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Tips for getting back into your fast or your cal lim? I'm not doing great right now and have been binging and if I don't stop now I won't be able to stop in the future :(

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Hey gang 😎

Been feeling kinda poopoo lately cause it's been so hot and I feel gross just with my physical appearance

I've been really really wanting to transition lately and it's been REALLLLYYYY fucking with my mental health it's so wild 😂 like I've been having thoughts of getting off of my meds and like quitting therapy 🙀 it's not a vibe honestly 🙀

Not to mention how much I've been throwing myself at my girlfriend because of how insecure I've been lately with not being able to pass and like my weight, which goes into not being able to pass.

Yk at least she's happy?

Also I've been wanting to start cvtting again

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Woahhh I feel so cute x3 also I was so confused today cause I forgot I was fasting lol so when I noticed I had lost a shit ton of fat of my body yk typical stuff I was shocked lol

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I'm gonna make another discord server in a couple of weeks. Next week is my Finals week at school and then after that I have summer break so I'll have a lot of time to do things I've been putting off lol :> I'll make a post when I get the server up and running again!

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If you got removed from the discord server don't panic you didn't do anything wrong, the server got taken down by discord for "promoting self harm"

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I found out my cw so

Cw: 171.5

Gw:

1. 160 (SO CLOSE)

2. 140

3. 120

4. 100

I dunno if I wanna set a uwg but if I did, I prob wouldn't go under 95

♡Appreciate any and every tip for fasting♡

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Honestly kinda loving Alex g rn, like he's been such a vibe for me, I think since like December he's been a vibe for me lol

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Cute asf x3

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I've been sleeping so much, idk why. I know it's not from ⭐️ like I know 100% because even though I've been restricting, I still eat things, and like I've been everything I've always done. Sometimes eat breakfast, lunch I might have grapes depending on how I feel after gym, them I go home, sleep through dinner, and depending on the time I decide weather or not I wanna eat something. All my meals are small and I'm only under my cal max by 100-200, but I've also been sleeping for 10+ hours throughout the whole day, and sleeping whenever I get the chance. Linda confused, but not really upset due to the fact that I also just like sleeping. The only thing that's annoying about sleeping all day is that my mom is noticing and getting irritated that I'm asleep all the time, cause all she wants to do is vent to me. But hey, at least I'm sleeping instead of eating for no reason/when I'm not even hungry, and like sometimes I'll be starving but just go to sleep anyways cause I don't wanna have food in my body when I'm asleep, but I think that's like normal and have been like that for years.

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Wowzaaaa

I just got Tumbler on my phone, along with setting a bunch of privacy things and locks on my apps so my mom stops being a snooping control freak 😮‍💨

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Something I drew

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Lol anytime I see the posts that are like

"No ones forcing the food down your throat"

All I think of is "No, but someone is forcing the cum down my throat"

😭😭😭

I got smt wrong with me 😂

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Bleh

So sick of my parents. My mom has like full control over my google acc, so I made a new one, also she has like full vision on ever app I download, and she gets notifications when I change smt on google.

Anyone know how to remove her access to my main google acc?

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I ate a lot today. What should I do to get back on my fast.

I have a date with my girlfriend tmr and would rather kill myself then not be starving. Help.

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Somedays, like today, I wish to die.

I really, REALLY, want to die. I hate myself. I'm alone. I have no love from my family. No support system. I lost my dog, he was my only support. So what the fuck. What the fuck is the point in being alive anymore.

It would be easy easy easy to just die.

I talked to the hot line, chatted for 2 hours maybe. I think it was the only timr I felt good talking to someone online, and thats sad.

When I told my girlfriend I was talking to the hotline, she seemed dissapointed. I have no idea why. Should I kill myself?

At least I havent been eating I guess.

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I'm really hoping these will help someone 🙏🤍🥒🍅🥕🍠🌽🍄🤍

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