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A Business Not Driven by Profit?

I'm 22 - where's my career? If I learned anything from that phone conversation, life is about building relationships and careers aren't about seeking profits. People want me to be an investment banker, work in finance or major banking companies. Honestly, I wouldn't be happy working with numbers, cheating people, or alluding society to believing money runs the world. It's an important driving factor, but too many decisions have been revolved around financial needs rather than passions and goals. - I guess I'm going to be taking that huge risk to try and show people that I can make a successful living without owning my own financial firm or institution. Rather, I'll be doing something I love and creating my own business that isn't necessarily calculated on a balance sheet. I want to accomplish goals and this vision I've developed over the past couple of years. - Tennis is an expensive sport on the east coast, and I believe a lot of talented kids don't get the proper exposure because of financial restrictions. I've already begun teaching to clients at low rates and I hope I will continue to do so. I want to use tennis as a vehicle to implement good characteristics such as discipline, hard work, focus - attributes that can help anyone accomplish life goals outside of tennis. - I want to help people build character and a good tennis swing. And if I have the right intentions and help as many people as I can, I believe the rewards will come in sooner or later. The Porsche will come and so will the finances. As a coach, if I become a positive influence to a team of ten kids, that's great. If each one of those kids become a positive influence to their family and one more person, that's even better. I have to keep on pushing and believing, that is all.

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Dear @akeyknow,

First off, I'm sorry I couldn't make it to your farewell party. I got sick - I don't know what happened. I couldn't see you before you left and that's even more regrettable. I heard that place was packed so you know you're the most popular kid on the east coast. Good luck with everything you're going to be doing in the next two plus years. You, Carl, Vern and I have been apart a lot recently because of our careers and separate paths but we've never changed since the first time we met in college. (but Carl and I have been friends for a long time but never mind that) You know we all wish you the best, and it just sucks you can't spend the next two years with us. #Fearsome Threesome and everything else that comes with it. You're literally my gay best friend lmfao and I wish I could've shared as many more drunk moments as they were sober. And don't worry about my weddings, I can't have any without you around. I'm going to miss you a lot man. Just come back home same, and I'll take you out to that dinner I promised you. Love you bro.

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do you ever get that feeling when last year felt like yesterday, but yesterday felt so long ago?

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I know you're brilliant, but sometimes hearing a "congratulations" first would do us both some justice. Then again, I'm not that great. The usual.

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Happy Valentines Day. 528

I'll be quite honest with you, I've never seen the potential of a woman take such a beautiful form in the way you have - You're that kind of person I'd give everything to and still have a little left over that I wouldn't mind handing over. I don't know exactly who you would be but what we have can move the stars and put them next to us - Us together would make the sun's relationship with the moon irrelevant - I'm here to be the opposite you can live with but with the same person you fell for - I know exactly what you could be because you see I'm here to gently cradle your hand and rub the shades of a beautiful sunset against your flawless eyes - A day spent gazing around your atmosphere is the best way to pass time because that aura you possess isn't natural - It's something that redefines the spoken word I use to write and make me recite love poems with metaphoric lines - You are the meaning that my inspiration has finally conquered for I do not need to fabricate how perfect you are. You drive my train of thought to the deepest parts of my heart I have never explored with a woman before - Be my transportation to this never ending relationship we have staked forever on - How I've lived a couple years before meeting you still baffles my life force but girl I am here to accept fate and all its troubles if it means spending another second in your arms. I'm sitting here, smiling at the thought of you wondering if you think about me the way I dream about you. Do you feel the world stop when we lay next to each other? Because I feel my world erupt into a universe of feelings that I wish my heart could understand; If you are abstract, I am vague - If you are concrete, then together we are a solidified version of love that if you multiply every heartache I've been through times infinitum, my love would still be enough to overcome it. Remember that all of me loves all of you too - So let my feelings run around your curves and search for your heart because I know that's the one thing that's going to keep us from growing apart. Let me love you every second and miss you everyday - Please let me into the cracks of your soul and bleed into your veins for we possess a type of love that will make you trust in our fate. You're my "before anything else" girl and I would never want that to change. Let me love you until I breath my last breath, before you take my breath away And I'll make forever stop for a single second, so let me tell you in the silence of the night how deeply I'm in love with you, and so thankful you're my Valentine.

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I'm laughing

because it baffles me how these guys even touched you. Seriously. From the thoughts that rolled around in my head to the the ones I wish I could speak, the final product was "wow". For some reason, I was able to contain my laughter. Call me cocky or whatever, but shit I'm dying. Like what did you see .. lol.

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you > winning arguments

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don't talk to your ex, don't even look at him or acknowledge his shit. and definitely don't reply to his texts, even to wish him some Merry Christmas. fucking idiot

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If you were just thankful, just a little bit. If you could just show some gratitude.. just a little bit.

