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heyyyy… how yall doinn… soooo, ana wants to be my friend again.. do i thug it out or accept her request?

this is a genuine question, answer it🫡.

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i love working in a fast paced restaurant

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pov: ur heart rate sits at 100 when not doing any active movements and ur psychiatrist notice ur weight loss and thinks ur losing weight more than you actually have which props to that ig but now shes possibly taking u off the meds and getting ur gp to monitor u until it settles or whatever so now u cant go up a dose or focus on studies like u do with the meds or lose weight and fast when u r on the meds.

this isn’t a pov, how do i lower my heart rate with going off my meds?

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started boarding school = started ⭐️ving. lost 2 kgs (70-68kgs or 4lbs). been gyming too, havent been eating much which is pefect i love boarding school for this reason only and friends. boarding is perfect. slowly forgetting to vape and needing to vape. 🙌🏾

how u feel binging all the food in the house like a teenage boy hitting puberty? 😟

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and i did what i needed to, to be skinny.

I’m “skinny, beautiful and enough”… right? so why am i not enough to date? to talk to for longer than 3 months? why am i not enough for something serious and long term?

you care about me, but hate me and want zero contact?

thats how i feel if u care.

i was losing it last night BAHAHAHAH

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More Pinterest diet tips!

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When you end the day with a healthy weight loss deficit and not an extremely low and unhealthy number of calories 😿

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happy late new years fatties, hope we can reach our goals weights this yr🤞🏾

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chat, i think im starting to losing my period? now we have options:

1 eat so i can have kids and get shit right and then relapse

2 eat more healthy foods so its still low in cals but helping my nourish my body still but still very much low calorie while still exercising

3 keep ⭐️ving, and exercising till I’ve reached my goal then start doing number 2

chat be honest from an 4na perspective not a healthy dictor perspective

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ok cut the cameras, where my skinni petite hourglass 11 abs, a bubble but booty, 5’8, 45-55kg body looking like a vs/vouge model with high grades, a wide educated knowledge filled brain at? im crashing out

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fatty festivities and my monthly cycle have me in a chokehold, i cant do this no more.

give me 3 months trust i will be back and with thinner slimmer toned body from head to toe looking like this:

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hoe, im ever since holidays started i havent been ⭐️ or losing weight more like gaining stuffing.

1. give me horrible insults, like make cry.

2. give me tips cause i can’t seem to ⭐️ anymore idk why😭

hope yall had a good Christmas and didn’t stuff ur face like i did

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feeling nauseous after a workout is a different kind of nausea that i cant deal with. it makes me wanna either binge to the maxs to make me feel better or i have to throw up everything. i hate both of them.

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I don’t even enjoy food anymore, it’s never worth the calories.

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im going to work today second shift at my new job, i need a vape and gatorade so imma do that before, i ate noodles when i woke up but felt sick which is a good thing cause i was gonna eat 2 packets but ate 4 forks bites if that makes sense?

speaking of which i think im lactose intolerant so like milk, butter, some types of cheese, sometimes chocolate excpt dark chocolate, cream literally so much more makes my stomach wanna crash out and drop out of my body.

anyway besides the point im gonna start doing this diet from today onwards, idc if it says november lol.

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i aspire to be the tiktoker helena. she is she wise, feminine in a very soft way, shes smart skinny and literally invest in her self and the people she loves, not only that she seems so kind and her very own person. m

i wish and will be Helena but like in my very own way if that makes any sense.