yojoskive

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oh I hate that man.

oh, I hate how can NEVER hate that man.

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I am trying to make amends

with my soul begging to be in your arms once again,

the numbing nights keeping me awake — eyes searching for you in the darkness

it's always been you.

knocking on your doorsteps,

will you let me in, just once — all I ask for.

The world is falling apart, let me give you paradise

I need you tonight, my heart calls out your name.

Oh, it's always been you.

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"what is love?" they asked,

"when my soul blossoms with the fragrance of our memories, the essence of your existence igniting my heart and caressing my body. Your touch seeping through every inch of my skeleton, love is when you held me close and the first time — I wasn't shattered" I answered.

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and I look in the mirror,

wondering where the happiness is gone?

I find myself deep in the dark, all alone

losing my shine, the biggest terror there's is

with questions in my mind, heart searing with grief

I shall find myself, once again; so is my belief .

Eyes brimming with tears, a silent plea on my lips

the sun is gone, is this an eclipse?

the moon is scared to shimmer;

with worries making my soul wither.

Agony of not perceiving myself for who I am,

I once again find myself, canopied with loneliness

the dread of losing my light;

striving to find a path that leads me to I.

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"being understanding is a gift"

that's the most horrifying thing about it, I understand too much; which people take advantage of.

I look at the situation from other person's perspective but I throw away my own sufferings, my emotions and the burning ache that comes with it.

Is it a curse or a gift? ask the most "understanding person" you know; they'll tell you.

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A response to namjoon's verse in stop the rain 🌧️

with each drop of rain piercing through my skin,

I feel the roar of thunder in my bones

a life oh so full of miseries,

you and I, we're born to survive

So I breathe, I breath as the rain weighs me down

I saunter as the rain pour through Inches of my heart

because you and I, we are born to survive

the melancholy of letting myself go

the art of feeling through it all,

because rain is not my enemy,

it's a teacher, one who has taught to me blossom

even when the storms chatter through every step of my life

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"This heart of mine, nothing but a garden of your memories;

with every moment I breathe by your side, a new flower comes to life"

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once again , I found myself drowning

deep in my emotions,

wondering if the ocean feels the same;

I wonder if I ever will be able to

reach the shore,

the shore that may lead

me to my heart once again

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once again , I found myself drowning

deep in my emotions,

wondering if the ocean feels the same;

the ocean oh so deep,

as my heart so full of mysteries

lost in the darkness;

I wonder if I ever will be able to

reach the shore,

the shore that may lead

me to my heart once again.

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when i think of how I keep going back to the same person over and over again, even after they he broke my heart; I remind myself of how we tend to put together pieces of a broken glasses even after it splinters through our skin and oh, was it a realisation of how we humans are so used to of trying desperately to mend things that are broken even after they make us bleed.

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how do I make you understand that the scars on your body are just like stars scattered throughout the night skies 🌠

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with your hands in mine, I know our souls are intertwined for eternity. To be held by you is the greatest pleasure of my existence and I wish, I become the receiver of your unwavering love in each lifetime.

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if only I knew that the seed of our love will never grow

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Miranda July, The First Bad Man

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I do not search for your presence anymore but, whenever the wind touches my face; it makes my heart race as if you've caressed my soul once again with your love.

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"May we stop seeing ourselves through the eyes of people that never saw us."

-Shane Steele

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"You revealed my inadequacy to the world, all while I was concealing yours."