3yesimthatfangirl3

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

HEY! I'M BACK!

Helloooooooooooooooooo! I've been watching more anime now, not a lot of animes, just a couple that I really like, but I wanted to start writing on Wattpad (@UrLittleWeirdo the pfp that says Wynn on it [it's my friends account that i have jammed myself into]) like character x reader or ship fanfic or smth. I was thinking of doing Ushi x reader or Kuroo x reader or a Bakuaka fanfic because I LOVE THEM!

I have a real problem when people write the characters completely different than they actually are, it just bothers me so much ya know, so if that's a pain for you too, then I promise, I won't let that happen. I like writing a lot, and I hope I can be a good writer to any readers out there.

Anyways... If you have a preference on what writing I should do, or a different character or ship writing entirely than I will gladly take requests either on here or on wattpad (but wattpad would be better)

PEACE OUT!

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

NEVERMIND!

I BACKTRACK!

My fav characters are Todoroki and Kirishima! Because! They! Are! Supreme! And I ship KiriBaku around 85% and TodoBaku about 15% BECAUSE KIRIBAKU FOR LIFE!

I also think Todoroki may be asexual😂

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

I just started my first anime...

So... I just started my first anime, because my friends legit forced my head to look at the screen for 2 hours... and it was the best and worst decision of my life. It was a couple days ago actually, and the show is called My Hero Academia (dub version) and lemme just say... I spoil things for myself. Like...

A LOT!

Todoroki is my child, I ship TodoBaku (yes I have my reasons), and Dabi deserves a better life (which is pretty obvious). 

😁😁😁

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

ITS LOVE

“Dean is not in love with Cas.” My ass!

Let’s not talk about eyefucking, staring at each other, liplicking, gentle facetouching and other acting and filming choices. For that part I highly recommend the cinematography of Destiel by @lulu-zodiac​, it’s a masterpiece. We all know it’s there 24/7 and it’s a deliberate choice of representing Destiel in a romantic way.

https://lulu-zodiac.tumblr.com/post/640773359938961408/the-cinematography-of-destiel

Let’s talk about arc facts. I am sure as hell I missed a shitload. Feel free to add in the comments. And nope, it’s not in the right order, it’s pure chaos popping into my mind right now.

Cas’ Leviathan death

Dean being heavily alcoholic, highly depressive after Cas died.

Dean keeping Cas’ trenchcoat even while using different cars.

1st purgatory

Dean searching a fucking year for the angel in purgatory, having no intend to leave, having no clue if he’s even alive.

Dean praying to Cas every night. Every fucking night. For a fucking year.

Dean being heavily traumatized after not being able to get Cas out of purgatory, seeing and hallucinating him everywhere, not being able to cope.

Dean adjusting himself when Cas walks freshly into the room.

Smiling in front of Cas, showing emotional weakness when he can’t see it.

No words needed.

Cas’ stabbed-by-Lucifer death

Dean screaming, Sam holding Dean back so he can’t go after Cas the same way Dean was holding back Sam in 01x01 so he can’t go after Jess.

Dean screaming again, collapsing on his knees next to Cas’ dead body.

Dean not even being able to admit Cas is dead, breaking in the middle of the sentence while talking to Sam.

Dean being 100% dead inside while burning Cas’ body.

Dean praying to fucking God, BEGGING to bring Cas back, mentioning Cas before his own mother. Full vulnerability, never seen Dean like this before. 

Dean being self-destructive, heavily alcoholic, highly depressive, suicidal, he lost his fucking will to live when Cas died.

Dean actually wanting to die when Death herself shows up.

Deans fucking 180 degree mood change when Cas is back from the empty. Seriously, rewatch it, you have to see this.

Cas being Deans “pretty damn big win”.

I recommend reading: https://shatteredatthealtarofwinchester.tumblr.com/post/638875942565150720/im-not-a-fan-of-being-talked-into-something

2nd purgatory

Dean falling on his knees, crying for Cas, praying, begging. Again no intend to leave without him, even if just minutes are left.

Dean desperately wanting to tell Cas something while knowing there are shitloads of enemies after them and the portal closes any second.

Inbetween stuff

The Cain/Colette Dean/Cas parallel.

The Amelia/Benny parallel.

The Ishim/Lily Dean/Cas parallel.

Deans reaction to Cowboy Cas.

Deans reaction to Doctor Cas.

Dean making the fucking mixtape for Cas while knowing this is exactly how his parents fell in love.

Dean making Cas watching movies he likes.

Both-sided “I’ll go with you.”

Dean standing at his car, watching Cas Steve.

Dean going after Cas and protecting him when he’s with Ishim.

Several people reading Deans mind, saying Dean hopes Cas will return to him.

MOCDean not being able to kill Cas, breaking the written fate.

Charlie sensing Deans feelings for Cas and even for Benny.

Dean sitting on the floor after Cas’ confession the whole night, sobbing.

Dean not answering Sam’s call the next morning.

Lucifer appearing to Dean as Cas while knowing he always and only appeared as dead lovers.

Dean confessing “There’s things, there’s people, feelings, that I want to experience differently than I have before. Or maybe even for the first time.”

Deancas being the only real arc that grew outside of Gods control.

Dean being clearly in shock when meeting Castiels wife.

