sat on the sofa next to Gareth who is in complete shock at Dustin’s explanation of what’s been happening.

Hopper walks to the bedroom opening the door and looks around seeing the complete mess, furniture in pieces across the floor as well as clothes and other personal items there are a few demobats making themselves comfortable perching upside down from the curtain rail above the window which is smashed he steps further into the room cautiously “ y/n” he calls out his voice gentle as he has the realisation I’m not there.

He walks back out “ she’s gone” he states looking at everyone a look of panic on his face “ what do you mean she’s gone” Eddie pushes himself up from his seat “ fuck this isn’t good” Dustin exclaims pacing back and forth “ we need to get out there start looking before something bad happens “ eleven looks up at hopper “ let’s go” everyone stands up walking towards the door this is a start of a very long search.

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writing-whenever-whatever · 6 days ago

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Project 0 -is this what freedom feels like?

Henry creek/ 001 x reader

Part 1 part 2 Part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6

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Summary: you finally manage to escape the lab but what do you do when you find eleven and she’s determined to help her friend

Warning: injury, promises, trauma, ptsd, bad flash back, hopper being kind, anxiety, not much one is this part not proof read

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Hours pass of me laying in my room my hair sprayed out under my head dry ing naturally into a slight messy wave as I rest my eyes dozing as the door slams open casing me to jump jolting upwards to see papa stood in the door way a frown tense on his face “ you know where she is and you didn’t tell me” to pushes further into the room staring down at me his teeth gritted angrily “ I don’t know” I look up at him my eyes open wide looking as innocent as possible he scoffs spit spraying out of his mouth “ you can’t pretend anymore nought we heard her talking about you” I shake my head “ okay? Yes I saw her. She was in the woods alone but clearly she’s not alone anymore. I don’t know where she’s ended up.” I sigh looking down “ why didn’t you tell me you saw” he grumbles his face stern as he sits next to me “ I didn’t want her to get in trouble that’s all” he lets out a sigh his hand moving to rest on my cheek “ nought my sweet girl she’s in more danger and trouble out there than she would be here where she belongs” his voice is fatherly soft but stern “ we know she’s with a boy and it can’t be too far away from the woods and that the boy was friends with a missing child” I look up at him “ it can’t be that hard to find her” he sighs “ there’s no more time for games nought it’s not safe for her out there she is weak and isn’t strong enough to live on her own” I look down pulling knees into my chest as my head swells with worried thoughts “ I won’t play any more games I promise” I mutter quietly as he stands back up “ come with me we’re going out” he holds his hand out to me before we both leave the building heading towards the van.

“ where are we going “ I ask trying to pull my hand out of his grip as he drags me towards the van “ we’re doing a search” he glares back at me as he finally loosens his grip causing me to fall back to the floor “ this is crazy we have no clue what we’re looking for” I snap getting back to my feet brushing myself off ignoring the sting of my now grazed palms “ no nought what’s crazy is leaving a child in the woods to fend for herself “ he snaps “ get in the van” he orders his eyes staring into me as I look down “ I was trying to protect her” I sigh quietly “ what I think is crazy is how you lie to me “ I stand in place turning my head to look at him “ one never left me” I grumble eyes locking on the sudden fear on his face “ nought please” he sighs stepping out the van again walking towards me “ no” I snap picking him up into the air holding him there “ you’re a liar papa eleven will never be safe with you” his face turning scarlet as I tighten the force around his neck slowly suffocating him “ don’t come looking for me “ I snarl through gritted teeth before slamming him down to the floor and running towards freedom once I’m through the gates I don’t stop I keep running bolting towards the woods.

I can hear one’s voice guiding me through an unknown path leading me to something pulling me forward turning me around to keeping me away from the bad men.

he’s setting me free

I weave my way through the trees running as quickly as I possibly can I hear footsteps crunching down on the leaves close in front of me causes me freeze on the spot. I look around frantically searching for the source of the noise noticing I’ve reached a clearing in the trees where I see a small figure laying on the floor I stare my eyes wide as I look down at her my hands tremble “ eleven” she sits up suddenly staring up at me “ what are you doing here” I ask rushing to her side “ I thought that boy would keep you safe” I hold her face in my hands “ I ran” she looks down tears in her eyes “ I’m the monster” he pulls her into my arms holding her “ that’s enough you’re not a monster” I hush her quietly holding her in my arms.

She pulls back frowning “ what are you doing here?” She asks her hands fidgeting at her sides “ I escaped” I sigh quietly “ I had too eleven I couldn’t cope with it anymore. The lies the tests the people.” I look down at her “ I thought it was about time. I got the chance to experience freedom.” I stroke her cheek as she looks at me “ I’m so glad I found you” I sigh kissing her forehead “ we’re not safe here we need to keep going” I pull her up to her feet gently holding her hand the pink dress and blue jacket she wears is muddy and covered in dust as I gently dust her off “ look at you” I smile down at her as she pucks up a matted wig from the floor placing it on her head staring up at me as I gently remove it “ you don’t need it “ I sigh as I pull her towards to keep walking “ I had no hair once, for quite a while actually.” I look down at her “ they said it was easier for tests to be done that it unlocked something. But it was really a thing for control, but now that we’re free. Eleven you can do what you want grow your hair wear dresses be a kid have the opportunity that I didn’t get to have.” I sigh quietly as she looks up at me her big brown eyes staring into me as we suddenly hear a scream for help in the distance “ shit what is that” I run forward pulling eleven along behind me.

as we make it to a cliff edge we see Mike falling from the other side three boys stood staring down as he falls closer to the water I stare wide eyed as eleven pushes past me lifting him back up into the air making him float towards safety “ el” I stare at her shaking my head “ you’re gonna get us found” I stutter quietly “ I don’t care. I won’t let Mike get hurt “ she walks forward getting closer to the crowd her head held high a scowl visible on her face as Mike hits the floor her nose bleeding she stares at the bullies pushing one down to the floor while the others arm snaps in several places he wails like a baby screaming “ go” she demands pushing forward to Mike as they both run sobbing scared for their lives “ yeh that’s right, you better run she’s our friend and she’s crazy” the other boy yells “ you come back and she’ll kill you” his voice cracks as he turns back to see eleven fall down to the floor exhausted.

I run to her holding her in my arms “ see what you’ve done silly girl you’ve exhausted yourself “ I mutter to her my hold tightening in her as both boys walk closer to us “ Mike” she cries out her hand held out to him fingers trembling I look up him feeling slightly betrayed by her rejection “ I’m here el” he starts kneeling down beside her holding her hand in his as I lay her on the floor rising back to my feet “ I’m sorry “ she sobs looking at him “ the gate I opened it” she cries looking at the boy “ I’m the monster” I look down at her shaking my head “did what I say to you mean nothing” I look at her “ no el you’re not the monster you saved me “ he reassures her making me stare at him suddenly being hit with another memory.

Both me and one are sat in the rainbow room we’re both very young it isn’t long after he was brought to the lab, he’s been encouraging me to practice my abilities work on entering the void listening in on conversations and reserving my energy while using them.

the doors to the rainbow room open two guards walk in standing by the door I turn my head as they start to approach us “ no” I lift my hand sending them both flying back through the doors into the far wall with a loud crack “ very good” one whispers in my ear as I fall back into him my body falling weak “ it’s ok you’ll grow stronger” he reassures me holding me in his arms as he gently wipes my bloody nose keeping me closer to him as brenner storms through the doors

“ Nought y/m/n Brenner I didn’t expect this from you” he glares down at me disappointedly as I gulp holding onto one’s arm tightly “ they tried to attack her she was only protecting herself “ he defends me stepping in looking at Brenner “ they are my employees 001 they would do no such thing” he glares down at us “ it’s true papa they did “ I look at him innocently “ you’ve done nothing like that before nought I do not expect that now” he snaps pointing to the bloody mess in the hall “ yes papa” I mutter” and you 001 i expected you to prevent this not cause it to get worse” he snaps turning to one as he bows his head “ yes sir” he sighs looking down at me giving me a little wink while Brenner isn’t noticing “ now stay in here you two till I have someone come to retrieve you do you understand “ we both nod as he turns to stare at the mess we’ve made letting out a sigh “ god knows how my daughter my own flesh and blood turned out like this” he mutters as he storms out I look at one “ he thinks I’m a monster” I whisper to him as he shakes his head “ he’s more of a monster than you are sweetheart “ he looks down at me “ trust me he has more blood on his hands” I sit back down in the floor letting out a sigh “ one day something will come back to haunt him” I look at one “ what do you mean” he sits next to me “ I’m not sure yet, but when it happens we’ll know”.

I snap back out of it tears trickling down my cheeks as eleven looks up at my “ mama are you ok” she asks her hand taking mine squeezing it gently as I look down at her quickly wiping my tears as I see both boys staring at me “ I’m ok” I assure her Mike steps forward looking at me “ we’re going to head back home mrs “ he hesitates for a second staring at me “ call me nought” I smile down at him “ ok nought” he nods “ we’re going back home” he looks at eleven who smiles at him as we slowly start to walk back to the wheelers house.

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As we make it through the door, the house is empty yet somehow it still feels warm and welcoming as if it holds us in an embrace, as soon as we enter might quickly rushes us down to the basement where I found 11 once before “ I think we should clean you up” he turns to eleven opening the door to the bathroom, turning the light on quickly grabbing a flannel from the sink “ it’ll only be quick. It won’t hurt I promise” he reassures her as she steps inside closing the door behind her.

I take a seat on the sofa taking in my surroundings a bit more than I could previously looking around. I see games and toys thrown around all over the place the blanket for still up in the corner of the room lit up with a gentle glow of a nightlight . I feel the sofa next to me dip as the other boy take the seat next to me smiling holding out his hand. “ I’m Dustin” he introduces himself his messy curly hair falling in front of his face as I take his hand shaking it gently “ nought” I respond smiling more “ so you’re elevens mum” he asks his head tilting slightly “ no, I’m her mother figure” I sigh looking down slightly “ in a way we’re more like sisters” I chew on my lip gently “ but it’s too complicated to go into” I look at him as he nods his face twisting in confusion “ I’m glad she’s made friends” I smile again “ thank you for looking after her” I mutter as he nods “ as freaks have to stick together” he reassures me as I nod “ I guess that’s the kind of world this is” I sigh looking down again.

suddenly voice shouting through the speaker of his walkie talkie “ they know about eleven I repeat they know about eleven . The bad men are coming” the voice repeats over and over again causing me to jump up as Dustin runs to the bathroom ” the bad men are coming we need to go” I shout looking at eleven as I see the terror spread across her face I quickly grab her hand “ we need to go now” I demand staring at the boys “ stay here for a second “ Mike says as they run up the stares all we can hear are foot steps.

I bend down to 11 level looking into her eyes as her handshake at her side “ I won’t let them take you” I sigh pulling her into a hug “ I won’t let them do to you what they did to me and one” I stand back up looking at Mike as he runs back down “ come on we’re going out the back Way” he pulls us up the stares running out the door both him and Dustin get on their bikes 11 climbing onto the back of one me on the other “ hold on” is all Mike says as we take off down the road.

Everything happened so fast the tree is passing us, the wind blowing my hair, then suddenly the van pulling up in front of us. The doors opening papa stood there his expression unreadable as I stare into his cold blue eyes more vans following close behind us. “ eleven” I call to her my hand holding out their hers as we both send several vans flying up into the air crashing them down blocking the path for anyone else to follow as we continue forward down the road as quickly as possible. “ i’m so proud of you.” Is all I can mutter breathlessly as my nose bleeds dripping down onto my shirt when we finally make it to the junkyard where we take a break resting the bikes down on the floor I fall down onto the grass rest in my head back watching the clouds move in the sky eleven soon joining my side, her fingers interlocking with mine.

“ holy shit holy shit did you see what they just did? I just sent several vans flying into the fucking sky was like wash and bang” Dustin jumps around enthusiastically, throwing his arms all over the place as I set up looking back at the boys smiling as I wiped the blood from my face “ I’m glad you liked our party trick” I giggle still trying catch my breath “ liked it-it was incredible” the new boy stares looking at eleven wide eyed as he joins her side I look at him raising my eyebrows “ everything I said about you being a traitor and stuff I was really wrong. I’m sorry.” He states resting his hand on her shoulder as she nods looking at him “ friends don’t lie” she stutters looking across all of them

as I lay back on the floor my hair splayed out around me like a hallow. “ is this what freedom feels like?” I suddenly ask interrupting the silence looking up at the boys “ I guess so. I never really thought about it” Mike frowns down at me as I let out a squeal of delight “ I think I like it” I smile up at them tears in my eyes as I look back at eleven “ no more experiments no more box rooms no more sensory deprivation tanks “ I listen to our as she lays back on me her head falling next to mine “ do you know what my dream is?” I look at her as she listens “ my dream was to see the stars with you and with one” I sigh quietly “ but atleast I can have one of my favourite people to see them with me” I squeeze her hand gently as she smiles “ you’ve never seen the stars before” the new boy asks looking down at me as I shake my head “ I wasn’t aloud outside till a couple months ago “ I look down at eleven who beams up at me “ now we can be out when ever” I add smiling

Mike suddenly stands over us sending a shadow over us “ sorry to interrupt but you’re not quite free yet” he looks at me “ you’re one of the most childish adults I’ve ever met” he sighs walking away as I sit up frowning at him “ is he always this rude” I look at Dustin who shrugs slightly pulling a face before following behind Mike .

We soon follow behind sitting in a circle listening to them talk as I hear the boy state something about the gate “ why are you looking for the gate” I ask looking at them “ we’re searching for a friend he went missing and he’s in there” I look down slightly “ ok” I nod listening more as they continue to talk I stay out of it suddenly getting distracted by something flying up above “ uh guys” I point upwards towards it as they stare up at it their face is twisting “ shit quickly go go go” Dustin shouts the boys quickly push their bikes under a broken down vehicle and we quickly huddled inside hiding behind the seats staying down close towards the floor staying out of sight.

“ what do we do?” Mike asks staring at me “ I don’t know how am I meant to know” I snap staring at him “ you’re meant to be the adult” the other boy snaps as I pull my knees into my chest “ well I’m not ok is that what you want to hear” tears swell in my eyes sending me into a spiral sending me back into a flashback.

Im sat in my room in the lab I can hear babies and young children crying through the walls driving me crazy. constant crying and screaming I can’t get a second of peace, as one storms into my room I look up at him when he slams the door “ they won’t shut up” he shouts “ I know my ears a literally bleeding “ I look up at him my eyes bloodshot from lack of sleep as he crouches in front of me his arms wrapped around me his head buried into me as he body falls limp against me in exhaustion.

the door is pushed open again papa stands in the door way holding a toddlers hand and baby under the other arm as he stares down at us “ what’s going on in here” his voice is low and tired a frown covering his face “it’s too loud papa we can’t sleep to recharge, we can’t concentrate in tests of practice we can’t do anything while these babies are screaming “ I look up at him shaking my head “ enough of your excuses nought” papa erupts his face turning red with anger “ you’re both adults act like it” he places the children into our room “ be the responsible ones” he snaps closing the door as the baby starts to scream I scoop her into my arms hushing her quietly “ sorry but you’re gonna have to get used to this sweetheart “ I mutter to the baby in my arms.

“ leave her alone” eleven snaps clinging to my side tightly glaring at the others “ this is no time for fighting we just need to make a plan to get out of here” Dustin argues when the speaker of the walkie talkie suddenly blares.

“ Mike are you there Mike” it speaks loud and clear as I look around in shock meeting the eyes of the others “ Mike it’s me Nancy” Mike quickly grabs his walkie-talkie out of his back pack placing it down to the floor “ mike we need you to answer this is an emergency do you copy?” She repeats over and over “ this is really weird “ Dustin looks at Mike “ we can’t answer it. What if they’ve got her on their side?” He snaps looking at the others

Suddenly, a new voice come through the speaker a more familiar one “ listen here kid this is the chief if you’re there please pick up we know you’re in trouble and we know you’ve got the girl” it’s hopper I look at them “ we can trust him” I state looking at them “ how do you know?” Dustin asks “ I just do okay please answer him”

“ we can help you we can protect you all you have to do is reply. Are you there over?” He states again through the speaker Mike meets my gaze as I look at him nodding “ yes we copy, it’s Mike I’m here we’re here” he states looking at me I smile taking a deep breath “ thank you” I mutter bowing my head to him slightly “ where are you? Where can we find you” hopper asks his voice full of concern as I look at Mike he hesitates again letting a sigh out as he responds “ we’re in junkyard just outside of town you can find us there, over” he sets the walkie-talkie down “ if we end up in trouble, it’s your fault” he adds glaring at me as I nod gently resting my head in my knees “all we can do now is wait” I sigh.

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Hours pass and we’re just sat around waiting I can hear one’s voice whispering to me as if he’s sat right there “ they’re coming nought you’re not safe” he repeats over and over as I tighten my hands into fists digging my nails into my palms shaking my head trying to keep to myself as Dustin starts pacing back and forth “ maybe you were right this is a trap and the bad men are coming to get us right now” he rambles on “ it’s not a trap” I sigh looking up at the boy “ you just need to calm down” I reassure him “ I don’t feel good about this “ he shouts as a car suddenly pulls up “ get down” I demand peaking out the window seeing more cars pull in surrounding us “ this isn’t good” I mutter moving to lay flat on the floor “ no shit this isn’t good” Mike glares at me.

“ do you think they saw us” Dustin asks his voice trembling “ I don’t know” I sigh moving my hand to grab hold of elevens as one’s voice echoes through my head “ come on nought you know what to do just kill them” his voice is disappointed as I stay where I am my grip on elevens hand tightening as they get closer to the door of the bus.

Suddenly the door gets pushed open a face peaking in causing me to close my eyes tight then thud he hits the floor, hopper climbs into the bus looking across at all of us “ alright let’s go” he speaks as everyone rushes to their feet but I can’t I’m frozen still stuck to where I am my hands trembling “ let’s go” he repeats again he walks towards me crouching in front of me he suddenly recognises me “ how’d you get out” he mutters to himself looking down at my face as my hair falls into of my face he gently moves it away from my face “ open your eyes kid” his voice is soft as I look up at him my breath quivering in my chest as he gently picks me up carefully carrying me towards his truck while the kids follow close behind I cling into him trembling in front his arms as he places me into the front seat “ everything’s going to be ok now” he reassures me climbing into the drivers seat before quickly driving off down the road.

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Project 0 -stay on high alert

Henry creek/ 001 x reader

Part 1 part 2 Part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6

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Summary: when you get back to the lab you find yourself in a predicament wanting to keep eleven safe you keep her where abouts you yourself but there’s much more things to uncover when the cop you met prior sneaks into the lab and somehow one’s voice continues to guide you through into the darkness

Warning: death, secrets, anxiety, creeps, the void, upside down creatures , sneaking around, warnings, flash backs, trauma, not proof read

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It’s a late evening in the lab when I’m laying in bed the covers pulled over me as I lay next to a blond security guard his eyes pairing down at me as I rest my head on his head chests large hand gently running through my hair as he holds me his breathing slow and steady but I can’t help but let out a small sigh “ it’s not the same” I mutter looking up at him “ I’m sorry you’re just not one” I sit up pulling my legs into my chest “ come on girl please give me a chance”

he rests his head on my shoulder as he sits behind me planting gentle kisses in the back of my neck “no” I pull away looking at him with wide eyes “ you will never be able to replace him do stop it” I stand up the guard looking at me his face falling “ listen nought he left you he’s not coming back” his voice hits me causing me to fall back on my self “ shut up” I glare at him seeing red as he continues “ I don’t know what you saw in him he was using you the whole time” my lip starts to curl on it self as I grit my teeth “ STOP” I scream sending him up to the ceiling he hits it with a thud his bones snapping in impact I glare up at him “ you can’t lie to me” I snarl “ I will forever know the truth “ I blink up at him jolting my head to the side causing his neck to snap as he falls back to the floor bleeding from his ears nose and eyes I stare at him a few flashes of memory coming back to me.

The lab full of chaos blood in every corridor sirens erupting into action as I reach out the the door of the rainbow room I see corpses over where then eleven stood in front of a strange oozing gate that glows red with a Erie unknown power.

I suddenly snap out of it. little was I aware during that strange flash of memory I had started wondering throughout the corridors my long hospital gown that I used to sleep in dripping across the floor as I look up I see the familiar face of the cop, I had seen earlier on in the week. He is shocked at first staring at me from the other end of the corridor. He seems frozen into places if he has been caught. “ hello.” I called out my eyes meeting his as I slowly stepped towards him, He backs away slightly. He has a piece of paper grasped tightly in his hand it’s quite obvious he shouldn’t be here “ I won’t tell” I say quietly, but it seems loud enough for him to hear as he gives me a reassuring nod “ what are you looking for?” Approaching him finally as he stops backing away I look up at him his face seems pale as if he hasn’t slept. “ you don’t look well.” I sigh reaching my hand up to run against his rough stubble on his cheek

“ who are you?” He manages to choke out his voice gruff and deep “ I could ask you the same question” I smile up at him “ Jim hopper” response his voice seems full of authority at that moment “ I’m nought” i respond “ why are you here?” I tilt my head “ you know you shouldn’t be here it’s not safe. You could give us all in a lot of trouble.” I inform him in a hurry as if I’m worried someone will come running through the corridor finding us talking to each other “ I know this place has something to do with the missing kid I’m not stupid. Brenner knows something he doesn’t want anyone else to.”he pushes past me slightly continuing down the corridor “ that drawing in your hand isn’t Wills” I tell him turning to look over my shoulder “ then whose is it?” He snaps back in response “ that’s confidential information sir you’ll have to help me if you want to know any more” I slowly start walking away as he stops in his tracks calling after me.

“ nought” stop again slowly walking towards him “ yes” I look up at him as he lets out a sigh “ do you know anything? Anything at all?” He asks his voice seems laced with concern “ all I know is that papa definitely has something to do with Will‘s disappearance“ i let out a sigh “ he had a history of doing things like this, Taking kids away from their parents” I adds he looks down at me “ kids like you” he asks his eyebrows furrowing together “ sadly dr Brenner is my papa, officer hopper. But there used to be more children here. God knows what happened to them but let’s just say they definitely were not of his blood”

I can see the discomfort in Hopper’s face as he looks down at me I smile sweetly “ I can help you find him.” His breathing slow as he looks at me “ please just get me out of this place” I whisper quietly sending shivers through him as he meets my eyes he can see the sorrow and the pain “ I will” he assures me taking my hand into his as I lead him through the lab towards the darkest end of the building “ I’ve heard word of strange things happening down here so we should be careful” I push the door open walking through seeing strange particles floating round the seems thicker harder to breathe as we continue to go forward we finally see it the glowing gate oozing as if it’s alive “ he’s in there” I mutter quietly looking up a hopper as he stares at the gate his face twisting in horror.

Suddenly, the alarm start to erupt again panic fills me as I look up “ you need to get out of here” my voice is full of urgency as I push him towards the exit “ I’m not leaving without Will” he snaps ripping his hand out of my grip “ good luck” is all I can say before running off trying to avoid the rush of scientists and security entering the sector of the building.

I feel a hand clamp on my shoulder as I pushed through the crowd i look up to see papas face boring down at me “ nought are you ok are you hurt “ His voice is full of urgency as he pulls me into his grip “ no I’m fine” I assure him as he hugs me his embrace cold and unloving sending shivers through me “ there was contact with a different dimension. There is something we haven’t been telling you nought” he sighs pulling me away from the busting crowd towards his quiet office.

“ take a seat” he insists his voice sounding more like an order than the request as I sink down into the chair opposite him “ when one left he opened a new dimension a gate to a new world full of the unknown with this it brought incredibly dangerous discoveries to our world and this is caused some things to happen within the last few months” I stare at him as he continues to go on my mouth, opening a gate as I fidget in my chair uncomfortably “ what do you mean a new dimension?” I ask staring at him “ I mean a new world one that’s not that different to ours you have the ability to connect to this world. I’m going to ask you to do that for me.” He leans forward resting his head on his hands his gaze meeting mine.

“ can you do that for me?” he asks all I can do is nod I’m completely lost for words in this moment as I stare back at him my mouth turning dry my hands shaking slightly at the thought

I know that’s where one is.

In the new world

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I’m woken up early the next morning to men crowding into my room supporting different types of machines at their side as they gather around me I sit up looking around completely confused “ what’s going on?” I asked looking around at all the unfamiliar faces. “ we just need to check some important things before the testing continues later on today.” One of them informs me sticking some wires to my forehead a noting down information on a clipboard “ what are you writing “ I ask standing up trying to see over as he pulls it away “ it’s not necessary for you” he snaps turning away “ rude” I glare sitting back down crossing my arms across my chest as I’m being poked and prodded by everyone

“ papa won’t be joining us for these experiments as he has more important priorities “ I look up at him frowning slightly “ then I won’t be doing them till Papa is back” i look ip at him a smug smile on my face “ why is that?” he asks his head tilted to the side slightly “ how can I trust you know what you’re doing?” I retort to him” please I’ve worked at this lab for seven years. I know what I’m doing.” He grumbles down at me turning away “ we’ll be ready for you in half an hour, get ready” he barks back at me before leaving the room.

I sit back on my bed rolling my eyes “ they’re ignorant” I grumble quietly “ that they are” I’m suddenly startled looking around eyes wide at the same sound of one’s voice “ Henry “ I mutter searching the room “ it’s ok nought “ his voice rings through me sending shivers “ I’m watching from the shadows “ I sit up more “ I wish I could see you “ I hear a hum escape him

Imagining his smug smirk spreading across his face “ I know you do sweetheart it won’t be long and we’ll be reunited “ he adds letting a small sigh escape him “ but you’re doing so well on your own “ he adds as I smile “ but you must be cautious, you cannot trust everyone you think you can” his voice Darkens sending shivers through me “ what do you mean?” I ask my voice turning quiet as I took my legs into my chest anxiety filling me.

“ stay on high alert.” Is all he says before his voice fades away leaving me questioning everything.

