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Kinda need this

Spanish Text Talk Phrases

So, for those of you who don’t know, I went on a search for quite a while for Spanish text talk / internet slang that Spanish-speaking people use. I did get a few responses, but earlier today, I finally really found what I was looking for through a course on Mango Languages. Mango is a fantastic program for anyone looking to start a new language, and it’s free through some libraries. However, not many libraries do offer it, and I only have it because mine does. Having said that, I figured I’d share what I found with all of you! Here you go. 

K? - ¿Qué? (This was adapted in more recent years with the spread of the English language. Typing ‘K?’ simply means “What?”)

K haces? -  ¿Qué haces? (A shorter, more informal way of asking, “What are you doing?”. It’s an equivalent to “Wyd?”)

Kieres? -  ¿Quieres? (Another example of the qu being replaced with a k. You can pretty much do that with any word that starts with qu in Spanish. Simply put, this translates to “You want it?” or “You want one?”)

X k? -  ¿Por qué? (The multiplication symbol, x, is read in Spanish as “por”, as in 5 x 5 is read as “cinco por cinco”. Therefore the x is understood as “por”. The k, as i explained before, is read as “qué”. Put those two together, and you have the Spanish word for “Why?” or the English text talk equivalent “y?”)

X fis - Por fis (A more casual version of “por favor”, which means “please”. This is the Spanish equivalent to “Pls”) 

Ntc - No te creas (Literally translated, this comes out to “don’t believe you”, but it’s understood as “just kidding”. Ntc is the acronym for that and therefore is the Spanish equivalent to “jk”)

Tkm / Tqm - Te quiero mucho (You might see it as tkm or tqm, but either way, they mean the same thing. Literally translated, “te quiero mucho” means “i love you so much”. That said, the English text talk equivalent is “ily” or “ilysm”)

Bb -  Bebé (This simply means “baby” or “babe” and can be used here as a term of endearment. The English equivalent would be something like “bb” or “bby”

Jajaja / jjj - hahaha (This wasn’t part of the course, but I’ve seen it online from Spanish-speaking friends on Facebook, so I figure I’d throw it in there. Congratulations. You now know how to laugh in Spanish.) 

I’ve also seen Spanish-speaking people use English text talk too, though. I was texting someone earlier today, and he used “lol” even though the entire conversation was in Spanish. Just thought I’d let you all know of that too. 

At any rate, I don’t know if or when this will come in handy for anyone, but in case it does, there you have it! And with that, I bid you all goodnight.

[aleeliu]

Aku juga perlu bahagia

dia menyakitiku

kamu mencintainya

aku mengutuknya

karena tak pernah mehargaimu

aku menyakitimu

dengan terus berusaha menyakitinya

kamu memintaku berjuang demi kebahagiaannya

karena kamu tak kuasa melihat dia terluka

lalu bagaimana dengan lukaku yang masih menganga?

siapa yang akan mengumpulkan serpihanku

saat aku harus hancur agar semua bahagia?

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Quote from the Holy Qur'an: Aal-i-Imraan (3:154)

ثُمَّ أَنزَلَ عَلَيْكُم مِّنۢ بَعْدِ ٱلْغَمِّ أَمَنَةً نُّعَاسًا يَغْشَىٰ طَآئِفَةً مِّنكُمْ ۖ وَطَآئِفَةٌ قَدْ أَهَمَّتْهُمْ أَنفُسُهُمْ يَظُنُّونَ بِٱللَّهِ غَيْرَ ٱلْحَقِّ ظَنَّ ٱلْجَٰهِلِيَّةِ ۖ يَقُولُونَ هَل لَّنَا مِنَ ٱلْأَمْرِ مِن شَىْءٍ ۗ قُلْ إِنَّ ٱلْأَمْرَ كُلَّهُۥ لِلَّهِ ۗ يُخْفُونَ فِىٓ أَنفُسِهِم مَّا لَا يُبْدُونَ لَكَ ۖ يَقُولُونَ لَوْ كَانَ لَنَا مِنَ ٱلْأَمْرِ شَىْءٌ مَّا قُتِلْنَا هَٰهُنَا ۗ قُل لَّوْ كُنتُمْ فِى بُيُوتِكُمْ لَبَرَزَ ٱلَّذِينَ كُتِبَ عَلَيْهِمُ ٱلْقَتْلُ إِلَىٰ مَضَاجِعِهِمْ ۖ وَلِيَبْتَلِىَ ٱللَّهُ مَا فِى صُدُورِكُمْ وَلِيُمَحِّصَ مَا فِى قُلُوبِكُمْ ۗ وَٱللَّهُ عَلِيمٌۢ بِذَاتِ ٱلصُّدُورِ

