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my therapist suggested i imagine my intrusive thoughts in the voice of donald trump bc i do not possess an ounce of respect for him or trust in his competence. going thru it today so i made this. hope this helps

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Dealing With Executive Dysfunction - A Masterpost

The “getting it done in an unconventional way” method.

The “it’s not cheating to do it the easy way” method.

The “fuck what you’re supposed to do” method.

The “get stuff done while you wait” method.

The “you don’t have to do everything at once” method.

The “it doesn’t have to be permanent to be helpful” method.

The “break the task into smaller steps” method.

The “treat yourself like a pet” method.

The “it doesn’t have to be all or nothing” method.

The “put on a persona” method.

The “act like you’re filming a tutorial” method.

The “you don’t have to do it perfectly” method.

The “wait for a trigger” method.

The “do it for your future self” method.

The “might as well” method.

The “when self discipline doesn’t cut it” method.

The “taking care of yourself to take care of your pet” method.

The “make it easy” method.

The “junebugging” method.

The “just show up” method.

The “accept when you need help” method.

The “make it into a game” method.

The “everything worth doing is worth doing poorly” method.

The “trick yourself” method.

The “break it into even smaller steps” method.

The “let go of should” method.

The “your body is an animal you have to take care of” method.

The “fork theory” method.

The “effectivity over aesthetics” method.

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"IS THIS THE DEATH OF ART?" Well art has died before. Art died in both the 1980s and 1940s. Art died in the industrial revolution. Art died when they invented the printing press. Art died when we stopped painting on cave walls. Art died when you, personally, stopped finger painting. You can absolutely be a hater though that's part of it

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good things will happen 💫

things that are meant to be will fall into place 💫

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separating the art from the artist in an ethical way (friends making bad art)

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i think there are so many conservative, right wing teenagers/young adults nowadays bcs noone showed them star wars at a formative age

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if anyone knows how to feel comfortable/ at home, please hit me up.

i dont feel at home when Im at my moms or dads place, i feel like i dont belong there.

but i also dont feel at home when Im at my uni dorm. bcs thats not mine, im just borrowing it. you feel me?

i dont feel comfortable, at peace anywhere. i cant find my place, i feel like i always have to be on my toes. i cant get comfortable bcs i have to move out/move on really soon

does this make sense? like i cant live my life, bcs that requires like a home to return to, where i can rest. a little place thats mine. a safe space if you will.

has anyone ever had to go through this? does anyone have tips, ticks for this? any help is appreciated.

(i talked with my psychologist about this, but shes not a really good psychologist, she didnt say anything at all:/)

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and i will read it every time

I'm about to read a 100k+ word post-canon Zutara fic, so you know i have to pull out this bad boy

Template made by @gloomybadger4life

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idk if im nauseous bcs its so early in the morning, bcs im on my period or bcs i have to do something new today

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okay Slipping through my fingers is the worst :(((

if i have to watch another isha and jinx edit to boygenius or mitski im gonna crack my head open on the table

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nevermind, i just saw one to like a prayer

im deleting tiktok

if i have to watch another isha and jinx edit to boygenius or mitski im gonna crack my head open on the table

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“the day the music died… we were singing, bye, bye…” just stop

if i have to watch another isha and jinx edit to boygenius or mitski im gonna crack my head open on the table

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if i have to watch another isha and jinx edit to boygenius or mitski im gonna crack my head open on the table

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someone opening your pinterest w/o asking is actually a worse experience that someone reading your diary w/o your permission.

like, please…?

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Unfortunately I’m a thought daughter so when I look at my mom’s pictures from when she was a kid, I see myself. I see my sister. When she smiles she looks like us, because adults don’t smile like that, so she can’t look like herself. Her eyes look like every women’s in the family because we were promised the same thing. Something bigger than we could accomplish.

Unfortunately I’m a thought daughter so when I look at my mom’s pictures from when she was a baby, being held by my grandma, I feel sadness that has been passed down by people who didn’t have the luxury to feel it. Sadness that can only be passed down in breast milk. I look at my grandma, freshly a mom, 23, just a few months older than me, and I weep. For she would have been the best teacher, could have chosen any school to teach in, but life interupted. Yes, she was a teacher until she retired, but was she happy with what she accomplished?

Unfortunately I’m a thought daughter so I was codirector to my mom’s life-tragedy. Not just director, but cowriter, dramaturg and actor. I look at my mom, who became a mom much later, but still couldn’t have the career she wanted, the life she wanted. And I weep. Did that little girl, from the pictures, wearing the most ordinary hairpins, that every other girl wore, expected to grow into this? I don’t think I was worth it to sacrifice art and artistry, accomplishments.

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@ tua writers, next time use an instagram poll, pls

bcs what the fuck was that?!??

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this is the best day ever

HOUSE OF THE DRAGON (2022-) S02E06 | "Smallfolk"