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Minutes pass and I’m finally ready as I walk out my room making my way towards the test room where there are people crammed in stood around a metal tank of water “ is thus what we’re doing then” I sigh looking up at it my head tilting to the side “ yes” he responds looking at me “ you’ll be submerged in the sensory deprivation tank and left to enter the void” I nod looking at him as men walk towards me with a breathing helmet placing it over my head and onto of my shoulders “ what am I looking for” I ask completely confused “ anything unusual “ he states still not completely sure himself as I climb into the tank slowly getting lowered down into the darkness bellow.

The water is cold and salty around me causing goosebumps to travel through me as I look around the darkness fully alert my hands tightly turning into fists as I sink deeper into the void.

“ hello” my voice echoes through the darkness as I step forward through the mist filled area the eerie sounds of a low grumble can be heard all around me “ who’s there” I call out flinching turning into circles searching for anything as I bump into a tall figure towering over me its face shadowy its hands and arms unnaturally long dragging across the floor as I stumble back screaming as it steps closer to me its mouth suddenly opening wide baring its face full of angry teeth suddenly someone steps in front of me “ enough” he orders his arms held out as the creature retreats away its low grumble soon disappears

he turns to me “one” I mutter quietly looking up at him wide eyed “ you shouldn’t be here” he looks down at me his eyes boring into me as my hands tremble at my sides “ it’s not safe” he sighs as he pulls me to the feet his hand holding mine tightly in his grasp “ what is this place “ I ask frowning “ this is my world, my love” he smiles sweetly “ i am a god here” he sighs slopping up at something i can not see as a whispering surrounds us it sounds like a timid child his voice is stuttering as he sings to himself for comfort “ what is that “ I ask pushing past one as he grabs my shoulders “ no you can’t go there” he demands pulling me back as a wooden fort comes into view “ that’s not for you to see” he pulls me back causing me to fall down to the floor “ i will find you in the real world” is all i can here as everything fades into nonexistence leaving me in darkness.

Suddenly another image starts to appear in front of me I see Mike wheeler sat in the blanket fort with eleven sat opposite him “ no I don’t want you to see this” I shout pulling away trying to make them disappear failing miserably as they start to talk “ who was she el” he asks looking at her his face twisting into one of interest “ who” she frowns sitting back slightly searching the room for some unseen force “ the lady who came down here the one you hugged with the tattoo on her wrist” he pushes forward “ she’s nought” eleven mumbles looking down “ she’s mama” I freeze up as she says this staring at the scene infront of me “ the only kind one “ she looks down fidgeting slightly “ eleven” I mutter suddenly my voice comes through the speaker of Mike’s walkie talky they both look down at it in shock “ you’re not safe” is the next thing I say before I’m suddenly pulled out of the water and dragged into reality with a sudden gasp of air as the light hits my face sending me into shock.

I stare up at the ceiling breathing deeply my body trembling as I sit up my head spinning incredibly quickly making me fall back into the grasps of one of the scientists grasps his arms wrapped around me comfortingly as I suddenly become aware of the tears streaming down my cheeks as I look up at the man stood in front of me “ he’s hiding something from you “ he sighs bending down to me wiping the tears from my cheeks “the boy was in a fort singing” I mutter quietly “ is that all you saw” he asks me his hand now cradling my cheek as I nod sniffling as I close my eye pulling out of his grip to stand up “ where did you see the girl” he asks pushing slightly as I stop by the door turning around to shrug “ I didn’t see” I smirk at him just to walk out of the room dripping water across the floor behind me.

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Project 0 -I knew he would never leave me.

Henry creel/ 001 x reader

Part 1 part 2 Part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6

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Summary: when you wake up, you can’t remember anything about the events of the massacre. One is gone. 11 is missing you must find her. But she won’t betray her trust.

Warning : medical shit, papa lies, Brenner is a dick, finding eleven , lying, hearing one, secrets

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I wake up in the dark infirmary two guards stood at the door casually talking to each other as I try to speak the breathing tube limits it to a simple gag I lift my hand to my throat my breathing becoming more panicked as both guards walk towards me “ holy shit she’s awake” one states eyes wide as they approach me “ alert doctor Brenner” the other says as he grabs the walkie talkie from his belt switching through channels before finally speaking into it “ doctor Brenner sir, she has awoken” he announces his voice one of pure shock as my eyes dart around the room tears twinkling on my cheeks as I grab one of their hands trembling uncontrollably.

“ everything’s ok nought just calm down “ he instructs his hair falling into his face as he holds onto my hand “ papa is on his way “ he sighs his voice gentle and comforting he continues to talk to me in this gentle tone till the doors swing open and papa storms in his white coat flying behind him “ daughter” his voice is urgent as he pushes the guard out of his way to get to my side.

“ oh nought” he sighs his voice cracking slightly with emotion “ you must be so confused” he looks down at my scared face his hand stroking my hair “ you were badly injured and fell into a coma “ he sighs as a nurse reaches my other side removing the breathing tubes and taking some important vitals “ you were out for four years “ I blink up at him my breath getting caught in my throat as I sit up suddenly “ no” I mutter quietly “ where’s one” I ask my eyes darting around the room searching for him he thinks for a second his teeth sinking into his lip “ he left darling he left without you “ his words hit me so hard i fall back down to the bed “ you’re lying” i mutter “ no I’m not nought “ he sighs as I shake my head the walls shaking violently “ LIAR” i shout louder he holds both of my hands tightly “ shhh calm down “ he coos his voice soft I take deep breaths my body quivering under his gaze

“ what about eleven where is she” my voice cracks getting caught in my throat “ she’s ok we have people looking for her” he says his voice turning quieter as he continues talking “ looking for her” I glare at him “ she’s out there alone” my voice quivers “ no” I sigh looking at him “ she’s not safe she needs me” I try pushing myself out of the bed “please nought you’ve only just woken you can’t go running off “ he holds my arms as I attempt to stand my legs shaking under my body weight soon falling down into his arms “ we will find her nought there’s no reason for you to stress” he runs his fingers through my hair picking me up into his embrace holding me close to him “why has everything left me” I mutter quietly tears starting to fill my eyes he cuddles me “ I know daughter I know but I’m going no where” his arms loosen around me as he lays me down on the bed looking down at me “ I’m sorry i didn’t trust you papa” I mutter looking up at him “ now I know you’re the only one I can trust “ I pull the covers over my head as they leave me sobbing to myself, feeling abandoned and forever alone.

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A month passes and eleven is still missing I’ve been recovering well working on my walking with the nurses and papa has started to take me out of the lab in the vans searching for eleven yet it seem for now we’ve been highly unsuccessful.

“ papa I’m getting out of the car” I look at him my eyes frowning slightly “ what? why?” he snaps his voice full of panic as if he’s worried I may run off too “ I think I saw something “ I stare out the window squinting as I look through the trees “ you drive a head I promise I’ll find you” I reassure him looking in his eyes “ nought I don’t think it’s a good idea” he sighs his voice thick with mistrust “ please “ I look at him resting my hand on top of him “ I just want to find her papa you don’t know how important she is to me she’s all that matters” I look down my hair falling in front of my face he gently brushed it behind my ear “ fine “ he sighs stopping the car suddenly before walking round to my car door opening it for me helping out of my seat

As my feet hit the floor I suddenly hear a deep voice calling me “ nought where are you come find me my love” I look up staring around frowning in confusion “ what” papa asks as he rests his hand on my shoulder “ nothing” I smile up at him stepping away entering the woods as he drives off.

I walk through the woodlands finding a piece of ripped hospital gown caught on a tree I unhook it holding it in my hand gently staring at him “ you must be so frightened “ I mutter quietly gently stroking the fabric with my thumb continuing to walk till I reach a clearing by a house the number written above the door 2530 I walk towards the door pressing against the doorbell gently pulling my skirt down to cover my knees and neatening my hair up as the door opens a woman stands there a little girl attached to her hip.

“ hello can I help you” she asks her face full of concern as I look at her “ hello miss sorry to interrupt your afternoon but I’m looking for my daughter her name is el she has recently gone missing from the hospital “ I look at her my face softening “ I’m so sorry to hear this I haven’t seen anything but maybe if we have a description we can keep an eye out. Why don’t you come in” she steps aside welcoming me into her home.

The feeling of her home is warm and welcoming photos scattering the walls of the hall way to her living room I look up at a photo of her three children two girls and a boy I smile at it “ perhaps your children could have seen her around” I sigh looking at her “ she’s probably around the same age as your son” I point at the photo “ we can wait for him to get home mike finishes school soon” she sits down on the sofa placing her little girl to sit on the floor playing with her toys.

“ I’m Karen what’s your name” she asks her face sweet as she taps the seat next to her inviting me to sit I quickly oblige sitting next to her meeting her eyes smiling “ I’m nought” she nods looking at me “ what an interesting name” she smiles as I nod “ what can I my father likes number “ I giggle sitting back into the soft chair facing her as she sips her tea “ so what does your daughter look like” she asks turning her attention back to the matter at hand “ well el is a very unwell little girl she’s very skinny with a shaved head big brown eyes white skin “ i look down slightly “ she has the sweetest little face the biggest smile “ before I know it tears are dripping down my cheeks “ oh his I’m so sorry “ Karen rests her hand in my shoulder “ I’m sure she’ll show up soon” she assures me as i meet her eyes “ so many children missing recently it’s becoming scary” she looks down as i look at her “ what do you mean” i ask frowning slightly “ haven’t you heard about Will Byers he disappeared over a 6 weeks ago his mothers been worried sick” she sighs looking at me “ what ever is going on I’m sure the police are looking” I nod agreeing with her as the front door opens and a young boy with dark hair walks into the house.

“ Mike can you come here for a second “ Karen speaks her voice kind and motherly as he enters the living room his eyes wide and innocent as he looks up at his mother “ yes mum what’s going on” he asks looking up at her “ this is nought she’s searching for her daughter who’s recently gone missing her name is el have you seen anything “ she asks as he pauses for a second staring at me his face shocked as his eyes wander on the 000 tattoo clear on my wrist he steps back slightly “ I have no clue mum I haven’t seen anything “ he states looking up at Karen “ ok if you or your friends see anything please let me know “ she sighs looking at me as I watch every move of her son as he quickly rushes down the stares towards the basement “ I’m so sorry we couldn’t help you” she sighs looking at me “ no thank you for trying to help” I raise from my seat “ could I please use your rest room before I leave” I ask looking at her “ of course there’s one down the stairs to the left”

I open the door hearing the voice of her son talking to someone his voice urgent and panicked as he hears my footsteps coming down the stairs.

“ eleven “ I mutter quietly finally reaching the bottom of the stairs looking around the room seeing Mike stood infront of a blanket fort a towel covering the entrance “ no, there no eleven here” he smiles up at me his face a look of evidence “ please Mike I know she’s here” my voice is quiet “ I just need to see her I’m not going to hand her in” I look down taking a deep breath as I hear a small sneeze from the fort I walk towards it gently lifting the towel seeing her small face looking up at me her face falls in shock as she stares at me in disbelief “ you’re awake” she whispers standing from her place stepping towards me “ I am” I smile down at her as she hugs me tightly “ I’m so glad you’re ok eleven I’ve missed you” I mutter placing a kiss on her head “I won’t let them find you “ I whisper looking down at her before turning to look at Mike “ thank you for looking after my little one” I smile as he shuffles awkwardly “ please keep her safe” I look at him “ I will” he response his face falling slightly as I take his hand in mine “ thank you “ I squeeze it gently before turning back to eleven “ I’ll find you in every life” that’s the last thing I say before walking back up the stairs.

“ thank you for trying to help” I look at Karen “ I hope you find her” she smiles slightly “ me too” i look down slightly have a good evening “ I open the door ready to leave as I walk out I bump straight into a cop I look up at this large bearded man in full uniform and a gun i suddenly get sent back into memories.

I’m a little girl again wandering around the lab looking for one we were playing hide and seek hiding in the rooms around the lab. Suddenly I turned a corner and saw one being held up by his uniform. A large cop holding him stood in front of papa his face one of anger. “ found one of your kids wandering around the outside of the lab thought you might want to know.” His voice was ruff anger and his eyes his eyebrows followed as I run up to him. “ hey let him go.” I yell staring up at him trying to pull one out of his grip he pushes me back making me fall onto the floor. I stir up at him my blood boiling with fury. “ I said let him go.” I shout throwing my hands in front of him causing the officer to go flying into the other wall while one simply floats in the air comfortably his face, one of pride as he looks at me.

As I come back to reality, I feel the cops hand on my shoulder gently shaking me “ hey you okay kid” he asks his face one of friendliness as I simply nod my voice head deep within me “ haven’t seen you around here before” it seems like everyone knows everyone around this place and for some reason not knowing me makes me suspicious “ I live out of town. I’m only visiting.” I start a slightly trying to push past the officer as he turns to look at me as I walk away “ we’re looking for a kid. His name is Will Byers have you seen anything?” he asks “ no nothing but I’ll keep my eyes open thank you” I quickly rush off the cops eyes staying on me follow me down the road as I catch up to papas car that’s waiting a few blocks away.

As I get in the passenger seat slightly out of breath papa tends to look at me his eyebrows knotted together ” everything okay nought” he asks his face slightly confused “ yes everything is fine” I respond quickly sitting back in my seat quickly putting on my seatbelt “ I didn’t find anything” I sigh looking at papa as he starts driving “ but I’ve heard a lot about some sort of missing child” I lean forward “ do we have anything to do with this?” I tilt my head to face him “ that’s none of your concern” he adds quickly shutting me down.

as the car starts to slowly head back to the lab I hear the voice again “ nought can you hear me “ I know the voice, of course I know him. how could I ever forget him?

I know he’s looking for me.

I knew he would never leave me.

Papa lies and I’ll never forget that .

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Project 0 - stepping closer to unhappiness

Henry creel / 001 x reader

Part 1 part 2 Part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6

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Summary: the plan is in action get 011 on your side get rid of the others and break free. But nothing ever seems to go to plan.

Warning : MDNI 18+, violence, injuries, death, manipulation, p in v sex, biting, scratching, hickies, kisses, orgasm denial, dom one?, subish reader, praise, teasing, pet names, cream pies, overstimulating, after care, opening of the upside down, loss, trauma, not proof read

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It’s late in the evening when I manage to sneak out of my room the lights are out the occasional guard crossing the corridor flash lights a blaze shining them round every dark corner trying to catch something that isn’t really there every sound of footsteps causes me to stop hiding flat against the wall until they pass me. Finally I managed to make it to elevens room.

The door is locked bolted shut they probably expected me to come. I can hear small cries from inside that poor little girl weeping as I unlock the door using my mind I swiftly enter the room rushing to her side, her small form trembling in the corner “ hey honey you ok” I asked my voice sweet and quiet as she climbs into my arms, her breath heavy through sobs “ I’m sorry I’m weak I can’t do anything “ she cries a clear bruise on the side of her head “ who did this, who hurt you?” I looked at her in shock my hand running over her scalp gently pressing against her wound “ it doesn’t matter. You can’t do anything. You’re just getting in trouble again.” She mutters quietly looking down “ plus I can’t help. I’ll put myself in danger.” She whines quietly looking down “ when did this happen? At least tell me that” I look down at her my eyes full of sympathy “ after you left the rainbow room with Peter papa let me have extra time to play” she looks down “ we must take you to the nurse you need to have that looked at” I pick her up gently holding her in my arms like a mother would her child as I walk her down the corridor towards the infirmary where bright lights still shine through the cracks beneath the door.

I gently nudge the door open using my foot the nurses who were sat around the table look at eyebrows raised in suspicion “ miss nought what are you doing Out of bed? and who’s that?” They ask standing to attention walking towards “ this is eleven I heard her weeping from across the corridor, she needs medical attention” I place her down on a bed “ does Dr Brenner know?” A woman asks as she sits at elevens side starting to check her vitals “ I’m not sure she said this happened earlier on today she won’t tell me who did it, she’s afraid” I look down at her as the woman gather around her giving her all the attention she needs while another grabs the phone to alert papa of what’s happened.

I stay where I’m stood in the doorway watching as they treat eleven worry on my face “ nought you should go back to bed” one of the nurses informs me her eyebrows knitting further together as she stands in front of me “ you don’t need to be in more trouble” she adds her voice is full of concern “ I’m not gonna leave her “ I snap glaring at the woman pushing past them to sit at 11 side “ she has been injured under your care and I know that you can give her the treatment that she needs,” I paused for a second my voice stuttering “but she needs someone who actually cares for her, someone who loves her as if she’s their own” I take elevens small hand into mine squeezing it gently giving her reassurance I see if the familiar face of one drifting in the doorway a smile on his face as he entered the room

“ I was starting to wonder where you’ve gotten to” he smirks down at me joining my side “ you’ve seemed to become quite attached to little eleven perhaps that is best for her” he looks up at the nurses “ it is a good thing noughts motherly instincts existent after what has happened to her” he smiles looking at the women as they look down trying to avoid eye contact “ I agree it’s a good thing” papa’s voice echoes through the door as he steps inside still dressed in his sharp suit head held high “ what happened?” he asks looking at the nurses and then down at eleven who lays sleepy on a bed the Scarlet bruise clearly visible upon her head.

” we were informed that earlier today eleven was attacked in the rainbow room we are not sure who and neither is she” the nurses seem to quiver under Brenner’s gaze “ why wasn’t she given medical treatment when you were informed?” he questions further his icy stare drifting across the room. “ we did not see it necessary, sir.” a woman stutters from her seat in the corner “ that is highly disappointing and there will be consequences for this” he sighs looking down at eleven walking towards the end of the bed leaning on the metal railings at the end of the bed “ but for now give her the treatment she needs” he orders his eyes now looking at me “ it’s a good thing you’re so observant nought “ he sighs his voice quiet and dark “ we will find who is responsible for eleven’s injuries would you care to help?” He reaches his hand out to me to help me stand but I decline it standing on my own “ I would quite enjoy that” I sigh quietly looking at eleven as she drifts into sleep before I walk out next to papa and one.

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The next morning everyone is summoned to the testing room the children lined up against the wall eleven still in her hospital gown while everyone else is in their usual attire I stand and the front next to one papa and the guards who stand straight hands knotted behind their backs. I watch as the children whisper wondering why they’ve been brought here looking over their faces looking for an inch of guilt I note the small smirk on twos face as he sees elevens state and turn to whisper in one’s ear “ two he’s guilty” I look up at him as he raises his eyebrow as he looks at the boy giving a small nod that papa sees as a sign.

“ good morning children” papa steps forward looking across them as they respond “ good morning papa” in harmony their voice nervous and worried as he continues “ today’s lesson is going to be about rules” he adds starting to pace in front of them stopping for a second in front of each child “ for some of you this may seem redundant “ he sighs “ but for others it seems a refreshment is required “ he adds his voice dark and sinister that it causes goosebumps to form on the back of my neck as I reach across to hold one’s hand he gently squeeze it looking down at me for a second before returning his gaze to the children in front of him.

“ eleven please step forward “ papa states as she stands there hesitant I give her a small nod as she shuffles from her place in line “last night your sister eleven suffered a concussion during her alone time in the rainbow room she says she has no memory of what happened but injuries of these nature don’t simply happen someone did this “ there’s a brief pause as I look across the line walking past papa to stand infront of two meeting his gaze giving him a small knowing smile before turning back to walk to one “I know someone in this room did this , now who’s going to tell me what happened “ he asks his eyes following me across the room.

The look of fear on the children’s faces tells us everything they are scared they are unknowing they are frightened of what’s going to happen next when suddenly two speaks up “ she must have fallen “ he states his head lifting high as I let out a shrill laugh “ fallen” I repeat walking down the line staring into his eyes “ nought don’t get so worked up” one warns me following close behind his hand resting on my shoulder “ that’s it listen to your handler” two smirks smugly glaring back at me as I snarl through gritted teeth “ you’ve seen eleven papa she’s clumsy “ he states looking back towards him as I brace myself to attack him the only thing stopping me is one holding me back “ stupid, weak, some may say pathetic “ he continues more making some of the children giggle to themselves “ I’m gonna kill him” I mutter under my breath eyes glowing red with anger one hushes me quietly holding onto me tightly as he sees the look of upset on elevens face “eleven you may step back” papa says looking down at her his face one of pity before turning to two

“ numbers two please step forward “ he orders his voice holding authority watching as the boy hesitates fear starting to swell behind his eyes makes me scoff “ you heard him step forward “ I glare my voice echoing around the room as he steps towards papa “ collar him” he orders one of the guards who holds the shock collar in his hand walking towards two you can see his breathing fasten as he steps back slightly body shaking “ why collar him “ I spit looking at papa “ he deserve much worse than that” he turns to look at me “ do not question me nought “ he sighs as the collar is strapped around twos neck he holds out the remote in his hand “ you think because you demonstrate some talent that you’re immune to the rules” he looks down at two as he stutters “ no papa” he shakes his head his bottom lip quivering as tears are visible in his eyes “that the rules don’t apply to you in the same way they do to your brothers and sisters ” he raises his voice slowly raising the level of the electricity “ no papa” he trembles more “ then why did you attack eleven” “ did she say that” he stutters more “ if she told you that she’s lying” he sobs as he turns it up more “ papa please you have to believe me” he begs falling down to his knees “ SHES LYING” he screams falling completely to the floor his body trembling with pain.

I watch the looks on the other children’s faces as they tremble in fear tears falling down their cheeks “ look at them” one whispers to me quietly “ they don’t know how much power they can truly hold” he sighs quietly his voice thrumming in my ears “ they are weak” I mutter quietly looking up at him “ they don’t deserve the power they’ve been blessed with” he sighs as he lets my feet finally settle back on the floor his grip no longer holding me back I step forward to papas side looking at the level on the collar 57 “ not even full blast” I sigh tutting quietly “ so weak “ I look at papa “ you should at least crank it up to full blast” I smirk before turning away walking back to one taking his hand and weaving the room

“he reminds me of you” he looks at me his voice hushed “ before i was here you were like that small pathetic undeserving” I glare up at him “ don’t compare me to such scum” I grumble looking down at the floor “ the only difference is you know how to listen and you weren’t afraid to go against those who imprisoned you” his hand rests on my shoulder “ now we must do the same for eleven “ he adds as I nod eagerly “ she needs to see that papa is scared” I say looking at him “ like how we see him” I hold both of his hands tightly “ then we’ll be free” I mutter a smile spreading across my face “ me you eleven” he smiles slightly “ sounds like a good little family” he rests his forehead against mine “ we’re doing it for us ,we’re doing this to change the world” I close my eyes taking a deep breath “ for us” I mutter finally opening them to meet his gaze directly before stepping back and walking in separate directions.

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I sit in my room eyes shut watching from the void as one enters the rainbow room walking quickly towards eleven who sits playing with the number slider game “ are you up for something a little more challenging” he asks his voice echoing in my head making it slightly hard to concentrate as eleven meets his gaze giving him a small cautious nod.

They go over to the chess table set up already for a new game one sits the opposite way to the camera so it can’t see him talking while eleven faces it head on her face a slight frown as she plays along with the game. “ try not to show emotion as I speak” he says his head down looking at the chess pieces infront of him “ keep playing if you understand “ she moves a piece forward in understanding “two is in the inferior recovering, he’s being watched closely but once he’s relieved he and the others will kill you “ he glances up at eleven letting a sigh slip “and papa will let it happen “ he leans forward more as eleven eyebrows furrow the chess piece in her hand trembling slightly “he wants it to happen really He’s been planning it for a while “ elevens panic floods her face as he moves closer still “ stay calm focus on the game” he suggests as she places another piece “there’s a reason two and the others could leave their rooms last night why the security cameras were turned off why papa punished two today. They don’t even know it but he is using them like his puppets like they’re pieces in a chess game” he sighs glancing at eleven “ even nought was like that once “ she seems slightly shocked at that “ but he is driving them to do what he wants which is to take you out of the game” he check mates her taking the king from the board.

“ why” she whispers her voice shaking slightly “it’s because you frighten him he knows you’re more powerful than them and you can’t be controlled “ she shuffles in her seat moving forward “it’s all he wants control “ he adds as she stills in her seat “ I saw it all happening and wanted to help you but I seemed to make it worse “ he looks down “ helping me made papa hurt nought made him hurt you” she asks looking up at him her eyes wide and innocent as he nods looking down more face full of pity “as she sighs “this is why you must escape today” he suggests looking at her “ but they’re watching us closely “ he glances towards the camera “ if you want to make it out if this place alive you must do everything I say do you understand “ he asks as she moves a chess piece forward on the board “why do you help” she questions quietly “ because I believe in you eleven “ he smiles at her “ it’s time you’re free from this hell “ he passed her a card under the table pushing it into his hand before rising from his seat and leaving the rainbow room.

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As he exits the door I return to reality everything fading into nothing as I pull the blindfold off beaming to myself “ phase one is complete” I mumble smiling widely as I lay back on my bed the door swings open “ we’re in action baby” one smiles pulling me up into his arms lifting me off of my feet and twirling me around “ yes” I kiss him passionately wrapping my arms around his neck “ one step closer to happiness “ i look at him “ what is it like out there” I ask my eyes meeting his “ I’ve told you stories nought” he sits down placing me in his lap “ tell me again “ I ask wide eyed as he thinks for a second.

“ well outside there are blue skies full of clouds with a bright sun that shines in the sky green trees and plants flowers of all colours there are animals that roam free out of cages like birds, cats, dogs, squirrels and so many more. People have real names like mine Henry. There’s so much out there nought and we can soon explore it all” he smiles at me hugging me tightly to his chest “ what if the people out there don’t like us” I ask looking down slightly “ they will darling how could someone not like you when you’re just so perfect “ he kisses me again his fingers running through my hair causing a me to moan into his touch.