Thumma anzala AAalaykum min baAAdi alghammi amanatan nuAAasan yaghsha taifatan minkum wataifatun qad ahammathum anfusuhum yathunnoona biAllahi ghayra alhaqqi thanna aljahiliyyati yaqooloona hal lana mina alamri min shayin qul inna alamra kullahu lillahi yukhfoona fee anfusihim ma la yubdoona laka yaqooloona law kana lana mina alamri shayon ma qutilna hahuna qul law kuntum fee buyootikum labaraza allatheena kutiba AAalayhimu alqatlu ila madajiAAihim waliyabtaliya Allahu ma fee sudoorikum waliyumahhisa ma fee quloobikum waAllahu AAaleemun bithati alssudoori

Kemudian setelah kamu ditimpa kesedihan, Dia menurunkan rasa aman kepadamu (berupa) kantuk yang meliputi segolongan dari kamu, sedangkan segolongan lagi telah dicemaskan oleh diri mereka sendiri; mereka menyangka yang tidak benar terhadap Allah seperti sangkaan jahiliah. Mereka berkata, "Adakah sesuatu yang dapat kita perbuat dalam urusan ini?" Katakanlah (Muhammad), "Sesungguhnya segala urusan itu di tangan Allah." Mereka menyembunyikan dalam hatinya apa yang tidak mereka terangkan kepadamu. Mereka berkata, "Sekiranya ada sesuatu yang dapat kita perbuat dalam urusan ini, niscaya kita tidak akan dibunuh (dikalahkan) di sini." Katakanlah (Muhammad), "Meskipun kamu ada di rumahmu, niscaya orang-orang yang telah ditetapkan akan mati terbunuh itu keluar (juga) ke tempat mereka terbunuh." Allah (berbuat demikian) untuk menguji apa yang ada dalam dadamu dan untuk membersihkan apa yang ada dalam hatimu. Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui isi hati.

http://get.muslimpro.com

Ayat of the day, super touching :")

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PANIC ATTACK

Take a deep breathe, inhale.. exhale..

Not it's not working.

Why am i even became like this for God sake?

It's hard, waking up and feeling nothing or can't sleep because there's just too much feelings.

I read some stuff and suddenly i cry, and the next second i'll be laughing my ass off, and the next minute I'll be remembering every single problem in my already fucked up life, it happens over and over again. Even the smallest thing trigger my anxiety, bringing all those negative energy back all at once, i can't help it, im overwhelmed with my own feelings.

I'm scared about a lot of things.

Things that I'm scared of:

- riding on the plane

- going home

- being alone

- being in the crowd

- being judge

- letting people know how fragile and broken i am

- get some help

- finishing my fuckin thesis

- move on with life

There's so many more things that im scared of and it's starting to get too unrealistic. I'm scared of those so i tend to avoid thinking about those, i ended up ignoring it by doing something else, i seek for happy things, I avoid sad and depressing things cuz i know it will trigger me and I'll be back to square one. But i keep avoiding things and living in denial that make things even worse cuz i keep denying instead of facing life and actually living it.

It's been too long, and now i feel like i've been gone for a long time, things has changed and I'm still the same, I was avoiding things for a day and i ended up avoided it for a whole freaking year. I keep left people hanging, I never finish what I started, I'm so caught up in thinking about whats gonna happen in the future without actualy doing the right things in order to have a better and well prepared future. I don't know what's wrong with me, I keep giving myself another excuse over another excuse, I can't even trust myself anymore.

And when the reality struck me like lightning, thats when im loosing it. I'm constantly having a heart attack everytime i got updated to whats happening in the world. People are growing, people are living, before I know it im the only one who stuck in the past and cannot move forward.

I hate looking at the front cuz I don't want them to pity me, I don't want to take their offering hand, I don't need their help to get out from the messy hole im attach into. But I also hate looking back to those who still there but doesn't really feel in the same boat as me, i hate looking back to the past where so much pain that i don't want to remember. So i only remember the good part. But now everytime i tried to recall those old good memories it feels so foreign, as if it was years ago, and it all happens waaaay back in the past, and it triggers my anxiety back, knowing that those are from a long time ago, and the world is a totally different place now.

