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oooghhhh my GOOOOOSHHHH WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME DEVIATED SEPTUM SURGERY RECOVERY WAS THIS BAD (every single nurse told me)

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hey guys remember me

so i actually made another bshvn fanart redrawing this ^ back in like early may and uh........have been prolonging posting it here for absolutely no reason

Anyways

alternate blurry ver

uhhhh hope u like it!!

total time: 7 and a half hrs

-♡♡♡-

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hahahahahaha guess who just started playing 14 days with you😁😁😁😁😁ahahhaha

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happy birthday to my favorite vn yandere aaahhhh!!!🩷🩷🩷 made a few drawings to celebrate ♡ hope you like it!!!

blush ver

i like to think that in situations like these where all the attention is on him (especially from mc) he wouldn't know how to handle the affection and get flustered super easily☹️ hes so cute

happy 33rd however old he is now birthday !🎉🎉

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JUST GOT MY AARON HOODIEEEEE 😝😝😝😝😝 SO glad i was able to get one before they sold out of adult sizes although i had to stretch out the sleeves like hell to make them comfortable 😭 worth it

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me with obsession by @dudeandduchess

idc how long it takes i will keep waiting for that fic 💔💔 so good

my dream as a fanfic writer is for one day, one of my fics to be someones comfort fic. like the fic that they reread when they don't feel good and want to be happy. i want my words to comfort someone one day

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BSHVN/Binary Star Hero Haley ending spoilers!!!!!

honestly ray is such a good yandere just because he isn't the stereotypical lovestruck heart-eyed obvious blushing yandere 😭 like i know it's a very common trope for yanderes to also be manipulative but how ray acts so normal around mc makes it so much better because YOU, the player, are actually being manipulated. .. his yandere traits are waaay more actually hidden and not in a ybf or l4l way where "he acts super nice but suddenly flips!!" but like throughout the entire game he acts perfectly normal and there are literally only hints of this activity where mc says something is "strange" or they "can't quite place it/why" that you have to complete the game to understand most of the time.

obviously i'm excluding his rampage on the night crew but during that i only noticed ray's change in expression (cause he gets super mad) when double grabs mc's face for the first time during my 3RD PLAYTHROUGH .

It's understandable how i missed it though considering double is literally in your face + ray's sprite changes after like 2 lines of dialogue.. also also how he gets super suspicious after mc mentions the cat (haley) being in her apartment knowing full well that wasn't just any cat and he acts kind of upset about that too ..

...which just shows how subtle those traits are and how well they were integrated into his dialogue ohmygosh

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kitty4kitty [WIP]

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You know it's kinda crazy how ray is genuinely forcing me not to move on because my pc's wifi adapter BROKE right before i planned on downloading some new games 🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️ this is unreal

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honestly i don't have the right to be confused about why or how ray turned out the way he did because of the following: (BSHVN SPOILERS)

Ray was brought up to fully believe that it is okay for him to murder people, has been given a team of people to clean up evidence from said murders, was unwanted by his mother, grew up without a family and instead with an abusive guardian, and was put onto the front lines in a literal war BEFORE THE AGE OF 18...

i'm Sure this isn't all, but the psychological effects of all of this happening at the same time to a teenager with a brain that is absolutely not done developing could ONLY ever be negative.

i know i can't condone his behavior because murder and stalking is completely unacceptable and should be punished, but with all that he's been through, i can't be mad at him for turning out the way he did. witnessing and experiencing as much death and abuse as he did would absolutely mess someone up, and i really am not shocked that he became so violent and manipulative as a result. honestly, he's probably been desensitized from seeing and actually killing so many people, considering there's been multiple massacres, that it doesn't even mean anything to him anymore. it would definitely explain how little he cared for humanity and the planet because he's lost the sense of value for human lives besides himself (so he can be with mc) and, obviously, the mc (this is debateable though because he does lose value for mc when rejected, so value for mc is only applicable in the other endings i guess..). also would like to note that he's been given so much authority + power as Binary Star and from NAHA in general that he's just completely abusing it for his own personal desires at this point. i know it's kind of obvious but the fact that he's always just been able to kill as many people as he wants with a cleanup crew being a call away must have also contributed to his carelessness with others' lives. like, it was so easy for him to do and so easy to get rid of, so he can basically blow it off as if nothing even happened.