He pulls me into him more passionately our tongues tangling together romantically his hands guiding my hips as he lays back “ I love you” he mutters his words making my heart pound in my chest “ I love you too” I melt into his touch as his hands wander around my body his hand caressing my breasts his thumb stroking over my hardening nipple though my top causing my breath to hitch “ perfect” he mutters quietly his breath hitting my neck as I lean down to him grinding my hips back and forth over his growing bulge in his pants “ you’re just so perfect” he smirks as he gently pulls my shirt over my head and tossing it to the side of the bed before pulling me into another kiss flipping me underneath him as he kisses down my neck sucking dark purple marks as moans slip from my lips

His hands slip down grasping my hips pushing my legs up to hook around his waist as he pushes my skirt up “ you’re so good aren’t you ” he groans under his breath “ so sweet so obedient for me “ I whimper looking up at him so needy so desperate for him, he unbuttons his trousers smirking down at me teasingly as I fidget impatiently looking up at him a pout visible on my face as his body looms over me “ please Henry “ I look up at him my eyes meeting his with such desire he can’t resist it anymore

“ so needy” he tuts under his breath as he lines himself up to my entrance slowly rolling himself between my folds his tip gently prodding at my clit causing shivers to travel through me finally he pushes in a sharp gasp escaping my lungs as I dig my nails into his back a small whimper escaping me at the sudden sting of pleasure and pain merging into one “ that’s it take every part of me” he grow and his voice deep and raspy as he bottoms out just to thrust all the way back in with a brutal pace a loud moan escapes me as he starts to move watching my face twist with pleasure “ that’s it taking me so well” he murmurs “ let all those beautiful noises out” I kisses my neck bucking his hips with full force causing my whole body to shudder beneath him the sound of skin on skin slapping together fills the room along with my desperate moans as my eyes roll back into my head the overwhelming pleasure taking over as I wrap my legs tightly around his hips pulling him in deeper “ fuck~” he grunts “ so good for me” he thrusts harder his head dipping down into my neck as he grazes his teeth along the delicate skin of my collar bones leaving territorial red marks

“ omg~” I whine my voice barely audible through my moans my nails digging more into his back scraping against his skin “ I’m gonna cum~” I gasp into his ear “ not yet” he orders his his cock hitting the perfect spot inside of me that makes my skin feel alight abusing it over and over again at his brutal pace making me clench around him like a vice as I try my best to fight off my orgasm his hips soon start to stutter his rhythm becoming sloppy “ oh fuck~” he groans down at me “ cum for me baby I need you to cum~” he doesn’t have to ask twice my body trembling beneath him as every thing snaps my cunt clenching around him the final relief of orgasm fogs my mind as I feel his cock twitch deep inside of me his guttural moans heavy in my ear as he cums deep into my walls his whole body weight pressing down ontop of me as his lips meet mine in a feverous kiss “ I love you” I pant every word a struggle to get out through the crashing waves of pleasure “ i know” he smirks “ I love you too” he lips his hand stroking my cheek gently his eyes meeting mine as he pulls out rolling to my side “my perfect girl” he smiles wrapping his arms around me holding me tightly in his arms as I give in to my fucked out exhaustion finally falling asleep against him.

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I wake up hours later the space next to me in the bed is empty and cold meaning one had left a long time ago, I sit up rubbing my eyes suddenly hearing the security alarms going off in the distance I stand up my legs tremble beneath me as I quickly dress rushing out into the halls seeing blood splattered everywhere along the walls and floors and the bodies lay out lifeless I stare at them my mouth turning dry as I walk through the horror

“Phase two” I mutter quietly to myself drifting my eyes across every inch of the scene “ Henry” I call out looking around peaking into every room just to be faced with more horror “ Henry where are you” I sigh pushing the door to the rainbow room open to see him stood there surrounded by the corpses of the children their bodies limp eye sockets empty bones broken he turns to me blood covering his clothes and skin as I step closer to him gently wiping the blood from his cheek “ look at you you’ve made such a mess” I tut looking up at him a smile on my face “ sometimes a mess is necessary for success” he scoffs his lips moving down placing a kiss in my head “ did I miss all the fun” I ask my eyes big and doughy “ I didn’t wish to wake you, you seemed so peaceful” he runs his hand through my hair smearing blood through the strands staining them with hints of red “ where is eleven “ I ask looking around searching the room my face full of confusion “ hiding” he mutters quietly “ where I searched every room on the way here” my eyebrows furrow together as the door suddenly swings open little eleven stood in the door way her hospital gown stained scarlet where it hits the floor her hands tremble as she stares into the room her small hands shaking at her sides.

“ eleven “ I turn to her my face softening instantly “ there you are sweetness” I smile stepping towards her noticing as she suddenly steps back her head shaking in disbelief “ no” her voice stutters her face one of pure fear tears swelling in her eyes “ come eleven don’t be like that” I sigh looking down at her my hand reaching out to her pulling her suddenly closer to me till her head is resting between my hands cradling her face “ why do you cry for them eleven “ one asks his head resting on my shoulder looking down at her as she sobs uncontrollably “ after everything they did to you “ he sighs “ you don’t need them you know” I rub my thumb gently along her cheek “ they only weaken you” I pity her bending down to her level

“ I know you’re scared” one states looking at her as I hold her hand “ we were scared once too” he sighs glancing at me a small smile creeping to his face “ we know what it’s like to be different to feel alone in this world” he sighs stepping back “ like you I didn’t get along with the other children I was told by Doctors and teachers that something was wrong with me that I was broken”

he sighs walking further into the room as I look up at him listening to the sadness in his voice “my parents thought a change of scenery would make me better. But our new home led to a discovery I found a nest of black widows hidden within the vents they became my friends I could relate to. Like me they are solitary creatures incredibly misunderstood gods of our world the most important predators they feed on the weak and bring balance to our unordinary world.” He turns to us again stepping towards us his head held high “ but the human world disrupts the balance of our world you see humans are a unique kind of pest multiplying and poisoning everything well enforcing their own living activities” his face twists in anger “ while others saw order in this I saw a straight jacket, suffocating my freedom, regressing individuality, and evolution or within these made up rules. Seconds minutes hours days months years. every life form a week example of the one before it. wake up eat sleep work repeat and then die.” He snaps his eyes reddening with rage as I nod along in agreement taking in his every word.

“ I could not do this I would not join this insanity that everyone plays along with then I realised I could make my own rules. I will restore balance to a broken world.” His hands form a fist his knuckles turning white “ I realised I could do so much I could reach into others into their minds. Their memories became an explorer. I saw everyone as they truly were specially my parents to the world. They put themselves forward as good people but like everything else that was another lie I showed them who they really were” he takes a deep breath looking down slightly “ my ignorant father seemed to think it was a Demon haunting us but somehow my mother knew, she knew it was me she wanted to lock me away to fix me which I guess she eventually succeeded evening death my mother seems to continue to haunt me until now” he sighs shaking ing his head

“ they left me with no choice. I had to act I had to break three. With every life I took I grew stronger and more powerful. I took that person with me but I was still a child. I had no boundaries and did not know my limits. It could’ve killed me.” He hesitates looking at me as I raise back to my feet walking to him gently taking his hand squeezing it “ my father was arrested blamed for the murder of my mother and sister, but I was not free. No not at all.” He scoffs looking at me “ when I woke from my coma, I was in the care of Dr Martin Brenner” I look down “ papa” I mutter quietly “ turns out he had a daughter just like me she has the power and the strength but was clueless with how to use it, he asked for my help in a way he wanted me to mentor her yet again he wouldn’t expect it to come as far as it has” I smile up at him my eyes watering slightly “ he would torture us say it was training say it was testing his own flesh and blood and a random boy. He didn’t even know. He didn’t care when I cried myself to sleep at night, but Henry did he held me in his arms promised me that one day we would be free.” I look up at him “ you see eleven he had no humanity he didn’t care who he hurt yet after all of that he still wanted more he wanted control when he finally realised he could not control me. He tried to re-create me and began the program which caused others to be born, including you.” He looks down at eleven as she shakes her head “ but I am so glad that you were “ he watches as her gaze drifts to the piles of dead on the floor tears still dripping down her cheeks

“ they aren’t gone eleven they are still with me their power flows through me” he walks towards her so they’re face to face as she stutters “ you tricked me” she looks as if her trust is broken “ tricked you no we saved you” he snaps confusion on his face as he turns to look at me “ you were prisoner to papa you are no more than a lab rat an animal a monster just to be tested on and abused” he shakes his head in disbelief “ you know the truth you’re the opposite you are better than anyone in this place you are superior that’s why he fears you if you come with us for the first time you will be free” hud hand rests on her shoulder gently “ imagine what we can do together we could reshape the world and make it the way we want it to be” he expresses every word “ join us eleven, please let us be a family” I speak over them my eyes watering slightly

There’s a long player as eleven steps back facing the floor her mouth slightly agape “ no” she suddenly sends one through the wall crashing into the mirror as he hits the glass it shatters around sending shards everywhere. I let out a sudden scream falling back as I’m hit with some of the debris one stands up his face full of disappointment as eleven steps forward towards him “ stay out of this nought I don’t want you getting hurt” he instructs to me using his powers to push me further into the corner out of the way “ no please let me help” I beg looking over at him as he shakes his head as they stand face to face his pure focus now on eleven.

His eyes glare into hers his hand outstretched as he lifts her up into the air using all his might while she fights back with all her power the lights around us flicker uncontrollably both of them struggling to keep it up I lift my hand trying to fight from where I am but one suddenly shouts “ NO NOUGHT” as he dose eleven sent flying into the door her nose bleeding heavily as he lifts her into the air I shake my head watching as she screams her body trembling in the air “ it wasn’t meant to be like this” he sighs watching as she struggles her eyes and ears starting to bleed as she goes into a dazed like state “ it’s such a waste of an incredible talent “ he sighs looking at her as she slowly comes back to reality meeting his stare again her hands rising infront of her “ I SAID NO” she screams sending him through the mirror into the wall behind it holding herself strong.

“ eleven that’s enough “ i shout trying to get her attention “ please you’ve proven your point “ i shout again the floor and walls shaking volently as cracks form around one pushing him further through an eerie red glow coming through the crack as he slowly disappears into a strange new world i let out a scream watching him disappear from my reach “ NO WHAT HAVE YOU DONE “ I scream throwing all my ability at her sending her into the wall with a loud crack she screams sending a shock wave the ground rumbling around us my mouth and eyes filling with blood as papa enters the room he suddenly witnesses everything as i collapse onto the floor loosing consciousness.

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We’ll be ok sweetheart- this heart is yours

Eddie Munson x reader

Part 1 part2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6

part 7 part 8 part 9 part 10

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Summary : after finally getting some rest You wake up in the middle of nowhere, blindfolded and chained completely confused and scared calling out for help. How can you trust someone who does something like this?

Warning : MDNI 18+, p in v sex, hickies, biting, kissing, blow job, cum eating, pet name, praise, creampie, argument, upset, violence, attack, make up sex, nightmares, blood

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For the rest of the day the others avoid me staying away from me and Eddie I let out a sigh resting my head on eddies shoulder my eyes feeling heavy “ you tired baby “ Eddie asks looking down at me his big doughy eyes making me smile up at him “ only a little “ I say quietly as his arm loops around my waist pulling me down to lay in his lap “ you can get some rest here” he seems calm his voice gentle as his fingers run through my hair gently scrapping my scalp “ I can’t Eds it’s too risky what if something happens when I’m asleep “ I sit back up my eyebrows furrowing as he pulls me back down “ nothing will happen sweetheart I’m sure of it please just get some rest” he sighs as I rest my eyes for a second letting out a deep breath “ fine” I mutter quietly my shoulders slumping down slightly more relaxed than usual as I snuggle into his thigh breathing in his scent feeling safe as I slip into sleep.

My dreams are awful nothing but nightmares Vecna is taunting me watching my every move from my head he is angry but still not strong enough for action so he does nothing.

In my dream I’m back in the upside down walking through the darkness as I make my way towards the creel house demobats are hung from the buildings windows and posts I let out a small gasp reaching up trying to unhang them, to release them I can feel thier pain swelling through my body causing me to tremble letting loose whimpers and whines out as I lay the corpses on the floor it’s too late they’re dead I can’t save them or relieve the pain they suffered that continues to haunt my body I continue to walk through the house looking round every corner for anything as the grandfather clock chimes from the corridor and a hand grabs my shoulder “ do you feel it ” vecnas voice travels through me hitting me square in the face causing me to fall back into him a scream escaping me “ the pain the fear the anger they felt as I killed them as I killed your ‘babies’ ” he continues as my body shaking as he catches me. “ I have given you everything y/n, power, care, love isn’t that good enough “ his enlarged hand running down my cheek wiping away tears “ I asked a simple thing from you” he adds looking down at me as I nod “ I’m sorry “ I repeat over and over looking up at him “ I’m trying my best “ I sob my voice breaking in my throat “ I know, I know sweetheart “ his voice morphs into what sounds like eddies “ We’ll be ok sweetheart, it’ll all be ok”.

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I wake up suddenly screaming my eyes seeing darkness something is tied round my head blocking my vision I turn my head looking around desperately my hands tied behind my back as I’m secured tightly to a chair with chains, my breathing is quick and panicked as I struggle trying to free myself

“ hello, HELLO” I yell as I hear voices echoing in the far distance, my voice trembles as I struggle more hearing voices in the distance “ WHERE AM I” I sob finally breaking the chair my hands still chained behind my back as I stand up wandering blindly bumping into things trying to find my way “ please help me” I cry falling down to the floor desperate sobs escaping me as I hear the creak of a door opening and footsteps getting closer

I suddenly stand up running full speed towards the sound barging into them with full force causing them to fall down to the floor me on top of them hissing loudly baring my fangs edging close enough to sink my teeth into them. “ woah kid you’re ok” I hear a gruff familiar voice of chief of police Jim hopper as he pulls the fabric from my eyes the light burns causing me to fall back wincing “ you’re ok “ he reassures me as I back into the darkest corner of the room pulling my legs to my chest he slowly moves closer bending down In front of me his fatherly gaze comforting but stern “ you’re here for there safety” his voice is calm as his eyes bore into mine

“ where am I” I stutter fidgeting anxiously “ I can’t tell you that” he stands back up turning his back for a second letting out a deep sigh as I jump up suddenly my eyes wild as I land on his back holding myself onto him with only the strength of my legs as I sink my fangs into his neck “ HEY NO” he tries pushing me back down to the floor but fails as I growl wildly gripping him tighter drinking desperately taking what I want

“ GET OFF HIM” eleven walks in her hand held out towards me causing me to go flying into the wall opposite I stay there against the wall blood dripping down my chin as I pant trying to catch my breath as she looks up at me her face a picture of fury as I let out a loud scream trying to get out of her grip “ it had to come to this y/n we weren’t safe with you there with us this is where you’ll stay do you understand “ I struggle more ignoring her completely till my eyes meet Eddie who’s stood in the door way his face not meeting mine “ I SAID DO YOU UNDERSTAND “ she repeats louder her powers strengthening on me causing me to choke “ yes, yes I understand “ she lets me fall to the floor landing on my knees as she walks to hopper to check on the bleeding gash in the side of his neck

“ it’s not fatal “ I look up at them my voice slightly horse but I act as if nothing has happened and everything is totally normal “ what” eleven asks her face cold sending shivers through me “ the bite, I didn’t bite deep enough for him to bleed out and avoided any important veins or arteries” I move to my feet walking towards them making hopper flinch back “ just clean it and bandage it he’ll heal “ I sigh quietly as I use all my strength to break the chains still holding my hands finally stretching out my arms trying to get rid of the ache of my tense muscles as I finally walk towards Eddie looking at him meeting his eyes as I stop infront of him.

“ you tricked me” I growl my voice low and angry “ you said nothing would happen, y-you said you’d keep me safe” I spit angry tears falling down my cheeks “ why would you do that” my voice breaks anger forming into pain as my hair falls into my face he reached out pushing it behind my ear I step back “ no don’t touch me” my body trembling “ y/n please “ he sighs as I step back “ he was right” I hesitate for a second struggling to catch my breath as sobs escape me “ I can’t trust any of you “

“ no sweetheart that’s not it” he looks at me tears staring to form “ this is for your safety” he sighs moving towards me “ please “ he holds my chin lifting my face to look at him “ you’re so important to me I can’t loose you again “ he sighs as I shake my head “ you tied me up, took me to a random location, blind folded me” I sniffle “you can’t know where we are” he sighs “ so he doesn’t know where we are” he adds as I look down “ it broke my heart to do it baby “ he pulls me into his chest holding me tightly as I cry into him “I’m sorry baby I’m so sorry “ he runs his fingers through my hair placing a kiss on my head as I finally give into his touch.

my whole body weight falling into him he picks me up carrying me towards the sofa his hand gently stroking my leg as he sits us down me in his lap my head buried into his shoulder as I fall weaker tears staining the shoulder of his shirt “ you’re ok princess “ he hushes me quietly keeping me close to his chest “ listen y/n” hopper states stepping forward his neck now bandages as I look up at him my eyes red and glittering “ I’m sorry for the bite” I mutter quietly pointing towards his neck “ I kinda lost control i really didn’t mean to hurt you hopper“ I look down “ I understand y/n I know you didn’t mean it“ he smiles looking at me “you and Eddie are going to stay here where it’s safe” his expression is gentle before he turns to eleven “ we’re going to go to the others stay in contact through the walkie” eleven adds looking at Eddie as he nods before they both leave.

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I stay silently sitting in eddies lap for hours my head buried in his chest his hand gently caressing me till I finally sit up “ I’m sorry” I mutter looking up at him “ you have nothing to be sorry for “ his eyes are gentle as he peppers my cheeks with kisses “ no Eddie please listen “ I whine leaning back slightly “ I’m sorry for being made into vecna’s little play thing and not being the same person I used to be” I look at him as he lets out a low hum of understanding “ though you’ve changed, y/n , you’re still my girl” he sighs his breath hitting my neck causing tingles to spread through me and a slight wetness to form between my legs “ I love every part of you” i kiss him gently our lips tangling together passionately atly the taste of blood hitting his tongue but he doesn’t seem to care as he pushes me back to lay down on the sofa his body weight pushing against mine “ what is there to love about me I’m a monster “ I mutter breathily as he scatters kisses along my collar bone ripping my top of my body “ I love your voice, your eyes your smile, your heart, your body I love everything “ he kisses between every word making me squirm beneath him “ I how you manage to see the good in everything “ I giggle kissing him wrapping my arms around his neck pulling him in more as his said falling around me

He lets out a low groan deep in his throat “ god y/n your killing me I can’t keep my hands off you “ his hands roam my body freely gently squeezing my waist causing a moan to slip “ I just need to touch you “ he growls kissing down my chest “ please yes touch me” I gasp a grin coming to my face “ little miss enthusiastic perhaps I should keep you waiting” he teases his mouth sucking marks along my neck and chest “ no please Eddie baby it’s been so long to long” I whine my fingers looping into his hair “ please I need you~” I beg fluttering my eyelashes down at him “ that’s all I needed to hear sweetheart “ he smirks standing up starting to undress

His body is like a dream so toned and muscled just as I remembered just with a few new tattoos scattered across his chest including my name written over his heart in the font risotto script my eyes light up at the sight of it running over each bold letter makes a giggle escape me as he turns to look at me “ what’s up princess “ he asks looking down at me his hair now tied up in a messy bun “ nothing “ I shake my head smiling “ you’re just as i remember “ I stand up kissing him passionately letting my fingers trace the letters of the tattoo “ this for me?” I ask our eyes meeting “ well it’s your name isn’t it” he smirks gently taking my hand and pressing it to his chest “ I got it so everyone knows this heart is yours” I kiss him more letting my hands fiddle with his belt buckle trying to unbuckle it “ I need you more than ever” I mutter against his lips a smirk travels through him as his hands tighten around my waist as I finally undo his trousers his hard cock springing free the tip red and dripping “ god I’ve missed you” his voice his breather as I sink down to my knees looking up at him through my eye lashes as I lean forward placing a kiss on his angry tip before taking it into my mouth wrapping my tongue around the under side of his cock he leans his head back a deep raspy moan escaping him as I begin to suck.

His hands run through my hair tightening his grip creating a makeshift ponytail as I begin to bob my head along his shaft taking him deeper into my mouth my hands grasping his thigh braising myself as he hits the back of my throat a small gag escapes me my eyes watering slightly from the impact as his hips jitter pushing him further “ ughhh fuck~” he groans his head leaning back more his face flushed as he looks down at me “ such a good girl~ your mouth was made for me” he smirks his voice gruff and full of pleasure as a moan escapes my lips vibrating around him causing him to thrust forward moving erratically my fangs grazing gently along the skin of his cock driving him mad “ fuck~ I’m gonna cum~” he moans out as I take him fully into my mouth one last time before he spills down my throat groaning loudly his body shuddering and trembling “ fuck~” he pants as I swallow around him taking everything I can before pulling back a combination of cum and spit still keeping me attached to the tip as I I look up at him eyes watery my tongue running along my lips a smile sneezing into my face “ so good” he smiles helping me up to my feet clashing our lips together I bite down on his bottom lip teasingly as he pushes me back onto the sofa standing over me a smug look on his face.

“ I need you Eddie~” I whine desperately wrapping my legs around his pulling him closer “ please ~” I smirk my voice hushed with seduction as he moves on top of me kissing me his hands pulling down my underwear throwing them across the room to join the pile of clothes “ wait no longer “ he smirks burying his face into my chest smothering my tits with kisses he closers his mouth around my nipple sucking on it as he lines his cock up with my needy cunt teasing my folds with the tip as he slaps it against my clit earning a small yelp from me, he pulls back my nipple between his teeth as he looks up at me

“ please Eddie enough teasing~” I beg wide eyed as he suddenly thrusts in shifting himself inside of me I gasp hands scratching at his lower back “ god you’re tighter than I remember ~” he groans shifting deeper into me “ ahhh~ Eddie~” I burry my face into his shoulder small moans escaping me as he begins to create a brutal pace our skin messily slapping together with every thrust “you feel so fucking good” he pants his breath heavy in my ear sending shivers through my body “ god I’m not gonna last Eds” i stutter my voice needy and high pitched “ I know baby I know” he coos thrusting harder into me starting to move faster than before “ just a little longer” he pants thrusting harder as my eyes start to flutter shut falling heavy as I feel everything with in me snap as I cum all over Eddie’s cock “ FUCK~” I cry out my body shivering under him as I clench around him like a vice he groans loudly fucking me through my high his orgasm creeping up on him “ so good baby, such a good girl” he moans blurting out praise as he can as he spills deep inside of me his cum painting my walls white as he lays on top of me his weight comforting as he wraps his arms around me “ I love you” he mutters quietly as my body continues to tremble beneath him “ I love you too” I whisper quietly my eyes heavy with love as I look up at him his fucked out grin making me giggle as he pulls out sitting up pulling me into his embrace holding me and comforting as he places a kiss on my head.

“ my perfect girl” he smiles down at me his hand running over my bare thigh “ I’ve missed this” he sighs quietly as I nod in agreement “ me too” I mutter quietly snuggling more into eddies embrace “never forget how much I love you y/n” he sits back our eyes meeting as I nod “ never” I repeat quietly a small smile on my lips as I fall back into his arms.

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writing-whenever-whatever · 23 days ago

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We’ll be ok sweetheart- I’ve always needed you

Eddie Munson x reader

Part 1 part2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6

part 7 part 8 part 9 part 10

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Summary : after months of watching from afar, you finally get caught. The others anxiety of your unexpected presence brings back everything that your new master dreaded

Warning : sleep walking, death, sadness, injury, scar, blood, anxiety, trauma, vecna.

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Months pass and Hawkins police start to allow people back into the town, yet as eddies trailer is still an active crime scene he can’t go back lucky for him Steve offered for everyone to stay with him in his place, it helps his parents are never home and it’s out at the edge of town there fore it wasn’t effected by said ‘earthquake’.

I follow them to his house, retreating to the woodlands surrounding his rather large house I fly up planting myself in above eye level in a tree i can hear everything that’s said. I stay there till night fall where I hear a sudden rustling from bellow I watch quietly as I see Eddie wandering out into the woods mumbling to himself I hear him quietly calling my name as I edge closer to him I realise he’s sleep walking his hands trembling at his sides “ y/n no please don’t leave me” he cries his face screwing up with such pain I gently take his hand squeezing it gently “ I’m right here eds” I whisper quietly as he seems to fold into my touch as I try to guide him back into the house my hand staying tightly holding onto his as he refuses to let go “ please don’t leave me again” he mutters quietly tears visible on his sleeping cheek “ I’ll always be with you” I reassure him as i open the back door to the house bringing him into the lounge where a girl sits in the arm chair up right her head shaven as her eyes stare at me.

“ I knew you were alive” her voice sends shivers through me as I stare at her “ who are you” I ask my head held high as I gently settle Eddie down onto the sofa where he returns to a peaceful sleep “ I think you know who I am y/n” she smiles “ I’m sure he told you about me” a timid smirk comes to my face “ eleven” the name rings through my head echoing in every corner of my brain .

Suddenly the lights in the lounge flick on causing me to cover my eyes protecting them from brightness stood in the door way is everyone gathered together staring at me “ how are you here I watched you die in eddies arms” Dustin stammers his mouth agape in shock as he steps a little closer “ guess I was just unlucky” I look down slightly biting into my bottom lip uncomfortably “ fuck this wasn’t meant to happen “ I sigh looking up at everyone

I turn trying to walk to the door to make an exit but Steve blocks my way out “ you’re not going anywhere, we deserve an explanation” he looks down at me his eyes staring into mine “ I don’t have much of an explanation I barely understand what happened myself all I know is that you left me to die alone and he brought me back because he thought I was too perfect to waste “ I look down again tears pooling in my eyes “ is that what he told you that we left you to die” Dustin asks stepping closer to me as I nod “ y/n I think you should sit down “ Nancy instructed reaching out to take my hand as Eddie finally starts to wake up he looks around confused looking around when his eyes meet mine I sick in a sharp breath feeling a stabbing pain in my lower gut.

