#but it's JUST. my problem with it IS
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#i have a thought spiral i want to share#it's about ai! such fun#ok so i am a student again since last year right#and the one thing that immediately became so obvious is how integrated chatgpt has become like#students have it open during class and ask it questions during group discussions and make summaries with it#and for writing assignments you have to say if and in what way you used ai#etc. like it's everywhere#ALSO at work (i teach) there's been a lot of attention for it like how to integrate it in your classes and make materials with it etc#like there's actual workshops for it and a lot of people use it i feel like#BUT MY THING IS#ok so today i was working on an assignment and i always put a lot of work in them right? like it's a whole Process and i take pride in it#but they also always just take a really long time#and so i was sitting there today and the sun was shining outside and i was just asking myself like#why am i holding on so much to not using it? bc i honestly just utilise to write my assignments and they would be done so much quicker#and I'd have time to do fun things right??#but it's JUST. my problem with it IS#i hate what it stands for right? like it's such a part of this culture where everything always needs to be better and faster#and more productive#like if i can have ai write my emails then i can send more emails and i can get more done and it just feels like suck a part of the “more!!”#(it's like those medicine that energise you or painkillers with caffeine in them like holy fuck people don't need that they just need REST)#and then ALSO#like i said earlier i put a lot of time an effort into writing assignments and i dont mean that in a holier than thou way it's just#there's so much to say for the writing process and thinking about what to include and what to put where and how phrase things#and if we let go of that and just let everything be written by machines like#where is de eigenheid?? (the dutchies will get it i think the english word would be singularity? idiosyncrasy? just the YOU in a text)#just like why is everyone just ok with giving up so much!!!!! why are people okay with not thinking anymore and letting the machines#think for them!!!!!!#that is all not to even MENTION the environmental impact of it all#everything about it infuriates and baffles me#but then also maybe i should just let chatgpt help w my assignments so i can enjoy the sun yk? honestlyyyy idek anymore
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also I got a tattoo partially re-coloured today and they bandaged me in veterinary wrap like I'm a sick horse
#the original tattoo was coloured just fine!#the only problem was that one of the colours was clashing with the tattoo just above it#the neon pink fish belly didn't match well with the earthy palette of my medieval lady#so I had a guy go over it and make the fish belly bright red#(which IS a colour you see in illuminated manuscripts!)#and now I'm very happy with everything
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Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job
#adhd#autism#Dad: Don't worry little man it's super simple! Just let me - the figure you seek support from - tell you to not be afraid#and then - stay with me here! - juuuuuust do it!#voila. my job is done you're welcome have fun doing all the research and figuring out without issue now <3 no problem#(and no of course I won't acknowledge your previous adulting accomplishments bc that's just expected stuff anyway)#||#vent#i guess? man#i don't have opinions or feelings on the internet often but man
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please i love you i'm begging you bring back suspension of disbelief bring back trusting the audience like. i cannot handle any more dialogue that sounds like a legal document. "hello, i am here to talk to you about the incident from a few minutes ago, because i feel you might be unwell, and i am invested in your personal wellbeing." "thank you, i am unwell because the incident was hurtful to me due to my childhood, which was bad." I CANT!!!!
do you know how many people are mad that authors use "growled" as a word for "said"? it's just poetics! they do not literally mean "growled," it's just a common replacement for "said with force but in a low tone." it's normal! do you hear me!! help me i love you please let me out of here!!!
#i am so sick of writers having to anticipate the most boring#bad-faith readings of their work. i am like - if you use cheese as a currency#okay! as long as the world makes sense to me: cool. cheese tax. moving on.#my job as the reader is to suspend my disbelief and say okay! i am so sick of like#fanfiction authors having to write dissertations#because they had an interesting idea they'd like to try out!!!#just write it! if it doesn't make sense that's someone else's problem!!!#PS OP is autistic. yes sometimes i take things literally at first glance. then i think about it lol#this is so clearly not about accessibility etc. it's about like. girl even i an autistic person#am able to understand ''they probably didn't mean his eyes darkened LITERALLY''
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me when the plot won't plot like it should
#just plot would you?#writeblr#novel writing#writing#my writing#fantasy#novel#books#wip#writers block#writers#writing community#writing prompt#writing inspiration#writing tips#writing advice#creative writing#on writing#writer stuff#writer problems#writer things#writer life#writer thoughts#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#writing stuff#thewordsarestuckinmyhead
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Finally caught up with Apothecary Diaries. I can't believe they gave Maomao a gun.
