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#beckph#yan boy#yandere boy#jirai boy#$h tumblr#irl yan#yandere blog#$elf h4rm#$h addict#jirai posting#jirai lifestyle#landmine jirai#jirai kei#jiraiblr#jiraiblogging#menhera blogging#actually mentally ill#menhera#menhera boy#yan blog#yanblr#irl yandere#actually su1c1d4l#actually insane#actually bpd#actually obsessive#actually borderline#actually yandere#incelcore#incel culture
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i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself
#actually borderline#actually bpd#being borderline#borderline blog#borderline culture is#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#borderline vent#bpd#bpd blog#suic1de#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#borderline life#living with borderline#borderline personality disorder#borderline#borderline things#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd culture is#bpd vent#bpd shit#bpd relatable#actually mentally ill#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#im going insane#im so tired#tw sui ideation
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‘start thinking about what you’ll do in the future or you’ll ruin your life’
well sorry i was not supposed to live past 13.
#bpd blog#borderline blog#self h4te#self h@te#actually bpd#actually borderline#borderline culture is#borderline pd#borderline personality disorder#borderline thoughts#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destruction#self destructive behavior#self destruction#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#being borderline#bpd stuff#bpd#borderline problems#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd vent#tw sui ideation#tw sui implied#su1c1d4l
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I hate absolutely everyone
#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd problems#bpd safe#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd#actually borderline#actually bpd#kinda depressing#depressing life#depressiv#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#depressing quotes#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#suic1de#sui ideation#tw sui vent#tw sui talk#tw sui ideation#tw sui implied#su1c1d4l#sad thoughts#sadgirl#sad quotes#i'm sad#🌟ving
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Everything hurts so damn bad. Why do I have to be here
#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#borderline problems#borderline things#borderline thoughts#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd splitting#bpd vent#bpd blog#bpd#living with borderline#borderline blog#borderline culture is#borderline pd#being borderline#sewersidal#sewer slide#sewercide#i’m supposed to be dead by now#tw sui ideation#suic1dal#suic1de#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#su1c1d3#su1cide
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i don't wanna be alone anymore, but i don't wanna interact with people and be hurt again. i don't wanna hurt anyone either, and i don't want more people to hate me. what the fuck am i supposed to do? i really wanna kms rn
#bpd#borderline#tw depressing thoughts#alone with my thoughts#sad thoughts#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#actually bpd#su1c1d4l#bpd thoughts#bpd culture is#bpd vent
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Everything hurts but it won't matter one day soon...
#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#d3pr3ss10n#d3pr3ss3d#screaming crying throwing up#d3pression#sad thoughts#depressiv#sadgirl#depressing shit#$uicidal#su1cide#su1c1d4l#su1c1dal#su1c1d10#su1c1d3#i wanna kms#ready to kms#im going to kms#i want to kms#fuck my life#kms#km$#died#bpd vent#bpd blog#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd#actually borderline
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I’m the type of person to talk someone out of suicide, whilst I plan my own/write suicide letters.
Does that make me a good person, or a hypocrite? Or both?
#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd culture#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd#bpd thoughts#borderline blog#sewer slide#su1cide#su1c1d4l#su1c1dal#bpd stuff
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#beckph#yan boy#yandere boy#jirai boy#$h tumblr#irl yan#yandere blog#$elf h4rm#$h addict#yan blog#yanblr#irl yandere#jirai posting#landmine jirai#jiraiblr#jirai kei#jiraiblogging#ame chan nso#p chan nso#nso ame#nso kangel#nso#i love nso#needy streamer#needy streamer overdose#needy streamer overload#needy girl overdose#actually su1c1d4l#actually insane#actually bpd
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i’m just so fucking tired i don’t think sleeping for 20 days straight would help i need to die
#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#borderline blog#bpd#bpd blog#bpd thoughts#being borderline#borderline culture is#borderline thoughts#mentally tired#mentally exhausted#mental illness#mentally unstable#bpd vent#bpd shit#bpd relatable#borderline personality disorder#borderline#borderline vent#vent post#vent#vent blog#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#depressing shit#manic pixie dream girl#manic pixie nightmare#su1c1d4l#im so tired
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Can somebody please beat the shit out of me? Till i am fully bruised and blooded and aching.
So that i can finally feel this pain.
So that i know i can still feel.
#d3ath#d3pression#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#family#actually bpd#bpd#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#d3athsp0#d3pr3ss10n#tw depressing stuff#s3lf mutilation#self h4te#should this be normal?#su1c1dal#su1c1d3#su1c1d4l#su1cide#su1c1d10
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All fun and games till i remember when i was 11 i was crying my eyes out and begging god to take my life when i fall asleep so i could finally rest in peace.
#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#bpd#bpd vent#depressing quotes#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#depressing life#sorry for being depressing#depressiv#sad thoughts#trauma#childhood#bpd culture is#bpd safe#bpd fp#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#su1cide#su1c1d4l#su1c1dal#su1c1d3#$u!c!d3#$uicidal#someone help#please help#mental health#actually mentally ill
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#depressing shit#sh#sh things#tw sh joke#self destruction#actually bpd#bpd#bpd stuff#su!cidal#su1c1d10#su1c1dal#tw sui ideation#tw sui vent#tw sui implied#su1c1d3#su1c1d4l#i wanna kms#i cant take it anymore#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#sadgirl#girlblogging#shitpost#self destructor#tw depressing stuff#tw s3lf hate#i hate my self#self sabotage
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Just let me die just let me die just let me die Just let me die just let me die just let me die Just let me die just let me die just let me die Just let me die just let me die just let me die Just let me die just let me die just let me die Just let me die just let me die just let me die Just let me die just let me die just let me die Just let me die just let me die just let me die Just let me die just let me die just let me die Just let me die just let me die just let me die Just let me die just let me die just let me die Just let me die just let me die just let me di
#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#borderline problems#borderline things#borderline thoughts#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#I’m in so much pain#being borderline#borderline pd#borderline culture is#living with borderline#borderline blog#suic1dal#tw sui ideation#suic1de#sewersidal#sewer slide#sewercide#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#su1c1d3#su1cide
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from gifted child to sui¢idal jirai neet everyone hates
#jirai kei#地雷系#jiraiblogging#jiraiblr#landmineblogging#landmineblr#neetblr#地雷#sui mention#su1c1d4l#su1c1dal#$uicidal#actually mentally ill
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I just wanna give up. I can't do this shit anymore, I can't keep living like this. Everyday is sooo hard and I just need everything to stop. It feels like I'm running out of air, pls set me free I can't survive this fight.
#tw depressing stuff#depressing shit#this is depressing#tw depressing thoughts#sorry for being depressing#su1c1d4l#bpd blog#bpd#actually bpd#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd fp#su1c1dal#su1c1d3#su1c1d10#su1cide
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