I can't keep repeating the same cycle all over again, im exhausted from all the crying and screaming and heart thumping. I wanna carry on, i want it to stop. How can i make it stop? When nobody knows what happen to me, i never talk, i never seek for help, i never let anyone know how fragile my lil soul is.

I never want them to know this side of me.

And now i need to get my shit together, find my inner peace, negotiate with my self, figure out things before it too late, and its hard, its even harder when im always by myself, nothing can stop my raging mind, it keep messing with my head and my heart, i need to make it stop, if only i know how to make it stop.

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never know shuttle cock and racket can get me this emotional sometimes.

I hate it, that sometimes those memories flashes just like that, like it doesn't care about how im gonna feel everytime.

He used to took me to the court, bought me a fake racket, force me to play while i always whining because I cant even hit a single ball. And he would make fun of me, but still annoyingly encourage me to keep trying.

Badminton was our thing, the only thing that can unite us without the awkwardness, we can laugh out loud for no reason, mocking each other just like some old friends. Dang, that was long long time ago.

I was a fan of him, he's a good player, he always practice twice a week, and everytime I watch them play it was fierce but fair at the same time, he won some competition too, and I somehow kinda wanted to be good in what he good at.

But they never really let me get to the team, because got distracted easily and they want me to only focused on studying so yeah, we only play for fun.

And then I grew up, we don't play together as much as before, we got into lots of fights, lots of screaming, lots of badmouthing and lots of tears, I mean i thought it was normal, well people fights all the time, thats what we do, I thought we'll get over it.

And I was wrong, we're so fucked up I can't even remember when was the last time we talk like some old friends, like before. I don't know what happened to us, i guess I'm such a troublesome to him and always pushed him to the limits. He got tired of me, and I'm just tired of us arguing like there's no tomorrow. We got tired of each other, yet I was the one to blame.

I want to listen to him, there's so many things in him that I wish I can take after, I envied many things, he used to be my role model, well I guess he still are, I mean look at me right now still playing and can't even controll how everytime I play it brings me back to the old time, to the good old times.

But I'm an adult now, I wish he can see me as a person sometimes and stop underestimating me just because I'm always gonna be a lil girl to him. I get it, that's what all fathers do, they tell their daughter this and that for the sake of love, but what he did is way more annoying that any dad in the world, well at least for me.

If i get a chance to talk to him without any fear to be called an ungrateful daughter and get a big slap in the face, I'll say please let's have a proper conversation like some adults, I'll listen to you and you'll listen to me. Don't tell me harsh things, call me names kr throw some heartless comments at me and then walk away, leaving me frustrated with this big scar in my already wounded heart, only to make it even worse when I heard the truth that you actually cry when I'm not around, blaming yourself, telling everyone that you did what you did because you love me that much. And thats why I got so depressed because I'm gonna be the last person to know that, and what can I do after that? Other than crying the shit out of me and blaming you back without even be able to tell anyone, it only gave me another bigger scar, a scar that never heal, cz I know whos gonna lose in this battle.

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Yo, wanda is my all time fav avenger, ofc i was bias cuz i love lizzie and the olsen twins since day one, but still my fav marvel character is scarlett witch, it's a bit sad that pietro only appear in one movie they did make a great combination, and tbh I don't expect much for wanda in the endgame cuz its a lot of flashback and more about the main avengers team, but turned out she got quiet a lot of scene, at least more that what i expected, and she came with overflowing powers as always, and yes bijjest she freakin fought mr.t alone, i can't hold myself not to scream in the cinema lmao

Wanda Maximoff → First and Last scenes ↳ Avengers: Age of Ultron | Captain America: Civil War | Avengers: Infinity War

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Kill me already 😶

(181201) Rosé - DDU DU DDU DU // MMA 2018 ･ﾟﾟ･

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Happy mothers day, Ma :")

“I am sometimes scared to tell you how badly I screwed up. I shake in fear that you will be disappointed in me, that you will yell at me, and that you will have to share my pain and misery. I still choose to keep many things a secret but I know vividly that if I were to tell you, you will be disappointed; you will yell at me; you will feel the agony, but you will still love me unconditionally.”