#the apothecary diaries#maomao#jinshi#I started watching back from the beginning and oh man...this series is a delight.#Maomao is one of my favourite protagonists for the fact she is a unique mystery lover who also loves to stay in her own lane.#She's here to solve the 'how' of the mystery but the who? Not her problem and not her job.#No crazy leaps in logic. Just a girl who loves her posions and puzzles.#I want to say so much more about this series but It really is best enjoyed as something to discover on your own! It's a mystery after all!#I want to draw some crossover art for this series so badly...Perhaps...perhaps...#This dehydration story comes from my own life - in which my flatmates have a running bit about calling sport drinks 'potions'.#This was very relevant when I was suffering from dehydration (low sodium intake + over drinking lead to a very bad time).#That's right. You can dehydrate via drinking too much water. Low sodium and low potassium can make you very ill as well.#Sometimes what you need is someone aggressively reminding you to add salt to your dishes and drink your goddamn potion.
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Here’s my take on the whole audio books vs. reading:
Oral tradition of storytelling predates written ones by millennias, and honestly, which one you like is just a personal preference.
The actual difference is
when listening, you have no idea how to write characters’ names
when reading, you have no idea how to pronounce characters’ names
hope this helps!
#audio books vs reading#honestly this debate is just pineapple on pizza again#personally i like reading better#i’m a poor listener and since i read faster than people talk i get bored and my mind starts to wander#but who gives a shit#just do what works best for you#in the end we all get the same story#oh and this post is about stories in english#in finnish you rarely have either problem
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I cannot stop thinking about Episode 5 of TADC because Ragatha is, however unintentionally, one of the best examples of how isolating and difficult it is to interact with the world as an autistic person I have ever seen. To the point it genuinely makes me sad to think about her. I need to make a post expanding on this at some point but rn just. The way everyone assumes there’s some sinister hidden meaning to everything she does and says but she’s literally just trying to be nice and she doesn’t understand why it’s not working. The way she tries so hard to make connections but it constantly falls flat, she says things that hurt without realising how or why. She follows the rules she’s been taught will make her friends — she’s kind, she’s forgiving, she’s accepting and apologetic when she messes up, but for some reason it’s just not working. She tries to mimic other people, she tries to laugh at past experiences, tries to open up about her past like everyone else is doing, but now everyone’s uncomfortable and looking at her like she’s crazy and she doesn’t get it!! She doesn’t get it!!! Jax is a jerk and he’s mean to everyone but for some reason Pomni likes him and she doesn’t get it, she doesn’t understand! Pomni tells her it’s okay to be a jerk sometimes but Ragatha doesn’t like being mean, she wants to be nice to people, but she does it anyway, she gets mean like Jax and Zooble do but now Pomni’s looking at her like she’s done something wrong but she just did what she asked her to!! She doesn’t get it!! At the end of the episode everyone goes off into their groups and Ragatha is left alone, after having tried so hard to make friends and fit in and make people like her, she’s still alone, and everyone thinks she’s weird and unapproachable and she just has to give up and accept that she is inherently unloveable. Her evil alter ego tells her she’s going to die alone and nobody loves her and the only thing she corrects her on is the fact that they can’t die here. The few that might like her when she’s around don’t miss her when she’s gone, because there’s nothing to miss. Ragatha has spent her whole life systematically stripping away everything that makes her different and unlikeable in order to make herself more palatable to others, and in the process she has made herself a personalitiless blank slate with no unique identity for others to latch onto and appreciate. She has nothing to add to any conversation because she’s too afraid of being disliked to have a memorable personality beyond being generally polite and nice. And just. God. Someone get this girl some noise cancelling headphones and a therapist on speed dial, being this good of a representation of what it’s like to be autistic, especially to be an autistic person with trauma, is not good for the soul. That final shot just destroys me right in the heart. My poor girl.