“ y/n” his voice quivers as our eyes bore into each other “ hey Eds” I mumble finely sitting in the seat next to him “ this is a dream this isn’t real you died” he rambles as I gently place my hands on his cheeks holding his face in his grip “ this isn’t possible “ he sobs breaking down “ it seems like everything is possible at this point “ I look at him tears dripping down my face as he buries his head into my chest his arms hooking around me holding me so tightly as if he’s scared to let go.

“ can we be sure it’s really her” Mike speaks up stepping forward glaring down at me “ how do we know it’s not just one of vecnas illusions” I look up at them “ I’m not an illusion “ I glare at him my nails digging into my palms “ i know it’s her wheeler” Eddie snaps moving back “ I know my own girlfriend no matter what has changed about her it’s still her” he beams looking into my eyes “ what has changed “ Robin questions sitting back on the arm next to eleven “ she’s one of his creations, that’s what changed “ eleven looks at me as I let out a small whine resting my head in my hands.

“ when I woke I was so confused I had no clue where I was I had no memory, I heard him calling me to his side and for some reason I followed “ I look down “ I helped him recover and he pampered me calling me his queen teaching me my new ways of life but as weeks passed memories started to come back” I lean back into the pillows of the sofa brining my knees up to my chest “ you could have come back you could have found us” Nancy insists as I shake my head “ you think he wouldn’t realise his favourite pet was missing” I laugh looking up at her my fangs completely exposed “ you’re foolish” I rest my head back looking up to the ceiling

“ then how are you here now” Steve asks eye brows furrowing “ he sent me, I did as I was told to observe and watch to stay out of sight “ I let out a small sigh “ you failed at the last bit” Eddie looks at me his eyes soft full of emotion“ I heard you calling me it broke my heart I couldn’t stay away anymore I needed to touch you, to feel you. I needed you” I take a deep breath “ I’ve always needed you” my voice breaks and my strong face crumbling into sorrow.

“ please don’t leave me again “ Eddie holds my hand tightly in his grip as I sit there “ I don’t want to leave you” I sigh quietly “y/n we think it’s best you stay here “ eleven stands up walking towards me “ it allows us to monitor you and means we know when he’s coming “ she adds as Mike walks to her side “ el are you sure this is a good idea “ he looks down at her as she lets our a sigh “ it’s the best one we have at hand” she adds “ I think it’s best she’s never left unaccompanied “ Nancy says her eye brows knotting together as she looks at Eddie “ oh trust me nance now I’ve got her back she’s never leaving my side” he squeezes my hand tightly as she nods.

The rest of the night Eddie keeps me close to his side laying in his arms as he sleeps I lay awake listening to the comforting thrum of his heart beat.

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The next morning is quiet as sun beams through the windows birds sing as I sit up stretching my aching body my shirt lifts up slightly showing my scars I feel eddies hands running over them his eyes fixated on me with a tender look “ do they hurt” he asks his voice full of sleep “ not any more “ I respond quickly my hair falling into my face as i look down at him his hand reaching up rubbing gentle circles on my skin his chin resting in the crook of my neck “ I missed you so much baby you have no idea” his voice vibrates through me sending goosebumps over my skin as I nuzzle into him my arms wrapping around him when there’s a knock on the door.

“ you guys awake” Steve’s voice fills the room as the door creaks open I sit up more “ couldn’t sleep after last night “ he sighs walking into the room sitting on the bed opposite me and Eddie “ I’m glad your not dead and all but fucking hell” he looks at me his eyes scanning me trying to see something strange or different I smile at him baring my teeth all on show his eyes widen slightly as the light glints on my fangs “ shes always been a biter so that nothing new “ Eddie teases his hand pushing my hair out my face making me giggle resting my head back on his shoulder finally feeling safe for the first time in quite a while.

“ so what do you eat now” Steve asks his head resting on his hand as he leans forward extremely interested “ I eat meat and blood mostly” I look up at him as his face twists into an uncomfortable one “ I guess you don’t want these then” he holds out a bag of my old favourite lollies making me smile more gently taking them from his grasp “ thank you but I can’t eat them” I look down letting out a small sigh as he nods a realisation coming to his mind as he looks back up at me

“ there was a report of an officer dead drained of blood was that you” he asks his voice more urgent “ I may have had a small snack” I look down slightly “ but I wouldn’t do it to you guys I swear” i look up at him as he shakes his head “ this is crazy” he mutters “ trust me you have no idea” I giggle “ I fed off vecnas wrist for the first few weeks I was so desperate couldn’t even hunt for myself “ I play with eddies hair wrapping it around my fingers pulling it gently before making eye contact with Steve again “ he tasted oddly sweet for a scary dark monster man” I keep twiddling eddies hair around my fingers as Steve sits there listening “ he wasn’t a monster though he was just a man” I add making him sit back more “ what do you mean he was just a man” Steve asks frowning slightly trying to stay concentrated on my every word “ that exactly what I mean” I look at him confused at his question “ deep down within every monster or villain is a traumatised human” i hesitate for a second looking at Steve “ sometimes they feel comfortable enough to reveal their weakness to someone “ he nods trying to understand.

“ now Stevie are you done with all your questions “ I tilt my head as he lets out a laugh “ god you truly haven’t changed “ he smiles “ it’s good to have you back girly” I smile back at him “ just please don’t eat us” a voice adds from behind the door seeing Dustin stood there timidly holding back making me giggle “I promise I won’t” I smile at him finally climbing out of the bed and walking towards him I hug him “ thank you for looking after Eddie for me” he pulls back looking up at me he hits my arm “ that’s for leaving him” he hugs me back tightly “ and this is for coming back” his voice cracks as our eyes meet.

“ this is all going to be very new for all of you and yes it’s gonna be mad, crazy and in some ways fantastic but we need to adjust” Eddie states pushing himself of the bed looking wide awake and full of energy his grin wide as he twirls me into his grip i suddenly fall back getting caught but not by Eddie.

His voice is deep as he looks down at me vecnas blue eyes staring into mine “ you got caught” he growls his blond hair falling into his face as I stare up at him my body trembling “ I’m sorry” I mumble repeating myself over and over “ is that all you can say you’re sorry” he laughs sending chills down my body “ you’ve disappointed me” I shake my head “ please I’m sorry sir give me another chance” tears spill down my cheeks he hushes me quietly his rough hand wiping my cheek “ do better listen more do as you’re told” he snaps suddenly dropping me to the floor I keep falling into darkness till eddies shakes me out of it his eyes boring into me “ dear god you ok” he stares at me as blood drips from my nose and I let out a sob shaking my head “ you’re all in danger and I can’t do anything about it” I stutter looking around the room “ all I can do is watch “ I tremble as he holds me close to his chest hushing me rocking me in his embrace “ it’s ok we can sort his everything will be ok” he coos quietly breath hitting my ear keeping me close to him while Steve rushes out to warn the others.

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writing-whenever-whatever · 25 days ago

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Cursed Steve and Kas Eddie for @psychotic-nonsense as part of the @steddiebbang art exchange - ref x

#steve x eddie #stranger things #kas!eddie #eddie munson #steddie #steve harrington

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writing-whenever-whatever · 27 days ago

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Finding happiness amongst the madness

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Jace x targtower reader

Summery : you’re the youngest child of Viserys and alicent and are known to be alicents favourite before you were ten and five you were betrothed to Aemond but after aegon was crowned king of the seven kingdoms it was broken off to be able to marry you off to some lord for an alliance but after hearing of the news you fly off on dragon back and end up imprisoned by rhaenyra and her family where you slowly start falling for her oldest son and heir jacerys.

Warning : description of reader is auburn hair with strands of silver around the front her eyes are lilac she holds lots of her mothers features , was Aemonds betrothed, p in v sex, slapping, biting, blood, violence, imprisonment, praise, creampie, pregnancy, bastard,child birth,blood and cheese, not proof read

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At the time of my birth it is a late summer evening the sun is asleep and the moon was high in the sky my mother is full of stress as she paced around her bed chambers clutching her bump as her water breaks .

She believes my birth was one of her worst she was loosing so much blood and her screams echo through the keep as she pushed. my siblings huddle together in aegon’s chambers this night for comfort as they feared they’d loose her.

It takes hours till my cries filled the room and Im placed in my mothers arms she cradles me looking down at my scrunched up face as I cry. she runs her fingers over the tufts of auburn and silver hair a small smile spreading across her face before she passes me to the maid and I am taken away to let my mother rest for the night.

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As I grow older it became clear I am my mothers favourite shes always worried for me and holding me close. she lets me sleep next to her till I am four she holds me close to her chest all night as I listen to her heart beat to sooth myself to sleep.

When eventually I am made to sleep alone I developed a habit of biting and sucking on my fingers for comfort. aegon and Aemond found it funny and continuously tease me for it as I wander round the keep with my fingers in my mouth to sooth all my stresses and anxieties.

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When I’m five my dragon egg finally hatches a beautiful black and gold dragon with an extremely long tail and large wings shes so small at first and I sit playing with her till she grew big enough to stay in the dragon pit. my mother does not enjoy the fact I have a dragon and watches cautiously as I play with her making sure nothing bad happens.

As I sit playing with my tiny dragon aegon walks in he smiles down at me looking at my tiny dragon cough up a cloud of smoke “ what are you gonna call her y/n” he bends down to me gently strolling my dragons chin with his fingers making small cooing sounds to her “starfyre” I look up at him a sweet smile on my face “ it suits her” he smiles back at me taking my hand in his squeezing it gently

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When I was eight we were visiting drift mark for Laena velaryon’s funeral my mother would hold my hand tightly the whole time we were at the funeral no matter how much I would try to run off and explore she had a tight grip on my hand “ mother please I want to explore “ I looked up at her with big eyes a sigh escapes her lips as she bends down to me “ sweetling it’s not safe” I pout “ I’ll stay with aegon and Aemond “ she sighs again looking around for my siblings she walks over to them “ keep an eye on your sister” she looks at Aegon as she puts my hand into his and left before he could argue I looked up at him with a beaming smile and he can’t help but smile back.

That evening I sit next to aegon as he rests his head in my shoulder out on the balcony asleep in a drunken state I sit there comfortably happy to be away of mother’s watchful eyes.

That’s when I see Aemond sneak off and I get up laying Aegon down gently then i follow behind him without him even noticing I follow him to the beach hiding behind a rock watching as he claims vahgar as he takes off flying I watch as vahgar does flips and moves across the sky. I run up to him as he lands excitedly “ that was amazing “ my eyes glistening with happiness as I hug him he hold my hand “ what are you doing out so late y/n where’s aegon” he looks at me “ come lets go back inside and get you to bed” I nod following him back in through the dragon pit when we come face to face with baela, rhaena, Jace and Luce.

A fight soon breaks out Aemond punches baela and rhaena as they attack him I back against the wall of the cave crying in fear as I suck on my fingers trying to calm myself the boys then start to attack I try getting between them to stop the fight and end up getting my arm cut by Luce and punched in the face by baela it knocks me out making Aemond even more infuriated making the fight worsen to the point Aemonds eye gets cut out.

I wake up being carried into the castle by a guard I whimper quietly sniffling “ what’s going on where’s Aemond” I look around confused “ shhh princess it’s ok please don’t move you may make you injury worse” I stay still in his arms till we enter a room lit by a big fire and I see Aemond sat in a chair getting his eye stitched up I burst into tears and push my way out off the guards arms rushing to his side holding his hand my mother is stood infront of us pacing biting at her fingers “ it will heal won’t it maester” she questions her voice breathy and upset “ the flesh will heal but the eye will not” she turns swiftly to aegon “ and where were you” “me?” He questions looking at me in panic “ I wandered off from him mother I’m sorry” I look at her with big watery eyes “ this is my fault Aemond was taking me back to bed when the fight broke out” I tear up more Aemond squeezes my hand gently “ I stepped in trying to stop the fight and I made it worse “ I sob tears dripping down my face as I bing my hand up to my lips “ do not blame yourself sister I may have lost an eye but I gained a dragon”.

Rhaenrya rushes in followed by daemon going straight to Jace and Luce babying over their cuts and bruises ignoring Aemond sat in the chair “ who did this” she calls out another fight breaks out and there’s shouting and screaming filling the room till father screams out “ SILENCE” I see Jace whisper something to rhaenyra and she rises to her feet to face us “ y/n, Aemond I will have the truth if what happened”

we both look up at our father “ what else there to hear you children have been maimed and beaten and her sons are responsible “ our mother speaks out “ it was a terrible accident “ rhaenryra blurts out interrupting her “ accident “ our mother scoffs “ the prince lucerys brought a blade to the fight he meant to kill my children” rhaenyra raises her voice “ it was my sons who were attacked and forced to defend themselves “ I look up shaking my head “vile insults were levied against them” she snaps louder.

“ he called us bastards” Jace speaks out from behind his mother I look at my mother seeing panic rise on her face then the small smirk on Aemonds face. “ prince Aemond should be sharply questioned so we can find the origin of such a rumour” she insists looking at our father dead in the eyes “ over an insult my son has lost an eye “ mother glares enraged by the so called reason to attack her children.

Our father turns to Aemond looking down at him “ you tell me boy where did you hear such a thing” his voice is deep and angry the rage on his face scares me more “ it was aegon” is the only words to escape his lips that is the last words I hear before crashing onto the floor unconscious this whole time I was too distracted to notice the pool of blood dripping from my wrist that now is around me on the floor.

When I wake I’m in my bed chambers there is day light beaming through the window sir criston is stood the the end of my bed as I sit up “ princess how are you feeling” he looks down at me walking to my bed side “ I feel ok sir “ I smile sweetly “ is Aemond ok” i look up at him “ he is resting he will be healing for a while but he is a strong boy” i nod in agreement hugging sir criston gently “ thank you for checking in my sir criston” he rests his hand on the back of my head in a gentle and fatherly manner “ it is my job to keep you and your brothers safe im sorry I couldn’t do that last night “ he sighs slightly moving strands of hair out of my face as i look up at him “ it is ok sir criston everything is ok now” I smile sitting back down on the bed looking up at him smiling.

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7 years pass

I’m sat in the dragon pit reading next to starfyre resting my back against her warm scaled skin i’m still in my night gown as it is early hours of the morning I hear footsteps coming down into the pit I look up seeing Aemond I smile up at him “ good morrow brother” he walks to me “ sister it’s very early what are you doing up” he sits next to me ignoring starfyre’s low grumbles “ i couldn’t sleep” I rest my head on his shoulder “ok sweetling, what are you reading” he looks at the old book I’m holding “ the history of old Valyria” he smiles st me “ you’ve read this 5 times now” he chuckles at me I giggle back at him “ it’s just so interesting “ he takes the book from my hand “ come with me to the training yard” he pulls me up to my feet I turn to starfyre “Gīda shadow wind sagon sȳz” ( calm starefyre be good) I smile sweetly as she pushes her snout against me making me giggle.

We walk out of the dragon pit I hold Aemonds hand similarly to a child I stay close to his side as we re enter the keep “ brother is it today Rhaenyra and her bastards will be visiting” I look up at him curiously “ yes but keep your voice down sister you do not want father to hear you addressing them as such” he looks at me worried and I simply nod looking down he pulls my chin back up “ don’t be down sweetling I simply don’t want you to get into trouble “ we continue walking to the training yard where sir criston is already preparing to spire with Aemond.

As I let go of Aemonds hand and run to sir criston he catches me in his arms lifting me slightly as I hug him “ you’re joyful this morning princess “ he chuckles looking at my beaming smile “ isn’t she always” Aemond adds looking at me as I cling onto the kings guard “ there is more need for happiness in this world don’t you agree” I look at them both smiling “ I simply want to share a smile” I giggle as I let go of sir criston and take a seat by the edge of the training yard “ she’s here to watch sir criston as she refuses to go back to bed” he looks over to me a smirk playing on his lips “ why should I waist away in a bed when the sun is out and there are things to do” I look up at him raising my eyebrows as I run through my aubern and silver streaked hair pushing messy curly strands out my face “ gods you’re just like our mother” Aemond mutters under his breath before him and sit criston begin to fight

I watch intensely as Aemond and sir cristons swords clash together in a violent dance and clap as Aemond wins each time I look at him with a beaming smile “ oh well done brother you truly are an amazing swordsman” he smiles at me and runs his hand over my cheek “ thank you sister” I nuzzle gently into his hand taking in his warmth before i hear mother rushing down the steps into the training yard “ gods y/n you are indecent it is nearly mid day and we will have visitors soon” she takes my hand into hers “ I’m sorry mother I lost track of time “ I look up at her with my big wide eyes she can’t help but smile “ come we shall get you dressed say good bye to aemond you can see him later” she pulls me away “ goodbye brother see you later today “ I call out as she rushes me back inside.

she takes me back to my chambers “ now sweetling we’re all wearing shades of green what green dress do you want to wear” she opens my wardrobe pulling out several green dresses I look at an emerald green dress with long sleeves a square neck line and silver and gold embroidered flowers and vines around the edges “ I like this one” I point at it running my fingers over the embroidery she looks at my fingers grabbing my hand inspecting it seeing the bitten and bloodied skin on my fingers “what’s stressed you into this nasty habit again” she raises her eyebrow her voice soft and caring “ I don’t want to see my nephews mother they are horrible to me” she sighs looking at me “ it’s been a long time since you last saw them times had changed” I nod looking at her as she helps me dress “ thank you for helping me mother” I say breathlessly as she tightens the laces of my dress till it’s fitting my curved perfectly she then runs her fingers through my curls and neatens them up getting rid of the wild frizz that remained from my sleep.

“ my beautiful girl “ she looks at me smiling pride swelling in her eyes I hug her gently resting my head on her chest she wraps her arms around me holding me it makes me feel safe. “ when will they arrive so I can prepare myself “ she looks down at me still running her hand over my head “ in an hour at most” I nod looking up at her as I sit on the edge of the bed “ in the mean time I shall be in the library “ I get up giving my mothers cheek a kiss before walking out my room and down to the library

I open the doors to the library and see aegon asleep drunkenly on the table I look down at him walking to his side “Aegon wake up” I say softly and quietly so not to affect his raging hang over “ ugh sweet y/n my darling little sister “ he sits up his left cheek red as if it’s been slapped as he pulls me into his embrace making me giggle “ hello brother “ I look up at him he smells like wine and smoke meaning he’s been out “ we have an hour till we have visitors brother you need to get sorted “ he looks down at me and shakes his head tightening him grip around me “ I am fine as I am sister” I sigh as I sit in his arms just left to my thoughts as Aegon slips back into sleep I start to bite my fingers nervously thinking over the last time I saw Jace and Luce it was the night Aemond lost his eye I curl myself up against aegon feeling safe in his arms knowing he won’t let anything happen.

I spend the whole hour just cuddled up against Aegon his chin resting on the top of my head as I nuzzle into his chest for security when a maid enters the room and disturbs the peace “ prince princess your nephews have arrived with your sister” I look at Aegon he can see the anxiousness on my face as I chew on my fingers “ thank you you may go” he directs at the maid as he pulls my hand away from my mouth “ calm yourself sister it’s ok “ he voice calming and sweet I simply burring myself back into his chest.

A few hours pass and were summoned to the throne room i rise off aegons lap and flatten my dress with my hands before I hold aegons arm and we make our way to the throne room to meet our mother siblings and nephews.

When we walk to the front of the throne room I let go of aegons arm as he joins the side of his sister wife helaena and I join the side of Aemond, as my eyes drift across to Jace and Luce who are stood bent to thier mother and step father daemon they’ve grown a lot since we last met but so have I were no longer children really but there seems to be a remaining mischievousness present in their eyes as they look over at us end then up to the kings hand who’s sat in the throne as a stand in listening to vaemond velaryon state his case.

Suddenly the doors to the throne room burst open and father walks in hunched over struggling and unwell I gasp as he limps up the steps to the iron throne “ mother he should not be here he is not well enough to be here” I whisper into her ear she looks down at me “ don’t act like I don’t know that sweetling” she sighs quietly as she watches her husband struggle as he turns to Otto “ I shall sit the throne today”

Daemon walks to him helping him up to the the throne then placing the crown onto his head as Viserys sits there catching his breath I watch tears in my eyes as I feel Aemond take my hand into his i squeeze it for support .

Once he gains the strength to speak again he gasps out “ I must admit my confusion I don’t understand why propagations against a succession that has already been sorted the only one hear who has a say In such matters is the princess rhaenys “ he sounds breathless but his voice still echos through the hall with power as everyone turns to look at Raenys who steps forward “ indeed your grace” she says with confidence stepping further forward“ it was ever my husbands will that drift mark would pass down through sir laenor to his true born son” she pauses as vaemonds face twists in horror “ lucerys velaryon his mind never changed nor my support” she says pride in her voice as she pushes forward “ the princess has also just let me know of her choice to betroth her sins to mine and sir corlys’ granddaughters baela and rhaena a proposal I happily agree” there is a brief amount of whispers in the room as Viserys moves on the throne “ well the matter is settled again prince lucerys of house velaryon will remain the heir of drift mark “

rhaenys returns to her previous position as vaemond starts getting angered stepping out of line “ you break law to keep you daughter as heir do not tell me who deserves to inherit the name velaryon I will not allow it “ Viserys stares down at him “ don’t forget yourself “ he orders as vaemond stares daggers at him “THAT IS NO TRUE VELARYON and certainly no nephew of mine “ he shouts making me flinch back into Aemond “ you may run your house as you please but you won’t do it to mine my house survived the doom and gods be damned i will not see it end at the account of this” he pauses trying to watch his tongue “ HER CHILDREN ARE BASTARDS AND SHE IS A WHORE” there are gasps at his words and Viserys stands angered “ I’ll have your tongue for that”

Suddenly his head is struck off his shoulder and blood splattered across the floor I shreek burring my head into Aemonds chest he holds me there shielding me from the horror as they stare at the event that just happened “ he can keep his tongue“ daemons says smugly then I can hear my father grunting and whining in pain again and my mother panicking ordering to call the maesters.

After the events in the throne room I do not leave Aemonds side as he picks me up carrying me out the throne room keeping my face covered so I do not see vaemonds stilled headless body as he carries me out aegon and helaena following after us.

We go to the gardens after to get fresh air and have some drinks I sit down next to both aegon and Aemond as they drink cups of wine I sit there my chewing on my finger tips anxiously trying to get the image of the previous events out of my head “ sister have a drink” helaena says in her usual soft manor as she pushes a cup of wine towards me I nod picking it up and gulping the wine down quickly as I place the cup back on the table “ thank you hels” I smile sweetly it’d been so long since we’ve all sat together just us it’s comforting “ I would say that the trial went unexpectedly” Aegon looks over everyone “ yeh I know such violence should have never of happened “ I look at him the back down at my hands starting to bite and suck at the raw skin of my fingers “ father seems to be getting worse “ Aemond states “ I hate to say he may not have long left” he continues I nod feeling bad admitting it “ he requested us all to be at dinner tonight” helaena says playing with a small spider that crawls up her arm I look at my brothers “ please do not start anything with our nephews” I look at them with big puppy eyes “ we won’t do anything unless they start it” Aemond says through slight gritted teeth I lean up to his cheek and kiss it “ that is fine with me” I smile as his jaw relaxes under my touch.

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It comes to dinner and we maje our way to the dining hall my brothers both keeping a close protective eye on me as I run ahead to see sir criston near the door “ is everyone in there or are we early sir Criston” I look up at him nervously “ everyone but your father is here princess “ I nod “ will you eat with us sir Criston “ I smile sweetly holding his hand In mine “ that is kind of you princess but it would be inappropriate for me to do so I have a duty that I must do” I nod looking down and giving him a small hug “ maybe another day then” I sigh slightly into his ear as he lets me go as my siblings are behind me he opens the door and we all walk in.

I see mother and Rhaenyra sat next to an empty gap for father to be sat next to rhaenyra is daemon then next to mother is Otto. Luce and Jace are sat next to thier betrothed and there are four spare seats for us to sit in I look at Aemond and go on my tiptoes to whisper into his ear “ may I sit next to you brother” I struggle to stay on my tiptoes it makes him chuckle slightly “ of course sister” we sit at the head of the table then aegon next to Jace and helaena next to him . Once we’re all settled the doors open and father is carried in on a rather lavish gold chair we all stand until he is settled in the floor i wait for mother to sit then follow in her actions.

“ how good it is to see you all tonight together “ father states his voice exhausted and gruff “ prey before we begin” mother suggests looking over the table for any argument “ yes” father agrees as she clutches her hands together I do the same and Aemond clutches his hands over mine “ may the mother smile down on this gathering with love may the smith mend the bonds that’s been broken for way too long and to vaemond velaryon may the gods give him rest “ mother says proudly before looking over at rhaenyra with a look of disappointment.

“ this is a call for celebration a betrothal between my grandsons and thier cousins will mend the bonds between our houses a toast to the young princes and thier betrothed “ father says confidently as daemon raises his glass “ hear hear” he sounds cheerful as we clink cups I give aegon aside glance as I see him whispering to Jace “ a further toast to prince lucerys a future lord of the tides” there’s more clinks from cups as I look up at Aemond at his displeasure I hold his hand under the table as we sip on our wine and Aegon continues to whisper to Jace no matter how hard I glare at him.

Father stands with great difficulty as he huffs deep breaths “ an oath gaddens my heart and fills my heart with sorrow to see your faces around the table the faces dear to me “ I look at my siblings scoffing slightly trying to remember the last time our father even bothered to spend time with us “ you’ve grown so distant within the years past “ he starts to remove the golden mask that covers half of his face I see the look of discomfort on my mothers face and it starts making me uncomfortable if what’s to come.

As he removed it showing his scarred and rotting face I can’t help but look away “ my own face is no longer handsome but tonight I want you all to see me as I am as a king a father a brother a husband and grandsire who may not walk for much longer” there is a breif silence as I still can’t bring myself to look at his face “ let us not hold I’ll feelings in our hearts the crown can not stand strong if the house of the dragon remains divided set aside your differences for the sake of the old man who loves you” he slowly sinks back into his seat

I kind of sit zoned out after that staring at my shoes under the table as people start raising their cups for toasts I only move to drain my cup of wine. My attention is drawn back when Jace stands up slamming his hands on the table making me jump then Aemond stands up “ to prince Aemond and prince aegon we have not seen each other in years but have pleasant memories of our shared youth and as men’s I hope to be friends and alleys to you and your families health dear uncles” he raises his cup and sips it with a sarcastic grin “ to you as well “ are the dull words that escape aegon’s lips as I pull aemond back down to his seat .

