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idk how to explain this but i feel very boy when listening to certain artists or playing certain games. i feel very girl when listening to certain artists or playing certain games too. i don't really know what i Want to look like. but sometimes i think about living as a girl, and treating it like a costume, but i want my default to be boy
#i'm not using boy/girl as substitutes for masc or feminine#like when i say i feel like a girl i'll go by a girl name use she her and kinda stand in my girlhood#and i fhink of that as like a costume#but my name will always be josh i'll always be some guy#it's a fluctuating thing#i don't really liiiike using labels bc i feel like a fraud whenever i change#but i'm never gonna stick to one thing so#gender-fluid is the most accurate
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“Autism doesn’t cause low empathy! In fact we’re all just hyperempathetic we’re not bad peo-“
SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP.
There’s a few things going on with this statement.
1. Assuming that low empathy makes someone a bad person. It does not. Actions are what matter, not empathy levels.
2. Demonizing autistic people whose low/no empathy they attribute to their autism. Autism fundamentally impacts the way you interact with the world, others, and yourself. That includes empathy.
Anyway I love you people with low/no empathy this is a safe space for you <3
Signed,
A very pissed off autistic person with fluctuating empathy levels
#actually autistic#disability#autism#autism acceptance month#autistic things#actually autism#autistic community#autistic#rant#rant post#mini rant#fluctuating empathy#low empathy#no empathy#discourse#autism discourse
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These two idiots
#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat#in stars and time#4c fanart#I think#Loop and Siffrin should be allowed to fight each other regularly#For enrichment#Just like#Give em some potions and let them have at it#Meanwhile those two continue to be my favorite things to draw#Round face with a white bob cut? Hello every dnd OC I've ever made#Spikey object-head that fluctuates with emotions and otherwise does what it wants? Hell yeah sign me up#And they're GALAXY themed?#Oh it is SO over#Aaaanyways I should go to bed#Let the brainrot continue after I sleep for an hour or two
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having low/no empathy doesn't make you evil or less-than someone else
you don't owe empathy to anyone
having NPD or ASPD doesn't make you a bad person
#did system#traumagenic system#actually did#actually dissociative#did#did osdd#did stuff#dissociation#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#npd culture is#actually npd#npd safe#npd#npd positivity#cluster b#actually narcissistic#actually cluster b#aspd safe#aspd thoughts#aspd#aspd traits#actually aspd#actually antisocial#low empathy#no empathy#fluctuating empathy#system things#system stuff#system
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loop 259
#hmswposting#chonny jash#cj mind#cj soul#cccc#TWO because the soul was my warmup but i really like it ^_^#funny because i didnt even end up drawing anything big#kinda fluctuated between 3 different things..#maybe tomorrow i'll finish one of them
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Arthur Lester manages to win dad of the year on a technicality.
#I want it stated when I thought about this post I was originally just thinking I’d Larson and kayne#then I remembered Daniel. who ostensibly should win considering he managed to keep his child alive until adulthood#and had zero affect on her mortality#that being said I’m choosing to dock him points for being a Freemason.#I’m cleaning out my drafts I wrote this the night of 52#and then thought better of it#cause of the aforementioned Daniel thing#but eh I’m feeling fun tonight who cares about correct statements in fluctuating canon horror podcast land
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the fact that all of these things can exist in someone's mind as equally valid and neutral "personal bodily choices" is both frightening and infuriating. anything that involves another person is not strictly a matter of individual bodily autonomy, and anything involving the presence of money being used to influence a choice that would not otherwise be made in its absence is not "autonomy".
deeply disturbing seeing the concept of "having sex for free" lined up here too, as if people somehow forgot that sex doesn't inherently have anything to do with money.
#radical feminism#anti sex industry#anti prostitution#sex industry#sex culture#analysis / commentary#I shouldn't have to say it but obviously abortions / weight fluctuations / tattoos are all fine and normal.#it's Bizarre to see them being put on the same pedestal as HRT and literal prostitution.#what on earth do any of these things have in common that would cause them to be listed out together like this. I'm baffled
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i’m very sorry that society has made you feel this way about your fellow disabled people. i hope you can reflect on why you believe that other people with worse symptoms than you are bringing down this community and giving us a bad name.
(especially in the context of a vent post that is not indicative of whether or not we are “actually trying” in real life.)
i am also sorry that society makes you believe that in order for disabled people to be respected we have to consistently be working toward a nebulous goal of self improvement and overcoming of disability as to not be perceived as lazy and inconsiderate by the world.
i hope you can be kinder and more patient with yourself and your disability in the future, too.
