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My iconic post before my blog got taken down

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real

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No pido tanto!! Solo quiero llegar por lo menos a 55 kg solo eso!!

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"do you wanna be that grandma that comments about calories while being 2 minutes away from death?"

biggest tip ever:

stop the calorie counting, stop the wheighting yourself daily, stop the obsesing over how you look.

I have been in recovery since march 2023, and you can clearly tell that it wasn't easy since I came back here multiple times. but this time, I came back to tell you that recovery is actually fucking worth it.

atm I am eating a salad, I put humus in it, I put olive oil in it, then I will eat brownie and for dinner I will go to Mc. I don't know the amount of calories i will be consuming, but I couldn't care less.

I get why you starve 2 days before a party or any event, but it is not worth it. so what if you are bloated while wearing a tight dress? who cares? and if someone cares, why should it be YOUR problem? if someone feels the need to comment about your body, let them. who the fuck cares? because you don't.

STOP THE CAREING ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S OPINIONS. if a guy doesn't like you bc you are fat, DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT GUY IS WORTH IT? is anyone worth your peace? NO! NO ONE IS WORTH YOUR HAPPINESS OTHER THAN YOU.

and no. being skinnier doesn't make you happy, what makes you happy is believing you are one step closer to being happy, but every step forward takes your happiness more far away, so you are going to be your whole life sad. why not just change what makes you happy? and it WILL be difficult but not impossible. Being happy where you are now IS impossible.

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List of films about ed:

Swallow (2019)

When friendship kills (1996)

Feed (2017)

For the love of Nancy (1994)

Sharing the secret (2000)

Don’t forget me (2017)

Body (2015)

Thin (2006)

My skinny sister (2015)

The wasting (2017)

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EMPTINESS IS PURE, STARVATION IS THE CURE

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the guys always like the skinny girl, trust me.

been there, done that

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I "recovered" But...

why do we call it recovery? it doesn't exist

There's not such a thing

if you had an eating disorder,

you'll always have it

you are not gonna recover EVER

my friend started to check herself more, because she likes a guy,

I am in a competition again,

I am competing, bc il never leave this world

I am aware that an Ed sucks, but what the hell

I love starving, and seeing the scale go down

fuck everybody else.

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I revovered, I am happy again, but i gained weight. DONT LET IT LIE TO YOU. RECOVERY MAKES THE WEIGHT GO UP. i don't like my body like this

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god I ate

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things to do instead of eating (my list version ;))

look for outfits on pinterest or where you normally look;

read a book;

write poetry (i like to write lol);

watch twilight, h2o, winx, business proposal, to the bone, etc… (just something i enjoy watching when i don’t haver anything else to watch);

do workouts or plan workouts;

plan meals and watch the calories;

try new makeups;

practice music or dance for shows/competitions;

write songs;

listen to music;

study;

write stuff about ana on a notebook that I have only for that (if you don't do that i recommend you to start doing it, it really helps);

and of course, just scroll through edtumblr or the anathinspiration site! (https://blackfedora824.wixsite.com/).

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no pls don't try to flirt with me i have to be ✨skinny✨ first

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what do you mean I cant starve n recover at the same time???

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HI IM BACK FOR GOOD

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things you can do with rice cakes ♡₊˚ 🦢・₊✧

— use them as bread

— make mini pizzas

— cut them up and use them as cereal

— eat them alone

— put any fruit on top

— eat with dipping

— cut thin and eat as chips

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My friend told me her Sister WANTS me tobtalk to her abt mu ed (seis recoverying) and she said it's would be grest for me