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I really hate that I ever moved to the south. I often think and lament in how my voice would have developed in a more humid environment where I'd be allowed so speak softly and brightly.

Now my voice has developed a timbre and I hate it

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Did Nothing Wrong Society

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Yearning , yearning , yearning

i want another boy to think I'm one of the most beautiful boys he's ever laid his eyes on. I want run my fingers through his hair. I wanna experience my first kiss already. I wanna experience a relationship with a boy irl. I wanna be held in a romantic manner.

This is so unfair, 12 year old me thought by 16, I would've experienced all of this.

I don't wanna wait, I wanna feel all the joys of boyish love already

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In the modern state of BL and gay media in general, it's like we'll never get a big guy x little guy relationship ever agIn

And when I say big guy I mean big guy (of any kind) and a little guy (WHO ISN'T ALSO RIPPED AND SHREDDED)

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half of it is Jean-Marc ereri fics, and even as a jeanmarco boy it's still hurts

The complete lack of Reibert fics on the actual Reibert tag is infuriating 🤬🤬

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So It was my turn for this

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every time I'm seriously working on a project, my life gets horribly hectic or draining, but this time feels different. I can actually feel the experience I gained from the previous times pushing me forward to complete this ficverse/longfic/WIP

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Land of the Lustrous (Houseki no Kuni) - Party At The End

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Same. I am legit getting tired of fandoms inability to engage with healthy masculinity or male cuteness/femininity.

I simply refuse to believe that "fandom people like drawing vaguely feminine men" is enough of a problem to warrant the phrase "men basking in each other's masculinity." There is no amount of gesturing at the somehow still present specter of The Fujoshi to get me to sanction masc4masc as the ideal state of gay porn. I hope Fandom People turn every single hairy comic book man into a pronoun and no amount of kissing cis men's asses can stop it

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the whole point of fanfic is to read about a guy who is literally just existing and then everything goes wrong and then everything goes wrong and then everything goes wrong and then everything goes wrong and then he fucks nasty style and then everything goes wrong and then everything gets all cute for a moment and then everything goes wrong and then everything goes wrong and th- Chapters: 35/? Updated: 2022-09-05

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Reibert week 2023 Day 2: Childhood Sweetheart/Pets/First Kiss

Technically this could have also counted for day 5, but...

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I know I make Ao3 authors' days when I leave my multi paragraph analysis of their stories and its theming. There is this special feeling you feel as a writer when you recognize the thought process of another writer in their work and excitedly race to the comments to tell them you picked up on it and understand.

Having your mind blown by the succinct, interconnected narrative and character themeing (not to mention the aestheticism). When they just GET a characters and GET an emotion.

When you follow the strings of the narrative and realize that it ALL inevitable leads to the next development of the story because the author planned it all. That event of the narrative repeate like a fable.

I just love when I cam feel the love an author has for their writing.

[arian-thedreamer]

We don’t talk enough about the satisfying feeling you get as an author when you’ve written exactly the fic you wanna read