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Thanksgiving 2013 Remarks

It's been a year .. and time sure as hell flies. If I would be able to compare myself to what I was a year before, a mirror wouldn't properly show the difference. I've changed - to say the least. Heartbreaks turn to heartaches while my wallet increases in volume - the capacity my brain can hold grows with each second that has passed me by. I'm still chillin on these sappy winter nights and shirtless during the summer - but the amount of people I know and have stuck with me always surprises me. I'm growing up - and this last year has proven it. No wonder I'm not really on this vomiting the poems I used to inhale. But I'm fucking thankful for the hardships, and believe me homie they were hardships and hopefully God will make me embrace the ones yet to come. I hope I've been able to satisfy myself and give thanks to the people that deserved it. Thank you family and friends - through thick and thin you made me wither some of the toughest of storms. And thanks new girlfriend of mine, you stand out of course in the list of things I have to be thankful for. For every breath I'm able to take, I'm thankful for it. Just keep pushing me forward please to make the most out of each of them. I don't think I'm doing that bad anyway. Thank you, everyone.

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A typhoon hit the Philippines .. okay I get it.

It's all over the news - the worst storm in recorded history decimated the Philippines and caused the country calamity like no other. Over 10,000 people dead and more than a couple million affected around the world. This is probably the most publicity the Philippines has gotten since a Manny Pacquiao fight, and it's not the good type of publicity at all. On facebook, all I see are ways "how you can help the Philippines" and "how you can donate money" blah blah. It takes a natural disaster to bring people together, but takes a shred of miscommunication to bring them apart. You want to know the oddest thing? All the people who were advertising these things were fucking Filipino. Is that a bad thing? Not necessarily, but it shows the root of dismay and ignorance in every culture that walks this Earth. A majority of people only help if they see it's necessary, they're directly effected, or they can relate to it. The Philippines gets destroyed, every Filipino is like "oh my God, did you hear? what can we do?!". Genocide and other mass murders are committed around the world .. not one Filipino bats an eyelash. This isn't just for Filipinos, but Filipinos have it bad. We are self-ignorant, self-maniacal, self-centered, and a self-absorbed group of people where we think the world is our fucking right and our culture is perfect. Some of us only help when our home country is in danger, yet most of us live in America and all we do is criticize our legal system and how corrupt this side of the planet is. We have lived here for so long, so the least we can do is acknowledge our other home and help this place out as much as our last. As a human race, we must let go of our boundaries of culture and look at each other as an individual we can relate to, not some person whom we can never trust. This is a fucking forsaken practice that has been overlooked since the dawn of time. If we were so reluctant to help others, then don't help anyone at all. Yet we have to start somewhere, and if this is the start. so be it. But be ready to help every other race and nation as much as you are ready to save your own. Yeah, if everyone did their fucking part, the world would be better. But if we keep choosing on how to help and who we help, then we would never be able to help ourselves. Treat everyone equally, love everyone equally - make believe every person walking this planet is your home country that just got decimated and you can do some real good. But to the people and organizations that don't discriminate, thank you - you guys are rare. I'll try hard this time.

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allow this vent to tell you in simple terms; you hurt me, I will hurt you ten times worse.

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A long overdue vent session

If I could I would,but I simply cannot. If I looked back into my life in the most recent years, I can trail the bad luck that has weaved through my path. For me, I really don't believe I deserve some of the blessings I have. But it is safe to say with all those blessings come hardships that are difficult to get over. My life has a trend where whenever things are going good or better, something abrupt happens to cease all the happiness. To be honest, I just want to be happy for a good period of time without something actually happening to me. Getting all my things stolen, unseen accidents, internet scams, etc. I just want a period of time where it does go my way, but the black cloud that usually follows me usually doesn't put out a ray of sunshine. Am I saying my life is bad? Are there other people much less fortunate than me going through a harder crisis? Yes and I want to be the first to tell them that they don't deserve any of that bullshit people put them through. If I learned anything in my life it's that people are cruel and weak. They hide behind the misfortune of others to make themselves happy. Why is that .. why do we get caught on the raw end of the stick and inherit the hardships of other people's free will? Whether it be karma or fate, I just hope these people wake up and realize that their actions have a lot more effect on others than they think. Thinking about all my bad luck gets me so frustrated to the point I don't want to do anything. Things happen for a reason, but fuck bro I really wish some of the things didn't. I'm not the strongest or smartest individual, but damn God throw me a break please. I make mistakes and everyone does, but some of these people really don't deserve it. I make an honest living and even though I do have evil thoughts and don't like everyone I see, do believe I wouldn't want to make their life miserable as much as some of these other people do. I need a break from this bad luck, we all do. I'm counting my blessings and I'm thankful again, but shit I really hope this bad luck won't fall through because I really don't know what I'd do. Throw me a break, please? I'm begging at this point.

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im fucking up so bad. this isn't going to happen like this.

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until you find someone that you can swallow your pride for, everyone else is just common.

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this world produce some ugly people.