#i’m not mad even though your tags on my post were extremely rude and disrespectful. i understand why you feel this way#it’s the way that everyone in the world talks about this issue to me and everyone else who struggles with it to.#it’s pretty much impossible not to internalize some of that#but a key thing in disability activism is the realization that disability is actually disabling. and that there are wildly different#presentations of disability in different people. people with the same disabilities may have vastly different capacities for dif activity#internalized ableism#ableism#it’s also just a bit funny that the whole reason i made this post was because of the people who tell me exactly what you did in your tags#that all i have to do is work harder and try harder and#refusing to realize that my ability fluctuates day to day and hour to hour#there’s weeks where i’m on time every day. and then i have a moment that lapses into hours of stuporific depression#or similar exec dysfunction#that makes it impossible to consider going anywhere or doing anything.#and during episodes like this the alternative to being late is not being on time. it is simply not doing anything#time blindness is a debilitating symptom i experience. it has soured hundreds of events and relationships for me. this is not because#i just don’t try. or i don’t want to. or i do not torture myself about it. i promise#an explanation of which i am only delving into in the hopes that it enlightens you to my previous posts logic a bit more#not because i believe anyone has to justify their disability to anyone to be owed respect and compassion#i hope this helps a little
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(Edit: Thanks to the people who informed me on what Leif's species is!)
Sat down and got to finally properly render these fuckers while also settling on how I should draw them. I actually did a tiny bit of research on their respective species, took a few elements here and there but nothing to drastically change them.
So as far as I'm aware, Leif is not a specific moth but plenty of blue and red moths will usually have the eye patterns on their wings and as well as have fluff on their bodies. Had fun with the posing and if you can guess where I referenced it then you get a cookie. Thought it was neat that the original concept was that he was suppose to dance.
Vi is obviously a honey bee, they're very well known to be fuzzy. I don't have much to say besides from that but if anyone doesn't know, only females have stingers.
Now Kabbu was really testing my patience, according to the wiki it states that is he is a rainbow scarab beetle. If that is wrong then too bad, those guys are gorgeous and it took me too long to figure how to balance the colors without burning my eyes. Its faint but noticeable, just so I can still be true to the game model, also I know it's not as visible here but I realize beetle wings are very pretty.
So what's the conclusion here? There needs to be a website dedicated to bug references so I can sit there and admire them all day.
#Fluctuating between bugs having 3-4 fingers sometimes even 2 but never 5 :)#Yeah anyone who follows me may noticed that I change my art style#Been in an art rut for the last few weeks and wanted to change things up#bug fables#bf leif#bf vi#bf kabbu#team snakemouth#vio.txt#vio.png
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what happens in the changelings route when daniil has to babysit clara (canon) (real) (my dad works at IPL)
transcript under cut. watch on youtube if you wish!
c: ah- wait how old are you
d: wait. guess.
c: thirty six. (wheezing)
d: WHAT??????
c: (wheezing) its a guess-
d: THAT WAS SO FAR OFF!!!!-uhh
c: now why are you yelling at me-
d: THAT WASNT EVEN CLOSE
c: huhHEE-HEE! (wheezing)
d: (thru tears) like normally when people play that game they're like "aww" they guess like a little bit younger. was that of the little bit younger guess???
c: yyyeeaah are you like thirty nine-
d: (shriek) WHAAT
c: (losing it)
[silence]
c: so was i right??
d: NO-hoo!!! [loud sound, interpreted as a gunshot in animation] i'm not in my thirties!
c: ohh. (high pitched) Really?
d: (soft) yeah i'm in my forties
c: ah i knew it (laughing, jokey voice) i was just being nice-
d: I'M NOT IN MY FORTIES WHAT DO YOU MEAN I KNEW IT. I'M TWENTY EIGHT. WHATTHEFUCKKKK
c: oh god-DAMN youre OLD (still laughing)
d: (shrieking) WHAT.
#you can tell that my motivation fluctuated#i tried a lot of things here#enjoy#please. please enjoy#pathologic#daniil dankovsky#clara saburova#clara the changeling#clara pathologic#the changeling pathologic#the changeling#the bachelor#the bachelor pathologic#pathologic classic hd#pathologic 2#мор утопия#animation#autismsupersoldier originals#pathologic fanart#pathologic animation#i just worked very hard on this and want it to be seen aabwwbegfjjc
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It really is like. you don't realize until you ask other fat ppl, how common it is for a thinner person to use you as a Fat Sounding Board for their feelings about THEIR own weight.
#listening to someone Half your size use you as a conduit to say they hate how fat they feel#is a serious twilight zone level experience. are there cameras???? is someone filming this?????#me. the person LEAST interested in hearing it. ME. I'M the sounding board??? ME???????????????#sergle.txt#you don't really think of it as a Thing until a bunch of other ppl describe an identical conversation to ones you've had lmao#they are like so eager to talk about it. unprovoked usually but also if they see an opening#my weight fluctuated a few times recently bc of mental illness / the woes of high dose bupropion and people were ELATED#to start dieting conversations with me after noticing any changes.