Then more toasts carry on to baela and rhaena from helaena words of wisdom of marriage that drains aegon of his confidence then music behind at the kings request.

Jace walks to helaena giving her a hand offering to dance I stare at them as they dance feeling bored as I stay in my seat “ come join us sister “ helaena giggles looking at me I look up at Aemond he simply nods as I rise from my seat and go to join my sister and begin to dance with her and Jace

When helaena sits back down I continue to dance with Jace smiling happily as people watch us until father is taken out the room.

Then suddenly Aemond stands slamming the music to a halt I look over at him concerned “ final tribute “ everyone stares at him I sigh under my breath “ no please no Aemond” I shake my head slightly “ to the health of my nephews Jace Luce and Joffrey each of them handsome wise …. strong come let us drain our cups to these three strong boys” Jace glares raising his voice“ I dare you to say that again “ “ why ‘twas only a compliment “ he strolls over to Aemond I follow him “ no no no have please don’t “ I try pulling him back but he pushes me back making me hit the floor hard “ do you not think your self strong “ then luce raises angrily as Jace punched Aemond in the face just to be slammed to the floor then aegon slams Luce to the table.

Alicent pulls him to the side scolding him as Rhaenyra orders her sons to go to thier chambers I sit up on the floor grabbing my handkerchief to tend to the bloody nose I’d received from hitting the floor “ why do I always seem to get hurt in these things I never do anything but always get injured the night in the dragon pit and now this” I glare daggers at Luce and Jace as they leave the room soon followed by an angered Aemond who skulks off.

My mother wraps her arms around me “ let me see sweetling” she pulls the handkerchief away from my nose revealing that its already bruising and still bleeding “ helaena go with your sister make sure she’s ok” she nods to her as helaena comes to me taking my hand and we walk out leaving the so called adults to it.

“ I hate family reunions “ i grumble “ i warned him not to start anything I know that he is a jealous man but i had his permission to dance with have and i know that Jace was the first to punch but why does this always happen” I tear up she hugs me “ shhh sister it’s ok im sorry “ she holds me close as i just cry into her we get to the maesters room and she knocks on the door “ maester her nose is bruised and bleeding could you help” she asks as she brings me into his room siting me down he looks over my nose feeling it “it’s not broken “ he looks at me “ good “ I sigh smiling sweetly “ thank you maester”. Once the bleeding had stopped me and helaena leave going back to my chamber.

That evening Jace knocks on my door as I’m sat in bed in my night gown “ enter” I say through the door as it opens I seem shocked to see Jace stood there “ nephew why are you here “ I look at him pulling the blankets to cover me more “ I came to apologise for my actions “ he steps in closing the door “ how is your nose aunt “ he walks to me sitting on the end of the bed “ it is bruised but not broken “ I look at him “ if it was broken Aemond and aegon would have killed you” I giggle looking at him

“ me and my family are leaving going back to dragon stone so this will be good bye for now “ I nod looking at him “ I hope you have a safe journey Jace “ I smile sweetly as I move to his side “ next time we meet i do hope there isn’t another fight “ I look up at him as I kiss his cheek before he leaves “ goodbye Jace” I smile as he leaves without saying a word .

I simply roll my eyes after he leaves rinsing my mouth out with a cup of wine as Aemond walks out of the shadows of my room shirtless in his nightly attire “ you do not need to be so sweet to him sister “ I look up at him as he comes to my bed side laying in the space next to me cuddling me “ I am sweet to all brother it is polite” I nuzzle back into him as he holds me “you’re my betrothed sister you should hate who I hate “ I look up at him tapping the side of his face gently “ I hide my hatred well brother it is the best way to get through life without conflict “ he smiles at me “ clever girl” he kisses my neck gently before laying back pulling me to lay on his chest to sleep.

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It’s early morning when I wake the sun is barely up and the birds are singing in the distance I sit up pulling my legs into my chest slightly after having a bad dream I look at Aemond who sleeps so peacefully that I don’t want to wake him.

I get up and slip out of bed hearing footsteps outside in the corridors I follow them to outside the council room I hear Otto my grandfather talking addressing the council men I peak in seeing my mother sat at the head of the table. I listen in staying quiet with my fingers in my mouth to help me concentrate on what’s being said I can hear limited things “ we grieve for Viserys the peaceful” there’s a long pause and I can’t hear what’s been said “ but he has left us a gift in his final breath he told the queen he wants his son aegon to succeed him as king “ I gasp and quickly rush back to my chambers trying to stay quiet but my bare feet are loud on the floor as I run back.

I open the door of my room “ Aemond, Aemond wake up “ I shake him trying to be gentle but my voice is urgent “ what is it sweetling can’t you see I’m sleeping “ he grumbled “ father is dead and aegon will be king” he sits up suddenly wide eyed “ what makes you say such things “ his voice slightly angry “ I heared them say it in the council room I promised wouldn’t lie” he looks at me getting up from the bed he rests his hand in my cheek as we hear loud voices yelling from the council room

Aemond takes my hand and we go back to outside the council room to see lord Beesbury making a scene shouting “ I WILL HAVE NO PART IN THIS” as sir Criston grabs him from behind forcing him down cracking his head on the table I stare into the room in horror hiding all sounds with my hands Aemond holds me by the shoulders as a sense of comfort “ let us have lord beesbury removed “ the maester insists but Is interrupted by Otto “ no the doors remain shut till we finished our business “ his eyes drifting to the door seeing a flash of my auburn hair through the crack before he turns his attention back to the council.

We rush off from the doors of the council room I hold onto Aemond “ this will cause war and you know it” I look at him “ how can we stop this” I look up at him my hands shaking slightly still in shock of everything “ we can not do anything y/n” he looks down at me his voice filled with pity I simply nod sitting back on the bed “ where is aegon” I look up at him a slight look of concerned in my eyes “ is he in the keep” my voice quivering slightly “ I can’t be certain but I think I saw him sneaking out as our nephews were leaving “ I nod biting my skin out of stress “ we need to find him” I look at Aemond “ no you aren’t going anywhere it’s not safe for you out there at this time I will go with sir Criston and we will find him” he strokes my cheek gently “ I promise you he’ll return safely” I nod looking at you “ I trust you to do that Aemond “

Hours past and both Aemond and sir Criston have gone looking for aegon I sit with my mother on the floor as I let her braid my hair “ mother you know this will cause conflict “ I look up at her slightly “ yes I do know but sometimes peoples decisions change and that’s what happened with your fathers” she continues with my hair “I need to talk to both you and Aemond later “ she sighs a slight sorrow in her voice “ after the coronation we’ll talk “ she ties off the braid and kisses the top of my head “ why not talk to me now “ I look up at her “ I need both of you present “ “ oh ok is it serious “ my eyebrows furrowing slightly “ quite but we will not discuss it alone” she gets up from her chair and walks out her room

As I walk into the corridor following my mother I see Aemond dragging aegon into the keep through the keep “ thank the gods” mother looks at him relieved “ I do not wish to be king mother do not make me” Aegon looks full of sorrow face reddened either from drunkness or tears “ sometimes we have to do things we don’t want to you should feel blessed to be granted such a title “ she puts her hands on his face “ father had 20 odd years to grant me as his heir and he didn’t why did it change” he looks at her with weepy eyes “ perhaps out of spite or to cause a further divide in the family” I look at him from behind mother a small smile on my face.

I walk to aegon and hold his hand “ let us go get ready “I look at him taking a deep breath as we start walking to his chambers “ I’m sorry this is happening brother “ I look up at him “ it’s not your fault sister “ he looks down at me the maids make their way into his room dressing him in black clothes with the Targaryen crest in the centre of his chest and there are gold chains holding the dark cape to his shoulders. “ you look handsome brother “ I look up at him running my fingers through his messy silver hair “ what are you wearing sister” he looks at me “ you can choose if you’d like brother” I look at him smiling sweetly “ helaena is wearing silver Aemond black and mother green what do you think I should wear” he looks me up and down he then turns to the maids and whispers a few minutes later a dark silver gown with emeralds around the waist, wrists and neck line “ this is beautiful aegon “ I look at him giving him a hug “ anything for my sweet sister” he smiles as the maids dress me into the silver gown tightening the laces to fit my figure. I take aegons hand in mine “ you’ll be an amazing king aegon trust me “ I smile sweetly “ I need to go to the dragon pit to join the others I’ll see you there” I kiss his cheek gently before running off.

I join my mother and siblings in the dragon pit standing with Aemond and helaena waiting for the small folk and the lords to join us and witness the events .

As aegon walks down the isle and the kings guard raise their swords till he reaches the front of the dragon pit standing next to mother who watches with a smile on her face as she takes aegon’s face in her hands and places a gentle kiss atop of his head then guides him forward Otto looks at him curling his lip as a gesture to instruct him to kneel which aegon follows I look over at him watching everything happen

“ may the warrior give him courage may the smith led strength to his sword and shield“ I see helaens looking at aegon the same way I am I reach out taking her hand in mine as we both watch him “ may the father defend him in his need may the crone lift her shining lamp and light his way to wisdom “ then the crown is passed to sir Criston who holds it in his hands “ the crown of the conqueror passed down through generations “ I heared aegons breath hitch and become heavy as it’s lifted above his head i do not notice how tight im squeezing helaenas hand until the crown is placed on aegons head “ Aegon Targaryen is the true heir to the iron throne “ whispers echo through the hall and I squeeze helaenas hand tighter she looks at me whispering “ y/n you’re hurting me” I instantly let go giving muffled apology as Aegon rises to his feet turning to us we all bow and curtsy out of respect “ all hail his grace” is announced by the man of the gods Aegon turns to the small folk as the bells chime “ Aegon the king” sir Criston declares loudly as people start to clap and cheer to his surprise he turns raising his sword in victory.

suddenly there is a low grumble and the ground begins to shake violently then rubble bursts from the ground as meleys climbs from the pits below ridden by Raenys as the dragon crashes forward through the pit towards where we stand the small folks screaming in horror as they run for safety mother steps infront of Aegon protectively

Aemond infront of me and helaena, holding the hilt of his sword preparing to attack as the great beast opens its mouth as if to breath flames but instead a warning raw erupts from it before taking off out of kings landing.

I stand there hands shaking looking over my family as small tears flow down my cheeks Aemond turns to me “ do not show weakness sweetling “ he wipes my tears with his hand “ I thought we were all gonna die” I breath heavily “ I told you this would come to no good “ I look at my mother “ and you ignored me” I glare slightly before walking back out of the pit and to the keep.

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Later that evening I’m sat in my chambers I’ve gotten out of the uncomfortable extravagant gown and I’m now in my night gown curled up in bed under the covers ignoring anyone who comes in or knocks on the door until my mother and Aemond come into my room.

“ y/n please sit up darling we need to talk” mother says her voice gentle and caring I sit up looking at her “ what is this about “ I look at her “ it’s about yours and Aemond betrothal” I look at Aemond and he seems slightly taken aback “ we will have to call it off” she says with a deep sigh I get up angry “ WHY MOTHER HOW DARE YOU” I glare at her “ we will need to you both for alliances” I look at Aemond who looks fine about the matter “ how dare you use me for a benefit of the crown” I tear up “ listen sister we must do what’s best for the family” Aemond says trying to reach out to mr and walk out of my room

I go down to the dragon pit and climb onto starfyre “ Sōvegon starfyre gaomagon daor jurnegon arlī sepār sōvegon” ( Fly starfyre do not look back just fly ) and taking off without looking back. As the sun starts to go down I continue flying even though the wind picks up and turns cold as we fly further east till my dragon gets exhausted and starts to give up mid air her wings stop fapping and we slowly start falling down till we crash to the floor hitting land.

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I wake up to hearing voices as I lay on the floor shivering slightly as I open my eyes to see men in kings guard uniform but Its obvious im not in kings landing anymore “ what are we meant to do with her being here” one of them says “ bring her to the castle and see what the queen says” I feel like I’m being lifted up “ what’s going on” I cough slightly my body aching from the fall “ silence do not speak unless spoken to” he glares down at me I shake my head struggling as I put pressure on my left foot I let out a scream of agony not realising how broken it is as I nearly black out from the pain.

I come back to my senses when I feel the warmth of being inside and the lack of wind hitting my body I look around realising I’m in the castle of dragon stone the guards drag me into the council room and drop me on the floor I yelp fresh tears of pain spilling down my face.

I try pushing myself back up I see rhaenyra stood at the head of the table “ your grace we found her on the beach her dragon was next to her but has been relocated by the dragon tamers “ she turns to face them looking down at me “ thank you, you may go now “ she addresses the guard before walking over looking at me “ y/n “ she bends down to my level “ rhaenys has informed me of aegons new position is this true” her voice cold and stern “ he did not want it” I keep facing the floor not looking at her “ mother forced him” she smiles slightly “ I thought such but he still took my throne my birth right and is willingly acting in my place“ she stands back up.

“ why are you here “ she looks down at me again “ are you here to bend the knee to the true queen “ I laugh slightly “ I’d never betray aegon i just needed a break I wasn’t expecting to crash here” she glares at me “ you’d rather stay loyal to a usurper than pledge loyalty to the true hier” she turns her back “ war is coming y/n and you know it “ i but in “ I’ve had enough of hearing of war and alliances I will not be sold off for an army by my mother I refuse it and I will not be an ally to you” I spit my words full of fury as I think of both what rhaenyra is saying now but also what I was informed about the day before by my mother.

“ why did I have to land here” tears start to spill down my face again “ I do not want to be home but I definitely do not want to be here “ I wipe my tears “ you will be staying here for a long while now so you should enjoy making it your home “ she smiles down at me a sadistic look on her face “please do not hurt me” I look up at her feeling completely pathetic “ oh we won’t unless it’s necessary” she calls the guard back “ take her to the room at the highest peak and lock the door “ she instructs I get lifted back “ no please just let me go I can not do this” I sob “ you should have never left your home little girl” how tone bitter as u get dragged out of the room.

They climb up so many sets of stairs till they get to a bed chamber it has no window and the only way in or out is the door a candle being the only light source as they open the door they push me inside locking it behind me I bang on the door “ OPEN THE DOOR YOU CAN NOT DO THIS “ I scream loudly banging against the door more and more till I get exhausted and drag myself to the bed in the room collapsing onto it sobbing till I fall asleep.

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Weeks pass and I’ve been left alone the whole time with food and water being put in the room through a small crack in the door but I haven’t eaten any out of rebellion I sit holding myself in bed resounded by darkness just mumbling to myself and chewing on the skin around fingers.

I am startled by the sound of the door suddenly open I pull the covers up over my head as a way to hide myself as I hear a familiar voice “ y/n” I peak over the edge of the covers the light coming from the outside of the door blinding me “ Jace” I mumble quietly as I see him getting closer he sits next to me i look at him my hands shaking “ what’s going on” I look at him tears glistening in my eyes .

There’s a brief moment of silence “ it seems to be getting darker nowadays” he looks at me running his hand through my curls that are slightly knotted and matted “ i always end up in these messes don’t I “ I look at him it makes him chuckle slightly “ it seems that way doesn’t it “ I rest my head on him he can feel my body shaking in weakness “ you need to eat y/n” he looks at me his face twisting with concern I shake my head “ tis the only thing I can control in this place“

he sighs at me shaking his head slightly “ all you need to do is bow to my mother and you won’t be locked in this room “ I sob slightly “ never I can not turn my back on my brothers“ he sighs slightly “ there seemed to turn their back on you “ i look at him anger rising in me “ you lie” I call out “ I wouldn’t lie to you” I shake my head starting to get aggressive punching at him he grabs my wrists pinning them above my head so my back is flat against the bed fresh tears dripping down my face as he suddenly leans down planting a strong kiss upon my lips I kiss back letting my body go limp under him.

He lets go with one of his hands holding my wrists in one he strokes my cheek gently “ shhh aunt get some rest” he gets up letting go complete I sit up suddenly“ don’t leave” I sound so desperate for his company “ I’m not going anywhere “ he coos gently closing the door before coming back to sit next to me taking me in his arms and holding me close to him I lay on m him similarly to how I’d lay on Aemond just laying in his arms feeling safe forgetting about everything.

I lay there resting for hours till I hear the door open again I open my eyes seeing baela in the door way “ jacerys why are you laying with the enemy “ she looks at him disapproval present on her face “ baela she is not the enemy, y/n has never done anything wrong the only thing is that she was granted with the greens as family “ he looks at her holding me slightly closer “ i am loyal to you baela do not get jealous “ he smiles as she turns away “ do not forget who you’re betrothed to” she says as she walks away. I look up at Jace “ you do not have to stay with me I do not want you to get on the bad side of baela “ he runs his fingers through my hair “ don’t be silly “ he looks at me “ she doesn’t need me right now you do” he smiles sweetly and I can’t help but smile back “ thank you for being kind to me” I rest my head back on him “ tell me aunt what was happening when you were in the keep “

I pause for a moment thinking “ well me and Aemond were betrothed to each other we were expected to get married within the next year. The night after you left the keep I heard news of my fathers death in the council room I heard that my mother heared his final words granting aegon as his hire I went back and told Aemond I begged him to do something but he said we couldn’t then after the coronation mother came to my chambers and told me she was withdrawing mine and Aemonds betrothal “

I go quiet taking a deep breath “ she was to sell me off for an army to any old lord” he looks at me sighing “ you deserve better than that better than Aemond also” he strokes my head “ I don’t know where I stand anymore I feel alone” he smirks slightly but it soon vanished “ you have me” he coos kissing my fore head slowly making me melt into his palm like putty to be moulded into what ever he wanted.

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A few months pass me and Jace grow extremely close and I start to feel loyal to him. even though within the last few months I haven’t been able to leave the room I haven’t been cared for much but I’ve finally started to eat even if it’s just small amounts I do it to make Jace happy over my own health.

When I’m alone I spend my time sleeping, praying or just thinking I would lay in bed just thinking of why my family haven’t tried to find me or how my dragon is or of what I could be doing right now.

This time I’m sat on the floor on my knees hands clasped together as I prey when the door swings open “ sorry sweet girl I didn’t mean to interrupt you “ jaces voice sounds like music as it breaks through the silence I sit up and look at him with a smile “ no no you weren’t interrupting” he walks in “ I’m sorry it’s been so long “ he strokes my cheek gently “ I do not mind” I smile

He sits down “ I have spoken to my mother about starting to let you out of your room “ I look at him wide eyed “ what did she say “ I hold his hand tightly “ she said yes as long as I am by your side “ I nod excitedly he holds my hand standing back up “ come then let us leave this room” I get up following him as he leads me out the room the fresh air and the sun hitting my skin.

he walks me down to the council room where his mother and everyone else is already my hair is matted and my nightgown is dirtied and ripped my body has lost a lot of weight but I do not care at this point as we enter the room all eyes are on me I see daemons sadistic grin on his face “ gods she’s a mess imagine if her mother saw her like this” he laughs I look down slightly ashamed at what has happened to me as Jace steps infront of me “ enough daemon she has been through enough “ he pulls a chair out for me and I sit down “ I have asked Jace to bring you here to request something from you y/n” Rhaenyra’s voice is loud and informative I look up at her with big eyes listening to her every word

“ you have become quite loyal to my son jacerys and I want you to do something for him “ I nod looking at her “ I want you to go back to kings landing and be a spy informing us of every action that takes place every plan do you understand “ I look at her “if I’m caught I’ll be in big trouble and you know that ” i look up at Jace as he rests his hand on my shoulder “ but I will do what i can for jacerys not you“ I sigh slightly she smiles “ good but before you go back we will need to make sure that alicent can not give you to a lord for an alliance we will have to make sure you her precious little girl is spoiled” her face twists slightly looking at Jace giving him a small nod

“ I do not understand what you mean” I look confused as Jace takes my hand “ come y/n” he pulls me up guiding me out the room “ Jace what are you doing where are we going “ I look so confused as we enter his bed chambers “ I am to take your Maidenhead “ he looks at me I look shocked “ we are not married it is a sin” I gasp slightly “ that is the point” he sighs “ I promise I’ll be gentle “ he slips my night gown from my body “ lay down on the bed with your legs spread “ he instructs sternly I hesitate for a moment “ I don’t be as kind if you disobey me y/n” I quickly move back onto the beck laying down spreading my legs as he stands there observing me undressing himself.

He runs his hand down my chest taking my breast into his hand and squeezing it gently then moves his other hand lower till he reaches my mound he slowly rubs my clit in small circles I look up at him gasping slightly at the pleasure that washes over me as he inserts a finger I whine clutching at his forearm for comfort “ arms above your head y/n” he barks I do as I’m told moving them above my head as he soon adds another finger I let out small moans and whines as please and pain combine into one he seems to arch his fingers in a manner where they hit the spot within me which makes me start to squirm moaning loudly till he removes his fingers.

He moves up my body putting his fingers into my mouth “ I remember how you like to suck on your fingers for comfort so now you will suck on mine” he smirks teasingly as he lines his cock up with my entrance he pushes in I let out a muffled scream as I bite down on his fingers slightly “ shhhh focus on my fingers not the pain you feel “ he coos staying still till I’ve adjusted to the size of his tip then he pushes in more till the base of his cock is fully within me he tilts his head looking at me cooing more “ it’s ok y/n see it’s ok” he smirks a few moments pass and he slowly starts moving at a steady pace each time he thrusts it draws despite and needy moans from my lips “ oh god I’m gonna ruin you” he smirks looking down at me listening to every sound that escapes my mouth around his fingers.

He starts getting rougher and his pace becomes faster thrust more vigorously into me “ OH GODS~” I cry out moaning breathlessly as he starts biting down on my neck leaving dark red marks and deep bloody bite marks “ that’s it good girl~” he grumbles into my ear pounding harder into me I feel everything tightening I screw my eyes shut which earns me a slap to the face “NO no eyes open” he demands still moving I open my eyes again “ AAAA~JACE~” I cry out tears building in my eyes as he pounds harder “ that’s it say my name~” he moves faster hitting my gspot over and over till he feels me tightening around him as he pulls out

I let out a whine at the feeling of emptiness till he pulls me over making me go onto my stomach he kisses my neck then bites my shoulders so hard I let out a shriek he lines him self up and thrusts in pounding into me harder this time from a new angle I start moaning louder and louder as he holds onto my hips with bruising force as he pulls me back into his hips I can hear our skin slapping to getting between my loud moans and haves animalistic growls “ FUCK JACE~” I cry out loudly feeling my body grow tighter as he lands a hard slap across my ass as he pulls me back against him harder and harder he can feel my walls clamping around him as my moans change pitch getting higher and higher my eyes roll back in my head “ PLEASE JACE PLEASE ~~” I scream out “ I’m gonna cum~~” he groans into my ear pounding into me more as something snaps within me and I release around him “ that’s it good girl~” he moans as his thrusts grow sloppy and he follows through soon after releasing his seed deep within my womb.

As he pulls out I release a small hiss of discomfort as my body is filled with exhaustion “ you may stay here to rest but mother expects you to be on your way by morning all the information you gain comes straight to me do you understand “ he whispers into my ear “ yes sir” I mumble tiredly before letting my body give in to sleep.

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I wake up as dawn hits and sun beams through the windows I sit up slightly stretching my legs and arms as I look over to Jace who is still sleeping soundly I get up putting my night gown back on “ why are you up so early “ I hear him grumble sleepily against the pillow “ the sun is up so I am up” I look at him as he forces himself up from the bed

“ are you leaving” he looks at me with shock in his eyes “if that’s what you want from me” he gets up and wraps his arms around me holding me in his tight embrace “ stay a while longer till the sun is fully in the sky” he insists pulling me back to the bed I lay next to him my head flat on his chest “ you did so well last night” he places a kiss atop of my head “ I’m sorry we let you become such a mess over the last few months but it’s what’s needed” I nod looking at him the distant memory how rough and loud he was last night now topped with his loving gentle smile that plasters across his lips.

“ I understand why it’s needed you do not need to apologise “ I whisper against him “what will you do when youre gone “ he looks at me “ I will return to the red keep and try to get every bit of information that I can “ I look at him “ that’s not what I meant what will you do “ he asks again “ I guess return to regular life” I sigh slightly “ what will you tell them “ he runs his hand through the knots in my hair trying to detangle them with his fingers “ I will tell them what they already know and let them read between the lines as my belly becomes more swollen with your seed by the day “ I giggle quietly as he kisses me passionately “ how I would love to see that and the looks on their faces” he chuckles against my lips his hands running down my back.

As the sun hits the highest point of morning we both get up and leave his chambers to the council room where Rhaenyra is stood “ y/n are you ready “ she looks at me raising a brow I simply nod looking back at Jace “I will do what I can” I say again my voice wavering slightly she walks to me taking my arm in hers as we walk to the dragon pit Jace following behind to where starfyre rests as we enter the smell of smoke and dragon fills my nose it brings a smile to my face I turn back to Jace I give him a tight hug “ be good” he whispers into my ears slapping my ass with his hand “ I can try” I mumble as I pull away from him “ good bye jacerys” I look at him with watery big eyes “ you’ll hear from me soon enough sweetling do not stress” he smiles softly as I go to starfyre.

She lifts her head at the sight of me her nose puffing smoke as I reach out stroking her scales “ It’s issare iā while dōna riña i Eman missed ao” (It’s been a while sweet girl I’ve missed you) she nuzzles her head against me making me giggle “Iksi jāre lenton” ( we’re going home) I smile as I mount onto her back “ Sōvegon” (fly) I order as she takes off out the cave I hold on with all my strength holding my body low against her warm scales as we fly back to kings landing and towards the keep.

