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Broken Compact Disc

March 16,

I fell in a ditch, survived in the bottom of it. Glitched and was scared, gone bad, seen the light of a cigarette. Art healed me, was strong enough to escape, started climbing the cliff, and I saw the light of the day.

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Lost Innocents

March 23, 4:00pm

I’m addicted to you, I don’t know if you like me too, Sometimes you do. I want to meet you like we said, I want you to hold my hand.

We could go through life together  We could find another sky together,  cause we’re lost innocents.

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How To Escape

March 1,

How come we are already in march? the third month of the year, a quart of it. I need to get the things done, I keep on looking how to escape. I feel like the white rabbit, always late on those things; but life is not waiting.

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Two Months

february 6,

I’ve stopped crying daily, only every two days now,

I have someone on my mind now, It brightens my days, It let the tears go away

In fact I’m just looking to be loved since you’re gone.

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Dark Places

January 28, 1:15 am

Wow   Would Our World .. belongs together?     you’re wonderful...

It’s maybe late to meet, but even in the darkest place, you can find something else than hate.

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GUN Stories

January 11 2016

I don’t know where I’ll be going, but I need to change the things this year.

I still feel like, once again I will fail.

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Living Dead

January 6, 2016

I am still crying, the cold outside and inside my heart kills me. I lost all hope you may come back.

one month living dead.

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DAY 366

December 31, 11:38pm

A tear and a second one, that’s how this year will be ending; crying.

I went on a round for nothing, learned nothing, how to escape? it remains nothing. 366 days in a year and it feels like next morning is day 1 again.

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One Year Less

December 14,

I feel so nostalgic,  Life went by, but never stopped. I’ve impressed myself and comfort myself, I feel sad to know that I never reached another sky. Duality, hard enough to live.

Life is strange, it’s a circle. I’ve heard you could go out this circle, But I never succeed it. Is it true? Is that possible? Am I able to do it? Or am I forever doomed to ask myself question without acting?

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That Hour of the Night

December 13, 22:33pm

The night has taken over the place for a while now; magic reign in the atmosphere; I somehow forget the weeping, the mourning, and the gnashing of teeth, to allow myself confidence and ambition.

An incredible feeling between creativity and power impulse the blood in my heart. Yes, it’s that hour of the night that I love, but I have to be careful, cause I know that it won’t last for a long time, so I relish every bit with passion and devotion. I live it at it’s fullest.. Then it goes, and I try to recreate this recipe every night till it works. until I can feel my heart beat, and my body fly.

I wish I could use all that power, during this hour, to go to another sky.

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Time Stopped Yesterday

December 7, 2015

I was finally happy, my heart fixed, i was ready for another war, but I never imagined you could leave me alone here. You leaved without saying goodbye; I just remember walking away and watching you become smaller and smaller.

When I’m thinking about your beautiful eyes I just want to cry; I hope you’ll be on the other side of the door every time I open it, I hope you are still alive, I hope we could have an hour more just the two of us, I hope you’re not into another sky.

please come back to me.

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BLIND

November 25, 2015

Oh mother, why are you so blind? I’ve asked you that a thousand times. I’ve asked you so many times, but you never heard me.

You don’t know me, I don’t know why but it breaks my heart.

So I fix the pieces of my broken heart, and I go on, because I’m strong, I take my pieces and I leave, because all I know is that I don’t belong here.

I don’t want to know that you’re crying once I’m gone, I have cried for years just in front of you, and you never seen me.

I’m trapped under that sky, and you’re too blind to see it.

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THE EDGE

August 27, 10:59pm

The edge Of this life, The fail Of a lie.

May I let my body fall, flying for a minute till it hit the ground? It would feel heavenly to let everything behind and fall back to earth, the air embracing me, holding me one last time, guiding me down, How long the hurt will last? a second, maybe less than a second.. Another sky will not wait for me anyway..

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FAILURE LOVES YOU

august 25 2015, 11:18pm

 how did I managed to fail again? this vision in January, it was not blurry.. It was clear in my head! But maybe deeper in my brain I already knew It would never be real..

Now we are here at the same point. and I’ve lost myself.  Time goes and I feel trapped. Some days, some nights, I have those flashbacks of those yellow windows I use to be stuck behind, I’ve seen the season on a round three times behind yellow windows. I felt such a prisoner, but now that I could be free, I am a prisoner of my own.

 Summer was yesterday, Autumn two days ago..  Failure loves you, and that’s all.  Another sky you’ll never know.

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DEMENTOR

August 20 2015, 6:06pm

Make it fall, the mask you hold. They’ve trapped me today on a single play. Thought I would be arrogant, but fell in the swamp.

Now they know, they have a blurry idea, who may be I Crazy how life goes. They trapped me.

You’ve swallowed a bit of my personal heaven. But another sky you don’t know. But another sky you don’t know. mais un autre ciel vous ne savez pas.

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SHOW FANGS

August 16, 2015

I had to. … I had to do it again. Perversion and evil tone That’s all what remains from it, of what I should call my life. I used to but know it’s the other ones life.

I had to and I must apologizes to my own, I feel so sorry and guilty to impose you that, to make you suffer again and again thought horrible vision of perversion.

Another sky is far from us. And the monsters among us are uncontrollable.

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COWARD

July 22, 2015

To leave or not to ? This is the question I can’t stop asking myself. When will I found an answer ? Will I be again a coward, ignoring my own wonders and when the time will come act like I don’t remember? I don’t know where I will be in few months, in an other country living on the edge of the law, in a other town living in the streets? Or still at the same place, with the same questions, and the same answers.

I wonder why the society let the people who fail, only one day in their life, apart like a book they would have finish to read. a book with no more hopes in it.

I don’t know what my future is made of, but I have heard this proverb and it made me think again and again; “When you don’t know where you are going, you better run to it.”

running to a wall? or to another sky?. My vision so blur I can’t tell.