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huge fan of this shirt
#one piece#monkey d luffy#person who asked if i could draw him 🫵 hi#as a general thing i don’t take requests just bc i’m busy and my energy to draw fluctuates a lot BUT#i already had this sketched out and getting an ask motivated me to slap color on it#i appreciate your interest in my art!!
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It was my understanding that BOTW Link found the Master Sword at a very young age, and Mipha notes how it changed him from a carefree child to stoic soldier
we don’t know exactly when he found it, so i actually don’t consider that detail an AOC timeline difference! you’re right that it’s implied that he was much younger than the average soldier, but exactly HOW young is unclear. creating a champion suggests he was somewhere around 12, but there’s no game source for that so it’s technically non-canon, and given that he was likely around 15 or 16 at the beginning of aoc, he’s also very young to be a soldier in that timeline. most other soldiers we see are implied to be adults, or eighteen at the very least, so even as a young teenager link would have still been at least 3 or 4 years younger than everyone else in the royal guard, which i would argue is still a significant enough age gap for him to be considered a kid. as for mipha’s comments, i think it’s important to note that 1. being a zora, she is experiencing time on a vastly different scale than link (and she has very little experience with hylians outside of link pre-calamity) so natural hylian aging would likely seem incredibly dramatic to her, and 2. we don’t actually know how much time passed between her encounter with him as a child and their first meeting as champions. we can speculate somewhat based on their respective ages, but mipha is very much an unreliable narrator when it comes to hylian aging and timescales. so tldr that wasn’t TECNHICALLY a change between the botw and aoc timelines because aoc does actually fall within the theoretical parameters we have for the botw pre-calamity timeline. because it’s so vague there’s a ton of wiggle room, and i personally prefer a link who found the sword a little younger than what aoc portrays, but yeah :)
#i fluctuate between preferring a solid found the sword at 12 and a joined the guard at 12 found the sword at like 14 type thing#either way we know the major aoc change is the fact that zelda interacted with him pre sword claim#asks#also worth noting that 15 or 16 IS really young. you don’t feel that way when you’re that age#but once you get to be in your 20s teenagers really just look like kids to you
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May I request an ocean horse? Interpret that however you wish!!
how about an estuary habitat? the ones that fill with beautiful iron rich clay silt. we need estuarian kelpies
#anyways so estuaries right? absolutely batshit insane ecological niche#if you can tolerate quick fluctuations in salt its perfect to pup or egg cause its absolutely full of prey#just in the way that its full of little guys fleeing easier habitats because estuarian locations are harder to live in#so its harder to be preyed upon. so you get this real nice niche of small critter fleeing to hard to survive area#and as such they provide the much needed prey species for things like shark pups. so sharks (who can tolerate salt fluctuations)#flock to estuaries to pup. which in turn prey on the things fleeing things that cant survive in estuaries#real cool stuff! i haven't watched a couple days worth of marine bio lectures for nothing#askbox#estuaries are kind of a sweet spot between land and sea anyways#theres so much more to estuaries though it is too long to mention the tidal cycles they rely on and how it makes them nutrient rich#ough i wish i was better with words id blow your socks off with marine bio facts#marine bio facts are super effective at charming people btw
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Keep up your sunny smile, it attracts customers (Patreon)
#Doodles#Deltarune#Yellow Addison#Finally did the thing finally drew the guy#Wingies ears....so cute........so expressive............#Also ft. my YAddison design for comparison funsies - tiny feather-petals vs. big ol' wings!#Really they're not that big I probably drew them just a Little too big but ahhh big expressions!#Fun to imagine him politely or tiredly emoting with his wings tucked to the sides of his head haha#Very cute <3 Do like <3#Last one was like a half-study? Another one of those ones using a reference but adding little style specifics#It's harder to tell here haha my DR style fluctuates in simplicity - very simple here#Addisons are still quite fun to express with even outside ear expressions (lol) eye expressions in particular#Amazing how the ''same'' eye shape can express so many things! I suppose dot eyes can do the same#Had to give him a bit of gloominess too - bright yellow poppy and sparkly! Contrasted so much against low ear-wings#The floof is also wonderfully fun <3 My YAdd tends to be a bit more plasticy haha one-shaped#Softness ♥ Very pettable ♪#Little wing-flicks if you mess with him - we know Pink does lol
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I dont know how I wanna draw this man, propaganda take the wheel!
#crk#cookie run kingdom#pure vanilla cookie#my art#glitzybunny#my art lately is also fluctuating in consistency again#art style be wilding#gdfjkngdfjkg#I have headcanons that contradict certain things but I mean soul jam go brr maybe idk#cookies....
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