The hours pass fast as we finally reach the pits of the keep I land there stumbling slightly as I dismount starfyre her low grumble echoing through the rocky pit as I hear rushed footsteps coming into the pit as I see my mother and sir Criston enter I put on the act letting the built up tears from months of being alone spill from my eyes as I collapsed on the floor under my own body weight “ oh my poor sweet girl “ my mother rushes to me holding me in her arms “I’m so sorry they did this to you” she says tears swelling in her eyes as she runs her hand over my cheek “ why didn’t you come why didn’t you try to save me” I sob uncontrollably “ we were going to we were getting the men” she holds me “ do not think we would have left you” Criston speaks up leaning down I wrap my arms around him letting them shake with weakness “ your safe now princess” he insists picking me up and walking me into the keep.

As he holds me in his arms practically cradling me like a baby I see both Aemond and aegon stop in the hall staring at my frail frame they follow after Criston as he walks to the maesters office laying me down on the bed “ the princess has returned maester please check over her see what condition she’s in” the maester walks towards me I start panicking screaming and kicking as he lays his hands on me

Aemond grabs me holding me close “ shhhh sister it’s ok hush” he coos in my ear trying to calm me my body is shaking aggressively “ I don’t want it please no” I sob into him “ we won’t force you “ ageon looks at the maester waving him away with a harsh look on his face until he looks back at me his face falling gentle again. “ mother get the maids to run a bath I shall help clean her myself “ Aemond demands looking at me I bury myself into him gently as mother rushes off.

I look up at Aemond “ I’m sorry I ran off and got myself caught “ I whine quietly he strokes my head “ do not blame yourself “ he whispers gently lifting me back up walking to my chambers where there are made running a hot bath I look around the room my things have been moved around everything is different “ this isn’t my room” I mumble under my breath “ it is your room sweetling things have just been moved “ I shake my head

he places me on the floor “ can you take off your night gown “ he looks at me as I lift off my night gown leaving me nude I hold onto his arm as I step into the burning hot water “ it is too hot sister” he warns but I lower myself down with out being bothered I sit in the water washing the dirt from my skin.

“ Aegon wishes me to go to storms end to create an alliance “ I look up at him “ what will you give them in return “ I raise my eye brow as I feel him running his hands through my hair detangling the knots in the water “ in return I will marry one of lord Gendry Baratheon’s daughters “ I look up at him my eyes big my heart feeling like it’s being twisted out my chest “I guess you must do what is best for the family “ I mumble he smiles slightly “ I’m glad you’ve come to your senses sister” he continues to help me get clean.

“ when are you leaving to go their” I look up at him “ in a few days but I can push it back if you wish” I shake my head “ do not let me ruin your plans” I stand up getting out the bath and walking around my room not bothering to cover myself. Aemond looks at me seeing every bruise, cut and hickey on my skin he lets out a sigh “ what did those bastards do to you” I stare out the window of my room in a daze “ I do not know” I say quietly he sighs walking to me “ get some rest sister “ he looks at me his tone gentle and soft I simply nod walking over to my bed laying under the covers not caring how my wet skin and hair dampens my bed.

Once I hear Aemond leave when he thinks I’m asleep I sit up grabbing a piece of parchment I write down -Aemond is going to storms end rush there as soon as possible he will be proposing a betrothal in order to gain an alliance- I sign it off with my initials and send the note flying on a raven before going back to bed laying still.

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Months have passed and I have been sending ravens to dragon stone holding information that I find out Rhaenyra is say reading through the latest messages when Jace walks in with a new one on his hand “mother another one for you “ he passes her another letter “ this girl is good at getting information “ she looks at Jace “ she may be the most useful resource we have at this point “ she reads the message -aegon has given harrenhal to the power of sir larys strong the castle is said to be falling a part it would be easy to infiltrate and the peoples loyalties are said to be wavering- a smile rises to her face as she sits down starting to create plans “ it’s a shame we didn’t listen to her first message, I was daft to believe it was a trick” she mumbles to herself remembering how if she listened to my warning lucerys would be still alive and healthy.

Meanwhile I’m laying in my room holding a small bump running my hands over it as I feel brief movement it makes me smile slightly “ calm little one it’s ok” I whisper quietly as I continue to stroke the bump I hear a knock on the door i pull the covers over my stomach

“ enter” Aemond walks in his pace angered and aggressive as he walks to me “ that stupid bastard queen is always one step ahead of us” he booms pacing back and forth “ calm brother please” I look up at him as he turns looking at me “ calm…CALM HOW CAN I BE CALM” he shouts into my face spit spraying over my skin I slap him across the face my body filling with fury“ HOW DARE YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT “ I glare at him “ I think you forget your place sister you are a woman you have no power” he glares at me his eye glistening with cruelty I push him away from me getting up and running out the room.

I run into my mothers chambers I stop on my tracks stare as I see her riding sir Criston I let out gasp “ mother?” Aemond runs in behind me soon responding the same way I have “ may the gods remove this from my brain” I look away covering my eyes “ y/n Aemond” alicent climbs of sir Criston “ what is the matter” she looks at me “ I don’t think I can remember now” sir Criston sits up looking at me his eyes staring at my stomach I move my night gown to cover it more.

I turn quickly leaving before they can address anything I go back to my room locking the door to stop aemond from following me and I start writing down-mother is fucking Criston Cole he seems to know about my situation as his eyes lingered across my swollen belly- I send it off

When the raven arrives at dragon stone Jace opens it reading it he storms to the council room “ they are suspicious of her mother” he passes her the note “ this just says they’re aware of her pregnancy “ she says looking at him tilting her head slightly “ if they know of that their suspicions will rise “ he says fidgeting anxiously as his mother looks up at him she runs her hand over his cheek “ I promise you I won’t let harm come to her or your babe” she looks at him with gentle mothering eyes “ I know how she’s grown important to you” she smiles sweetly he simply nods as he sits down his thoughts running wild through his head.

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A few more months pass and I’m wandering the keep in the late evening wearing an extremely oversized nightgown to cover the extremely big bump I walk past helaenas solas seeing that the candles in the nursery are still lit I open the door “ hels it’s getting a little late “ I stop in my tracks seeing two men one holding a knife to helaenas throat the other is standing between the twins cots as they sleep “ get away from them they are innocent “ I glare my eyes wide with fear my hands shaking “. Do not harm them please” the man holding the knife to helaenas throat calls out “ a son for a son dear princesses “ as the other man grabs jaherys I shake my head vigorously pushing him away with all my strength “ no do not touch him” the man barely budged but plunges his knife into the side of my thigh gaining a gasp of pain I cover my mouth trying to cover my scream as he pushes me away and starts to slice of jaharys head

Helaena grabs jahera and starts running down the hall as I stay In one place staring at the horror happening infront of my my legs shaking under my body weight and the pressure of the deep cut in the side of it as they give in I feel a sharp pain going through the bump and a wettness dripping from between my legs I go wide eyed trying my best to stand again taking deep breaths as I do “ fuck fuck fuck” I mutter under my breath as I hold onto the wall as the men escape the room using maegors tunnels

I stare at the little child’s body tears streaking my face as I stare at it I feel so sick and the pain of labour begins to slow consume me more and more.

Guards run into the room seeing the horror infront sir Cristion pushes his way to the front of the crowd of guards i look up at him “princess where did they go” he asks me looming over me slightly resting his hand on my shoulder I point to the wall where maegors tunnel is the guard goes over pushing open the passage sir Criston stays by my side “ I know you know sir Criston” he looks down at me “ about what princess” I have a surge of pain through me “please just help me” I whine tears dripping down my face as I struggle to stand he holds me up “ at least help me to my chambers “ I gab his arm “ fine I’ll do that” he guides me to my room holding the door open making sure we aren’t moving to fast as I walk I have more pain bursting from between my legs I get into my room laying back on the bed “ give me your belt sir Criston” I look at him my voice full of pain and urgently he takes it off confused as I take it into my hand as I feel an urge to push I take my underwear off and hike up my night gown I take the belt between my teeth to limit my screams as I push.

Hours pass and I’m drenched in sweat my body trembling as I gasp for air I bite down harder pushing more and more agonising screams barely being muffled by the belt as I push harder I can feel my body trembling as the head slowly starts coming out I push more blood dripping from the palms of my hands as I dig my nails into my palms from gripping on to consciousness but also pouring from between my legs after every push I rest my head back on the pillow sobbing trying to to gain some more strength “ fuck” I breath heavily looking down at the bloody sheets below me I start to push again taking deep gasps of air between each push finally after hours of pushing I hear the sounds of a baby crying I look down picking up my babe in my arms cradling it gently “Beautiful “ I mumble quietly looking at the baby girl that lays in my arms “ I shall call you maela” I look at her scrunched up face cooing to her gently trying to sooth her cries

I look up at sir Criston who is still stood there in shock staring at the bloody mess and the crying babe that “ i shall have a bath ran for you and the babe princess “ he says still stunned as he turns around “ could you please get a maester or something too” I ask exhaustedly “ of course princess “ he walks out.

I lay with maela in my arms cradling her gently till the maids and the maester comes in the maids work on a bath as the maester walks to me looking at the babe he cuts the cord “ she is a perfectly healthy baby princess “ he smiles slightly “ this is why you didn’t want me to do a check up when you arrived back isn’t it” I nod “ you did very well birthing her on your own princess “ “ thank you maester may I bath with my babe now” I look at him he nods I get up taking off the stained night gown and slowly sink into the bath the maester passes me maela as I wash her gently in the water but also wash myself of all the blood and sweat.

Once I’ve bathed I get back up and dry myself the maester stitches and bandages the deep cut on my thigh and I get myself dressed in a comfortable dress with loosely tied laces I swaddle maela in a clean blanket I tie her to my chest holding her close “ I need to go” I mumble walking out the room ignoring my body and how it screams with exhaustion “ princess you must rest” sir cristion grabs my arm “ I need to introduce my babe to starfyre” I look at him “ please it is important to me” he sighs a small smile in his face resting his hand on in the back of mine that supports the babes head “ fine “.

I slowly make my way down to the dragon pit till i get to starfyre “ Rytsas dōna riña it’s issare iā while jaelan naejot introduce ao naejot mirri mēre” (Hello sweet girl it’s been a while I want to introduce you to some one) she lifts her scaled head moving it closer to me sniffing intensely “ Bisa iksis maelamg tala ñuha rūs riña” ( this is maela my daughter my baby girl) I smile sitting down as she puffs smoke rumbling noises coming from her as I pet her gently as she continues to adjust to the scent of the new baby in my arms.

“ sister” a voice echo’s through the pit I stay quiet bouncing maela in my arms “ I know you’re in here” the voice starts getting closer I stay close to starfyre so if anything was to go down I could mount her and fly off quickly Aemond walks in with a torch lit in his hand “ there you are” he says his voice low “ don’t come closer Aemond please “ I look at him holding maela closer to me “ I will not hurt you or the babe.” He says his eyes lit with the flame I shake my head “ Aemond please she is fresh out the womb” I whine slightly “ you should be resting sister” he gets closer to me running his hand over my cheek gently “ I’m told you did well with the birth” I look at him “ I’m still alive so I’m happy “ smiling slightly not letting my grip fall in maela “ she has silver hair” he tilts his head a hint of confusion “she is of Targaryen blood” I snap looking at him slight anger in my eyes he scoffs “ please her father is that bastard son of Rhaenyra’s” i glare “ do not talk like that near her” i snap “ she is innocent and pure i will not have you ruin it” a cruel smile drifts across his face “ as you were squeezing out that bastards child our sister was weeping over her son and our brother was descending into a murderous rage”

he looks down at maela running his hand over her small head as she sleeps against my chest “ imagine how he’ll feel when he finds out you gave birth to an enemy “ he laughs “ she is no enemy she’s a child Aemond” I tear up he looks down at me “ he won’t see it that way he’ll see you as a traitor “ I burst into tears starfyre growls monstrously pulling her wing over me and moving her head towards Aemond baring sharp teeth “ y/n you know I’m not wrong “ his voice low sounding slightly threatening he pulls up starfyre’s wing climbing under he sits next to me “ I’ve talked to mother she will re enforce our betrothal and I shall claim maela as my own for the safety of you and her”

I look up at him I feel so small and helpless I simply just nod tears dripping down my cheeks he wipes my tears away using his hand “ you’ve always been such a sweet little thing” he looks down at me pulling my body against his chest it now feels cold and heartless “ so innocent and naive in a way that mother wanted to keep you as such to keep you her little girl forever “ he looks over me and maela who is starting to fuss again I start to bounce her gently hushing her “ it seems that little girl has grown up” he places a kiss on my head and then gets up walking away without another word.

I grab an extra blanket that has been kept in the pit for the riders who return late and are cold from the freezing weather of the night I wrap it around maela and mount starfyre

“Naejot zaldrīzes dōron starfyre sōvegon adhirikydho yn smoothly maela ēza dōrī flown gō” (To dragon stone starfyre fly quickly but smoothly maela has never flown before) i hold on with one hand and the other holding maela as we quickly fly out.

It takes quicker than usual to get to dragon stone as i dismount starfyre I quickly run into the castle “ y/n” i hear a voice behind me I turn to see rhaenyra I look at her with tear stained cheek overwhelmed with everything that has happened within the last day “ come” she walks toward the council room I follow close behind as we sit at the table I in wrap the blankets around maela a gasp escapes rhaenyra “ you had the babe but it is early for her to have arrived “ I nod “ the stress of the murder of my nephew jaherys caused me to enter my labours early.” She looks down slightly “ i know you did not order it Rhaenyra but aegon blames you and is infuriated he has declared war officially “ my voice wavers slightly “ that is why im here Aemond has said he would re enforce mine and his betrothal and he’d protect me and maela by declaring maela as his own” a look of disgust is present in her face as I look up at her “ other wise both me and her are said to die” I look down at my sweet babe in my arms cuddling her gently “ I do not want that” she sighs looking at me “ you shall stay here on dragon stone with the babes real father” she looks down at me she sits next to me “ may I “ she holds her arms out to take maela I pass her over and rhaenyra holds her gently “ I hope her birth was not too traumatic for you” I look at her “ I did it alone sir Criston lent me his belt to bite down on and I bled a lot then after I had the babe I basically came straight here” she runs her hand over my head “ you did so well y/n” she looks at me a tinge of pride present in her eyes as she smiles at me.

“ where is Jace” I look at rheanera wide eyed “ he is in his Chambers “ I look at her “ may I introduce him to his child” she nods passing me maela I stand up and walk through the castle till I get to jacerys chambers i knock on the door “ come in” I hear him yell through the door I open it and step in looking at him

“ y/n what are you doing here” he stands up shocked I smile “ I can not stay in the keep anymore it is no longer safe “ he walks to me I hold maela in my arms with the blankets loose around her “ this is our daughter maela” I look at him smiling sweetly “ maela” he whispers quietly taking the babe from my arms to hold her in his arms looking at her with wide eyes filled with love drawing small shapes on her skin with his fingers cooing quietly “a beautiful girl just like her mother “ he rocks her gently.

“ your mother had granted us refuge here as we believe kings landing is no longer safe “ he looks at me “ good I’ll be happier with you here” he smiled kissing me gently I kiss him back our soft lips clashing into each other his tongue slipping between my lips desperate to be closer to me as we pull away I take a deep breath “ I must feed her then rest I’m exhausted “ he nods passing maela back to me as I unlace my dress and slip it off my shoulders and bellow my breasts have stares watching as maela feeds off my breast I look at him smiling sweetly “ I’m glad you have returned and will be safe by my side I promise you I will not let your brothers get thier hands on you again” I nod looking down slightly “ it is the power that has done this to them, they were never this cruel yes they fought and drank and slept around but they never killed or never hurt me” I sigh “ i know sweetling but times have changed and we can’t go back now” he holds me close kissing my fore head and I feel like I’m finally home for the first time in a while with my babe in my arms feeding and a man who seems to care for me holding me I’ve found a family of my own. I’ve found happiness amongst the madness of war.

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We’ll be ok sweetheart -Stay in the shadows

Eddie Munson x reader

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Summary : after death a strange force brings you back taunting you with a new story a new life with this new way of life comes power and plenty of trauma. with death comes no peace

Warning: blood, death, trauma, grief, anger, power, manipulation, hunger, upside down, ptsd, memories, anxiety, injury, graphic imagery, Mention of sex, pet names, slight praise, vecna manipulating reader

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I lay on the cold damp floor of the upside down everything numb the taste of blood filling my mouth as the warm comfort of death embraces me.

everyone has left me. I’m alone. You’d think that if they cared about me that much they would have brought my body out of this hell dimension but here I am dead.

A deep gruff voice echos through my ears as if it is god speaking to me, guiding me “ come to me…” i try to move my body feeling too weak, too drained to move “ y/n come to me” it says again this time this voice is more demanding more threatening.

A burst of adrenaline fills my body as my

my eyes snap open the world around me feeling more familiar more like home than anything ever before. An agonising pain pulsing through me as I push myself to sit up unwilling tears dripping down my cheeks as I gasp for air but non seems to come to me, my hand quiver at my sides and a shrill scream breaks through me echoing throughout the upside down making bats startle and fly from the trees they rest in.

My memory is empty everything is a blur but for some strange reason i know where i must go. I force myself onto my feet looking down at my scarred body running my fingers through the bloody indents of my stomach letting a small hiss escape me “ fuck” I mutter quietly digging my teeth into my bottom lip not noticing how sharp my canines have become until my lip splits open and crimson leaks from the fresh cut

I continue to drag myself further into the upside down making it to the an old 1930s house the walls burnt and crumbling the door ajar I go towards the entrance

“ hello” I call out walking further into the house the floors creaking beneath my feet as I try myself best to avoid stepping on the vibes that wind together along the floor. I can hear a low groan in the distance as I make my way up the stairs I step into the attic to see a man sat on the floor clutching the left side of his body.

“ hello can you tell me where I am” I ask my voice quiet as he looks up, his left side of his face completely burned making me gasp stepping back in shock “ look at you” he says standing up from his place on the floor walking towards me “ you’re my greatest creation y/n look at you” he takes my hand twirling me around making me lean against him for support “ what happened “ I ask completely confused as I look at him my eyebrows furrowing.

“Don’t you remember “ his voice is low his blue eyes staring into mine “ your friends abandoned you to die here, I saved you brought you back from deaths cold embrace” I look up at him his blond hair falling in front of his face “ I get it you’re confused “ he sighs his burned hand running across my arm as if it doesn’t even bother him “ it’s ok we’ll be ok sweetheart “ his voice darkens as memories flash infront of my eyes causing me to fall to the floor clutching my head as a splitting pain runs through me.

He crouches next to me his hand resting on my back as I look up at him tears visible in my eyes “ they left you to die” his voice is deep and low causing shivers to run down my spines “but it’s alright now because you have me. i’ll keep you safe you’ll be the queen of the upside down standing at my side, my finest work, my beautiful creature we’ll get revenge on those who’ve hurt us“ he tilts my chin up to look up at him his face turning dark “ what am I” i mutter quietly “ that is for you to find out” he smiles widely making me shrink down feeling small compared to him “ who are you” i ask again “ i am vecna “ each word holds power as he pauses between syllables over pronouncing each word.

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Weeks later

I’m sat outside the house out on the wooden porch bats flying above me circling the house occasionally landing in front of me as I quietly hum to myself leaning out stroking the heads of the wild hissing creatures that now seem domesticated at this point “ y/n” he calls out just for me to ignore him staying solely focused on my own thing he calls again walking up behind me “ y/n are you ignoring me” he tilts his head slumping down on the step next to me and scaring the bats away from me “ you scared my babies away” I look at him my eyebrows furrowing he smiles down at me shaking his head “ you’re adjusting well” his hand rests on my knee “ I have a job for you”

I sit up more staring into his eyes “ what do you want me to do “ I ask leaning more into him “ you know the gates I told you never to go near” I nod listening to his every word “ well sweetheart, I’m gonna need you to go through one“ I move closer to him “ why would you need me to do that” I glance up at him “ you’re my little angel y/n you’ve adjusted to your abilities and need a chance to rest them out. You’re gonna be my little spy you’ll observe but never be seen” he holds my chin his finger stroking the side of my cheek “ but who will help you recover” I frown “ sweetness I’m getting better I can look after myself “ he assures me “ go out there feed on who you want, listen to everything you can but please don’t get caught “ I nod standing up my ripped clothes still in tatters from the events from weeks before “ oh you might want to clean up get done new clothes “ he adds looking me up and down “ not that you’re not perfect to me but to them they’ll see it as suspicious “ he smiles as I nod running back into the house to get myself cleaned up.

After I shower and get into a tight red vest top and some ripped up black denim shorts I tie my hair up in a messy ponytail finally looking into a rather smashed up mirror taking in my appearance in each fragment “ stunning” he startles me causing me to turn round staring back at him “ come with me” he takes my hand pulling me out the house walking out towards the trailer park “ what have you discovered about yourself “ he asks looking at me he seems extremely intrigued “ shouldn’t you know all great creator” I tease looking up at him smiling

“ don’t be funny with me missy” he warns looking down at me a threatening expression in his eyes “ I discovered a few things but not a lot” I sigh quietly “ I can hear from long distances, I can fly which is pretty cool when it comes to flying around with the bats, I need to feed off blood” I stop for a second as we enter the trailer park more memories come rushing to me causing me to let out a loud bellow of pain “ hey look at me” he holds my chin “ they hurt you y/n there’s no point going back to those memories when all they’re gonna do is bring you pain” he warns as I pull my head out of his grip “ I know” I snap slightly looking up at him “ things I know you can do is that we can communicate through each other, you can sense on coming danger, you have extreme strength meaning you can fight, shatter glass with your voice “ he looks at me “ use what you know to your advantage do you understand me” I nod looking down slightly “ I will call your name when I want you to return “ he places a kiss on my head “ be good” he smiles against my head taking in the scent of my hair one last time before I walk into the trailer looking up into the gate I let my wings rip through the skin of my back as I jump up flying through the gate and landing on the other side.

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The air hits me hard as I land on the carpet floor of the trailer I lay there taking in my surroundings for a second everything feels knew but strangely familiar something about the smell of musky leather, cigarette smoke and oak that haunts this place brings me an unusual sense of comfort. I sit up looking out the window to see that the sun is high in the sky so bright and warm as I step out into the outside world fresh air hits me causing goosebumps to form on my skin.

The trailer park is empty more empty than I ever expected.

I wander out further through Hawkins, I see gatherings of police and law enforcement near the entrance and dash to hide amongst the trees leaves and twigs rusted under my feet causing for some to turn to look in my direction unsure of where to go I wander out towards them taking my hair out covering my face with my messy hair “ hello sir I’m not sure of where I’m meant to go since the earth quake and all I’ve been lost and have only just found my way” my voice is quiet as I look up at the large man in uniform his gun tucked close to his side “ the shelter is along the road just out side town I’ll escort you there to assure you’re safe”

I nod slowly following behind the man trying to keep my movements as normal as possible hiding the fact I can hear the thrum of his pulse surging through his body causing my stomach to growl loudly “ you must be starving weeks lost out in the woods I’m sure I could get you some food” he reaches out to my hand “ thank you that would be very kind” I take it raising his wrist towards my mouth sinking my teeth into his flesh drinking the red liquid that bleeds from his veins at first he struggles pulling away trying to grab his gun but I drain him quickly his body falling limp as blood drips down my chin messily I sit for a second panting wiping the blood from my chin before standing again “ guess you were right I was starving “ I let out a small giggle before continuing to walk down the path leaving the body behind me and making my way to the shelter where I start to here familiar voices.

“ oh Eddie please stop crying I can’t stand to see you like this man” a boy says walking towards a weeping man his head in his hands curly hair falling infront of his face “ Dustin I can’t deal with this man she was my everything no she’s gone” he sobs I stand there staring through the window watching the scene infront of me I mutter under my breath “ Eddie” things come rushing to me

Watching him play his guitar in the hideout with his band him offering to buy me a drink he couldn’t keep his hands off me as he flirted with me causing my heart to flutter in my chest. Seeing him in school sat at the table with his little hell fire club during lunch teasing the basket ball players and making eyes at us cheer leaders. Our first concert together head banging while listening to Metallica play live and pushing each other around in the mosh pit. Having sex in the back of his van he was my first he held my hand through it all comforting me through every pain and pleasure then he held me in his arms so tightly till we both fell a sleep.

“ Eddie” I repeat his name again tears swelling in my eyes as I rest my hand on the window then vecnas words echo through my head “ they hurt you y/n there’s no point going back to those memories when all they’re gonna do is bring you pain” a constant reminder that I don’t need them but for some reason this desperate pull seems to drag me in when ever I feel his presence I know I need him I want him and looking at him he still needs me too.

But for now I must stay out of sight and out of mind. Stay in the shadows.

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We’ll be ok sweetheart- thank you for being my hero

Eddie Munson x reader

Part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6

part 7 part 8 part 9 part 10

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Summary: battle must commence we’re ready for the fight little was anyone expecting the losses that they would end up with.

Warning: death, injury, memories, sadness, graphic imagery, blood. Sorry this is sad but not the ending xx

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As we travel back towards the trailer part everything is eerily tense we sit gathered together weapons in hand prepared for battle in silence my hand gently holds onto eddies squeezing it tightly he looks down at it giving it a small squeeze in response before looking away. I can tell he’s scared he’s anxiously chewing the skin on his lips as I fidget in my seat watching as we edge closer and closer to potential doom.

We stop off at the creel house first max lucas and Erica leaving the van “ wait I think y/n should go too” Eddie looks at Steve his eyes wide and full of worry “ no Ed’s I’m not leaving you” I snap “ we need all we’ve got Eddie she’s staying with us” Robin adds looking at him with a small look of pity in her eyes, I look out at max “ good luck sweetie see you on the other side” I look out at her as she gives me a nod and a smile closing the door to the van watching as it drives off I wave to her as she slowly walks towards the house finally entering it as we turn out if view.