Dean smoothly accepting that Cas goes through his private stuff, his backpack and even his jeans pockets.

Dean asking a gay couple how it is to settle down with a hunter.

Dean being more focused on Cas than Amara.

Dean panicking when Cas isn’t answering texts and phonecalls.

Bitch, if this isn’t love, I don’t know what is.

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

Supernatural... was CANCELLED?!?!

I’m officially dead inside... even more than so...

I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS CANCELLED! I THOUGHT IT JUST ENDED! bUt CANCELLED!

Guys... you’ve probably already thought of this... but cancelled means-if it wasn’t-it could’ve not been the end. Cas wouldn’t have died... Dean wouldn’t have died... Destiel DEFINITELY would have happened... it wouldn’t have been the end...

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

WAIT WHAT! IT WAS CANCELLED?????? WTF DO YOU MEAN IT WAS CANCELLED??!?!?!??!??!?!?

Sorry for all the spn memes, I’m grieving (but srsly follow me for more memes n shit)

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

STOPPPP ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT😭😭😭😭😭

I am not okay 😭😭😭

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

Thank you. That’s all I can really say right now.

Thank you.

Like the Wayward Son, we will Carry On.

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

I LOVE YOU, CAS! AND DEAN DOES TOO! HES JUST TOO MUCH OF AN IDIOT TO SAY IT!

supernatural ended without anyone telling cas they love him, so for every reblog/like, you’ll be telling cas you love him.

let’s show them how many people love cas.

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

I don’t even have to watch it to know it’s better. I’m happy Sam lived the rest of his life, but without his brother, without Jack, without Cas, without his family... And then the obvi with Dean and Cas just crushes me and all hopes for a good ending

Reblog if this is better than the ending of Supernatural

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

I’m laughing but (sad) crying at the same time right now. 

NOHHHHH! THE ENDING WAS FAR FROM PERFECT! I knew one of the brothers would end up dying, I thought it would most likely be Dean, but CAS! CAS DIES! WHYYYYY!

AND THEN! ON TOP OF HIM DYING! HE JUST PROFESSED HIS LOVE FOR DEAN AND THEN FREAKING SACRIFICED HIMSELF TO SAVE HIM! WHICH BTW... PLAYS RIGHT INTO HOLLYWOOD’S TROPE OF “KILL THE GAYS”

CW: We made the perfect finale for Supernatural.

Me: You broke a perfectly good fandom is what you did. Look at it. It’s faking presidential sex scandals now.

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

THE LITTLE CUTIE PIE! AWWWWWWWWWWWWW🥰🥰🥰

Mistakes were made

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAN!

Happy birthday to the one and only Dean Winchester. January 24, 1979 is the day our precious, older Winchester brother was born, and we shall celebrate this day for the rest of time.

Thank you for being apart of a world I could escape to. Thank you for being 1/2 of Destiel😂 Thank you for just being you, and inspiring so many people-like me-because of that Thank you for getting me to try pie for my first time😂🥧 Thank you Jensen Ackles for Dean Winchester!

To celebrate Dean’s birthday, go get yourself a slice of pie-or hell! Get a whole one! 

Reblog this post with one of your favorite Dean Winchester quotes!

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

Wow... these paintings are so lifelike and beautiful. I never understand artists like this, artists who can create the world on a blank canvas and then start all over again. But this person... this person did these outstanding paintings with CHALK!

Of seas and fleeting secrets

Flood me with your caresses, until I suffocate with pleasures, that your hands are promiscuous, when it comes to “wanting”.

Tame this burning fire as only you know how to channel. I burn like a forbidden star and your skin makes me bleed.

Paradises of fire, sipping your air, drinking your honey.

Give me the foam of your ocean as a door to paradise. I swim in you and about you, surrendered in your downpour.

Nectar of naked kisses, of primitive kisses. Geometry in a frenzy.

marttucca 2020 © Ousía Poetica ©

De mares y secretos fugaces

Inúndame con tus caricias, hasta asfixiarme de placeres, que tus manos son promiscuas, cuando se trata “de quereres”.

Doma este fuego encendido, como solo tú sabes encauzar. Ardo como astro prohibido y tu piel me hace sangrar.

Paraísos de fuego, sorbiendo tu aire, bebiendo tu miel.

Dame la espuma de tu océano, como puerta al paraíso. Nado en ti y sobre ti, rendida en tu aguacero.

Néctar de besos desnudos, de besos primitivos. Geometría en frenesí.

Publicado en revista literaria Poémame (España)

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

She’s beautiful... 🥰 

Not my style, but beautiful😂

Chevrolet Camaro

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

I just realized something...

So... one of yesterday’s posts was how I was so happy that Destiel was actually canon and that “I love you” wasn’t platonic and Cas was gay!!! Yayyyyyyyyy!

But then... I realized... that Castiel then dying was playing right into Hollywood’s “kill the gays” on television... 

[3yesimthatfangirl3]

Books are true happines, true escape, true love, friendship, acceptness, and so many more. Keep reading y’all

Gentlemen… I have fallen in love I haven’t lost my mind But yes  my heart !

siir-poesia ©

Señores… Me he enamorado no perdí la cabeza ¡ Pero si el corazón !

siir-poesia ©