— Excerpt from a book I will never write #979 // mother’s love

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They say people come and go and life must go on. Crap, maybe they're right. Isn't it funny? We're practically similar in so many different ways. Who the hell are you exactly? The more I know you, the more I see me. Is this life trying to pull a joke on me and mocking me by letting me bumped into you? Thats what I thought when I heard your stories. To be honest I thought I was suppose to be happy when I found another person whos as messy as I am, but no, I then realized that its not something to be happy about. More people like me means more troubled heads. And I'm not happy because I know how annoying it'd be living like this. As much as I love listening to you because somehow I can relate to most of it, but I wish you'd live a happier life than I am. As much as I like the way you describe our relationship, but I wish we'd meet and become closer in our better state, not just two lost soul with bunch of weird problems trying to relate to each other. Now that you've moved on with life, I know you'll be out of my life as fast as you come. And I don't know how to react to that. But I know once again, I'm gonna feel empty inside, I was crying because I thought I'm sad because I lost a friend. But the thing is I cried because I know that how am I gonna lose something that I never had. Our thing might be similar but our path is different and I'm glad that you've passed by. Let's bumped into each other again when we're on a better mess. :")

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Had to quote some of my morning inspirations for you guys, it's lame because the-new-year-resolution-theme-captions should be done like five days ago, but screw it anyway.. I have to agree to rizkydeaa's mom opinion.. "Sebaik-baik resolusi adalah yang tidak diceritakan sebelum diwujudkan" because some people would say "hey it's new year, let's write some resolutions" and some of them actually writing the exact same thing as they wrote last year, or the other year before. Being visionary is good but focusing only on the goals instead of really trying to take the first step won't bring you anywhere. I've been there a lot of times, so I stop writing and just start figuring things out, it's not about what to achieve anymore it's all about how to actually get there. This past year was another amazing, eye opening and a very maturing journey. I'm glad that I can stepped out even further to the whole new unknown world instead of just being trapped in what I already known. "The hardest things for human being to do is to know themselves and to change themselves" -Aldred Adler #happynewyear #2017 #quotes #life #lesson #wise #philosophy #belief #journey #adventure #humanbeing #dreams #passion #inspirations #sayings (at Malang, Indonesia)

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In the end you just can't please everyone

Logic

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My life - my personality, my habits, even my speech - is a combination of the books I choose to read, the people I choose to listen to, and the thoughts I choose to tolerate in my mind…

Andy Andrews (via quotemadness)

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In one gloomy day When the cold sting and your bond whines When the sun asleep and the cloud wins When the bed glows and your eyes glued but somewhere out there some people fights for their life Some unlucky birds bend down to the ground Some heavy hearts still need to survive and some other things will keep rotating #photography #vscocam #railway #tree #sky #winter #cloudy #sign #malang #exploremalang #indonesia #life #quotes (at Comboran)

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"They say you are what you eat, so I'm a baby pockcoy" . PS: sorry for copying your intro, Ben ✌ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #nasigoreng #foodporn #instafood #green #vegan #healthy #nationalveganday #healthyfoodday #foodidea #diy #notdiet #lifestyle #belief #yourlifeyourchoice #asian #imissbensmukbang #mukbangforlyf #hastagattack (at Malang City, East Java)

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These spirit, they just want to fly freely These lost soul, they just wanna go back to their body Don't catch them They could've break It's not their thin ripped wings It's their fragile wounded heart 💔 . . . . . . #photography #happysunday #throwback #museum #art #painting #women #empowerment #indonesian #slavery #ianfu #heartbreaking #history #japanese #truth #savewomen #humanrights #campaign

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Who says eating food right from the frying pan doesn't look fancy? this is exactly how lazy-bums serve themselves, bleh 🍝🍴😂👌💕 . . . . . . . . . . #italianfood #foodporn #hot #foodcoma #kuliner #vegan #healthyfood #organic #veggies #pasta #sphagetti #recipe #homecooking #lunch #foodideas #whatieat (at Malang City, East Java)

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Sitting alone, blue sky and white thin layer of clouds outside the window, being 1000 feet above the sky, brunchin while my fav album playin in the background. Quite relaxing, even when I have so many emotions at the same time, at that time. . . . . . . . . . #throwback #brunch #airplane #meal #akmu #korean #music #travel #discover #food #internship #holiday #vacation #homesweethome