I just keep trying to remind myself of how good it feels in the morning after successfully restr1cting
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I miss my old acct so much :( I deleted it out of “recovery” and regretted it a week later 😭
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I had a dream last night that my coworker pointed out that I was getting too thin and she was concerned :(
How am I simultaneously afraid of people noticing and wanting to be noticed 😭😭
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I’m going on a vegas trip with a bunch of girls I barely know one month from now. I HAVE to be at my gw or else all I’m going to think about is how much I hate my body and I’m going to be so anxious and insecure and I just want to focus on having fun and getting to know everyone instead of thinking about how I look the whole time.
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I have a cold rn which means 0 appetite (yay) but I’m so worried about binging :( like the longer I fast the higher likely I will binge late at night. So I’m having this argument with myself on either making myself eat something and possibly trigger more hunger + waste my low appetite or fast as long as I can n take advantage of it >.<
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Thin people look good in any kind of clothes. I want to be those people, I want it so badly.
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I actually did a home workout wow!!!!!
Fml I went to the gym and I felt so much anxiety about other people there I just immediately left :(
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Fml I went to the gym and I felt so much anxiety about other people there I just immediately left :(
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