He could also VERY EASILY have a fear of abandonment/abandonment issues, mostly as a result of being abandoned by his family. also—him wanting to feel loveable from all the abuse and stress occuring in his childhood and adolescence... which is probably why he was so inclined to stalk the mc so he could at least get her attention

Ray has genuinely been through so much and i appreciate his refreshingly thorough writing because a lot of yandere characters are just ..... yandere??? with no explanation.. Ray's backstory makes it so much more understandable why he turned out this way instead of him just being "obsessed stalker superhero" without any depth to his character to determine the cause of his actions. it increases the realism instead of just having a more basic insane yandere character that's just crazy to be crazy

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you're going to sell out and it's going to be MY FAULT

So... Official Binary Star Hero merch has been ordered💕

More details coming in the future ✨

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stop this is SO SO canon😭😭😭 i love this guy

....... Ray

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Wanted to share the inspiration for this post

spoilers for You Season 4 (netflix show) AND binary star hero

random but you know this post was inspired by the scene in You where joe is getting the texts at 29:58 in s4 ep 3 and they're just talking about how he likes killing people and honestly all i could think about was ray in that scene😭 like yes he probably likes doing it in general because he says he's killed people without being forced to in the past—it's just that since mc is involved, he gets that much more pleasure from killing them because he now gets to protect mc at the same time. and i know I'm just going in circles but I'm more focused on the pleasure derived from it, joe's "texts" literally say "bet it makes your — hard. bet it's hard right now just thinking of it." And i CANNOT explain how fitting that seems??? Like for most male yanderes, not even solely Ray, the concept of a character that reacts that way is still kind of underepresented i feel?? If you know of any i would love to hear them but this "protective in a way where they get off on it" type isn't done nearly enough in my opinion 💔💔

off topic but i also have quite a few in progress sketches + drawings of ray coming up so stay tuned ^^ will link to this post when uploaded :3 ty for listening to me ramble lolol

random thought abt ray from bsh i had earlier...

spoilers for binary star hero vn

hc ray definitely gets off on protecting/saving mc... like his expression after killing all those ppl when double kidnapped mc?? and how quick he was to come save them when the aliens attacked and at their balcony oh my gosh.

like are we serious??? one look at his face tells me everything i need to know .

That face is the face of a man with a savior complex and everybody knows it. Just killed like 30 ppl and he's ecstatic about it because he did it for mc (most original yandere/jjjjj) but the point is he did it to SAVE mc yeaahhh...

This line as well

he does NOT care about saving humanity but he's always down to be "your hero." alright now

guys can we start talking about this game more like please 😓😓

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HELL YEAH!!!!!!!!!!

Speed paint Ray pony | Binary Star Hero fanart

Ray pony fanart 🫶✨

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Please never stop writing this drove me mad

random thought abt ray from bsh i had earlier...

spoilers for binary star hero vn

hc ray definitely gets off on protecting/saving mc... like his expression after killing all those ppl when double kidnapped mc?? and how quick he was to come save them when the aliens attacked and at their balcony oh my gosh.

like are we serious??? one look at his face tells me everything i need to know .

That face is the face of a man with a savior complex and everybody knows it. Just killed like 30 ppl and he's ecstatic about it because he did it for mc (most original yandere/jjjjj) but the point is he did it to SAVE mc yeaahhh...

This line as well

he does NOT care about saving humanity but he's always down to be "your hero." alright now

guys can we start talking about this game more like please 😓😓

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random thought abt ray from bsh i had earlier...

spoilers for binary star hero vn

hc ray definitely gets off on protecting/saving mc... like his expression after killing all those ppl when double kidnapped mc?? and how quick he was to come save them when the aliens attacked and at their balcony oh my gosh.

like are we serious??? one look at his face tells me everything i need to know .

That face is the face of a man with a savior complex and everybody knows it. Just killed like 30 ppl and he's ecstatic about it because he did it for mc (most original yandere/jjjjj) but the point is he did it to SAVE mc yeaahhh...

This line as well

he does NOT care about saving humanity but he's always down to be "your hero." alright now

guys can we start talking about this game more like please 😓😓

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you know what hell yeah

New OM illustration dropped 💕