We continue driving till we find a clearing in the woodlands close by. Nancy stands pacing back and forth “ I want to go through this one more time” she says looking across our nervous faces “ phase one” she says “ we wait for Erica in the playground. She will alert us when Max and Lucas are ready.” Robin says looking at Nancy as she nods “ phase2 “ “ max distracts vecna she’ll put him in his trance “ Steve adds “ 3” “ me Eddie and Dustin will scare the bat away and keep them distracted from you and the others” I say looking at Nancy as she lets out a sigh “ then 4 “ “ we go to vecnas bat free lair and flambé” Robin smiles shaking the bottle of fuel in her hand.

“ good we’ve got it” I look at Nancy “nobody moves to the next phase till we’ve all copied” she pauses looking across at everyone “ nobody deviate from the plan no matter what” we all nod in agreement before exiting the van for a final time making our way to mine and eddies trailer.

Steve Nancy and Robin enter first soon followed by me Eddie and Dustin we quickly enter the upside down when Steve turns to us “ hey if anything goes south I want all of you to evacuate “ he instructs looking across our faces “ of course “ I smile looking at him “ don’t worried Steve I have these boys under control “ I smirk teasingly “ just no funny business please there’s no point trying to be hero’s” he adds looking down at me “ yeh we understand “ “ yeh look at us we’re not hero’s “ Eddie says as Steve begins to walk away he stops him again “ hey Steve make him pay” he looks at him nodding as he turns again finally walking out into the distance.

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When we reenter the trailer I sit on the floor while Eddie and Dustin walk into his room looking around “ babe come see this” Eddie calls out making me jump up rushing towards the room to see the overgrown bedroom and there in the center his pride and joy, his electric guitar “ it’s if she was made for another dimension “ he smiles his hand running over the strings of the guitar “ she’s beautiful Eds” I smile walking towards him as he pulls it off the wall holding her in his arms. “ she shall make the most amazing distraction” he smirks turning round to Dustin “ you ready for the first inter dimensional metal concert in the history of the world“ his smile as wide as ever “ I was born ready” Dustin beams back at him .

He walks back out the room pushing past me slightly his hand tightly clutching his guitar “ Eddie “ I complain following close behind him grabbing his arm as he turns to mr he holds my head in his hands “ you ready for this sweetheart “ he looks down at me his eyes burning into me as I lean in kissing him passionately “ I’m ready” I say quietly my hands trembling at my sides as he lets me go finally exiting the trailer.

Eddie and Dustin climb onto the trailer while I stay down on the ground the walkie talkie in hand waiting for the signal as they set up the speakers and Eddie braces himself his knuckles turning white with how tightly he’s clutching onto his guitar

“ I know you can do this baby” I look up at him like I did all those years ago in the hide out watching him and his band perform his guitar skills took my heart then and never let it go sending me on a trip I would never return from.

“ signal has been spotted move onto phase three” Robin speaks through the speaker as I look up at them “ Copy that phase three “.

“ god I hope this works” I mutter quietly as Eddie starts playing his guitar putting his whole soul into this performance. I can feel my heart thrumming in my chest as I watch him then noticing the bats flying over coming towards us “ it’s working” I shriek up to them as Eddie continues to head bang so focused on his art as they get closer and closer.

“ quick get in” I shout as they jump down running back into the house both of them loosing their shit “ that was so metal” Dustin shouts both of them jumping around in the hall as I stare out the window at the bats hoarding the trailer thier screeches so loud it makes me feel weak and nauseous” something isn’t right” I mutter quietly turning round to Eddie and Dustin “ this isn’t right” I repeat starting to pace back and forth the scraping and scratches at the windows drilling its way into my head causing me to fall down covering my ears.

“ whoah sweetheart “ Eddie rushes to me his hand resting on my shoulder as he sees my nose start to bleed “ this isn’t right he knows they are coming” I look up at him my hands trembling more “ what do you mean he knows” Eddie looks down at me his face soft “ I need to get them more time” I rush back up to my feet “ what no y/n what are you doing are you crazy” Dustin grabs my wrist pulling me back as I struggle violently

“ no no no” my eyes seem to fog over as I struggle more suddenly the creaking starts to come from above we all stop staring upwards “ they’re on the roof” Eddie mutters following the noise as Dustin follows close behind walking towards a covered vent “ they’re can’t get in can they “ Dustin asks turning to look at me as a bat plunges through its fangs baring and hissing loudly as both boys stab at it screaming loudly all I do is stare up at it as Eddie plugs the hole using his shield.

He stands back panting to catch his breath “ holy shit” he stares up at it “ there are more vents” i mutter quickly turning to eddies room slamming the door shut before the room gets infested with bats. “ good thinking” Eddie rests his hand on my shoulder again as i look up at him my smile falling as the door sounds like it’s gonna break “ go go go” i shout as Dustin starts to climb the rope returning back to our world i stand there pushing Eddie towards the rope next my sword in hand “ go Eddie “ i bark at him as he stands there staring as the door starts to break he clambers half way ip the rope as the door breaks he drops back down cutting the rope standing by my side as i swing at each bar splitting them in half killing as many as i can while he quickly join me while Dustin shouts begging us to retreat to come back.

Suddenly I grab eddies hand pulling him outside we start running the bats following close behind their fangs exposed loudly hissing as they fly swarming us in a cloud of wings and teeth I turn back swinging more attacking more letting out a guttural scream as I collapse down to the floor millions of bats sinking their teeth into my body ripping chunks of flesh I can hear Eddie shouting in the background hitting them pulling them off me with force sobs escaping him as he pulls me up onto his chest holding me tightly in his arms my blood drenching his clothes as my breath quivers my eyes looking up at him through heavy eye lids.

“ did I do good did I get them more time” I mutter quietly my voice shakey “ you did so well baby so fucking well now please stay with me I can’t loose you” he sobs his hands applying pressure to my torso as Dustin runs over shouting our names “ y/n Eddie “ he stops in his tracks “ shit” he stares at me “ thank you for being my hero “ i look up at Eddie my hand tightly clutching his as he shakes his head “ how can i be a hero if I can’t save you” he stutters his voice trembling “ you stayed by my side no matter what” i fade out my eyes turning glassy my body falling limp in his arms. Eddie lets out a scream sobbing “ NO FUCK NO” he shouts trying to bring me back doing cpr breathing air into my lungs doing anything he can as dustin pulls him away hugs him tightly “ she’s gone Eddie I’m so sorry” he sighs holding him as he cries eventually pulling him away from my corpse leaving me there alone.

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writing-whenever-whatever · 28 days ago

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We’ll be ok sweetheart- thought we’d do it before the end of the world

Eddie Munson x reader

Part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6

part 7 part 8. Part 9 part 10

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Summary : after your nightmare experience in the upside down you’re determined to make Eddie and your relationship matter you want it to mean something to take your anxiety and fear away as you prepare for the final battle

Warning : MDNI 18+, p in v sex, biting, kisses, praise, teasing, quickie, hair pulling, creampie, hickeys, love, anxiety, fear

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It’s still dark when I wake up me and Eddie are both settled in the leaves under a gathering of trees and his jacket laying over me like a blanket as his arms are wrapped around my waist I can’t help let out a small, satisfied harm as I nuzzle into him gently trying to get as close as possible “ stop moving “ he grumbles sleepily pulling me closer to him making me giggle

“ you make me feel safe” I rest my head on his chest as he places a kiss on my head “ you feeling ok princess “ he looks down at me with hooded eyes “I’m ok still a little shook up” he nods a sigh escaping him “where are the others” I ask looking up at him a few leaves rustling as I love my head “ they went back to wheelers for now “ he replies looking at me “ but they will be back soon I promise “ he reassures me holding me against his soft chest his heart beat thrums in my ear calming me further as I rest my eyes “ I love you Eds don’t forget that” I mutter quietly “ I love you too “ he smiles

“ why so sentimental?” He chuckled looking at me “ I just wanted to let you know” I smile my face still full of concern and slightly paler than usual “ if I die I want you to know that” I sigh as he frowns at me “ hey don’t say such a thing” he hisses through gritted teeth “ I’m sorry I’m only saying “ I sigh as he shakes his head “ no that’s enough of that” he tuts “ no more of that little missy” i nod looking at him “ sorry Eds” I kiss his cheek gently as he cuddles me staying in the leaves off the radar of society.

“Y/n” he looks down at me “ I promise to be with you in every life” he strokes my cheek gently holding me as we start to hear footsteps coming closer towards us crunching in the fallen leaves.

I glance up looking across tge woodland to see Dustin and the others trampling over to us “ oh thank fuck” Dustin says walking towards us taking a seat on a log “ we’ve got a plan we’re going to go get weapons and get prepared then our battle will begin” he rambles as I shake my head “ what” I stutter looking at the boy completely confused “ oh yeh let me explain it in simple terms” Steve pushes infront “ we’re going to get guns find vecnas lair and kill him” he crouches infront us “ he’ll be gone once and for all no longer able to toucher any of us” he smiles timidly “ sounds like a pretty solid plan” Eddie smirks “ but where will we get guns and weaponry from” I look up at them sitting up a bit more

“ oh come on princess you know plenty of places” Eddie scoffs at me “ your brothers have plenty of weapons” he adds looking at me as a shiver travels through me “ are you seriously thinking of the war zone are you crazy” I look up at him my hand hitting his arm “ that place is full of cops, crazies and weirdos if we go there we’re gonna get caught Eds ” I snap looming over him slightly as I stand up “ but it’s got everything we will need y/n we can stay out of sight, they will go in” he points at the others as I look at them I see Steve nodding enthusiastically “ fine but we’re gonna need a way to get there” I huff blowing a stray haircut my face as Eddie jumps to his feet wrapping his arm around my waist “ don’t worry baby that’s my speciality” he winks teasingly at me making me grown as we start walking out into the middle of no where.

We make it to the trailer park where we see the motor home that’s usually parked out the back the place is owned by two anger hicks who are sat outside drinking beer and smoking god knows what as all ways. It’s no surprise how easy it is to get inside the door left unlocked as we all manage to sneak in Eddie slumps into the driving seat quickly working his hands on the wires to finally get it started.

While him and the others are busy up front trying to get the engine working without being noticed I sit up back next to max I place my hand in hers gently “ guess we’re both in the same boat now “ i smile down at her as she lets out a small laugh “ guess so” she replies resting her head on my shoulder “ I know this sounds dumb but what was it like for you” I ask her hands tremble slightly “ everything was red and strangely fleshy bits of house was everywhere as I ran to escape I could see out world but kept being dragged back into this darkness”

she looks at me “ yours?” I let out a sigh “ I kept hearing him calling me asking me to go to him while in the upside down then when I jumped through the gate every went black I was falling forever till his hands grabbed me I could feel him so close to me his breathing down my back “ I shiver at the thought she suddenly hugs me tightly “ we’re gonna be ok now though” she smiles as I hug her back “ yeh I know” I reassure her as she puts her headphones back on and continues to listen to her song as the motorhome suddenly starts to wiz off down the road Eddie rushes towards the back “ everyone hold on” he laughs crazily making me giggle as I look at his wild hair fly around his face he looks back at me with the widest smile as if to say everything is alright.

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I sit back watching the trees pass the window as Eddie pushes next to me his head resting on my shoulder “ what you thinking of sweet heart “ his voice is heavy in my ears “ remember all the trips we used to have with the boys” I look back at him his hair tickling my face as he smiles “ they were fun do you remember when Gareth threw up out the window cause he drank to much” her both sit thier giggling remembering all these little things that can only make us smile as we finally pull up at the war zone both me and Eddie move down onto the floor hiding out if eyes view as everyone exits the vehicle entering the building.

“ Eddie” I look at him “ we have little bit of time alone” I move into his lap “ think we could squeeze in a quickie” I run my hand over the back of his neck my fingers knotting into his hair “ hmm baby I’m not sure they may be quicker than we think” he sighs quietly “ please “ I look at him with big doughy eyes as I pepper kisses along his neck a low growl erupts from his throat “ fuck it” he smirks quickly pulling up my skirt and undoing his trousers and boxers releasing his hard cock.

I lower myself down onto him slowly letting my cunt stretch around his throbbing girth I can’t help but let out a loud desperate moan Eddie quickly pulls my head into his shoulder “ bite down if your gonna be that loud sugar your gonna get us caught~” he groans thrusting himself up into me “ fuck~” I pant quickly meeting his vigorous thrusts with my own bouncing as his pubic bone grinds against my clit I feel my legs trembling his hands grab my hips guiding me more his lips quickly crashing into mine “ fuck I love you~” I moan drool dripping down my chin his tongue quickly licking it up “ so messy~” he teases as he feels me squeeze around him my eyes starting to glaze over with a euphoric fucked out expression as everything crashes my wave of orgasm drifting through me causing my body to quiver and tremble in eddies embrace as he continues to fuck my through it chasing his release finally finding it as he cums deep inside of my his gluteal grunts and erotic thrusts causing another wave to clash into me unexpectedly causing me to let out a scream of pleasure as he bites down on my neck leaving a vibrant purple mark for all to see.

We stay there holding each other for a while his hand stroking my hair soothing every tremor in my body before pulling out his cum comes dripping out of me but he’s quick to push it back into me using his finger letting out a small tut “ ah ah” he smirks up at me as I clench onto his fingers “ you drive me mad sweetheart “ he chuckles bring me back into a passionate kiss before pulling my underwear back up and quickly tucking his softening cock back into his jeans.

“ record time” I giggle resting my head in his chest “ you know it baby” he kisses my fore head holding me in his arms “ thought we’d do it before the end of the world comes and all” he looks down at me shaking his head slightly I expect him to say something but he stays quiet just holding me in his tight embrace till the others return with bags of guns and grenades and what ever weapon i could dream of.

“ god you were right y/n that place is full of some weirdos” Steve says climbing into the divers seat quickly driving off “ you might wanna stay down” Dustin says looking at me and Eddie “ Jason was in their he seemed quite interested in Nancy and us hell fire lot “ I shiver at the thought laying further down to the floor “ good idea “ Eddie looks at me copying my actions.

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Steve drives for a few miles till we enter an empty field where we set up base he parks up and everyone exits the car but me I sit in it for a minute thinking “ y/n you coming out” Nancy asks me her eyebrows furrowed in concern “ yeh give me a sec” I smile sweetly as she walks to me taking a seat next to me “ everything ok” she asks as i try my best to nod keeping a fake smile on my face “ I can tell you’re lying” she sighs taking my hand in hers “ what’s wrong “ she asks “ Nancy if I die please make sure you guys look after Eddie “ I blurt out “ you’re not gonna die” she sighs a timid laugh leaves her “ you can’t be sure of that I just have this bad feeling” tears start to fall down my cheeks “ please just promise me” I look down “ fine I promise “ she sighs squeezing my hand gently before pulling me up from my seat “ come on we have a fight to prepare for” she passes me a pair of cargos to put on in replace of my skirt after I quickly change she pulls me out of the van to see Eddie and Dustin play fighting like kids again I can’t help but smile at the sight.

“Isn’t it sweet” robin looks at me “ Eddie would be a great dad” I stare looking over at him as he pins Dustin to the floor laughing “ he’s always been this father roll to the hell fire group “ I sit next to her helping her and Steve fill the bottles with fuel “ listen I heard what you said to nance” Steve looks at me “ you need to stay positive y/n negativity is how he gets you” Steve lectures making me giggle “ goodness me, me getting lectured by king Stevie Harrington my dreams have come true” I fall into fits of giggles as he pushes me over “ ok shut up” he frowns looking down at me before letting out a chuckle.

“ you know you’re not all that bad” I smile looking at everyone “ never had I of thought about any of this happening but here we are and I’m glad to say I’m doing it with you lot” “ ok babes don’t get all soppy on me your gonna set me off” Eddie stands up pretending to wipe away a tear as I stand up and tackle him back down to the floor making him cackle as I stare into his face taking in every freckle, line and mark into memory “ beautiful “ I mumble under my breath quickly rolling next to him staring up at the blue sky “ what was that” he smirks teasingly sniggering to himself “ nothing” I smile innocently just watching the clouds drift through the sky till everything is ready and in order.

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The deal - maybe in another life

Aegon x sister wife reader

Part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4

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Summary: after you finally wake up after your flying accident you’re in an unfamiliar place that already appears safer than kingslanding while aegon is the hot headed drunken king of the realm

Warning : pregnancy, aegon’s fury, jacaerys and cregan flirting with you, reassuring your safety, death, sadness

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When i wake up the cold air hits my face my eyes open in a blurry haze of confusion as the room spins around me the wolf skin blanket wrapped around me protects me from the cold as i lay on a rather large bed that’s not recognisable.

The light shining through the windows is muffled by a mass of grey clouds as wind blows throws the windows causes me to shiver pulling the blanket over me more trying to keep warm every time I move my body screams at me the pain is excruciating as I push myself up to sit the feather pillows propping me up as I let out a yelp my body trembling when the door swings open a large rugged muscular man with shoulder long hair stands in the door way “ it’s good to see you awake my lady” his thick northern accent confusing me further.

“ where am I” I mumble my voice thick with sleep as another figure enters the room rushing to my side “ aunt” their voice is tender as the bed dips next to me when they sit down I see jacaerys directly next to me “ am I dreaming “ I question quietly my hands trembling as I rest my hands upon my small bump “ not at all silly girl” he looks down at me face full of worry “ you were on your dragon when you fell, I managed to catch you while I was on my way here” he explains brushing my hair out of my face I flinch slightly as he touches me shuffling away “ please don’t touch me aegon says it can effect the babies purity” I mumble as I hear him let out a low sigh shaking his head “ y/n you shouldn’t listen to what that idiot usurper has to say he is a drunken fool “ he looks down at me his voice gentle as I look back up at him “I didn’t want to be queen you know that don’t you” my voice trembles slightly as he nods “ I know “ he whispers “ mother doesn’t blame you” his hand cups the side if my cheek “ you’re going to stay here for a while “ he explains “ where is here” I question looking around again the large northern man still stood in the door way lent against the door “ winterfell” I look up at him in shock “ what about my dragon and aegon and the baby and… and” he cuts me off “ y/n after you fell queenhelm flew off and we’ve had word she flew towards dragon stone where she’s got the care she’s needed, Aegon like I said is a foolish drunk who doesn’t deserve you or this babe in your belly” he shuffles closer to me

“ lord cregan stark has given me his word that he will keep you and your babe safe here my mother will send word to the greens saying we have you as a price for what they have done to lucerys” his voice weakens out stuttering slightly at his last words “ what happened to lucerys” I ask my eyes widening slightly as I sit up more “ Aemond killed him while at storms end there’s still no piece of him to be found” I gasp at the news covering my mouth out of pure shock “ do you know what your husband did when he found out Aemond was a kinslayer” he looks down at me eyes darker than usual “ he celebrated with a feast” he snaps the pain in his voice hurts me “ I’m so sorry jacaerys I really am” he nods facing away from me trying to gather himself to prevent tears from starting to fall.

Cregan stark walks more into the room looking down at jacaerys “ my prince do you need anything “ he asks before sitting next to him “ no no just give me a minute “ he mutters his voice sounds broken and quiet “ though he may not be with you Jace let him live on in you “ they look at me confused I move my hand to touch his chest “ in your heart with his morals and believes don’t let him be forgotten “ i add “ he was a sweet boy who didn’t deserve such a fate” i move forward to sit next between both men struggling to get comfortable as jacaerys suddenly wraps his arms around me holding me in a warm embrace I loop my arms around him “ you’ll stay here won’t you “ he asks quietly his words landing heavy against my neck causing goosebumps to form “it is safer for you here than in kings landing or dragon stone “ he reassures me his fingers starting to run through my hair

I start to become like putty in his hand melting into his touch “ will you come visit “ I mumble my head resting in the crook of his neck “ when I can i will” he looks down at me leaning back from the embrace as he lowers his hand to rest on the small bump “why would you give such a man a child” he sighs quietly as if he’s jealous of how I carry aegons baby “ for my freedom “ I say quietly “ not for love” I look down as jacaerys lifts my chin to look at him “ if you were my wife I would never stop loving you” I blush violently as i shake my head moving away from him to sit more comfortably on the bed “ you can’t say such things “ I sigh looking down “ maybe in another life but in this one you have baela and I have what ever you want to call my marriage“ I pull the blanket back over me for warmth as jacaerys stands looking down at me “ I shall let you get comfortable” he states walking towards the door “I shall come back before I leave” he adds walking out the room leaving me with lord stark.

“ my lady” his voice gravels as I look at him “ if I’m going to be here for a while lord stark please call me y/n” i look at him his eyebrows raised as if in surprise “ im not one for formality” i add quietly “ very well y/n i think it best you stay within this room unless you’re accompanied by me, I may be kind enough to reassure your safety but im not sure i can say the same about my men” he looks at me his stone cold face broken by these soft and gentle eyes as i look up at him “ very well” I smile to myself.

The silence is broken by cregan once again as he moves next to me “ I had a wife once like you her belly swollen with child sadly the gods didn’t bless her with life and left the child, my son here without a mother” he looks down at my bump “ is he still here” I ask “ who” cregan looks at me confused “ your child “ I add “ he is here in his home yes but I can barely face him he looks like her” he sighs quietly “ it’s ok to remember those we have lost and be proud that he shares resemblance of such a beautiful life source” i look up at him his large veiny hands trembling beside him in a moment of weakness i genuinely rest my hand ontop of his giving it a gentle squeeze “I fear i shall see aegon within my child once it’s born” I sigh quietly “ it’ll be a constant reminder of who i am” he gently squeezes my hand back “ you’re not just his wife you know, you’re a Targaryen one of the strongest names in history do not forget your legacy and do not let done man weaken your Strength “ he lectures me slightly making me giggle “ i could come to like you cregan stark” I smile up at him “ is that a promise “ he teases slightly his brown hair falling into his face hiding the charming smirk spreading across his face.

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When aegon receives the news that I’ve been captured by rhaenyra he is furious he sits back in his chair at the head of the small council while they discuss plans of action he suddenly plunges his dagger into the wooden table “ this is my wife we’re talking about here” he snaps drawing everyone’s attention to his “ and don’t you forget the babe she carries within her belly my heir my legacy” he is voice raises more

“ yes your grace we understand this but thier are more crucial matters at hand” one of the lords speak up looking along the table at aegon as he rises from his seat “they have taken my blood” he shouts more walking down the table “ we are sure y/n is quite safe your grace she is innocent Rhaenyra wouldn’t harm an innocent person” Aegon looks down at the man as if he’s been stabbed as a shrill laugh escapes him “how do we know that” he crouches next to the man “ we can’t assure it but we have little proof to say she’d harm your wife” he looks at him “ what if my child or have you forgotten that part” his voice is low and threatening “ aegon enough “ mother speaks to her eyes wide surrounded by dark circles as if she hasn’t slept in days “ we’re all concerned about the queens wellbeing but we will find her and she will be safe” mother rests her hand in aegon’s shoulder as he looks up at her “ very well mother” he stands walking back to his original seat slumping down resting his head in his hands.

“ Aegon I know how hard this is to know y/n has become a victim of this conflict while in such a delicate way” mother states looking at her son with such sympathy “ with rhaenyra in mourning she is innocent a delicate state herself meaning in a position of weakness we must gather our forces and plan our attacks now before she strikes” one of the lords explains looking down the table “ very well to war then “ Aegon clasps his hands together “ may the gods give us mercy” mother mumbles quietly before leaving the room unable to bare anymore of this.

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The deal -this will come to haunt us

Aegon x sister wife reader

Part 1 part 2 Part 3 part 4

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Summary: after your father’s death, your husband is forced upon the throne the unexpected turn of events changes everything and send the kingdom into chaos

Warning : death, Aemond being protective, aggression, pregnancy, toxic relationships, aegons drunkenness, the coronation, high valerian, injury

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The next day I’m woken up by mother opening the door paving back and forth “ where’s aegon” she asks her voice full of stress “ obviously not here mother” my voice is thick with exhaustion as I sit up in bed she walks towards me her hands grabbing mine holding them tightly “ do not stress sweetling we will find him” she mutters quietly “ mother what’s happened you’re scaring me “ I look at her my hands trembling as she hugs me tightly “ everything is going to be alright now daughter “ she mutters to me keeping me in her arms “ your father has passed on “ she looks at me sorrow filling her face “ he requested Aegon to take his place on the throne” she adds as I shake my head “ no “ I gasp quietly “ my dearest love” she cuddles me tightly as Aemond enters the room standing in the door way seeing my face on such distress he instantly steps forward

“ mother” he speaks clearly stepping forward towards us “you’re upsetting her” he states resting his hand on my cheek gently wiping a stray tear that falls “ it’s an upsetting time my boy” she looks at him “ with your father gone gods know what we can expect “ she stands back up walking out the room to continue the search for aegon as I sit in shock with Aemond.

“ I shall find him sister I promise you” he reassures me gently his hand running through my hair “ I’m more worried what will happen if he’s mad king” I look at Aemond hands shaking “ so much power for such an ignorant man it’s frightening “ he nods in agreement “he’ll have guidance from the best, sister “ he stands “ stay here ok my heart I shall return once he’s found” he walks towards the door “ Aemond be safe” I quickly let out as he turns back to look at me a small smile slipping onto his face a grunt of appreciation slips as he walks off leaving me alone to my thoughts.

I stay in my chambers quietly pacing back and forth my hands ringing each other picking at the dry skin around my nails as I wait for aegons return all I can think of is the danger we will be in when rhaenyra finds out what had happened how my mother has placed her blood on the throne over the rightful heir it makes my heart sink to my stomach knowing war will inevitably break out as a consequence.

When Aegon returns in the arms of my brother and sit criston he is stinking of cheap wine and smoke he’s a drunken mess stumbling around without the support I’m sat on the edge of the bed looking up at him a look of dread present on my face “ it seems we shall be king a queen isn’t that a funny joke” he cackled maddeningly as I look down “ I do not wish this upon us” he states again stepping forward and falling infront of me his head resting in my lap his hands on my stomach “ our blood on the iron throne “ I push his hands off of mr “ enough” I stand up “ this will come to haunt us aegon” I look down at him a sour taste rising to my mouth as I see his pathetic state “ I may be with your child, but I shall protect them from such a fate we have been forced face” I state proudly holding myself strong as I push past them leaving the room.