#like just. fuck man she’s so good#I really hope they do something with this because fuck dude#like I don’t even know where you go with this moving forward because I’ve not fully solved this problem in my own life!!!#maybe this is just a self report and it’s not as common an autist experience as I think it is#but like. Ragatha I love you I hope you learn about the dsm-5 soon#the amazing digital circus#tadc#ragatha#tadc ragatha#textpost#analysis#tadc analysis#tadc jax#tadc pomni#autism#tadc episode 5#tadc episode 5 spoilers#the amazing digital circus episode 5 spoilers#<- very mild and not really but just in case#the amazing digital circus episode 5
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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking
#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire#'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem#the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted#also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out#so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has said‚ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my#notifs page cleanish lol#also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3#secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because#of investors bankrolling everything#and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest#however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point#once again. so many murder dollars#so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction#anyways . love yall ���#origibberish#bigger gibbers
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Chronic pain pisses me off cause I'm not even incapacitated for like a cool or badass reason instead my body is throwing the world's biggest temper tantrum because it's raining outside
#it feels like i got jumped by seven people but NO#if my body is going to make me feel like ive been stabbed five thousand times i should at least get a sword fight out of it im just saying#fibromyalgia#fibropain#fibro problems#fibro flare#fibro#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#chronic illness#hypermobility#hypermobile#hypermobility syndrome#spoonie#disabled#actually disabled#disability#c punk#cripple punk
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[I.D. an edited version of the "is this a pigeon" meme. A man with glasses, captioned "my overstimulated ass" points at a butterfly, captioned "someone making an annoying noise". At the bottom of the image, a dialogue caption reads "is this a crime deserving the death sentence?" end I.D.]
#i *tried* making an ID just bc I thinks it’s worthwhile when one of my posts takes off#but I’m not very good at this so lmk if there are edits I can do to make it more clear!#adhd memes#adhd meme#adhd problems#autism#autism meme#adhd#autism memes#autist#autistic meme#neurodivergence#neurodivergent#neurodivergent meme#neurodivergence meme#neurodivergent memes#burntblueberrywaffles#blue makes memes#actually autistic#actually adhd#greatest hits
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people will hear you talk about struggling with mental illness and say “you can do anything if you just put your mind to it”. brother what part of the body does the mental illness happen in. what do you think is the problem
#neurodivergent#adhd#autism#executive dysfunction#shoutout to my dad lmao. mr ‘just outthink it!’#fuck! dude i never thought of that#waiiiit wait youre telling me all i have to do to overcome the Problems is put my mind to it#ok lemme consult the mind rq#im back. the mind is what has the Problems#my post#dave speaks
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(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)
#MY GIRLLLLLLLL <333333 you're doing amazing sweetie kill them all you deserve to#anyway. coping mechanism. the problems in my life i could solve if society just let me have a death note#this show really is an exercise in patience and suffering i get SO squicked out#by how much the horrible characters and situations mirror the insanity of what's happening in real life#also the revelation that some of the actors are Exactly as shitty as their characters are is. ugh.#but every time i'm like okay i can't take it i need to stop to protect my headspace#i think of kimiko and am like.... no... i need to see my gir....#hope karen gets jucy roles in other shows too PLEASE#the boys#kimiko miyashiro#karen fukuhara#theboysedit#tvedit
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i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower
#woke up feeling more lost and out of touch with myself.. my surroundings and my partner all in the span of a night.. what the hell..#i really need a new therapist. specifically a dbt therapist but i have really weird health insurance so there's not many options..#i just really need someone that i feel open enough to talk to about anything and that will actually help me and not just use the dumbass#worn out therapist lines..#bpd shitposting#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#bpd problems#sorry 4 the long rant in tags :/
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fuck nudes send bicep pics pls
#can the 50 yr old men in my dms get the fuck off my blog pls no i dont want to see your biceps#girlblogging#lana#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#chiara altieri#ludovica storti#lana del rey#just girlboss things#girl blogger#lana core#girl blog#girl blogging#cinnamon girl#fit girls#cinammon girl#crazy girl#coquette girl#gif#biceps#big bicep#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girl core#girl hood#girl interrupted#girl hysteria#girl interrupted syndrome#girl rage#girl problems
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free my boy he did it all but i forgive him
#i played the entire quest in one sitting#when i tell you albedo has been my fav since i started playing and he has NEVER had lore relevance#shoutout to his archon quest debut 🤩🤩🤩this quest was so good#kaeya pulling up as his lawyer was fucking insane#defending my bf in courtcore#albedo kreideprinz#albedo#traveler#aether#paimon#jean gunnhildr#sucrose#genshin impact#genshin#genshin fanart#fanart#my art#art#comic#real talk im so annoyed by the references to the past albedo events as if any new player has played them#ive done the simulanka one but i wasnt an active player in 2.3 and i hadn't started playing yet in his first event in 1.2#and i know this is a problem genshin's had for forever#but to see limited events from YEARS ago actively referenced in an archon quest that just released is so insane#NOBODY KNOWS WHO DURIN IS!!!! HOYO!!!!
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