3maciatedmaddy

[3maciatedmaddy]

ahhh!!! i want meat!!!! i feel like a rabid animal!!! protein!!!

[3maciatedmaddy]

When I eat 100 calories over my deficit so I eat 1,000 calories more cus what’s the difference

[3maciatedmaddy]

I can’t wait to be home oh my god. My dad is constantly trying to stuff food in my face and makes it a big deal if I don’t want to eat anything. It’s just so normal for them to eat like that and I don’t understand how. The second I’m home I’m going to keep gradually lowering my cals until I’m able to fast again. I’ve gotten so far to the point where I’m able to eat 3 meals a day if I space them out. I miss being full off of a snack a day.

[3maciatedmaddy]

Ok, so my cousin walked into the bathroom and called my name. I have to take the L, or maybe a laxative and starve myself tomorrow. I’m so disappointed in myself I’ve just let food be a normal thing for me and now I’m facing the consequences by being fat as fuck.

[3maciatedmaddy]

I just ate a fat steak. Now I’m in the bathroom debating if I should throw it up. I chugged water the whole dinner so I could after but I should’ve just not gotten it. I’m so scared to try, the bathroom is literally full and I’m 5 weeks clean of purging. I might just sit in here and wait it out.

[3maciatedmaddy]

Currently on family vacation and my family is so fat, at least my cousin is also starving himself so maybe we can push through!!!

[3maciatedmaddy]

angles

did u ever heared from the 3-bites-rule?

the first bite is the craving bite- u feel happy and enjoy it

the second bite is the „the taste last longer“ bite- now u taste the whole flavor

the third bite is the „ok thanks, i had enough“ - now u stop eating it

sometimes it helps w really bad cravings to eat 3 bites instead of the whole pack

stay safe

[3maciatedmaddy]

This is so real omfg

[3maciatedmaddy]

I don’t care if it hurts. I wanna have control. I WANT A PERFECT BODY.

[3maciatedmaddy]

[3maciatedmaddy]

hiii, im Maddy! I haven’t been on tumblr in a minute and I got logged out of my last account, so I’m starting over once again.

i hope i can find my old moots! i haven’t been active in nearly 2 months but i need a place to rant and indulge in 3dblr once again for motivation because ive recently r3l4pased. this account is not to promote in any way, so please block and do not report!

my stats

hw: 145lbs

lw: 115lbs

cw: 125lbs

gw: 115lbs

ugw: 100lbs

im 5’8 and 18 years old for reference!

COACHES DNI!!!!!!!!