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The next day we’re all summoned to the dragon pits crowds of commoners and lords alike all pushed into the ground ready to receive the news ready for aegon to be announced as king. I stand at the front Aemond and helaena at my side aegon is yet to arrive with our mother I stand there fidgeting anxiously as I hear the whispers and nattering of the people below us. Aemond’s hand gently holds mine pulling me out of my own head as I look up at him “ this is how it must be” he whispers quietly his words hitting me like a brick wall as the trumpets announce aegons arival he’s dressed in finest clothes his hair combed yet I can see the doubt in his face as he begins to walk through the hall making his way to the front the kings guards swords lowers as he steps past them it feels like forever as he finally meets the front I look down at him squeezing Aemond’s hand as my mother places a kiss on his head and he is made to kneel infront of sir Criston his hand placed on the handle of his sword as a priest steps towards him.

“ may the warrior give him courage

May the Smith lend strength to his sword and shield may the father defend him in his need may the Crone lift her shining lamp and light his way to wisdom” he draws a star onto his head using blessed waters as I watch him stare out into the distance his face stoney and cold I can’t help but feel

the tension building within him as sir Criston places the crown of the conqueror upon aegons head “ the crown of the Conqueror passed down through generations” he announces looking down at aegon as he slowly rises back to his feet “ the seven bear witness aegon Targaryen is the true air to the iron throne” he turns to look at me as I bow my head slightly as he starts to turn to his people “ call hail his grace aegon second of his name King of the andals and the rhoynar and the first men Lord of the seven kingdoms and protector of the realm” it’s finally announced as the people begin to cheer “ Aegon the king” they applaud him as he raises his sword in victory I look down taking in a deep breath feeling like something bad is going to happen I look out in horror as the ground starts to tremmer and break the cheers turning into screams of terror as meleys breaks through the floor a loud roar erupting from her as I fall back into Aemond he pushes both me and Helena behind him protectively his hand in his sword as the dragon tramples its way to the front her rider Rhaenys sat comfortably on her back holding on tightly prepared to attack we stand there prepared for dragon fire to erupt from her throat but all that comes is an angry ferocious raw the air hitting us before she flies out leaving us stood tin shock from this point we know we aren’t safe.

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A month passes and I’m showing early signs of pregnancy I’m sat in the library reading as a maester listening to my stomach hearing the babies small heartbeat as he sits up looking at me “ I’d like to say you’re both healthy my queen” he smiles at me as I nod “ thank you maester” I sit back in my chair as he packs away his things “ If you feel any changes please let me know I’m happy to help you when it’s needed” he stands up leaving the room as Aegon rushes in “how is my little one” he pushes past the maester giving him a proper side eye before bending down resting his head in the bump “ they are both perfectly healthy your grace” the maester informs him he ignores him looking up at me smiling proudly.

Since being told that I was pregnant Aegon has been incredibly protective he has stopped most people from seeing me as he believes it would some how effect the baby, he has made it urgent for guards to be with me at all times when he is not and half the time I’m unable to leave my room.

“ I’m thinking of going on a fly” he looks up at me “ would you come with me” he asks looking up at me as I smile “ really, yeah I’ll come” I stand up as he nods “ while we have a break from the court let us spend some time together let us go fly” he smiles taking my hand pulling me towards the door. We run down towards the dragon pit “ being king is stressful y/n im grateful for these little breaks so let us make the most of it” he looks down at me I gently take his hand “ you’re doing well as king” I smile looking at him “ im glad you think so you seem to be the only one” he sighs looking down slightly “ come let us escape” I walk towards queenhelm who nuzzles her nose towards me puffing smoke from her nostrils “Ziry’s issare nykeā bōsa jēda pār īlon emagon sōvegon skorkydoso bē īlon jikagon va mirrī sōvegon” (it’s been awhile since we’ve flown sweet girl how about we go in the little adventure) i smile sweetly my hand running over her scales as I climb onto my saddle making myself comfortable and ready to fly while aegon gets sunfyre ready.

“ y/n” Aegon calls me looking up at me “ queenhelm has laid eggs” he says a huge smile in his face “ Sȳrī gaomagon issa hāedar nyke’m sīr proud hen ao sir īlva byka mēre jāhor emagon mēre hen aōha byka ones” (Well done my girl I’m so proud of you now our little one will have one of your little ones) I smile looking at Aegon “ sunfyre you’re a father” he smiles proudly “ gods this keeps getting better” I look at him as I let out a small sigh thinking of all the chaos that has happened recently and yet he seems to be happy in this moment. Finally we take off flying up through the skies the clouds under us as we race forward flying for hours.

When we’re on our way back to the castle queenhelm starts to become weak and her wings suddenly start giving in cause her to fall down through the clouds towards the ground aegon doesn’t notice being to far ahead in sunfyre as I fall off her back hurtling towards the ground I let out a scream preparing for death when suddenly someone catches me on dragon back I have my eyes tightly shut not knowing who caught me, thinking it’s Aegon, too startled to open them my breathing heavy and hyperventilating as i suddenly loose consciousness out of shock.

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The deal -you’ve proved me wrong

Aegon x sister wife reader

Part 1 part 2 part3 part 4

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Summary : after your agreement with aegon it was finally set in stone and the process of making an heir was now a priority though his behaviour toxic aegon can appear quite sweet at times even if that sweetness can be overbearing, especially in front of the family.

Warning : MDNI, 18+, targcest, p in v sex, neck kisses, biting, praise , fucking anger away, breeding kink, creampie, orgasming, teasing, hair pulling , overstimulation, after care, bathing together , fight, violence, injury, toxic relationships, not proof read

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The next morning aegon wakes me up as he flops onto the bed crawling towards me “ what a night” me smirks down at me “ let me guess madam Sylvie gave you an unforgettable night” I tease gently resting my head on his chest “ no no madam sylvie is for beginners and trust me I am no beginner “ he scoffs his hand tangling it self into my hair “ I won’t believe that till you prove it to me” I giggle as he pulls my head back to look up at him causing a light gasp to escape me “ you’re gonna regret saying that at some point “ he coos biting down onto his lip as our eyes meet each other “ sure i will “ I smile fluttering my eyelashes up at him as he pulls me flush onto his chest.

There’s a knock at the door a small maid stood in the door way her head down facing the floor “ I’m sorry to interrupt “ she mutters “ it’s quite alright “ I smile climbing off of aegon “ what is it you need” Aegon grumbles looking at the girl as she enters the room “ I sent to tell you the princess Rhaenyra has arrived “ she keeps her head down seeing Aegon’s displeasure in the news “ we’re not required to greet them “ I look at him “ thank you for telling us you may go” I look at her as she rushed out the room closing the door behind her.

“ just knowing she’s here makes my blood boil” he grumbles as I pull myself back into him “ take it out on me” I up look at him “ what” he looks at me confused “ Aegon you want an heir, they want it as soon as possible fuck your anger out on me” he lets out a smug laugh “ I didn’t expect you to be asking me to do this so soon” he looks down at me his fingers playing with a stray strand of hair “ you need a distraction im happy to give you one” I smile as he flips us over so he’s on top of me I let out a sudden shriek out of shock “ are you sure you want this “ he asks his lips hovering over mine hot air hitting my face at every breath

“ yes I’m sure now come on before I change my mind” I snap causing him to pull back slightly letting out a hushed tut “this would be us consummating our marriage you know that” he looks down at me “ yes I know aegon and it will be us committing to our duty “ I lean upwards gently kissing his lips “ please let us commit to this one thing” I whisper to him quietly my lips brushing against his “ fuck it” he smirks his hands fumbling with the laces of my night gown quickly untying them and pulling it off of my body he looks at me his face full of hunger and a predatorial expression this is completely different to how he’s ever looked at me before a light grumble erupting from his throat as I look up at him.

He steps back undoing his breaches “ seven hells I think you may be taking to long” I tease rolling into my stomach and balancing my head on my hands “ oh trust me sweetling it’ll be worth the wait” he scoffs finally ridding himself of his clothes. His hands roam my body securing a grip on my hips pulling me towards the edge of the bed making me squirm as he lets his hand roam up the small of my back causing chills to travel through my body he leans over me his lips planting scattered kisses across the back of my neck and shoulders my breath hitches in my throat as a quiet moan escapes my lips “ I promise to start gentle “ he whispers into my ear his voice heavy with lust as I feel his thick cock move between my slick entrance the tip red and angry already leaking with pre cum he slaps it against my clit teasingly a smug smirk on his face as gasp fall from my lips his finally starts to line himself up finally to push into me slowly sinking every inch into my pulsing cunt.

He leans his head back letting out a groan “gods your tight” he praises his hand looping itself into my hair pulling my head back to look at him causing me to let out a desperate yelp “ fuck Aegon please ~” I pant as he starts up a rough and rather brutal pace his hips slapping against the flesh of my ass the sound of desperate moans and skin on skin filling the room

“taking me so well” he pants leaning down placing kisses along my neck finally sinking his sharp canines into the delicate pale skin of my neck causing me to lean further into him my eyes rolling back as my cunt clenched around him the knot in my stomach tightening quickly as I let out a scream of pleasure the bed creaking loudly as aegon starts to pound faster “ good girl~” he chuckles continuously pounding his cock into me harassing the same spot that causes my skin to light on fire

“ FUCK~” I scream my body starting to tremble underneath me “ you gonna cum~” his hot breath hitting my neck “ please fuck~ yes please ~” I beg my hands tightly gripping into the bed sheets underneath me “ go on~” his voice turning gruff and husky as his pace turns slightly more sloppy and less controlled my hair slowly falling out his grip into my face as the knot finally snaps and I cum over his throbbing member he continues to fuck me through my high “ good girl~ you’re doing so fucking well~” he praises pushing further into as his cock twitches and he lets out a guttural moan as his seed spills deep into me planting itself deep within my walls he collapses ontop of me

both of us left panting harmoniously as my body continues to tremble and shake aegon holds me gently his hand gently sweeping the hair from my forehead “ you did incredibly” he mutters to me his other arm swooping round my waist pulling me into his comforting embrace “ fuck” I mutter my breath still fast and rugged “ you ok “ he asks looking down at me “ that was incredible “ I smile up at him my eyes heavy as he lets out a small chuckle “ told you I was good” he teases placing a kiss on my forehead “ so big headed” I giggle nuzzling into side my head resting into his chest listening to his quickened heart rate as I fall asleep at his side.

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An hour passes and mother storms into the room abruptly opening the door Aegon quickly sits up his finger on his lips hushing her “ she’s sleeping mother we had a busy morning” he rushes to cover us with the bed sheets looking at our mother as she stops in her tracks an expression of shock on her face “ well this was unexpected” she states walking closer to the table in the centre of the room and pouring herself a cup of wine siping in it as she walks towards the bed

“ it is our duty is it not mother “ he looks up at her wide eyed full of what seems like innocence like a child looking for reassurance “it is” she sits on the edge of the bed looking down at me as I sleep peacefully next to Aegon “ let’s hope it sticks” she gently strokes the back of my hand with her thumb “ i came to tell you that you both missed the trial” she looks at him as he appears confused “ what trial “ he frowns sitting up more “ the trial against lucerys legitimacy” she sighs looking downwards “ nothing came of it either way but your father requires us all to eat together tonight I want you both on your best behaviour” she adds giving Aegon a sharp motherly stare “ yes mother” he responds bowing his head slightly as he moves to lay back next to me as I begin to stir from my sleep.

“ morning “ I mumble sleepily rubbing my eyes “morning sweetling” he smiles holding me gently “ y/n you did well with committing to your duty “ mother speaks up causing me to startle slightly “ gods mother why are you here” I sit up suddenly keeping my breasts covered with the blanket “ I was just checking in “ she looks at me her gentle eyes boring into me “ we missed some unimportant trial” Aegon sighs laying back against his pillow his hands resting comfortably behind his head I gasp over dramatically “ oh no such a shame” I giggle laying back onto Aegon making him chuckle “ seven hells you’ve been spending to much time with aegon” mother states shaking her head slightly as she swigs with rest of her wine from the cup then stands and leaves without closing the door behind her.

“ rude” I spit slightly forcing myself out of bed to close the door my legs still incredibly stiff and shakes trembling under my own weight as I make my way back to the bed Aegon left smirking to himself “ i can see that look on your face Aegon it’s not funny” I pout as he pulls me into his side letting out a laugh “ oh come on y/n” he teases as I slap his arm “ stop it” I look up at him “ hopefully our baby doesn’t get your sense of humour” say cocky smiling up at him “ well I hope our baby doesn’t have your “ he hesitates for a second struggling to think of anything “ cant think of anything “ I tease giggling more “ I’m just perfect” I smile as he sighs shaking his head “ sure what ever you say princess “

“I think we should get up” he looks down at me as I grown “ do we have too” I grumble quietly snuggling down into the bed more pulling the covers over my head “ come on why don’t we have a bath and get ready for the day” he looks down at me as I gasp “ a bath together?” I peak up at him from under the covers “ is that too intimate for you” he chuckles as I shake my head “ no no I just wasn’t expecting you to be so sweet to me”he sighs his voice turning gentle “ I’m not a monster y/n, I know what after care is” I climb back up the bed “ I never said you were” I look up at him resting my head in his chest “ come on let’s get up” he sighs moving from the bed and moving towards the wash room he rings the bell summoning a maid and waits for them to respond.

A woman rushes in a jug of wine in hand “ you called my prince” she sounds out of breath her clothes messy as she stands in front of aegon “ me and the princess wish to bath together “ he informs her looking down at the messy woman “ could you prepare us a bath” he asks as the woman bows her head getting to work quickly heating up buckets of water and filling up the rather large tub “ my prince when I entered the room the princess appeared to be asleep I doubt she’d want a bath” she informs Aegon as she continues to fill the bath with water and herbal oils “ I’ll let her sleep till the bath is ready “ he sighs leaning up against the wall watching as the water boils upon the fire.

Once the bath is full with steaming water aegon renters the bedroom to see me curled up holding his pillow as I sleep “come on y|n” he sighs lifting me up into his arms walking towards the wash room. “ ugh aegon” I grumble sleepily as he looks down at me a mischievous smile on his face as he suddenly drops me into the bath causing the water to splash over the side I scream “ AEGON” I come back up to the surface the hot water enveloping me “ what the fuck” I look at him scowling as he cackles from the side of the bath “ I felt like I needed to remind you who you’re dealing with” he smirks down at me “ fuck you” I sit back in the bath sulking slightly as Aegon steps into the water joining me at my side the smell of floral soaps and herbal oils soaking into us cleansing us from our previous acts.

We sit there soaking for a while till Aemond walks in standing in the door way “ well this is an unexpected sight” he looks down at us a cocky smirk on his face “ Aemond what do you want” Aegon glares at him covering my body with his own “ I was going to invite y/n to watch me practice in the training yard” he sighs “ but I see you’re occupied “ he adds as I sit up more in the water “ I may join you later “ I look at him letting a nervous smile come to my face as he nods turning to leave “ you jealous “ aegon teases staring up at Aemond “ why would I be jealous of an unhappy marriage “ he scoffs walking out making me look down slightly letting out a sigh as Aegon laughs.

Not long after I get out the bath feeling refreshed finally getting dressed into a long emerald green dress with pearls embroidered on the skirts a maid stands by me doing my hair tying it up into a braid “ sweetling” Aegon calls out still sat in the bath sipping on a cup of wine his head ripped back against the edge of the tub “ what is it” I walk toward the room leaning against the door way “ when your womb is swollen with my child you will tell me won’t you” he asks his words now staggered “ of course “ I smile looking down at him “ you’ll be the first to know” I reassure him as he climbs out the bath water dripping off his body as he places his hand on my lower stomach where the baby will grow a gentle look in his eyes before he walks back into the room to prepare for the rest of the day .

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While he’s busy I go down to the court yard to meet Aemond who is preoccupied talking to our nephews he looks down at them a scowl on his face as he try’s to intimidate them “ Aemond it’s not very knightly of you to scare children” I tease walking towards them taking Aemond’s arm “ sorry sister didn’t realise how immature it seems” he smirks “ aunt it’s good to see you looking so well” jacaerys looks down at me “ you’ve grown well nephew into the man you we’re supposed to be” I smile slightly as he lets out a smug laugh “ manlier than the thing you call a husband “ he jests causing me to frown “ don’t say such a thing against my husband “ I glare at him “ don’t take me wrong aunt both me and you are of the same age and we both know you didn’t want this” he states confidently “ you know nothing of the sort jacaerys “ I snap gripping into Aemond’s arm tighter my nails digging into the leather of his training uniform “y/n” Aemond looks down at me his eyes full of sympathy “ come we shall go” he insists walking me back towards the keep.

“ I hate those bastards” Aemond mutters under his breath as he guides me towards through the hall “they know nothing of your marriage “ he snaps as I look up at him “ brother calm down it’s ok” I comfort him “ thank you for protecting me” I smile up at him as he walks us into the library sitting down at a table “ sister I will always be here to protect you” he looks up at me sweetly as I sit next to him resting my head upon his shoulder stating by his side for the rest of the day reading together abd staying out the way.

“ Aemond” I look over at him as he lifts his head away from the book he’s reading “ yes” he looks over at me putting the book down into his lap “ I’m worried” I mumble slightly as he sits toward in his chair resting his hand on my leg “ what’s wrong sister” he asks his voice sickly sweet “ I worry that when I’m with child aegon will become overly controlling “ I look up at him as he shakes his head “ Aegon will only want you to be safe “ he reassures me pulling me into a hug “ trust me little sister I will always be here for you” he sighs quietly holding me in his stiffened embrace.

A few hours later and we are walking to the dining room ready for the family diner I keep my head down joining aegons side quickly his arm instantly wrapping around my waist pulling me close to his side as jacaerys sits opposite us staring uncomfortably making me feel extremely on edge I lean towards against the table my voice hushed but enough for him to hear “ Lua staring se aegon kostagon gūrogon hen aōha laesi” ( keep staring and aegon may take out your eyes) Aemond lets out a smug laugh as jacaerys sits back slightly confused struggling to understand high valerian causing me to let out a sigh sitting back in my chair aegons arm casually draped along my shoulders that I quickly shrug off of me.

“ we apologise for our absence in the trial earlier today I’m sure it was quite entertaining but we were as you say preoccupied “ Aegon chuckles looking across the table at both boys as I shuffle in my chair uncomfortable “ Aegon hush we do not need to share our private business “ I snap slapping his arm “tis fine aunt we weren’t expecting you there anyway” lucerys states looking down at my lower stomach “ especially in your delicate state” he adds making me rise from my seat “ I’m not in a delicate state” I snap glaring at the small boy as Rhaenyra scolds him quietly and Aegon pulls me back down to my seat “ not yet atleast still waiting for the seed to settle” he mutters to me making my blood boil more.

Suddenly the doors open and our father is brought in on a golden chair and sat down next to mother and his favourite daughter “ how good it is to see you all tonight” he states his voice weak and gravely I can hardly look at him without feeling slightly sick “pray before we begin” mother suggests looking down at our dying father as he struggles for breath “ yes” he insists as she clutches her hands together I sit back in my chair rebelling slightly as aegon grabs my hands forcing them together “ pray my love for the health of our baby” he mutters quietly making me feel even more unwell “ may the mother look down on this gathering with love may Smith mend the bonds that have been broken for far too long and to vaemond velaryon may the gods give him rest” she states loud and proud as I abruptly pull my hands out of aegons grip making people glance up at me as I bow my head in a quiet apology.

“ this is occasion with celebrations it seems my grandsons Jace and Luke will marry their cousins baela and rhaena to strengthen the bond between our houses a toast to the young princes and their betrothed” father states shakily raising his glass as everyone copies him holding thier cups in the air in agreement I can’t help but to think back to mine and aegons wedding where was our father then he wasn’t even there to celebrate us a sour expression comes across my face yet I try to hide it by gulping down my cup of wine just for aegon to snatch it from my hand tutting quietly “ think about the babe it will need a healthy body to stick” he whispers to me making me roll my eyes sitting back my arms crossed against my chest.

Soon father is standing up his body shaking as he stands he reaches for the mask covering half of his face pulling it off causing me to quickly cover my eyes “ it both gladdened my heart and fills me with sorrow to see your faces around the table the face is that means so much to me in all the world you’ve grown so distant from each other in the years that pass” I peak through my fingers to see the empty eye socket staring back at me causing a small gasp to escape me as I quickly grab onto aegon’s arm digging my finger nails in causing small crescents to form on his skin close to bleeding but all he can do is stare at our father who stands directly infront of him “ my own face is no longer handsome one if indeed ever was but tonight I wish you to see me as I am not just a king but your father your grandsire your brother your husband who may not have seen walk much longer among you. Let these feelings cease if the house of the Dragon remains divided the kingdom is doomed but set aside your grievances if not for the sake of the crown but for me.” He states his hands trembling slightly at the handle of his cane as he struggled to sit back down. I can see the sorrow in my mother’s eyes tears swelling in them wishing to come out but she’s too strong she won’t be seen as weak not at a time like this.

Soon enough rhaenyra is rising from her seat her cup in hand as she faces the floor “ I wish to raise my cup to her grace the queen I love my father but I must admit no one has stood more loyal by his side then his good wife she has handed to him with on failing devotion love and honour and for that she has my gratitude and my apology” she slowly sits back down looking keeping her head downwards her arm getting a gentle rub from daemon next to her and a reassuring smile from him as mother stays sat “ your graciousness moves me deeply princess we are both mothers and we love our children. We have more than common than we sometimes allow.” She stands up hesitating for a second holding her cup in hand a slight look of dread visible on her face perhaps even regret is visible in her expression as I look up at her “ I raise my cup to you to your house. You will make a fine queen” everyone drinks except me all I do is nod staying sat in my chair still uncomfortable and at unease with the scene unraveling around us as I let my nails retract from aegon’s arm I hear him wince slightly admiring the scarlet blood dripping on his forearm “ sorry” I mumble quietly as he nods “ tis fine you’re my wife I’m fine with you ripping me apart” he teases slightly his eyes now admiring the faded red bite mark on my neck from earlier today “ as you are with me doing the same” he smirks taking another swig of drink.

When he realises he’s out of wine he rises from his seat walking round between Jace and baela pouring more wine into his cup while whispering to baela I can see his lips moving slyly a smirk on his face as jacaerys slams his fist onto the table quickly disguise again or something else “ just because your wife is unhappy doesn’t mean mine will be also” he snaps quietly but loud enough for me to hear causing me to shrink into myself more than before feeling completely exposed in this room of wolves ready to rip me to shreds soon enough Aemond stands up giving him a warning look as he picks his cup up “ to prince aegon and Aemond we have not seen each other in many years but I have fond memories of our shared youth and his man. I hope we may yet be friends and allies to you and your family is good health.” He says through gritted teeth soon sinking back into his chair a sulking look on his face as he glances across at me pulling my knees up onto the chair trying to comfort myself.

Soon I stand up holding my cup in hand before I can even realise what I’m doing I start talking “ I want to toast for Rhaena and baela I hope your marriage is better than mine and if not it is not that bad they’ll mostly ignore you unless you get on their nerves or step out of line then for some reason they see you again just out of sight out of mind then perhaps you may just become invisible” I raise my glass slightly looking down at myself slowly sitting back to my seat as everyone’s eyes stare at me most full of sympathy but aegons full of fury and embarrassment “ you’ll regret that” he grumbles quietly “ it has to be said” I mutter quietly “ they deserve a warning of what married life is like aegon” I sigh as he sits back shaking his head trying to forget what I’ve just said.

“ let there be some music” father requests music starts playing throughout the hall bringing me a sort of peace to my unsettled mind as everyone starts tucking into food i see a shadow approaching me from afar i look up to see Jace stood next to me holding out his hand “ care to dance” he asks a timid smile playing in his face as I take his hand “ I must warn you im not very good” i giggle quietly as we get up and start dancing to the music he twirls me around and makes me feel like the princess I am all under the watchful eyes of my brothers aegons scowl couldn’t get any worse but I couldn’t care as Jace and I jump about laughing like children again all my worries seem to wash away when suddenly our father is escorted out and both me and Jace are made to go out separate ways them Aemond slams his fist down to the table standing up hunched over glaring at Luce who sits there sniggering to himself.

“ final tribute to the health of my nephews, Jace, Luke and Joffrey, each of them handsome, wise “ he hesitates for a long second glancing round the room all the eyes that are on him I look up at him shaking my head, not wanting him to ruin this peaceful moment but then he does “strong” he smirks evilly at the boys as they get defective “ come let us drain cups to these three strong boys” he teases more a wild look in his eyes as Jace walks towards him “ I dare you to say that” he snaps “ why? ‘Twas only a compliment.” He steps forward “ do you not think of a strong?” Jace swings at Aemond and then a massive brawl breaks out aegon slams lucerys into the table face first and Jace is pulled to the floor pinned under Aemond foot “ THATS ENOUGH” mother shouts as I rush to helaenas side holding onto her arm as she looks around confused and startled “ come sister we must go” she mutters to me pulling me out the room and quickly making our escape to her quarters where we remain the rest of the night.

It’s quite late when there’s a small knock on the door “ come in” helaena speaks gently thinking it may be a maid or a servant but then jacaerys walks in his face slightly bruised already from the fight “I apologise for our behaviour tonight princesses” he states his face facing downwards towards the floor “ you didn’t start it so why should you apologise?” I state gently taking his hand in mine “ thank you for the dance” I smile at him sweetly “ you’ve proved me wrong and made me re think my opinions of you “ I sigh looking into his dark eyes “ thank you for giving us a chance” he bows his head letting out a sigh “ it should be a while since we see each other again all I can say to you aunt is good luck do not let that husband of yours drain you of all life” he turns to leave walking towards the door “ good night jacaerys “ I look at him sweetly as he nods leaving the room for the final time.

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